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  Dinahtookcarenottobetraythatshehadhadhertea,andacceptedLisbeth’sinvitationveryreadily,forthesakeofpersuadingtheoldwomanherselftotakethefoodanddrinkshesomuchneededafteradayofhardworkandfasting。

  SethwassohappynowDinahwasinthehousethathecouldnothelpthinkingherpresencewasworthpurchasingwithalifeinwhichgriefincessantlyfollowedupongrief;butthenextmomenthereproachedhimself——itwasalmostasifhewererejoicinginhisfather’ssaddeath。NeverthelessthejoyofbeingwithDinahWOULDtriumph——itwasliketheinfluenceofclimate,whichnoresistancecanovercome。Andthefeelingevensuffuseditselfoverhisfacesoastoattracthismother’snotice,whileshewasdrinkinghertea。

  \"Theemay’stwelltalko’troublebein’agoodthing,Seth,fortheethriv’ston’t。Theelook’stasiftheeknow’dstnomoreo’

  carean’cumbernorwhentheewastababbya-lyin’awakei’th’

  cradle。Forthee’dstallaysliestillwi’thyeyesopen,an’Adamne’er’udliestillaminutewhenhewakened。Theewastallayslikeabago’mealascanne’erbebruised——though,forthemattero’that,thypoorfeytherwarjustsuchanother。Butye’vegotthesamelooktoo\"hereLisbethturnedtoDinah。\"Ireckonit’swi’bein’aMethody。NotasI’ma-findin’fautwi’yefor’t,forye’venocalltobefrettin’,an’somehowyelookensorrytoo。

  Eh!Well,iftheMethodiesarefondo’trouble,they’reliketothrive:it’sapitytheycannaha’tall,an’takeitawayfromthemasdonnalikeit。Icouldha’gi’en’emplenty;forwhenI’dgottenmyoldmanIwarworretedfrommorntillnight;andnowhe’sgone,I’dbegladfortheworsto’eragain。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidDinah,carefulnottoopposeanyfeelingofLisbeth’s,forherreliance,inhersmallestwordsanddeeds,onadivineguidance,alwaysissuedinthatfinestwoman’stactwhichproceedsfromacuteandreadysympathy;\"yes,Iremembertoo,whenmydearauntdied,Ilongedforthesoundofherbadcoughinthenights,insteadofthesilencethatcamewhenshewasgone。Butnow,dearfriend,drinkthisothercupofteaandeatalittlemore。\"

  \"What!\"saidLisbeth,takingthecupandspeakinginalessqueruloustone,\"hadyegotnofeytherandmother,then,asyewarsosorryaboutyouraunt?\"

  \"No,Ineverknewafatherormother;myauntbroughtmeupfromababy。Shehadnochildren,forshewasnevermarriedandshebroughtmeupastenderlyasifI’dbeenherownchild。\"

  \"Eh,she’dfineworkwi’ye,I’llwarrant,bringin’yeupfromababby,an’heralonewoman——it’sillbringin’upacadelamb。

  ButIdaresayyewarnafranzy,foryelookasifye’dne’erbeenangeredi’yourlife。Butwhatdidyedowhenyourauntdied,an’

  whydidnayecometoliveinthiscountry,bein’asMrs。Poyser’syouraunttoo?\"

  Dinah,seeingthatLisbeth’sattentionwasattracted,toldherthestoryofherearlylife——howshehadbeenbroughtuptoworkhard,andwhatsortofplaceSnowfieldwas,andhowmanypeoplehadahardlifethere——allthedetailsthatshethoughtlikelytointerestLisbeth。Theoldwomanlistened,andforgottobefretful,unconsciouslysubjecttothesoothinginfluenceofDinah’sfaceandvoice。Afterawhileshewaspersuadedtoletthekitchenbemadetidy;forDinahwasbentonthis,believingthatthesenseoforderandquietudearoundherwouldhelpindisposingLisbethtojoinintheprayershelongedtopourforthatherside。Seth,meanwhile,wentouttochopwood,forhesurmisedthatDinahwouldliketobeleftalonewithhismother。

  Lisbethsatwatchingherasshemovedaboutinherstillquickway,andsaidatlast,\"Ye’vegotanotiono’cleanin’up。I

  wouldnamindha’inyeforadaughter,foryewouldnaspendthelad’swagei’fineclothesan’waste。Ye’renotlikethelasseso’thiscountryside。IreckonfolksisdifferentatSnowfieldfromwhattheyarehere。\"

  \"Theyhaveadifferentsortoflife,manyof’em,\"saidDinah;

  \"theyworkatdifferentthings——someinthemill,andmanyinthemines,inthevillagesroundabout。Buttheheartofmanisthesameeverywhere,andtherearethechildrenofthisworldandthechildrenoflightthereaswellaselsewhere。Butwe’vemanymoreMethodiststherethaninthiscountry。\"

  \"Well,IdidnaknowastheMethodywomenwarlikeye,forthere’sWillMaskery’swife,astheysay’sabigMethody,isnapleasanttolookat,atall。I’daslieflookatatooad。An’I’mthinkin’I

  wouldnamindifye’dstayan’sleephere,forIshouldliketoseeyei’th’housei’th’mornin’。Butmayhappenthey’llbelookinforyeatMesterPoyser’s。\"

  \"No,\"saidDinah,\"theydon’texpectme,andIshouldliketostay,ifyou’llletme。\"

  \"Well,there’sroom;I’ngotmybedlaidi’th’littleroomo’erthebackkitchen,an’yecanliebesideme。I’dbegladtoha’yewi’metospeaktoi’th’night,forye’vegotanicewayo’

  talkin’。Itputsmei’mindo’theswallowsaswasunderthethacklast’earwhentheyfustbeguntosinglowan’soft-likei’

  th’mornin’。Eh,butmyoldmanwarfondo’thembirds!An’sowarAdam,butthey’nne’ercomedagainthis’ear。HappenTHEY’RE

  deadtoo。\"

  \"There,\"saidDinah,\"nowthekitchenlookstidy,andnow,dearMother——forI’myourdaughterto-night,youknow——Ishouldlikeyoutowashyourfaceandhaveacleancapon。DoyourememberwhatDaviddid,whenGodtookawayhischildfromhim?WhilethechildwasyetalivehefastedandprayedtoGodtospareit,andhewouldneithereatnordrink,butlayonthegroundallnight,beseechingGodforthechild。Butwhenheknewitwasdead,heroseupfromthegroundandwashedandanointedhimself,andchangedhisclothes,andateanddrank;andwhentheyaskedhimhowitwasthatheseemedtohaveleftoffgrievingnowthechildwasdead,hesaid,’Whilethechildwasyetalive,Ifastedandwept;forIsaid,WhocantellwhetherGodwillbegracioustome,thatthechildmaylive?Butnowheisdead,whereforeshouldI

  fast?CanIbringhimbackagain?Ishallgotohim,butheshallnotreturntome。’\"

  \"Eh,that’satrueword,\"saidLisbeth。\"Yea,myoldmanwonnacomebacktome,butIshallgotohim——thesoonerthebetter。

  Well,yemaydoasyelikewi’me:there’sacleancapi’thatdrawer,an’I’llgoi’thebackkitchenan’washmyface。An’

  Seth,theemay’streachdownAdam’snewBiblewi’th’pictersin,an’sheshallreadusachapter。Eh,Ilikethemwords——’Ishallgotohim,buthewonnacomebacktome。’\"

  DinahandSethwerebothinwardlyofferingthanksforthegreaterquietnessofspiritthathadcomeoverLisbeth。ThiswaswhatDinahhadbeentryingtobringabout,throughallherstillsympathyandabsencefromexhortation。Fromhergirlhoodupwardsshehadhadexperienceamongthesickandthemourning,amongmindshardenedandshrivelledthroughpovertyandignorance,andhadgainedthesubtlestperceptionofthemodeinwhichtheycouldbestbetouchedandsoftenedintowillingnesstoreceivewordsofspiritualconsolationorwarning。AsDinahexpressedit,\"shewasneverlefttoherself;butitwasalwaysgivenherwhentokeepsilenceandwhentospeak。\"Anddowenotallagreetocallrapidthoughtandnobleimpulsebythenameofinspiration?Afteroursubtlestanalysisofthementalprocess,wemuststillsay,asDinahdid,thatourhighestthoughtsandourbestdeedsareallgiventous。

  Andsotherewasearnestprayer——therewasfaith,love,andhopepouringforththateveninginthelittiekitchen。Andpoor,aged,fretfulLisbeth,withoutgraspinganydistinctidea,withoutgoingthroughanycourseofreligiousemotions,feltavaguesenseofgoodnessandlove,andofsomethingrightlyingunderneathandbeyondallthissorrowinglife。Shecouldn’tunderstandthesorrow;but,forthesemoments,underthesubduinginfluenceofDinah’sspirit,shefeltthatshemustbepatientandstill。

  IntheCottageITwasbuthalf-pastfourthenextmorningwhenDinah,tiredoflyingawakelisteningtothebirdsandwatchingthegrowinglightthroughthelittlewindowinthegarretroof,roseandbegantodressherselfveryquietly,lestsheshoulddisturbLisbeth。Butalreadysomeoneelsewasastirinthehouse,andhadgonedownstairs,precededbyGyp。Thedog’spatteringstepwasasuresignthatitwasAdamwhowentdown;butDinahwasnotawareofthis,andshethoughtitwasmorelikelytobeSeth,forhehadtoldherhowAdamhadstayedupworkingthenightbefore。Seth,however,hadonlyjustawakenedatthesoundoftheopeningdoor。

  Theexcitinginfluenceofthepreviousday,heightenedatlastbyDinah’sunexpectedpresence,hadnotbeencounteractedbyanybodilyweariness,forhehadnotdonehisordinaryamountofhardwork;andsowhenhewenttobed;itwasnottillhehadtiredhimselfwithhoursoftossingwakefulnessthatdrowsinesscame,andledonaheaviermorningsleepthanwasusualwithhim。

  ButAdamhadbeenrefreshedbyhislongrest,andwithhishabitualimpatienceofmerepassivity,hewaseagertobeginthenewdayandsubduesadnessbyhisstrongwillandstrongarm。Thewhitemistlayinthevalley;itwasgoingtobeabrightwarmday,andhewouldstarttoworkagainwhenhehadhadhisbreakfast。

  \"There’snothingbutwhat’sbearableaslongasamancanwork,\"

  hesaidtohimself;\"thenaturo’thingsdoesn’tchange,thoughitseemsasifone’sownlifewasnothingbutchange。Thesquareo’

  fourissixteen,andyoumustlengthenyourleverinproportiontoyourweight,isastruewhenaman’smiserableaswhenhe’shappy;

  andthebesto’workingis,itgivesyouagripholdo’thingsoutsideyourownlot。\"

  Ashedashedthecoldwateroverhisheadandface,hefeltcompletelyhimselfagain,andwithhisblackeyesaskeenaseverandhisthickblackhairallglisteningwiththefreshmoisture,hewentintotheworkshoptolookoutthewoodforhisfather’scoffin,intendingthatheandSethshouldcarryitwiththemtoJonathanBurge’sandhavethecoffinmadebyoneoftheworkmenthere,sothathismothermightnotseeandhearthesadtaskgoingforwardathome。

  Hehadjustgoneintotheworkshopwhenhisquickeardetectedalightrapidfootonthestairs——certainlynothismother’s。HehadbeeninbedandasleepwhenDinahhadcomein,intheevening,andnowhewonderedwhosestepthiscouldbe。Afoolishthoughtcame,andmovedhimstrangely。AsifitcouldbeHetty!Shewasthelastpersonlikelytobeinthehouse。Andyethefeltreluctanttogoandlookandhavetheclearproofthatitwassomeoneelse。Hestoodleaningonaplankhehadtakenholdof,listeningtosoundswhichhisimaginationinterpretedforhimsopleasantlythatthekeenstrongfacebecamesuffusedwithatimidtenderness。Thelightfootstepmovedaboutthekitchen,followedbythesoundofthesweepingbrush,hardlymakingsomuchnoiseasthelightestbreezethatchasestheautumnleavesalongthedustypath;andAdam’simaginationsawadimpledface,withdarkbrighteyesandroguishsmileslookingbackwardatthisbrush,andaroundedfigurejustleaningalittletoclaspthehandle。Averyfoolishthought——itcouldnotbeHetty;buttheonlywayofdismissingsuchnonsensefromhisheadwastogoandseeWHOitwas,forhisfancyonlygotnearerandnearertobeliefwhilehestoodtherelistening。Heloosedtheplankandwenttothekitchendoor。

  \"Howdoyoudo,AdamBede?\"saidDinah,inhercalmtreble,pausingfromhersweepingandfixinghermildgraveeyesuponhim。

  \"Itrustyoufeelrestedandstrengthenedagaintobeartheburdenandheatoftheday。\"

  Itwaslikedreamingofthesunshineandawakinginthemoonlight。

  AdamhadseenDinahseveraltimes,butalwaysattheHallFarm,wherehewasnotveryvividlyconsciousofanywoman’spresenceexceptHetty’s,andhehadonlyinthelastdayortwobeguntosuspectthatSethwasinlovewithher,sothathisattentionhadnothithertobeendrawntowardsherforhisbrother’ssake。Butnowherslimfigure,herplainblackgown,andherpaleserenefaceimpressedhimwithalltheforcethatbelongstoarealitycontrastedwithapreoccupyingfancy。Forthefirstmomentortwohemadenoanswer,butlookedatherwiththeconcentrated,examiningglancewhichamangivestoanobjectinwhichhehassuddenlybeguntobeinterested。Dinah,forthefirsttimeinherlife,feltapainfulself-consciousness;therewassomethinginthedarkpenetratingglanceofthisstrongmansodifferentfromthemildnessandtimidityofhisbrotherSeth。Afaintblushcame,whichdeepenedasshewonderedatit。ThisblushrecalledAdamfromhisforgetfulness。

  \"Iwasquitetakenbysurprise;itwasverygoodofyoutocomeandseemymotherinhertrouble,\"hesaid,inagentlegratefultone,forhisquickmindtoldhimatoncehowshecametobethere。\"Ihopemymotherwasthankfultohaveyou,\"headded,wonderingratheranxiouslywhathadbeenDinah’sreception。

  \"Yes,\"saidDinah,resumingherwork,\"sheseemedgreatlycomfortedafterawhile,andshe’shadagooddealofrestinthenight,bytimes。ShewasfastasleepwhenIlefther。\"

  \"WhowasittookthenewstotheHallFarm?\"saidAdam,histhoughtsrevertingtosomeonethere;hewonderedwhetherSHEhadfeltanythingaboutit。

  \"ItwasMr。Irwine,theclergyman,toldme,andmyauntwasgrievedforyourmotherwhensheheardit,andwantedmetocome;

  andsoismyuncle,I’msure,nowhe’sheardit,buthewasgoneouttoRosseterallyesterday。They’lllookforyouthereassoonasyou’vegottimetogo,forthere’snobodyroundthathearthbutwhat’sgladtoseeyou。\"

  Dinah,withhersympatheticdivination,knewquitewellthatAdamwaslongingtohearifHettyhadsaidanythingabouttheirtrouble;shewastoorigorouslytruthfulforbenevolentinvention,butshehadcontrivedtosaysomethinginwhichHettywastacitlyincluded。Lovehasawayofcheatingitselfconsciously,likeachildwhoplaysatsolitaryhide-and-seek;itispleasedwithassurancesthatitallthewhiledisbelieves。AdamlikedwhatDinahhadsaidsomuchthathismindwasdirectlyfullofthenextvisitheshouldpaytotheHallFarm,whenHettywouldperhapsbehavemorekindlytohimthanshehadeverdonebefore。

  \"Butyouwon’tbethereyourselfanylonger?\"hesaidtoDinah。

  \"No,IgobacktoSnowfieldonSaturday,andIshallhavetosetouttoTreddlestonearly,tobeintimefortheOakbournecarrier。

  SoImustgobacktothefarmto-night,thatImayhavethelastdaywithmyauntandherchildren。ButIcanstayhereallto-

  day,ifyourmotherwouldlikeme;andherheartseemedinclinedtowardsmelastnight。\"

  \"Ah,then,she’ssuretowantyouto-day。Ifmothertakestopeopleatthebeginning,she’ssuretogetfondof’em;butshe’sastrangewayofnotlikingyoungwomen。Though,tobesure,\"

  Adamwenton,smiling,\"hernotlikingotheryoungwomenisnoreasonwhysheshouldn’tlikeyou。\"

  HithertoGyphadbeenassistingatthisconversationinmotionlesssilence,seatedonhishaunches,andalternatelylookingupinhismaster’sfacetowatchitsexpressionandobservingDinah’smovementsaboutthekitchen。ThekindsmilewithwhichAdamutteredthelastwordswasapparentlydecisivewithGypofthelightinwhichthestrangerwastoberegarded,andassheturnedroundafterputtingasidehersweeping-brush,hetrottedtowardsherandputuphismuzzleagainstherhandinafriendlyway。

  \"YouseeGypbidsyouwelcome,\"saidAdam,\"andhe’sveryslowtowelcomestrangers。\"

  \"Poordog!\"saidDinah,pattingtheroughgreycoat,\"I’veastrangefeelingaboutthedumbthingsasiftheywantedtospeak,anditwasatroubleto’embecausetheycouldn’t。Ican’thelpbeingsorryforthedogsalways,thoughperhapsthere’snoneed。

  Buttheymaywellhavemoreinthemthantheyknowhowtomakeusunderstand,forwecan’tsayhalfwhatwefeel,withallourwords。\"

  Sethcamedownnow,andwaspleasedtofindAdamtalkingwithDinah;hewantedAdamtoknowhowmuchbettershewasthanallotherwomen。Butafterafewwordsofgreeting,Adamdrewhimintotheworkshoptoconsultaboutthecoffin,andDinahwentonwithhercleaning。

  Bysixo’clocktheywereallatbreakfastwithLisbethinakitchenascleanasshecouldhavemadeitherself。Thewindowanddoorwereopen,andthemorningairbroughtwithitamingledscentofsouthernwood,thyme,andsweet-briarfromthepatchofgardenbythesideofthecottage。Dinahdidnotsitdownatfirst,butmovedabout,servingtheotherswiththewarmporridgeandthetoastedoat-cake,whichshehadgotreadyintheusualway,forshehadaskedSethtotellherjustwhathismothergavethemforbreakfast。Lisbethhadbeenunusuallysilentsinceshecamedownstairs,apparentlyrequiringsometimetoadjustherideastoastateofthingsinwhichshecamedownlikealadytofindalltheworkdone,andsatstilltobewaitedon。Hernewsensationsseemedtoexcludetheremembranceofhergrief。Atlast,aftertastingtheporridge,shebrokesilence:

  \"Yemightha’madetheparridgeworse,\"shesaidtoDinah;\"Icanateitwi’outitsturnin’mystomach。Itmightha’beenatriflethickeran’noharm,an’Iallaysputtenasprigo’mintinmysen;

  buthow’syet’knowthat?Theladsarenaliketogetfolksas’llmaketheirparridgeasI’nmadeitfor’em;it’swelliftheygetonybodyas’llmakeparridgeatall。Butyemightdo,wi’abito’showin’;forye’reastirrin’bodyinamornin’,an’ye’vealightheel,an’ye’vecleanedth’housewellenoughforama’shift。\"

  \"Makeshift,mother?\"saidAdam。\"Why,Ithinkthehouselooksbeautiful。Idon’tknowhowitcouldlookbetter。\"

  \"Theedostnaknow?Nay;how’stheetoknow?Th’menne’erknowwhetherthefloor’scleanedorcat-licked。Butthee’ltknowwhentheegetsthyparridgeburnt,asit’slikeenoughtobewhenI’ngi’eno’ermakin’it。Thee’ltthinkthymotherwargoodforsummatthen。\"

  \"Dinah,\"saidSeth,\"docomeandsitdownnowandhaveyourbreakfast。We’reallservednow。\"

  \"Aye,comean’sityedown——do,\"saidLisbeth,\"an’ateamorsel;

  ye’dneed,arterbein’upo’yourlegsthishouran’halfa’ready。

  Come,then,\"sheadded,inatoneofcomplainingaffection,asDinahsatdownbyherside,\"I’llbeloathforyet’go,butyecannastaymuchlonger,Idoubt。Icouldputupwi’yei’th’

  housebetternorwi’mostfolks。\"

  \"I’llstaytillto-nightifyou’rewilling,\"saidDinah。\"I’dstaylonger,onlyI’mgoingbacktoSnowfieldonSaturday,andI

  mustbewithmyauntto-morrow。\"

  \"Eh,I’dne’ergobacktothatcountry。MyoldmancomefromthatStonyshireside,butheleftitwhenhewarayoungun,an’i’therighton’ttoo;forhesaidastherewarnowoodthere,an’it’udha’beenabadcountryforacarpenter。\"

  \"Ah,\"saidAdam,\"IrememberfathertellingmewhenIwasalittleladthathemadeuphismindifeverhemoveditshouldbesouth’ard。ButI’mnotsosureaboutit。BartleMasseysays——andheknowstheSouth——asthenorthernmenareafinerbreedthanthesouthern,harder-headedandstronger-bodied,andadealtaller。

  Andthenhesaysinsomeo’thosecountiesit’sasflatasthebacko’yourhand,andyoucanseenothingofadistancewithoutclimbingupthehighesttrees。Icouldn’tabidethat。Iliketogotoworkbyaroadthat’lltakemeupabitofahill,andseethefieldsformilesroundme,andabridge,oratown,orabitofasteeplehereandthere。Itmakesyoufeeltheworld’sabigplace,andthere’sothermenworkinginitwiththeirheadsandhandsbesidesyourself。\"

  \"Iliketh’hillsbest,\"saidSeth,\"whenthecloudsareoveryourheadandyouseethesunshiningeversofaroff,overtheLoamfordway,asI’veoftendoneo’late,onthestormydays。Itseemstomeasifthatwasheavenwherethere’salwaysjoyandsunshine,thoughthislife’sdarkandcloudy。\"

  \"Oh,IlovetheStonyshireside,\"saidDinah;\"Ishouldn’tliketosetmyfacetowardsthecountrieswherethey’rerichincornandcattle,andthegroundsolevelandeasytotread;andtoturnmybackonthehillswherethepoorpeoplehavetolivesuchahardlifeandthemenspendtheirdaysintheminesawayfromthesunlight。It’sveryblessedonableakcoldday,whentheskyishangingdarkoverthehill,tofeeltheloveofGodinone’ssoul,andcarryittothelonely,bare,stonehouses,wherethere’snothingelsetogivecomfort。\"

  \"Eh!\"saidLisbeth,\"that’sverywellforyetotalk,aslookswellylikethesnowdrop-flowersasha’livedfordaysan’dayswhenI’ngethered’em,wi’nothin’butadropo’wateran’apeepo’daylight;butth’hungryfoulkshadbetterleaveth’hungrycountry。Itmakeslessmouthsforthescantcake。But,\"shewenton,lookingatAdam,\"donnatheetalko’goin’south’ardornorth’ard,an’leavin’thyfeytherandmotheri’thechurchyard,an’goin’toacountryastheyknownothin’on。I’llne’erresti’mygraveifIdonnaseetheei’thechurchyardofaSunday。\"

  \"Donnafear,mother,\"saidAdam。\"IfIhadnamadeupmymindnottogo,Ishouldha’beengonebeforenow。\"

  Hehadfinishedhisbreakfastnow,androseashewasspeaking。

  \"Whatartgoin’todo?\"askedLisbeth。\"Setaboutthyfeyther’scoffin?\"

  \"No,mother,\"saidAdam;\"we’regoingtotakethewoodtothevillageandhaveitmadethere。\"

  \"Nay,mylad,nay,\"Lisbethburstoutinaneager,wailingtone;

  \"theewotnaletnobodymakethyfeyther’scoffinbutthysen?

  Who’dmakeitsowell?An’himasknow’dwhatgoodworkwar,an’sgotasonasistheheado’thevillagean’allTreddles’ontoo,forcleverness。\"

  \"Verywell,mother,ifthat’sthywish,I’llmakethecoffinathome;butIthoughttheewouldstnaliketoheartheworkgoingon。\"

  \"An’whyshouldnaIlike’t?It’stherightthingtobedone。

  An’what’slikinggottodowi’t?It’schoiceo’mislikingsisallI’ngoti’thisworld。Onemorsel’sasgoodasanotherwhenyourmouth’souto’taste。Theemunsetaboutitnowthismornin’

  fustthing。Iwonnaha’nobodytotouchthecoffinbutthee。\"

  Adam’seyesmetSeth’s,whichlookedfromDinahtohimratherwistfully。

  \"No,Mother,\"hesaid,\"I’llnotconsentbutSethshallhaveahandinittoo,ifit’stobedoneathome。I’llgotothevillagethisforenoon,becauseMr。Burge’ullwanttoseeme,andSethshallstayathomeandbeginthecoffin。Icancomebackatnoon,andthenhecango。\"

  \"Nay,nay,\"persistedLisbeth,beginningtocry,\"I’nsetmyhearton’tastheeshaltma’thyfeyther’scoffin。Thee’tsostiffan’

  masterful,thee’tne’erdoasthymotherwantsthee。Theewastoftenangeredwi’thyfeytherwhenhewaralive;theemustbethebettertohimnowhe’sgone。He’dha’thoughtnothin’on’tforSethtoma’scoffin。\"

  \"Saynomore,Adam,saynomore,\"saidSeth,gently,thoughhisvoicetoldthathespokewithsomeeffort;\"Mother’sintheright。

  I’llgotowork,anddotheestayathome。\"

  Hepassedintotheworkshopimmediately,followedbyAdam;whileLisbeth,automaticallyobeyingheroldhabits,begantoputawaythebreakfastthings,asifshedidnotmeanDinahtotakeherplaceanylonger。Dinahsaidnothing,butpresentlyusedtheopportunityofquietlyjoiningthebrothersintheworkshop。

  Theyhadalreadygotontheirapronsandpapercaps,andAdamwasstandingwithhislefthandonSeth’sshoulder,whilehepointedwiththehammerinhisrighttosomeboardswhichtheywerelookingat。TheirbackswereturnedtowardsthedoorbywhichDinahentered,andshecameinsogentlythattheywerenotawareofherpresencetilltheyheardhervoicesaying,\"SethBede!\"

  Sethstarted,andtheybothturnedround。DinahlookedasifshedidnotseeAdam,andfixedhereyesonSeth’sface,sayingwithcalmkindness,\"Iwon’tsayfarewell。Ishallseeyouagainwhenyoucomefromwork。SoasI’matthefarmbeforedark,itwillbequitesoonenough。\"

  \"Thankyou,Dinah;Ishouldliketowalkhomewithyouoncemore。

  It’llperhapsbethelasttime。\"

  TherewasalittletremorinSeth’svoice。Dinahputoutherhandandsaid,\"You’llhavesweetpeaceinyourmindto-day,Seth,foryourtendernessandlong-sufferingtowardsyouragedmother。\"

  Sheturnedroundandlefttheworkshopasquicklyandquietlyasshehadenteredit。Adamhadbeenobservinghercloselyallthewhile,butshehadnotlookedathim。Assoonasshewasgone,hesaid,\"Idon’twonderattheeforlovingher,Seth。She’sgotafacelikealily。\"

  Seth’ssoulrushedtohiseyesandlips:hehadneveryetconfessedhissecrettoAdam,butnowhefeltadelicioussenseofdisburdenment,asheanswered,\"Aye,Addy,Idoloveher——toomuch,Idoubt。Butshedoesnaloveme,lad,onlyasonechildo’

  Godlovesanother。She’llneverloveanymanasahusband——that’smybelief。\"

  \"Nay,lad,there’snotelling;theemustnaloseheart。She’smadeouto’stuffwithafinergrainthanmosto’thewomen;Icanseethatclearenough。Butifshe’sbetterthantheyareinotherthings,Icannathinkshe’llfallshortof’eminloving。\"

  Nomorewassaid。Sethsetouttothevillage,andAdambeganhisworkonthecoffin。

  \"Godhelpthelad,andmetoo,\"hethought,asheliftedtheboard。\"We’relikeenoughtofindlifeatoughjob——hardworkinsideandout。It’sastrangethingtothinkofamanascanliftachairwithhisteethandwalkfiftymileonend,tremblingandturninghotandcoldatonlyalookfromonewomanoutofalltheresti’theworld。It’samysterywecangivenoaccountof;

  butnomorewecanofthesproutingo’theseed,forthatmatter。\"

  IntheWoodTHATsameThursdaymorning,asArthurDonnithornewasmovingaboutinhisdressing-roomseeinghiswell-lookingBritishpersonreflectedintheold-fashionedmirrors,andstaredat,fromadingyolive-greenpieceoftapestry,byPharaoh’sdaughterandhermaidens,whooughttohavebeenmindingtheinfantMoses,hewasholdingadiscussionwithhimself,which,bythetimehisvaletwastyingtheblacksilkslingoverhisshoulder,hadissuedinadistinctpracticalresolution。

  \"ImeantogotoEagledaleandfishforaweekorso,\"hesaidaloud。\"Ishalltakeyouwithme,Pym,andsetoffthismorning;

  sobereadybyhalf-pasteleven。\"

  Thelowwhistle,whichhadassistedhiminarrivingatthisresolution,herebrokeoutintohisloudestringingtenor,andthecorridor,ashehurriedalongit,echoedtohisfavouritesongfromtheBeggar’sOpera,\"Whentheheartofamanisoppressedwithcare。\"Notanheroicstrain;neverthelessArthurfelthimselfveryheroicashestrodetowardsthestablestogivehisordersaboutthehorses。Hisownapprobationwasnecessarytohim,anditwasnotanapprobationtobeenjoyedquitegratuitously;itmustbewonbyafairamountofmerit。Hehadneveryetforfeitedthatapprobation,andhehadconsiderablerelianceonhisownvirtues。Noyoungmancouldconfesshisfaultsmorecandidly;candourwasoneofhisfavouritevirtues;

  andhowcanaman’scandourbeseeninallitslustreunlesshehasafewfailingstotalkof?Buthehadanagreeableconfidencethathisfaultswereallofagenerouskind——impetuous,warm-

  blooded,leonine;nevercrawling,crafty,reptilian。ItwasnotpossibleforArthurDonnithornetodoanythingmean,dastardly,orcruel。\"No!I’madevilofafellowforgettingmyselfintoahobble,butIalwaystakecaretheloadshallfallonmyownshoulders。\"Unhappily,thereisnoinherentpoeticaljusticeinhobbles,andtheywillsometimesobstinatelyrefusetoinflicttheirworstconsequencesontheprimeoffender,inspiteofhisloudlyexpressedwish。ItwasentirelyowingtothisdeficiencyintheschemeofthingsthatArthurhadeverbroughtanyoneintotroublebesideshimself。Hewasnothingifnotgood-natured;andallhispicturesofthefuture,whenheshouldcomeintotheestate,weremadeupofaprosperous,contentedtenantry,adoringtheirlandlord,whowouldbethemodelofanEnglishgentleman——

  mansioninfirst-rateorder,alleleganceandhightaste——jollyhousekeeping,fineststudinLoamshire——purseopentoallpublicobjects——inshort,everythingasdifferentaspossiblefromwhatwasnowassociatedwiththenameofDonnithorne。AndoneofthefirstgoodactionshewouldperforminthatfutureshouldbetoincreaseIrwine’sincomeforthevicarageofHayslope,sothathemightkeepacarriageforhismotherandsisters。Hisheartyaffectionfortherectordatedfromtheageoffrocksandtrousers。Itwasanaffectionpartlyfilial,partlyfraternal——

  fraternalenoughtomakehimlikeIrwine’scompanybetterthanthatofmostyoungermen,andfilialenoughtomakehimshrinkstronglyfromincurringIrwine’sdisapprobation。

  YouperceivethatArthurDonnithornewas\"agoodfellow\"——allhiscollegefriendsthoughthimsuch。Hecouldn’tbeartoseeanyoneuncomfortable;hewouldhavebeensorryeveninhisangriestmoodsforanyharmtohappentohisgrandfather;andhisAuntLydiaherselfhadthebenefitofthatsoft-heartednesswhichheboretowardsthewholesex。Whetherhewouldhaveself-masteryenoughtobealwaysasharmlessandpurelybeneficentashisgood-natureledhimtodesire,wasaquestionthatnoonehadyetdecidedagainsthim;hewasbuttwenty-one,youremember,andwedon’tinquiretoocloselyintocharacterinthecaseofahandsomegenerousyoungfellow,whowillhavepropertyenoughtosupportnumerouspeccadilloes——who,ifheshouldunfortunatelybreakaman’slegsinhisrashdriving,willbeabletopensionhimhandsomely;orifheshouldhappentospoilawoman’sexistenceforher,willmakeituptoherwithexpensivebon-bons,packedupanddirectedbyhisownhand。Itwouldberidiculoustobepryingandanalyticinsuchcases,asifonewereinquiringintothecharacterofaconfidentialclerk。Weuseround,general,gentlemanlyepithetsaboutayoungmanofbirthandfortune;andladies,withthatfineintuitionwhichisthedistinguishingattributeoftheirsex,seeatoncethatheis\"nice。\"Thechancesarethathewillgothroughlifewithoutscandalizinganyone;aseaworthyvesselthatnoonewouldrefusetoinsure。

  Ships,certainly,areliabletocasualties,whichsometimesmaketerriblyevidentsomeflawintheirconstructionthatwouldneverhavebeendiscoverableinsmoothwater;andmanya\"goodfellow,\"

  throughadisastrouscombinationofcircumstances,hasundergonealikebetrayal。

  ButwehavenofairgroundforentertainingunfavourableauguriesconcerningArthurDonnithorne,whothismorningproveshimselfcapableofaprudentresolutionfoundedonconscience。Onethingisclear:Naturehastakencarethatheshallnevergofarastraywithperfectcomfortandsatisfactiontohimself;hewillnevergetbeyondthatborder-landofsin,wherehewillbeperpetuallyharassedbyassaultsfromtheothersideoftheboundary。HewillneverbeacourtierofVice,andwearherordersinhisbutton-

  hole。

  Itwasaboutteno’clock,andthesunwasshiningbrilliantly;

  everythingwaslookinglovelierfortheyesterday’srain。Itisapleasantthingonsuchamorningtowalkalongthewell-rolledgravelonone’swaytothestables,meditatinganexcursion。Butthescentofthestables,which,inanaturalstateofthings,oughttobeamongthesoothinginfluencesofaman’slife,alwaysbroughtwithitsomeirritationtoArthur。Therewasnohavinghisownwayinthestables;everythingwasmanagedinthestingiestfashion。Hisgrandfatherpersistedinretainingasheadgroomanolddoltwhomnosortoflevercouldmoveoutofhisoldhabits,andwhowasallowedtohireasuccessionofrawLoamshireladsashissubordinates,oneofwhomhadlatelytestedanewpairofshearsbyclippinganoblongpatchonArthur’sbaymare。Thisstateofthingsisnaturallyembittering;onecanputupwithannoyancesinthehouse,buttohavethestablemadeasceneofvexationanddisgustisapointbeyondwhathumanfleshandbloodcanbeexpectedtoendurelongtogetherwithoutdangerofmisanthropy。

  OldJohn’swooden,deep-wrinkledfacewasthefirstobjectthatmetArthur’seyesasheenteredthestable-yard,anditquitepoisonedforhimthebarkofthetwobloodhoundsthatkeptwatchthere。Hecouldneverspeakquitepatientlytotheoldblockhead。

  \"YoumusthaveMegsaddledformeandbroughttothedoorathalf-

  pasteleven,andIshallwantRattlersaddledforPymatthesametime。Doyouhear?\"

  \"Yes,Ihear,Ihear,Cap’n,\"saidoldJohnverydeliberately,followingtheyoungmasterintothestable。Johnconsideredayoungmasterasthenaturalenemyofanoldservant,andyoungpeopleingeneralasapoorcontrivanceforcarryingontheworld。

  ArthurwentinforthesakeofpattingMeg,decliningasfaraspossibletoseeanythinginthestables,lestheshouldlosehistemperbeforebreakfast。Theprettycreaturewasinoneoftheinnerstables,andturnedhermildheadashermastercamebesideher。LittleTrot,atinyspaniel,herinseparablecompanioninthestable,wascomfortablycurleduponherback。

  \"Well,Meg,myprettygirl,\"saidArthur,pattingherneck,\"we’llhaveagloriouscanterthismorning。\"

  \"Nay,yourhonour,Idonnaseeasthatcanbe,\"saidJohn。

  \"Notbe?Whynot?\"

  \"Why,she’sgotlamed。\"

  \"Lamed,confoundyou!Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Why,th’ladtookhertooclosetoDalton’shosses,an’oneon’emflungoutather,an’she’sgothershankbruisedo’thenearforeleg。\"

  Thejudicioushistorianabstainsfromnarratingpreciselywhatensued。Youunderstandthattherewasagreatdealofstronglanguage,mingledwithsoothing\"who-ho’s\"whilethelegwasexamined;thatJohnstoodbywithquiteasmuchemotionasifhehadbeenacunninglycarvedcrab-treewalking-stick,andthatArthurDonnithornepresentlyrepassedtheirongatesofthepleasure-groundwithoutsingingashewent。

  Heconsideredhimselfthoroughlydisappointedandannoyed。TherewasnotanothermountinthestableforhimselfandhisservantbesidesMegandRattler。Itwasvexatious;justwhenhewantedtogetoutofthewayforaweekortwo。ItseemedculpableinProvidencetoallowsuchacombinationofcircumstances。TobeshutupattheChasewithabrokenarmwheneveryotherfellowinhisregimentwasenjoyinghimselfatWindsor——shutupwithhisgrandfather,whohadthesamesortofaffectionforhimasforhisparchmentdeeds!Andtobedisgustedateveryturnwiththemanagementofthehouseandtheestate!Insuchcircumstancesamannecessarilygetsinanillhumour,andworksofftheirritationbysomeexcessorother。\"Salkeldwouldhavedrunkabottleofporteveryday,\"hemutteredtohimself,\"butI’mnotwellseasonedenoughforthat。Well,sinceIcan’tgotoEagledale,I’llhaveagalloponRattlertoNorburnethismorning,andlunchwithGawaine。\"

  Behindthisexplicitresolutiontherelayanimplicitone。IfhelunchedwithGawaineandlingeredchatting,heshouldnotreachtheChaseagaintillnearlyfive,whenHettywouldbesafeoutofhissightinthehousekeeper’sroom;andwhenshesetouttogohome,itwouldbehislazytimeafterdinner,soheshouldkeepoutofherwayaltogether。Therereallywouldhavebeennoharminbeingkindtothelittlething,anditwasworthdancingwithadozenballroombellesonlytolookatHettyforhalfanhour。Butperhapshehadbetternottakeanymorenoticeofher;itmightputnotionsintoherhead,asIrwinehadhinted;thoughArthur,forhispart,thoughtgirlswerenotbyanymeanssosoftandeasilybruised;indeed,hehadgenerallyfoundthemtwiceascoolandcunningashewashimself。AsforanyrealharminHetty’scase,itwasoutofthequestion:ArthurDonnithorneacceptedhisownbondforhimselfwithperfectconfidence。

  Sothetwelveo’clocksunsawhimgallopingtowardsNorburne;andbygoodfortuneHalsellCommonlayinhisroadandgavehimsomefineleapsforRattler。Nothinglike\"taking\"afewbushesandditchesforexorcisingademon;anditisreallyastonishingthattheCentaurs,withtheirimmenseadvantagesinthisway,haveleftsobadareputationinhistory。

  Afterthis,youwillperhapsbesurprisedtohearthatalthoughGawainewasathome,thehandofthedialinthecourtyardhadscarcelyclearedthelaststrokeofthreewhenArthurreturnedthroughtheentrance-gates,gotdownfromthepantingRattler,andwentintothehousetotakeahastyluncheon。ButIbelievetherehavebeenmensincehisdaywhohaveriddenalongwaytoavoidarencontre,andthengallopedhastilybacklesttheyshouldmissit。Itisthefavouritestratagemofourpassionstoshamaretreat,andtoturnsharprounduponusatthemomentwehavemadeupourmindsthatthedayisourown。

  \"Thecap’n’sbeenridin’thedevil’sownpace,\"saidDaltonthecoachman,whosepersonstoodoutinhighreliefashesmokedhispipeagainstthestablewall,whenJohnbroughtupRattler。

  \"An’Iwishhe’dgetthedeviltodo’sgroomingfor’n,\"growledJohn。

  \"Aye;he’dhevadealhaimablergroomnorwhathehasnow,\"

  observedDalton——andthejokeappearedtohimsogoodthat,beingleftaloneuponthescene,hecontinuedatintervalstotakehispipefromhismouthinordertowinkatanimaginaryaudienceandshakeluxuriouslywithasilent,ventrallaughter,mentallyrehearsingthedialoguefromthebeginning,thathemightreciteitwitheffectintheservants’hall。

  WhenArthurwentuptohisdressing-roomagainafterluncheon,itwasinevitablethatthedebatehehadhadwithhimselfthereearlierinthedayshouldflashacrosshismind;butitwasimpossibleforhimnowtodwellontheremembrance——impossibletorecallthefeelingsandreflectionswhichhadbeendecisivewithhimthen,anymorethantorecallthepeculiarscentoftheairthathadfreshenedhimwhenhefirstopenedhiswindow。ThedesiretoseeHettyhadrushedbacklikeanill-stemmedcurrent;

  hewasamazedhimselfattheforcewithwhichthistrivialfancyseemedtograsphim:hewasevenrathertremulousashebrushedhishair——pooh!itwasridinginthatbreak-neckway。Itwasbecausehehadmadeaseriousaffairofanidlematter,bythinkingofitasifitwereofanyconsequence。HewouldamusehimselfbyseeingHettyto-day,andgetridofthewholethingfromhismind。ItwasallIrwine’sfault。\"IfIrwinehadsaidnothing,Ishouldn’thavethoughthalfsomuchofHettyasofMeg’slameness。\"However,itwasjustthesortofdayforlollingintheHermitage,andhewouldgoandfinishDr。Moore’sZelucotherebeforedinner。TheHermitagestoodinFir-treeGrove——thewayHettywassuretocomeinwalkingfromtheHallFarm。Sonothingcouldbesimplerandmorenatural:meetingHettywasamerecircumstanceofhiswalk,notitsobject。

  Arthur’sshadowflittedratherfasteramongthesturdyoaksoftheChasethanmighthavebeenexpectedfromtheshadowofatiredmanonawarmafternoon,anditwasstillscarcelyfouro’clockwhenhestoodbeforethetallnarrowgateleadingintothedeliciouslabyrinthinewoodwhichskirtedonesideoftheChase,andwhichwascalledFir-treeGrove,notbecausethefirsweremany,butbecausetheywerefew。Itwasawoodofbeechesandlimes,withhereandtherealightsilver-stemmedbirch——justthesortofwoodmosthauntedbythenymphs:youseetheirwhitesunlitlimbsgleamingathwarttheboughs,orpeepingfrombehindthesmooth-

  sweepingoutlineofatalllime;youheartheirsoftliquidlaughter——butifyoulookwithatoocurioussacrilegiouseye,theyvanishbehindthesilverybeeches,theymakeyoubelievethattheirvoicewasonlyarunningbrooklet,perhapstheymetamorphosethemselvesintoatawnysquirrelthatscampersawayandmocksyoufromthetopmostbough。Itwasnotagrovewithmeasuredgrassorrolledgravelforyoutotreadupon,butwithnarrow,hollow-

  shaped,earthypaths,edgedwithfaintdashesofdelicatemoss——

  pathswhichlookasiftheyweremadebythefreewillofthetreesandunderwood,movingreverentlyasidetolookatthetallqueenofthewhite-footednymphs。

  ItwasalongthebroadestofthesepathsthatArthurDonnithornepassed,underanavenueoflimesandbeeches。Itwasastillafternoon——thegoldenlightwaslingeringlanguidlyamongtheupperboughs,onlyglancingdownhereandthereonthepurplepathwayanditsedgeoffaintlysprinkledmoss:anafternooninwhichdestinydisguiseshercoldawfulfacebehindahazyradiantveil,enclosesusinwarmdownywings,andpoisonsuswithviolet-

  scentedbreath。Arthurstrolledalongcarelessly,withabookunderhisarm,butnotlookingonthegroundasmeditativemenareapttodo;hiseyesWOULDfixthemselvesonthedistantbendintheroadroundwhichalittlefiguremustsurelyappearbeforelong。Ah!Thereshecomes。Firstabrightpatchofcolour,likeatropicbirdamongtheboughs;thenatrippingfigure,witharoundhaton,andasmallbasketunderherarm;thenadeep-

  blushing,almostfrightened,butbright-smilinggirl,makinghercurtsywithaflutteredyethappyglance,asArthurcameuptoher。IfArthurhadhadtimetothinkatall,hewouldhavethoughtitstrangethatheshouldfeelflutteredtoo,beconsciousofblushingtoo——infact,lookandfeelasfoolishasifhehadbeentakenbysurpriseinsteadofmeetingjustwhatheexpected。

  Poorthings!Itwasapitytheywerenotinthatgoldenageofchildhoodwhentheywouldhavestoodfacetoface,eyeingeachotherwithtimidliking,thengiveneachotheralittlebutterflykiss,andtoddledofftoplaytogether。Arthurwouldhavegonehometohissilk-curtainedcot,andHettytoherhome-spunpillow,andbothwouldhavesleptwithoutdreams,andto-morrowwouldhavebeenalifehardlyconsciousofayesterday。

  ArthurturnedroundandwalkedbyHetty’ssidewithoutgivingareason。Theywerealonetogetherforthefirsttime。Whatanoverpoweringpresencethatfirstprivacyis!Heactuallydarednotlookatthislittlebutter-makerforthefirstminuteortwo。

  AsforHetty,herfeetrestedonacloud,andshewasbornealongbywarmzephyrs;shehadforgottenherrose-colouredribbons;shewasnomoreconsciousofherlimbsthanifherchildishsoulhadpassedintoawater-lily,restingonaliquidbedandwarmedbythemidsummersun-beams。Itmayseemacontradiction,butArthurgatheredacertaincarelessnessandconfidencefromhistimidity:

  itwasanentirelydifferentstateofmindfromwhathehadexpectedinsuchameetingwithHetty;andfullashewasofvaguefeeling,therewasroom,inthosemomentsofsilence,forthethoughtthathispreviousdebatesandscrupleswereneedless。

  \"YouarequiterighttochoosethiswayofcomingtotheChase,\"

  hesaidatlast,lookingdownatHetty;\"itissomuchprettieraswellasshorterthancomingbyeitherofthelodges。\"

  \"Yes,sir,\"Hettyanswered,withatremulous,almostwhisperingvoice。Shedidn’tknowonebithowtospeaktoagentlemanlikeMr。Arthur,andherveryvanitymadehermorecoyofspeech。

  \"DoyoucomeeveryweektoseeMrs。Pomfret?\"

  \"Yes,sir,everyThursday,onlywhenshe’sgottogooutwithMissDonnithorne。\"

  \"Andshe’steachingyousomething,isshe?\"

  \"Yes,sir,thelace-mendingasshelearntabroad,andthestocking-mending——itlooksjustlikethestocking,youcan’ttellit’sbeenmended;andsheteachesmecutting-outtoo。\"

  \"What!areYOUgoingtobealady’smaid?\"

  \"Ishouldliketobeoneverymuchindeed。\"Hettyspokemoreaudiblynow,butstillrathertremulously;shethought,perhapssheseemedasstupidtoCaptainDonnithorneasLukeBrittondidtoher。

  \"IsupposeMrs。Pomfretalwaysexpectsyouatthistime?\"

  \"Sheexpectsmeatfouro’clock。I’mratherlateto-day,becausemyauntcouldn’tspareme;buttheregulartimeisfour,becausethatgivesustimebeforeMissDonnithorne’sbellrings。\"

  \"Ah,then,Imustnotkeepyounow,elseIshouldliketoshowyoutheHermitage。Didyoueverseeit?\"

  \"No,sir。\"

  \"Thisisthewalkwhereweturnuptoit。Butwemustnotgonow。

  I’llshowityousomeothertime,ifyou’dliketoseeit。\"

  \"Yes,please,sir。\"

  \"Doyoualwayscomebackthiswayintheevening,orareyouafraidtocomesolonelyaroad?\"

  \"Ohno,sir,it’sneverlate;Ialwayssetoutbyeighto’clock,andit’ssolightnowintheevening。MyauntwouldbeangrywithmeifIdidn’tgethomebeforenine。\"

  \"PerhapsCraig,thegardener,comestotakecareofyou?\"

  AdeepblushoverspreadHetty’sfaceandneck。\"I’msurehedoesn’t;I’msureheneverdid;Iwouldn’tlethim;Idon’tlikehim,\"shesaidhastily,andthetearsofvexationhadcomesofastthatbeforeshehaddonespeakingabrightdroprolleddownherhotcheek。Thenshefeltashamedtodeaththatshewascrying,andforonelonginstantherhappinesswasallgone。Butinthenextshefeltanarmstealroundher,andagentlevoicesaid,\"Why,Hetty,whatmakesyoucry?Ididn’tmeantovexyou。I

  wouldn’tvexyoufortheworld,youlittleblossom。Come,don’tcry;lookatme,elseIshallthinkyouwon’tforgiveme。\"

  Arthurhadlaidhishandonthesoftarmthatwasnearesttohim,andwasstoopingtowardsHettywithalookofcoaxingentreaty。

  Hettyliftedherlongdewylashes,andmettheeyesthatwerebenttowardsherwithasweet,timid,beseechinglook。Whataspaceoftimethosethreemomentswerewhiletheireyesmetandhisarmstouchedher!Loveissuchasimplethingwhenwehaveonlyone-

  and-twentysummersandasweetgirlofseventeentremblesunderourglance,asifshewereabudfirstopeningherheartwithwonderingrapturetothemorning。Suchyoungunfurrowedsoulsrolltomeeteachotherliketwovelvetpeachesthattouchsoftlyandareatrest;theymingleaseasilyastwobrookletsthataskfornothingbuttoentwinethemselvesandripplewithever-

  interlacingcurvesintheleafiesthiding-places。WhileArthurgazedintoHetty’sdarkbeseechingeyes,itmadenodifferencetohimwhatsortofEnglishshespoke;andevenifhoopsandpowderhadbeeninfashion,hewouldverylikelynothavebeensensiblejustthenthatHettywantedthosesignsofhighbreeding。

  Buttheystartedasunderwithbeatinghearts:somethinghadfallenonthegroundwitharattlingnoise;itwasHetty’sbasket;allherlittleworkwoman’smatterswerescatteredonthepath,someofthemshowingacapabilityofrollingtogreatlengths。Therewasmuchtobedoneinpickingup,andnotawordwasspoken;butwhenArthurhungthebasketoverherarmagain,thepoorchildfeltastrangedifferenceinhislookandmanner。Hejustpressedherhand,andsaid,withalookandtonethatwerealmostchillingtoher,\"Ihavebeenhinderingyou;Imustnotkeepyouanylongernow。Youwillbeexpectedatthehouse。Good-bye。\"

  Withoutwaitingforhertospeak,heturnedawayfromherandhurriedbacktowardstheroadthatledtotheHermitage,leavingHettytopursueherwayinastrangedreamthatseemedtohavebeguninbewilderingdelightandwasnowpassingintocontrarietiesandsadness。Wouldhemeetheragainasshecamehome?Whyhadhespokenalmostasifheweredispleasedwithher?

  Andthenrunawaysosuddenly?Shecried,hardlyknowingwhy。

  Arthurtoowasveryuneasy,buthisfeelingswerelitupforhimbyamoredistinctconsciousness。HehurriedtotheHermitage,whichstoodintheheartofthewood,unlockedthedoorwithahastywrench,slammeditafterhim,pitchedZelucointothemostdistantcorner,andthrustinghisrighthandintohispocket,firstwalkedfourorfivetimesupanddownthescantylengthofthelittleroom,andthenseatedhimselfontheottomaninanuncomfortablestiffway,asweoftendowhenwewishnottoabandonourselvestofeeling。

  HewasgettinginlovewithHetty——thatwasquiteplain。Hewasreadytopitcheverythingelse——nomatterwhere——forthesakeofsurrenderinghimselftothisdeliciousfeelingwhichhadjustdiscloseditself。Itwasnouseblinkingthefactnow——theywouldgettoofondofeachother,ifhewentontakingnoticeofher——

  andwhatwouldcomeofit?Heshouldhavetogoawayinafewweeks,andthepoorlittlethingwouldbemiserable。HeMUSTNOT

  seeheraloneagain;hemustkeepoutofherway。WhatafoolhewasforcomingbackfromGawaine’s!

  Hegotupandthrewopenthewindows,toletinthesoftbreathoftheafternoon,andthehealthyscentofthefirsthatmadeabeltroundtheHermitage。Thesoftairdidnothelphisresolution,asheleanedoutandlookedintotheleafydistance。Butheconsideredhisresolutionsufficientlyfixed:therewasnoneedtodebatewithhimselfanylonger。HehadmadeuphismindnottomeetHettyagain;andnowhemightgivehimselfuptothinkinghowimmenselyagreeableitwouldbeifcircumstancesweredifferent——

  howpleasantitwouldhavebeentomeetherthiseveningasshecameback,andputhisarmroundheragainandlookintohersweetface。Hewonderedifthedearlittlethingwerethinkingofhimtoo——twentytooneshewas。Howbeautifulhereyeswerewiththetearontheirlashes!Hewouldliketosatisfyhissoulforadaywithlookingatthem,andheMUSTseeheragain——hemustseeher,simplytoremoveanyfalseimpressionfromhermindabouthismannertoherjustnow。Hewouldbehaveinaquiet,kindwaytoher——justtopreventherfromgoinghomewithherheadfullofwrongfancies。Yes,thatwouldbethebestthingtodoafterall。

  Itwasalongwhile——morethananhourbeforeArthurhadbroughthismeditationstothispoint;butoncearrivedthere,hecouldstaynolongerattheHermitage。ThetimemustbefilledupwithmovementuntilheshouldseeHettyagain。Anditwasalreadylateenoughtogoanddressfordinner,forhisgrandfather’sdinner-

  hourwassix。

  EveningintheWoodIThappenedthatMrs。PomfrethadhadaslightquarrelwithMrs。

  Best,thehousekeeper,onthisThursdaymorning——afactwhichhadtwoconsequenceshighlyconvenienttoHetty。ItcausedMrs。

  Pomfrettohaveteasentuptoherownroom,anditinspiredthatexemplarylady’smaidwithsolivelyarecollectionofformerpassagesinMrs。Best’sconduct,andofdialoguesinwhichMrs。

  BesthaddecidedlytheinferiorityasaninterlocutorwithMrs。

  Pomfret,thatHettyrequirednomorepresenceofmindthanwasdemandedforusingherneedle,andthrowinginanoccasional\"yes\"

  or\"no。\"Shewouldhavewantedtoputonherhatearlierthanusual;onlyshehadtoldCaptainDonnithornethatsheusuallysetoutabouteighto’clock,andifheSHOULDgototheGroveagainexpectingtoseeher,andsheshouldbegone!Wouldhecome?Herlittlebutterflysoulflutteredincessantlybetweenmemoryanddubiousexpectation。Atlasttheminute-handoftheold-fashionedbrazen-facedtimepiecewasonthelastquartertoeight,andtherewaseveryreasonforitsbeingtimetogetreadyfordeparture。

  EvenMrs。Pomfret’spreoccupiedminddidnotpreventherfromnoticingwhatlookedlikeanewflushofbeautyinthelittlethingasshetiedonherhatbeforethelooking-glass。

  \"Thatchildgetsprettierandprettiereveryday,Idobelieve,\"

  washerinwardcomment。\"Themore’sthepity。She’llgetneitheraplacenorahusbandanythesoonerforit。Soberwell-to-domendon’tlikesuchprettywives。WhenIwasagirl,IwasmoreadmiredthanifIhadbeensoverypretty。However,she’sreasontobegratefultomeforteachinghersomethingtogetherbreadwith,betterthanfarm-housework。TheyalwaystoldmeIwasgood-natured——andthat’sthetruth,andtomyhurttoo,elsethere’stheminthishousethatwouldn’tbeherenowtolorditovermeinthehousekeeper’sroom。\"

  Hettywalkedhastilyacrosstheshortspaceofpleasure-groundwhichshehadtotraverse,dreadingtomeetMr。Craig,towhomshecouldhardlyhavespokencivilly。HowrelievedshewaswhenshehadgotsafelyundertheoaksandamongthefernoftheChase!

  Eventhenshewasasreadytobestartledasthedeerthatleapedawayatherapproach。Shethoughtnothingoftheeveninglightthatlaygentlyinthegrassyalleysbetweenthefern,andmadethebeautyoftheirlivinggreenmorevisiblethanithadbeenintheoverpoweringfloodofnoon:shethoughtofnothingthatwaspresent。Sheonlysawsomethingthatwaspossible:Mr。ArthurDonnithornecomingtomeetheragainalongtheFir-treeGrove。

  ThatwastheforegroundofHetty’spicture;behinditlayabrighthazysomething——daysthatwerenottobeastheotherdaysofherlifehadbeen。Itwasasifshehadbeenwooedbyariver-god,whomightanytimetakehertohiswondroushallsbelowawateryheaven。Therewasnoknowingwhatwouldcome,sincethisstrangeentrancingdelighthadcome。Ifachestfulloflaceandsatinandjewelshadbeensentherfromsomeunknownsource,howcouldshebuthavethoughtthatherwholelotwasgoingtochange,andthatto-morrowsomestillmorebewilderingjoywouldbefallher?

  Hettyhadneverreadanovel;ifshehadeverseenone,Ithinkthewordswouldhavebeentoohardforher;howthencouldshefindashapeforherexpectations?TheywereasformlessasthesweetlanguidodoursofthegardenattheChase,whichhadfloatedpastherasshewalkedbythegate。

  Sheisatanothergatenow——thatleadingintoFir-treeGrove。Sheentersthewood,whereitisalreadytwilight,andateverystepshetakes,thefearatherheartbecomescolder。Ifheshouldnotcome!Oh,howdrearyitwas——thethoughtofgoingoutattheotherendofthewood,intotheunshelteredroad,withouthavingseenhim。ShereachesthefirstturningtowardstheHermitage,walkingslowly——heisnotthere。Shehatestheleveretthatrunsacrossthepath;shehateseverythingthatisnotwhatshelongsfor。Shewalkson,happywheneversheiscomingtoabendintheroad,forperhapsheisbehindit。No。Sheisbeginningtocry:

  herhearthasswelledso,thetearsstandinhereyes;shegivesonegreatsob,whilethecornersofhermouthquiver,andthetearsrolldown。

  Shedoesn’tknowthatthereisanotherturningtotheHermitage,thatsheiscloseagainstit,andthatArthurDonnithorneisonlyafewyardsfromher,fullofonethought,andathoughtofwhichsheonlyistheobject。HeisgoingtoseeHettyagain:thatisthelongingwhichhasbeengrowingthroughthelastthreehourstoafeverishthirst。Not,ofcourse,tospeakinthecaressingwayintowhichhehadunguardedlyfallenbeforedinner,buttosetthingsrightwithherbyakindnesswhichwouldhavetheairoffriendlycivility,andpreventherfromrunningawaywithwrongnotionsabouttheirmutualrelation。

  IfHettyhadknownhewasthere,shewouldnothavecried;anditwouldhavebeenbetter,forthenArthurwouldperhapshavebehavedaswiselyashehadintended。Asitwas,shestartedwhenheappearedattheendoftheside-alley,andlookedupathimwithtwogreatdropsrollingdownhercheeks。Whatelsecouldhedobutspeaktoherinasoft,soothingtone,asifshewereabright-eyedspanielwithathorninherfoot?

  \"Hassomethingfrightenedyou,Hetty?Haveyouseenanythinginthewood?Don’tbefrightened——I’lltakecareofyounow。\"

  Hettywasblushingso,shedidn’tknowwhethershewashappyormiserable。Tobecryingagain——whatdidgentlementhinkofgirlswhocriedinthatway?Shefeltunableeventosay\"no,\"butcouldonlylookawayfromhimandwipethetearsfromhercheek。

  Notbeforeagreatdrophadfallenonherrose-colouredstrings——

  sheknewthatquitewell。

  \"Come,becheerfulagain。Smileatme,andtellmewhat’sthematter。Come,tellme。\"

  Hettyturnedherheadtowardshim,whispered,\"Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcome,\"andslowlygotcouragetolifthereyestohim。

  Thatlookwastoomuch:hemusthavehadeyesofEgyptiangranitenottolooktoolovinglyinreturn。

  \"Youlittlefrightenedbird!Littletearfulrose!Sillypet!

  Youwon’tcryagain,nowI’mwithyou,willyou?\"

  Ah,hedoesn’tknowintheleastwhatheissaying。Thisisnotwhathemeanttosay。Hisarmisstealingroundthewaistagain;

  itistighteningitsclasp;heisbendinghisfacenearerandnearertotheroundcheek;hislipsaremeetingthosepoutingchild-lips,andforalongmomenttimehasvanished。HemaybeashepherdinArcadiaforaughtheknows,hemaybethefirstyouthkissingthefirstmaiden,hemaybeEroshimself,sippingthelipsofPsyche——itisallone。

  Therewasnospeakingforminutesafter。Theywalkedalongwithbeatingheartstilltheycamewithinsightofthegateattheendofthewood。Thentheylookedateachother,notquiteastheyhadlookedbefore,forintheireyestherewasthememoryofakiss。

  Butalreadysomethingbitterhadbeguntomingleitselfwiththefountainofsweets:alreadyArthurwasuncomfortable。HetookhisarmfromHetty’swaist,andsaid,\"Hereweare,almostattheendoftheGrove。Iwonderhowlateitis,\"headded,pullingouthiswatch。\"Twentyminutespasteight——butmywatchistoofast。

  However,I’dbetternotgoanyfurthernow。Trotalongquicklywithyourlittlefeet,andgethomesafely。Good-bye。\"

  Hetookherhand,andlookedatherhalf-sadly,halfwithaconstrainedsmile。Hetty’seyesseemedtobeseechhimnottogoawayyet;buthepattedhercheekandsaid\"Good-bye\"again。Shewasobligedtoturnawayfromhimandgoon。

  AsforArthur,herushedbackthroughthewood,asifhewantedtoputawidespacebetweenhimselfandHetty。HewouldnotgototheHermitageagain;herememberedhowhehaddebatedwithhimselftherebeforedinner,andithadallcometonothing——worsethannothing。HewalkedrightonintotheChase,gladtogetoutoftheGrove,whichsurelywashauntedbyhisevilgenius。Thosebeechesandsmoothlimes——therewassomethingenervatingintheverysightofthem;butthestrongknottedoldoakshadnobendinglanguorinthem——thesightofthemwouldgiveamansomeenergy。

  Arthurlosthimselfamongthenarrowopeningsinthefern,windingaboutwithoutseekinganyissue,tillthetwilightdeepenedalmosttonightunderthegreatboughs,andtheharelookedblackasitdartedacrosshispath。

  Hewasfeelingmuchmorestronglythanhehaddoneinthemorning:

  itwasasifhishorsehadwheeledroundfromaleapanddaredtodisputehismastery。Hewasdissatisfiedwithhimself,irritated,mortified。Henosoonerfixedhismindontheprobableconsequencesofgivingwaytotheemotionswhichhadstolenoverhimto-day——ofcontinuingtonoticeHetty,ofallowinghimselfanyopportunityforsuchslightcaressesashehadbeenbetrayedintoalready——thanherefusedtobelievesuchafuturepossibleforhimself。ToflirtwithHettywasaverydifferentaffairfromflirtingwithaprettygirlofhisownstation:thatwasunderstoodtobeanamusementonbothsides,or,ifitbecameserious,therewasnoobstacletomarriage。Butthislittlethingwouldbespokenillofdirectly,ifshehappenedtobeseenwalkingwithhim;andthenthoseexcellentpeople,thePoysers,towhomagoodnamewasaspreciousasiftheyhadthebestbloodinthelandintheirveins——heshouldhatehimselfifhemadeascandalofthatsort,ontheestatethatwastobehisownsomeday,andamongtenantsbywhomheliked,aboveall,toberespected。Hecouldnomorebelievethatheshouldsofallinhisownesteemthanthatheshouldbreakbothhislegsandgooncrutchesalltherestofhislife。Hecouldn’timaginehimselfinthatposition;itwastooodious,toounlikehim。

  Andevenifnooneknewanythingaboutit,theymightgettoofondofeachother,andthentherecouldbenothingbutthemiseryofparting,afterall。Nogentleman,outofaballad,couldmarryafarmer’sniece。Theremustbeanendtothewholethingatonce。

  Itwastoofoolish。

  Andyethehadbeensodeterminedthismorning,beforehewenttoGawaine’s;andwhilehewastheresomethinghadtakenholdofhimandmadehimgallopback。Itseemedhecouldn’tquitedependonhisownresolution,ashehadthoughthecould;healmostwishedhisarmwouldgetpainfulagain,andthenheshouldthinkofnothingbutthecomfortitwouldbetogetridofthepain。Therewasnoknowingwhatimpulsemightseizehimto-morrow,inthisconfoundedplace,wheretherewasnothingtooccupyhimimperiouslythroughthelivelongday。Whatcouldhedotosecurehimselffromanymoreofthisfolly?

  Therewasbutoneresource。HewouldgoandtellIrwine——tellhimeverything。Themereactoftellingitwouldmakeitseemtrivial;thetemptationwouldvanish,asthecharmoffondwordsvanisheswhenonerepeatsthemtotheindifferent。IneverywayitwouldhelphimtotellIrwine。HewouldridetoBroxtonRectorythefirstthingafterbreakfastto-morrow。

  Arthurhadnosoonercometothisdeterminationthanhebegantothinkwhichofthepathswouldleadhimhome,andmadeasshortawalkthitherashecould。Hefeltsureheshouldsleepnow:hehadhadenoughtotirehim,andtherewasnomoreneedforhimtothink。

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