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  TheDairyTHEdairywascertainlyworthlookingat:itwasascenetosickenforwithasortofcalentureinhotanddustystreets——suchcoolness,suchpurity,suchfreshfragranceofnew-pressedcheese,offirmbutter,ofwoodenvesselsperpetuallybathedinpurewater;suchsoftcolouringofredearthenwareandcreamysurfaces,brownwoodandpolishedtin,greylimestoneandrichorange-redrustontheironweightsandhooksandhinges。Butonegetsonlyaconfusednotionofthesedetailswhentheysurroundadistractinglyprettygirlofseventeen,standingonlittlepattensandroundingherdimpledarmtoliftapoundofbutteroutofthescale。

  Hettyblushedadeeprose-colourwhenCaptainDonnithorneenteredthedairyandspoketoher;butitwasnotatalladistressedblush,foritwasinwreathedwithsmilesanddimples,andwithsparklesfromunderlong,curled,darkeyelashes;andwhileherauntwasdiscoursingtohimaboutthelimitedamountofmilkthatwastobesparedforbutterandcheesesolongasthecalveswerenotallweaned,andalargequantitybutinferiorqualityofmilkyieldedbytheshorthorn,whichhadbeenboughtonexperiment,togetherwithothermatterswhichmustbeinterestingtoayounggentlemanwhowouldonedaybealandlord,Hettytossedandpattedherpoundofbutterwithquiteaself-possessed,coquettishair,slylyconsciousthatnoturnofherheadwaslost。

  Therearevariousordersofbeauty,causingmentomakefoolsofthemselvesinvariousstyles,fromthedesperatetothesheepish;

  butthereisoneorderofbeautywhichseemsmadetoturntheheadsnotonlyofmen,butofallintelligentmammals,evenofwomen。Itisabeautylikethatofkittens,orverysmalldownyducksmakinggentleripplingnoiseswiththeirsoftbills,orbabiesjustbeginningtotoddleandtoengageinconsciousmischief——abeautywithwhichyoucanneverbeangry,butthatyoufeelreadytocrushforinabilitytocomprehendthestateofmindintowhichitthrowsyou。HettySorrel’swasthatsortofbeauty。

  Heraunt,Mrs。Poyser,whoprofessedtodespiseallpersonalattractionsandintendedtobetheseverestofmentors,continuallygazedatHetty’scharmsbythesly,fascinatedinspiteofherself;andafteradministeringsuchascoldingasnaturallyflowedfromheranxietytodowellbyherhusband’sniece——whohadnomotherofherowntoscoldher,poorthing!——shewouldoftenconfesstoherhusband,whentheyweresafeoutofhearing,thatshefirmlybelieved,\"thenaughtierthelittlehuzzybehaved,theprettiershelooked。\"

  ItisoflittleuseformetotellyouthatHetty’scheekwaslikearose-petal,thatdimplesplayedaboutherpoutinglips,thatherlargedarkeyeshidasoftroguishnessundertheirlonglashes,andthathercurlyhair,thoughallpushedbackunderherroundcapwhileshewasatwork,stolebackindarkdelicateringsonherforehead,andaboutherwhiteshell-likeears;itisoflittleuseformetosayhowlovelywasthecontourofherpink-and-whiteneckerchief,tuckedintoherlowplum-colouredstuffboddice,orhowthelinenbutter-makingapron,withitsbib,seemedathingtobeimitatedinsilkbyduchesses,sinceitfellinsuchcharminglines,orhowherbrownstockingsandthick-soledbuckledshoeslostallthatclumsinesswhichtheymustcertainlyhavehadwhenemptyofherfootandankle——oflittleuse,unlessyouhaveseenawomanwhoaffectedyouasHettyaffectedherbeholders,forotherwise,thoughyoumightconjureuptheimageofalovelywoman,shewouldnotintheleastresemblethatdistractingkittenlikemaiden。Imightmentionallthedivinecharmsofabrightspringday,butifyouhadneverinyourlifeutterlyforgottenyourselfinstrainingyoureyesafterthemountinglark,orinwanderingthroughthestilllaneswhenthefresh-openedblossomsfillthemwithasacredsilentbeautylikethatoffrettedaisles,wherewouldbetheuseofmydescriptivecatalogue?IcouldnevermakeyouknowwhatImeantbyabrightspringday。Hetty’swasaspring-tidebeauty;itwasthebeautyofyoungfriskingthings,round-limbed,gambolling,circumventingyoubyafalseairofinnocence——theinnocenceofayoungstar-

  browedcalf,forexample,that,beinginclinedforapromenadeoutofbounds,leadsyouaseveresteeplechaseoverhedgeandditch,andonlycomestoastandinthemiddleofabog。

  Andtheyaretheprettiestattitudesandmovementsintowhichaprettygirlisthrowninmakingupbutter——tossingmovementsthatgiveacharmingcurvetothearm,andasidewardinclinationoftheroundwhiteneck;littlepattingandrollingmovementswiththepalmofthehand,andniceadaptationsandfinishingswhichcannotatallbeeffectedwithoutagreatplayofthepoutingmouthandthedarkeyes。Andthenthebutteritselfseemstocommunicateafreshcharm——itissopure,sosweet-scented;itisturnedoffthemouldwithsuchabeautifulfirmsurface,likemarbleinapaleyellowlight!Moreover,Hettywasparticularlycleveratmakingupthebutter;itwastheoneperformanceofhersthatherauntallowedtopasswithoutseverecriticism;soshehandleditwithallthegracethatbelongstomastery。

  \"IhopeyouwillbereadyforagreatholidayonthethirtiethofJuly,Mrs。Poyser,\"saidCaptainDonnithorne,whenhehadsufficientlyadmiredthedairyandgivenseveralimprovisedopinionsonSwedeturnipsandshorthorns。\"Youknowwhatistohappenthen,andIshallexpectyoutobeoneoftheguestswhocomeearliestandleavelatest。Willyoupromisemeyourhandfortwodances,MissHetty?IfIdon’tgetyourpromisenow,IknowI

  shallhardlyhaveachance,forallthesmartyoungfarmerswilltakecaretosecureyou。\"

  Hettysmiledandblushed,butbeforeshecouldanswer,Mrs。Poyserinterposed,scandalizedatthemeresuggestionthattheyoungsquirecouldbeexcludedbyanymeanerpartners。

  \"Indeed,sir,youareverykindtotakethatnoticeofher。AndI’msure,wheneveryou’repleasedtodancewithher,she’llbeproudandthankful,ifshestoodstillalltheresto’th’

  evening。\"

  \"Ohno,no,thatwouldbetoocrueltoalltheotheryoungfellowswhocandance。Butyouwillpromisemetwodances,won’tyou?\"

  thecaptaincontinued,determinedtomakeHettylookathimandspeaktohim。

  Hettydroppedtheprettiestlittlecurtsy,andstoleahalf-shy,half-coquettishglanceathimasshesaid,\"Yes,thankyou,sir。\"

  \"Andyoumustbringallyourchildren,youknow,Mrs。Poyser;yourlittleTotty,aswellastheboys。Iwantalltheyoungestchildrenontheestatetobethere——allthosewhowillbefineyoungmenandwomenwhenI’mabaldoldfellow。\"

  \"Ohdear,sir,that’ullbealongtimefirst,\"saidMrs。Poyser,quiteovercomeattheyoungsquire’sspeakingsolightlyofhimself,andthinkinghowherhusbandwouldbeinterestedinhearingherrecountthisremarkablespecimenofhigh-bornhumour。

  Thecaptainwasthoughttobe\"veryfullofhisjokes,\"andwasagreatfavouritethroughouttheestateonaccountofhisfreemanners。Everytenantwasquitesurethingswouldbedifferentwhenthereinsgotintohishands——therewastobeamillennialabundanceofnewgates,allowancesoflime,andreturnsoftenpercent。

  \"ButwhereisTottyto-day?\"hesaid。\"Iwanttoseeher。\"

  \"WhereISthelittleun,Hetty?\"saidMrs。Poyser。\"Shecameinherenotlongago。\"

  \"Idon’tknow。ShewentintothebrewhousetoNancy,Ithink。\"

  Theproudmother,unabletoresistthetemptationtoshowherTotty,passedatonceintothebackkitchen,insearchofher,not,however,withoutmisgivingslestsomethingshouldhavehappenedtorenderherpersonandattireunfitforpresentation。

  \"Anddoyoucarrythebuttertomarketwhenyou’vemadeit?\"saidtheCaptaintoHetty,meanwhile。

  \"Ohno,sir;notwhenit’ssoheavy。I’mnotstrongenoughtocarryit。Alicktakesitonhorseback。\"

  \"No,I’msureyourprettyarmswerenevermeantforsuchheavyweights。Butyougooutawalksometimesthesepleasantevenings,don’tyou?Whydon’tyouhaveawalkintheChasesometimes,nowit’ssogreenandpleasant?Ihardlyeverseeyouanywhereexceptathomeandatchurch。\"

  \"Auntdoesn’tlikemetogoa-walkingonlywhenI’mgoingsomewhere,\"saidHetty。\"ButIgothroughtheChasesometimes。\"

  \"Anddon’tyouevergotoseeMrs。Best,thehousekeeper?IthinkIsawyouonceinthehousekeeper’sroom。\"

  \"Itisn’tMrs。Best,it’sMrs。Pomfret,thelady’smaid,asIgotosee。She’steachingmetent-stitchandthelace-mending。I’mgoingtoteawithherto-morrowafternoon。\"

  Thereasonwhytherehadbeenspaceforthistete-a-tetecanonlybeknownbylookingintothebackkitchen,whereTottyhadbeendiscoveredrubbingastrayblue-bagagainsthernose,andinthesamemomentallowingsomeliberalindigodropstofallonherafternoonpinafore。Butnowsheappearedholdinghermother’shand——theendofherroundnoserathershinyfromarecentandhurriedapplicationofsoapandwater。

  \"Heresheis!\"saidthecaptain,liftingherupandsettingheronthelowstoneshelf。\"Here’sTotty!Bytheby,what’sherothername?Shewasn’tchristenedTotty。\"

  \"Oh,sir,wecallhersadlyoutofhername。Charlotte’sherchristenedname。It’sanamei’Mr。Poyser’sfamily:hisgrandmotherwasnamedCharlotte。ButwebeganwithcallingherLotty,andnowit’sgottoTotty。Tobesureit’smorelikeanameforadogthanaChristianchild。\"

  \"Totty’sacapitalname。Why,shelookslikeaTotty。Hasshegotapocketon?\"saidthecaptain,feelinginhisownwaistcoatpockets。

  Tottyimmediatelywithgreatgravityliftedupherfrock,andshowedatinypinkpocketatpresentinastateofcollapse。

  \"Itdotnotin’init,\"shesaid,asshelookeddownatitveryearnestly。

  \"No!Whatapity!Suchaprettypocket。Well,IthinkI’vegotsomethingsinminethatwillmakeaprettyjingleinit。Yes!I

  declareI’vegotfivelittleroundsilverthings,andhearwhataprettynoisetheymakeinTotty’spinkpocket。\"Hereheshookthepocketwiththefivesixpencesinit,andTottyshowedherteethandwrinkledhernoseingreatglee;but,diviningthattherewasnothingmoretobegotbystaying,shejumpedofftheshelfandranawaytojingleherpocketinthehearingofNancy,whilehermothercalledafterher,\"Ohforshame,younaughtygell!Nottothankthecaptainforwhathe’sgivenyouI’msure,sir,it’sverykindofyou;butshe’sspoiledshameful;herfatherwon’thavehersaidnayinanything,andthere’snomanagingher。It’sbeingtheyoungest,andth’onlygell。\"

  \"Oh,she’safunnylittlefatty;Iwouldn’thaveherdifferent。

  ButImustbegoingnow,forIsupposetherectoriswaitingforme。\"

  Witha\"good-bye,\"abrightglance,andabowtoHettyArthurleftthedairy。Buthewasmistakeninimagininghimselfwaitedfor。

  TherectorhadbeensomuchinterestedinhisconversationwithDinahthathewouldnothavechosentocloseitearlier;andyoushallhearnowwhattheyhadbeensayingtoeachother。

  AVocationDINAH,whohadrisenwhenthegentlemencamein,butstillkeptholdofthesheetshewasmending,curtsiedrespectfullywhenshesawMr。Irwinelookingatherandadvancingtowardsher。Hehadneveryetspokentoher,orstoodfacetofacewithher,andherfirstthought,ashereyesmethis,was,\"Whatawell-favouredcountenance!Ohthatthegoodseedmightfallonthatsoil,foritwouldsurelyflourish。\"Theagreeableimpressionmusthavebeenmutual,forMr。Irwinebowedtoherwithabenignantdeference,whichwouldhavebeenequallyinplaceifshehadbeenthemostdignifiedladyofhisacquaintance。

  \"Youareonlyavisitorinthisneighbourhood,Ithink?\"werehisfirstwords,asheseatedhimselfoppositetoher。

  \"No,sir,IcomefromSnowfield,inStonyshire。Butmyauntwasverykind,wantingmetohaverestfrommyworkthere,becauseI’dbeenill,andsheinvitedmetocomeandstaywithherforawhile。\"

  \"Ah,IrememberSnowfieldverywell;Ioncehadoccasiontogothere。It’sadrearybleakplace。Theywerebuildingacotton-

  millthere;butthat’smanyyearsagonow。Isupposetheplaceisagooddealchangedbytheemploymentthatmillmusthavebrought。\"

  \"ItISchangedsofarasthemillhasbroughtpeoplethere,whogetalivelihoodforthemselvesbyworkinginit,andmakeitbetterforthetradesfolks。Iworkinitmyself,andhavereasontobegrateful,fortherebyIhaveenoughandtospare。Butit’sstillableakplace,asyousay,sir——verydifferentfromthiscountry。\"

  \"Youhaverelationslivingthere,probably,sothatyouareattachedtotheplaceasyourhome?\"

  \"Ihadanauntthereonce;shebroughtmeup,forIwasanorphan。

  Butshewastakenawaysevenyearsago,andIhavenootherkindredthatIknowof,besidesmyAuntPoyser,whoisverygoodtome,andwouldhavemecomeandliveinthiscountry,whichtobesureisagoodland,whereintheyeatbreadwithoutscarceness。

  ButI’mnotfreetoleaveSnowfield,whereIwasfirstplanted,andhavegrowndeepintoit,likethesmallgrassonthehill-

  top。\"

  \"Ah,Idaresayyouhavemanyreligiousfriendsandcompanionsthere;youareaMethodist——aWesleyan,Ithink?\"

  \"Yes,myauntatSnowfieldbelongedtotheSociety,andIhavecausetobethankfulfortheprivilegesIhavehadtherebyfrommyearliestchildhood。\"

  \"Andhaveyoubeenlonginthehabitofpreaching?ForI

  understandyoupreachedatHayslopelastnight。\"

  \"Ifirsttooktotheworkfouryearssince,whenIwastwenty-

  one。\"

  \"YourSocietysanctionswomen’spreaching,then?\"

  \"Itdoesn’tforbidthem,sir,whenthey’veaclearcalltothework,andwhentheirministryisownedbytheconversionofsinnersandthestrengtheningofGod’speople。Mrs。Fletcher,asyoumayhaveheardabout,wasthefirstwomantopreachintheSociety,Ibelieve,beforeshewasmarried,whenshewasMissBosanquet;andMr。Wesleyapprovedofherundertakingthework。

  Shehadagreatgift,andtherearemanyothersnowlivingwhoarepreciousfellow-helpersintheworkoftheministry。Iunderstandthere’sbeenvoicesraisedagainstitintheSocietyoflate,butIcannotbutthinktheircounselwillcometonought。Itisn’tformentomakechannelsforGod’sSpirit,astheymakechannelsforthewatercourses,andsay,’Flowhere,butflownotthere。’\"

  \"Butdon’tyoufindsomedangeramongyourpeople——Idon’tmeantosaythatitissowithyou,farfromit——butdon’tyoufindsometimesthatbothmenandwomenfancythemselveschannelsforGod’sSpirit,andarequitemistaken,sothattheysetaboutaworkforwhichtheyareunfitandbringholythingsintocontempt?\"

  \"Doubtlessitissosometimes;fortherehavebeenevil-doersamonguswhohavesoughttodeceivethebrethren,andsometherearewhodeceivetheirownselves。Butwearenotwithoutdisciplineandcorrectiontoputacheckuponthesethings。

  There’saverystrictorderkeptamongus,andthebrethrenandsisterswatchforeachother’ssoulsastheythatmustgiveaccount。Theydon’tgoeveryonehisownwayandsay,’AmImybrother’skeeper?’\"

  \"Buttellme——ifImayask,andIamreallyinterestedinknowingit——howyoufirstcametothinkofpreaching?\"

  \"Indeed,sir,Ididn’tthinkofitatall——I’dbeenusedfromthetimeIwassixteentotalktothelittlechildren,andteachthem,andsometimesIhadhadmyheartenlargedtospeakinclass,andwasmuchdrawnoutinprayerwiththesick。ButIhadfeltnocalltopreach,forwhenI’mnotgreatlywroughtupon,I’mtoomuchgiventositstillandkeepbymyself。ItseemsasifI

  couldsitsilentalldaylongwiththethoughtofGodoverflowingmysoul——asthepebblesliebathedintheWillowBrook。Forthoughtsaresogreat——aren’tthey,sir?Theyseemtolieuponuslikeadeepflood;andit’smybesetmenttoforgetwhereIamandeverythingaboutme,andlosemyselfinthoughtsthatIcouldgivenoaccountof,forIcouldneithermakeabeginningnorendingoftheminwords。ThatwasmywayaslongasIcanremember;butsometimesitseemedasifspeechcametomewithoutanywillofmyown,andwordsweregiventomethatcameoutasthetearscome,becauseourheartsarefullandwecan’thelpit。Andthosewerealwaystimesofgreatblessing,thoughIhadneverthoughtitcouldbesowithmebeforeacongregationofpeople。But,sir,weareledon,likethelittlechildren,byawaythatweknownot。

  Iwascalledtopreachquitesuddenly,andsincethenIhaveneverbeenleftindoubtabouttheworkthatwaslaiduponme。\"

  \"Buttellmethecircumstances——justhowitwas,theverydayyoubegantopreach。\"

  \"ItwasoneSundayIwalkedwithbrotherMarlowe,whowasanagedman,oneofthelocalpreachers,allthewaytoHetton-Deeps——

  that’savillagewherethepeoplegettheirlivingbyworkinginthelead-mines,andwherethere’snochurchnorpreacher,buttheylivelikesheepwithoutashepherd。It’sbetterthantwelvemilesfromSnowfield,sowesetoutearlyinthemorning,foritwassummertime;andIhadawonderfulsenseoftheDivineloveaswewalkedoverthehills,wherethere’snotrees,youknow,sir,asthereishere,tomaketheskylooksmaller,butyouseetheheavensstretchedoutlikeatent,andyoufeeltheeverlastingarmsaroundyou。ButbeforewegottoHetton,brotherMarlowewasseizedwithadizzinessthatmadehimafraidoffalling,forheoverworkedhimselfsadly,athisyears,inwatchingandpraying,andwalkingsomanymilestospeaktheWord,aswellascarryingonhistradeoflinen-weaving。Andwhenwegottothevillage,thepeoplewereexpectinghim,forhe’dappointedthetimeandtheplacewhenhewastherebefore,andsuchofthemascaredtoheartheWordofLifewereassembledonaspotwherethecottageswasthickest,soasothersmightbedrawntocome。Buthefeltashecouldn’tstanduptopreach,andhewasforcedtoliedowninthefirstofthecottageswecameto。SoIwenttotellthepeople,thinkingwe’dgointooneofthehouses,andIwouldreadandpraywiththem。ButasIpassedalongbythecottagesandsawtheagedandtremblingwomenatthedoors,andthehardlooksofthemen,whoseemedtohavetheireyesnomorefilledwiththesightoftheSabbathmorningthaniftheyhadbeendumboxenthatneverlookeduptothesky,Ifeltagreatmovementinmysoul,andItrembledasifIwasshakenbyastrongspiritenteringintomyweakbody。

  AndIwenttowherethelittleflockofpeoplewasgatheredtogether,andsteppedonthelowwallthatwasbuiltagainstthegreenhillside,andIspokethewordsthatweregiventomeabundantly。Andtheyallcameroundmeoutofallthecottages,andmanyweptovertheirsins,andhavesincebeenjoinedtotheLord。Thatwasthebeginningofmypreaching,sir,andI’vepreachedeversince。\"

  Dinahhadletherworkfallduringthisnarrative,whichsheutteredinherusualsimpleway,butwiththatsincerearticulate,thrillingtreblebywhichshealwaysmasteredheraudience。Shestoopednowtogatheruphersewing,andthenwentonwithitasbefore。Mr。Irwinewasdeeplyinterested。Hesaidtohimself,\"Hemustbeamiserableprigwhowouldactthepedagoguehere:onemightaswellgoandlecturethetreesforgrowingintheirownshape。\"

  \"Andyouneverfeelanyembarrassmentfromthesenseofyouryouth——thatyouarealovelyyoungwomanonwhommen’seyesarefixed?\"hesaidaloud。

  \"No,I’venoroomforsuchfeelings,andIdon’tbelievethepeopleevertakenoticeaboutthat。Ithink,sir,whenGodmakesHispresencefeltthroughus,weareliketheburningbush:Mosesnevertookanyheedwhatsortofbushitwas——heonlysawthebrightnessoftheLord。I’vepreachedtoasroughignorantpeopleascanbeinthevillagesaboutSnowfield——menthatlookedveryhardandwild——buttheyneversaidanuncivilwordtome,andoftenthankedmekindlyastheymadewayformetopassthroughthemidstofthem。\"

  \"THATIcanbelieve——thatIcanwellbelieve,\"saidMr。Irwine,emphatically。\"Andwhatdidyouthinkofyourhearerslastnight,now?Didyoufindthemquietandattentive?\"

  \"Veryquiet,sir,butIsawnosignsofanygreatworkuponthem,exceptinayounggirlnamedBessyCranage,towardswhommyheartyearnedgreatly,whenmyeyesfirstfellonherbloomingyouth,givenuptofollyandvanity。Ihadsomeprivatetalkandprayerwithherafterwards,andItrustherheartistouched。ButI’venoticedthatinthesevillageswherethepeopleleadaquietlifeamongthegreenpasturesandthestillwaters,tillingthegroundandtendingthecattle,there’sastrangedeadnesstotheWord,asdifferentascanbefromthegreattowns,likeLeeds,whereIoncewenttovisitaholywomanwhopreachesthere。It’swonderfulhowrichistheharvestofsoulsupthosehigh-walledstreets,whereyouseemedtowalkasinaprison-yard,andtheearisdeafenedwiththesoundsofworldlytoil。Ithinkmaybeitisbecausethepromiseissweeterwhenthislifeissodarkandweary,andthesoulgetsmorehungrywhenthebodyisillatease。\"

  \"Why,yes,ourfarm-labourersarenoteasilyroused。Theytakelifealmostasslowlyasthesheepandcows。Butwehavesomeintelligentworkmenabouthere。IdaresayyouknowtheBedes;

  SethBede,bytheby,isaMethodist。\"

  \"Yes,IknowSethwell,andhisbrotherAdamalittle。Sethisagraciousyoungman——sincereandwithoutoffence;andAdamislikethepatriarchJoseph,forhisgreatskillandknowledgeandthekindnessheshowstohisbrotherandhisparents。\"

  \"Perhapsyoudon’tknowthetroublethathasjusthappenedtothem?Theirfather,MatthiasBede,wasdrownedintheWillowBrooklastnight,notfarfromhisowndoor。I’mgoingnowtoseeAdam。\"

  \"Ah,theirpooragedmother!\"saidDinah,droppingherhandsandlookingbeforeherwithpityingeyes,asifshesawtheobjectofhersympathy。\"Shewillmournheavily,forSethhastoldmeshe’sofananxious,troubledheart。ImustgoandseeifIcangiveheranyhelp。\"

  Assheroseandwasbeginningtofoldupherwork,CaptainDonnithorne,havingexhaustedallplausiblepretextsforremainingamongthemilk-pans,cameoutofthedairy,followedbyMrs。

  Poyser。Mr。Irwinenowrosealso,and,advancingtowardsDinah,heldouthishand,andsaid,\"Good-bye。Ihearyouaregoingawaysoon;butthiswillnotbethelastvisityouwillpayyouraunt——

  soweshallmeetagain,Ihope。\"

  HiscordialitytowardsDinahsetallMrs。Poyser’sanxietiesatrest,andherfacewasbrighterthanusual,asshesaid,\"I’veneveraskedafterMrs。IrwineandtheMissIrwines,sir;Ihopethey’reaswellasusual。\"

  \"Yes,thankyou,Mrs。Poyser,exceptthatMissAnnehasoneofherbadheadachesto-day。Bytheby,wealllikedthatnicecream-

  cheeseyousentus——mymotherespecially。\"

  \"I’mveryglad,indeed,sir。ItisbutseldomImakeone,butI

  rememberedMrs。Irwinewasfondof’em。Pleasetogivemydutytoher,andtoMissKateandMissAnne。They’veneverbeentolookatmypoultrythislongwhile,andI’vegotsomebeautifulspeckledchickens,blackandwhite,asMissKatemightliketohavesomeofamongsthers。\"

  \"Well,I’lltellher;shemustcomeandseethem。Good-bye,\"saidtherector,mountinghishorse。

  \"Justrideslowlyon,Irwine,\"saidCaptainDonnithorne,mountingalso。\"I’llovertakeyouinthreeminutes。I’monlygoingtospeaktotheshepherdaboutthewhelps。Good-bye,Mrs。Poyser;

  tellyourhusbandIshallcomeandhavealongtalkwithhimsoon。\"

  Mrs。Poysercurtsiedduly,andwatchedthetwohorsesuntiltheyhaddisappearedfromtheyard,amidstgreatexcitementonthepartofthepigsandthepoultry,andunderthefuriousindignationofthebull-dog,whoperformedaPyrrhicdance,thateverymomentseemedtothreatenthebreakingofhischain。Mrs。Poyserdelightedinthisnoisyexit;itwasafreshassurancetoherthatthefarm-yardwaswellguarded,andthatnoloitererscouldenterunobserved;anditwasnotuntilthegatehadclosedbehindthecaptainthatsheturnedintothekitchenagain,whereDinahstoodwithherbonnetinherhand,waitingtospeaktoheraunt,beforeshesetoutforLisbethBede’scottage。

  Mrs。Poyser,however,thoughshenoticedthebonnet,deferredremarkingonituntilshehaddisburdenedherselfofhersurpriseatMr。Irwine’sbehaviour。

  \"Why,Mr。Irwinewasn’tangry,then?Whatdidhesaytoyou,Dinah?Didn’thescoldyouforpreaching?\"

  \"No,hewasnotatallangry;hewasveryfriendlytome。Iwasquitedrawnouttospeaktohim;Ihardlyknowhow,forIhadalwaysthoughtofhimasaworldlySadducee。Buthiscountenanceisaspleasantasthemorningsunshine。\"

  \"Pleasant!Andwhatelsedidy’expecttofindhimbutpleasant?\"

  saidMrs。Poyserimpatiently,resumingherknitting。\"Ishouldthinkhiscountenanceispleasantindeed!Andhimagentlemanborn,and’sgotamotherlikeapicter。Youmaygothecountryroundandnotfindsuchanotherwomanturnedsixty-six。It’ssummat-liketoseesuchamanasthati’thedeskofaSunday!AsIsaytoPoyser,it’slikelookingatafullcropo’wheat,orapasturewithafinedairyo’cowsinit;itmakesyouthinktheworld’scomfortable-like。ButasforsuchcreatursasyouMethodissesrunafter,I’dassoongotolookataloto’bare-

  ribbedruntsonacommon。Finefolkstheyaretotellyouwhat’sright,aslookasifthey’dnevertastednothingbetterthanbacon-swordandsour-cakei’theirlives。ButwhatdidMr。Irwinesaytoyouaboutthatfool’stricko’preachingontheGreen?\"

  \"Heonlysaidhe’dheardofit;hedidn’tseemtofeelanydispleasureaboutit。But,dearaunt,don’tthinkanymoreaboutthat。HetoldmesomethingthatI’msurewillcauseyousorrow,asitdoesme。ThiasBedewasdrownedlastnightintheWillowBrook,andI’mthinkingthattheagedmotherwillbegreatlyinneedofcomfort。PerhapsIcanbeofusetoher,soIhavefetchedmybonnetandamgoingtosetout。\"

  \"Dearheart,dearheart!Butyoumusthaveacupo’teafirst,child,\"saidMrs。Poyser,fallingatoncefromthekeyofBwithfivesharpstothefrankandgenialC。\"Thekettle’sboiling——

  we’llhaveitreadyinaminute;andtheyounguns’ullbeinandwantingtheirsdirectly。I’mquitewillingyoushouldgoandseeth’oldwoman,foryou’reoneasisallayswelcomeintrouble,MethodistornoMethodist;but,forthemattero’that,it’sthefleshandbloodfolksaremadeonasmakesthedifference。Somecheesesaremadeo’skimmedmilkandsomeo’newmilk,andit’snomatterwhatyoucall’em,youmaytellwhichiswhichbythelookandthesmell。ButastoThiasBede,he’sbetterouto’thewaynorin——Godforgi’meforsayingso——forhe’sdonelittlethistenyearbutmaketroubleforthemasbelongedtohim;andIthinkit’udbewellforyoutotakealittlebottleo’rumforth’oldwoman,forIdaresayshe’sgotneveradropo’nothingtocomfortherinside。Sitdown,child,andbeeasy,foryoushan’tstirouttillyou’vehadacupo’tea,andsoItellyou。\"

  Duringthelatterpartofthisspeech,Mrs。Poyserhadbeenreachingdownthetea-thingsfromtheshelves,andwasonherwaytowardsthepantryfortheloaffollowedclosebyTotty,whohadmadeherappearanceontherattlingofthetea-cups,whenHettycameoutofthedairyrelievinghertiredarmsbyliftingthemup,andclaspingherhandsatthebackofherhead。

  \"Molly,\"shesaid,ratherlanguidly,\"justrunoutandgetmeabunchofdock-leaves:thebutter’sreadytopackupnow。\"

  \"D’youhearwhat’shappened,Hetty?\"saidheraunt。

  \"No;howshouldIhearanything?\"wastheanswer,inapettishtone。

  \"Notasyou’dcaremuch,Idaresay,ifyoudidhear;foryou’retoofeather-headedtomindifeverybodywasdead,soasyoucouldstayupstairsa-dressingyourselffortwohoursbytheclock。Butanybodybesidesyourself’udmindaboutsuchthingshappeningtothemasthinkadealmoreofyouthanyoudeserve。ButAdamBedeandallhiskinmightbedrowndedforwhatyou’dcare——you’dbeperkingattheglassthenextminute。\"

  \"AdamBede——drowned?\"saidHetty,lettingherarmsfallandlookingratherbewildered,butsuspectingthatherauntwasasusualexaggeratingwithadidacticpurpose。

  \"No,mydear,no,\"saidDinahkindly,forMrs。Poyserhadpassedontothepantrywithoutdeigningmorepreciseinformation。\"NotAdam。Adam’sfather,theoldman,isdrowned。HewasdrownedlastnightintheWillowBrook。Mr。Irwinehasjusttoldmeaboutit。\"

  \"Oh,howdreadful!\"saidHetty,lookingserious,butnotdeeplyaffected;andasMollynowenteredwiththedock-leaves,shetookthemsilentlyandreturnedtothedairywithoutaskingfurtherquestions。

  Hetty’sWorldWHILEsheadjustedthebroadleavesthatsetoffthepalefragrantbutterastheprimroseissetoffbyitsnestofgreenIamafraidHettywasthinkingagreatdealmoreofthelooksCaptainDonnithornehadcastatherthanofAdamandhistroubles。

  Bright,admiringglancesfromahandsomeyounggentlemanwithwhitehands,agoldchain,occasionalregimentals,andwealthandgrandeurimmeasurable——thosewerethewarmraysthatsetpoorHetty’sheartvibratingandplayingitslittlefoolishtunesoverandoveragain。WedonothearthatMemnon’sstatuegaveforthitsmelodyatallundertherushingofthemightiestwind,orinresponsetoanyotherinfluencedivineorhumanthancertainshort-livedsunbeamsofmorning;andwemustlearntoaccommodateourselvestothediscoverythatsomeofthosecunninglyfashionedinstrumentscalledhumansoulshaveonlyaverylimitedrangeofmusic,andwillnotvibrateintheleastunderatouchthatfillsotherswithtremulousraptureorquiveringagony。

  Hettywasquiteusedtothethoughtthatpeoplelikedtolookather。ShewasnotblindtothefactthatyoungLukeBrittonofBroxtoncametoHayslopeChurchonaSundayafternoononpurposethathemightseeher;andthathewouldhavemademuchmoredecidedadvancesifherunclePoyser,thinkingbutlightlyofayoungmanwhosefather’slandwassofoulasoldLukeBritton’s,hadnotforbiddenheraunttoencouragehimbyanycivilities。

  Shewasaware,too,thatMr。Craig,thegardenerattheChase,wasoverheadandearsinlovewithher,andhadlatelymadeunmistakableavowalsinlusciousstrawberriesandhyperbolicalpeas。Sheknewstillbetter,thatAdamBede——tall,upright,clever,braveAdamBede——whocarriedsuchauthoritywithallthepeopleroundabout,andwhomherunclewasalwaysdelightedtoseeofanevening,sayingthat\"Adamknewafinesightmoreo’thenaturo’thingsthanthoseasthoughtthemselveshisbetters\"——sheknewthatthisAdam,whowasoftenrathersterntootherpeopleandnotmuchgiventorunafterthelasses,couldbemadetoturnpaleorredanydaybyawordoralookfromher。Hetty’ssphereofcomparisonwasnotlarge,butshecouldn’thelpperceivingthatAdamwas\"somethinglike\"aman;alwaysknewwhattosayaboutthings,couldtellherunclehowtopropthehovel,andhadmendedthechurninnotime;knew,withonlylookingatit,thevalueofthechestnut-treethatwasblowndown,andwhythedampcameinthewalls,andwhattheymustdotostoptherats;andwroteabeautifulhandthatyoucouldreadoff,andcoulddofiguresinhishead——adegreeofaccomplishmenttotallyunknownamongtherichestfarmersofthatcountryside。NotatalllikethatslouchingLukeBritton,who,whensheoncewalkedwithhimallthewayfromBroxtontoHayslope,hadonlybrokensilencetoremarkthatthegreygoosehadbeguntolay。AndasforMr。Craig,thegardener,hewasasensiblemanenough,tobesure,buthewasknock-kneed,andhadaqueersortofsing-songinhistalk;

  moreover,onthemostcharitablesupposition,hemustbefaronthewaytoforty。

  HettywasquitecertainherunclewantedhertoencourageAdam,andwouldbepleasedforhertomarryhim。Forthoseweretimeswhentherewasnorigiddemarcationofrankbetweenthefarmerandtherespectableartisan,andonthehomehearth,aswellasinthepublichouse,theymightbeseentakingtheirjugofaletogether;

  thefarmerhavingalatentsenseofcapital,andofweightinparishaffairs,whichsustainedhimunderhisconspicuousinferiorityinconversation。MartinPoyserwasnotafrequenterofpublichouses,buthelikedafriendlychatoverhisownhome-

  brewed;andthoughitwaspleasanttolaydownthelawtoastupidneighbourwhohadnonotionhowtomakethebestofhisfarm,itwasalsoanagreeablevarietytolearnsomethingfromacleverfellowlikeAdamBede。Accordingly,forthelastthreeyears——

  eversincehehadsuperintendedthebuildingofthenewbarn——AdamhadalwaysbeenmadewelcomeattheHallFarm,especiallyofawinterevening,whenthewholefamily,inpatriarchalfashion,masterandmistress,childrenandservants,wereassembledinthatgloriouskitchen,atwell-graduateddistancesfromtheblazingfire。Andforthelasttwoyears,atleast,Hettyhadbeeninthehabitofhearingherunclesay,\"AdamBedemaybeworkingforwagenow,buthe’llbeamaster-mansomeday,assureasIsitinthischair。MesterBurgeisintherighton’ttowanthimtogopartnersandmarryhisdaughter,ifit’struewhattheysay;thewomanasmarrieshim’ullhaveagoodtake,be’tLadydayorMichaelmas,\"aremarkwhichMrs。Poyseralwaysfollowedupwithhercordialassent。\"Ah,\"shewouldsay,\"it’sallveryfinehavingaready-maderichman,butmayhappenhe’llbeaready-madefool;andit’snousefillingyourpocketfullo’moneyifyou’vegotaholeinthecorner。It’lldoyounogoodtositinaspring-carto’yourown,ifyou’vegotasofttodriveyou:he’llsoonturnyouoverintotheditch。IallayssaidI’dnevermarryamanashadgotnobrains;forwhere’stheuseofawomanhavingbrainsofherownifshe’stackledtoageckaseverybody’sa-

  laughingat?Shemightaswelldressherselffinetositback’ardsonadonkey。\"

  Theseexpressions,thoughfigurative,sufficientlyindicatedthebentofMrs。Poyser’smindwithregardtoAdam;andthoughsheandherhusbandmighthaveviewedthesubjectdifferentlyifHettyhadbeenadaughteroftheirown,itwasclearthattheywouldhavewelcomedthematchwithAdamforapennilessniece。ForwhatcouldHettyhavebeenbutaservantelsewhere,ifherunclehadnottakenherinandbroughtherupasadomestichelptoheraunt,whosehealthsincethebirthofTottyhadnotbeenequaltomorepositivelabourthanthesuperintendenceofservantsandchildren?ButHettyhadnevergivenAdamanysteadyencouragement。Eveninthemomentswhenshewasmostthoroughlyconsciousofhissuperioritytoherotheradmirers,shehadneverbroughtherselftothinkofacceptinghim。Shelikedtofeelthatthisstrong,skilful,keen-eyedmanwasinherpower,andwouldhavebeenindignantifhehadshowntheleastsignofslippingfromundertheyokeofhercoquettishtyrannyandattachinghimselftothegentleMaryBurge,whowouldhavebeengratefulenoughforthemosttriflingnoticefromhim。\"MaryBurge,indeed!Suchasallow-facedgirl:ifsheputonabitofpinkribbon,shelookedasyellowasacrow-flowerandherhairwasasstraightasahankofcotton。\"AndalwayswhenAdamstayedawayforseveralweeksfromtheHallFarm,andotherwisemadesomeshowofresistancetohispassionasafoolishone,Hettytookcaretoenticehimbackintothenetbylittleairsofmeeknessandtimidity,asifshewereintroubleathisneglect。ButastomarryingAdam,thatwasaverydifferentaffair!Therewasnothingintheworldtotempthertodothat。Hercheeksnevergrewashadedeeperwhenhisnamewasmentioned;shefeltnothrillwhenshesawhimpassingalongthecausewaybythewindow,oradvancingtowardsherunexpectedlyinthefootpathacrossthemeadow;shefeltnothing,whenhiseyesrestedonher,butthecoldtriumphofknowingthathelovedherandwouldnotcaretolookatMaryBurge。Hecouldnomorestirinhertheemotionsthatmakethesweetintoxicationofyounglovethanthemerepictureofasuncanstirthespringsapinthesubtlefibresoftheplant。Shesawhimashewas——apoormanwitholdparentstokeep,whowouldnotbeable,foralongwhiletocome,togiveherevensuchluxuriesasshesharedinheruncle’shouse。AndHetty’sdreamswereallofluxuries:tositinacarpetedparlour,andalwayswearwhitestockings;tohavesomelargebeautifulear-

  rings,suchaswereallthefashion;tohaveNottinghamlaceroundthetopofhergown,andsomethingtomakeherhandkerchiefsmellnice,likeMissLydiaDonnithorne’swhenshedrewitoutatchurch;andnottobeobligedtogetupearlyorbescoldedbyanybody。Shethought,ifAdamhadbeenrichandcouldhavegivenherthesethings,shelovedhimwellenoughtomarryhim。

  ButforthelastfewweeksanewinfluencehadcomeoverHetty——

  vague,atmospheric,shapingitselfintonoself-confessedhopesorprospects,butproducingapleasantnarcoticeffect,makinghertreadthegroundandgoaboutherworkinasortofdream,unconsciousofweightoreffort,andshowingherallthingsthroughasoft,liquidveil,asifshewerelivingnotinthissolidworldofbrickandstone,butinabeatifiedworld,suchasthesunlightsupforusinthewaters。HettyhadbecomeawarethatMr。ArthurDonnithornewouldtakeagooddealoftroubleforthechanceofseeingher;thathealwaysplacedhimselfatchurchsoastohavethefullestviewofherbothsittingandstanding;

  thathewasconstantlyfindingreasonforcallingattheHallFarm,andalwayswouldcontrivetosaysomethingforthesakeofmakingherspeaktohimandlookathim。Thepoorchildnomoreconceivedatpresenttheideathattheyoungsquirecouldeverbeherloverthanabaker’sprettydaughterinthecrowd,whomayoungemperordistinguishesbyanimperialbutadmiringsmile,conceivesthatsheshallbemadeempress。Butthebaker’sdaughtergoeshomeanddreamsofthehandsomeyoungemperor,andperhapsweighstheflouramisswhilesheisthinkingwhataheavenlylotitmustbetohavehimforahusband。Andso,poorHettyhadgotafaceandapresencehauntingherwakingandsleepingdreams;bright,softglanceshadpenetratedher,andsuffusedherlifewithastrange,happylanguor。TheeyesthatshedthoseglanceswerereallynothalfsofineasAdam’s,whichsometimeslookedatherwithasad,beseechingtenderness,buttheyhadfoundareadymediuminHetty’slittlesillyimagination,whereasAdam’scouldgetnoentrancethroughthatatmosphere。Forthreeweeks,atleast,herinwardlifehadconsistedoflittleelsethanlivingthroughinmemorythelooksandwordsArthurhaddirectedtowardsher——oflittleelsethanrecallingthesensationswithwhichsheheardhisvoiceoutsidethehouse,andsawhimenter,andbecameconsciousthathiseyeswerefixedonher,andthenbecameconsciousthatatallfigure,lookingdownonherwitheyesthatseemedtotouchher,wascomingnearerinclothesofbeautifultexturewithanodourlikethatofaflower-gardenborneontheeveningbreeze。Foolishthoughts!Butallthishappened,youmustremember,nearlysixtyyearsago,andHettywasquiteuneducated——asimplefarmer’sgirl,towhomagentlemanwithawhitehandwasdazzlingasanOlympiangod。Untilto-day,shehadneverlookedfartherintothefuturethantothenexttimeCaptainDonnithornewouldcometotheFarm,orthenextSundaywhensheshouldseehimatchurch;butnowshethought,perhapshewouldtrytomeetherwhenshewenttotheChaseto-morrow——andifheshouldspeaktoher,andwalkalittleway,whennobodywasby!

  Thathadneverhappenedyet;andnowherimagination,insteadofretracingthepast,wasbusyfashioningwhatwouldhappento-

  morrow——whereaboutintheChasesheshouldseehimcomingtowardsher,howsheshouldputhernewrose-colouredribbonon,whichhehadneverseen,andwhathewouldsaytohertomakeherreturnhisglance——aglancewhichshewouldbelivingthroughinhermemory,overandoveragain,alltherestoftheday。

  Inthisstateofmind,howcouldHettygiveanyfeelingtoAdam’stroubles,orthinkmuchaboutpooroldThiasbeingdrowned?Youngsouls,insuchpleasantdeliriumashersareasunsympatheticasbutterfliessippingnectar;theyareisolatedfromallappealsbyabarrierofdreams——byinvisiblelooksandimpalpablearms。

  WhileHetty’shandswerebusypackingupthebutter,andherheadfilledwiththesepicturesofthemorrow,ArthurDonnithorne,ridingbyMr。Irwine’ssidetowardsthevalleyoftheWillowBrook,hadalsocertainindistinctanticipations,runningasanundercurrentinhismindwhilehewaslisteningtoMr。Irwine’saccountofDinah——indistinct,yetstrongenoughtomakehimfeelratherconsciouswhenMr。Irwinesuddenlysaid,\"WhatfascinatedyousoinMrs。Poyser’sdairy,Arthur?Haveyoubecomeanamateurofdampquarriesandskimmingdishes?\"

  Arthurknewtherectortoowelltosupposethatacleverinventionwouldbeofanyuse,sohesaid,withhisaccustomedfrankness,\"No,Iwenttolookattheprettybutter-makerHettySorrel。

  She’saperfectHebe;andifIwereanartist,Iwouldpainther。

  It’samazingwhatprettygirlsoneseesamongthefarmers’

  daughters,whenthemenaresuchclowns。Thatcommon,round,redfaceoneseessometimesinthemen——allcheekandnofeatures,likeMartinPoyser’s——comesoutinthewomenofthefamulyasthemostcharmingphizimaginable。\"

  \"Well,IhavenoobjectiontoyourcontemplatingHettyinanartisticlight,butImustnothaveyoufeedinghervanityandfillingherlittlenoddlewiththenotionthatshe’sagreatbeauty,attractivetofinegentlemen,oryouwillspoilherforapoorman’swife——honestCraig’s,forexample,whomIhaveseenbestowingsoftglancesonher。Thelittlepussseemsalreadytohaveairsenoughtomakeahusbandasmiserableasit’salawofnatureforaquietmantobewhenhemarriesabeauty。Aproposofmarrying,IhopeourfriendAdamwillgetsettled,nowthepooroldman’sgone。Hewillonlyhavehismothertokeepinfuture,andI’veanotionthatthere’sakindnessbetweenhimandthatnicemodestgirl,MaryBurge,fromsomethingthatfellfromoldJonathanonedaywhenIwastalkingtohim。ButwhenImentionedthesubjecttoAdamhelookeduneasyandturnedtheconversation。

  Isupposethelove-makingdoesn’trunsmooth,orperhapsAdamhangsbacktillhe’sinabetterposition。Hehasindependenceofspiritenoughfortwomen——ratheranexcessofpride,ifanything。\"

  \"ThatwouldbeacapitalmatchforAdam。HewouldslipintooldBurge’sshoesandmakeafinethingofthatbuildingbusiness,I’llanswerforhim。Ishouldliketoseehimwellsettledinthisparish;hewouldbereadythentoactasmygrand-vizierwhenIwantedone。Wecouldplannoendofrepairsandimprovementstogether。I’veneverseenthegirl,though,Ithink——atleastI’veneverlookedather。\"

  \"LookathernextSundayatchurch——shesitswithherfatherontheleftofthereading-desk。Youneedn’tlookquitesomuchatHettySorrelthen。WhenI’vemadeupmymindthatIcan’taffordtobuyatemptingdog,Itakenonoticeofhim,becauseifhetookastrongfancytomeandlookedlovinglyatme,thestrugglebetweenarithmeticandinclinationmightbecomeunpleasantlysevere。Ipiquemyselfonmywisdomthere,Arthur,andasanoldfellowtowhomwisdomhadbecomecheap,Ibestowituponyou。\"

  \"Thankyou。ItmaystandmeingoodsteadsomedaythoughIdon’tknowthatIhaveanypresentuseforit。Blessme!Howthebrookhasoverflowed。Supposewehaveacanter,nowwe’reatthebottomofthehill。\"

  Thatisthegreatadvantageofdialogueonhorseback;itcanbemergedanyminuteintoatrotoracanter,andonemighthaveescapedfromSocrateshimselfinthesaddle。ThetwofriendswerefreefromthenecessityoffurtherconversationtilltheypulledupinthelanebehindAdam’scottage。

  DinahVisitsLisbethATfiveo’clockLisbethcamedownstairswithalargekeyinherhand:itwasthekeyofthechamberwhereherhusbandlaydead。

  Throughouttheday,exceptinheroccasionaloutburstsofwailinggrief,shehadbeeninincessantmovement,performingtheinitialdutiestoherdeadwiththeaweandexactitudethatbelongtoreligiousrites。Shehadbroughtoutherlittlestoreofbleachedlinen,whichshehadforlongyearskeptinreserveforthissupremeuse。Itseemedbutyesterday——thattimesomanymidsummersago,whenshehadtoldThiaswherethislinenlay,thathemightbesureandreachitoutforherwhenSHEdied,forshewastheelderofthetwo。Thentherehadbeentheworkofcleansingtothestrictestpurityeveryobjectinthesacredchamber,andofremovingfromiteverytraceofcommondailyoccupation。Thesmallwindow,whichhadhithertofreelyletinthefrostymoonlightorthewarmsummersunriseontheworkingman’sslumber,mustnowbedarkenedwithafairwhitesheet,forthiswasthesleepwhichisassacredunderthebareraftersasinceiledhouses。Lisbethhadevenmendedalong-neglectedandunnoticeablerentinthecheckeredbitofbed-curtain;forthemomentswerefewandpreciousnowinwhichshewouldbeabletodothesmallestofficeofrespectorloveforthestillcorpse,towhichinallherthoughtssheattributedsomeconsciousness。Ourdeadareneverdeadtousuntilwehaveforgottenthem:theycanbeinjuredbyus,theycanbewounded;theyknowallourpenitence,allourachingsensethattheirplaceisempty,allthekisseswebestowonthesmallestrelicoftheirpresence。Andtheagedpeasantwomanmostofallbelievesthatherdeadareconscious。DecentburialwaswhatLisbethhadbeenthinkingofforherselfthroughyearsofthrift,withanindistinctexpectationthatsheshouldknowwhenshewasbeingcarriedtothechurchyard,followedbyherhusbandandhersons;andnowshefeltasifthegreatestworkofherlifeweretobedoneinseeingthatThiaswasburieddecentlybeforeher——underthewhitethorn,whereonce,inadream,shehadthoughtshelayinthecoffin,yetallthewhilesawthesunshineaboveandsmeltthewhiteblossomsthatweresothickuponthethorntheSundayshewenttobechurchedafterAdamwasborn。

  Butnowshehaddoneeverythingthatcouldbedoneto-dayinthechamberofdeath——haddoneitallherself,withsomeaidfromhersonsinlifting,forshewouldletnoonebefetchedtohelpherfromthevillage,notbeingfondoffemaleneighboursgenerally;

  andherfavouriteDolly,theoldhousekeeperatMr。Burge’s,whohadcometocondolewithherinthemorningassoonassheheardofThias’sdeath,wastoodim-sightedtobeofmuchuse。Shehadlockedthedoor,andnowheldthekeyinherhand,asshethrewherselfwearilyintoachairthatstoodoutofitsplaceinthemiddleofthehousefloor,whereinordinarytimesshewouldneverhaveconsentedtosit。Thekitchenhadhadnoneofherattentionthatday;itwassoiledwiththetreadofmuddyshoesanduntidywithclothesandotherobjectsoutofplace。ButwhatatanothertimewouldhavebeenintolerabletoLisbeth’shabitsoforderandcleanlinessseemedtohernowjustwhatshouldbe:itwasrightthatthingsshouldlookstrangeanddisorderedandwretched,nowtheoldmanhadcometohisendinthatsadway;thekitchenoughtnottolookasifnothinghadhappened。Adam,overcomewiththeagitationsandexertionsofthedayafterhisnightofhardwork,hadfallenasleeponabenchintheworkshop;andSethwasinthebackkitchenmakingafireofsticksthathemightgetthekettletoboil,andpersuadehismothertohaveacupoftea,anindulgencewhichsherarelyallowedherself。

  TherewasnooneinthekitchenwhenLisbethenteredandthrewherselfintothechair。Shelookedroundwithblankeyesatthedirtandconfusiononwhichthebrightafternoon’ssunshonedismally;itwasallofapiecewiththesadconfusionofhermind——thatconfusionwhichbelongstothefirsthoursofasuddensorrow,whenthepoorhumansoulislikeonewhohasbeendepositedsleepingamongtheruinsofavastcity,andwakesupindrearyamazement,notknowingwhetheritisthegrowingorthedyingday——notknowingwhyandwhencecamethisillimitablesceneofdesolation,orwhyhetoofindshimselfdesolateinthemidstofit。

  AtanothertimeLisbeth’sfirstthoughtwouldhavebeen,\"WhereisAdam?\"butthesuddendeathofherhusbandhadrestoredhiminthesehourstothatfirstplaceinheraffectionswhichhehadheldsix-and-twentyyearsago。Shehadforgottenhisfaultsasweforgetthesorrowsofourdepartedchildhood,andthoughtofnothingbuttheyounghusband’skindnessandtheoldman’spatience。HereyescontinuedtowanderblanklyuntilSethcameinandbegantoremovesomeofthescatteredthings,andclearthesmallrounddealtablethathemightsetouthismother’steauponit。

  \"Whatartgoin’todo?\"shesaid,ratherpeevishly。

  \"Iwanttheetohaveacupoftea,Mother,\"answeredSeth,tenderly。\"It’lldotheegood;andI’llputtwoorthreeofthesethingsaway,andmakethehouselookmorecomfortable。\"

  \"Comfortable!Howcansttalko’ma’in’thingscomfortable?Leta-be,leta-be。There’snocomfortformenomore,\"shewenton,thetearscomingwhenshebegantospeak,\"nowthypoorfeyther’sgone,asI’nwashedforandmended,an’got’svictualforhimforthirty’ear,an’himallayssopleasedwi’iverythingIdoneforhim,an’usedtobesohandyan’dothejobsformewhenIwarillan’cumberedwi’th’babby,an’mademethepossetan’broughtitupstairsasproudascouldbe,an’carriedtheladaswarasheavyastwochildrenforfivemilean’ne’ergrumbled,allthewaytoWarsonWake,’causeIwantedtogoan’seemysister,aswardeadan’gonetheverynextChristmasase’ercome。An’himtobedrowndedinthebrookaswepassedo’erthedaywewarmarriedan’

  comehometogether,an’he’dmadethemlotso’shelvesformetoputmyplatesan’thingson,an’showed’emmeasproudascouldbe,’causeheknow’dIshouldbepleased。An’hewartodiean’

  menottoknow,buttobea-sleepin’i’mybed,asifIcarednanoughtaboutit。Eh!An’metolivetoseethat!An’usaswaryoungfolksonce,an’thoughtweshoulddorarelywhenwewarmarried。Leta-be,lad,leta-be!Iwonnaha’notay。IcarenaifIne’eratenordrinknomore。Whenoneendo’th’bridgetumblesdown,where’sth’useo’th’otherstannin’?Imay’swelldie,an’follermyoldman。There’snoknowin’buthe’llwantme。\"

  HereLisbethbrokefromwordsintomoans,swayingherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherchair。Seth,alwaystimidinhisbehaviourtowardshismother,fromthesensethathehadnoinfluenceoverher,feltitwasuselesstoattempttopersuadeorsoothehertillthispassionwaspast;sohecontentedhimselfwithtendingthebackkitchenfireandfoldinguphisfather’sclothes,whichhadbeenhangingouttodrysincemorning——afraidtomoveaboutintheroomwherehismotherwas,lestheshouldirritateherfurther。

  ButafterLisbethhadbeenrockingherselfandmoaningforsomeminutes,shesuddenlypausedandsaidaloudtoherself,\"I’llgoan’seearterAdam,forIcannathinkwherehe’sgotten;an’I

  wanthimtogoupstairswi’meaforeit’sdark,fortheminutestolookatthecorpseislikethemeltin’snow。\"

  Sethoverheardthis,andcomingintothekitchenagain,ashismotherrosefromherchair,hesaid,\"Adam’sasleepintheworkshop,mother。Thee’dstbetternotwakehim。Hewaso’erwroughtwithworkandtrouble。\"

  \"Wakehim?Who’sa-goin’towakehim?Ishannawakehimwi’

  lookin’athim。Ihannaseentheladthistwohour——I’dwellyforgotashe’de’ergrowedupfromababbywhen’sfeythercarriedhim。\"

  Adamwasseatedonaroughbench,hisheadsupportedbyhisarm,whichrestedfromtheshouldertotheelbowonthelongplaning-

  tableinthemiddleoftheworkshop。Itseemedasifhehadsatdownforafewminutes’restandhadfallenasleepwithoutslippingfromhisfirstattitudeofsad,fatiguedthought。Hisface,unwashedsinceyesterday,lookedpallidandclammy;hishairwastossedshaggilyabouthisforehead,andhisclosedeyeshadthesunkenlookwhichfollowsuponwatchingandsorrow。Hisbrowwasknit,andhiswholefacehadanexpressionofwearinessandpain。Gypwasevidentlyuneasy,forhesatonhishaunches,restinghisnoseonhismaster’sstretched-outleg,anddividingthetimebetweenlickingthehandthathunglistlesslydownandglancingwithalisteningairtowardsthedoor。Thepoordogwashungryandrestless,butwouldnotleavehismaster,andwaswaitingimpatientlyforsomechangeinthescene。ItwasowingtothisfeelingonGyp’spartthat,whenLisbethcameintotheworkshopandadvancedtowardsAdamasnoiselesslyasshecould,herintentionnottoawakenhimwasimmediatelydefeated;forGyp’sexcitementwastoogreattofindventinanythingshortofasharpbark,andinamomentAdamopenedhiseyesandsawhismotherstandingbeforehim。Itwasnotveryunlikehisdream,forhissleephadbeenlittlemorethanlivingthroughagain,inafevereddeliriousway,allthathadhappenedsincedaybreak,andhismotherwithherfretfulgriefwaspresenttohimthroughitall。ThechiefdifferencebetweentherealityandthevisionwasthatinhisdreamHettywascontinuallycomingbeforehiminbodilypresence——strangelyminglingherselfasanactorinsceneswithwhichshehadnothingtodo。ShewasevenbytheWillowBrook;shemadehismotherangrybycomingintothehouse;andhemetherwithhersmartclothesquitewetthrough,ashewalkedintheraintoTreddleston,totellthecoroner。ButwhereverHettycame,hismotherwassuretofollowsoon;andwhenheopenedhiseyes,itwasnotatallstartlingtoseeherstandingnearhim。

  \"Eh,mylad,mylad!\"Lisbethburstoutimmediately,herwailingimpulsereturning,forgriefinitsfreshnessfeelstheneedofassociatingitslossanditslamentwitheverychangeofsceneandincident,\"thee’stgotnobodynowbutthyoldmothertotormenttheeandbeaburdentothee。Thypoorfeyther’ullne’erangertheenomore;an’thymothermay’swellgoarterhim——thesoonerthebetter——forI’mnogoodtonobodynow。Oneoldcoat’ulldotopatchanother,butit’sgoodfornoughtelse。Thee’dstliketoha’awifetomendthyclothesan’getthyvictual,betternorthyoldmother。An’Ishallbenoughtbutcumber,a-sittin’i’th’

  chimney-corner。Adamwincedandmoveduneasily;hedreaded,ofallthings,tohearhismotherspeakofHetty。Butifthyfeytherhadlived,he’dne’erha’wantedmetogotomakeroomforanother,forhecouldnomoreha’donewi’outmenoronesideo’

  thescissarscandowi’outth’other。Eh,weshouldha’beenbothflungawaytogether,an’thenIshouldnaha’seenthisday,an’

  oneburyin’’udha’doneforusboth。\"

  HereLisbethpaused,butAdamsatinpainedsilence——hecouldnotspeakotherwisethantenderlytohismotherto-day,buthecouldnothelpbeingirritatedbythisplaint。ItwasnotpossibleforpoorLisbethtoknowhowitaffectedAdamanymorethanitispossibleforawoundeddogtoknowhowhismoansaffectthenervesofhismaster。Likeallcomplainingwomen,shecomplainedintheexpectationofbeingsoothed,andwhenAdamsaidnothing,shewasonlypromptedtocomplainmorebitterly。

  \"Iknowtheecouldstdobetterwi’outme,fortheecouldstgowheretheelikedstan’marrythemastheelikedst。ButIdonnawanttosaytheenay,lettheebringhomewhotheewut;I’dne’eropenmylipstofindfaut,forwhenfolksisoldan’o’nouse,theymaythinktheirsenswellofftogetthebitan’thesup,thoughthey’ntoswallowillwordswi’t。An’ifthee’stsetthyheartonalassas’llbringtheenoughtandwasteall,whentheemightstha’themas’udmakeamanonthee,I’llsaynought,nowthyfeyther’sdeadan’drownded,forI’mnobetternoranoldhaftwhentheblade’sgone。\"

  Adam,unabletobearthisanylonger,rosesilentlyfromthebenchandwalkedoutoftheworkshopintothekitchen。ButLisbethfollowedhim。

  \"Theewutnagoupstairsan’seethyfeytherthen?I’ndoneeverythin’now,an’he’dliketheetogoan’lookathim,forhewarallayssopleasedwhentheewastmildtohim。\"

  Adamturnedroundatonceandsaid,\"Yes,mother;letusgoupstairs。Come,Seth,letusgotogether。\"

  Theywentupstairs,andforfiveminutesallwassilence。Thenthekeywasturnedagain,andtherewasasoundoffootstepsonthestairs。ButAdamdidnotcomedownagain;hewastoowearyandworn-outtoencountermoreofhismother’squerulousgrief,andhewenttorestonhisbed。Lisbethnosoonerenteredthekitchenandsatdownthanshethrewherapronoverherhead,andbegantocryandmoanandrockherselfasbefore。Seththought,\"Shewillbequieterbyandby,nowwehavebeenupstairs\";andhewentintothebackkitchenagain,totendhislittlefire,hopingthatheshouldpresentlyinducehertohavesometea。

  Lisbethhadbeenrockingherselfinthiswayformorethanfiveminutes,givingalowmoanwitheveryforwardmovementofherbody,whenshesuddenlyfeltahandplacedgentlyonhers,andasweettreblevoicesaidtoher,\"Dearsister,theLordhassentmetoseeifIcanbeacomforttoyou。\"

  Lisbethpaused,inalisteningattitude,withoutremovingherapronfromherface。Thevoicewasstrangetoher。Coulditbehersister’sspiritcomebacktoherfromthedeadafterallthoseyears?Shetrembledanddarednotlook。

  Dinah,believingthatthispauseofwonderwasinitselfareliefforthesorrowingwoman,saidnomorejustyet,butquietlytookoffherbonnet,andthen,motioningsilencetoSeth,who,onhearinghervoice,hadcomeinwithabeatingheart,laidonehandonthebackofLisbeth’schairandleanedoverher,thatshemightbeawareofafriendlypresence。

  SlowlyLisbethdrewdownherapron,andtimidlysheopenedherdimdarkeyes。Shesawnothingatfirstbutaface——apure,paleface,withlovinggreyeyes,anditwasquiteunknowntoher。Herwonderincreased;perhapsitWASanangel。ButinthesameinstantDinahhadlaidherhandonLisbeth’sagain,andtheoldwomanlookeddownatit。Itwasamuchsmallerhandthanherown,butitwasnotwhiteanddelicate,forDinahhadneverwornagloveinherlife,andherhandborethetracesoflabourfromherchildhoodupwards。Lisbethlookedearnestlyatthehandforamoment,andthen,fixinghereyesagainonDinah’sface,said,withsomethingofrestoredcourage,butinatoneofsurprise,\"Why,ye’reaworkin’woman!\"

  \"Yes,IamDinahMorris,andIworkinthecotton-millwhenIamathome。\"

  \"Ah!\"saidLisbethslowly,stillwondering;\"yecomedinsolight,liketheshadowonthewall,an’spokei’myear,asIthoughtyemightbeasperrit。Ye’vegota’mostthefaceo’oneasisa-

  sittin’onthegravei’Adam’snewBible。\"

  \"IcomefromtheHallFarmnow。YouknowMrs。Poyser——she’smyaunt,andshehasheardofyourgreataffliction,andisverysorry;andI’mcometoseeifIcanbeanyhelptoyouinyourtrouble;forIknowyoursonsAdamandSeth,andIknowyouhavenodaughter;andwhentheclergymantoldmehowthehandofGodwasheavyuponyou,myheartwentouttowardsyou,andIfeltacommandtocomeandbetoyouintheplaceofadaughterinthisgrief,ifyouwillletme。\"

  \"Ah!Iknowwhoy’arenow;y’areaMethody,likeSeth;he’stouldmeonyou,\"saidLisbethfretfully,heroverpoweringsenseofpainreturning,nowherwonderwasgone。\"Ye’llmakeitoutastrouble’sagoodthing,likeHEallaysdoes。Butwhere’stheuseo’talkin’tomea-that’n?Yecannamakethesmartlesswi’

  talkin’。Ye’llne’ermakemebelieveasit’sbetterformenottoha’myoldmandiein’sbed,ifhemustdie,an’ha’theparsontopraybyhim,an’metositbyhim,an’tellhimne’ertomindth’

  illwordsI’vegi’enhimsometimeswhenIwarangered,an’togi’

  himabitan’asup,aslongasabitan’asuphe’dswallow。Buteh!Todiei’thecoldwater,an’usclosetohim,an’ne’ertoknow;an’mea-sleepin’,asifIne’erbelongedtohimnomorenorifhe’dbeenajourneymantrampfromnobodyknowswhere!\"

  HereLisbethbegantocryandrockherselfagain;andDinahsaid,\"Yes,dearfriend,yourafflictionisgreat。Itwouldbehardnessofhearttosaythatyourtroublewasnotheavytobear。Goddidn’tsendmetoyoutomakelightofyoursorrow,buttomournwithyou,ifyouwillletme。Ifyouhadatablespreadforafeast,andwasmakingmerrywithyourfriends,youwouldthinkitwaskindtoletmecomeandsitdownandrejoicewithyou,becauseyou’dthinkIshouldliketosharethosegoodthings;butIshouldlikebettertoshareinyourtroubleandyourlabour,anditwouldseemhardertomeifyoudeniedmethat。Youwon’tsendmeaway?

  You’renotangrywithmeforcoming?\"

  \"Nay,nay;angered!whosaidIwarangered?Itwargoodonyoutocome。An’Seth,whydonnayegethersometay?Yewarinahurrytogetsomeforme,ashadnoneed,butyedonnathinko’gettin’

  ’tforthemaswantsit。Sityedown;sityedown。Ithankyoukindlyforcomin’,forit’slittlewageyegetbywalkin’throughthewetfieldstoseeanoldwomanlikeme……Nay,I’ngotnodaughtero’myown——ne’erhadone——an’Iwarnasorry,forthey’repoorqueechythings,gellsis;Iallayswantedtoha’lads,ascouldfendfortheirsens。An’thelads’ullbemarryin’——Ishallha’daughterseno’,an’toomany。Butnow,doyemakethetayasyelikeit,forI’ngotnotastei’mymouththisday——it’sallonewhatIswaller——it’sallgotthetasteo’sorrowwi’t。\"

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