TheCaptainspokewithallcomposureandattentiontothegame,butsuddenlyhiscardsdroppedoutofhishand,hismouthandeyesopenedwide,hislegsdrewthemselvesupandstuckoutinfrontofhischair,andhesatstaringatthedoorwithblankamazement。Lookingrounduponthecompany,andseeingthatnoneofthemobservedhimorthecauseofhisastonishment,theCaptainrecoveredhimselfwithagreatgasp,struckthetableatremendousblow,criedinastentorianroar,`SolGillsahoy!\'
andtumbledintothearmsofaweather-beatenpea-coatthathadcomewithPollyintotheroom。
Inanothermoment,Walterwasinthearmsoftheweather-beatenpea-coat。Inanothermoment,Florencewasinthearmsoftheweather-beatenpea-coat。Inanothermoment,CaptainCuttlehadembracedMrs。RichardsandMissNipper,andwasviolentlyshakinghandswithMr。Toots,exclaiming,ashewavedhishookabovehishead,`Hooroar,mylad,hooroar!\'TowhichMr。Toots,whollyatalosstoaccountfortheseproceedings,repliedwithgreatpoliteness,`Certainly,CaptainGills,whateveryouthinkproper!\'
Theweather-beatenpea-coat,andanolessweather-beatencapandcomforterbelongingtoit,turnedfromtheCaptainandfromFlorencebacktoWalter,andsoundscamefromtheweather-beatenpea-coat,cap,andcomforter,asofanoldmansobbingunderneaththem;whiletheshaggysleevesclaspedWaltertight。Duringthispause,therewasanuniversalsilence,andtheCaptainpolishedhisnosewithgreatdiligence。Butwhenthepea-coat,cap,andcomforterliftedthemselvesupagain,Florencegentlymovedtowardsthem;andsheandWaltertakingthemoff,disclosedtheoldInstrument-maker,alittlethinnerandmorecarewornthanofold,inhisoldWelshwigandhisoldcoffee-colouredcoatandbasketbuttons,withhisoldinfalliblechronometertickingawayinhispocket。
`Chockfullo\'science,\'saidtheradiantCaptain,`aseverhewas!SolGills,SolGills,whathaveyoubeenupto,forthismanyalongday,myouldboy?\'
`I\'mhalfblind,Ned,\'saidtheoldman,`andalmostdeafanddumbwithjoy。\'
`Hiswerywoice,\'saidtheCaptain,lookingroundwithanexultationtowhichevenhisfacecouldhardlyrenderjustice——`hiswerywoiceaschockfullo\'scienceaseveritwas!SolGills,layto,mylad,uponyourownwinesandfig-trees,likeatautouldpatriarkasyouare,andoverhaulthemthereadwentureso\'yourn,inyourownformiliorwoice。\'Tisthewoice,saidtheCaptain,impressively,andannouncingaquotationwithhishook,`ofthesluggard,Iheerdhimcomplain,youhavewokemetoosoon,Imustslumberagain。Scatterhisene-mies,andmake\'emfall!\'
TheCaptainsatdownwiththeairofamanwhohadhappilyexpressedthefeelingofeverybodypresent,andimmediatelyroseagaintopresentMr。Toots,whowasmuchdisconcertedbythearrivalofanybody,appearingtopreferaclaimtothenameofGills。
`Although,\'stammeredMr。Toots,`Ihadnotthepleasureofyouracquaintance,Sir,beforeyouwere——youwere——\'
`Losttosight,tomemorydear,\'suggestedtheCaptain,inalowvoice。
`Exactlyso,CaptainGills!\'assentedMr。Toots。`AlthoughIhadnotthepleasureofyouracquaintance,Mr——Mr。Sols,\'saidToots,hittingonthatnameintheinspirationofabrightidea,`beforethathappened,Ihavethegreatestpleasure,Iassureyou,in——youknow,inknowingyou。
Ihope,\'saidMr。Toots,`thatyou\'reaswellascanbeexpected。\'
Withthesecourteouswords,Mr。Tootssatdownblushingandchuckling。
TheoldInstrument-maker,seatedinacornerbetweenWalterandFlorence,andnoddingatPolly,whowaslookingon,allsmilesanddelight,answeredtheCaptainthus:
`NedCuttle,mydearboy,althoughIhaveheardsomethingofthechangesofeventshere,frommypleasantfriendthere——whatapleasantfaceshehastobesure,towelcomeawandererhome!\'saidtheoldman,breakingoff,andrubbinghishandsinhisolddreamyway。
`Hearhim!\'criedtheCaptaingravely。`\'Tiswomanasseducesallmankind。Forwhich,\'asidetoMr。Toots,`you\'lloverhaulyourAdamandEve,brother。\'
`Ishallmakeapointofdoingso,CaptainGills,\'saidMr。Toots。
`AlthoughIhaveheardsomethingofthechangesofevents,fromher,\'resumedtheInstrument-maker,takinghisoldspectaclesfromhispocket,andputtingthemonhisforeheadinhisoldmanner,`theyaresogreatandunexpected,andIamsooverpoweredbythesightofmydearboy,andbythe,\'——glancingatthedowncasteyesofFlorence,andnotattemptingtofinishthesentence——`thatI——Ican\'tsaymuchto-night。ButmydearNedCuttle,whydidn\'tyouwrite?\'
TheastonishmentdepictedintheCaptain\'sfeaturespositivelyfrightenedMr。Toots,whoseeyeswerequitefixedbyit,sothathecouldnotwithdrawthemfromhisface。
`Write!\'echoedtheCaptain。`Write,SolGills?\'
`Aye,\'saidtheoldman,`eithertoBarbados,orJamaica,orDemerara。
ThatwaswhatIasked。\'
`Whatyouasked,SolGills?\'repeatedtheCaptain。
`Aye,\'saidtheoldman。`Don\'tyouknow,Ned?Sureyouhavenotforgotten?EverytimeIwrotetoyou。\'
TheCaptaintookoffhisglazedhat,hungitonhishook,andsmoothinghishairfrombehindwithhishand,satgazingatthegrouparoundhim:aperfectimageofwonderingresignation。
`Youdon\'tappeartounderstandme,Ned!\'observedoldSol。
`SolGills,\'returnedtheCaptain,afterstaringathimandtherestforalongtime,withoutspeaking,`I\'mgoneaboutandadrift。Payoutawordortworespectingthemadwenturs,willyou!Can\'tIbringup,nohows?Nohows?\'saidtheCaptain,ruminating,andstaringallround。
`Youknow,Ned,\'saidSolGills,`whyIlefthere。Didyouopenmypacket,Ned?\'
`Why,aye,aye,\'saidtheCaptain。`Tobesure,Iopenedthepacket。\'
`Andreadit?\'saidtheoldman。
`Andreadit,\'answeredtheCaptain,eyeinghimattentively,andproceedingtoquoteitfrommemory。`“MydearNedCuttle,whenIlefthomefortheWestIndiesinforlornsearchofintelligenceofmydear——“Therehesits!There\'sWal\'r!\'saidtheCaptain,asifhewererelievedbygettingholdofanythingthatwasrealandindisputable。
`Well,Ned。Nowattendamoment!\'saidtheoldman。`WhenIwrotefirst——thatwasfromBarbados——Isaidthatthoughyouwouldreceivethatletterlongbeforetheyearwasout,Ishouldbegladifyouwouldopenthepacket,asitexplainedthereasonofmygoingaway。Verygood,Ned。
WhenIwrotethesecond,third,andperhapsthefourthtimes——thatwasfromJamaica——IsaidIwasinjustthesamestate,couldn\'trest,andcouldn\'tcomeawayfromthatpartoftheworld,withoutknowingthatmyboywaslostorsaved。WhenIwrotenext——that,Ithink,wasfromDemerara,wasn\'tit?\'
`ThathethinkswasfromDemerara,warn\'tit!\'saidtheCaptain,lookinghopelesslyround。
`——Isaid,\'proceededoldSol,`thatstilltherewasnocertaininformationgotyet。ThatIfoundmanycaptainsandothers,inthatpartoftheworld,whohadknownmeforyears,andwhoassistedmewithapassagehereandthere,andforwhomIwasable,nowandthen,todoalittleinreturn,inmyowncraft。Thateveryonewassorryforme,andseemedtotakeasortofinterestinmywanderings;andthatIbegantothinkitwouldbemyfatetocruiseaboutinsearchoftidingsofmyboyuntilI
died。\'
`BegantothinkashowhewasascientificflyingDutchman!\'saidtheCaptain,asbefore,andwithgreatseriousness。
`Butwhenthenewscomeoneday,Ned,——thatwastoBarbados,afterIgotbackthere,——thataChinatraderhome\'ardboundhadbeenspoke,thathadmyboyaboard,then,Ned,Itookpassageinthenextshipandcamehome;arrivedathometo-nighttofindittrue,thankGod!\'saidtheoldman,devoutly。
TheCaptain,afterbowinghisheadwithgreatreverence,staredallroundthecircle,beginningwithMr。Toots,andendingwiththeInstrument-maker;
thengravelysaid:
`SolGills!TheobservationasI\'ma-goingtomakeiscalc\'latedtobloweverystitchofsailasyoucancarry,cleanoutofthebolt-ropes,andbringyouonyourbeamendswithalurch。NotoneofthemletterswaseverdeliveredtoEd\'ardCuttle。Notoneo\'themletters,\'repeatedtheCaptain,tomakehisdeclarationthemoresolemnandimpressive,`waseverdelivereduntoEd\'ardCuttle,Mariner,ofEngland,aslivesathomeatease,anddothimproveeachshininghour!\'
`Andpostedbymyownhand!Anddirectedbymyownhand,NumbernineBrigPlace!\'exclaimedoldSol。
ThecolourallwentoutoftheCaptain\'sface,andallcamebackagaininaglow。
`Whatdoyoumean,SolGills,myfriend,byNumbernineBrigPlace?\'
inquiredtheCaptain。
`Mean?Yourlodgings,Ned,\'returnedtheoldman。`Mrs。What\'s-her-name!
Ishallforgetmyownnamenext,butIambehindthepresenttime——Ialwayswas,yourecollect——andverymuchconfused。Mrs。\'
`SolGills!\'saidtheCaptain,asifhewereputtingthemostimprobablecaseintheworld,`itain\'tthenameofMacStingerasyou\'reatryingtoremember?\'
`Ofcourseitis!\'exclaimedtheInstrument-maker。`TobesureNed。Mrs。MacStinger!\'
CaptainCuttle,whoseeyeswerenowaswideopenastheycouldbe,andtheknobsuponwhosefacewereperfectlyluminous,gavealongshrillwhistleofamostmelancholysound,andstoodgazingateverybodyinastateofspeechlessness。
`Overhaulthatthereagain,SolGills,willyoubesokind?\'hesaidatlast。
`Alltheseletters,\'returnedUncleSol,beatingtimewiththeforefingerofhisrighthanduponthepalmofhisleft,withasteadinessanddistinctnessthatmighthavedonehonour,eventotheinfalliblechronometerinhispocket,`Ipostedwithmyownhand,anddirectedwithmyownhand,toCaptainCuttle,atMrs。MacStinger\'s,NumbernineBrigPlace。\'
TheCaptaintookhisglazedhatoffhishook,lookedintoit,putiton,andsatdown。
`Why,friendsall,\'saidtheCaptain,staringroundinthelaststateofdiscomfiture,`Icutandrunfromthere!\'
`Andnooneknewwhereyouweregone,CaptainCuttle?\'criedWalterhastily。
`Blessyourheart,Wal\'r,\'saidtheCaptain,shakinghishead,`she\'dneverhaveallowedo\'mycomingtotakechargeo\'thishereproperty。
Nothingcouldbedonebutcutandrun。Lordloveyou,Wal\'r!\'saidtheCaptain,`you\'veonlyseenherinacalm!Butseeherwhenherangrypassionsrise——andmakeanoteon!\'
`I\'dgiveither!\'remarkedtheNipper,softly。
`Wouldyou,doyouthink,mydear?\'returnedtheCaptainwithfeebleadmiration。`Well,mydear,itdoesyoucredit。Butthereain\'tnowildanimalIwouldsoonerfacemyself。Ionlygotmychestawaybymeansofafriendasnobody\'samatchfor。Itwasnogoodsendinganyletterthere。Shewouldn\'ttakeinanyletter,blessyou,\'saidtheCaptain,`underthemcircumstances!Why,youcouldhardlymakeitworthaman\'swhiletobethepostman!\'
`Thenit\'sprettyclear,CaptainCuttle,thatallofus,andyouandUncleSolespecially,\'saidWalter,`maythankMrs。MacStingerfornosmallanxiety。\'
ThegeneralobligationinthiswisetothedeterminedrelictofthelateMr。MacStinger,wassoapparent,thattheCaptaindidnotcontestthepoint;butbeinginsomemeasureashamedofhisposition,thoughnobodydweltuponthesubject,andWalterespeciallyavoidedit,rememberingthelastconversationheandtheCaptainhadheldtogetherrespectingit,heremainedunderacloudfornearlyfiveminutes——anextra-ordinaryperiodforhim——whenthatsun,hisface,brokeoutoncemore,shiningonallbeholderswithextraordinarybrilliancy;andhefellintoafitofshakinghandswitheverybodyoverandoveragain。
Atanearlyhour,butnotbeforeUncleSolandWalterhadquestionedeachotheratsomelengthabouttheirvoyagesanddangers,theyall,exceptWalter,vacatedFlorence\'sroom,andwentdowntotheparlour。HeretheyweresoonafterwardsjoinedbyWalter,whotoldthemFlorencewasalittlesorrowfulandheavy-hearted,andhadgonetobed。Thoughtheycouldnothavedisturbedherwiththeirvoicesdownthere,theyallspokeinawhisperafterthis:andeach,inhisdifferentway,feltverylovinglyandgentlytowardsWalter\'sfairyoungbride:andalongexplanationtherewasofeverythingrelatingtoher,forthesatisfactionofUncleSol;andverysensibleMr。TootswasofthedelicacywithwhichWaltermadehisnameandservicesimportant,andhispresencenecessarytotheirlittlecouncil。
`Mr。Toots,\'saidWalter,onpartingwithhimatthehousedoor,`weshallseeeachotherto-morrowmorning?\'
`LieutenantWalters,\'returnedMr。Toots,graspinghishandfervently,`Ishallcertainlybepresent。\'
`Thisisthelastnightweshallmeetforalongtime——thelastnightwemayevermeet,\'saidWalter。`Suchanobleheartasyours,mustfeel,Ithink,whenanotherheartisboundtoit。IhopeyouknowthatIamverygratefultoyou?\'
`Walters,\'repliedMr。Toots,quitetouched,`Ishouldbegladtofeelthatyouhadreasontobeso。\'\'
`Florence,\'saidWalter,`onthislastnightofherbearingherownname,hasmademepromise——itwasonlyjustnow,whenyouleftustogether——thatIwouldtellyou——withherdearlove——\'
Mr。Tootslaidhishanduponthedoorpost,andhiseyesuponhishand。
`——withherdearlove,\'saidWalter,`thatshecanneverhaveafriendwhomshewillvalueaboveyou。Thattherecollectionofyourtrueconsiderationforheralways,canneverbeforgottenbyher。Thatsheremembersyouinherprayersto-night,andhopesthatyouwillthinkofherwhensheisfaraway。ShallIsayanythingforyou?\'
`Say,Walter,\'repliedMr。Tootsindistinctly,`thatIshallthinkofhereveryday,butneverwithoutfeelinghappytoknowthatsheismarriedtothemansheloves,andwholovesher。Say,ifyouplease,thatIamsureherhusbanddeservesher——evenher!——andthatIamgladofherchoice。\'
Mr。Tootsgotmoredistinctashecametotheselastwords,andraisinghiseyesfromthedoorpost,saidthemstoutly。HethenshookWalter\'shandagainwithafervourthatWalterwasnotslowtoreturn,andstartedhomeward。
Mr。TootswasaccompaniedbytheChicken,whomhehadoflatebroughtwithhimeveryevening,andleftintheshop,withanideathatunforeseencircumstancesmightarisefromwithout,inwhichtheprowessofthatdistinguishedcharacterwouldbeofservicetotheMidshipman。
TheChickendidnotappeartobeinaparticularlygoodhumouronthisoccasion。Eitherthegas-lampsweretreacherous,orhecockedhiseyeinahideousmanner,andlikewisedistortedhisnose,whenMr。Toots,crossingtheroad,lookedbackoverhisshoulderattheroomwhereFlorenceslept。
Ontheroadhome,hewasmoredemonstrativeofaggressiveintentionsagainsttheotherfoot-passengers,thancomportedwithaprofessorofthepeacefulartofself-defence。Arrivedathome,insteadofleavingMr。Tootsinhisapartmentswhenhehadescortedhimthither,heremainedbeforehimweighinghiswhitehatinbothhandsbythebrim,andtwitchinghisheadandnosebothofwhichhadbeenmanytimesbroken,andbutindifferentlyrepaired,withanairofdecideddisrespect。
Hispatronbeingmuchengagedwithhisownthoughts,didnotobservethisforsometime,norindeeduntiltheChicken,determinednottobeoverlooked,hadmadediversclickingsoundswithhistongueandteeth,toattractattention。
`Now,Master,\'saidtheChicken,doggedly,whenhe,atlength,caughtMr。Toot\'seye,`Iwanttoknowwhetherthisheregammonistofinishit,orwhetheryou\'reagoingintowin?\'
`Chicken,\'returnedMr。Toots,`explainyourself。\'
`Whythen,here\'sallaboutit,Master,\'saidtheChicken。`I
ain\'tacovetochuckawordaway。Here\'swotitis。Areanyon\'emtobedoubledup?\'
WhentheChickenputthisquestionhedroppedhishat,madeadodgeandafeintwithhislefthand,hitasupposedenemyaviolentblowwithhisright,shookhisheadsmartly,andrecoveredhimself。
`Come,Master,\'saidtheChicken。`Isittobegammonorpluck?
Which?\'
`Chicken,\'returnedMr。Toots,`yourexpressionsarecoarse,andyourmeaningisobscure。\'
`Why,then,Itellyouwhat,Master,\'saidtheChicken。`Thisiswhereitis。It\'smean。\'
`Whatismean,Chicken?\'askedMr。Toots。
`Itis,\'saidtheChicken,withafrightfulcorrugationofhisbrokennose。`There!Now,Master!Wot!Whenyoucouldgoandblowonthisherematchtothestiff\'un;\'bywhichdepreciatoryappellationithasbeensincesupposedthattheGameOneintendedtosignifyMr。Dombey;
`andwhenyoucouldknockthewinnerandallthekitof\'emdeadouto\'
windandtime,areyougoingtogivein?Togivein?\'saidtheChicken,withcontemptuousemphasis。`Wy,it\'smean!\'
`Chicken,\'saidMr。Toots,severely,`you\'reaperfectVulture!
Yoursentimentsareatrocious。\'
`MysentimentsisGameandFancy,Master,\'returnedtheChicken。
`That\'swotmysentimentsis。Ican\'tabearameanness。I\'maforethepublic,I\'mtobeheerdonatthebaroftheLittleHelephant,andnoGov\'nero\'
minemustn\'tgoanddowhat\'smean。Wy,it\'smean,\'saidtheChicken,withincreasedexpression。`That\'swhereitis。It\'smean。\'
`Chicken,\'saidMr。Toots,`Youdisgustme。\'
`Master,\'returnedtheChicken,puttingonhishat,`there\'sapaironus,then。Come!Here\'saoffer!You\'vespoketomemorethanonce\'tortwice\'taboutthepublicline。Nevermind!Givemeafi\'typunnoteto-morrow,andletmego。\'
`Chicken,\'returnedMr。Toots,`aftertheodioussentimentsyouhaveexpressed,Ishallbegladtopartonsuchterms。\'
`Donethen,\'saidtheChicken。`It\'sabargain。Thishereconductofyournwon\'tsuitmybook,Master。Wy,it\'smean,\'saidtheChicken;
whoseemedequallyunabletogetbeyondthatpoint,andtostopshortofit。`That\'swhereitis;it\'smean!\'
SoMr。TootsandtheChickenagreedtopartonthisincompatibilityofmoralperception;andMr。Tootslyingdowntosleep,dreamedhappilyofFlorence,whohadthoughtofhimasherfrienduponthelastnightofhermaidenlife,andwhohadsenthimherdearlove。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter57[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLVIIAnotherWeddingMR。SOWNDSthebeadle,andMrs。Miffthepew-opener,areearlyattheirpostsinthefinechurchwhereMr。Dombeywasmarried。Ayellow-facedoldgentlemanfromIndia,isgoingtotakeuntohimselfayoungwifethismorning,andsixcarriagesfullofcompanyareexpected,andMrs。Miffhasbeeninformedthattheyellow-facedoldgentlemancouldpavetheroadtochurchwithdiamondsandhardlymissthem。Thenuptialbenedictionistobeasuperiorone,proceedingfromaveryreverend,adean,andtheladyistobegivenaway,asanextraordinarypresent,bysomebodywhocomesexpressfromtheHorseGuards。
Mrs。Miffismoreintolerantofcommonpeoplethismorning,thanshegenerallyis;andshehasalwaysstrongopinionsonthatsubject,foritisassociatedwithfreesittings。Mrs。Miffisnotastudentofpoliticaleconomyshethinksthescienceisconnectedwithdissenters;`BaptistsorWesleyans,orsomeo\'them,\'shesays,butshecanneverunderstandwhatbusinessyourcommonfolkshavetobemarried。`Drat\'em,\'saysMrs。
Miff,`youreadthesamethingsover\'em,andinsteadofsovereignsgetsixpences!\'
Mr。SowndsthebeadleismoreliberalthanMrs。Miff——butthenheisnorapew-opener。`Itmustbedone,ma\'am,\'hesays。`Wemustmarry\'em。Wemusthaveournationalschoolstowalkattheheadof,andwemusthaveourstandingarmies。Wemustmarry\'em,ma\'am,\'saysMr。Sownds,`andkeepthecountrygoing。\'
Mr。SowndsissittingonthestepsandMrs。Miffisdustinginthechurch,whenayoungcouple,plainlydressed,comein。ThemortifiedbonnetofMrs。Miffissharplyturnedtowardsthem,forsheespiesinthisearlyvisitindicationsofarunawaymatch。Buttheydon\'twanttobemarried——`Only,\'
saysthegentleman,`towalkroundthechurch。\'AndasheslipsagenteelcomplimentintothepalmofMrs。Miff,hervinegaryfacerelaxes,andhermortifiedbonnetandhersparedryfiguredipandcrackle。
Mrs。Miffresumesherdustingandplumpsuphercushions——fortheyellow-facedoldgentlemanisreportedtohavetenderknees——butkeepsherglazed,pew-openingeyeontheyoungcouplewhoarewalkingroundthechurch。`Ahem,\'coughsMrs。Miff,whosecoughisdrierthanthehayinanyhassockinhercharge,`you\'llcometousoneofthesemornings,mydears,unlessI\'mmuchmistaken!\'
Theyarelookingatatabletonthewall,erectedtothememoryofsomeonedead。TheyarealongwayofffromMrs。Miff,butMrs。Miffcanseewithhalfaneyehowsheisleaningonhisarm,andhowhisheadisbentdownoverher。`Well,well,\'saysMrs。Miff,`youmightdoworse。
Foryou\'reatidypair!\'
ThereisnothingpersonalinMrs。Miff\'sremark。Shemerelyspeaksofstock-in-trade。Sheishardlymorecuriousincouplesthanincoffins。
Sheissuchaspare,straight,dryoldlady——suchapewofawoman——thatyoushouldfindasmanyindividualsympathiesinaship。Mr。Sownds,now,whoisfleshy,andhasscarletinhiscoat,isofadifferenttemperament。
Hesays,astheystanduponthestepswatchingtheyoungcoupleaway,thatshehasaprettyfigure,hasn\'tshe,andaswellashecouldseforsheheldherheaddowncomingout,anuncommonprettyface。`Altogether,Mrs。
Miff,\'saysMr。Sowndswitharelish,`sheiswhatyoumaycallarose-bud。\'
Mrs。Miffassentswithasparenodofhermortifiedbonnet;butapprovesofthissolittle,thatsheinwardlyresolvesshewouldn\'tbethewifeofMr。Sowndsforanymoneyhecouldgiveher,Beadleasheis。
Andwhataretheyoungcouplesayingastheyleavethechurch,andgooutatthegate?
`DearWalter,thankyou!Icangoaway,now,happy。\'
`Andwhenwecomeback,Florence,wewillcomeandseehisgraveagain。\'
Florenceliftshereyes,sobrightwithtears,tohiskindface;
andclaspsherdisengagedhandonthatothermodestlittlehandwhichclaspshisarm。
`Itisveryearly,Walter,andthestreetsarealmostemptyyet。
Letuswalk。\'
`Butyouwillbesotired,mylove。\'
`Ohno!Iwasverytiredthefirsttimethatweeverwalkedtogether,butIshallnotbesoto-day。\'
Andthus——notmuchchanged——she,asinnocentandearnest-hearted——he,asfrank,ashopeful,andmoreproudofher——FlorenceandWalter,ontheirbridalmorning,walkthroughthestreetstogether。
Noteveninthatchildishwalkoflongago,weretheysofarremovedfromalltheworldaboutthemasto-day。Thechildishfeetoflongago,didnottreadsuchenchantedgroundastheirsdonow。Theconfidenceandloveofchildrenmaybegivenmanytimes,andwillspringupinmanyplaces;
butthewoman\'sheartofFlorence,withitsundividedtreasure,canbeyieldedonlyonce,andunderslightorchange,canonlydroopanddie。
Theytakethestreetsthatarethequietest,anddonotgonearthatinwhichheroldhomestands。Itisafair,warmsummermorning,andthesunshinesonthem,astheywalktowardsthedarkeningmistthatoverspreadstheCity。Richesareuncoveringinshops;jewels,gold,andsilverflashinthegoldsmith\'ssunnywindows;andgreathousescastastatelyshadeuponthemastheypass。Butthroughthelight,andthroughtheshade,theygoonlovinglytogether,losttoeverythingaround;thinkingofnootherriches,andnoprouderhome,thantheyhavenowinoneanother。
Graduallytheycomeintothedarker,narrowerstreets,wherethesun,nowyellow,andnowred,isseenthroughthemist,onlyatstreetcorners,andinsmallopenspaceswherethereisatree,oroneoftheinnumerablechurches,orapavedwayandaflightofsteps,oracuriouslittlepatchofgarden,oraburying-ground,wherethefewtombsandtombstonesarealmostblack。Lovinglyandtrustfully,throughallthenarrowyardsandalleysandtheshadystreets,Florencegoes,clingingtohisarm,tobehiswife。
Herheartbeatsquickernow,forWaltertellsherthattheirchurchisverynear。Theypassafewgreatstacksofware-houses,withwaggonsatthedoors,andbusycarmenstoppinguptheway——butFlorencedoesnotseeorhearthem——andthentheairisquiet,andthedayisdarkened,andsheistremblinginachurchwhichhasastrangesmelllikeacellar。
TheShabbylittleoldman,ringerofthedisappointedbell,isstandingintheporch,andhasputhishatinthefont——forheisquiteathomethere,beingsexton。Heushersthemintoanoldbrown,panelled,dustyvestry,likeacorner-cupboardwiththeshelvestakenout;wherethewormyregistersdiffuseasmelllikefadedsnuff,whichhassetthetearfulNippersneezing。
Youthful,andhowbeautiful,theyoungbridelooks,inthisolddustyplace,withnokindredobjectnearherbutherhusband。Thereisadustyoldclerk,whokeepsasortofevaporatednewsshopunderneathanarchwayopposite,behindaperfectfortificationofposts。Thereisadustyoldpew-openerwhoonlykeepsherself,andfindsthatquiteenoughtodo。ThereisadustyoldbeadletheseareMr。Toots\'sbeadleandpew-openeroflastSunday,whohassomethingtodowithaWorshipfulCompanywhohavegotaHallintheNextyard,withastained-glasswindowinitthatnomortaleversaw。Therearedustywoodenledgesandcornicespokedinandoutoverthealtar,andoverthescreenandroundthegallery,andovertheinscriptionaboutwhattheMasterandWardensoftheWorshipfulCompanydidinonethousandsixhundredandninety-four。Therearedustyoldsounding-boardsoverthepulpitandreading-desk,lookinglikelidstobeletdownontheofficiatingministers,incaseoftheirgivingoffence。
Thereiseverypossibleprovisionfortheaccommodationofdust,exceptinthechurchyard,wherethefacilitiesinthatrespectareverylimited。
TheCaptain,UncleSol,andMr。Tootsarecome;theclergymanisputtingonhissurpliceinthevestry,whiletheclerkwalksroundhim,blowingthedustoffit;andthebrideandbridegroomstandbeforethealtar。Thereisnobrides-maid,unlessSusanNipperisone;andnobetterfatherthanCaptainCuttle。Amanwithawoodenleg,chewingafaintappleandcarryingabluebaginhishand,looksintoseewhatisgoingon;
butfindingitnothingentertaining,stumpsoffagain,andpegshiswayamongtheechoesoutofdoors。
NograciousrayoflightisseentofallonFlorence,kneelingatthealtarwithhertimidheadboweddown。TheMorningluminaryisbuiltout,anddon\'tshinethere。Thereisameagretreeoutside,wherethesparrowsarechirpingalittle;andthereisablackbirdinaneyelet-holeofsuninadyer\'sgarret,overagainstthewindow,whowhistlesloudlywhilsttheserviceisperforming;andthereisthemanwiththewoodenlegstumpingaway。Theamensofthedustyclerkappear,likeMacBeth\'s,tostickinhisthroatalittle;butCaptainCuttlehelpshimout,anddoesitwithsomuchgoodwillthatheinterpolatesthreeentirelynewresponsesofthatword,neverintroducedintotheservicebefore。
Theyaremarried,andhavesignedtheirnamesinoneoftheoldsneezyregisters,andtheclergyman\'ssurpliceisrestoredtothedust,andtheclergymanisgonehome。Inadarkcornerofthedarkchurch,FlorencehasturnedtoSusanNipper,andisweepinginherarms。Mr。Toots\'seyesarered。TheCaptainlubricateshisnose。UncleSolhaspulleddownhisspectaclesfromhisforehead,andwalkedouttothedoor。
`Godblessyou,Susan;dearestSusan!IfyouevercanbearwitnesstotheloveIhaveforWalter,andthereasonthatIhavetolovehim,doitforhissake。Good-bye!Good-bye!\'
TheyhavethoughtitbetternottogobacktotheMidshipman,buttopartso;acoachiswaitingforthem,nearathand。
MissNippercannotspeak;sheonlysobsandchokes,andhugshermistress。Mr。Tootsadvances,urgeshertocheerup,andtakeschargeofher。Florencegiveshimherhand——giveshim,inthefulnessofherheart,herlips——kissesUncleSol,andCaptainCuttle,andisborneawaybyheryounghusband。
ButSusancannotbearthatFlorenceshouldgoawaywithamournfulrecollectionofher。Shehadmeanttobesodifferent,thatshereproachesherselfbitterly。Intentonmakingonelastefforttoredeemhercharacter,shebreaksfromMr。Tootsandrunsawaytofindthecoach,andshowapartingsmile。TheCaptain,diviningherobject,setsoffafterher;forhefeelsithisdutyalsotodismissthemwithacheer,ifpossible。UncleSolandMr。Tootsareleftbehindtogether,outsidethechurch,towaitforthem。
Thecoachisgone,butthestreetissteep,andnarrow,andblockedup,andSusancanseeitatastand-stillinthedistance,sheissure。
CaptainCuttlefollowsherasshefliesdownthehill,andwaveshisglazedhatasageneralsignal,whichmayattracttherightcoachandwhichmaynot。
SusanoutstripstheCaptain,andcomesupwithit。Shelooksinatthewindow,seesWalter,withthegentlefacebesidehim,andclapsherhandsandscreams:
`MissFloy,mydarling!lookatme!Weareallsohappynow,dear!
Onemoregood-bye,myprecious,onemore!\'
HowSusandoesit,shedon\'tknow,butshereachestothewindow,kissesher,andhasherarmsaboutherneck,inamoment。
`Weareallso——sohappynow,mydearMissFloy!\'saysSusan,withasuspiciouscatchinginherbreath。`You,youwon\'tbeangrywithmenow。Nowwillyou?\'`Angry,Susan!\'
`No,no;Iamsureyouwon\'t。Isayyouwon\'t,mypet,mydearest!\'
exclaimsSusan;`andhere\'stheCaptaintoo——yourfriendtheCaptain,youknow——tosaygood-byeoncemore!\'
`Hooroar,myHeart\'sDelight!\'vociferatestheCaptain,withacountenanceofstrongemotion。`Hooroar,Wal\'rmylad。Hooroar!Hooroar!\'
Whatwiththeyounghusbandatonewindow,andtheyoungwifeattheother;theCaptainhangingonatthisdoor,andSusanNipperholdingfastbythat;thecoachobligedtogoonwhetheritwillorno,andalltheothercartsandcoachesturbulentbecauseithesitates;thereneverwassomuchconfusiononfourwheels。ButSusanNippergallantlymaintainsherpoint。Shekeepsasmilingfaceuponhermistress,smilingthroughhertears,untilthelast。Evenwhensheisleftbehind,theCaptaincontinuestoappearanddisappearatthedoor,crying`Hooroar,mylad!Hooroar,myHeart\'sDelight!\'withhisshirt-collarinaviolentstateofagitation,untilitishopelesstoattempttokeepupwiththecoachanylonger。Finally,whenthecoachisgone,SusanNipper,beingrejoinedbytheCaptain,fallsintoastateofinsensibility,andistakenintoabaker\'sshoptorecover。
UncleSolandMr。Tootswaitpatientlyinthechurchyard,sittingonthecoping-stoneoftherailings,untilCaptainCuttleandSusancomeback。Neitherbeingatalldesiroustospeak,ortobespokento,theyareexcellentcompany,andquitesatisfied。WhentheyallarriveagainatthelittleMidshipman,andsitdowntobreakfast,nobodycantouchamorsel。CaptainCuttlemakesafeintofbeingvoraciousabouttoast,butgivesitupasaswindle。Mr。Tootssays,afterbreakfast,hewillcomebackintheevening;andgoeswanderingaboutthetownallday,withavaguesensationuponhimasifhehadn\'tbeentobedforafortnight。
Thereisastrangecharminthehouse,andintheroom,inwhichtheyhavebeenusedtobetogether,andoutofwhichsomuchisgone。Itaggravates,andyetitsoothes,thesorrowoftheseparation。Mr。TootstellsSusanNipperwhenhecomesatnight,thathehasn\'tbeensowretchedalldaylong,andyethelikesit。HeconfidesinSusanNipper,beingalonewithher,andtellsherwhathisfeelingswerewhenshegavehimthatcandidopinionastotheprobabilityofMissDombey\'severlovinghim。Intheveinofconfidenceengenderedbythesecommonrecollections,andtheirtears,Mr。Tootsproposesthattheyshallgoouttogether,andbuysomethingforsupper。MissNipperassenting,theybuyagoodmanylittlethings;
and,withtheaidofMrs。Richards,setthesupperoutquiteshowilybeforetheCaptainandoldSolcamehome。
TheCaptainandoldSolhavebeenonboardtheship,andhaveestablishedDithere,andhaveseenthechestsputaboard。TheyhavemuchtotellaboutthepopularityofWalter,andthecomfortshewillhaveabouthim,andthequietwayinwhichitseemshehasbeenworkingearlyandlate,tomakehiscabinwhattheCaptaincalls`apicter,\'tosurprisehislittlewife。`Aadmiral\'scabin,mindyou,\'saystheCaptain,`ain\'tmoretrim。\'
ButoneoftheCaptain\'schiefdelightsis,thatheknowsthebigwatch,andthesugar-tongs,andtea-spoons,areonboard:andagainandagainhemurmurstohimself,`Ed\'ardCuttle,mylad,younevershapedabettercourseinyourlifethanwhenyoumadethattherelittlepropertyoverjintly。Youseehowthelandbore,Ed\'ard,\'saystheCaptain,`anditdoesyoucredit,mylad。\'
TheoldInstrument-makerismoredistraughtandmistythanheusedtobe,andtakesthemarriageandthepartingverymuchtoheart。
Butheisgreatlycomfortedbyhavinghisoldally,NedCuttle,athisside;andhesitsdowntosupperwithagratefulandcontentedface。
`Myboyhasbeenpreservedandthrives,\'saysoldSolGills,rubbinghishands。`WhatrighthaveItobeotherwisethanthankfulandhappy!\'
TheCaptain,whohasnotyettakenhisseatatthetable,butwhohasbeenfidgetingaboutforsometime,andnowstandshesitatinginhisplace,looksdoubtfullyatMr。Gills,andsays:
`Sol!There\'sthelastbottleoftheoldMadeiradownbelow。Wouldyouwishtohaveitupto-night,myboy,anddrinktoWal\'randhiswife?\'
TheInstrument-maker,lookingwistfullyattheCaptain,putshishandintothebreast-pocketofhiscoffee-colouredcoat,bringsforthhispocket-book,andtakesaletterout。
`ToMr。Dombey,\'saystheoldman。`FromWalter。Tobesentinthreeweeks\'time。I\'llreadit。\'
`“Sir。Iammarriedtoyourdaughter。Sheisgonewithmeuponadistantvoyage。Tobedevotedtoheristohavenoclaimonheroryou,butGodknowsthatIam。
`“Why,lovingherbeyondallearthlythings,Ihaveyet,withoutremorse,unitedhertotheuncertaintiesanddangersofmylife,Iwillnotsaytoyou。Youknowwhy,andyouareherfather。
`“Donotreproachher。Shehasneverreproachedyou。
`“Idonotthinkorhopethatyouwilleverforgiveme。ThereisnothingIexpectless。ButifanhourshouldcomewhenitwillcomfortyoutobelievethatFlorencehassomeoneevernearher,thegreatchargeofwhoselifeistocancelherremembranceofpastsorrow,Isolemnlyassureyou,youmay,inthathour,restinthatbelief。“\'
Solomonputsbackthelettercarefullyinhispocket-book,andputsbackhispocket-bookinhiscoat。
`Wewon\'tdrinkthelastbottleoftheoldMadeirayet,Ned,\'
saystheoldmanthoughtfully。`Notyet。\'
`Notyet,\'assentstheCaptain。`No。Notyet。\'
SusanandMr。Tootsareofthesameopinion。Afterasilencetheyallsitdowntosupper,anddrinktotheyounghusbandandwifeinsomethingelse;andthelastbottleoftheoldMadeirastillremainsamongitsdustandcobwebs,undisturbed。
Afewdayshaveelapsed,andastatelyshipisoutatsea,spreadingitswhitewingstothefavouringwind。
Uponthedeck,imagetotheroughestmanonboardofsomethingthatisgraceful,beautiful,andharmless——somethingthatitisgoodandpleasanttohavethere,andthatshouldmakethevoyageprosperous——isFlorence。Itisnight,andsheandWaltersitalone,watchingthesolemnpathoflightupontheseabetweenthemandthemoon。
Atlengthshecannotseeitplainly,forthetearsthatfillhereyes;andthenshelaysherheaddownonhisbreast,andputsherarmsaroundhisneck,saying,`OhWalter,dearestlove,Iamsohappy!\'
Herhusbandholdshertohisheart,andtheyareveryquiet,andthestatelyshipgoesonserenely。
`AsIhearthesea,\'saysFlorence,`andsitwatchingit,itbringssomanydaysintomymind。Itmakesmethinksomuch\'
`OfPaul,mylove。Iknowitdoes。\'
OfPaulandWalter。AndthevoicesinthewavesarealwayswhisperingtoFlorence,intheirceaselessmurmuring,oflove——oflove,eternalandillimitable,notboundedbytheconfinesofthisworld,orbytheendoftime,butrangingstill,beyondthesea,beyondthesky,totheinvisiblecountryfaraway!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter58[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLVIIIAfteraLapseTHEseahadebbedandflowed,throughawholeyear。Throughawholeyear,thewindsandcloudshadcomeandgone;theceaselessworkofTimehadbeenperformed,instormandsunshine。Throughawholeyear,thetidesofhumanchanceandchangehadsetintheirallottedcourses。Throughawholeyear,thefamousHouseofDombeyandSonhadfoughtafightforlife,againstcrossaccidents,doubtfulrumours,unsuccessfulventures,unpropitioustimes,andmostofall,againsttheinfatuationofitshead,whowouldnotcontractitsenterprisesbyahair\'sbreadth,andwouldnotlistentoawordofwarningthattheshiphestrainedsohardagainstthestorm,wasweak,andcouldnotbearit。
Theyearwasout,andthegreatHousewasdown。
Onesummerafternoon;ayear,wantingsomeodddays,afterthemarriageintheCitychurch;therewasabuzzandwhisperupon\'Changeofagreatfailure。Acertaincoldproudman,wellknownthere,wasnotthere,norwasherepresentedthere。NextdayitwasnoisedabroadthatDombeyandSonhadstopped,andnextnighttherewasaListofBankruptspublished,headedbythatname。
Theworldwasverybusynow,insooth,andhadadealtosay。
Itwasaninnocentlycredulousandamuchill-usedworld。Itwasaworldinwhichtherewasnoothersortofbankruptcywhatever。Therewerenoconspicuouspeopleinit,tradingfarandwideonrottenbanksofreligion,patriotism,virtue,honour。Therewasnoamountworthmentioningofmerepaperincirculation,onwhichanybodylivedprettyhandsomely,promisingtopaygreatsumsofgoodnesswithnoeffects。Therewasnoshortcomingsanywhere,inanythingbutmoney。Theworldwasveryangryindeed;andthepeopleespecially,who,inaworseworld,mighthavebeensupposedtobebankrupttradersthemselvesinshowsandpretences,wereobservedtobemightilyindignant。
Herewasanewinducementtodissipation,presentedtothatsportofcircumstances,Mr。PerchtheMessenger!ItwasapparentlythefateofMr。Perchtobealwayswakingup,andfindinghimselffamous。Hehadbutyesterday,asonemightsay,subsidedintoprivatelifefromthecelebrityoftheelopementandtheeventsthatfollowedit;andnowhewasmadeamoreimportantmanthanever,bythebankruptcy。Glidingfromhisbracketintheouterofficewherehenowsat,watchingthestrangefacesofaccountantsandothers,whoquicklysupersedednearlyalltheoldclerks,Mr。Perchhadbuttoshowhimselfinthecourtoutside,or,atfarthest,inthebaroftheKing\'sArms,tobeaskedamultitudeofquestions,almostcertaintoincludethatinterestingquestion,whatwouldhetaketodrink?ThenwouldMr。PerchdescantuponthehoursofacuteuneasinessheandMrs。
PerchhadsufferedoutatBallsPond,whentheyfirstsuspected`thingswasgoingwrong。\'ThenwouldMr。Perchrelatetogapinglisteners,inalowvoice,asifthecorpseofthedeceasedHousewerelyingunburiedinthenextroom,howMrs。PerchhadfirstcometosurmisethatthingswasgoingwrongbyhearinghimPerchmoaninginhissleep,`twelveandninepenceinthepound,twelveandninepenceinthepound!\'WhichactofsomnambulismhesupposedtohaveoriginatedintheimpressionmadeuponhimbythechangeinMr。Dombey\'sface。Thenwouldheinformthemhowhehadoncesaid,`MightImakesoboldasask,Sir,areyouunhappyinyourmind?\'andhowMr。
Dombeyhadreplied,`MyfaithfulPerch——butno,itcannotbe!\'andwiththathadstruckhishanduponhisforehead,andsaid,`Leaveme,Perch!\'
Then,inshort,wouldMr。Perch,avictimtohisposition,tellallmanneroflies;affectinghimselftotearsbythosethatwereofamovingnature,andreallybelievingthattheinventionsofyesterdayhad,onrepetition,asortoftruthaboutthemto-day。
Mr。Perchalwaysclosedtheseconferencesbymeeklyremarking,That,ofcourse,whateverhissuspicionsmighthavebeenasifhehadeverhadany!itwasn\'tforhimtobetrayhistrust,wasit?Whichsentimentthereneverbeinganycreditorspresentwasreceivedasdoingasdoinggreathonourtohisfeelings。Thus,hegenerallybroughtawayasoothedconscienceandleftanagreeableimpressionbehindhim,whenhereturnedtohisbracket:againtositwatchingthestrangefacesoftheaccountantsandothers,makingsofreewiththegreatmysteries,theBooks;ornowandthentogoontiptoeintoMr。Dombey\'semptyroom,andstirthefire;ortotakeanairingatthedoor,andhavealittlemoredolefulchatwithanystragglerwhomheknew;ortopropitiate,withvarioussmallattentions,theheadaccountant:fromwhomMr。PerchhadexpectationsofamessengershipinaFireOffice,whentheaffairsoftheHouseshouldbewoundup。
ToMajorBagstock,thebankruptcywasquiteacalamity。TheMajorwasnotasympatheticcharacter——hisattentionbeingwhollyconcentratedonJ。B——norwasheamansubjecttolivelyemotions,exceptinthephysicalregardsofgaspingandchoking。ButhehadsoparadedhisfriendDombeyattheclub;hadsoflourishedhimattheheadsofthemembersingeneral,andsoputthemdownbycontinualassertionofhisriches;thattheclub,beingbuthuman,wasdelightedtoretortupontheMajor,byaskinghim,withashowofgreatconcern,whetherthistremendoussmashhadbeenatallexpected,andhowhisfriendDombeyboreit。Tosuchquestions,theMajor,waxingverypurple,wouldreplythatitwasabadworld,Sir,altogether;
thatJoeyknewathingortwo,buthadbeendone,Sir,donelikeaninfant;
thatifyouhadforetoldthis,Sir,toJ。Bagstock,whenhewentabroadwithDombeyandwaschasingthatvagabondupanddownFrance,J。Bagstockwouldhavepooh-pooh\'dyou——wouldhavepooh-pooh\'dyou,Sir,bytheLord!
ThatJoehadbeendeceived,Sir,takenin,hoodwinked,blindfolded,butwasbroadawakeagainandstaring;insomuch,Sir,thatifJoe\'sfatherweretoriseupfromthegraveto-morrow,hewouldn\'ttrusttheoldbladewithapennypiece,butwouldtellhimthathissonJoshwastoooldasoldiertobedoneagain,Sir。Thathewasasuspicious,crabbed,cranky,used-up,J。B。infidel,Sir;andthatifitwereconsistentwiththedignityofaroughandtougholdMajor,oftheoldschool,whohadhadthehonourofbeingpersonallyknownto,andcommendedby,theirlateRoyalHighnessestheDukesofKentandYork,toretiretoatubandliveinit,byGad!
Sir,he\'dhaveatubinPallMallto-morrow,toshowhiscontemptformankind!
Ofallthis,andmanyvariationsofthesametune,theMajorwoulddeliverhimselfwithsomanyapoplecticsymptoms,suchrollingsofhishead,andsuchviolentgrowlsofillusageandresentment,thattheyoungermembersoftheclubsurmisedhehadinvestedmoneyinhisfriendDombey\'sHouse,andlostit;thoughtheoldersoldiersanddeeperdogs,whoknewJoebetter,wouldn\'thearofsuchathing。TheunfortunateNative,expressingnoopinion,suffereddreadfully;notmerelyinhismoralfeelings,whichwereregularlyfusilladedbytheMajoreverynourintheday,andriddledthroughandthrough,butinhissensitivenesstobodilyknocksandbumps,whichwaskeptcontinuallyonthestretch。Forsixentireweeksafterthebankruptcy,thismiserableforeignerlivedinarainyseasonofboot-jacksandbrushes。
Mrs。Chickhadthreeideasuponthesubjectoftheterriblereverse。
Thefirstwasthatshecouldnotunderstandit。Thesecond,thatherbrotherhadnotmadeaneffort。Thethird,thatifshehadbeeninvitedtodinneronthedayofthatfirstparty,itneverwouldhavehappened;andthatshehadsaidso,atthetime。
Nobody\'sopinionstayedthemisfortune,lightenedit,ormadeitheavier。ItwasunderstoodthattheaffairsoftheHouseweretobewoundupastheybestcouldbe;thatMr。Dombeyfreelyresignedeverythinghehad,andaskedfornofavourfromanyone。Thatanyresumptionofthebusinesswasoutofthequestion,ashewouldlistentonofriendlynegotiationhavingthatcompromiseinview;thathehadrelinquishedeverypostoftrustordistinctionhehadheld,asamanrespectedamongmerchants;thathewasdying,accordingtosome;thathewasgoingmelancholymad,accordingtoothers;thathewasabrokenman,accordingtoall。
Theclerksdispersedafterholdingalittledinnerofcondolenceamongthemselves,whichwasenlivenedbycomicsinging,andwentoffadmirably。
Sometookplacesabroad,andsomeengagedinotherHousesathome;somelookeduprelationsinthecountry,forwhomtheysuddenlyrememberedtheyhadaparticularaffection;andsomeadvertisedforemploymentinthenewspapers。
Mr。Perchaloneremainedofallthelateestablishment,sittingonhisbracketlookingattheaccountants,orstartingoffit,topropitiatetheheadaccountant,whowastogethimintotheFireOffice。TheCountingHousesoongottobedirtyandneglected。Theprincipalslipperanddogs\'
collarseller,atthecornerofthecourt,wouldhavedoubtedtheproprietyofthrowinguphisforefingertothebrimofhishat,anymore,ifMr。
Dombeyhadappearedtherenow;andtheticketporter,withhishandsunderhiswhiteapron,moralisedgoodsoundmoralityaboutambition,whichheobservedwasnot,inhisopinion,madetorhymetoperdition,fornothing。
Mr。Morfin,thehazel-eyedbachelor,withthehairandwhiskerssprinkledwithgrey,wasperhapstheonlypersonwithintheatmosphereoftheHouse——itshead,ofcourse,excepted——whowasheartilyanddeeplyaffectedbythedisasterthathadbefallenit。HehadtreatedMr。Dombeywithduerespectanddeferencethroughmanyyears,buthehadneverdisguisedhisnaturalcharacter,ormeanlytruckledtohim,orpamperedhismasterpassionfortheadvancementofhisownpurposes。Hehad,therefore,noself-disrespecttoavenge;nolong-tightenedspringstoreleasewithaquickrecoil。HeworkedearlyandlatetounravelwhateverwascomplicatedordifficultintherecordsofthetransactionsoftheHouse;wasalwaysinattendancetoexplainwhateverrequiredexplanation;satinhisoldroomsometimesverylateatnight,studyingpointsbyhismasteryofwhichhecouldspareMr。Dombeythepainofbeingpersonallyreferredto;andthenwouldgohometoIslington,andcalmhismindbyproducingthemostdismalandforlornsoundsoutofhisvioloncellobeforegoingtobed。
Hewassolacinghimselfwiththismelodiousgrumbleroneevening,and,havingbeenmuchdispiritedbytheproceedingsoftheday,wasscrapingconsolationoutofitsdeepestnotes,whenhislandladywhowasfortunatelydeaf,andhadnootherconsciousnessoftheseperformancesthanasensationofsomethingrumblinginherbonesannouncedalady。
`Inmourning,\'shesaid。
Thevioloncellostoppedimmediately;andtheperformer,layingitonthesofawithgreattendernessandcare,madeasignthattheladywastocomein。Hefolloweddirectly,andmetHarrietCarkeronthestair。
`Alone!\'hesaid,`andJohnherethismorning!Isthereanythingthematter,mydear?Butno,\'headded,`yourfacetellsquiteanotherstory。\'
`Iamafraiditisaselfishrevelationthatyouseethere,then,\'
sheanswered。
`Itisaverypleasantone,\'saidhe;`and,ifselfish,anoveltytoo,worthseeinginyou。ButIdon\'tbelievethat。\'
Hehadplacedachairforherbythistime,andsatdownopposite;
thevioloncellolyingsnuglyonthesofabetweenthem。
`Youwillnotbesurprisedatmycomingalone,oratJohn\'snothavingtoldyouIwascoming,\'saidHarriet;`andyouwillbelievethat,whenItellyouwhyIhavecome。MayIdosonow?\'
`Youcandonothingbetter。\'
`Youwerenotbusy?\'
Hepointedtothevioloncellolyingonthesofa,andsaid,`I
havebeen,allday。Here\'smywitness。Ihavebeenconfidingallmycarestoit。IwishIhadnonebutmyowntotell。\'
`IstheHouseatanend?\'saidHarriet,earnestly。
`Completelyatanend。\'
`Willitneverberesumed?\'
`Never。\'
Thebrightexpressionofherfacewasnotovershadowedasherlipssilentlyrepeatedtheword。Heseemedtoobservethiswithsomelittleinvoluntarysurprise:andsaidagain:
`Never。YourememberwhatItoldyou。Ithasbeen,allalong,impossibletoconvincehim;impossibletoreasonwithhim;sometimes,impossibleeventoapproachhim。Theworsthashappened;andtheHousehasfallen,nevertobuiltupanymore。\'
`AndMr。Dombey,ishepersonallyruined?\'
`Ruined。\'`Willhehavenoprivatefortuneleft?Nothing?\'
Acertaineagernessinhervoice,andsomethingthatwasalmostjoyfulinherlook,seemedtosurprisehimmoreandmore;todisappointhimtoo,andjardiscordantlyagainsthisownemotions。Hedrummedwiththefingersofonehandonthetable,lookingwistfullyather,andshakinghishead,said,afterapause:
`TheextentofMr。Dombey\'sresourcesisnotaccuratelywithinmyknowledge;butthoughtheyaredoubtlessverylarge,hisobligationsareenormous。Heisagentlemanofhighhonourandintegrity。Anymaninhispositioncould,andmanyamaninhispositionwould,havesavedhimself,bymakingtermswhichwouldhaveveryslighty,almostinsensibly,increasedthelossesofthosewhohadhaddealingswithhim,andlefthimaremnanttoliveupon。Butheisresolvedonpaymenttothelastfarthingofhismeans。Hisownwordsare,thattheywillclear,ornearlyclear,theHouse,andthatnoonecanlosemuch。Ah,MissHarriet,itwoulddousnoharmtorememberoftenerthanwedo,thatvicesaresometimesonlyvirtuescarriedtoexcess!Hisprideshowswellinthis。\'
Sheheardhimwithlittleornochangeinherexpression,andwithadividedattentionthatshowedhertobebusywithsomethinginherownmind。Whenhewassilent,sheaskedhimhurriedly:
`Haveyouseenhimlately?\'
`Nooneseeshim。Whenthiscrisisofhisaffairsrendersitnecessaryforhimtocomeoutofhishouse,hecomesoutfortheoccasion,andagaingoeshome,andshutshimselfup,andwillseenoone。Hehaswrittenmealetter,acknowledgingourpastconnexioninhighertermsthanitdeserved,andpartingfromme。Iamdelicateofobtrudingmyselfuponhimnow,neverhavinghadmuchintercoursewithhiminbettertimes;butIhavetriedtodoso。Ihavewritten,gonethere,entreated。Quiteinvain。\'
Hewatchedher,asinthehopethatshewouldtestifysomegreaterconcernthanshehadyetshown;andspokegravelyandfeelingly,asiftoimpressherthemore;buttherewasnochangeinher。
`Well,well,MissHarriet,\'hesaid,withadisappointedair,`thisisnottothepurpose。Youhavenotcomeheretohearthis。Someotherandpleasanterthemeisinyourmind。Letitbeinmine,too,andweshalltalkuponmoreequalterms。Come!\'
`No,itisthesametheme,\'returnedHarriet,withfrankandquicksurprise。`Isitnotlikelythatitshouldbe?IsitnotnaturalthatJohnandIshouldhavebeenthinkingandspeakingverymuchoflateofthesegreatchanges?Mr。Dombey,whomheservedsomanyyears——youknowuponwhatterms——reduced,asyoudescribe;andwequiterich!\'
Good,trueface,asthatfaceofherswas,andpleasantasithadbeentohim,Mr。Morfin,thehazel-eyedbachelor,sincethefirsttimehehadeverlookeduponit,itpleasedhimlessatthatmoment,lightedwitharayofexultation,thanithadeverpleasedhimbefore。
`Ineednotremindyou,\'saidHarriet,castingdownhereyesuponherblackdress,`throughwhatmeansourcircumstanceschanged。YouhavenotforgottenthatourbrotherJames,uponthatdreadfulday,leftnowill,norelationsbutourselves。\'
Thefacewaspleasantertohimnow,thoughitwaspaleandmelancholy,thanithadbeenamomentsince。Heseemedtobreathemorecheerily。
`Youknow,\'shesaid,`ourhistory,thehistoryofbothmybrothers,inconnexionwiththeunfortunate,unhappygentleman,ofwhomyouhavespokensotruly。Youknowhowfewourwantsare——John\'sandmine——andwhatlittleusewehaveformoney,afterthelifewehaveledtogetherforsomanyyears;andnowthatheisearninganincomethatisampleforus,throughyourkindness。YouarenotunpreparedtohearwhatfavourIhavecometoaskofyou?\'
`Ihardlyknow。Iwas,aminuteago。Now,Ithink,Iamnot。\'
`OfmydeadbrotherIsaynothing。Ifthedeadknowwhatwedo——butyouunderstandme。OfmylivingbrotherIcouldsaymuch:butwhatneedIsaymore,thanthatthisactofduty,inwhichIhavecometoaskyourindispensableassistance,ishisown,andthathecannotrestuntilitisperformed!\'
Sheraisedhereyesagain;andthelightofexultationinherfacebegintoappearbeautiful,intheobservanteyesthatwatchedher。
`Dearsir,\'shewentontosay,`Itmustbedoneveryquietlyandsecretly。Yourexperienceandknowledgewillpointoutawayofdoingit。Mr。Dombeymay,perhaps,beledtobelievethatitissomethingsaved,unexpectedly,fromthewreckofhisfortunes;orthatitisavoluntarytributetohishonourableanduprightcharacter,fromsomeofthosewithwhomhehashadgreatdealings;orthatitissomeoldlostdebtrepaid。
Theremustbemanywaysofdoingit。Iknowyouwillchoosethebest。ThefavourIhavecometoaskis,thatyouwilldoitforusinyourownkind,generous,consideratemanner。ThatyouwillneverspeakofittoJohn,whosechiefhappinessinthisactofrestitutionistodoitsecretly,unknown,andunapprovedof:thatonlyaverysmallpartoftheinheritancemaybereservedtous,untilMr。Dombeyshallhavepossessedtheinterestoftherestfortheremainderofhislife;thatyouwillkeepoursecret,faithfully——butthatIamsureyouwill;andthat,fromthistime,itmayseldombewhispered,evenbetweenyouandme,butmayliveinanythoughtsonlyasanewreasonforthankfulnesstoHeaven,andjoyandprideinmybrother。\'
SuchalookofexultationtheremaybeonAngels\'faces,whentheonerepentantsinnerentersHeaven,amongninety-ninejustmen。Itwasnotdimmedortarnishedbythejoyfultearsthatfilledhereyes,butwasthebrighterforthem。
`MydearHarriet,\'saidMr。Morfin,afterasilence,`Iwasnotpreparedforthis。DoIunderstandyouthatyouwishtomakeyourownpartintheinheritanceavailableforyourgoodpurpose,aswellasJohn\'s?\'
`Oh,yes,\'shereturned。`Whenwehavesharedeverythingtogetherforsolongatime,andhavehadnocare,hope,orpurposeapart,couldIbeartobeexcludedfrommyshareinthis?MayInoturgeaclaimtobemybrother\'spartnerandcompaniontothelast?\'
`HeavenforbidthatIshoulddisputeit!\'hereplied。
`Wemayrelyonyourfriendlyhelp?\'shesaid。`Iknewwemight!\'
`Ishouldbeaworsemanthan,——thanIhopeIam,orwouldwillinglybelievemyself,ifIcouldnotgiveyouthatassurancefrommyheartandsoul。Youmay,implicitly。Uponmyhonour,Iwillkeepyoursecret。AndifitshouldbefoundthatMr。DombeyissoreducedasIfearhewillbe,actingonadeterminationthatthereseemtobenomeansofinfluencing,Iwillassistyoutoaccomplishthedesign,onwhichyouandJohnarejointlyresolved。\'
Shegavehimherhand,andthankedhimwithacordial,happyface。
`Harriet,\'hesaid,detainingitinhis。`Tospeaktoyouoftheworthofanysacrificethatyoucanmakenow——aboveall,ofanysacrificeofmeremoney——wouldbeidleandpresumptuous。Toputbeforeyouanyappealtoreconsideryourpurposeortosetnarrowlimitstoit,wouldbe,Ifeel,notlessso。Ihavenorighttomarthegreatendofagreathistory,byanyobtrusionofmyownweakself。Ihaveeveryrighttobendmyheadbeforewhatyouconfidetome,satisfiedthatitcomesfromahigherandbettersourceofinspirationthanmypoorworldlyknowledge。Iwillsayonlythis:
Iamyourfaithfulsteward;andIwouldratherbeso,andyourchosenfriend,thanIwouldbeanybodyintheworld,exceptyourself。\'
Shethankedhimagain,cordially,andwishedhimgoodnight。
`Areyougoinghome?\'hesaid。`Letmegowithyou。\'
`Notto-night。Iamnotgoinghomenow;Ihaveavisittomakealone。Willyoucometo-morrow?\'
`Well,well,\'saidhe,`I\'llcometo-morrow。Inthemeantime,I\'llthinkofthis,andhowwecanbestproceed。Andperhapsyou\'llthinkofit,dearHarriet,and——and——thinkofmealittleinconnexionwithit。\'
Hehandedherdowntoacoachshehadinwaitingatthedoor;andifhislandladyhadnotbeendeaf,shewouldhaveheardhimmutteringashewentbackupstairs,whenthecoachhaddrivenoff,thatwewerecreaturesofhabit,anditwasasorrowfulhabittobeanoldbachelor。
Thevioloncellolyingonthesofabetweenthetwochairs,hetookitup,withoutputtingawaythevacantchair,andsatdroningonit,andslowlyshakinghisheadatthevacantchair,foralong,longtime。Theexpressionhecommunicatedtotheinstrumentatfirst,thoughmonstrouslypatheticandbland,wasnothingtotheexpressionhecommunicatedtothisownface,andbestowedupontheemptychair:whichwassosincere,thathewasobligedtohaverecoursetoCaptainCuttle\'sremedymorethanonce,andtorubhisfacewithhissleeve。Bydegrees,however,thevioloncello,inunisonwithhisownframeofmind,glidedmelodiouslyintotheHarmoniousBlacksmith,whichheplayedoverandoveragain,untilhisruddyandserenefacegleamedliketruemetalontheanvilofaveritableblacksmith。Infine,thevioloncelloandtheemptychairwerethecompanionsofhisbachelorhooduntilnearlymidnight;andwhenhetookhissupper,thevioloncellosetuponendinthesofacorner,bigwiththelatentharmonyofawholefoundryfullofharmoniousblacksmiths,seemedtoogletheemptychairoutofitscrookedeyes,withunutterableintelligence。
WhenHarrietleftthehouse,thedriverofherhiredcoach,takingacoursethatwasevidentlynonewonetohim,wentinandoutbybye-ways,throughthatpartofthesuburbs,untilhearrivedatsomeopenground,wheretherewereafewquietlittleoldhousesstandingamonggardens。
Atthegarden-gateofoneofthesehestopped,andHarrietalighted。
Hergentleringingatthebellwasrespondedtobyadolorous-lookingwoman,oflightcomplexion,withraisedeyebrows,andheaddroopingononeside,whocurtseyedatsightofher,andconductedheracrossthegardentothehouse。
`Howisyourpatient,nurse,to-night?\'saidHarriet。
`Inapoorway,Miss,Iamafraid。Ohhowshedoremindme,sometimes,ofmyuncle\'sBetseyJane!\'returnedthewomanofthelightcomplexion,inasortofdolefulrapture。
`Inwhatrespect?\'askedHarriet。
`Miss,inallrespects,\'repliedtheother,`exceptthatshe\'sgrownup,andBetseyJane,whenatdeath\'sdoor,wasbutachild。\'
`Butyouhavetoldmesherecovered,\'observedHarrietmildly;
`sothereisthemorereasonforhope,Mrs。Wickam。\'
`Ah,Miss,hopeisanexcellentthingforsuchashasthespiritstobearit!\'saidMrs。Wickam,shakingherhead。`Myownspiritsisnotequaltoit,butIdon\'toweitanygrudge。Ienvysthemthatissoblest!\'
`Youshouldtrytobemorecheerful,\'remarkedHarriet。
`Thankyou,Miss,I\'msure,\'saidMrs。Wickamgrimly。`IfIwassoinclined,thelonelinessofthissituation——you\'llexcusemyspeakingsofree——wouldputitoutofmypowerinfourandtwentyhours;butIan\'tatall。I\'drathernot。ThelittlespiritsthatIeverhad,IwasbereavedofatBrightonsomefewyearsago,andIthinkIfeelmyselfthebetterforit。\'
Intruth,thiswastheveryMrs。Wickamwhohadsuper-sededMrs。
RichardsasthenurseoflittlePaul,andwhoconsideredherselftohavegainedthelossinquestion,undertheroofoftheamiablePipchin。Theexcellentandthoughtfuloldsystem,hallowedbylongprescription,whichhasusuallypickedoutfromtherestofmankindthemostdrearyanduncomfortablepeoplethatcouldpossiblybelaidholdof,toactasinstructorsofyouth,finger-poststothevirtues,matrons,monitors,attendantsonsickbeds,andthelike,hadestablishedMrs。Wickaminverygoodbusinessasanurse,andhadledtoherseriousqualitiesbeingparticularlycommendedbyanadmiringandnumerousconnexion。
Mrs。Wickam,withhereyebrowselevated,andherheadononeside,lightedthewayupstairstoaclean,neatchamber,openingonanotherchamberdimlylighted,wheretherewasabed。Inthefirstroom,anoldwomansatmechanicallystaringoutattheopenwindow,onthedarkness。
Inthesecond,stretcheduponthebed,laytheshadowofafigurethathadspurnedthewindandrain,onewintrynight;hardlytoberecognisednow,butbythelongblackhairthatshowedsoveryblackagainstthecolourlessface,andallthewhitethingsaboutit。
Oh,thestrongeyes,andtheweakframe!TheeyesthatturnedsoeagerlyandbrightlytothedoorwhenHarrietcamein;thefeebleheadthatcouldnotraiseitself,andmovedsoslowlyrounduponitspillow!
`Alice!\'saidthevisitor\'smildvoice,`amIlateto-night?\'
`Youalwaysseemlate,butarealwaysearly。\'
Harriethadsatdownbythebedsidenow,andputherhanduponthethinhandlyingthere。
`Youarebetter?\'
Mrs。Wickam,standingatthefootofthebed,likeadisconsolatespectre,mostdecidedlyandforciblyshookherheadtonegativethisposition。
`Itmattersverylittle!\'saidAlice,withafaintsmile。`Betterorworseto-day,isbutaday\'sdifference——perhapsnotsomuch。\'
Mrs。Wickam,asaseriouscharacter,expressedherapprovalwithagroan;andhavingmadesomecolddabsatthebottomofthebedclothes,asfeelingforthepatient\'sfeetandexpectingtofindthemstony,wentclinkingamongthemedicinebottlesonthetable,aswhoshouldsay,`whilewearehere,letusrepeatthemixtureasbefore。\'
`No,\'saidAlice,whisperingtohervisitor,`evilcourses,andremorse,travel,want,andweather,stormwithin,andstormwithout,havewornmylifeaway。Itwillnotlastmuchlonger。\'