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  Histeethgleamedthroughhismaliciousrelishofthisconceit,ashewentontalking:

  `Mr。Dombeyisreallycapableofnomoretrueconsiderationforyou,Madam,thanforme。Thecomparisonisanextremeone;Iintendittobeso;butquitejust。Mr。Dombey,intheplenitudeofhispower,askedme——Ihaditfromhisownlipsyesterdaymorning——tobehisgobetweentoyou,becauseheknowsIamnotagreeabletoyou,andbecauseheintendsthatIshallbeapunishmentforyourcontumacy;andbesidesthat,becausehereallydoesconsider,thatI,hispaidservant,amanambassadorwhomitisderogatorytothedignity——notoftheladytowhomIhavethehappinessofspeaking;shehasnoexistenceinhismind——butofhiswife,apartofhimself,toreceive。Youmayimaginehowregardlessofme,howobtusetothepossibilityofmyhavinganyindividualsentimentoropinionheis,whenhetellsme,openly,thatIamsoemployed。Youknowhowperfectlyindifferenttoyourfeelingsheis,whenhethreatensyouwithsuchamessenger。

  Asyou,ofcourse,havenotforgottenthathedid。\'

  Shewatchedhimstillattentively。Buthewatchedhertoo;andhesawthatthisindicationofaknowledgeonhispart,ofsomethingthathadpassedbetweenherselfandherhusband,rankledandsmartedinherhaughtybreast,likeapoisonedarrow。

  `IdonotrecallallthistowidenthebreachbetweenyourselfandMr。Dombey,Madam——Heavenforbid!whatwoulditprofitme?——butasanexampleofthehopelessnessofimpressingMr。Dombeywithasensethatanybodyistobeconsideredwhenheisinquestion。Wewhoareabouthim,have,inourvariouspositions,doneourpart,Idaresay,toconfirmhiminhiswayofthinking;butifwehadnotdoneso,otherswould——ortheywouldnothavebeenabouthim;andithasalwaysbeenfromthebeginning,theverystapleofhislife。Mr。Dombeyhashadtodeal,inshort,withnonebutsubmissiveanddependentpersons,whohavebowedtheknee,andbenttheneck,beforehim。Hehasneverknownwhatitistohaveangryprideandstrongresentmentopposedtohim。\'

  `Buthewillknowitnow!\'sheseemedtosay;thoughherlipsdidnotpart,nothereyesfalter。Hesawthesoftdowntrembleonceagain,andhesawherlaytheplumageofthebeautifulbirdagainstherbosomforamoment;andheunfoldedonemoreringofthecoilintowhichhehadgatheredhimself。

  `Mr。Dombey,thoughamosthonourablegentleman,\'hesaid,`issopronetopervertevenfactstohisownview,whenheisatallopposed,inconsequenceofthewarpinhismind,thathe——canIgiveabetterinstancethanthis!——hesincerelybelievesyouwillexcusethefollyofwhatI

  amabouttosay;itnotbeingminethathissevereexpressionofopiniontohispresentwife,onacertainspecialoccasionshemayremember,beforethelamenteddeathofMrs。Skewton,producedawitheringeffect,andforthemomentquitesubduedher!\'

  Edithlaughed。Howharshlyandunmusicallyneednotbedescribed。

  Itisenoughthathewasgladtohearher。

  `Madam,\'heresumed,`Ihavedonewiththis。Yourownopinionsaresostrong,and,Iampersuaded,sounalterable,\'herepeatedthosewordsslowlyandwithgreatemphasis,`thatIamalmostafraidtoincuryourdispleasureanew,whenIsaythatinspiteofthesedefectsandmyfullknowledgeofthem,IhavebecomehabituatedtoMr。Dombey,andesteemhim。ButwhenIsayso,itisnot,believeme,forthemeresakeofvauntingafeelingthatissoutterlyatvariancewithyourown,andforwhichyoucanhavesympathy\'——ohhowdistinctandplainandemphasizedthiswas!——`buttogiveyouanassuranceofthezealwithwhich,inthisunhappymatter,Iamyours,andtheindignationwithwhichIregardthepartIamrequiredtofill!\'

  Shesatasifwereafraidtotakehereyesfromhisface。

  Andnowtounwindthelastringofthecoil!

  `Itisgrowinglate,\'saidCarker,afterapause,`andyouare,asyousaid,fatigued。Butthesecondobjectofthisinterview,Imustnotforget。Imustrecommendyou,Imustentreatyouinthemostearnestmanner,forsufficientreasonsthatIhave,tobecautiousinyourdemonstrationsofregardforMissDombey。\'

  `Cautious!Whatdoyoumean?\'

  `Tobecarefulhowyouexhibittoomuchaffectionforthatyounglady。\'

  `Toomuchaffection,Sir!\'saidEdith,knittingherbroadbrowandrising。`Whojudgesmyaffection,ormeasuresitout?You?\'

  `ItisnotIwhodoso。\'Hewas,orfeignedtobe,perplexed。

  `Whothen?\'

  `Canyounotguesswhothen?\'

  `Idonotchoosetoguess,\'sheanswered。

  `Madam,\'hesaidafteralittlehesitation;meantimetheyhadbeen,andstillwere,regardingeachotherasbefore;`Iaminadifficultyhere。Youhavetoldmeyouwillreceivenomessage,andyouhaveforbiddenmetoreturntothatsubject;butthetwosubjectsaresocloselyentwined,Ifind,thatunlessyouwillacceptthisvaguecautionfromonewhohasnowthehonourtopossessyourconfidence,thoughthewaytoithasbeenthroughyourdispleasure,Imustviolatetheinjunctionyouhavelaiduponme。\'

  `Youknowthatyouarefreetodoso,Sir,\'saidEdith。`Doit。\'

  Sopale,sotremblingsoimpassioned!Hehadnotmiscalculatedtheeffectthen!

  `Hisinstructionswere,\'hesaid,inalowvoice,`thatIshouldinformyouthatyourdemeanourtowardsMissDombeyisnotagreeabletohim。Thatitsuggestscomparisonstohimwhicharenotfavourabletohimself。

  Thathedesiresitmaybewhollychanged;andthatifyouareinearnest,heisconfidentitwillbe;foryourcontinuedshowofaffectionwillnotbenefititsobject。\'

  `Thatisathreat,\'shesaid。

  `Thatisathreat,\'heanswered,inhisvoicelessmannerofassent:

  addingaloud,`butnotdirectedagainstyou。\'

  Proud,erect,anddignified,asshestoodconfrontinghim;andlookingthroughhimasshedid,withherfullbrightflashingeye;andsmiling,asshewas,withscornandbitterness;shesunkasifthegroundhasdroppedbeneathher,andinaninstantwouldhavefallenonthefloor,butthathecaughtherinhisarms。Asinstantaneouslyshethrewhimoff,themomentthathetouchedher,and,drawingback,confrontedhimagain,immoveable,withherhandstretchedout。

  `Pleasetoleaveme。Saynomoreto-night。\'

  `Ifeeltheurgencyofthis,\'saidMr。Carker,`becauseitisimpossibletosaywhatunforeseenconsequencesmightarise,orhowsoon,fromyourbeingunacquaintedwithhisstateofmind。IunderstandMissDombeyisconcerned,now,atthedismissalofheroldservant,whichislikelytohavebeenaminorconsequenceinitself。Youdon\'tblamemeforrequestingthatMissDombeymightnotbepresent。MayIhopeso?\'

  `Idonot。Pleasetoleaveme,Sir。\'

  `Iknewthatyourregardfortheyounglady,whichisverysincereandstrong,Iamwellpersuaded,wouldrenderitagreatunhappinesstoyou,evertobeapreytothereflectionthatyouhadinjuredherpositionandruinedherfuturehopes,\'saidCarkerhurriedly,buteagerly。

  `Nomoreto-night。Leaveme,ifyouplease。\'

  `Ishallbehereconstantlyinmyattendanceuponhim,andinthetransactionofbusinessmatters。Youwillallowmetoseeyouagainandtoconsultwhatshouldbedone,andlearnyourwishes?\'

  Shemotionedhimtowardsthedoor。

  `IcannotevendecidewhethertotellhimIhavespokentoyouyet;ortoleadhimtosupposethatIhavedeferreddoingso,forwantofopportunity,orforanyotherreason。Itwillbenecessarythatyoushouldenablemetoconsultwithyouverysoon。\'

  `Atanytimebutnow,\'sheanswered。

  `Youwillunderstand,whenIwishtoseeyou,thatMissDombeyisnottobepresent;andthatIseekaninterviewasonewhohasthehappinesstopossessyourconfidence,andwhocomestorenderyoueveryassistanceinhispower,and,perhaps,onmanyoccasions,towardoffevilfromher?\'

  Lookingathimstillwiththesameapparentdreadofreleasinghimforamomentfromtheinfluenceofhersteadygaze,whateverthatmightbe,sheanswered,`Yes!\'andoncemorebadehimgo。

  Hebowed,asifincompliance;butturningback,whenhehadnearlyreachedthedoor,said:

  `Iamforgiven,andhaveexplainedmyfault。MayI——forMissDombey\'ssakeandformyown——takeyourhandbeforeIgo?\'

  Shegavehimtheglovedhandshehadmaimedlastnight。Hetookitinoneofhis,andkissedit,andwithdrew。Andwhenhehadclosedthedoor,hewavedthehandwithwhichhehadtakenhers,andthrustitinhisbreast。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter46[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXLVIRecognizantandReflectiveAMONGsundryminoralterationsinMr。Carker\'slifeandhabitsthatbegantotakeplaceatthistime,nonewasmoreremarkablethantheextraordinarydiligencewithwhichheappliedhimselftobusiness,andtheclosenesswithwhichheinvestigatedeverydetailthattheaffairsoftheHouselaidopentohim。Alwaysactiveandpenetratinginsuchmatters,hislynx-eyedvigilancenowincreasedtwenty-fold。Notonlydidhiswearywatchkeeppacewitheverypresentpointthateverydaypresentedtohiminsomenewform,butinthemidstoftheseengrossingoccupationshefoundleisure——thatis,hemadeit——toreviewthepasttransactionsoftheFirm,andhisshareinthem,duringalongseriesofyears。Frequentlywhentheclerkswereallgone,theofficesdarkandempty,andallsimilarplacesofbusinessshutup,Mr。Carker,withthewholeanatomyoftheironroomlaidbarebeforehim,wouldexplorethemysteriesofbooksandpapers,withthepatientprogressofamanwhowasdissectingtheminutestnervesandfibresofhissubject。Perch,themessenger,whousuallyremainedontheseoccasions,toentertainhimselfwiththeperusalofthePriceCurrentbythelightofonecandle,ortodozeoverthefireintheouteroffice,attheimminentriskeverymomentofdivingheadforemostintothecoal-box,couldnotwithholdthetributeofhisadmirationfromthiszealousconduct,althoughitmuchcontractedhisdomesticenjoyments;andagain,andagain,expatiatedtoMrs。PerchnownursingtwinsontheindustryandacutenessoftheirmanaginggentlemanintheCity。

  ThesameincreasedandsharpattentionthatMr。CarkerbestowedonthebusinessoftheHouse,heappliedtohisownpersonalaffairs。Thoughnotapartnerintheconcern——adistinctionhithertoreservedsolelytoinheritorsofthegreatnameofDombey——hewasinthereceiptofsomepercentageonitsdealings;and,participatinginallitsfacilitiesfortheemploymentofmoneytoadvantage,wasconsidered,bytheminnowsamongthetritonsoftheEast,arichman。Itbegantobesaid,amongtheseshrewdobservers,thatJemCarker,ofDombey\'s,waslookingabouthimtoseewhathewasworth;andthathewascallinginhismoneyatagoodtime,likethelong-headedfellowhewas;andbetswereevenofferedontheStockExchangethatJemwasgoingtomarryarichwidow。

  YetthesecaresdidnotintheleastinterferewithMr。Carker\'swatchingofhischief,orwithhiscleanness,neatness,sleekness,oranycat-likequalityhepossessed。Itwasnotsomuchthattherewasachangeinhim,inreferencetoanyofhishabits,asthatthewholemanwasintensified。

  Everythingthathadbeenobservableinhimbefore,wasobservablenow,butwithagreateramountofconcentration。Hedideachsinglething,asifhedidnothingelse——aprettycertainindicationinamanofthatrangeofabilityandpurpose,thatheisdoingsomethingwhichsharpensandkeepsalivehiskeenestpowers。

  Theonlydecidedalterationinhimwas,thatasherodetoandfroalongthestreets,hewouldfallintodeepfitsofmusing,likethatinwhichhehadcomeawayfromMr。Dombey\'shouse,onthemorningofthatgentleman\'sdisaster。Atsuchtimes,hewouldkeepclearoftheobstaclesinhisway,mechanically;andwouldappeartoseeandhearnothinguntilarrivalathisdestination,orsomesuddenchanceoreffortrousedhim。

  Walkinghiswhite-leggedhorsethus,tothecounting-houseofDombeyandSononeday,hewasasunconsciousoftheobservationoftwopairsofwomen\'seyes,asofthefascinatedorbsofRobtheGrinder,who,inwaitingastreet\'slengthfromtheappointedplace,asademonstrationofpunctuality,vainlytouchedandretouchedhishattoattractattention,andtrottedalongonfoot,byhismaster\'sside,preparedtoholdhisstirrupwhenheshouldalight。

  `Seewherehegoes!\'criedoneofthesetwowomen,anoldcreature,whostretchedouthershrivelledarmtopointhimouttohercompanion,ayoungwoman,whostoodclosebesideher,withdrawnlikeherselfintoagateway。

  Mrs。Brown\'sdaughterlookedout,atthisbiddingonthepartofMrs。Brown;andtherewerewrathandvengeanceinherface。

  `Ineverthoughttolookathimagain,\'shesaid,inalowvoice;

  `butit\'swellIshould,perhaps。Isee。Isee!\'

  `Notchanged!\'saidtheoldwoman,withalookofeagermalice。

  `Hechanged!\'returnedtheother。`Whatfor?Whathashesuffered?Thereischangeenoughfortwentyinme。Isn\'tthatenough?\'

  `Seewherehegoes!\'mutteredtheoldwoman,watchingherdaughterwithherredeyes;`soeasyandsotrim,a-horseback,whileweareinthemud——\'

  `Andofit,\'saidherdaughterimpatiently。`Wearemud,underneathhishorse\'sfeet。Whatshouldwebe?\'

  Intheintentnesswithwhichshelookedafterhimagain,shemadeahastygesturewithherhandwhentheoldwomanbegantoreply,asifherviewcouldbeobstructedbymeresound。Hermotherwatchingher,andnothim,remainedsilent;untilherkindlingglancesubsided,andshedrewalongbreath,asifinthereliefofhisbeinggone。

  `Deary!\'saidtheoldwomanthen。`Alice!Handsomegal!Ally!\'

  Shegentlyshookhersleevetoarouseherattention。`Willyoulethimgolikethat,whenyoucanwringmoneyfromhim?Why,it\'sawickedness,mydaughter。\'

  `Haven\'tItoldyou,that,Iwillnothavemoneyfromhim?\'shereturned。`Anddon\'tyouyetbelieveme?DidItakehissister\'smoney?

  WouldItouchapenny,ifIknewit,thathadgonethroughhiswhitehands——unlessitwas,indeed,thatIcouldpoisonit,andsenditbacktohim?Peace,mother,andcomeaway。\'

  `Andhimsorich?\'murmuredtheoldwoman。`Andussopoor!\'

  `Poorinnotbeingabletopayhimanyoftheharmweowehim,\'

  returnedherdaughter。`Lethimgivemethatsortofriches,andI\'lltakethemfromhim,andusethem。Comeaway。It\'snogoodlookingathishorse。

  Comeaway,mother!\'

  Buttheoldwoman,forwhomthespectacleofRobtheGrinderreturningdownthestreet,leadingtheriderlesshorse,appearedtohavesomeextraneousinterestthatitdidnotpossessinitself,surveyedthatyoungmanwiththeutmostearnestness;andseemingtohavewhateverdoubtssheentertained,resolvedashedrewnearer,glancedatherdaughterwithbrightenedeyesandwithherfingeronherlip,andemergingfromthegatewayatthemomentofhispassing,touchedhimontheshoulder。

  `Why,where\'smysprightlyRobbeen,allthistime!\'shesaid,asheturnedround。

  ThesprightlyRob,whosesprightlinesswasverymuchdiminishedbythesalutation,lookedexceedinglydismayed,andsaid,withthewaterrisinginhiseyes:

  `Oh!whycan\'tyouleaveapoorcovealone,MissesBrown,whenhe\'sgettinganhonestlivelihoodandconductinghimselfrespectable?Whatdoyoucomeanddepriveacoveofhischaracterfor,bytalkingtohiminthestreets,whenhe\'stakinghismaster\'shorsetoahoneststable——ahorseyou\'dgoandsellforcats\'anddogs\'meatifyouhadyourway!Why,Ithought,\'saidtheGrinder,producinghisconcludingremarkasifitweretheclimaxofallhisinjuries,`thatyouwasdeadlongago!\'

  `Thisistheway,\'criedtheoldwoman,appealingtoherdaughter,`thathetalkstome,whoknewhimweeksandmonthstogether,mydeary,andhavestoodhisfriendmanyandmanyatimeamongthepigeon-fancyingtrampsandbirdcatchers。\'

  `Letthebirdsbe,willyou,MissesBrown?\'retortedRob,inatoneoftheacutestanguish。`Ithinkacovehadbetterhavetodowithlionsthanthemlittlecreeturs,forthey\'realwaysflyingbackinyourfacewhenyouleastexceptit。Well,howd\'yedoandwhatdoyouwant?\'

  ThesepoliteinquiriestheGrinderuttered,asitwereunderprotest,andwithgreatexasperationandvindictiveness。

  `Harkhowhespeakstoanoldfriend,mydeary!\'saidMrs。Brown,againappealingtoherdaughter。`Butthere\'ssomeofhisoldfriendsnosopatientasme。IfIwastotellsomethatheknows,andhassportedandcheatedwith,wheretofindhim——\'

  `Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?\'interruptedthemiserableGrinder,glancingquicklyround,asthoughheexceptedtoseehismaster\'steethshiningathiselbow。`Whatdoyoutakeapleasureinruiningacovefor?Atyourtimeoflifetoo!whenyououghttobethinkingofavarietyofthings!\'

  `Whatagallanthours!\'saidtheoldwoman,pattingtheanimal\'sneck。

  `Lethimalone,willyou,MissesBrown?\'criedRob,pushingawayherhand。`You\'reenoughtodriveapenitentcovemad!\'

  `Why,whathurtdoIdohim,child?\'returnedtheoldwoman。

  `Hurt?\'saidRob。`He\'sgotamasterthatwouldfinditoutifhewastouchedwithastraw。\'Andheblewupontheplacewheretheoldwoman\'shandhadrestedforamoment,andsmootheditgentlywithhisfinger,asifheseriouslybelievedwhathesaid。

  Theoldwomanlookingbacktomumbleandmouthatherdaughter,whofollowed,keptclosetoRob\'sheelsashewalkedonwiththebridleinhishand;andpursuedtheconversation。

  `Agoodplace,Rob,eh?\'saidshe。`You\'reluck,mychild。\'

  `Ohdon\'ttalkaboutluck,MissesBrown,\'returnedthewretchedGrinder,facingroundandstopping。`Ifyou\'dnevercome,orifyou\'dgoaway,thenindeedacovemightbeconsideredtolerablylucky。Can\'tyougoalong,MissesBrown,andnotfollerme!\'blubberedRob,withsuddendefiance。`Iftheyoungwoman\'safriendofyours,whydon\'tshetakeyouaway,insteadoflettingyoumakeyourselfsodisgraceful!\'

  `What!\'croakedtheoldwoman,puttingherfaceclosetohis,withamalevolentgrinuponitthatpuckeredupthelooseskindowninherverythroat。`Doyoudenyyouroldchum!Haveyoulurkedtomyhousefiftytimes,andsleptsoundinacornerwhenyouhadnootherbedbutthepaving-stones,anddoyoutalktomelikethis!HaveIboughtandsoldwithyou,andhelpedyouinmywayofbusiness,schoolboy,sneak,andwhatnot,anddoyoutellmetogoalong!CouldIraiseacrowdofoldcompanyaboutyouto-morrowmorning,thatwouldfollowyoutoruinlikecopiesofyourownshadow,anddoyouturnonmewithyourboldlooks!I\'llgo。Come,Alice。\'

  `Stop,MissesBrown!\'criedthedistractedGrinder。`Whatareyoudoingof?Don\'tputyourselfinapassion!Don\'tlethergo,ifyouplease。Ihaven\'tmeantanyoffence。Isaid“howd\'yedo,“atfirst,didn\'tI?Butyouwouldn\'tanswer。Howdoyoudo?Besides,\'saidRobpiteously,`lookhere!Howcanacovestandtalkinginthestreetwithhismaster\'spradawantingtobetooktoberubbeddown,andhismasteruptoeveryindividglethingthathappens!\'

  Theoldwomanmadeashowofbeingpartiallyappeased,butshookherhead,andmouthedandmutteredstill。

  `Comealongtothestables,andhaveaglassofsomethingthat\'sgoodforyou,MissesBrown,can\'tyou?\'saidRob,`insteadofgoingon,likethat,whichisnogoodtoyou,noranybodyelse。Comealongwithher,willyoubesokind?\'saidRob。`I\'mdelightedtoseeher,ifitwasn\'tforthehorse!\'

  Withthisapology,Robturnedaway,aruefulpictureofdespair,andwalkedhischargedownabyestreet。Theoldwoman,mouthingatherdaughter,followedcloseuponhim。Thedaughterfollowed。

  Turningintoasilentlittlesquareofcourt-yardthathadagreatchurchtowerrisingaboveit,andapacker\'swarehouse,andabottle-maker\'swarehouse,foritsplaceofbusiness,RobtheGrinderdeliveredthewhite-leggedhorsetothehostlerofaquaintstableatthecorner;andinvitingMrs。

  Brownandherdaughtertoseatthemselvesuponastonebenchatthegateofthatestablishment,soonreappearedfromaneighbouringpublic-housewithapewtermeasureandaglass。

  `Here\'smaster——Mr。Carker,child!\'saidtheoldwoman,slowly,ashersentimentbeforedrinking。`Lordblesshim!\'

  `Why,Ididn\'ttellyouwhohewas?\'observedRob,withstaringeyes。

  `Weknowhimbyslight,\'saidMrs。Brown,whoseworkingmouthandnoddingheadstoppedforthemoment,inthefixednessofherattention。

  `Wesawhimpassthismorning,aforehegotoffhishorse;whenyouwerereadytotakeit。\'

  `Aye,aye,\'returnedRob,appearingtowishthathisreadinesshadcarriedhimtoanyotherplace——`What\'sthematterwithher?Won\'tshedrink?\'

  ThisinquiryhadreferencetoAlice,who,foldedinhercloak,satalittleapartprofoundlyinattentivetohisofferofthereplenishedglass。

  Theoldwomanshookherhead。`Don\'tmindher,\'shesaid;`she\'sastrangecreetur,ifyouknow\'dher,Rob。ButMr。Carker——\'

  `Hush!\'saidRob,glancingcautiouslyupatthepacker\'s,andatthebottle-maker\'s,asif,fromanyoneofthetiersofwarehouses,Mr。Carkermightbelookingdown。`Softly。\'

  `Why,heain\'there!\'criedMrs。Brown。

  `Idon\'tknowthat,\'mutteredRob,whoseglanceevenwanderedtothechurchtower,asifhemightbethere,withasupernaturalpowerofhearing。

  `Goodmaster?\'inquiredMrs。Brown。

  Rodnodded;andadded,inalowvoice,`precioussharp。\'

  `Livesoutoftown,don\'the,lovey?\'saidtheoldwoman。

  `Whenhe\'sathome,\'returnedRob;`butwedon\'tliveathomejustnow。\'

  `Wherethen?\'askedtheoldwoman。

  `Lodgings;upnearMr。Dombey\'s\'returnedRob。

  Theyoungerwomanfixedhereyessosearchinglyuponhim,andsosuddenly,thatRobwasquiteconfounded,andofferedtheglassagain,butwithnomoreeffectuponherthanbefore。

  `Mr。Dombey——youandIusedtotalkabouthim,sometimes,youknow,\'saidRobtoMrs。Brown。`Youusedtogetmetotalkabouthim。\'

  Theoldwomannodded。

  `Well,Mr。Dombey,he\'shadafallfromhishorse,\'saidRob,unwillingly;`andmymasterhastobeupthere,morethanusual,eitherwithhim,orMrs。Dombey,orsomeof\'em;andsowe\'vecometotown。\'

  `Aretheygoodfriends,lovey?\'askedtheoldwoman。

  `Who?\'retortedRob。

  `Heandshe?\'

  `What,Mr。andMrs。Dombey?\'saidRob。`HowshouldIknow!\'

  `Notthem——MasterandMrs。Dombey,chick,\'repliedtheoldwoman,coaxingly。

  `Idon\'tknow,\'saidRob,lookingroundhimagain。`Isupposeso。Howcuriousyouare,MissesBrown!Leastsaid,soonestmended。\'

  `Whythere\'snoharminit!\'exclaimedtheoldwoman,withalaugh,andaclapofherhands。`SprightlyRobhasgrowntamesincehehasbeenwelloff!There\'snoharminit。\'

  `No,there\'snoharminit,Iknow,\'returnedRob,withthesamedistrustfulglanceatthepacker\'sandthebottle-maker\'s,andthechurch;

  `butblabbing,ifit\'sonlyaboutthenumberofbuttonsonmymaster\'scoat,won\'tdo。Itellyouitwon\'tdowithhim。Acovehadbetterdrownhimself。Hesaysso。Ishouldn\'thavesomuchastoldyouwhathisnamewas,ifyouhadn\'tknownit。Talkaboutsomebodyelse。\'

  AsRobtookanothercautioussurveyoftheyard,theoldwomanmadeasecretmotiontoherdaughter。Itwasmomentary,butthedaughter,withaslightlookofintelligence,withdrewhereyesfromtheboy\'sface,andsatfoldedinhercloakasbefore。

  `Rob,lovey!\'saidtheoldwoman,beckoninghimtotheotherendofthebench。`Youwerealwaysapetandfavouriteofmine。Now,weren\'tyou?Don\'tyouknowyouwere?\'

  `Yes,MissesBrown,\'repliedtheGrinder,withaverybadgrace。

  `Andyoucouldleaveme!\'saidtheoldwoman,flingingherarmsabouthisneck。`Youcouldgoaway,andgrowalmostoutofknowledge,andnevercometotellyourpooroldfriendhowfortunateyouwere,proudlad!

  Oho,Oho!\'

  `Ohhere\'sadreadfulgoforacovethat\'sgotamasterwideawakeintheneighbourhood!\'exclaimedthewretchedGrinder。`Tobehowledoverlikethishere!\'

  `Won\'tyoucomeandseeme,Robby?\'criedMrs。Brown。`Oho,won\'tyouevercomeandseeme?\'

  `Yes,Itellyou!Yes,Iwill!\'returnedtheGrinder。

  `That\'smyownRob!That\'smylovey!\'saidMrs。Brown,dryingthetearsuponhershrivelledface,andgivinghimatendersqueeze。`Attheoldplace,Rob?\'

  `Yes,\'repliedtheGrinder。

  `Soon,Robbydear?\'criedMrs。Brown;`andoften?\'

  `Yes。Yes。Yes,\'repliedRob。`Iwillindeed,uponmysoulandbody。\'

  `Andthen,\'saidMrs。Brown,withherarmsupliftedtowardsthesky,andherheadthrownbackandshaking,`ifhe\'struetohisword,I\'llnevercomea-nearhim,thoughIknowwhereheis,andneverbreatheasyllableabouthim!Never!\'

  ThisejaculationseemedadropofcomforttothemiserableGrinder,whoshookMrs。Brownbythehanduponit,andimploredherwithtearsinhiseyestoleaveacoveandnotdestroyhisprospects。Mrs。Brown,withanotherfondembrace,assented;butintheactoffollowingherdaughter,turnedback,withherfingerstealthilyraised,andaskedinahoarsewhisperforsomemoney。

  `Ashilling,dear!\'shesaid,withhereageravariciousface,`orsixpence!\'Foroldacquaintancesake。I\'msopoor。Andmyhandsomegal\'——lookingoverhershoulder——`she\'smygal,Rob——halfstarvesme。\'

  ButasthereluctantGrinderputitinherhand,herdaughter,comingquietlyback,caughtthehandinhers,andtwistedoutthecoin。

  `What,\'shesaid,`mother!alwaysmoney!moneyfromthefirst,andtothelast。DoyoumindsolittlewhatIsaidbutnow?Here。Takeit!\'

  Theoldwomanutteredamoanasthemoneywasrestored,butwithoutinanyotherwayopposingitsrestoration,hobbledatherdaughter\'ssideoutoftheyard,andalongthebyestreetuponwhichitopened。TheastonishedanddismayedRobstaringafterthem,sawthattheystopped,andfelltoearnestconversationverysoon;andmorethanonceobservedadarklythreateningactionoftheyoungerwoman\'shandobviouslyhavingreferencetosomeoneofwhomtheyspoke,andacrooningfeebleimitationofitonthepartofMrs。Brown,thatmadehimearnestlyhopehemightnotbethesubjectoftheirdiscourse。

  Withthepresentconsolationthattheyweregone,andwiththeprospectivecomfortthatMrs。Browncouldnotliveforever,andwasnotlikelytolivelongtotroublehim,theGrinder,nototherwiseregrettinghismisdeedsthanastheywereattendedwithsuchdisagreeableincidentalconsequences,composedhisruffledfeaturestoamoresereneexpressionbythinkingoftheadmirablemannerinwhichhehaddisposedofCaptainCuttleareflectionthatseldomfailedtoputhiminaflowofspirits,andwenttotheDombeyCountingHousetoreceivehismaster\'sorders。

  Therehismaster,sosubtleandvigilantofeye,thatRobquakedbeforehim,morethanhalfexpectingtobetaxedwithMrs。Brown,gavehimtheusualmorning\'sboxofpapersforMr。Dombey,andanoteforMrs。

  Dombey:merelynoddinghisheadasanenjoindertobecareful,andtousedispatch——amysteriousadmonition,fraughtintheGrinder\'simaginationwithdismalwarningsandthreats;andmorepowerfulwithhimthananywords。

  Aloneagain,inhisownroom,Mr。Carkerappliedhimselftowork,andworkedallday。Hesawmanyvisitors;overlookedanumberofdocuments;

  wentinandout,toandfrom,sundryplacesofmercantileresort;andindulgedinnomoreabstractionuntiltheday\'sbusinesswasdone。But,whentheusualclearanceofpapersfromhistablewasmadeatlast,hefellintohisthoughtfulmoodoncemore。

  Hewasstandinginhisaccustomedplaceandattitude,withhiseyesintentlyfixedupontheground,whenhisbrotherenteredtobringbacksomelettersthathadbeentakenoutinthecourseoftheday。Heputthemquietlyonthetable,andwasgoingimmediately,whenMr。CarkertheManager,whoseeyeshadrestedonhim,onhisentrance,asiftheyhasallthistimehadhimforthesubjectoftheircontemplation,insteadoftheoffice-floor,said:

  `Well,JohnCarker,andwhatbringsyouhere?\'

  Hisbrotherpointedtotheletters,andwasagainwithdrawing。

  `Iwonder,\'saidtheManager,`thatyoucancomeandgo,withoutinquiringhowourmasteris。\'

  `Wehadwordthismorninginthecounting-house,thatMr。Dombeywasdoingwell,\'repliedhisbrother。

  `Youaresuchameekfellow,\'saidtheManager,withasmile,——`butyouhavegrownso,inthecourseofyears——thatifanyharmcametohim,you\'dbemiserable,Idareswearnow。\'

  `Ishouldbetrulysorry,James,\'returnedtheother。

  `Hewouldbesorry!\'saidtheManager,pointingathim,asifthereweresomeotherpersonpresenttowhomhewasappealing。`Hewouldbetrulysorry!Thisbrotherofmine!Thisjunioroftheplace,thisslightedpieceoflumber,pushedasidewithhisfacetothewall,likearottenpicture,andleftso,forHeavenknowshowmanyyears:he\'sallgratitudeandrespect,anddevotiontoo,hewouldhavemebelieve!\'

  `Iwouldhaveyoubelievenothing,James,\'returnedtheother。

  `Beasjusttomeasyouwouldtoanyothermanbelowyou。Youaskaquestion,andIanswerit。\'

  `Andhaveyounothing,Spaniel,\'saidtheManager,withunusualirascibility,`tocomplainofinhim?Noproudtreatmenttoresent,noinsolence,nofooleryofstate,noexactionofanysort!Whatthedevil!

  areyoumanormouse?\'

  `Itwouldbestrangeifanytwopersonscouldbetogetherforsomanyyears,especiallyassuperiorandinferior,withouteachhavingsomethingtocomplainofintheother——ashethought,atallevents,\'repliedJohnCarker。`Butapartfrommyhistoryhere\'

  `Hishistoryhere!\'exclaimedtheManager。`Why,thereitis。

  Theveryfactthatmakeshimanextremecase,putshimoutofthewholechapter!Well?\'

  `Apartfromthat,which,asyouhint,givesmeareasontobethankfulthatIalonehappilyforalltherestpossess,surelythereisnooneintheHousewhowouldnotsayandfeelatleastasmuch。YoudonotthinkthatanybodyherewouldbeindifferenttoamischanceormisfortunehappeningtotheheadoftheHouse,oranythingthantrulysorryforit?\'

  `Youhavegoodreasontobeboundtohimtoo!\'saidtheManager,contemptuously。`Why,don\'tyoubelievethatyouarekepthere,asacheapexample,andafamousinstanceoftheclemencyofDombeyandSon,redoundingtothecreditoftheillustriousHouse?\'

  `No,\'repliedhisbrother,mildly,`IhavelongbelievedthatIamkepthereformorekindanddisinterestedreasons。\'

  `Butyouweregoing,\'saidtheManager,withthesnarlofatiger-cat,`torecitesomeChristianprecept,Iobserved。\'

  `Nay,James,\'returnedtheother,`thoughthetieofbrotherhoodbetweenushasbeenlongbrokenandthrownaway\'

  `Whobrokeit,goodSir?\'saidtheManager。

  `I,bymymisconduct。Idonotchargeituponyou。\'

  TheManagerreplied,withthatmuteactionofhisbristlingmouth,`Oh,youdon\'tchargeituponme!\'andbadehimgoon。

  `Isay,thoughthereisnotthattiebetweenus,donot,Ientreat,assailmewithunnecessarytaunts,ormisinterpretwhatIsay,orwouldsay。Iwasonlygoingtosuggesttoyouthatitwouldbeamistaketosupposethatitisonlyyou,whohavebeenselectedhere,aboveallothers,foradvancement,confidenceanddistinctionselected,inthebeginning,I

  know,foryourgreatabilityandtrustfulness,andwhocommunicatemorefreelywithMr。Dombeythananyone,andstand,itmaybesaid,onequaltermswithhim,andhavebeenfavouredandenrichedbyhim——thatitwouldbeamistaketosupposethatitisonlyyouwhoaretenderofhiswelfareandreputation。ThereisnooneintheHouse,fromyourselfdowntothelowest,Isincerelybelieve,whodoesnotparticipateinthatfeeling。\'

  `Youlie!\'saidtheManager,redwithsuddenanger。`You\'reahypocrite,JohnCarker,andyoulie。\'

  `James!\'criedtheother,flushinginhisturn。`Whatdoyoumeanbytheseinsultingwords?Whydoyousobaselyusethemtome,unprovoked?\'

  `Itellyou,\'saidtheManager,`thatyourhypocrisyandmeekness——thatallthehypocrisyandmeeknessofthisplace——isnotworththattome,\'snappinghisthumbandfinger,`andthatIseethroughitasifitwereair!Thereisnotamanemployedhere,standingbetweenmyselfandthelowestinplaceofwhomyouareveryconsiderate,andwithreason,forheisnotfaroff,whowouldn\'tbegladathearttoseehismasterhumbled:whodoesnothatehim,secretly:whodoesnotwishhimevilratherthangood:andwhowouldnotturnuponhim,ifhehadthepowerandboldness。

  Thenearertohisfavour,thenearertohisinsolence;theclosertohim,thefartherfromhim。That\'sthecreedhere!\'

  `Idon\'tknow,\'saidhisbrother,whoserousedfeelingshadsoonyieldedtosurprise,`whomayhaveabusedyourearwithsuchrepresentations;

  orwhyhavechosentotryme,ratherthananother。Butthatyouhavebeentryingme,andtamperingwithme,Iamnowsure。YouhaveadifferentmannerandadifferentaspectfromanythatIeversawinyou。Iwillonlysaytoyou,oncemore,youaredeceived。\'

  `IknowIam,\'saidtheManager。`Ihavetoldyouso。\'

  `Notbyme,\'returnedhisbrother。`Byyourinformant,ifyouhaveone。Ifnot,byyourownthoughtsandsuspicious。\'

  `Ihavenosuspicions,\'saidtheManager。`Minearecertainties。

  Youpusillanimous,abject,cringingdogs!Allmakingthesameshow,allcantingthesamestory,allwhiningthesameprofessions,allharbouringthesametransparentsecret。\'

  Hisbrotherwithdrew,withoutsayingmore,andshutthedoorasheconcluded。

  Mr。CarkertheManagerdrewachairclosebeforethefire,andfelltobeatingthecoalssoftlywiththepoker。

  `Thefaint-hearted,fawningknaves,\'hemuttered,withhistwoshiningrowsofteethlaidbare。`There\'snotoneamongthem,whowouldn\'tfeigntobesoshockedandoutraged——!Bah!There\'snotoneamongthem,butifhehadatoncethepower,andthewitanddaringtouseit,wouldscatterDombey\'sprideandlayitlow,asruthlesslyasIrakeouttheseashes。\'

  Ashebrokethemupandstewedtheminthegrate,helookedonwithathoughtfulsmileatwhathewasdoing。`Withoutthesamequeenbeckonertoo!\'headdedpresently;`andthereispridethere,nottobeforgotten——witnessourownacquaintance!\'Withthathefellintoadeeperreverie,andsatponderingovertheblackeninggrate,untilheroseuplikeamanwhohadbeenabsorbedinabook,andlookingroundhimtookhishatandgloves,wenttowherehishorsewaswaiting,mounted,androdeawaythroughthelightedstreets,foritwasevening。

  HerodenearMr。Dombey\'shouse;andfallingintoawalkasheapproachedit,lookedupatthewindows。ThewindowwherehehadonceseenFlorencesittingwithherdog,attractedhisattentionfirst,thoughtherewasnolightinit;buthesmiledashecarriedhiseyesupthetallfrontofthehouse,andseemedtoleavethatobjectsuperciliouslybehind。

  `Timewas,\'hesaid,`whenitwaswelltowatchevenyourrisinglittlestar,andknowinwhatquartertherewereclouds,toshadowyouifneedful。Butaplanethasarisen,andyouarelostinitslight。\'

  HeturnedtheWhite-leggedhorseroundthestreetcorner,andsoughtoneshiningwindowfromamongthoseatthebackofthehouse。Associatedwithitwasacertainstatelypresence,aglovedhand,theremembrancehowthefeathersofabeautifulbird\'swinghadbeenshowereddownuponthefloor,andhowthelightwhitedownuponarobehadstirredandrustled,asintherisingofadistantstorm。Thesewerethethingshecarriedwithhimasheturnedawayagain,androdethroughthedarkeninganddesertedParksataquickrate。

  Infataltruth,thesewereassociatedwithawoman,aproudwoman,whohatedhim,butwhobyslowandsuredegreeshadbeenledonbyhiscraft,andherprideandresentment,toendurehiscompany,andlittlebylittletoreceivehimasonewhohadtheprivilegetotalktoherofherowndefiantdisregardofherownhusband,andherabandonmentofhighconsiderationforherself。Theywereassociatedwithawomanwhohatedhimdeeply,andwhoknewhim,andwhomistrustedhimbecausesheknewhim,andbecauseheknewher;butwhofedherfierceresentmentbysufferinghimtodrawnearerandyetnearertohereveryday,inspiteofthehateshecherishedforhim。Inspiteofit!Forthatveryreason;sinceinitsdepths,toofardownforherthreateningeyetopierce,thoughshecouldseeintothemdimly,laythedarkretaliation,whosefaintestshadowseenonceandshudderedat,andneverseenagain,wouldhavebeensufficientstainuponhersoul。

  Didthephantomofsuchawomanflitabouthimonhisride;truetothereality,andobvioustohim?

  Yes。Hewasherinhismind,exactlyasshewas。Sheborehimcompanywithherpride,resentment,hatred,allasplaintohimasherbeauty;withnothingplainertohimthanherhatredofhim。Hesawhersometimeshaughtyandrepellentathisside,andsometimesdownamonghishorse\'sfeet,fallenandinthedust。Buthealwayssawherasshewas,withoutdisguise,andwatchedheronthedangerouswaythatshewasgoing。

  Andwhenhisridewasover,andhewasnewlydressed,andcameintothelightofherbrightroomwithhisbenthead,softvoice,andsoothingsmile,hesawheryetasplainly。Heevensuspectedthemysteryoftheglovedhand,andhelditallthelongerinhisownforthatsuspicion。

  Uponthedangerouswaythatshewasgoing,hewasstill;andnotafootprintdidshemarkuponit,buthesethisownthere,straight。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter47[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXLVIITheThunderboltTHEbarrierbetweenMr。Dombeyandhiswifewasnotweakenedbytime。Ill-assortedcouple,unhappyinthemselvesandineachother,boundtogetherbynotiebutthemanaclethatjoinedtheirfetteredhands,andstrainingthatsoharshly,intheirshrinkingasunder,thatitworeandchafedtothebone,Time,consolerofafflictionandsoftenerofanger,coulddonothingtohelpthem。Theirpride,howeverdifferentinkindandobject,wasequalindegree;and,intheirflintyopposition,struckoutfirebetweenthemwhichmightsmoulderormightblaze,ascircumstanceswere,butburnedupeverythingwithintheirmutualreach,andmadetheirmarriagewayaroadofashes。

  Letusbejusttohim:Inthemonstrousdelusionofhislife,swellingwitheverygrainofsandthatshiftedinitsglass,heurgedheron,helittlethoughttowhat,orconsideredhow;butstillhisfeelingtowardsher,suchasitwas,remainedasatfirst。Shehadthegranddemeritofunaccountablyputtingherselfinoppositiontotherecognitionofhisvastimportance,andtotheacknowledgmentofhercompletesubmissiontoit,andsofaritwasnecessarytocorrectandreduceher;butotherwisehestillconsideredher,inhiscoldway,aladycapableofdoinghonour,ifshewould,tohischoiceandname,andofreflectingcreditonhisproprietorship。

  Now,she,withallhermightofpassionateandproudresentment,bentherdarkglancefromdaytoday,andhourtohour——fromthatnightinherownchamber,whenshehadsatgazingattheshadowsonthewall,tothedeepernightfastcoming——upononefiguredirectingacrowdofhumiliationsandexasperationsagainsther;andthatfigure,stillherhusband\'s。

  WasMr。Dombey\'smaster-vice,thatruledhimsoinexorably,anunnaturalcharacteristic?Itmightbeworthwhile,sometimes,toinquirewhatNatureis,andhowmenworktochangeher,andwhether,intheenforceddistortionssoproduced,itisnotnaturaltobeunnatural。Coopanysonordaughterofourmightymotherwithinnarrowrange,andbindtheprisonertooneidea,andfosteritbyservileworshipofitonthepartofthefewtimidordesigningpeoplestandinground,andwhatisNaturetothewillingcaptivewhohasneverrisenupuponthewingsofafreemind——droopinganduselesssoon——toseeherinhercomprehensivetruth!

  Alas!aretheresofewthingsintheworld,aboutus,mostunnatural,andyetmostnaturalinbeingso?Hearthemagistrateorjudgeadmonishtheunnaturaloutcastsofsociety;unnaturalinbrutalhabits,unnaturalinwantofdecency,unnaturalinlosingandconfoundingalldistinctionsbetweengoodandevil;unnaturalinignorance,invice,inrecklessness,incontumacy,inmind,inlooks,ineverything。Butfollowthegoodclergymanordoctor,who,withhislifeimperilledateverybreathhedraws,goesdownintotheirdens,lyingwithintheechoesofourcarriagewheelsanddailytreaduponthepavementstones。Lookroundupontheworldofodioussights——millionsofimmortalcreatureshavenootherworldonearth——atthelightestmentionofwhichhumanityrevolts,anddaintydelicacylivinginthenextstreet,stopsherears,andlisps`Idon\'tbelieveit!\'Breathethepollutedair,foulwitheveryimpuritythatispoisonoustohealthandlife;andhaveeverysense,conferreduponourraceforitsdelightandhappiness,offended,sickenedanddisgusted,andmadeachannelbywhichmiseryanddeathalonecanenter。Vainlyattempttothinkofanysimpleplant,orflower,orwholesomeweed,that,setinthisfoetidbed,couldhaveitsnaturalgrowth,orputitslittleleavesofftothesunasGODdesignedit。Andthen,callingupsomeghastlychild,withstuntedformandwickedface,holdforthonitsunnaturalsinfulness,andlamentitsbeing,soearly,farawayfromHeaven——butthinkalittleofitshavingbeenconceived,andbornandbred,inHell!

  Thosewhostudythephysicalsciences,andbringthemtobearuponthehealthofMan,tellusthatifthenoxiousparticlesthatrisefromvitiatedairwerepalpabletothesight,weshouldseethemloweringinadenseblackcloudabovesuchhaunts,androllingslowlyontocorruptthebetterportionsofatown。ButifthemoralpestilencethatriseswiththemandintheeternallawsofoutragedNature,isinseparablefromthem,couldbemadediscernibletoo,howterribletherevelation!Thenshouldweseedepravity,impiety,drunkenness,theft,murder,andalongtrainofnamelesssinsagainstthenaturalaffectionsandrepulsionsofmankind,overhangingthedevotedspots,andcreepingon,toblighttheinnocentandspreadcontagionamongthepure。Thenshouldweseehowthesamepoisonedfountainsthatflowintoourhospitalsandlazarhouses,inundatethejails,andmaketheconvict-shipsswimdeep,androllacrosstheseas,andover-runvastcontinentswithcrime。Thenshouldwestandappalledtoknow,thatwherewegeneratediseasetostrikeourchildrendownandentailitselfonunborngenerations,therealsowebreed,bythesamecertainprocess,infancythatknowsnoinnocence,youthwithoutmodestyorshame,maturitythatismatureinnothingbutinsufferingandguilt,blastedoldagethatisascandalontheformwebear。Unnaturalhumanity!Whenweshallgathergrapesfromthorns,andfigsfromthistles;whenfieldsofgrainshallspringupfromtheoffalinthebye-waysofourwickedcities,androsesbloominthefactchurchyardsthattheycherish;thenwemaylookfornaturalhumanityandfinditgrowingfromsuchseed。

  Ohforagoodspiritwhowouldtakethehouse-topsoff,withamorepotentandbenignanthandthanthelamedemoninthetale,andshowaChristianpeoplewhatdarkshapesissuefromamidsttheirhomes,toswelltheretinueoftheDestroyingAngelashemovesforthamongthem!Foronlyonenight\'sviewofthepalephantomsrisingfromthescenesofourtoolongneglect;andfromthethickandsullenairwhereViceandFeverpropagatetogether,rainingthetremendoussocialretributionswhichareeverpouringdown,andevercomingthicker!Brightandblestthemorningthatshouldriseonsuchanight:formen,delayedtonomorebystumbling-blocksoftheirownmaking,whicharebutspecksofdustuponthepathbetweenthemandeternity,wouldthenapplythemselves,likecreaturesofonecommonorigin,owingonedutytotheFatherofonefamily,andtendingtoonecommonend,tomaketheworldabetterplace!

  Notthelessbrightandblestwouldthatdaybeforrousingsomewhoneverhavelookedoutupontheworldofhumanlifearoundthem,toaknowledgeoftheirownrelationtoit,andformakingthemacquaintedwithaperversionofnatureintheirowncontractedsympathiesandestimates;

  asgreat,andyetasnaturalinitsdevelopmentwhenoncebegun,asthelowestdegradationknown。

  ButnosuchdayhadeverdawnedonMr。Dombey,orhiswife;andthecourseofeachwastaken。

  Throughsixmonthsthatensueduponhisaccident,theyheldthesamerelationsonetowardstheother。Amarblerockcouldnothavestoodmoreobduratelyinhiswaythanshe;andnochilledspring,lyinguncheeredbyanyrayoflightinthedepthsofadeepcave,couldbemoresullenormorecoldthanhe。

  Thehopethathadflutteredwithinherwhenthepromiseofhernewhomedawned,wasquitegonefromtheheartofFlorencenow。Thathomewasnearlytwoyearsold;andeventhepatienttrustthatwasinher,couldnotsurvivethedailyblightofsuchexperience。Ifshehadanylingeringfancyinthenatureofhopeleft,thatEdithandherfathermightbehappiertogether,insomedistanttime,shehadnone,now,thatherfatherwouldeverloveher。Thelittleintervalinwhichshehadimaginedthatshesawsomesmallrelentinginhim,wasforgotteninthelongremembranceofhiscoldnesssinceandbefore,oronlyrememberedasasorrowfuldelusion。

  Florencelovedhimstill,but,bydegrees,hadcometolovehimratherassomedearonewhohadbeen,orwhomighthavebeen,thanasthehardrealitybeforehereyes。SomethingofthesoftenedsadnesswithwhichshelovedthememoryoflittlePaul,orofhermother,seemedtoenternowintoherthoughtsofhim,andtomakethem,asitwere,adearremembrance。

  Whetheritwasthathewasdeadtoher,andthatpartlyforthisreason,partlyforhisshareinthoseoldobjectsofheraffection,andpartlyforthelongassociationofhimwithhopesthatwerewitheredandtendernesseshehadfrozen,shecouldnothavetold;butthefatherwhomshelovedbegantobeavagueanddreamyideatoher:hardlymoresubstantiallyconnectedwithherreallife,thantheimageshewouldsometimesconjureup,ofherdearbrotheryetalive,andgrowingtobeaman,whowouldprotectandcherishher。

  Thechange,ifitmaybecalledone,hadstolenonherlikethechangefromchildhoodtowomanhood,andhadcomewithit。Florencewasalmostseventeen,when,inherlonelymusings,shewasconsciousofthesethoughts。

  Shewasoftenalonenow,fortheoldassociationbetweenherandhermamawasgreatlychanged。Atthetimeofherfather\'saccident,andwhenhewaslyinginhisroomdownstairs,FlorencehadfirstobservedthatEdithavoidedher。Woundedandshocked,andyetunabletoreconcilethiswithheraffectionwhentheydidmeet,shesoughtherinherownroomatnight,oncemore。

  `Mama,\'saidFlorence,stealingsoftlytoherside,`haveIoffendedyou?\'

  Edithanswered`No。\'

  `Imusthavedonesomething,\'saidFlorence。`Tellmewhatitis。Youhavechangedyourmannertome,dearMama。IcannotsayhowinstantlyIfeeltheleastchange;forIloveyouwithmywholeheart。\'

  `AsIdoyou,\'saidEdith。`Ah,Florence,believemenevermorethannow!\'

  `Whydoyougoawayfrommesooften,andkeepaway?\'askedFlorence。

  `Andwhydoyousometimeslooksostrangelyonme,dearMama?Youdoso,doyounot?\'

  Edithsignifiedassentwithherdarkeyes。

  `Why?\'returnedFlorenceimploringly。`Tellmewhy,thatImayknowhowtopleaseyoubetter;andtellmethisshallnotbesoanymore。\'

  `MyFlorence,\'answeredEdith,takingthehandthatembracedherneck,andlookingintotheeyesthatlookedintoherssolovingly,asFlorencekneltuponthegroundbeforeher;`whyitis,Icannottellyou。Itisneitherformetosay,noryoutohear;butthatitis,andthatitmustbe,Iknow。ShouldIdoitifIdidnot?\'

  `Arewetobeestranged,Mama?askedFlorence,gazingatherlikeonefrightened。

  Edith\'ssilentlipsformed`Yes。\'

  Florencelookedatherwithincreasingfearandwonder,untilshecouldseehernomorethroughtheblindingtearsthatrandownherface。

  `Florence!mylife!\'saidEdith,hurriedly,`listentome。Icannotbeartoseethisgrief。Becalmer。YouseethatIamcomposed,andisitnothingtome?\'

  Sheresumedhersteadyvoiceandmannerasshesaidthelatterwords,andaddedpresently:

  `Notwhollyestranged。Partially:andonlythat,inappearance,Florence,forinmyownbreastIamstillthesametoyou,andeverwillbe。ButwhatIdoisnotdoneformyself。\'

  `Isitforme,Mama?\'askedFlorence。

  `Itisenough,\'saidEdith,afterapause,`toknowwhatitis;

  why,matterslittle。DearFlorence,itisbetter——itisnecessary——itmustbe——thatourassociationshouldbelessfrequent。Theconfidencetherehasbeenbetweenusmustbebrokenoff。\'

  `When?\'criedFlorence。`Oh,Mama,when?\'

  `Now,\'saidEdith。

  `Foralltimetocome?\'askedFlorence。

  `Idonotsaythat,\'answeredEdith。`Idonotknowthat。NorwillI

  saythatcompanionshipbetweenusis,atthebest,anill-assortedandunholyunion,ofwhichImighthaveknownnogoodcouldcome。Mywayherehasbeenthroughpathsthatyouwillnevertread,andmywayhenceforthmaylie——Godknows——Idonotseeit——\'

  Hervoicediedawayintosilence;andshesat,lookingatFlorence,andalmostshrinkingfromher,withthesamestrangedreadandwildavoidancethatFlorencehadnoticedoncebefore。Thesamedarkprideandragesucceeded,sweepingoverherformandfeatureslikeanangrychordacrossthestringsofawildharp。Butnosoftnessorhumilityensuedonthat。Shedidnotlayherheaddownnow,andweep,andsaythatshehadnohopebutinFlorence。

  ShehelditupasifshewereabeautifulMedusa,lookingonhim,facetoface,tostrikehimdead。Yes,andshewouldhavedoneit,ifshehadhadthecharm。

  `Mama,\'saidFlorence,anxiously,`thereisachangeinyou,inmorethanwhatyousaytome,whichalarmsme。Letmestaywithyoualittle。\'

  `No,\'saidEdith,`no,dearest。Iambestleftalonenow,andIdobesttokeepapartfromyou,ofallelse。Askmenoquestions,butbelievethatwhatIamwhenIseemfickleorcapricioustoyou,Iamnotofmyownwill,orformyself。Believe,thoughwearestrangertoeachotherthanwehavebeen,thatIamunchangedtoyouwithin。Forgivemeforhavingeverdarkenedyourdarkhome——Iamashadowonit,Iknowwell——andletusneverspeakofthisagain。\'

  `Mama,\'sobbedFlorence,`wearenottopart?\'

  `Wedothisthatwemaynotpart,\'saidEdith。`Asknomore。Go,Florence!Myloveandmyremorsegowithyou!\'

  Sheembracedher,anddismissedher;andasFlorencepassedoutofherroom,Edithlookedontheretiringfigure,asifhergoodangelwentoutinthatform,andlefthertothehaughtyandindignantpassionsthatnowclaimedherfortheirown,andsettheirsealuponherbrow。

  Fromthathour,Florenceandshewere,astheyhadbeen,nomore。

  Fordaystogether,theywouldseldommeet,exceptattable,andwhenMr。

  Dombeywaspresent。ThenEdith,imperious,inflexible,andsilent,neverlookedather。WheneverMr。Carkerwasoftheparty,asheoftenwas,duringtheprogressofMr。Dombey\'srecovery,andafterwards,Edithheldherselfmoreremovedfromher,andwasmoredistanttowardsher,thanatothertimes。YetsheandFlorenceneverencountered,whentherewasnooneby,butshewouldembraceherasaffectionatelyasofold,thoughnotwiththesamerelentingofherproudaspect;andoften,whenshehadbeenoutlate,shewouldstealuptoFlorence\'sroom,asshehadbeenusedtodo,inthedark,andwhisper`GoodNight,\'onherpillow。Whenunconscious,inherslumber,ofsuchvisits,Florencewouldsometimesawake,asfromadreamofthosewords,softlyspoken,andwouldseemtofeelthetouchoflipsuponherface。Butlessandlessoftenasthemonthswenton。

  AndnowthevoidFlorence\'sownheartbeganagain,indeed,tomakeasolitudearoundher。Astheimageofthefatherwhomshelovedhadinsensiblybecomeamereabstraction,soEdith,followingthefateofalltherestaboutwhomheraffectionshadentwinedthemselves,wasfleeting,fading,growingpalerinthedistance,everyday。Littlebylittle,sherecededfromFlorence,liketheretiringghostofwhatshehadbeen;littlebylittle,thechasmbetweenthemwidenedandseemeddeeper;littlebylittle,allthepowerofearnestnessandtendernessshehadshown,wasfrozenupinthebold,angryhardihoodwithwhichshestood,uponthebrinkofadeepprecipiceunseenbyFlorence,daringtolookdown。

  TherewasbutoneconsiderationtosetagainsttheheavylossofEdith,andthoughitwasslightcomforttoherburdenedheart,shetriedtothinkitsomerelief。Nolongerdividedbetweenheraffectionanddutytothetwo,Florencecouldlovebothanddonoinjusticetoeither。Asshadowsofherfondimagination,shecouldgivethemequalplaceinherownbosom,andwrongthemwithnodoubts。

  Soshetriedtodo。Attimes,andoftentoo,wonderingspeculationsonthecauseofthischangeinEdithwouldobtrudethemselvesuponhermindandfrightenher;butinthecalmofitsabandonmentoncemoretosilentgriefandloneliness,itwasnotacuriousmind。Florencehadonlytorememberthatherstarofpromisewascloudedinthegeneralgloomthathunguponthehouse,andtoweepandberesigned。

  Thusliving,inadreamwhereintheoverflowingloveofheryoungheartexpendeditselfonairyforms,andinarealworldwhereshehadexperiencedlittlebuttherollingbackofthatstrongtideuponitself,Florencegrewtobeseventeen。Timidandretiringashersolitarylifehadmadeher,ithadnotembitteredhersweettemper,orherearnestnature。

  Achildininnocentsimplicity;awomaninhermodestself-reliance,andherdeepintensityoffeeling;bothchildandwomanseemedatonceexpressedinherfairfaceandfragiledelicacyofshape,andgracefullytominglethere;——asifthespringshouldbeunwillingtodepartwhensummercame,andsoughttoblendtheearlierbeautiesoftheflowerswiththeirbloom。

  Butinherthrillingvoice,inhercalmeyes,sometimesinastrangeethereallightthatseemedtorestuponherhead,andalwaysinacertainpensiveairuponherbeauty,therewasanexpression,suchashadbeenseeninthedeadboy;andthecouncilintheServants\'Hallwhisperedsoamongthemselves,andshooktheirheads,andateanddrankthemore,inacloserbondofgoodfellowship。

  ThisobservantbodyhadplentytosayofMr。andMrs。Dombey,andofMr。Carker,whoappearedtobeamediatorbetweenthem,andwhocameandwentasifheweretryingtomakepeace,butnevercould。Theyalldeploredtheuncomfortablestateofaffairs,andallagreedthatMrs。

  Pipchinwhoseunpopularitywasnottobesurpassedhadsomehandinit;

  but,uponthewhole,itwasagreeabletohavesogoodasubjectforarallyingpoint,andtheymadeagreatdealofit,andenjoyedthemselvesverymuch。

  Thegeneralvisitorswhocametothehouse,andthoseamongwhomMr。andMrs。Dombeyvisited,thoughtitaprettyequalmatch,astohaughtiness,atallevents,andthoughtnothingmoreaboutit。TheyoungladywiththebackdidnotappearforsometimeafterMrs。Skewton\'sdeath;observingtosomeparticularfriends,withherusualengaginglittlescream,thatshecouldn\'tseparatethefamilyfromanotionoftombstones,andhorrorsofthatsort;butwhenshedidcome,shesawnothingwrong,exceptMr。

  Dombey\'swearingabunchofgoldsealstohiswatch,whichshockedherverymuch,asanexplodedsuperstition。Thisyouthfulfascinatorconsideredadaughterin-lawobjectionableinprinciple;otherwise,shehadnothingtosayagainstFlorence,butthatshesadlywanted`style\'——whichmightmeanback,perhaps。Many,whoonlycametothehouseonstateoccasions,hardlyknewwhoFlorencewas,andsaid,goinghome,`Indeed,wasthatMissDombey,inthecorner?Verypretty,butalittledelicateandthoughtfulinappearance!\'

  Nonethelessso,certainly,forherlifeofthelastsixmonths,Florencetookherseatatthedinner-table,onthedaybeforethesecondanniversaryofherfather\'smarriagetoEdithMrs。Skewtonhadbeenlyingstrickenwithparalysiswhenthefirstcameround,withanuneasiness,amountingtodread。Shehadnootherwarrantforit,thantheoccasion,theexpressionofherfather\'sface,inthehastyglanceshecaughtofit,andthepresenceofMr。Carker,which,alwaysunpleasanttoher,wasmoresoonthisday,thanshehadeverfeltitbefore。

  Edithwasrichlydressed,forsheandMr。Dombeywereengagedintheeveningtosomelargeassembly,andthedinnerhourthatdaywaslate。Shedidnotappearuntiltheywereseatedattable,whenMr。Carkerroseandledhertoherchair。Beautifulandlustrousasshewas,therewasthatinherfaceandairwhichseemedtoseparateherhopelesslyfromFlorence,andfromeveryone,forevermore。Andyet,foraninstant,Florencesawabeamofkindnessinhereyes,whentheywereturnedonher,thatmadethedistancetowhichshehadwithdrawnherself,agreatercauseofsorrowandregretthanever。

  Therewasverylittlesaidatdinner。FlorenceheardherfatherspeaktoMr。Carkersometimesonbusinessmatters,andheardhimsoftlyreply,butshepaidlittleattentiontowhattheysaid,andonlywishedthedinneratanend。Whenthedessertwasplaceduponthetable,andtheywereleftalone,withnoservantinattendance,Mr。Dombey,whohadbeenseveraltimesclearinghisthroatinamannerthataugurednogood,said:

  `Mrs。Dombey,youknow,Isuppose,thatIhaveinstructedthehousekeeperthattherewillbesomecompanytodinnerhereto-morrow。\'

  `Idonotdineathome,\'sheanswered。

  `Notalargeparty,\'pursuedMr。Dombey,withanindifferentassumptionofnothavingheardher;`merelysometwelveorfourteen。Mysister,MajorBagstock,andsomeotherswhomyouknowbutslightly。\'

  `Idonotdineathome,\'sherepeated。

  `HoweverdoubtfulreasonImayhave,Mrs。Dombey,\'saidMr。Dombey,stillgoingmajesticallyon,asifshehadnotspoken,`toholdtheoccasioninverypleasantremembrancejustnow,thereareappearancesinthesethingswhichmustbemaintainedbeforetheworld。Ifyouhavenorespectforyourself,Mrs。Dombey——\'

  `Ihavenone,\'shesaid。

  `Madam,\'criedMr。Dombey,strikinghishanduponthetable,`hearmeifyouplease。Isay,ifyouhavenorespectforyourself——\'

  `AndIsayIhavenone,\'sheanswered。

  Helookedather;butthefacesheshowedhiminreturnwouldnothavechanged,ifdeathitselfhadlooked。

  `Carker,\'saidMr。Dombey,turningmorequietlytothatgentleman,`asyouhavebeenmymediumofcommunicationwithMrs。Dombeyonformeroccasions,andasIchoosetopreservethedecenciesoflife,sofarasIamindividuallyconcerned,IwilltroubleyoutohavethegoodnesstoinformMrs。Dombeythatifshehasnorespectforherself,Ihavesomerespectformyself,andthereforeinsistonmyarrangementsforto-morrow。\'

  `Tellyoursovereignmaster,Sir,\'saidEdith,`thatIwilltakeleavetospeaktohimonthissubjectby-and-bye,andthatIwillspeaktohimalone。\'

  `Mr。Carker,Madam,\'saidherhusband,`beinginpossessionofthereasonwhichobligesmetorefuseyouthatprivilege,shallbeabsolvedfromthedeliveryofanysuchmessage。\'Hesawhereyesmove,whilehespoke,andfollowedthemwithhisown。

  `Yourdaughterispresent,Sir,\'saidEdith。

  `Mydaughterwillremainpresent,\'saidMr。Dombey。

  Florence,whohadrisen,satdownagain,hidingherfaceinherhands,andtrembling。

  `Mydaughter,Madam\'——beganMr。Dombey。

  ButEdithstoppedhim,inavoicewhich,althoughnotraisedintheleast,wassoclear,emphatic,anddistinct,thatitmighthavebeenheardinawhirlwind。

  `ItellyouIwillspeaktoyoualone,\'shesaid。`Ifyouarenotmad,heedwhatIsay。\'

  `Ihaveauthoritytospeaktoyou,Madam,\'returnedherhusband,`whenandwhereIplease;anditismypleasuretospeakhereandnow。\'

  Sheroseupasiftoleavetheroom;butsatdownagain,andlookingathimwithalloutwardcomposure,said,inthesamevoice:

  `Youshall!\'

  `Imusttellyoufirst,thatthereisathreateningappearanceinyourmanner,Madam,\'saidMr。Dombey,`whichdoesnotbecomeyou。\'

  Shelaughed。Theshakendiamondsinherhairstartedandtrembled。

  Therearefablesofpreciousstonesthatwouldturnpale,theirwearerbeingindanger。Hadthesebeensuch,theirimprisonedraysoflightwouldhavehavetakenflightthatmoment,andtheywouldhavebeenasdullaslead。

  Carkerlistened,withhiseyescastdown。

  `Astomydaughter,Madam,\'saidMr。Dombey,resumingthethreadofhisdiscourse,`itisbynomeansinconsistentwithherdutytome,thatsheshouldknowwhatconducttoavoid。Atpresentyouareaverystrongexampletoherofthiskind,andIhopeshemayprofitbyit。\'

  `Iwouldnotstopyounow,\'returnedhiswife,immoveableineye,andvoice,andattitude;`Iwouldnotriseandgoaway,andsaveyoutheutteranceofoneword,iftheroomwereburning。\'

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