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  CHAPTERXVII

  WegottoBairdstownearlyenough,butwedidn\'tgotoworkthere。Wewastedallthatday。Theywassomethingwork-

  inginthedoctor\'sheadhewasn\'ttalkingabout。

  Isupposedhewasgettingcoldfeetonthehullproposition。Anyhow,hejestsetaroundthelittletaverninthatplaceanddonenothingallafternoon。

  Theweatherwasfine,andwesetoutinfront。

  Wehadn\'tsettheremore\'nanhourtillIcouldtellwewasbeingnoticedbytheblacks,notoutopenandaboveboard。Buteverynowandthenoneortwoorthreewouldpassalongdownthestreet,andlazyaboutandtakealookatus。

  Theypertendedtheywasn\'tnoticing,buttheywas。

  Thewordhadgotaround,andtheywasafeelingintheairIdidn\'tlikeatall。Toomuchcaged-upexcitementamongtheniggers。Thedoctorfeltittoo,Icouldseethat。Butneitheroneofussaidanythingaboutittotheother。

  Alongtowardduskwetakesawalk。Theywasagood-sizedcrickattheedgeofthatlittleplace,andonitanold-fashionedwortermill。Abovethemillalittlepiecewasabridge。Wecrosseditandwalkedalongaroadthatfolleredthecrickbankclostefurquiteaspell。

  Itwasn\'tmuchofatown——somethingbetwixtavillageandasettlement——althoughtheywasgoingtorunabranchoftherailroadovertoitbeforeverylong。Ithadhadachancettogetarailroadonce,yearsbeforethat。Butithadsaidthenitdidn\'twantnorailroad。Sountillatelyeverybranchbuiltthroughthatpartofthecountrygrinnedverysarcasticandgiveitthego-by。

  Theywasconsiderablewoodsstandingalongthecrick,andaroundaturnintheroadwecomeontoSam,allofasudden,talkingwithanothernigger。

  Samwasjesta-layingitofftothatnigger,buthekindofhushedaswecomenearer。Downtheroadquitealittlepiecewasagood-sizedwoodenbuildingthatneverhadbeenpaintedandlookedlikeitwasabigbarn。WithoutknowingitthedoctorandmehadbeenpintingourselvesrighttowardBigBethel。

  TheniggerwithSamheyellsout,whenheseesus:

  “Glorybe!HYAHdeycomes!HyahdeycomesNOW!”

  Andhethroweduphisarms,andstartedonalopeuptheroadtowardthechurch,singingouteverytenorfifteenyards。Alittleknotofniggerscomeoutinfrontofthechurchwhentheyhearnhimcoming。

  Sam,hestoodhisground,andwaitedfurustocomeuptohim,kindofapologeticandsneaking-

  lookingaboutsomethingorother。

  “Whatkindoflieshaveyoubeentellingtheseniggers,Sam?”saysthedoctor,verysharpandshortandmad-like。

  Sam,hedigsastoneout\'ntheroadwiththetoeofhisshoe,andkindofgrinstohimself,stilllookingsheepish。Buthesaysheopinionateshebeentellingthemnothingatall。

  “Idunnohow-comedeygetalldemniggernotionsindeyfoolhaid,“Samsays,“butdeyallwaitin\'

  darinsidedechu\'chdo\'——someofdemos\'faifulan\'demos\'pra\'rfuloneso\'deBigBethelcong\'gationbeendarfo\'delas\'houaha-waitin\'an\'a-watchin\',spiteo\'defac\'datreg\'lahmeetin\'ain\'tgwineterbecalledtwellartersupper。Debishop,hedartoo。Deygotsomedesehyahcoal-ilelampsdardesinsidedechu\'chdo\'an\'deybeenkeepin\'on\'emlighted,daytimesan\'nighttimes,fo\'twodaysnow,kazedeysaydeyain\'tgwinefo\'terbecotchednappingwhendebridegroomCOMeth。Yass,SAH!——

  dey\'steno\'desehyahvergimsdar,fiveof\'emsleepin\'an\'fiveof\'emwatchin\',an\'a-takin\'tuhnsathit,an\'mebbydathow-comefreeorfouahdeybes\'youngcolo\'hedmensbeenprojickin\'aroun\'

  darallarternoon,a-helpin\'demdat\'sa-waitin\'

  twelldebridegroomCOMeth!”

  Weseenalittleknotofthem,downtheroadthereinfrontofthechurch,gatheringaroundtheniggerthathadbeenwithSam。Theyallstartstowardus。Butonemanstepsoutinfrontofthemall,andturnstowardthemandholdshishandsup,andwavesthemback。Theyallstopsintheirtracks。

  Thenheturnshisfacetowardus,andcomesslowandsollumdowntheroadinourdirection,walkingwithacane,andmovingverydignified。Hewasacoupleofhundredyardsaway。

  Butashecomecloseterwegraduallyseenhimplainerandplainer。Hewasabigman,andstout,anddressedveryneatinthesamekindofrigaswhitebishopswear,withoneofthesewhitecollarsthatbuttonsintheback。Isupposehewascomingontomeetusalone,becausenoonewasfittenfurtogiveusthefirstwelcomebuthimself。

  Well,itwasalldernfoolishness,anditwashardtobelieveitcouldallhappen,andtheyain\'tsomanyplacesinthisherecountryitCOULDhappen。

  Butfurallofitbeingfoolishness,whenhecomedowntheroadtowardussodignifiedandsollumandslowIketchedmyselffuraminutefeelinglikewereallyhadbeenelectedtosomethingandwasgoingtotakeofficesoon。AndSam,asthebishopcomecloseterandcloseter,gottojerkingandtwitchingwiththeexcitementthathehadbeenkeepingin——andyetallthetimeSamknoweditwasdopeandworksandnotfaiththathadmadehimspottedthat-a-way。

  Hestops,thebishopdoes,abouttenyardsfromusandlooksusover。

  “Ahyo\'degennlemanknownterdishyahsinfulgenehationbydestylean\'deentitleminto\'Docto\'

  HahtleyKirby?”heaststhedoctorveryceremoni-

  ousandgrand。

  Thedoctorgivehimalookthatwasn\'tveryencouraging,buthenoddedtohim。

  “Willyo\'dismissyo\'sehvantinordehdatwekinhol\'convehsean\'communionindemidsterprivacy?”

  Thedoctor,henodstoSam,andSammoseysalongtowardthechurch。

  “Now,then,“saysthedoctor,suddenandsharp,“takeoffyourhatandtellmewhatyouwant。“

  Thebishop\'shandgoesuptohisheadwithajerkbeforehethought。Thenitstopsthere,whilehimandthedoctorlooksateachother。Thebishop\'smouthopenslikehewaswondering,butheslowlypullshishatoffandstandstherebare-headedintheroad。Buthewasn\'treallyhumble,thatbishop。

  “Now,“saysthedoctor,“tellmeinasstraighttalkasyou\'vegotwhatallthisdamnedfoolishnessamongyouniggersmeans。“

  Aqueerkindoflookpassedoverthebishop\'sface。Hehadn\'texpectedtobemetjestthatway,mebby。WhetherhehimselfhadreallybelievedinthecomingofthattherenewMessiahhehadbeenperdicting,Inevercouldsettleinmymind。MebbyhehadbeengettingreadytopassHIMSELFofffuronebeforewecomealongandtheniggersallgotthefoolideaDoctorKirbywasit。Beforethebishopspokeaginyoucouldseehiscrazinessandhiscunningnessbothworkinginhisface。Butwhenhedidspeakhedidn\'tquitbeingceremoniousnordignified。

  “Dewohdhasgonefo\'thamongdefaifulan\'

  depuahinheaht,“hesays,“datermanhascomeaccreditedwi\'signsan\'wi\'mahvelsan\'depoweho\'desperritfo\'tolayhishan\'ondesonso\'Haman\'termake\'emdesdesameincolluhasdeyuthersonsofea\'th。“

  “Thenthatwordisalie,“saysthedoctor。“I

  DIDcomeheretotryoutsomestufftochangethecolourofnegroskins。That\'sall。AndIfindyouridioticfollowersareallstirredupandwaitingforsomekindofamiraclemonger。Whatyouhavebeenpreachingtothem,youknowbest。Isthatallyouwanttoknow?”

  Thebishophemsandhawsandfiddleswithhisstick,andthenhesays:

  “Suh,willdishyeahprepa\'shunSHO\'LYdodewohk?”DoctorKirbytellshimitwilldotheworkallright。

  Andthenthebishop,afterbeatingaroundthebushsomemore,comesoutwithhisidea。WhetherheexpectedtherewouldbeanyMessiahcomeornot,ofcourseheknowedthedoctorwasn\'thim。

  Butheiswillingtoboostthedoctor\'sgameaslongasitboostsHISgame。Hewantstobeinonthedeal。Hewantspartofthegraft。Hewantstogettogetherwiththedoctoronaplanbeforethedoctorseestheniggers。Andifthedoctordon\'twanttokeeponwiththemiracleendofit,thebishopshowshimhowhecoulddohimgoodwithnomiracleattachment。Furhehasanawfulholtonthemniggers,andhissay-sowillsellthousandsandthousandsofbottles。Whatheislookingfurjestnowishislittletake-out。

  Thatwashiscraftinessandhiscunningnessworkinginhim。Butallofasuddenoneofhiscrazystreakscomebulgingtothesurface。Itcomewithawild,eagerlookinhiseyes。

  “Suh,“hecriesout,allofasudden,“efyo\'kinmakemewhite,fo\'Gawdsakes,dohit!Dohit!

  Efyo\'does,Igwineterblessyo\'allyo\'days!

  “Yo\'don\'know——noonekinguessorcomper-

  hen\'——whatdesbein\'whitewouldmeanterme!

  Lawd!Lawd!”hesays,hisvoicesoft-spoken,butmoreeagerthaneverashewenton,andplead-

  ingsomethingpitifultohear,“desthinkofalldeCaucasianbloodinme!GawdknowsdenightsermyyouthI\'selaidawaketwelldedawncomeredindeEas\'a-cryin\'outterHimonlyfo\'terbewhite!DESTERBEWHITE!Don\'min\'demblack,blackniggersdar——don\'thinkerDEM——deyain\'twuthnothin\'norfittenfo\'nofatebutwhatdeygot——Butme!What\'sdonekep\'mefromgwineterdetopbutdatonething:_I_WASN\'TWHITE!Hitairtoolatenow——toolatefo\'demambitionsI

  donetriflewithan\'shovebehin\'me——hit\'stoolatefo\'dat!ButefIwasdestergitoneli\'lyearo\'hit——ONELI\'LYEARO\'BEIN\'WHITE!——befo\'

  Idied——“

  Andhewentonlikethat,shakingandstutteringthereintheroad,likeafithadstruckhim,crazyasaloon。Buthegotholdofhimselfenoughtoquittalking,inaminute,andhiscunningcomebacktohimbeforehewasthroughtrembling。

  Thenthedoctorsaysslowandeven,butnotsevere:

  “Yougobacktoyourpeoplenow,bishop,andtellthemthey\'vemadeamistakeaboutme。Andifyoucan,undotheharmyou\'vedonewiththisMessiahbusiness。Asfarasthisstuffofmineisconcerned,there\'snoneofitforyounorforanyothernegro。Youtellthemthat。There\'snoneofitbeensoldyet——andthereneverwillbe。“

  Thenweturnedawayandlefthimstandingthereintheroad,stillwithhishatoffandhisfaceworking。

  Walkingbacktowardthelittletavernthedoctorsays:

  “Danny,thisistheendofthisgame。Thesepeopledownhereandthathalf-cracked,half-

  crookedoldbishophavemademeseeafewthingsabouttheAfro-Americanbrother。Itwasn\'tagoodschemeinthefirstplace。Andthiswasn\'ttheplacetostartitgoing,anyhow——Ishouldhavetriedtheniggersinthebigtowns。ButI\'moutofitnow,andI\'mgladofit。Whatwewanttodoistogetawayfromhereto-morrow——gobacktoAtlantaandfixupaschemetorobsomewidowsandorphans,orsomethinghalf-wayrespectablelikethat。“

  Well,Idrewalongbreath。IwaswithDoctorKirbyineverythinghedone,furhewasmyfriend,andIdidn\'tintendtoquithim。ButIwasgladwewasoutofthis,andhadn\'tsoldnoneofthatdope。Webothfeltbetterbecausewehadn\'t。

  Allthemmillionswewasgoingtomake——shucks!

  Wedidn\'tneitheroneofusgiveadernaboutthemgettingawayfromus。Allwewantedwasjesttogetawayfromthereandnotgetmixedupwithnoniggerproblemsanymore。Weeatsupper,andwesetaroundawhile,andwewenttobedpurtymiddlingearly,soastogetagoodstartinthemorning。

  Wegotupearly,butearlyasitwasthedevilhadbeenupearlierinthatneighbourhood。Aboutfouro\'clockthatmorningawhitewomanaboutahalfamilefromthevillagehadbeenattackedbyanigger。Theywasdoubtastowhethershewouldlive,butifshelivedtheywasn\'tnodoubtsshewouldalwaysbemoreorlesscrazy。Furbesideseverythingelse,hehadbeatherinsensible。

  Andhehadchokedhernearlytodeath。Thecountry-sidewasup,withgunsandpistolslook-

  ingfurthatnigger。Itwasn\'tnotroubleguessingwhatwouldhappentohimwhentheyketchedhim,neither。

  “And,“saysDoctorKirby,whenwehearnofit,“IhopetohighheaventheyDOcatchhim!”

  Theywasn\'tmuchdoubttheywould,either。

  Theywasalreadybeatingupthewoodsandbushesandgangswasridingupanddowntheroads,andeverynigger\'shousefurmilesaroundwasbeingsearchedandwatched。

  Wesoonseenwewouldhavetroublegettinghossesandariginthevillagetotakeustotherailroad。Manyofthehosseswasbeingriddenintheman-hunt。Andmostofthemenwhomighthavedonethedrivingwasbusyatthattoo。Thehotel-keeperhimselfhadlefthisplacestandingwideopenandwentout。Wedidn\'tgetanybreak-

  fastneither。

  “Danny,“saysthedoctor,“we\'lljustputenoughmoneytopaythebillinanenvelopeontheregisterhere,andstrikeoutonshank\'sponies。It\'sonlynineortenmilestotherailroad——we\'llwalk。“

  “Buthowaboutourstuff?”Iastshim。Wehadtwobigcasesfullofsamplebottlesofthatdope,besidesoursuitcases。

  “Hangthedope!”saysthedoctor,“Idon\'teverwanttoseeitorhearofitagain!We\'llleaveithere。Putthethingsoutofyoursuitcaseintomine,andleavethatheretoo。Samcancarrymine。Iwanttobeonthemove。“

  Soweleft,withSamcarryingtheonesuitcase。

  Itwasn\'tnineinthemorningyet,andwewasstartingoutpurtyemptyfuralongwalk。

  “Sam,“saysthedoctor,aswewaspassingthatthereBigBethelchurch——anditshoweduptheresilentandshabbyinthemorning,likeaoldcolouredmanthatknowsaheapmore\'nhe\'sgoingtotell——

  “Sam,wereyouatthemeetingherelastnight?”

  “Yass,suh!”

  “IsupposeitwasaprettytameaffairaftertheyfoundouttheirElishawasn\'tcomingafterall?”

  Sam,hewalledhiseyes,andthenhekindofchuckled。

  “Well,suh,“hesays,“I\'spicionsdemos\'on\'emdon\'knowdatYIT!”

  Thedoctorastshimwhathemeans。

  Itseemsthebishopmustofdonesomethinkingafterwelefthimintheroadoronhiswaybacktothatchurch。TheyhadallbeguntobelievethatthereElishyahwasonthewayto\'em,andthebishop\'screditwasmoreorlesswrappedupwithourbeingit。Itwastruehehadn\'tstartedthatbelief;butitwasbelieved,andhedidn\'tdaretostopitnow。Fur,ifhestoppedit,theywouldallthinkhehadfelldownonhisprophetics,evenalthoughhehadn\'tprophesiedjestexactlyus。

  Hewasinatightplace,thatbishop,butIbetyoucouldalwaysdependonhimtogetoutofitwithhisflock。Sowhathetoldthemniggersatthemeetinglastnightwasthathebrung\'emamessagefromElishyah,Samsays,theElishyahthatwastocome。

  AndthemessagewasthatthetimewasnotripefurhimtorevealhimselfasElishyahuntotheeyesofallmen,furtheyhadbeentoomuchsinfulnessandwickednessandwalkingintothewaysofevil,rightamongstthatverycongregation,anddisobedi-

  enceofthebishop,whichwastheirguide。Andhehadsent\'emword,Elishyahhad,thatthebishopwashistrustedservant,andintothekeepingofthebishopwasgivethepowertodealwithhispeopleandpreparethemfurthegreatdaytocome。Andthebishopwouldgivethewordofhiscoming。Hewasabox,thatbishopwas,inspiteofhiscrazystreaks;andhehadfoundawaytomakehimselfstrongerthaneverwithhisbunchoutoftheverykindofthingthatwouldhavespoiledmostpeople\'sgraft。Theyhadhadabigmeetingtillnearlymorning,andthepowerhadhit\'emstrong。Samtoldusallaboutit。

  Butthethingthatseemedtointerestthedoctor,andmadehimfrown,wastheideathatallthemniggersroundabouttherestillhadtheideahewasthefellerthathadbeenprophesiedtocome。AllexceptSam,mebby。Samhadspellswhenhewasrealsensible,andotherspellswhenhewasasbadasthebelievingestofthemall。

  Itwasafineday,andreallyjoyoustobea-walking。

  Itwouldofbeenagooddealjoyouserifwehadhadsomebreakfast,butwefiggeredwewouldstopsomewheresatnoonandlayinagood,square,countrymeal。

  Thatwasn\'tsuchaverythicksettledcountry。

  Buteverybodyseemedtoknowabouttheman-

  huntthatwasgoingon,here,there,andeverywhere。

  Peoplewouldcomedowntotheroadsideaswepassed,andgazeafterus。Ormebbyastusifweknowedwhetherhehadbeenketchedyet。

  Womenandkidsmostly,oroldmen,butnowandthenayoungermantoo。Wenoticedtheywasn\'tnoniggerstospeakofthatwasn\'tbusier\'nallgetout,workingatsomethingorother,thatday。

  Theyisconsiderablewoodsinthatcountryyet,thoughlotshasbeencutoff。Buttheywassome-

  timesrightlongstretcheswheretheywouldbewoodsonbothsidesoftheroad,moreorlessthick,withunderbrushbetweenthetrees。Wetrampedalong,eachbusythinkinghisownthoughts,andhavingapurtygoodtimejestdoingthatwithouttherebeingnouseoftalking。IwasthinkingthatIlikedthedoctorbetterfurturninghisbackonallthisgame,jestwhenhemightofmadesomesortofadealwiththebishopandreallymadesomemoneyoutofitintheend。Heneverwassogoodabusinessmanashethoughthewas,DoctorKirbywasn\'t。Healwayscouldmakehimselfthinkhewas。Butwhenitcomerightdowntobrasstackshewasn\'t。YougivehimaschemethatwouldTALKwell,thekindofajoshtalkhelikedtogetofffurhisownenjoyment,andhewouldtakeupwithiteverytimeinsteadofonethathadmorepromiseofmoneytoitifitwasworkedharder。

  HewasthinkingoftheTALKmore\'nhewasofthemoney,mostly;andhewasalwayssayingsome-

  thingaboutartfurart\'ssake,whichwasplumbfoolishness,furheneverpaintednopictures。Well,henevergotoverbeingmoreorlessofapuzzletome。Butfursomereasonorotherthismorningheseemedtobeinabetterhumourwithhimself,afterwehadwalkedawhile,thanIhadseenhiminfuralongtime。

  Wecometothetopofonelonghill,whichithadmadeussweattoclimb,andwithoutsayingnothingtoeachotherwebothstoppedandtookoffourhatsandwipedourforeheads,anddrawedlongbreaths,contenttostandtherefurjestaminuteortwoandlookaroundus。Theroadrunstraightahead,anddippeddown,andthenclumbupanotherhillaboutaneighthofamileinfrontofus。Itmadealittlevalley。Jestaboutthemiddle,betweenthetwohills,acrickmeanderedthroughthebottomland。Woodsgrowedalongthecrick,andalongbothsidesoftheroadwewastravelling。

  Rightnighthecricktheywasanotherroadcomeoutofthewoodstotheleft-handside,andswitchedintotheroadwewastravelling,andusedthesamebridgetocrossthecrickby。Theywasthreeorfourhouseshereandthere,withchimbleysbuiltupontheoutsideofthem,andbluesmokecomingout。Westoodandlookedatthesightbeforeusandforgotallthetroubleswehadleftbehind,furacoupleofminutes——italllookedsopeacefulandquietandhomeyfiedandnice。

  “Well,“saysthedoctor,afterwehadstoodthereapiece,“Iguesswebetterbemovingonagain,Danny。“

  ButjestasSam,whowasfolleringalongbehindwiththatsuitcase,picksitupandputsitonhisheadagin,theycomeasound,fromawayoffinthedistancesomewheres,thatmadehimsetitdownquick。Andweallstopsinourtracksandlooksateachother。

  Itwasthevoiceofahounddog——notsoawfulloud,butclearandmellowandtuneful,andcarriedtousonthewind。Andtheninaminuteitcomeagin,sharperandquicker。Theyyellslikethatwhentheyhavestruckascent。

  Aswestoodandlookedateachothertheycomeacrackleintheunderbrush,jesttotheleftofus。

  Weturnedourheadsthat-a-way,jestasaniggermangivealeaptothetopofarailfencethatseparatedtheroadfromthewoods。Hewasgoingsofastthatinsteadofclimbingthatfenceandbal-

  ancingonthetopandjumpingoffhejestsimplyseemedtohitthetoprailandbounceonover,likehehadbeenthrowedoutoftheheartofthewoods,andhefellsprawlingoverandoverintheroad,rightbeforeourfeet。

  Hewasontohisfeetinasecond,andfuraminutehestoodupstraightandlookedatus——anashes-

  colourednigger,raggedandbleedingfromtheunder-

  brush,red-eyed,andwithslaverstricklingfromhisredlips,andsobbingandgaspingandpantingfurbreath。Underhisbrownskin,wherehisshirtwastornopenacrosthischest,youcouldseethatnigger\'shearta-beating。

  Butashelookedatustheycomeasuddenchangeacrosthisface——hemustofseenthedoctorbefore,andwithasobhethrowedhimselfonhiskneesintheroadandclaspedhishandsandheld\'emouttowardDoctorKirby。

  “ELISHyah!ELISHyah!”hesingsout,rockingofhisbodyinakindoftune,“revealyo\'se\'f,revealyo\'se\'fan\'he\'pmeNOW!LawdGawdELISHyah,beckonfo\'aCHA\'iot,yo\'cha\'iotofFIAH!Lif\'me,lif\'me——lif\'meawayf\'umhyahinercha\'ioto\'FIAH!”

  Thedoctor,heturnedhisheadaway,andI

  knowedthethoughtworkinginhimwasthethoughtofthatwhitewomanthatwouldalwaysbeanidiotforlife,ifshelived。Buthislipswasdumb,andhisonehandstretcheditselfouttowardthatniggerintheroadandmadeawipingmotion,likehewastryingfurtowipethepictureofhim,andthethoughtofhim,off\'naslateforevermore。

  Jestthen,nearerandlouderandsharper,andwithaneagersound,liketheyknowedtheyalmosthadhimnow,themhounds\'voicescomeringingthroughthewoods,andwiththemcomethemixed-

  upshoutsofmen。

  “RUN!”yellsSam,wavingofthatsuitcaseroundhishead,furoneniggerwillalwaystrytohelpanothernomatterwhathe\'sdone。“Runfo\'debranch——gityo\'footsindeworteran\'fling\'emoffdescent!”

  Heboundeddownthehill,thatred-eyednigger,andleftusstandingthere。Butbeforehereachedthecrickthewholeman-huntcomebustingthroughthewoods,thedogsa-strainingattheirstraps。

  Themenwasallonfoot,withgunsandpistolsintheirhands。Theyseenthenigger,andtheyallletoutayell,andwasafterhim。Theyketchedhimatthecrick,andtookhimoffalongthatroadthatturnedofftotheleft。IhearnlaterhewasamemberofBishopWarren\'scongregation,sotheyhunghimrightinfrontofBigBethelchurch。

  Westoodthereontopofthehillandsawthechaseandcapture。DoctorKirby\'sfacewassweatingworsethanwhenwefirstclumbthehill。

  Hewasthinkingaboutthatniggerthathadpleadedwithhim。Hewasthinkingalsoofthewoman。

  Hewasgladithadn\'tbeenuptohimpersonalrightthenandtheretobuttinandstopalynching。

  Hewasglad,furwiththemtwopicturesinfrontofhimhedidn\'tknowwhathewouldofdone。

  “Thankheaven!”Ihearnhimsaytohimself。

  “Thankheaventhatitwasn\'tREALLYinmypowertochoose!”

  CHAPTERXVIII

  Well,wehadporkandgreensfurdinnerthatday,withthebestcorn-breadIevereatanywheres,andbuttermilk,andsweetpotatopie。Wegot\'ematthehouseofafellernamedWithers——OldDaddyWithers。Whichiftheywaseveraniceroldmanthanhim,oraniceroldwomanthanhiswife,Ineverrunacrost\'emyet。

  Theylivedallalone,themWitherses,withonlyacoupleofniggerstohelpthemruntheirfarm。

  AfterweeatsourdinnerandSamgetshis\'nouttothekitchen,wesetsoutinfrontofthehouseandgetstotalkingwiththem,andgetsrealwellacquainted。

  WhichwesoonfoundoutthesecretofoldDaddyWithers\'slife——thatthereinnocent-lookingoldjiggerwasapoet。Hewaskindofproudofitandkindofshamedofitbothtooncet。Thewayitcomeoutwaswhenthedoctorsaysoneofthemquotationsheisalwaysgettingoff,andtheoldmanhelookspleasedandsaystherestofthepieceitdroppedoutofstraightthrough。

  Thentheyhadagreattimequotingitateachother,themtwo,andIseenthedoctorisgoodtoloafaroundtheretherestoftheday,likeasnot。

  Purtysoontheoldladybeginstogetmightyproud-

  lookingoversomethingorother,andsheleansoverandwhisperstotheoldman:

  “ShallIbringitout,Lemuel?”

  Theoldman,heshakeshishead,no。Butsheslipsintothehouseanyhow,andfetchesoutalittlebookwithapalegreencovertoit,andhandsittothedoctor。

  “Blessmysoul,“saysDoctorKirby,lookingattheoldman,“youdon\'tmeantosayyouwriteverseyourself?”

  Theoldman,hegetsredalloverhisface,andupintotherootsofhiswhitehair,anddownintohiswhitebeard,andmakesbelieveheisalittlemadattheoldladyfurshowinghimoffthat-a-way。

  “Mother,“hesays,“yo\'shouldn\'thavedonethat!”Theyhadhadaboyyearsbefore,andhehaddied,buthealwayscalledhermotherthesameasiftheboywasliving。Hegoesintothehouseandgetshispipe,andbringsitoutandlightsit,actinglikethatbookofpoetrywasamightysmallmattertohim。ButhelooksatDoctorKirbyoutofthecornerofhiseyes,andcan\'tkeepfromgettingsortofeagerandtremblywithhispipe;andIcouldseehewasreallyanxiousoverwhatthedoctorwasthinkingofthempoemshewrote。Thedoctorreadssomeof\'emoutloud。

  Well,itwaskindofhome-madepoetry,OldDaddyWithers\'swas。Itwasn\'tlikenootherpoetryIeverstruck。AndIcouldtellthedoctorwasthinkingthesameaboutit。Itsoundedsomehowlikeithadn\'tbeenjointedtogetherright。Youwouldkeeplisteningfurittorhyme,andgetallworkedupwatchingandwaitingfuritto,andmakebetswithyourselfwhetheritwouldrhymeoritwouldn\'t。

  Andthenitginerallywouldn\'t。Ineverhearnsuchpoetrytogetaperson\'sexpectancesallworkedup,andthengobackon\'em。Butifyoucouldoftoldwhatitwasallabout,youwouldn\'tofmindedthatsomuch。Notthatyoucantellwhatmostpoetryisabout,butyoudon\'tcaresolongasitkeepshoppingalonglively。Whatyouwantinpoetrytomakehersoundgood,accordingtomywayofthinking,istomakeherjumplively,andthenstopwithabangontherhymes。ButDaddyWitherswassoindependent-likehewouldjestnatcherallytrytoforcetwowordstorhymewhethertheLordmade\'emfurmatesornot——likeasifyouwouldtrytomakeacoupleofkidskissandmakeupbybumpingtheirheadstogether。Theyjestsimplywon\'tdoit。ButDoctorKirby,heletonlikehethoughtitwasfinepoetry,andhereadthempiecesoverandoveragin,outloud,andtheoldmanandtheoldwomanwasbothmightytickledwiththewayhedoneit。Hewouldn\'tofhad\'emknowfuranythinghedidn\'tbelieveitwasthefinestpoetryeverwrote,DoctorKirbywouldn\'t。

  Theywasfourlittlebooksofitaltogether。Slimbooksthatlookedasiftheyhadn\'thadenoughtoeat,likeastraycatwhoseribsisrubbingtogether。

  IthadcostDaddyWithersfivehundreddollarsapiecetoget\'empublished。AfellerinBostonchargedhimthatmuch,hesaid。Itseemshewouldgoalongfuryears,rakingandscrapingofhismoneytogether,soastogetenoughaheadtogetoutanotherbook。Eachtimehehadhishopesthebignews-

  paperswouldmebbypaysomeattentiontoit,andhewouldgetrecognized。

  “Buttheyneverdid,“saidtheoldman,kindofsad,“italwaysfellflat。“

  “Why,FATHER!”——theoldladybegins,andfinishesbyrunningbackintothehouseagin。SheisoutinaminutewithaclippingfromanewspaperandhandsitovertoDoctorKirby,asproudasakidwithcopper-toedboots。Thedoctorreadsitallthewaythrough,andthenhehandsitbackwithoutsayingaword。Theoldladygoesawaytofiddlearoundaboutthehouseworkpurtysoonandtheoldmanlooksatthedoctorandsays:

  “Well,yousee,don\'tyou?”

  “Yes,“saysthedoctor,verygentle。

  “Iwouldn\'thaveHERknowfortheworld,“saysDaddyWithers。“_I_knowandYOUknowthatnews-

  paperpieceisjustsimplypokingfunatmypoetry,andmakingafoolofme,thewholewaythrough。

  AssoonasIreaditovercarefulIsawitwasn\'treallypraise,thoughtherewasaminuteortwoI

  thoughtmyrecognitionhadcome。ButSHEdon\'tknowitain\'tseriousfromstarttofinish。SHEwasall-mightypleasedwhenthatpiececomeoutinprint。AndIdon\'tintendsheevershallknowitain\'trealpraise。“

  HiswifewassoproudwhenthatpiececomeoutinthatNewYorkpaper,hesaid,shecriedoverit。

  Shesaidnowshewasgladtheyhadbeendoingwithoutthingsfuryearsandyearssotheycouldgetthemlittlebooksprinted,oneaftertheother,furnowfamewascoming。Butsometimes,DaddyWitherssays,hesuspicionsshereallyknowshehasbeenmadeafoolof,andispertendingnottoseeit,furhissake,thesameasheispertendingfurHER

  sake。Well,theywasamightyniceoldcouple,andthedoctordoneaheapofpertendingfurboththeirsakes——theywasn\'tnothingelsetodo。

  “How\'dyoucometogetstartedatit?”heasts。

  DaddyWitherssayshedon\'trightlyknow。

  Mebby,hesays,itwaslivingthereallhislifeandwatchingthingsgrowing——watchingthecottongrow,andthecornandgettingacquaintedwithbirdsandanimalsandtreesandthings。Helpingofthingstogrow,hesays,isagoodwaytounder-

  standhowGodmustfeelabouthumans。Forwhatyouplantandhelptogrow,hesays,youaresuretogettocaringaheapabout。Youcan\'thelpit。Andthatisthereason,hesays,Godcanbedependedontopullthehumanracethroughintheend,evenifappearancesdolooktobeaginHisdoingitsometimes,furHestartedittogrowinginthefirstplaceandthat-a-wayHegotinterestedpersonalinit。Andthatisthemainidea,hesays,hehasallthetimebeentryingtogetintothattherepoetryofhis\'n。Buthereckonsheain\'tgotherin。

  Leastways,hesays,noonehasneverseenhertherebutthedoctorandtheoldladyandhimself。Well,formypart,Ineverwouldofseenittheremyself,butwhenhesaiditoutplainlikethatanyonecouldoftoldwhathemeant。

  Youhadn\'torterlaythingsupaginfolksifthefolkscan\'thelp\'em。AndIwillsayDaddyWitherswasafineoldboyinspiteofhispoetry。Whichitneverreallydoneanyharm,exceptbeingexpensivetohim,andlotswilldrinkthatmuchupandneverfiggeritanexpense,butoneofthenecessitiesoflife。Wewentalloverhisplacewithhim,andwenoticedaroundhishousealotoftincanstackeduptopostsandtrees。Theywasfurthebirdstodrinkoutof,andallthebirdsaroundtherehadfoundoutaboutit,andaboutDaddyWithers,andwasn\'tscaredofhimatall。Hecouldgetacquaintedwithanimals,too,sothatafteralongspellsometimestheywouldevenlethimhandlethem。Butnotifanyonewasaround。Theywasacrowhehadmadeapetof,usedtohoparoundinfrontofhim,andtryfurtotalktohim。Ifhewenttosleepinthefrontyardwhilsthewasreading,thatcrowhadafavour-

  itetrickofstealinghisspectaclesoff\'nhisnoseandflyinguptotheridgepoleofthehouse,andcawingathim。Oncehehadbeensettingoutarowoftomatoplantsverycareful,andhegottotheendoftherowandturnedaround,andthattherecrowhadbeenhoppingalongbehindverysollum,pullingupeachplantashesetitout。Itactedlikeithaddonesomethingmightysmart,andknowedit,thatcrow。SoafterthattheoldmannamedhimSatan,furhesaiditwasSatan\'stricktokeepthingsfromgrowing。Theywassomeblueandwhitepigeonswasn\'tscaredtocomeandsetonhisshoul-

  ders;butyoucouldseetheoldmanreallylikedthatcrowSatanbetter\'nanyofthem。

  Well,wehungaroundallafternoonlisteningtotheoldmantalk,andlikinghimbetterandbetter。

  Firstthingweknoweditwasgettingalongtowardsuppertime。Andnothingwoulddobutwemuststaytosupper,too。WewaspintedtowardaplaceontherailroadcalledSmithtown,butwhenwefoundwecouldn\'tgetatrainfromtheretillteno\'clockthatnightanyhow,anditwasonlythreemilesaway,wesaidwe\'dstay。

  Aftersupperwecalculatedwe\'dbettermove。

  Buttheoldmanwouldn\'thearofuswalkingthatthreemiles。Soabouteighto\'clockhehitchedupamuletoaone-hosswagon,andwejoggedalong。

  Theywasayallermoonsneakingupovertheedgeoftheworldwhenwestarted。Itwassolowdownintheskyyetthatitthrewlongshaddersontheroad,andtheywasthickandblackones,too。

  Becausetheywasalotoftreesalongsidetheroad,andtheroadwasnarrow,wewentaheadmostlythroughthedarkness,withhereandtherepatchesofmoonlightsplashedontotheground。DoctorKirbyandOldManWitherswassettingontheseat,stillgassingawayaboutbooksandthings,andIwassettingonthesuitcaseinthewagonboxrightbehind\'em。Sam,hewassometimesinthebackofthewagon。Hehadbeenmore\'nhalfasleepallafternoon,butnowitwasnighthewaswakedup,thewayniggersandcatswilldo,andeveryonceinawhilehewouldgetoutbehindandcutafewcapersinamoonlightpatch,jestfurtheenjoymentofit,andthenrunandketchupwiththewagonandcrawlinagin,furitwasgoingpurtyslow。

  Thegroundwassandyinspots,andIguesswemadeapurtygoodloadfurBeck,theoldmule。

  Shestopped,goingupalittleslope,afterwehadwentaboutamilefromtheWitherses\'。Samsayshe\'llgetoutandwalk,furthewheelswasinpurtydeep,anditwashardgoing。

  “Giddap,Beck!”saystheoldman。

  ButBeck,shewon\'t。Shedon\'tstandlikesheisstuck,neither,butlikeshesensesdangersome-

  wheresabout。Ahossmightgoaheadintodanger,butamuleismorecarefulofitselfandnevergoesbuttinginunlessitfeelssuretheyisawayout。

  “Giddap,“saystheoldmanagin。

  Butjestthentheshaddersonbothsidesoftheroadcomestolife。Theywakesup,andmovesallaboutus。ItwasdonesosuddenandquietitwashalfaminutebeforeIseenitwasn\'tshaddersbutaboutthirtymenhadgatheredallaboutusoneveryside。Theyhadguns。

  “Whoareyou?Whatd\'yewant?”aststheoldman,startled,asthreeorfourtookcareofthemule\'sheadveryquickandquiet。

  “Don\'tbeskeered,DaddyWithers,“saysadrawlyvoiceoutofthedark;“weain\'tgoin\'tohurtYOU。

  Wegotalittlemattero\'businesstotendtowiththemtwofellersyo\'totin\'totown。“

  CHAPTERXIX

  Thirtymenwithgunswouldbeconsider-

  ableofapropositiontobuckagainst,sowedidn\'ttryit。Theytookusoutofthewagon,andtheypintedusdowntheroad,steeringusfuracountryschoolhousewhichwas,Ijudgedfromtheirtalk,aboutaquarterofamileaway。

  Theytookussilent,furafterwefoundtheydidn\'tanswernoquestionswequitaskingany。Wejestwalkedalong,andguessedwhatwewasupagainst,andwhy。DaddyWithers,hetrailedalongbehind。Theyhadtriedtosendhimalonghome,buthewouldn\'tgo。Sotheylethimfollerandpaidnomoreheedtohim。

  Sam,hekepta-talkinganda-begging,andseveralmena-tellingofhimtoshutup。Andhimnota-doingit。Tillfinallyonefellersaysverydisgusted-like:

  “Boys,I\'mgoingtoturnthisniggerloose。“

  “We\'llwanthisevidence,“saysanotherone。

  “Evidence!”saysthefirstone。“What\'stheevidenceofascaredniggerworth?”

  “Ireckonthatonethisafternoonwasconsider-

  ablescared,whenhegiveusthatevidenceagainsthimself——thatis,ifyoucallitevidence。“

  “Aniggercangiveevidenceagainstanigger,andit\'sallright,“saysanothervoice——whichitcomefromafellerthathada-holtofmywristontheleft-handsideofme——“butthesearewhitemenwearegoingtotryto-night。Thecaseistooserioustotakeniggerevidence。Besides,Ireckonwegotalltheevidenceanyonecouldneed。Thisniggerain\'tchargedwithanycrimehimself,andmyideaisthatheain\'ttobeallowedtofigureonewayortheotherinthisthing。“

  SotheyturnedSamloose。IneverseennorhearntellofSamsincethen。Theyfiredacoupleofgunsintotheairashestarteddowntheroad,jestfurfun,andmebbyheisrunningyet。

  Thefellerhadbeentalkinglikehewasalawyer,soIastshimwhatcrimewewaschargedwith。Buthedidn\'tanswerme。Andjestthenwegetsinsightofthatschoolhouse。

  Itsetontopofalittlehill,partiallyinthemoon-

  light,withafewsad-lookingpinetreesscatteredaroundit,andthefenceinfrontbrokedown。

  Evenafternightyoucouldseeitwasashabby-

  lookinglittleplace。

  OldDaddyWitherstiedhismuletothebrokendownfence。Somebodybustedthefrontdoordown。Somebodyelselightedmatches。ThefirstthingIknowed,wewasallinside,andfourorfivedirtylittlecoaloillamps,withtinreflectorsto\'em,whichIs\'posewasusedordinaryfurschoolexhibi-

  tions,wasbeinglighted。

  Wewaswaltzedupontotheteacher\'splatform,DoctorKirbyandme,andsetdowninchairsthere,withtwomentoeachofus,andthenatall,raw-

  bonedfellerstalksuptotheteacher\'sdesk,andrapsonitwiththebuttendofapistol,andsays:

  “Gentlemen,thismeetingwillcometoorder。“

  Whichtheywasorderlyenoughbeforethat,buttheyalltookofftheirhatswhenherapped,likeinacourtroomorachurch,andmostof\'emsetdown。

  Theysetdownintheschoolkids\'seats,orontopofthedesks,andtheirlegsstuckoutintotheaisles,andtheylookeduncomfortableandawkward。Buttheylookedearnestandtheylookedsollum,too,andtheywasn\'tnojokingnorskylarkinggoingon,nornokindofrowdyness,neither。Theseheremenwasn\'ttoughs,byanymannerofmeans,butthemostpartof\'emrespectablefarmers。Theyhadalookofmeaningbusiness。

  “Gentlemen,“saysthefellerwhohadrapped,“whowillyouhaveforyourchairman?”

  “Ireckonyou\'lldo,Will,“saysanotherfellertotheraw-bonedman,whichseemedtosatisfyhim。Buthemade\'emvoteonitbeforehetookoffice。

  “Nowthen,“saysWill,“theaccusedmusthavecounsel。“

  “Will,“saysanotherfeller,veryhasty,“what\'stheuseofallthisfussan\'feathers?YouknowaswellasIdothere\'snothinglegalaboutthis。It\'sonlynecessary。Formypart——“

  “BuckHightower,“saysWill,poundingonthedesk,“youwillpleasecometoorder。“WhichBuckdoneit。

  “Now,“saysthechairman,turningtowardDoctorKirby,whohadbeensettingtherelookingthoughtfulfromonemantoanother,likehewassizingeachoneup,“nowImustexplaintothechiefdefendantthatwedon\'tintendtolynchhim。“

  HestoppedasecondonthatwordLYNCHasiftoletitsoakin。Thedoctor,hebowedtowardhimverycoolandceremonious,andsays,mockingofhim:

  “Youreassureme,Mister——Mister——Whatisyourname?”Hesaiditinawaythatwouldofmadeasaintmad。

  “Mynameain\'tanydifference,“saysWill,tryingnottoshowhewasnettled。

  “Youarequiteright,“saysthedoctor,lookingWillupanddownfromheadtofoot,veryslowandinsulting,“it\'sofnoconsequenceintheworld。“

  Will,heflushedup,buthemakeshimselfsteadyandcool,andhegoesonwithhislittlespeech:

  “Thereistobenolynchinghereto-night。Thereistobeatrial,and,ifnecessary,anexecution。“

  “Woulditbeaskingtoomuch,“saysthedoctorverypolite,“ifIweretoinquirewhoistobetried,andbeforewhatcourt,anduponwhatcharge?”

  Therewasaclearingofthroatsandashufflingoffeetfuraminute。Oneolddeaffeller,witharednose,whohadhishandbehindhisearandwasleaningforwardsoasnottomissabreathofwhatanyonesaid,asthisneighbourinaloudwhisper,“How?”Thenanundersizedlittlefeller,whowasn\'tafarmerbyhisclothes,gotupandmovedtowardtheplatform。Hehadabulging-outfore-

  head,andthinlips,andaquick,nervouswayabouthim:

  “Youaretobetried,“hesaystothedoctor,speakinginakindofshrillsing-songthatcutyournervesinthatroomfullofbottled-upexcitementlikealocustonahotday。“Youaretobetriedbeforethisself-constitutedcourtofCaucasiancitizens——

  Anglo-Saxons,sir,everymanofthem,whosefor-

  bearswereatRunnymede!Thechargeagainstyouisstirringupthenegroesofthiscommunitytothepointofrevolt。Youareaccused,sir,ofrepresentingyourselftothemassomekindofaMoses。YouarearraignedhereforendangeringthepeaceofthecountyandthesupremacyoftheCaucasianracebyinspiringinthenegroesthehopeofequality。“

  OldDaddyWithershadbeensettingbackbythedoor。Iseenhimgetupandslipout。Itdidn\'tlooktometobeanyplacefuragentleoldpoet。

  Whilethatlittlefellerwasmakingthatchargeyoucouldfeeltheairgettingtingly,likeitdoesbeforearainstorm。

  Somefellersstartedtoclaptheirhandslikeatapoliticalrallyandtosay,“Goit,Billy!”“That\'sright,Harden!”WhichIfoundoutlaterBillyHardenwasinthestatelegislature,andquiteaspeaker,andknowedit。Will,thechairman,hepoundeddowntheapplause,andthenhesaystothedoctor,pointingtoBillyHarden:

  “Nomanshallsayofusthatwedidnotgiveyouafairtrialandasquaredeal。I\'mgoin\'toappointthisgentlemanasyourcounsel,andI\'mgoin\'togiveyouareasonabletimetotalkwithhiminpri-

  vateandprepareyourcase。HeistheablestlawyerinsouthwestGeorgiaandthebrightestsonofWatsonCounty。“

  ThedoctorlookskindoflazyandBillHarden,andbackaginatWill,thechairman,andsmilesoutofthecornerofhismouth。Thenhesays,sortoftakingintherestofthecrowdwithhisremark,likethemtwostandingtherepay-

  ingeachothercomplimentswasn\'tnothingbutajoke:

  “IhopeneitherofyouwilltakeittoomuchtoheartifI\'mnotimpressedbyyoursenseofjus-

  tice——oryourfriend\'sability。“

  “Then,“saidWill,“Itakeitthatyouintendtoactasyourowncounsel?”

  “Youmaytakeit,“saysthedoctor,rousingofhimselfup,“youmaytakeit——fromme——thatIrefusetorecognizeyouandyourcrowdasacourtofanykind;thatIknownothingofthesillyaccusa-

  tionsagainstme;thatIfindnoreasonatallwhyI

  shouldtakethetroubleofmakingadefencebeforeanarmedmobthatcanonlymeanoneoftwothings。“

  “Oneoftwothings?”saysWill。

  “Yes,“saysthedoctor,veryquiet,butraisinghisvoicealittleandlookinghimhardintheeyes。

  “Youandyourgangcanmeanonlyoneoftwothings。Eitherabadjoke,orelse——“

  Andhestoppedasecond,leaningforwardinhischair,withthelookofhalfraisingoutofit,soastobringoutthewordverydecided——

  “MURDER!”

  Thewayhedoneitleftthattherewordhangingintheroom,soyoucouldalmostseeitandalmostfeelitthere,likeitwasathingthathadtobefacedandlookedatandtookintoaccount。Theyallfeltitthat-a-way,too;furtheywasn\'tasoundfuraminute。ThenWillsays:

  “Wedon\'tplanmurder,andyou\'llfindthisain\'tajoke。Andsinceyourefusetoacceptcounsel——“

  JestthenBuckHightowerinterruptshimbyyell-

  ingout,“ImakeamotionBillyHardenbeprosecut-

  ingattorney,then。Let\'shurrythisthingalong!”

  Andseveralstartedtoapplaud,andcallfurBillyHardentoprosecute。ButWill,hepoundeddowntheapplauseagin,andsays:

  “IwasabouttosuggestthatMr。Hardenmightbeprevailedupontoacceptthattask。“

  “Yes,“saysthedoctor,verygentleandeasy。

  “Quiteso!IfanciedmyselfthatMr。Hardencamealongwiththeideaofmakingaspeecheitherfororagainst。“AndhegrinnedatBillyHardeninawaythatseemedtomakehimwild,thoughhetriednottoshowit。Somehowthedoctorseemedtobeallkeyedup,insteadofscared,likeafellerthat\'shadjestenoughtodrinktogivehimafightingedge。

  “Mr。Chairman,“saysBillyHarden,flushingupandstutteringjestalittle,“Ib-begleavetod-d-decline。“

  “What,“saysthedoctor,sortofplayingwithBillywithhiseyesandgrin,andturningliketoletthewholecrowdinonthejoke,“DECLINE?Theeminentgentlemandeclines!Andheisgoingtositdown,too,withallthatspeechbottledupinhim!ODemosthenes!”hesays,“youhavelostyourpebbleinfrontofallGreece。“

  SeveralgrinnedatBillyHardenashesetdown,andthreeorfourlaughedoutright。Iguessabouthalfofthemthereknowedhimfurawindbag,andsomewasn\'tsorrytoseehimjoshed。ButIseenwhatthedoctorwastryingtodo。Heknowedhewasinanawfultightplace,andhewasfeelingthatcrowd\'spulse,sotospeak。Hehadbeentalkingtocrowdsfurtwentyyears,andheknowedthekindofsuddenturnstheywilltake,andhowtotakeadvantageof\'em。Hewasplanningandfiggeringinhismindallthetimejestwhatsidetoketch\'emon,andhowtosplituptheone,solidcrowd-mindintodifferentminds。ButthelittlebitofalaughheturnedagainstBillyHardenwasonlyonthesurface,likeastrawfloatingonawhirl-

  pool。Thesemenwasherefurbusiness。

  BuckHightowerjumpsupandsays:

  “Will,I\'mgettingtiredofthiscourtfoolishness。

  Thequestionis,Doesthismancomeintothiscountyanddowhathehasdoneandgetoutagain?

  Weknowallabouthim。Hesneakedinhereandgaveouthewasheretoturntheniggerswhite——

  thathewassomekindofanew-fangledJesussentespeciallytoniggers,whichisblasphemyinitself——

  andhe\'sgot\'emstirredup。They\'reboilin\'andfesterin\'withnotionsofequalitytillwe\'reluckyifwedon\'thavetolynchadozenof\'em,liketheydidinAtlantalastsummer,toget\'embackintotheirplacesagain。Dowesaveourselvesmoretroublebystringinghimupasawarningtothenegroes?Ordoweinvitetroublebyturninghimloose?Which?Allitneedsisavote。“

  Andhesetdownagin。Youcouldseehehadmadeahitwiththeboys。Theywasakindofagrowlrolledaroundtheroom。Thefeelingsinthatplacewasgettingstrongerandstronger。I

  wasscared,buttryingnottoshowit。Myfingerskeptfeelingaroundinmypocketfursomethingthatwasn\'tthere。Butmybraincouldn\'trememberwhatmyfingerswasfeelingfur。ThenitcomeonmesuddenitwasabuckeyeIpickedupinthewoodsinIndianyoneday,andIhadlostit。Iain\'tsuper-

  stitiousaboutbuckeyesorhorse-shoes,butremem-

  beringIhadlostitsomehowmademefeelworse。

  ButDoctorKirbyhadagoodholtonhimself;hisfacewasabitredder\'nusual,andhiseyeswasspark-

  ling,andhewasbotheagerandwatchful。WhenBuckHightowersetsdownthechairmanclearshisthroatlikeheisgoingtospeak。But——

  “Justamoment,“saysDoctorKirby,gettingonhisfeet,andtakingasteptowardthechairman。

  Andthewayhestoppedandstoodmadeeverybodylookathim。Thenhewenton:

  “Oncemore,“hesays,“Icalltheattentionofeverymanpresenttothefactthatwhatthelastspeakerproposesis——“

  Andthenhelet\'emhavethatwordagin,fullintheirfaces,tothinkabout——

  “MURDER!Merelymurder。“

  Hewasboundtheyshouldn\'tgetawayfromthatwordandwhatitstoodfur。AndeverymanthereDIDthink,too,furtheywasanotherlittlepause。

  Andnotoneof\'emlookedatanotheronefuraminute。DoctorKirbyleanedforwardfromtheplatform,runninghiseyesoverthecrowd,andjestnatcherallyshovedthatwordintotheroomsohardwithhismindthateverymindtherehadtotakeitin。

  Butasheheld\'emtoittheycomeabangfromoneofthewindows。Itbrokethecharm。Fureverybodyjumped。Ijumpedmyself。Whentheendoftheworldcomesandtheearthbustsinthemiddle,itwon\'tsoundnolouderthanthatbangdid。Itwasawoodenshutter。Thewindwasris-

  ingoutside,anditflewopenandwhackedagin\'

  thebuilding。

  Thenabig,heavy-setmanthathadn\'tspokebeforerizupfromoneofthehindseats,likehehadheardadaretofight,andwalkedslowlydowntowardthefront。Hehadaredface,whichwasconsiderablepock-marked,andverydeep-seteyes,andadeepvoice。

  “Sincewhen,“hesays,takinguphisstandadozenfeetorsoinfrontofthedoctor,“sincewhenhasanycivilizationrefusedtocommitmurderwhenmurderwasnecessaryforitsprotection?”

  Oneofthetopglassesofthatwindowwasout,andwiththeshutteropentheycomeabreezethroughthatflutteredsomestripsofdirty-colouredpapers,fly-speckedanddustyandspider-webbed,thathungonstringsacrosttheroom,jestbelowtheceiling。IguesstheyhadbeenleftoverfromsomeChristmasdoings。

  “Myfriend,“saidthepock-markedmantothedoctor——andthefunnythingaboutitwashedidn\'ttalkunfriendlywhenhesaidit——“thewordyouinsistonisjustaWORD,likeanyotherword。“

  Theywasaspiderroustedoutofhiswebbythatdisturbanceamongthestringsandpapers。Hestarteddownfromaboveonjestonestringofweb,seeminglyspinningpartofitoutofhimselfashecome,thewaytheydo。Icouldn\'tkeepmyeyesoff\'nhim。

  “Murder,“saysthedoctor,“isathing。“

  “ItisaWORD,“saystheotherman,“FORathing。

  Forathingwhichsometimesseemsnecessary。

  Lynching,war,execution,murder——theyareallwordsfordifferentwaysofwipingouthumanlife。

  Killingsometimesseemswrong,andsometimesright。Butrightorwrong,andwithonewordoranothertackedtoit,itisDONEwhenacommunitywantstogetridofsomethingdangeroustoit。“

  Thattherespiderwasasquat,ugly-lookingdevil,huncheduponhisstringamongstallhiscrookedlegs。Thewindwouldcomeinlittlepuffs,andswinghimalittlewaytowardthedoctor\'shead,andthentowardthepock-markedman\'shead,backandforthandbackandforth,betweenthemtwoastheyspoke。Itlookedtomelikehewaslisteningtowhattheysaidandwaitingfursomething。

  “Murder,“saysthedoctor,“ismurder——illegalkilling——andyoucan\'tmakeanythingelseoutofit,ortalkanythingelseintoit。“

  Itcometomealltooncetthatthatuglyspiderwasswingingbackandforthlikethependulumonaclock,andmarkingtime。Iwonderedhowmuchtimetheywasleftintheworld。

  “Itwouldbenonethelessamurder,“saidthepock-markedman,“ifyouweretobehangedafteratrialinsomecountycourt。Societyhadbeenobligedtodenytheprivilegeofcommittingmurdertotheindividualandreserveitforthecommunity。

  Ifourcommunalsensesaysyoushoulddie,thethingisneitherbetternorworsethanifasheriffhangedyou。“

  “Iamnottobehangedbyasheriff,“saysthedoctor,verycoolandsteady,“becauseIhavecom-

  mittednocrime。Iamnottobekilledbyyoubecauseyoudarenot,inspiteofallyousay,outragethelawtothatextent。“

  Andtheylookedeachotherintheeyessolongandhardthateveryoneelseintheschoolhouseheldtheirbreath。

  “DAREnot?”saysthepock-markedman。Andhereachedforwardslowandtookthatspiderinhishand,andcrusheditthere,andwipedhishandalonghispantsleg。“Darenot?YES,BUTWEDARE。

  Theonlyquestionforusmenhereiswhetherwedaretoletyougofree。“

  “Yourdefenceoflynching,“saysDoctorKirby,“showsthatyou,atleast,areamanwhocanthink。

  TellmewhatIamaccusedof?”

  Andthenthetrialbeguninearnest。

  CHAPTERXX

  Thedoctoractedashisownlawyer,andthepock-markedman,whosenamewasGrimes,asthelawyeraginus。Youcouldseethatcrowdhadmadeupitsmindbefore-hand,andwasonlygivinguswhattheycalledatrialtosatisfytheirownconscience。Butthefightwasbe-

  twixtGrimesandDoctorKirbythehullwaythrough。

  OnewitnesswasafellerthathadbeeninthehotelatCottonvillethenightwestruckthatplace。Wehaddrunksomeofhislicker。

  “Thismanadmittedhimselfthathewasheretoturntheniggerswhite,“saidthewitness。

  DoctorKirbyhadtold\'emwhatkindofmedicinehewasselling。Webothrememberedit。Webothhadtoadmitit。

  ThenextwitnesswasthefellerthatrunthetavernatBairdstown。Hehadwithhim,furproof,abottleofthestuffwehadbroughtwithus。Hetoldhowwehadwentawayandleftittherethatverymorning。

  Anotherwitnesstoldofseeingthedoctortalkingintheroadtothatthereniggerbishop。Whichanyonecouldofseeniteasyenough,furtheywasn\'tnothingsecretaboutit。Wehadmethimbyac-

  cident。Butyoucouldseeitmadeaginus。

  AnotherwitnesssayshelivesnotfurfromthatBigBethelchurch。Hesayshehasnoticedtheniggerswasworkedupaboutsomethingfurseveraldays。Theyarekeepingthecauseofitsecret。HewentovertoBigBethelchurchthenightbefore,hesaid,andhelistenedoutsideoneofthewindowstofindoutwhatkindofdoctrinethatcrazybishopwaspreachingtothem。Theywasallsoworkedup,andthepowerwaswith\'emsostrong,andtheywassoexcitedtheywouldn\'tofhearnanarmymarch-

  ingby。HehadhearnthebishopdeliveramessagetohisflockfromtheMessiah。Hehadseenhimgowild,afterward,andpreachanequalitysermon。

  Thatwasthelyingmessagetheoldbishophadtookto\'em,andthatSamhadtoldusabout。Buthowwasthisfellertoknowitwasalie?Hebelievedinit,andhetolditinastraight-aheadwaythatwouldmakeanyoneseehewastellingthetruthashethoughtittobe。

  Thentheywassixotherwitnesses。Allhadbeeninthegangthatlynchedtheniggerthatday。Thatniggerhadconfessedhiscrimebeforehewaslynched。

  HehadtoldhowtheniggershadbeenexpectingofaMessiahfurseveraldays,andhowthedoctorwashim。Hehaddieda-preachinganda-prophesyingandthinkingtothelastminutemaybehewasgoingtogettookupinachariotoffire。

  Thingskeptlookingworseandworsefurus。

  Theyhadthestoryastheniggersthoughtittobe。

  Theythoughtthedoctorhaddeliberatelyrepre-

  sentedhimselfassuch,insteadofwhichthedoc-

  torhadrefusedtoberepresentedasthatthereMessiah。Morethanthat,hehadneversoldabottleofthatmedicine。Hehadflungtheideaofsellingitwaybehindhimjestassoonasheseenwhatthesituationreallywasintheblackcoun-

  ties。Hehadevendespisedhimselffurgoingintoit。Butthelooksofthingswasalltheotherway。

  Thenthedoctorgivehisowntestimony。

  “Gentlemen,“hesays,“itistruethatIcamedownheretotryoutthatstuffinthebottlethere,andseeifamarketcouldbeworkedupforit。Itisalsotruethat,afterIcamehereanddiscoveredwhatconditionswere,Idecidednottosellthestuff。

  Ididn\'tsellany。AboutthisMessiahbusinessI

  knowverylittlemorethanyoudo。Thesituationwascreated,andIblunderedintoit。IsentthenegroeswordthatIwasnotthepersontheyex-

  pected。Thebishopliedtothem。Thatismywholestory。“

  Buttheydidn\'tbelievehim。Furitwasjestwhathewouldofsaidifhehadbeenguilty,astheythoughthim。AndthenGrimesgetsupandsays:

  “Gentlemen,Idemandforthisprisonerthepenaltyofdeath。

  “Hehaslenthimselftoasituationcalculatedtodisturbinthiscountythepeacefuldominationoftheblackracebythewhite。

  “HeisaNorthernman。Butthatisnotagainsthim。Ifthiswereacasewhereleniencywerepossi-

  ble,itshouldcountforhim,asindicatinganig-

  noranceofthegravityofconditionswhichconfrontushere,everydayandallthetime。Ifheweremyownbrother,Iwouldstilldemandhisdeath。

  “Lestheshouldthinkmyattitudedictatedbyanylingeringsectionalprejudice,Imaytellhimwhatyouallknow——youpeopleamongwhomIhavelivedforthirtyyears——thatIamaNorthernmanmyself。

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