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  `WouldyougivemetheTime?\'saidthesergeant,addressinghimselftoMrPumblechook,astoamanwhoseappreciativepowersjustifiedtheinferencethathewasequaltothetime。

  `It\'sjustgonehalf-pasttwo。\'

  `That\'snotsobad,\'saidthesergeant,reflecting;`evenifIwasforcedtohaltherenightwohours,that\'lldo。Howfarmightyoucallyourselvesfromthemarshes,hereabouts?Notaboveamile,Ireckon?\'

  `Justamile,\'saidMrsJoe。

  `That\'lldo。Webegintocloseinupon\'emaboutdusk。Alittlebeforedusk,myordersare。That\'lldo。\'

  `Convicts,sergeant?\'askedMrWopsle,inamatter-of-courseway。

  `Ay!\'returnedthesergeant,`two。They\'reprettywellknowntobeoutonthemarshesstill,andtheywon\'ttrytogetclearof\'embeforedusk。

  Anybodyhereseenanythingofanysuchgame?\'

  Everybody,myselfexcepted,saidno,withconfidence。Nobodythoughtofme。

  `Well!\'saidthesergeant,`they\'llfindthemselvestrappedinacircle,Iexpect,soonerthantheycounton。Now,blacksmith!Ifyou\'reready,hisMajestytheKingis。\'

  Joehadgothiscoatandwaistcoatandcravatoff,andhisleatherapronon,andpassedintotheforge。Oneofthesoldiersopeneditswoodenwindows,anotherlightenedthefire,anotherturnedtoatthebellows,thereststoodroundtheblaze,whichwassoonroaring。ThenJoebegantohammerandclink,hammerandclink,andwealllookedon。

  Theinterestoftheimpendingpursuitnotonlyabsorbedthegeneralattention,butevenmademysisterliberal。Shedrewapitcherofbeerfromthecask,forthesoldiers,andinvitedthesergeanttotakeaglassofbrandy。ButMrPumblechooksaid,sharply,`Givehimwine,Mum。I\'llengagethere\'snoTarinthat:\'so,thesergeantthankedhimandsaidthatashepreferredhisdrinkwithouttar,hewouldtakewine,ifitwasequallyconvenient。Whenitwasgivenhim,hedrankhisMajesty\'shealthandComplimentsoftheSeason,andtookitallatamouthfulandsmackedhislips。

  `Goodstuff,eh,sergeant?\'saidMrPumblechook。

  `I\'lltellyousomething,\'returnedthesergeant;`Isuspectthatstuff\'sofyourproviding。\'

  Mr。Pumblechook,withafatsortoflaugh,said,`Ay,ay?Why?\'

  `Because,\'returnedthesergeant,clappinghimontheshoulder,`you\'reamanthatknowswhat\'swhat。\'

  `D\'yethinkso?\'saidMrPumblechook,withhisformerlaugh。`Haveanotherglass!\'

  `Withyou。Hobandnob,\'returnedthesergeant。`Thetopofminetothefootofyours-thefootofyourstothetopofmine-Ringonce,ringtwice-thebesttuneontheMusicalGlasses!Yourhealth。Mayyouliveathousandyears,andneverbeaworsejudgeoftherightsortthanyouareatthepresentmomentofyourlife!\'

  Thesergeanttossedoffhisglassagainandseemedquitereadyforanotherglass。InoticedthatMrPumblechookinhishospitalityappearedtoforgetthathehadmadeapresentofthewine,buttookthebottlefromMrsJoeandhadallthecreditofhandingitaboutinagushofjoviality。EvenIgotsome。Andhewassoveryfreeofthewinethatheevencalledfortheotherbottle,andhandedthataboutwiththesameliberality,whenthefirstwasgone。

  AsIwatchedthemwhiletheyallstoodclusteringabouttheforge,enjoyingthemselvessomuch,Ithoughtwhatterriblegoodsauceforadinnermyfugitivefriendonthemarsheswas。Theyhadnotenjoyedthemselvesaquartersomuch,beforetheentertainmentwasbrightenedwiththeexcitementhefurnished。Andnow,whentheywereallinlivelyanticipationof`thetwovillains\'beingtaken,andwhenthebellowsseemedtoroarforthefugitives,thefiretoflareforthem,thesmoketohurryawayinpursuitofthem,Joetohammerandclinkforthem,andallthemurkyshadowsonthewalltoshakeattheminmenaceastheblazeroseandsankandthered-hotsparksdroppedanddied,thepaleafter-noonoutside,almostseemedinmypityingyoungfancytohaveturnedpaleontheiraccount,poorwretches。

  Atlast,Joe\'sjobwasdone,andtheringingandroaringstopped。AsJoegotonhiscoat,hemusteredcouragetoproposethatsomeofusshouldgodownwiththesoldiersandseewhatcameofthehunt。MrPumblechookandMrHubbledeclined,onthepleaofapipeandladies\'society;butMrWopslesaidhewouldgo,ifJoewould。Joesaidhewasagreeable,andwouldtakeme,ifMrsJoeapproved。Wenevershouldhavegotleavetogo,Iamsure,butforMrsJoe\'scuriositytoknowallaboutitandhowitended。Asitwas,shemerelystipulated,`Ifyoubringtheboybackwithhisheadblowntobitsbyamusket,don\'tlooktometoputittogetheragain。\'

  Thesergeanttookapoliteleaveoftheladies,andpartedfromMrPumblechookasfromacomrade;thoughIdoubtifhewerequiteasfullysensibleofthatgentleman\'smeritsunderaridconditions,aswhensomethingmoistwasgoing。Hismenresumedtheirmusketsandfellin。MrWopsle,Joe,andI,receivedstrictchargetokeepintherear,andtospeaknowordafterwereachedthemarshes。Whenwewerealloutintherawairandweresteadilymovingtowardsourbusiness,ItreasonablywhisperedtoJoe,`Ihope,Joe,weshan\'tfindthem。\'andJoewhisperedtome,`I\'dgiveashillingiftheyhadcutandrun,Pip。\'

  Wewerejoinedbynostragglersfromthevillage,fortheweatherwascoldandthreatening,thewaydreary,thefootinghad,darknesscomingon,andthepeoplehadgoodfiresin-doorsandwerekeepingtheday。A

  fewfaceshurriedtoglowingwindowsandlookedafterus,butnonecameout。Wepassedthefinger-post,andheldstraightontothechurchyard。

  There,wewerestoppedafewminutesbyasignalfromthesergeant\'shand,whiletwoorthreeofhismendispersedthemselvesamongthegraves,andalsoexaminedtheporch。Theycameinagainwithoutfindinganything,andthenwestruckoutontheopenmarshes,throughthegateatthesideofthechurchyard。Abittersleetcamerattlingagainstushereontheeastwind,andJoetookmeonhisback。

  NowthatweareoutuponthedismalwildernesswheretheylittlethoughtIhadbeenwithineightorninehoursandhadseenbothmenhiding,Iconsideredforthefirsttime,withgreatdread,ifweshouldcomeuponthem,wouldmyparticularconvictsupposethatitwasIwhohadbroughtthesoldiersthere?HehadaskedmeifIwasadeceivingimp,andhehadsaidIshouldbeafierceyounghoundifIjoinedthehuntagainsthim。WouldhebelievethatIwasbothimpandhoundintreacherousearnest,andhadbetrayedhim?

  Itwasofnouseaskingmyselfthisquestionnow。ThereIwas,onJoe\'sback,andtherewasJoebeneathme,chargingattheditcheslikeahunter,andstimulatingMrWopslenottotumbleonhisRomannose,andtokeepupwithus。Thesoldierswereinfrontofus,extendingintoaprettywidelinewithanintervalbetweenmanandman。WeweretakingthecourseI

  hadbegunwith,andfromwhichIhaddivergedinthemist。Eitherthemistwasnotoutagainyet,orthewindhaddispelledit。Underthelowredglareofsunset,thebeacon,andthegibbet,andthemoundoftheBattery,andtheoppositeshoreoftheriver,wereplain,thoughallofawateryleadcolour。

  WithmyheartthumpinglikeablacksmithatJoe\'sbroadshoulder,I

  lookedallaboutforanysignoftheconvicts。Icouldseenone,Icouldhearnone。MrWopslehadgreatlyalarmedmemorethanonce,byhisblowingandhardbreathing;butIknewthesoundsbythistime,andcoulddissociatethemfromtheobjectofpursuit。Igotadreadfulstart,whenIthoughtIheardthefilestillgoing;butitwasonlyasheepbell。Thesheepstoppedintheireatingandlookedtimidlyatus;andthecattle,theirheadsturnedfromthewindandsleet,staredangrilyasiftheyheldusresponsibleforbothannoyances;but,exceptthesethings,andtheshudderofthedyingdayineverybladeofgrass,therewasnobreakinthebleakstillnessofthemarshes。

  ThesoldiersweremovingoninthedirectionoftheoldBattery,andweweremovingonalittlewaybehindthem,when,allofasudden,weallstopped。For,therehadreachedusonthewingsofthewindandrain,alongshout。Itwasrepeated。Itwasatadistancetowardstheeast,butitwaslongandloud。Nay,thereseemedtobetwoormoreshoutsraisedtogether-ifonemightjudgefromaconfusioninthesound。

  Tothiseffectthesergeantandthenearestmenwerespeakingundertheirbreath,whenJoeandIcameup。Afteranothermoment\'slistening,Joewhowasagoodjudgeagreed,andMrWopslewhowasabadjudge

  agreed。Thesergeant,adecisiveman,orderedthatthesoundshouldnotbeanswered,butthatthecourseshouldbechanged,andthathismenshouldmaketowardsit`atthedouble。\'SoweslantedtotherightwheretheEastwas,andJoepoundedawaysowonderfully,thatIhadtoholdontighttokeepmyseat。

  Itwasarunindeednow,andwhatJoecalled,intheonlytwowordshespokeallthetime,`aWinder。\'Downbanksandupbanks,andovergates,andsplashingintodykes,andbreakingamongcoarserushes:nomancaredwherehewent。Aswecamenearertotheshouting,itbecamemoreandmoreapparentthatitwasmadebymorethanonevoice。Sometimes,itseemedtostopaltogether,andthenthesoldiersstopped。Whenitbrokeoutagain,thesoldiersmadeforitatagreaterratethanever,andweafterthem。

  Afterawhile,wehadsorunitdown,thatwecouldhearonevoicecalling`Murder!\'andanothervoice,`Convicts!Runaways!Guard!Thiswayfortherunawayconvicts!\'Thenbothvoiceswouldseemtobestifledinastruggle,andthenwouldbreakoutagain。Andwhenithadcometothis,thesoldiersranlikedeer,andJoetoo。

  Thesergeantraninfirst,whenwehadrunthenoisequitedown,andtwoofhismenranincloseuponhim。Theirpieceswerecockedandlevelledwhenweallranin。

  `Herearebothmen!\'pantedthesergeant,strugglingatthebottomofaditch。`Surrender,youtwo!andconfoundyoufortwowildbeasts!Comeasunder!\'

  Waterwassplashing,andmudwasflying,andoathswerebeingsworn,andblowswerebeingstruck,whensomemoremenwentdownintotheditchtohelpthesergeant,anddraggedout,separately,myconvictandtheotherone。Bothwerebleedingandpantingandexecratingandstruggling;butofcourseIknewthembothdirectly。

  `Mind!\'saidmyconvict,wipingbloodfromhisfacewithhisraggedsleeves,andshakingtornhairfromhisfingers:`Itookhim!Igivehimuptoyou!Mindthat!\'

  `It\'snotmuchtobeparticularabout,\'aidthesergeant;`it\'lldoyousmallgood,myman,beinginthesameplightyourself。Handcuffsthere!\'

  `Idon\'texpectittodomeanygood。Idon\'twantittodomemoregoodthanitdoesnow,\'saidmyconvict,withagreedylaugh。`Itookhim。

  Heknowsit。That\'senoughforme。\'

  Theotherconvictwaslividtolookat,and,inadditiontotheoldbruisedleftsideofhisface,seemedtobebruisedandtornallover。

  Hecouldnotsomuchasgethisbreathtospeak,untiltheywerebothseparatelyhandcuffed,butleaneduponasoldiertokeephimselffromfalling。

  `Takenotice,guard-hetriedtomurderme,\'werehisfirstwords。

  `Triedtomurderhim?\'saidmyconvict,disdainfully。`Try,andnotdoit?Itookhim,andgiv\'himup;that\'swhatIdone。Inotonlypreventedhimgettingoffthemarshes,butIdraggedhimhere-draggedhimthisfaronhiswayback。He\'sagentleman,ifyouplease,thisvillain。Now,theHulkshasgotitsgentlemanagain,throughme。Murderhim?Worthmywhile,too,tomurderhim,whenIcoulddoworseanddraghimback!\'

  Theotheronestillgasped,`Hetried-hetried-to-murderme。Bear-bearwitness。\'

  `Lookeehere!\'saidmyconvicttothesergeant。`Single-handedIgotclearoftheprison-ship;ImadeadashandIdoneit。Icouldha\'gotclearofthesedeath-coldflatslikewise-lookatmyleg:youwon\'tfindmuchirononit-ifIhadn\'tmadediscoverythathewashere。Lethimgofree?LethimprofitbythemeansasIfoundout?

  Lethimmakeatoolofmeafreshandagain?Oncemore?No,no,no。

  IfIhaddiedatthebottomthere;\'andhemadeanemphaticswingattheditchwithhismanacledhands;`I\'dhaveheldtohimwiththatgrip,thatyoushouldhavebeensafetofindhiminmyhold。\'

  Theotherfugitive,whowasevidentlyinextremehorrorofhiscompanion,repeated,`Hetriedtomurderme。Ishouldhavebeenadeadmanifyouhadnotcomeup。\'

  `Helies!\'saidmyconvict,withfierceenergy。`He\'saliarborn,andhe\'lldiealiar。Lookathisface;ain\'titwrittenthere?Lethimturnthoseeyesofhisonme。Idefyhimtodoit。\'

  Theother,withaneffortatascornfulsmile-whichcouldnot,however,collectthenervousworkingofhismouthintoanysetexpression-lookedatthesoldiers,andlookedaboutatthemarshesandatthesky,butcertainlydidnotlookatthespeaker。

  `Doyouseehim?\'pursuedmyconvict。`Doyouseewhatavillainheis?Doyouseethosegrovellingandwanderingeyes?That\'showhelookedwhenweweretriedtogether。Heneverlookedatme。\'

  Theother,alwaysworkingandworkinghisdrylipsandturninghiseyesrestlesslyabouthimfarandnear,didatlastturnthemforamomentonthespeaker,withthewords,`Youarenotmuchtolookat,\'andwithahalf-tauntingglanceattheboundhands。Atthatpoint,myconvictbecamesofranticallyexasperated,thathewouldhaverusheduponhimbutfortheinterpositionofthesoldiers。`Didn\'tItellyou,\'saidtheotherconvictthen,`thathewouldmurderme,ifhecould?\'Andanyonecouldseethatheshookwithfear,andthattherebrokeoutuponhislips,curiouswhiteflakes,likethinsnow。

  `Enoughofthisparley,\'saidthesergeant。`Lightthosetorches。\'

  Asoneofthesoldiers,whocarriedabasketinlieuofagun,wentdownonhiskneetoopenit,myconvictlookedroundhimforthefirsttime,andsawme。IhadalightedfromJoe\'sbackonthebrinkoftheditchwhenwecameup,andhadnotmovedsince。Ilookedathimeagerlywhenhelookedatme,andslightlymovedmyhandsandshookmyhead。Ihadbeenwaitingforhimtoseeme,thatImighttrytoassurehimofmyinnocence。

  Itwasnotatallexpressedtomethatheevencomprehendedmyintention,forhegavemealookthatIdidnotunderstand,anditallpassedinamoment。Butifhehadlookedatmeforanhourorforaday,Icouldnothaverememberedhisfaceeverafterwards,ashavingbeenmoreattentive。

  Thesoldierwiththebasketsoongotalight,andlightedthreeorfourtorches,andtookonehimselfanddistributedtheothers。Ithadbeenalmostdarkbefore,butnowitseemedquitedark,andsoonafterwardsverydark。

  Beforewedepartedfromthatspot,foursoldiersstandinginaring,firedtwiceintotheair。Presentlywesawothertorcheskindledatsomedistancebehindus,andothersonthemarshesontheoppositebankoftheriver。

  `Allright,\'saidthesergeant。`March。\'

  Wehadnotgonefarwhenthreecannonwerefiredaheadofuswithasoundthatseemedtoburstsomethinginsidemyear。`Youareexpectedonboard,\'saidthesergeanttomyconvict;`theyknowyouarecoming。Don\'tstraggle,myman。Closeuphere。\'

  Thetwowerekeptapart,andeachwalkedsurroundedbyaseparateguard。

  IhadholdofJoe\'shandnow,andJoecarriedoneofthetorches。MrWopslehadbeenforgoingback,butJoewasresolvedtoseeitout,sowewentonwiththeparty。Therewasareasonablygoodpathnow,mostlyontheedgeoftheriver,withadivergencehereandtherewhereadykecame,withaminiaturewindmillonitandamuddysluice-gate。WhenIlookedround,Icouldseetheotherlightscominginafterus。Thetorcheswecarried,droppedgreatblotchesoftheuponthetrack,andIcouldseethose,too,lyingsmokingandflaring。Icouldseenothingelsebutblackdarkness。Ourlightswarmedtheairaboutuswiththeirpitchyblaze,andthetwoprisonersseemedrathertolikethat,astheylimpedalonginthemidstofthemuskets。Wecouldnotgofast,becauseoftheirlameness;

  andtheyweresospent,thattwoorthreetimeswehadtohaltwhiletheyrested。

  Afteranhourorsoofthistravelling,wecametoaroughwoodenhutandalanding-place。Therewasaguardinthehut,andtheychallenged,andthesergeantanswered。Then,wewentintothehutwheretherewasasmelloftobaccoandwhitewash,andabrightfire,andalamp,andastandofmuskets,andadrum,andalowwoodenbedstead,likeanovergrownmanglewithoutthemachinery,capableofholdingaboutadozensoldiersallatonce。Threeorfoursoldierswholayuponitintheirgreat-coats,werenotmuchinterestedinus,butjustliftedtheirheadsandtookasleepystare,andthenlaydownagain。Thesergeantmadesomekindofreport,andsomeentryinabook,andthentheconvictwhomIcalltheotherconvictwasdraftedoffwithhisguard,togoonboardfirst。

  Myconvictneverlookedatme,exceptthatonce。Whilewestoodinthehut,hestoodbeforethefirelookingthoughtfullyatit,orputtinguphisfeetbyturnsuponthehob,andlookingthoughtfullyatthemasifhepitiedthemfortheirrecentadventures。Suddenly,heturnedtothesergeant,andremarked:

  `Iwishtosaysomethingrespectingthisescape。Itmaypreventsomepersonslayingundersuspicionalongerme。\'

  `Youcansaywhatyoulike,\'returnedthesergeant,standingcoollylookingathimwithhisarmsfolded,`butyouhavenocalltosayithere。

  You\'llhaveopportunityenoughtosayaboutit,andhearaboutit,beforeit\'sdonewith,youknow。\'

  `Iknow,butthisisanotherpint,aseparatematter。Amancan\'tstarve;

  atleastIcan\'t。Itooksomewittles,upatthewillageoveryonder-wherethechurchstandsa\'mostoutonthemarshes。\'

  `Youmeanstole,\'saidthesergeant。

  `AndI\'lltellyouwherefrom。Fromtheblacksmith\'s。\'

  `Halloa!\'saidthesergeant,staringatJoe。

  `Halloa,Pip!\'saidJoe,staringatme。

  `Itwassomebrokenwittles-that\'swhatitwas-andadramofliquor,andapie。\'

  `Haveyouhappenedtomisssuchanarticlesasapie,blacksmith?\'askedthesergeant,confidentially。

  `Mywifedid,attheverymomentwhenyoucamein。Don\'tyouknow,Pip?\'

  `So,\'saidmyconvict,turninghiseyesonJoeinamoodymanner,andwithouttheleastglanceatme;`soyou\'retheblacksmith,areyou?ThanI\'msorrytosay,I\'veeatyourpie。\'

  `Godknowsyou\'rewelcometoit-sofarasitwasevermine,\'returnedJoe,withasavingremembranceofMrsJoe。`Wedon\'tknowwhatyouhavedone,butwewouldn\'thaveyoustarvedtodeathforit,poormiserablefellow-creatur-Wouldus,Pip?\'

  ThesomethingthatIhadnoticedbefore,clickedintheman\'sthroatagain,andheturnedhisback。Theboathadreturned,andhisguardwereready,sowefollowedhimtothelanding-placemadeofroughstakesandstones,andsawhimputintotheboat,whichwasrowedbyacrewofconvictslikehimself。Nooneseemedsurprisedtoseehim,orinterestedinseeinghim,orgladtoseehim,orsorrytoseehim,orspokeaword,exceptthatsomebodyintheboatgrowledasiftodogs,`Giveway,you!\'whichwasthesignalforthedipoftheoars。Bythelightoftorches,wewastheblackHulklyingoutalittlewayfromthemudoftheshore,likeawickedNoah\'sark。Cribbedandbarredandmooredbymassiverustychains,theprison-shipseemedinmyyoungeyestobeironedliketheprisoners。Wesawtheboatgoalongside,andwesawhimtakenupthesideanddisappear。

  Then,theendsofthetorcheswereflunghissingintothewater,andwentout,asifitwerealloverwithhim。

  Chapter6

  MYstateofmindregardingthepilferingfromwhichIhadbeensounexpectedlyexonerated,didnotimpelmetofrankdisclosure;butIhopeithadsomedregsofgoodatthebottomofit。

  IdonotrecallthatIfeltanytendernessofconscienceinreferencetoMrsJoe,whenthefearofbeingfoundoutwasliftedoffme。ButIlovedJoe-perhapsfornobetterreasoninthoseearlydaysthanbecausethedearfellowletmelovehim-and,astohim,myinnerselfwasnotsoeasilycomposed。ItwasmuchuponmymindparticularlywhenIfirstsawhimlookingaboutforhisfilethatIoughttotellJoethewholetruth。

  YetIdidnot,andforthereasonthatImistrustedthatifIdid,hewouldthinkmeworsethanIwas。ThefearoflosingJoe\'sconfidence,andofthenceforthsittinginthechimney-corneratnightstaringdrearilyatmyforeverlostcompanionandfriend,tiedupmytongue。ImorbidlyrepresentedtomyselfthatifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimatthefiresidefeelinghisfairwhisker,withoutthinkingthathewasmeditatingonit。That,ifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimglance,howevercasually,atyesterday\'smeatorpuddingwhenitcameonto-day\'stable,withoutthinkingthathewasdebatingwhetherIhadbeeninthepantry。

  That,ifJoeknewit,andatanysubsequentperiodofourjointdomesticliferemarkedthathisbeerwasflatorthick,theconvictionthathesuspectedTarinit,wouldbringarushofbloodtomyface。Inaword,IwastoocowardlytodowhatIknewtoberight,asIhadbeentoocowardlytoavoiddoingwhatIknewtobewrong。Ihadhadnointercoursewiththeworldatthattime,andIimitatednoneofitsmanyinhabitantswhoactinthismanner。Quiteanuntaughtgenius,Imadethediscoveryofthelineofactionformyself。

  AsIwassleepybeforewewerefarawayfromtheprison-ship,Joetookmeonhisbackagainandcarriedmehome。Hemusthavehadatiresomejourneyofit,forMrWopsle,beingknockedup,wasinsuchaverybadtemperthatiftheChurchhadbeenthrownopen,hewouldprobablyhaveexcommunicatedthewholeexpedition,beginningwithJoeandmyself。Inhislaycapacity,hepersistedinsittingdowninthedamptosuchaninsaneextent,thatwhenhiscoatwastakenofftobedriedatthekitchenfire,thecircumstantialevidenceonhistrouserswouldhavehangedhimifithadbeenacapitaloffence。

  Bythattime,Iwasstaggeringonthekitchenfloorlikealittledrunkard,throughhavingbeennewlysetuponmyfeet,andthroughhavingbeenfastasleep,andthroughwakingintheheatandlightsandnoiseoftongues。

  AsIcametomyselfwiththeaidofaheavythumpbetweentheshoulders,andtherestorativeexclamation`Yah!Wasthereeversuchaboyasthis!\'

  frommysister,IfoundJoetellingthenabouttheconvict\'sconfession,andallthevisitorssuggestingdifferentwaysbywhichhehadgotintothepantry。MrPumblechookmadeout,aftercarefullysurveyingthepremises,thathehadfirstgotupontheroofoftheforge,andhadthengotupontheroofofthehouse,andhadthenlethimselfdownthekitchenchimneybyaropemadeofhisbeddingcutintostrips;andasMrPumblechookwasverypositiveanddrovehisownchaise-cart-overeverybody-itwasagreedthatitmustbeso。MrWopsle,indeed,wildlycriedout`No!\'withthefeeblemaliceofatriedman;but,ashehadnotheory,andnocoaton,hewasunanimouslysetatnought-nottomentionhissmokinghardbehind,ashestoodwithhisbacktothekitchenfiretodrawthedampout:whichwasnotcalculatedtoinspireconfidence。

  ThiswasallIheardthatnightbeforemysisterclutchedme,asaslumberousoffencetothecompany\'seyesight,andassistedmeuptobedwithsuchastronghandthatIseemedtohavefiftybootson,andtobedanglingthemallagainsttheedgesofthestairs。Mystateofmind,asIhavedescribedit,beganbeforeIwasupinthemorning,andlastedlongafterthesubjecthaddiedout,andhadceasedtobementionedsavingonexceptionaloccasions。

  Chapter7

  ATthetimewhenIstoodinthechurchyard,readingthefamilytombstones,Ihadjustenoughlearningtobeabletospellthemout。Myconstructionevenoftheirsimplemeaningwasnotverycorrect,forIread`wifeoftheAbove\'asacomplimentaryreferencetomyfather\'sexaltationtoabetterworld;andifanyoneofmydeceasedrelationshadbeenreferredtoas`Below,\'IhavenodoubtIshouldhaveformedtheworstopinionsofthatmemberofthefamily。Neither,weremynotionsofthetheologicalpositionstowhichmyCatechismboundme,atallaccurate;for,IhavealivelyremembrancethatIsupposedmydeclarationthatIwasto`walkinthesameallthedaysofmylife,\'laidmeunderanobligationalwaystogothroughthevillagefromourhouseinoneparticulardirection,andnevertovaryitbyturningdownbythewheelwright\'sorupbythemill。

  WhenIwasoldenough,IwastobeapprenticedtoJoe,anduntilIcouldassumethatdignityIwasnottobewhatMrsJoecalled`Pompeyed,\'orasIrenderitpampered。Therefore,Iwasnotonlyodd-boyabouttheforge,butifanyneighbourhappenedtowantanextraboytofrightenbirds,orpickupstones,ordoanysuchjob,Iwasfavouredwiththeemployment。

  Inorder,however,thatoursuperiorpositionmightnotbecompromisedthereby,amoney-boxwaskeptonthekitchenmantel-shelf,intowhichitwaspubliclymadeknownthatallmyearningsweredropped。IhaveanimpressionthattheyweretobecontributedeventuallytowardstheliquidationoftheNationalDebt,butIknowIhadnohopeofanypersonalparticipationinthetreasure。

  MrWopsle\'sgreat-auntkeptaneveningschoolinthevillage;thatistosay,shewasaridiculousoldwomanoflimitedmeansandunlimitedinfirmity,whousedtogotosleepfromsixtoseveneveryevening,inthesocietyofyouthwhopaidtwopenceperweekeach,fortheimprovingopportunityofseeingherdoit。Sherentedasmallcottage,andMrWopslehadtheroomup-stairs,wherewestudentsusedtooverhearhimreadingaloudinamostdignifiedandterrificmanner,andoccasionallybumpingontheceiling。

  TherewasafictionthatMrWopsle`examined\'thescholars,onceaquarter。

  Whathedidonthoseoccasionswastoturnuphiscuffs,stickuphishair,andgiveusMarkAntony\'sorationoverthebodyofCaesar。ThiswasalwaysfollowedbyCollins\'sOdeonthePassions,whereinIparticularlyveneratedMrWopsleasRevenge,throwinghisblood-stainedswordinthunderdown,andtakingtheWar-denouncingtrumpetwithawitheringlook。Itwasnotwithmethen,asitwasinlaterlife,whenIfellintothesocietyofthePassions,andcomparedthemwithCollinsandWopsle,rathertothedisadvantageofbothgentlemen。

  Mr。Wopsle\'sgreat-aunt,besideskeepingthisEducationalInstitution,kept-inthesameroom-alittlegeneralshop。Shehadnoideawhatstockshehad,orwhatthepriceofanythinginitwas;buttherewasalittlegreasymemorandum-bookkeptinadrawer,whichservedasaCatalogueofPrices,andbythisoracleBiddyarrangedalltheshoptransaction。BiddywasMrWopsle\'sgreat-aunt\'sgranddaughter;Iconfessmyselfquietunequaltotheworkingoutoftheproblem,whatrelationshewastoMrWopsle。

  Shewasanorphanlikemyself;likeme,too,hadbeenbroughtupbyhand。

  Shewasmostnoticeable,Ithought,inrespectofherextremities;for,herhairalwayswantedbrushing,herhandsalwayswantedwashing,andhershoesalwayswantedmendingandpullingupatheel。Thisdescriptionmustbereceivedwithaweek-daylimitation。OnSundays,shewenttochurchelaborated。

  Muchofmyunassistedself,andmorebythehelpofBiddythanofMrWopsle\'sgreat-aunt,Istruggledthroughthealphabetasifithadbeenabramble-bush;gettingconsiderablyworriedandscratchedbyeveryletter。

  Afterthat,Ifellamongthosethieves,theninefigures,whoseemedeveryeveningtodosomethingnewtodisguisethemselvesandbafflerecognition。

  But,atlastIbegan,inapurblindgropingway,toread,write,andcipher,ontheverysmallestscale。

  Onenight,Iwassittinginthechimney-cornerwithmyslate,expendinggreateffortsontheproductionofalettertoJoe。Ithinkitmusthavebeenafullyyearafterourhuntuponthemarshes,foritwasalongtimeafter,anditwaswinterandahardfrost。Withanalphabetonthehearthatmyfeetforreference,Icontrivedinanhourortwotoprintandsmearthisepistle:`MIDEERJOiOPEURKRWITEWELLiOPEiSHALSONBHABELL

  42TEEDGEUJOANTHENWESHORLBSOGLODDANWENiMPRENGTD2UJOWOT

  LARXANBLEVEMEINFXNPIP。\'TherewasnoindispensablenecessityformycommunicatingwithJoebyletter,inasmuchashesatbesidemeandwewerealone。But,Ideliveredthiswrittencommunicationslateandallwithmyownhand,andJoereceiveditasamiracleoferudition。

  `Isay,Pip,oldchap!\'criedJoe,openinghisblueeyeswide,`whatascholaryouare!An\'tyou?\'

  `Ishouldliketobe,\'saidI,glancingattheslateasheheldit:

  withamisgivingthatthewritingwasratherhilly。

  `Why,here\'saJ,\'saidJoe,`andaOequaltoanythink!Here\'saJ

  andaO,Pip,andaJ-O,Joe。\'

  IhadneverheardJoereadaloudtoanygreaterextentthanthismonosyllable,andIhadobservedatchurchlastSundaywhenIaccidentallyheldourPrayer-Bookupsidedown,thatitseemedtosuithisconveniencequiteaswellasifithadbeenright。WishingtoembracethepresentoccasionoffindingoutwhetherinteachingJoe,Ishouldhavetobeginquiteatthebeginning,Isaid,`Ah!Butreadtherest,Jo。\'

  `Therest,eh,Pip?\'saidJoe,lookingatitwithaslowlysearchingeye,`One,two,three。Why,here\'sthreeJs,andthreeOs,andthreeJ-O,Joesinit,Pip!\'

  IleanedoverJoe,and,withtheaidofmyforefinger,readhimthewholeletter。

  `Astonishing!\'saidJoe,whenIhadfinished。`YouAREascholar。\'

  `HowdoyouspellGargery,Joe?\'Iaskedhim,withamodestpatronage。

  `Idon\'tspellitatall,\'saidJoe。

  `Butsupposingyoudid?\'

  `Itcan\'tbesupposed,\'saidJoe。`Tho\'I\'moncommonfondofreading,too。\'

  `Areyou,Joe?\'

  `On-common。Giveme,\'saidJoe,`agoodbook,oragoodnewspaper,andsitmedownaforeagoodfire,andIasknobetter。Lord!\'hecontinued,afterrubbinghiskneesalittle,`whenyoudocometoaJandaO,andsaysyou,\"Here,atlast,isaJ-O,Joe,\"howinterestingreadingis!\'

  Iderivedfromthislast,thatJoe\'seducation,likeSteam,wasyetinitsinfancy,Pursuingthesubject,Iinquired:

  `Didn\'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?\'

  `No,Pip。\'

  `Whydidn\'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?\'

  `Well,Pip,\'saidJoe,takingupthepoker,andsettlinghimselftohisusualoccupationwhenhewasthoughtful,ofslowlyrakingthefirebetweenthelowerbars:`I\'lltellyou。Myfather,Pip,heweregiventodrink,andwhenhewereovertookwithdrink,hehammeredawayatmymother,mostonmerciful。Itwerea\'mosttheonlyhammeringhedid,indeed,\'xceptingatmyself。Andhehammeredatmewithawigouronlytobeequalledbythewigourwithwhichhedidn\'thammerathisanwil-You\'relisteningandunderstanding,Pip?\'

  `Yes,Joe。\'

  `\'Consequence,mymotherandmeweranawayfrommyfather,severaltimes;andthenmymothershe\'dgoouttowork,andshe\'dsay,\"Joe,\"she\'dsay,\"now,pleaseGod,youshallhavesomeschooling,child,\"andshe\'dputmetoschool。Butmyfatherwerethatgoodinhishartthathecouldn\'tabeartobewithoutus。So,he\'dcomewithamosttremenjouscrowdandmakesucharowatthedoorsofthehouseswherewewas,thattheyusedtobeobligatedtohavenomoretodowithusandtogiveusuptohim。

  Andthenhetookushomeandhammeredus。Which,yousee,Pip,\'saidJoe,pausinginhismeditativerakingofthefire,andlookingatme,`wereadrawbackonmylearning。\'

  `Certainly,poorJoe!\'

  `Thoughmindyou,Pip,\'saidJoe,withajudicialtouchortwoofthepokeronthetopbar,`renderinguntoalltheirdoo,andmaintainingequaljusticebetwixtmanandman,myfatherwerethatgoodinhishart,don\'tyousee?\'

  Ididn\'tsee;butIdidn\'tsayso。

  `Well!\'Joepursued,`somebodymustkeepthepotabiling,Pip,orthepotwon\'tbile,don\'tyouknow?\'

  Isawthat,andsaidso。

  `\'Consequence,myfatherdidn\'tmakeobjectionstomygoingtowork;

  soIwenttoworktoworkatmypresentcalling,whichwerehistoo,ifhewouldhavefollowedit,andIworkedtolerablehard,Iassureyou,Pip。IntimeIwereabletokeephim,andIkepthimtillhewentoffinapurplelepticfit。AnditweremyintentionstohavehadputuponhistombstonethatWhatsume\'erthefailingsonhispart,Rememberreaderhewerethatgoodinhishart。\'

  Joerecitedthiscoupletwithsuchmanifestprideandcarefulperspicuity,thatIaskedhimifhehadmadeithimself。

  `Imadeit,\'saidJoe,`myownself。Imadeitinamoment。Itwaslikestrikingoutahorseshoecomplete,inasingleblow。Ineverwassomuchsurprisedinallmylife-couldn\'tcreditmyowned-totellyouthetruth,hardlybelieveditweremyowned。AsIwassaying,Pip,itweremyintentionstohavehaditcutoverhim;butpoetrycostsmoney,cutithowyouwill,smallorlarge,anditwerenotdone。Nottomentionbearers,allthemoneythatcouldbesparedwerewantedformymother。

  Shewereinpoorelth,andquitebroke。Sheweren\'tlongoffollowing,poorsoul,andhershareofpeacecomeroundatlast。\'

  Joe\'sblueeyesturnedalittlewatery;herubbed,firstoneofthem,andthentheother,inamostuncongenialanduncomfortablemanner,withtheroundknobonthetopofthepoker。

  `Itwerebutlonesomethen,\'saidJoe,`livingherealone,andIgotacquaintedwithyoursister。Now,Pip;\'Joelookedfirmlyatme,asifheknewIwasnotgoingtoagreewithhim;`yoursisterisafinefigureofawoman。\'

  Icouldnothelplookingatthefire,inanobviousstateofdoubt。

  `Whateverfamilyopinions,orwhatevertheworld\'sopinions,onthatsubjectmaybe,Pip,yoursisteris,\'Joetappedthetopbarwiththepokeraftereverywordfollowing,`a-fine-figure-of-a-woman!\'

  Icouldthinkofnothingbettertosaythan`Iamgladyouthinkso,Joe。\'

  `SoamI,\'returnedJoe,catchingmeup。`IamgladIthinkso,Pip。AlittlerednessoralittlematterofBone,hereorthere,whatdoesitsignifytoMe?\'

  Isagaciouslyobserved,ifitdidn\'tsignifytohim,towhomdiditsignify?

  `Certainly!\'assentedJoe。`That\'sit。You\'reright,oldchap!WhenI

  gotacquaintedwithyoursister,itwerethetalkhowshewasbringingyouupbyhand。Verykindofhertoo,allthefolkssaid,andIsaid,alongwithallthefolks。Astoyou,\'Joepursuedwithacountenanceexpressiveofseeingsomethingverynastyindeed:`ifyoucouldhavebeenawarehowsmallandflabbyandmeanyouwas,dearme,you\'dhaveformedthemostcontemptibleopinionsofyourself!\'

  Notexactlyrelishingthis,Isaid,`Nevermindme,Joe。\'

  `ButIdidmindyou,Pip,\'hereturnedwithtendersimplicity。`WhenIofferedtoyoursistertokeepcompany,andtobeaskedinchurchatsuchtimesasshewaswillingandreadytocometotheforge,Isaidtoher,\"Andbringthepoorlittlechild。Godblessthepoorlittlechild,\"

  Isaidtoyoursister,\"there\'sroomforhimattheforge!\"\'

  Ibrokeoutcryingandbeggingpardon,andhuggedJoeroundtheneck:

  whodroppedthepokertohugme,andtosay,`Everthebestoffriends;

  an\'tus,Pip?Don\'tcry,oldchap!\'

  Whenthislittleinterruptionwasover,Joeresumed:

  `Well,yousee,Pip,andhereweare!That\'saboutwhereitlights;

  hereweare!Now,whenyoutakemeinhandinmylearning,PipandItellyoubeforehandIamawfuldull,mostawfuldull,MrsJoemustn\'tseetoomuchofwhatwe\'reupto。Itmustbedone,asImaysay,onthesly。Andwhyonthesly?I\'lltellyouwhy,Pip。\'

  Hehadtakenupthepokeragain;withoutwhich,Idoubtifhecouldhaveproceededinhisdemonstration。

  `Yoursisterisgiventogovernment。\'

  `Giventogovernment,Joe?\'Iwasstartled,forIhadsomeshadowyideaandIamafraidImustadd,hopethatJoehaddivorcedherinafavouroftheLordsoftheAdmiralty,orTreasury。

  `Giventogovernment,\'saidJoe。`WhichImeantersaythegovernmentofyouandmyself。\'

  `Oh!\'

  `Andshean\'toverpartialtohavingscholarsonthepremises,\'Joecontinued,`andinparticklerwouldnotbeoverpartialtomybeingascholar,forfearasImightrise。Likeasortorrebel,don\'tyousee?\'

  Iwasgoingtoretortwithaninquiry,andhadgotasfaras`Why——\'

  whenJoestoppedme。

  `Stayabit。Iknowwhatyou\'rea-goingtosay,Pip;stayabit!Idon\'tdenythatyoursistercomestheMo-guloverus,nowandagain。Idon\'tdenythatshedothrowusback-falls,andthatshedodropdownuponusheavy。AtsuchtimesaswhenyoursisterisontheRam-page,Pip,\'Joesankhisvoicetoawhisperandglancedatthedoor,`candourcompelsfurtoadmitthatsheisaBuster。\'

  Joepronouncedthisword,asifitbeganwithatleasttwelvecapitalBs。

  `Whydon\'tIrise?ThatwereyourobservationwhenIbrokeitoff,Pip?\'

  `Yes,Joe。\'

  `Well,\'saidJoe,passingthepokerintohislefthand,thathemightfeelhiswhisker;andIhadnohopeofhimwheneverhetooktothatplacidoccupation;`yoursister\'samaster-mind。Amaster-mind。\'

  `What\'sthat?\'Iasked,insomehopeofbringinghimtoastand。But,JoewasreadierwithhisdefinitionthanIhadexcepted,andcompletelystoppedmebyarguingcircularly,andansweringwithafixedlook,`Her。\'

  `AndIan\'tamaster-mind,\'Joeresumed,whenhehadunfixedhislook,andgotbacktohiswhisker。`Andlastofall,Pip-andthisIwanttosayveryseroustoyou,oldchap-Iseesomuchinmypoormother,ofawomandrudgingandslavingandbreakingherhonesthartandnevergettingnopeaceinhermortaldays,thatI\'mdeadafeerdofgoingwronginthewayofnotdoingwhat\'srightbyawoman,andI\'dfurratherofthetwogowrongthet\'otherway,andbealittleill-conweniencedmyself。Iwishitwasonlymethatgotputout,Pip;Iwishtherewarn\'tnoTicklerforyou,oldchap;IwishIcouldtakeitallonmyself;butthisistheup-and-down-and-straightonit,Pip,andIhopeyou\'lloverlookshortcomings。\'

  YoungasIwas,IbelievethatIdatedanewadmirationofJoefromthatnight。Wewereequalsafterwards,aswehadbeenbefore;but,afterwardsatquiettimeswhenIsatlookingatJoeandthinkingabouthim,IhadanewsensationoffeelingconsciousthatIwaslookinguptoJoeinmyheart。

  `However,\'saidJoe,risingtoreplenishthefire;`here\'stheDutch-clockaworkinghimselfuptobeingequaltostrikeEightof\'em,andshe\'snotcomehomeyet!IhopeUnclePumblechook\'smaremayn\'thavesetafore-footonapieceo\'ice,andgonedown。\'

  MrsJoemadeoccasionaltripswithUnclePumblechookonmarket-days,toassisthiminbuyingsuchhouseholdstuffsandgoodsasrequiredawoman\'sjudgment;UnclePumblechookbeingabachelorandreposingnoconfidencesinhisdomesticservant。Thiswasmarket-day,andMrsJoewasoutononeoftheseexpeditions。

  Joemadethefireandsweptthehearth,andthenwewenttothedoortolistenforthechaise-cart。Itwasadrycoldnight,andthewindblewkeenly,andthefrostwaswhiteandhard。Amanwoulddieto-nightoflyingoutonthemarshes,Ithought。AndthenIlookedatthestars,andconsideredhowawfulifwouldbeforamantoturnhisfaceuptothemashefrozetodeath,andseenohelporpityinalltheglitteringmultitude。

  `Herecomesthemare,\'saidJoe,`ringinglikeapealofbells!\'

  Thesoundofherironshoesuponthehardroadwasquitemusical,asshecamealongatamuchbriskertrotthanusual。Wegotachairout,readyforMrsJoe\'salighting,andstirredupthefirethattheymightseeabrightwindow,andtookafinalsurveyofthekitchenthatnothingmightbeoutofitsplace。Whenwehadcompletedthesepreparations,theydroveup,wrappedtotheeyes。MrsJoewassoonlanded,andUnclePumblechookwassoondowntoo,coveringthemarewithacloth,andweweresoonallinthekitchen,carryingsomuchcoldairinwithusthatitseemedtodrivealltheheatoutofthefire。

  `Now,\'saidMrsJoe,unwrappingherselfwithhasteandexcitement,andthrowingherbonnetbackonhershoulderswhereithungbythestrings:

  `ifthisboyan\'tgratefulthisnight,heneverwillbe!\'

  Ilookedasgratefulasanyboypossiblycould,whowaswhollyuninformedwhyheoughttoassumethatexpression。

  `It\'sonlytobehoped,\'saidmysister,`thathewon\'tbePomp-eyed。

  ButIhavemyfears。\'

  `Shean\'tinthatline,Mum,\'saidMrPumblechook。`Sheknowsbetter。\'

  She?IlookedatJoe,makingthemotionwithmylipsandeyebrows,`She?\'

  Joelookedatme,makingthemotionwithhislipsandeyebrows,`She?\'Mysistercatchinghimintheact,hedrewthebackofhishandacrosshisnosewithhisusualconciliatoryaironsuchoccasions,andlookedather。

  `Well?\'saidmysister,inhersnappishway。`Whatareyoustaringat?

  Isthehousea-fire?\'

  `-Whichsomeindividual,\'Joepolitelyhinted,`mentioned-she。\'

  `Andsheisashe,Isuppose?\'saidmysister。`UnlessyoucallMissHavishamahe。AndIdoubtifevenyou\'llgosofarasthat。\'

  `MissHavisham,uptown?\'saidJoe。

  `IsthereanyMissHavishamdowntown?\'returnedmysister。

  `Shewantsthisboytogoandplaythere。Andofcoursehe\'sgoing。

  Andhehadbetterplaythere,\'saidmysister,shakingherheadatmeasanencouragementtobeextremelylightandsportive,`orI\'llworkhim。\'

  IhadheardofMissHavishamuptown-everybodyformilesround,hadheardofMissHavishamuptown-asanimmenselyrichandgrimladywholivedinalargeanddismalhousebarricadedagainstrobbers,andwholedalifeofseclusion。

  `Welltobesure!\'saidJoe,astounded。`IwonderhowshecometoknowPip!\'

  `Noodle!\'criedmysister。`Whosaidsheknewhim?\'

  `-Whichsomeindividual,\'Joeagainpolitelyhinted,`mentionedthatshewantedhimtogoandplaythere。\'

  `Andcouldn\'tsheaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Isn\'titjustbarelypossiblethatUnclePumblechookmaybeatenantofhers,andthathemaysometimes-wewon\'tsayquarterlyorhalf-yearly,forthatwouldberequiringtoomuchofyou-butsometimes-gotheretopayhisrent?Andcouldn\'tshethenaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Andcouldn\'tUnclePumblechook,beingalwaysconsiderateandthoughtfulforus-thoughyoumaynotthinkit,Joseph,\'inatoneofthedeepestreproach,asifhewerethemostcallousofnephews,`thenmentionthisboy,standingPrancinghere\'-whichIsolemnlydeclareIwasnotdoing-`thatIhaveforeverbeenawillingslaveto?\'

  `Goodagain!\'criedUnclePumblechook。`Wellput!Prettilypointed!

  Goodindeed!NowJoseph,youknowthecase。\'

  `No,Joseph,\'saidmysister,stillinareproachfulmanner,whileJoeapologeticallydrewthebackofhishandacrossandacrosshisnose,`youdonotyet-thoughyoumaynotthinkit-knowthecase。Youmayconsiderthatyoudo,butyoudonot,Joseph。ForyoudonotknowthatUnclePumblechook,beingsensiblethatforanythingwecantell,thisboy\'sfortunemaybemadebyhisgoingtoMissHavisham\'s,hasofferedtotakehimintotownto-nightinhisownchaise-cart,andtokeephimto-night,andtotakehimwithhisownhandstoMissHavisham\'sto-morrowmorning。AndLor-a-mussyme!\'criedmysister,castingoffherbonnetinsuddendesperation,`hereIstandtalkingtomereMooncalfs,withUnclePumblechookwaiting,andthemarecatchingcoldatthedoor,andtheboygrimedwithcrockanddirtfromthehairofhisheadtothesoleofhisfoot!\'

  Withthat,shepounceduponme,likeaneagleonalamb,andmyfacewassqueezedintowoodenbowlsinsinks,andmyheadwasputundertapsofwater-butts,andIwassoaped,andkneaded,andtowelled,andthumped,andharrowed,andrasped,untilIreallywasquitebesidemyself。ImayhereremarkthatIsupposemyselftobebetteracquaintedthananylivingauthority,withtheridgyeffectofawedding-ring,passingunsympatheticallyoverthehumancountenance。

  Whenmyablutionswerecompleted,Iwasputintocleanlinenofthestiffestcharacter,likeayoungpenitentintosackcloth,andwastrussedupinmytightestandfearfullestsuit。IwasthendeliveredovertoMrPumblechook,whoformallyreceivedmeasifheweretheSheriff,andwholetoffuponmethespeechthatIknewhehadbeendyingtomakeallalong:

  `Boy,beforevergratefultoallfriends,butespeciallyuntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!\'

  `Good-bye,Joe!\'

  `Godblessyou,Pip,oldchap!\'

  Ihadneverpartedfromhisbefore,andwhatwithmyfeelingsandwhatwithsoap-suds,Icouldatfirstseenostarsfromthechaise-cart。Buttheytwinkledoutonebyone,withoutthrowinganylightonthequestionswhyonearthIwasgoingtoplayatMissHavisham\'s,andwhatonearthIwasexpectedtoplayat。

  Chapter8

  MRPUMBLECHOOK\'SpremisesintheHigh-streetofthemarkettown,wereofapeppercornyandfarinaceouscharacter,asthepremisesofacorn-chandlerandseedsmanshouldbe。Itappearedtomethathemustbeaveryhappymanindeed,tohavesomanylittledrawersinhisshop;andIwonderedwhenIpeepedintooneortwoonthelowertiers,andsawthetied-upbrownpaperpacketsinside,whethertheflower-seedsandbulbseverwantedofafinedaytobreakoutofthosejails,andbloom。

  ItwasintheearlymorningaftermyarrivalthatIentertainedthisspeculation。Onthepreviousnight,Ihadbeensentstraighttobedinanatticwithaslopingroof,whichwassolowinthecornerwherethebedsteadwas,thatIcalculatedthetilesasbeingwithinafootofmyeyebrows。Inthesameearlymorning,Idiscoveredasingularaffinitybetweenseedsandcorduroys。MrPumblechookworecorduroys,andsodidhisshopman;

  andsomehow,therewasageneralairandflavouraboutthecorduroys,somuchinthenatureofseeds,andageneralairandflavourabouttheseeds,somuchinthenatureofcorduroys,thatIhardlyknewwhichwaswhich。

  ThesameopportunityservedmefornoticingthatMrPumblechookappearedtoconducthisbusinessbylookingacrossthestreetatthesaddler,whoappearedtotransacthisbusinessbykeepinghiseyeonthecoach-maker,whoappearedtogetoninlifebyputtinghishandsinhispocketsandcontemplatingthebaker,whoinhisturnfoldedhisarmsandstaredatthegrocer,whostoodathisdoorandyawnedatthechemist。Thewatch-maker,alwaysporingoveralittledeskwithamagnifyingglassathiseye,andalwaysinspectedbyagroupofsmock-frocksporingoverhimthroughtheglassofhisshop-window,seemedtobeabouttheonlypersonintheHigh-streetwhosetradeengagedhisattention。

  MrPumblechookandIbreakfastedateighto\'clockintheparlourbehindtheshop,whiletheshopmantookhismugofteaandhunchofbread-and-butteronasackofpeasinthefrontpremises。IconsideredMrPumblechookwretchedcompany。Besidesbeingpossessedbymysister\'sideathatamortifyingandpenitentialcharacteroughttobeimpartedtomydiet-besidesgivingmeasmuchcrumbaspossibleincombinationwithaslittlebutter,andputtingsuchaquantityofwarmwaterintomymilkthatitwouldhavebeenmorecandidtohaveleftthemilkoutaltogether-hisconversationconsistedofnothingbutarithmetic。OnmypolitelybiddinghimGoodmorning,hesaid,pompously,`Seventimesnine,boy?\'AndhowshouldIbeabletoanswer,dodgedinthatway,inastrangeplace,onanemptystomach!

  Iwashungry,butbeforeIhadswallowedamorsel,hebeganarunningsumthatlastedallthroughthebreakfast。`Seven?\'`Andfour?\'`Andeight?\'

  `Andsix?\'`Andtwo?\'`Andten?\'Andsoon。Andaftereachfigurewasdisposedof,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotogetabiteorasup,beforethenextcame;whilehesatathiseaseguessingnothing,andeatingbaconandhotroll,inifImaybeallowedtheexpressionagorgingandgormandisingmanner。

  ForsuchreasonsIwasverygladwhenteno\'clockcameandwestartedforMissHavisham\'s;thoughIwasnotatallatmyeaseregardingthemannerinwhichIshouldacquitmyselfunderthatlady\'sroof。WithinaquarterofanhourwecametoMissHavisham\'shouse,whichwasofoldbrick,anddismal,andhadagreatmanyironbarstoit。Someofthewindowshadbeenwalledup;ofthosethatremained,allthelowerwererustilybarred。Therewasacourt-yardinfront,andthatwasbarred;so,wehadtowait,afterringingthebell,untilsomeoneshouldcometoopenit。Whilewewaitedatthegate,IpeepedineventhenMrPumblechooksaid,`Andfourteen?\'

  butIpretendednottohearhim,andsawthatatthesideofhousetherewasalargebrewery。Nobrewingwasgoingoninit,andnoneseemedtohavegoneonforalonglongtime。

  Awindowwasraised,andaclearvoicedemanded`Whatname?\'Towhichmyconductorreplied,`Pumblechook。\'Thevoicereturned,`Quiteright,\'

  andthewindowwasshutagain,andayoungladycameacrossthecourt-yard,withkeysinherhand。

  `This,\'saidMrPumblechook,`isPip。\'

  `ThisisPip,isit?\'returnedtheyounglady,whowasveryprettyandseemedveryproud;`comein,Pip。\'

  MrPumblechookwascominginalso,whenshestoppedhimwiththegate。

  `Oh!\'shesaid。`DidyouwishtoseeMissHavisham?\'

  `IfMissHavishamwishedtoseeme,\'returnedMrPumblechook,discomfited。

  `Ah!\'saidthegirl;`butyouseeshedon\'t。\'

  Shesaiditsofinally,andinsuchanundiscussibleway,thatMrPumblechook,thoughinaconditionofruffleddignity,couldnotprotest。Butheeyedmeseverely-asifIhaddoneanythingtohim!-anddepartedwiththewordsreproachfullydelivered:`Boy!Letyourbehaviourherebeacredituntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!\'Iwasnotfreefromapprehensionthathewouldcomebacktopropoundthroughthegate,`Andsixteen?\'Buthedidn\'t。

  Myyoungconductresslockedthegate,andwewentacrossthecourt-yard。

  Itwaspavedandclean,butgrasswasgrowingineverycrevice。Thebrewerybuildingshadalittlelaneofcommunicationwithit,andthewoodengatesofthatlanestoodopen,andallthebrewerybeyond,stoodopen,awaytothehighenclosingwall;andallwasemptyanddisused。Thecoldwindseemedtoblowcolderthere,thanoutsidethegate;anditmadeashrillnoiseinhowlinginandoutattheopensidesofthebrewery,likethenoiseofwindintheriggingofashipatsea。

  Shesawmelookingatit,andshesaid,`Youcoulddrinkwithouthurtallthestrongbeerthat\'sbrewedtherenow,boy。\'

  `IshouldthinkIcould,miss\'saidI,inashyway。

  `Betternottrytobrewbeertherenow,oritwouldturnoutsour,boy;

  don\'tyouthinkso?\'

  `Itlookslikeit,miss。\'

  `Notthatanybodymeanstotry,\'sheadded,`forthat\'salldonewith,andtheplacewillstandasidleasitis,tillitfalls。Astostrongbeer,there\'senoughofitinthecellarsalready,todrowntheManorHouse。\'

  `Isthatthenameofthishouse,miss?\'

  `Oneofitsnames,boy。\'

  `Ithasmorethanone,then,miss?\'

  `Onemore。ItsothernamewasSatis;whichisGreek,orLatin,orHebrew,orallthree-orallonetome-forenough。\'

  `EnoughHouse,\'saidI;`that\'sacuriousname,miss。\'

  `Yes,\'shereplied;`butitmeantmorethanitsaid。Itmeant,whenitwasgiven,thatwhoeverhadthishouse,couldwantnothingelse。Theymusthavebeeneasilysatisfiedinthosedays,Ishouldthink。Butdon\'tloiter,boy。\'

  Thoughshecalledme`boy\'sooften,andwithacarelessnessthatwasfarfromcomplimentary,shewasofaboutmyownage。SheseemedmucholderthanI,ofcourse,beingagirl,andbeautifulandself-possessed;andshewasanscornfulofmeasifshehadbeenone-and-twenty,andaqueen。

  Wewentintothehousebyasidedoor-thegreatfrontentrancehadtwochainsacrossitoutside-andthefirstthingInoticedwas,thatthepassageswerealldark,andthatshehadleftacandleburningthere。

  Shetookitup,andwewentthroughmorepassagesandupastaircase,andstillitwasalldark,andonlythecandlelightedus。

  Atlastwecametothedoorofaroom,andshesaid,`Goin。\'

  Ianswered,moreinshynessthanpoliteness,`Afteryou,miss。\'

  Tothis,shereturned:`Don\'tberidiculous,boy;Iamnotgoingin。\'

  Andscornfullywalkedaway,and-whatwasworse-tookthecandlewithher。

  Thiswasveryuncomfortable,andIwashalfafraid。However,theonlythingtobedonebeingtoknockatthedoor,Iknocked,andwastoldfromwithintoenter。Ientered,therefore,andfoundmyselfinaprettylargeroom,welllightedwithwaxcandles。Noglimpseofdaylightwastobeseeninit。Itwasadressing-room,asIsupposedfromthefurniture,thoughmuchofitwasofformsandusesthenquiteunknowntome。Butprominentinitwasadrapedtablewithagildedlooking-glass,andthatImadeoutatfirstsighttobeafinelady\'sdressing-table。

  WhetherIshouldhavemadeoutthisobjectsosoon,iftherehadbeennofineladysittingatit,Icannotsay。Inanarm-chair,withanelbowrestingonthetableandherheadleaningonthathand,satthestrangestladyIhaveeverseen,orshalleversee。

  Shewasdressedinrichmaterials-satins,andlace,andsilks-allofwhite。Hershoeswerewhite。Andshehadalongwhileveildependentfromherhair,andshehadbridalflowersinherhair,butherhairwaswhite。Somebrightjewelssparkledonherneckandonherhands,andsomeotherjewelslaysparklingonthetable。Dresses,lesssplendidthanthedressshewore,andhalf-packedtrunks,werescatteredabout。Shehadnotquitefinisheddressing,forshehadbutoneshoeon-theotherwasonthetablenearherhand-herveilwasbuthalfarranged,herwatchandchainwerenotputon,andsomelaceforherbosomlaywiththosetrinkets,andwithherhandkerchief,andgloves,andsomeflowers,andaprayer-book,allconfusedlyheapedaboutthelooking-glass。

  ItwasnotinthefirstfewmomentstheIsawallthesethings,thoughIsawmoreoftheminthefirstmomentsthanmightbesupposed。But,I

  sawthateverythingwithinmyviewwhichoughttobewhite,hadbeenwhitelongago,andhadlostitslustre,andwasfadedandyellow。Isawthatthebridewithinthebridaldresshadwitheredlikethedress,andliketheflowers,andhadnobrightnessleftbutthebrightnessofhersunkeneyes。Isawthatthedresshadbeenputupontheroundedfigureofayoungwoman,andthatthefigureuponwhichitnowhungloose,hadshrunktoskinandbone。Once,IhadbeentakentoseesomeghastlywaxworkattheFair,representingIknownotwhatimpossiblepersonagelyinginstate。

  Once,Ihadbeentakentooneofouroldmarshchurchestoseeaskeletonintheashesofarichdress,thathadbeendugoutofavaultunderthechurchpavement。Now,waxworkandskeletonseemedtohavedarkeyesthatmovedandlookedatme。Ishouldhavecriedout,ifIcould。

  `Whoisit?\'saidtheladyatthetable。

  `Pip,ma\'am。\'

  `Pip?\'

  `MrPumblechook\'sboy,ma\'am。Come-toplay。\'

  `Comenearer;letmelookatyou。Comeclose。\'

  ItwaswhenIstoodbeforeher,avoidinghereyes,thatItooknoteofthesurroundingobjectsindetail,andsawthatherwatchhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine,andthataclockintheroomhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine。

  `Lookatme,\'saidMissHavisham。`Youarenotafraidofawomanwhohasneverseenthesunsinceyouwereborn?\'

  IregardtostatethatIwasnotafraidoftellingtheenormousliecomprehendedintheanswer`No。\'

  `DoyouknowwhatItouchhere?\'shesaid,layingherhands,oneupontheother,onherleftside。

  `Yes,ma\'am。\'Itmademethinkoftheyoungman。

  `WhatdoItouch?\'

  `Yourheart。\'

  `Broken!\'

  Sheutteredthewordwithaneagerlook,andwithstrongemphasis,andwithaweirdsmilethathadakindofboastinit。Afterwards,shekeptherhandsthereforalittlewhile,andslowlytookthemawayasiftheywereheavy。

  `Iamtired,\'saidMissHavisham。`Iwantdiversion,andIhavedonewithmenandwomen。Play。\'

  Ithinkitwillbeconcededbymymostdisputatiousreader,thatshecouldhardlyhavedirectedanunfortunateboytodoanythinginthewideworldmoredifficulttobedoneunderthecircumstances。

  `Isometimeshavesickfancies,\'shewenton,`andIhaveasickfancythatIwanttoseesomeplay。Therethere!\'withanimpatientmovementofthefingersofherrighthand;`play,play,play!\'

  Foramoment,withthefearofmysister\'sworkingmebeforemyeyes,IhadadesperateideaofstartingroundtheroomintheassumedcharacterofMrPumblechook\'schaise-cart。But,IfeltmyselfsounequaltotheperformancethatIgaveitup,andstoodlookingatMissHavishaminwhatIsupposeshetookforadoggedmanner,inasmuchasshesaid,whenwehadtakenagoodlookateachother:

  `Areyousullenandobstinate?\'

  `No,ma\'am,Iamverysorryforyou,andverysorryIcan\'tplayjustnow。IfyoucomplainofmeIshallgetintotroublewithmysister,soIwoulddoitifIcould;butit\'ssonewhere,andsostrange,andsofine-andmelancholy——\'Istopped,fearingImightsaytoomuch,orhadalreadysaidit,andwetookanotherlookateachother。

  Beforeshespokeagain,sheturnedhereyesfromme,andlookedatthedressshewore,andatthedressing-table,andfinallyatherselfinthelooking-glass。

  `Sonewtohim,\'shemuttered,`sooldtome;sostrangetohim,sofamiliartome;somelancholytobothofus!CallEstella。\'

  Asshewasstilllookingatthereflectionofherself,Ithoughtshewasstilltalkingtoherself,andkeptquiet。

  `CallEstella,\'sherepeated,flashingalookatme。`Youcandothat。

  CallEstella。Atthedoor。\'

  Tostandinthedarkinamysteriouspassageofanunknownhouse,bawlingEstellatoascornfulyoungladyneithervisiblenorresponsive,andfeelingitadreadfullibertysotoroarouthername,wasalmostasbadasplayingtoorder。But,sheansweredatlast,andherlightcamealongthedarkpassagelikeastar。

  MissHavishambeckonedhertocomeclose,andtookupajewelfromthetable,andtrieditseffectuponherfairyoungbosomandagainstherprettybrownhair。`Yourown,oneday,mydear,andyouwilluseitwell。Letmeseeyouplaycardswiththisboy。\'

  `Withthisboy?Why,heisacommonlabouring-boy!\'

  IthoughtIoverheardMissHavishamanswer-onlyitseemedsounlikely-`Well?Youcanbreakhisheart。\'

  `Whatdoyouplay,boy?\'askedEstellaofmyself,withthegreatestdisdain。

  `Nothingbutbeggarmyneighbour,miss。\'

  `Beggarhim,\'saidMissHavishamtoEstella。Sowesatdowntocards。

  ItwasthenIbegantounderstandthateverythingintheroomhadstopped,likethewatchandtheclock,alongtimeago。InoticedthatMissHavishamputdownthejewelexactlyonthespotformwhichshehadtakenitup。

  AsEstelladealtthecards,Iglancedatthedressing-tableagain,andsawthattheshoeuponit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadneverbeenworn。

  Iglanceddownatthefootfromwhichtheshoewasabsent,andsawthatthesilkstockingonit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadbeentroddenragged。

  Withoutthisarrestofeverything,thisstandingstillofallthepaledecayedobjects,noteventhewitheredbridaldressonthecollapsedfromcouldhavelookedsolikegrave-clothes,orthelongveilsolikeashroud。

  Soshesat,corpse-like,asweplayedatcards;thefrillingsandtrimmingsonherbridaldress,lookinglikeearthypaper。Iknewnothingthen,ofthediscoveriesthatareoccasionallymadeofbodiesburiedinancienttimes,whichfalltopowderinthemomentofbeingdistinctlyseen;but,Ihaveoftenthoughtsince,thatshemusthavelookedasiftheadmissionofthenaturallightofdaywouldhavestruckhertodust。

  `Hecallstheknaves,Jacks,thisboy!\'saidEstellawithdisdain,beforeourfirstgamewasout。`Andwhatcoarsehandshehas!Andwhatthickboots!\'

  Ihadneverthoughtofbeingashamedofmyhandsbefore;butIbegantoconsiderthemaveryindifferentpair。Hercontemptformewassostrong,thatitbecameinfectious,andIcaughtit。

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