\"Forthesereasons,mybestneighbour,asIseetheinclinationsofthisyoungladyaremostunhappilyaversetomynephew,Imustdeclineanyfurtherthoughtsofthehonouryouintendedhim,thoughIassureyouIshallalwaysretainthemostgratefulsenseofit。\"
\"Well,sir,\"saidWesternthefrothburstingforthfromhislipsthemomenttheywereuncorked,\"youcannotsaybutIhaveheardyouout,andnowIexpectyou’llhearme;andifIdon’tanswereverywordon’t,whythenI’llconsenttogeethematterup。Firstthen,Idesireyoutoanswermeonequestion-DidnotIbegether?didnotIbegether?answermethat。Theysay,indeed,itisawisefatherthatknowshisownchild;butIamsureIhavethebesttitletoher,forI
bredherup。ButIbelieveyouwillallowmetobeherfather,andifIbe,amInottogovernmyownchild?Iaskyouthat,amInottogovernmyownchild?andifIamtogovernherinothermatters,surelyIamtogovernherinthis,whichconcernshermost。AndwhatamIdesiringallthiswhile?AmIdesiringhertodoanythingforme:
togivemeanything?-Zumuchont’otherside,thatIamonlydesiringhertotakeawayhalfmyestatenow,andt’otherhalfwhenIdie。Well,andwhatisitallvor?Why,isuntittomakeherhappy?
It’senoughtomakeonemadtohearvolkstalk;ifIwasgoingtomarrymyself,thenshewouldhareasontocryandtoblubber;but,onthecontrary,han’tIofferedtobinddownmylandinsuchamanner,thatIcouldnotmarryifIwould,seeingasnarro’womanuponearthwouldhame。WhatthedevilinhellcanIdomore?I
contributetoherdamnation!-Zounds!I’dzeealltheworldd——n’dbevoreherlittlevingershouldbehurt。Indeed,Mr。Allworthy,youmustexcuseme,butIamsurprizedtohearyoutalkinzuchamanner,andImustsay,takeithowyouwill,thatIthoughtyouhadmoresense。\"
Allworthyresentedthisreflectiononlywithasmile;norcouldhe,ifhewouldhaveendeavouredit,haveconveyedintothatsmileanymixtureofmaliceorcontempt。Hissmilesatfollywereindeedsuchaswemaysupposetheangelsbestowontheabsurditiesofmankind。
Blifilnowdesiredtobepermittedtospeakafewwords。\"Astousinganyviolenceontheyounglady,IamsureIshallneverconsenttoit。Myconsciencewillnotpermitmetouseviolenceonanyone,muchlessonaladyforwhom,howevercruelsheistome,Ishallalwayspreservethepurestandsincerestaffection;butyetIhavereadthatwomenareseldomproofagainstperseverance。WhymayInothopethenbysuchperseveranceatlasttogainthoseinclinations,inwhichforthefutureIshall,perhaps,havenorival;forasforthislord,Mr。Westernissokindtoprefermetohim;andsure,sir,youwillnotdenybutthataparenthathatleastanegativevoiceinthesematters;nay,Ihaveheardthisveryyoungladyherselfsaysomorethanonce,anddeclarethatshethoughtchildreninexcusablewhomarriedindirectoppositiontothewilloftheirparents。Besides,thoughtheotherladiesofthefamilyseemtofavourthepretensionsofmylord,Idonotfindtheladyherselfisinclinedtogivehimanycountenance;alas!Iamtoowellassuredsheisnot;I
amtoosensiblethatwickedestofmenremainsuppermostinherheart。\"
\"Ay,ay,sohedoes,\"criesWestern。
\"Butsurely,\"saysBlifil,\"whenshehearsofthismurderwhichhehathcommitted,ifthelawshouldsparehislife——\"
\"What’sthat?\"criesWestern。\"Murder!hathhecommittedamurder,andisthereanyhopesofseeinghimhanged?-Tolderol,tollolderol。\"Herehefellasingingandcaperingabouttheroom。
\"Child,\"saysAllworthy,\"thisunhappypassionofyoursdistressesmebeyondmeasure。Iheartilypityyou,andwoulddoeveryfairthingtopromoteyoursuccess。\"
\"Idesirenomore,\"criesBlifil;\"IamconvincedmydearunclehathabetteropinionofmethantothinkthatImyselfwouldacceptofmore。\"
\"Lookee,\"saysAllworthy,\"youhavemyleavetowrite,tovisit,ifshewillpermitit-butIinsistonnothoughtsofviolence。I
willhavenoconfinement,nothingofthatkindattempted。\"
\"Well,well,\"criesthesquire,\"nothingofthatkindshallbeattempted;wewilltryalittlelongerwhatfairmeanswilleffect;
andifthisfellowbebuthangedoutoftheway-Tollolderol!I
neverheardbetternewsinmylife-Iwarranteverythinggoestomymind-Do,prithee,dearAllworthy,comeanddinewithmeattheHerculesPillars:Ihavebespokeashoulderofmuttonroasted,andaspare-ribofpork,andafowlandegg-sauce。Therewillbenobodybutourselves,unlesswehaveamindtohavethelandlord;forI
havesentParsonSuppledowntoBasingstokeaftermytobacco-box,whichIleftataninnthere,andIwouldnotloseitfortheworld;
foritisanoldacquaintanceofabovetwentyyears’standing。Icantellyoulandlordisavastcomicalbitch,youwilllikeunhugely。\"
Mr。Allworthyatlastagreedtothisinvitation,andsoonafterthesquirewentoff,singingandcaperingatthehopesofseeingthespeedytragicalendofpoorJones。
Whenhewasgone,Mr。Allworthyresumedtheaforesaidsubjectwithmuchgravity。Hetoldhisnephew,\"Hewishedwithallhishearthewouldendeavourtoconquerapassion,inwhichIcannot,\"sayshe,\"flatteryouwithanyhopesofsucceeding。Itiscertainlyavulgarerror,thataversioninawomanmaybeconqueredbyperseverance。
Indifferencemay,perhaps,sometimesyieldtoit;buttheusualtriumphsgainedbyperseverenceinaloverareovercaprice,prudence,affectation,andoftenanexorbitantdegreeoflevity,whichexciteswomennotover-warmintheirconstitutionstoindulgetheirvanitybyprolongingthetimeofcourtship,evenwhentheyarewellenoughpleasedwiththeobject,andresolveiftheyeverresolveatall
tomakehimaverypitifulamendsintheend。Butafixeddislike,asIamafraidthisis,willrathergatherstrengththanbeconqueredbytime。Besides,mydear,Ihaveanotherapprehensionwhichyoumustexcuse。Iamafraidthispassionwhichyouhaveforthisfineyoungcreaturehathherbeautifulpersontoomuchforitsobject,andisunworthyofthenameofthatlovewhichistheonlyfoundationofmatrimonialfelicity。Toadmire,tolike,andtolongforthepossessionofabeautifulwoman,withoutanyregardtohersentimentstowardsus,is,Iamafraid,toonatural;butlove,I
believe,isthechildofloveonly;atleast,Iamprettyconfidentthattolovethecreaturewhoweareassuredhatesusisnotinhumannature。Examineyourheart,therefore,thoroughly,mygoodboy,andif,uponexamination,youhavebuttheleastsuspicionofthiskind,Iamsureyourownvirtueandreligionwillimpelyoutodrivesoviciousapassionfromyourheart,andyourgoodsensewillsoonenableyoutodoitwithoutpain。\"
ThereadermayprettywellguessBlifil’sanswer;but,ifheshouldbeataloss,wearenotatpresentatleisuretosatisfyhim,asourhistorynowhastensontomattersofhigherimportance,andwecannolongerbeartobeabsentfromSophia。
Chapter4
AnextraordinaryscenebetweenSophiaandherauntThelowingheiferandthebleatingewe,inherdsandflocks,mayramblesafeandunregardedthroughthepastures。Theseare,indeed,hereafterdoomedtobethepreyofman;yetmanyyearsaretheysufferedtoenjoytheirlibertyundisturbed。Butifaplumpdoebediscoveredtohaveescapedfromtheforest,andtoreposeherselfinsomefieldorgrove,thewholeparishispresentlyalarmed,everymanisreadytosetdogsafterher;and,ifsheispreservedfromtherestbythegoodsquire,itisonlythathemaysecureherforhisowneating。
Ihaveoftenconsideredaveryfineyoungwomanoffortuneandfashion,whenfirstfoundstrayedfromthepaleofhernursery,tobeinprettymuchthesamesituationwiththisdoe。Thetownisimmediatelyinanuproar;sheishuntedfromparktoplay,fromcourttoassembly,fromassemblytoherownchamber,andrarelyescapesasingleseasonfromthejawsofsomedevourerorother;
for,ifherfriendsprotectherfromsome,itisonlytodeliverherovertooneoftheirownchusing,ofmoredisagreeabletoherthananyoftherest;whilewholeherdsorflocksofotherwomensecurely,andscarceregarded,traversethepark,theplay,theopera,andtheassembly;andthough,forthemostpartatleast,theyareatlastdevoured,yetforalongtimedotheywantoninliberty,withoutdisturbanceorcontroul。
OfalltheseparagonsnoneevertastedmoreofthispersecutionthanpoorSophia。HerillstarswerenotcontentedwithallthatshehadsufferedonaccountofBlifil,theynowraisedheranotherpursuer,whoseemedlikelytotormenthernolessthantheotherhaddone。
Forthoughherauntwaslessviolent,shewasnolessassiduousinteizingher,thanherfatherhadbeenbefore。
Theservantswerenosoonerdepartedafterdinner,thanMrs。
Western,whohadopenedthemattertoSophia,informedher,\"Thatsheexpectedhislordshipthatveryafternoon,andintendedtotakethefirstopportunityofleavingheralonewithhim。\"\"Ifyoudo,madam,\"answeredSophia,withsomespirit,\"Ishalltakethefirstopportunityofleavinghimbyhimself。\"\"How!madam!\"criestheaunt;\"isthisthereturnyoumakemeformykindnessinrelievingyoufromyourconfinementatyourfather’s?\"\"Youknow,madam,\"saidSophia,\"thecauseofthatconfinementwasarefusaltocomplywithmyfatherinacceptingamanIdetested,andwillmydearaunt,whohathrelievedmefromthatdistress,involvemeinanotherequallybad?\"\"Anddoyouthinkthen,madam,\"answeredMrs。Western,thatthereisnodifferencebetweenmyLordFellamarandMr。Blifil?\"\"Verylittle,inmyopinion,\"criesSophia;\"and,ifImustbecondemnedtoone,Iwouldcertainlyhavethemeritofsacrificingmyselftomyfather’spleasure。\"\"Thenmypleasure,Ifind,\"saidtheaunt,\"hathverylittleweightwithyou;butthatconsiderationshallnotmoveme。
Iactfromnoblermotives。Theviewofaggrandizingmyfamily,ofennoblingyourself,iswhatIproceedupon。Haveyounosenseofambition?Aretherenocharmsinthethoughtsofhavingacoronetonyourcoach?\"\"None,uponmyhonour,\"saidSophia。\"Apincushionuponmycoachwouldpleasemejustaswell。\"\"Nevermentionhonour,\"
criestheaunt。\"Itbecomesnotthemouthofsuchawretch。Iamsorry,niece,youforcemetousethesewords,butIcannotbearyourgrovelingtemper;youhavenoneofthebloodoftheWesternsinyou。But,howevermeanandbaseyourownideasare,youshallbringnoimputationonmine。IwillneversuffertheworldtosayofmethatIencouragedyouinrefusingoneofthebestmatchesinEngland;amatchwhich,besidesitsadvantageinfortune,woulddohonourtoalmostanyfamily,andhath,indeed,intitle,theadvantageofours。\"
\"Surely,\"saysSophia,\"Iamborndeficient,andhavenotthesenseswithwhichotherpeopleareblessed;theremustbecertainlysomesensewhichcanrelishthedelightsofsoundandshow,whichIhavenot;forsurelymankindwouldnotlaboursomuch,norsacrificesomuchfortheobtaining,norwouldtheybesoelateandproudwithpossessing,whatappearedtothem,asitdothtome,themostinsignificantofalltrifles。\"
\"No,no,miss,\"criestheaunt;\"youarebornwithasmanysensesasotherpeople;butIassureyou,youarenotbornwithasufficientunderstandingtomakeafoolofme,ortoexposemyconducttotheworld;soIdeclarethistoyou,uponmyword,andyouknow,I
believe,howfixedmyresolutionsare,unlessyouagreetoseehislordshipthisafternoon,Iwill,withmyownhands,deliveryouto-morrowmorningtomybrother,andwillneverhenceforthinterferewithyou,norseeyourfaceagain。\"Sophiastoodafewmomentssilentafterthisspeech,whichwasutteredinamostangryandperemptorytone;andthen,burstingintotears,shecryed,\"Dowithme,madam,whateveryouplease;Iamthemostmiserableundonewretchuponearth;ifmydearauntforsakesme,whereshallIlookforaprotector?\"\"Mydearniece,\"criesshe,\"youwillhaveaverygoodprotectorinhislordship;aprotectorwhomnothingbutahankeringafterthatvilefellowJonescanmakeyoudecline。\"\"Indeed,madam,\"
saidSophia,\"youwrongme。Howcanyouimagine,afterwhatyouhaveshewnme,ifIhadeveranysuchthoughts,thatIshouldnotbanishthemforever?Ifitwillsatisfyyou,Iwillreceivethesacramentuponitnevertoseehisfaceagain。\"\"But,child,dearchild,\"saidtheaunt,\"bereasonable;canyouinventasingleobjection?\"\"I
havealready,Ithink,toldyouasufficientobjectionansweredSophia。\"What?\"criestheaunt;\"Iremembernone。\"\"Sure,madam,\"saidSophia,\"Itoldyouhehadusedmeintherudestandvilestmanner。\"
\"Indeed,child,\"answeredshe,\"Ineverheardyou,ordidnotunderstandyou:-butwhatdoyoumeanbythisrude,vilemanner?\"
\"Indeed,madam,saidSophia,\"Iamalmostashamedtotellyou。Hecaughtmeinhisarms,pulledmedownuponthesettee,andthrusthishandintomybosom,andkisseditwithsuchviolencethatIhavethemarkuponmyleftbreastatthismoment。\"\"Indeed!\"saidMrs。
Western。\"Yes,indeed,madam,\"answeredSophia;\"myfatherluckilycameinatthatinstant,orHeavenknowswhatrudenessheintendedtohaveproceededto。\"\"Iamastonishedandconfounded,\"criestheaunt。\"NowomanofthenameofWesternhathbeenevertreatedsosincewewereafamily。Iwouldhavetorntheeyesofaprinceout,ifhehadattemptedsuchfreedomswithme。Itisimpossible!sure,Sophia,youmustinventthistoraisemyindignationagainsthim。\"\"Ihope,madam,\"saidSophia,\"youhavetoogoodanopinionofmetoimaginemecapableoftellinganuntruth。Uponmysoulitistrue。\"\"Ishouldhavestabbedhimtotheheart,hadIbeenpresent,\"returnedtheaunt。
\"Yetsurelyhecouldhavenodishonourabledesign;itisimpossible!
hedurstnot:besides,hisproposalsshewhehathnot;fortheyarenotonlyhonourable,butgenerous。Idon’tknow;theageallowstoogreatfreedoms。AdistantsaluteisallIwouldhaveallowedbeforetheceremony。Ihavehadloversformerly,notsolongagoneither;
severallovers,thoughIneverwouldconsenttomarriage,andI
neverencouragedtheleastfreedom。Itisafoolishcustom,andwhatI
neverwouldagreeto。Nomankissedmoreofmethanmycheek。Itisasmuchasonecanbringoneselftogivelipsuptoahusband;and,indeed,couldIeverhavebeenpersuadedtomarry,IbelieveI
shouldnothavesoonbeenbroughttoenduresomuch。\"\"Youwillpardonme,dearmadam,\"saidSophia,\"ifImakeoneobservation:youownyouhavehadmanylovers,andtheworldknowsit,evenifyoushoulddenyit。Yourefusedthemall,and,Iamconvinced,onecoronetatleastamongthem。\"\"Yousaytrue,dearSophy,\"answeredshe;\"Ihadoncetheofferofatitle。\"\"Why,then,\"saidSophia,\"willyounotsuffermetorefusethisonce?\"\"Itistrue,child,saidshe,\"I
haverefusedtheofferofatitle;butitwasnotsogoodanoffer;
thatis,notsovery,verygoodanoffer。\"-\"Yes,madam,\"saidSophia;\"butyouhavehadverygreatproposalsfrommenofvastfortunes。Itwasnotthefirst,northesecond,northethirdadvantageousmatchthatoffereditself。\"\"Iownitwasnot,\"saidshe。
\"Well,madam,\"continuedSophia,\"andwhymaynotIexpecttohaveasecond,perhaps,betterthanthis?Youarenowbutayoungwoman,andIamconvincedwouldnotpromisetoyieldtothefirstloveroffortune,nay,oroftitletoo。Iamaveryyoungwoman,andsureI
neednotdespair。\"\"Well,mydear,dearSophy,\"criestheaunt,\"whatwouldyouhavemesay?\"\"Why,IonlybegthatImaynotbeleftalone,atleastthisevening;grantmethat,andIwillsubmit,ifyouthink,afterwhatispast,Ioughttoseehiminyourcompany。\"
\"Well,Iwillgrantit,\"criestheaunt。\"Sophy,youknowIloveyou,andcandenyyounothing。Youknowtheeasinessofmynature;I
havenotalwaysbeensoeasy。Ihavebeenformerlythoughtcruel;bythemen,Imean。IwascalledthecruelParthenissa。IhavebrokemanyawindowthathashadversestothecruelParthenissainit。Sophy,Iwasneversohandsomeasyou,andyetIhadsomethingyouformerly。Iamalittlealtered。Kingdomsandstates,asTullyCicerosaysinhisepistles,undergoalterations,andsomustthehumanform。\"Thusrunsheonfornearhalfanhouruponherself,andherconquests,andhercruelty,tillthearrivalofmylord,who,afteramosttediousvisit,duringwhichMrs。Westernneveronceofferedtoleavetheroom,retired,notmuchmoresatisfiedwiththeauntthanwiththeniece;forSophiahadbroughtherauntintosoexcellentatemper,thatsheconsentedtoalmosteverythingherniecesaid;andagreedthatalittledistantbehaviourmightnotbeimpropertosoforwardalover。
ThusSophia,byalittlewell-directedflattery,forwhichsurelynonewillblameher,obtainedalittleeaseforherself,and,atleast,putofftheevilday。Andnowwehaveseenourheroineinabettersituationthanshehathbeenforalongtimebefore,wewilllookalittleafterMr。Jones,whomweleftinthemostdeplorablesituationthatcanbewellimagined。
Chapter5
Mrs。MillerandMr。NightingalevisitJonesintheprisonWhenMr。AllworthyandhisnephewwenttomeetMr。Western,Mrs。
Millersetforwardstoherson-in-law’slodgings,inordertoacquainthimwiththeaccidentwhichhadbefallenhisfriendJones;buthehadknownitlongbeforefromPartridgeforJones,whenheleftMrs。Miller,hadbeenfurnishedwitharoominthesamehousewithMr。
Nightingale。ThegoodwomanfoundherdaughterundergreatafflictiononaccountofMr。Jones,whomhavingcomfortedaswellasshecould,shesetforwardstotheGatehouse,wheresheheardhewas,andwhereMr。Nightingalewasarrivedbeforeher。
Thefirmnessandconstancyofatruefriendisacircumstancesoextremelydelightfultopersonsinanykindofdistress,thatthedistressitself,ifitbeonlytemporary,andadmitsofrelief,ismorethancompensatedbybringingthiscomfortwithit。Norareinstancesofthiskindsorareassomesuperficialandinaccurateobservershavereported。Tosaythetruth,wantofcompassionisnottobenumberedamongourgeneralfaults。Theblackingredientwhichfoulsourdispositionisenvy。Henceoureyeisseldom,Iamafraid,turnedupwardtothosewhoaremanifestlygreater,better,wiser,orhappierthanourselves,withoutsomedegreeofmalignity;whilewecommonlylookdownwardsonthemeanandmiserablewithsufficientbenevolenceandpity。Infact,Ihaveremarked,thatmostofthedefectswhichhavediscoveredthemselvesinthefriendshipswithinmyobservation,havearisenfromenvyonly:ahellishvice;andyetonefromwhichIhaveknownveryfewabsolutelyexempt。Butenoughofasubjectwhich,ifpursued,wouldleadmetoofar。
WhetheritwasthatFortunewasapprehensivelestJonesshouldsinkundertheweightofhisadversity,andthatshemightthusloseanyfutureopportunityoftormentinghim,orwhethershereallyabatedsomewhatofherseveritytowardshim,sheseemedalittletorelaxherpersecution,bysendinghimthecompanyoftwosuchfaithfulfriends,andwhatisperhapsmorerare,afaithfulservant。ForPartridge,thoughhehadmanyimperfections,wantednotfidelity;
andthoughfearwouldnotsufferhimtobehangedforhismaster,yettheworld,Ibelieve,couldnothavebribedhimtodeserthiscause。
WhileJoneswasexpressinggreatsatisfactioninthepresenceofhisfriends,PartridgebroughtanaccountthatMr。Fitzpatrickwasstillalive,thoughthesurgeondeclaredthathehadverylittlehopes。Uponwhich,Jonesfetchingadeepsigh,Nightingalesaidtohim,\"MydearTom,whyshouldyouafflictyourselfsouponanaccident,which,whateverbetheconsequence,canbeattendedwithnodangertoyou,andinwhichyourconsciencecannotaccuseyouofhavingbeentheleasttoblame?Ifthefellowshoulddie,whathaveyoudonemorethantakenawaythelifeofaruffianinyourowndefence?Sowillthecoroner’sinquestcertainlyfindit;andthenyouwillbeeasilyadmittedtobail;and,thoughyoumustundergotheformofatrial,yetitisatrialwhichmanymenwouldstandforyouforashilling。\"\"Come,come,Mr。Jones,\"saysMrs。Miller,\"chearyourselfup。Iknewyoucouldnotbetheaggressor,andsoItoldMr。Allworthy,andsoheshallacknowledgetoo,beforeIhavedonewithhim。\"
Jonesgravelyanswered,\"Thatwhatevermightbehisfate,heshouldalwayslamentthehavingshedthebloodofoneofhisfellow-creatures,asoneofthehighestmisfortuneswhichcouldhavebefallenhim。ButIhaveanothermisfortuneofthetenderestkind——O!
Mrs。Miller,IhavelostwhatIheldmostdearuponearth。\"\"Thatmustbeamistress,\"saidMrs。Miller;\"butcome,come;Iknowmorethanyouimagine\"forindeedPartridgehadblabbedall;\"andIhaveheardmorethanyouknow。Mattersgobetter,Ipromiseyou,thanyouthink;andIwouldnotgiveBlifilsixpenceforallthechancewhichhehathofthelady。\"
\"Indeed,mydearfriend,indeed,\"answeredJones,\"youareanentirestrangertothecauseofmygrief。Ifyouwasacquaintedwiththestory,youwouldallowmycaseadmittedofnocomfort。IapprehendnodangerfromBlifil。Ihaveundonemyself。\"\"Don’tdespair,\"repliedMrs。Miller;\"youknownotwhatawomancando;andifanythingbeinmypower,IpromiseyouIwilldoittoserveyou。Itismyduty。
Myson,mydearMr。Nightingale,whoissokindtotellmehehathobligationstoyouonthesameaccount,knowsitismyduty。ShallI
gototheladymyself?Iwillsayanythingtoheryouwouldhavemesay。\"
\"Thoubestofwomen,\"criesJones,takingherbythehand,\"talknotofobligationstome;——butasyouhavebeensokindtomentionit,thereisafavourwhich,perhaps,maybeinyourpower。IseeyouareacquaintedwiththeladyhowyoucamebyyourinformationI
knownot,whosits,indeed,verynearmyheart。Ifyoucouldcontrivetodeliverthisgivingherapaperfromhispocket,Ishallforeveracknowledgeyourgoodness。\"
\"Giveitme,\"saidMrs。Miller。\"IfIseeitnotinherownpossessionbeforeIsleep,maymynextsleepbemylast!Comfortyourself,mygoodyoungman!bewiseenoughtotakewarningfrompastfollies,andIwarrantallshallbewell,andIshallyetseeyouhappywiththemostcharmingyoungladyintheworld;forIsohearfromeveryonesheis。\"
\"Believeme,madam,\"saidhe,\"Idonotspeakthecommoncantofoneinmyunhappysituation。Beforethisdreadfulaccidenthappened,IhadresolvedtoquitalifeofwhichIwasbecomesensibleofthewickednessaswellasfolly。Idoassureyou,notwithstandingthedisturbancesIhaveunfortunatelyoccasionedinyourhouse,forwhichIheartilyaskyourpardon,Iamnotanabandonedprofligate。
ThoughIhavebeenhurriedintovices,Idonotapproveaviciouscharacter,norwillIever,fromthismoment,deserveit。\"
Mrs。Millerexpressedgreatsatisfactioninthesedeclarations,inthesincerityofwhichsheaverredshehadanentirefaith;andnowtheremainderoftheconversationpastinthejointattemptsofthatgoodwomanandMr。NightingaletocheerthedejectedspiritsofMr。
Jones,inwhichtheysofarsucceededastoleavehimmuchbettercomfortedandsatisfiedthantheyfoundhim;towhichhappyalterationnothingsomuchcontributedasthekindundertakingofMrs。MillertodeliverhislettertoSophia,whichhedespairedoffindinganymeanstoaccomplish;forwhenBlackGeorgeproducedthelastfromSophia,heinformedPartridgethatshehadstrictlychargedhim,onpainofhavingitcommunicatedtoherfather,nottobringheranyanswer。Hewas,moreover,notalittlepleasedtofindhehadsowarmanadvocatetoMr。Allworthyhimselfinthisgoodwoman,whowas,inreality,oneoftheworthiestcreaturesintheworld。
Afteraboutanhour’svisitfromtheladyforNightingalehadbeenwithhimmuchlonger,theybothtooktheirleave,promisingtoreturntohimsoon;duringwhichMrs。Millersaidshehopedtobringhimsomegoodnewsfromhismistress,andMr。NightingalepromisedtoenquireintothestateofMr。Fitzpatrick’swound,andlikewisetofindoutsomeofthepersonswhowerepresentattherencounter。
TheformerofthesewentdirectlyinquestofSophia,whitherwelikewiseshallnowattendher。
Chapter6
InwhichMrs。MillerpaysavisittoSophiaAccesstotheyoungladywasbynomeansdifficult;for,asshelivednowonaperfectfriendlyfootingwithheraunt,shewasatfulllibertytoreceivewhatvisitantsshepleased。
Sophiawasdressing,whenshewasacquaintedthattherewasagentlewomanbelowtowaitonher。Asshewasneitherafraid,norashamed,toseeanyofherownsex,Mrs。Millerwasimmediatelyadmitted。
Curtsiesandtheusualceremonialsbetweenwomenwhoarestrangerstoeachother,beingpast,Sophiasaid,\"Ihavenotthepleasuretoknowyou,madam。\"\"No,madam,\"answeredMrs。Miller,\"andImustbegpardonforintrudinguponyou。Butwhenyouknowwhathasinducedmetogiveyouthistrouble,Ihope——\"\"Pray,whatisyourbusiness,madam?\"saidSophia,withalittleemotion。\"Madam,wearenotalone,\"
repliedMrs。Miller,inalowvoice。\"Goout,Betty,\"saidSophia。
WhenBettywasdeparted,Mrs。Millersaid,\"Iwasdesired,madam,byaveryunhappyyounggentleman,todeliveryouthisletter。\"Sophiachangedcolourwhenshesawthedirection,wellknowingthehand,andaftersomehesitation,said-\"Icouldnotconceive,madam,fromyourappearance,thatyourbusinesshadbeenofsuchanature-
Whomeveryoubroughtthisletterfrom,Ishallnotopenit。Ishouldbesorrytoentertainanunjustsuspicionofanyone;butyouareanutterstrangertome。\"
\"Ifyouwillhavepatience,madam,\"answeredMrs。Miller,\"IwillacquaintyouwhoIam,andhowIcamebythatletter。\"\"Ihavenocuriosity,madam,toknowanything,\"criesSophia;\"butImustinsistonyourdeliveringthatletterbacktothepersonwhogaveityou。\"
Mrs。Millerthenfelluponherknees,andinthemostpassionatetermsimploredhercompassion;towhichSophiaanswered:\"Sure,madam,itissurprizingyoushouldbesoverystronglyinterestedinthebehalfofthisperson。Iwouldnotthink,madam\"-\"No,madam。\"saysMrs。Miller,\"youshallnotthinkanythingbutthetruth。Iwilltellyouall,andyouwillnotwonderthatIaminterested。Heisthebest-naturedcreaturethateverwasborn。\"——ShethenbeganandrelatedthestoryofMr。Anderson——Afterthisshecried,\"Thismadam,thisishisgoodness;butIhavemuchmoretenderobligationstohim。Hehathpreservedmychild。\"——Here,aftersheddingsometears,sherelatedeverythingconcerningthatfact,suppressingonlythosecircumstanceswhichwouldhavemostreflectedonherdaughter,andconcludedwithsaying,\"Now,madam,youshalljudgewhetherI
caneverdoenoughforsokind,sogood,sogenerousayoungman;
andsureheisthebestandworthiestofallhumanbeings。\"
ThealterationsinthecountenanceofSophiahadhithertobeenchieflytoherdisadvantage,andhadinclinedhercomplexiontotoogreatpaleness;butshenowwaxedredder,ifpossible,thanvermilion,andcried,\"Iknownotwhattosay;certainlywhatarisesfromgratitudecannotbeblamed——Butwhatservicecanmyreadingthisletterdoyourfriend,sinceIamresolvednever——\"Mrs。Millerfellagaintoherentreaties,andbeggedtobeforgiven,butshecouldnot,shesaid,carryitback。\"Well,madam,\"saysSophia,\"Icannothelpit,ifyouwillforceituponme-Certainlyyoumayleaveit,whetherIwillorno。\"WhatSophiameant,orwhethershemeantanything,I
willnotpresumetodetermine;butMrs。Milleractuallyunderstoodthisasahint,andpresentlylayingtheletterdownonthetable,tookherleave,havingfirstbeggedpermissiontowaitagainonSophia;whichrequesthadneitherassentnordenial。
TheletterlayuponthetablenolongerthantillMrs。Millerwasoutofsight;forthenSophiaopenedandreadit。
Thisletterdidverylittleservicetohiscause;foritconsistedoflittlemorethanconfessionsofhisownunworthiness,andbitterlamentationsofdespair,togetherwiththemostsolemnprotestationsofhisunalterablefidelitytoSophia,ofwhich,hesaid,hehopedtoconvinceher,ifhehadevermorethehonourofbeingadmittedtoherpresence;andthathecouldaccountforthelettertoLadyBellastoninsuchamanner,that,thoughitwouldnotentitlehimtoherforgiveness,hehopedatleasttoobtainitfromhermercy。AndconcludedwithvowingthatnothingwaseverlessinhisthoughtsthantomarryLadyBellaston。
ThoughSophiareadthelettertwiceoverwithgreatattention,hismeaningstillremainedariddletoher;norcouldherinventionsuggesttoheranymeanstoexcuseJones。Shecertainlyremainedveryangrywithhim,thoughindeedLadyBellastontookupsomuchofherresentment,thathergentlemindhadbutlittlelefttobestowonanyotherperson。
ThatladywasmostunluckilytodinethisverydaywithherauntWestern,andintheafternoontheywereallthree,byappointment,togotogethertotheopera,andthencetoLadyThomasHatchet’sdrum。
Sophiawouldhavegladlybeenexcusedfromall,butwouldnotdisobligeheraunt;andastotheartsofcounterfeitingillness,shewassoentirelyastrangertothem,thatitneveronceenteredintoherhead。Whenshewasdrest,therefore,downshewent,resolvedtoencounterallthehorrorsoftheday,andamostdisagreeableoneitproved;forLadyBellastontookeveryopportunityverycivillyandslilytoinsulther;toallwhichherdejectionofspiritsdisabledherfrommakinganyreturn;and,indeed,toconfessthetruth,shewasattheverybestbutanindifferentmistressofrepartee。
AnothermisfortunewhichbefelpoorSophia,wasthecompanyofLordFellamar,whomshemetattheopera,andwhoattendedhertothedrum。Andthoughbothplacesweretoopublicktoadmitofanyparticularities,andshewasfartherrelievedbythemusickattheoneplace,andbythecardsattheother,shecouldnot,however,enjoyherselfinhiscompany;forthereissomethingofdelicacyinwomen,whichwillnotsufferthemtobeeveneasyinthepresenceofamanwhomtheyknowtohavepretensionstothem,whichtheyaredisinclinedtofavour。
Havinginthischaptertwicementionedadrum,awordwhichourposterity,itishoped,willnotunderstandinthesenseitishereapplied,weshall,notwithstandingourpresenthaste,stopamomenttodescribetheentertainmentheremeant,andtheratheraswecaninamomentdescribeit。
Adrum,then,isanassemblyofwell-dressedpersonsofbothsexes,mostofwhomplayatcards,andtherestdonothingatall;
whilethemistressofthehouseperformsthepartofthelandladyataninn,andlikethelandladyofaninnpridesherselfinthenumberofherguests,thoughshedothnotalways,likeher,getanythingbyit。
Nowonderthen,assomuchspiritsmustberequiredtosupportanyvivacityinthesescenesofdulness,thatwehearpersonsoffashioneternallycomplainingofthewantofthem;acomplaintconfinedentirelytoupperlife。HowinsupportablemustweimaginethisroundofimpertinencetohavebeentoSophiaatthistime;howdifficultmustshehavefoundittoforcetheappearanceofgaietyintoherlooks,whenherminddictatednothingbutthetenderestsorrow,andwheneverythoughtwaschargedwithtormentingideas!
Night,however,atlastrestoredhertoherpillow,wherewewillleavehertosoothehermelancholyatleast,thoughincapable,wefear,ofrest,andshallpursueourhistory,which,somethingwhispersus,isnowarrivedattheeveofsomegreatevent。
Chapter7
ApatheticscenebetweenMr。AllworthyandMrs。MillerMrs。MillerhadalongdiscoursewithMr。Allworthy,athisreturnfromdinner,inwhichsheacquaintedhimwithJones’shavingunfortunatelylostallwhichhewaspleasedtobestowonhimattheirseparation;andwiththedistressestowhichthatlosshadsubjectedhim;ofallwhichshehadreceivedafullaccountfromthefaithfulretailerPartridge。ShethenexplainedtheobligationsshehadtoJones;notthatshewasentirelyexplicitwithregardtoherdaughter;forthoughshehadtheutmostconfidenceinMr。Allworthy,andthoughtherecouldbenohopesofkeepinganaffairsecretwhichwasunhappilyknowntomorethanhalfadozen,yetshecouldnotprevailwithherselftomentionthosecircumstanceswhichreflectedmostonthechastityofpoorNancy,butsmotheredthatpartofherevidenceascautiouslyasifshehadbeenbeforeajudge,andthegirlwasnowonhertrialforthemurderofabastard。
Allworthysaid,therewerefewcharacterssoabsolutelyviciousasnottohavetheleastmixtureofgoodinthem。\"However,\"sayshe,\"Icannotdenybutthatyouhavesomeobligationstothefellow,badasheis,andIshallthereforeexcusewhathathpastalready,butmustinsistyounevermentionhisnametomemore;for,Ipromiseyou,itwasuponthefullestandplainestevidencethatIresolvedtotakethemeasuresIhavetaken。\"\"Well,sir,\"saysshe,\"Imakenottheleastdoubtbuttimewillshewallmattersintheirtrueandnaturalcolours,andthatyouwillbeconvincedthispooryoungmandeservesbetterofyouthansomeotherfolksthatshallbenameless。\"
\"Madam,\"criesAllworthy,alittleruffied,\"Iwillnothearanyreflectionsonmynephew;andifeveryousayawordmoreofthatkind,Iwilldepartfromyourhousethatinstant。Heistheworthiestandbestofmen;andIoncemorerepeatittoyou,hehathcarriedhisfriendshiptothismantoablameablelength,bytoolongconcealingfactsoftheblackestdie。TheingratitudeofthewretchtothisgoodyoungmaniswhatImostresent;for,madam,I
havethegreatestreasontoimaginehehadlaidaplottosupplantmynephewinmyfavour,andtohavedisinheritedhim。\"
\"Iamsure,sir,\"answeredMrs。Miller,alittlefrightenedfor,thoughMr。Allworthyhadtheutmostsweetnessandbenevolenceinhissmiles,hehadgreatterrorinhisfrowns,\"Ishallneverspeakagainstanygentlemanyouarepleasedtothinkwellof。Iamsure,sir,suchbehaviourwouldverylittlebecomeme,especiallywhenthegentlemanisyournearestrelation;but,sir,youmustnotbeangrywithme,youmustnotindeed,formygoodwishestothispoorwretch。SureImaycallhimsonow,thoughonceyouwouldhavebeenangrywithmeifIhadspokeofhimwiththeleastdisrespect。HowoftenhaveIheardyoucallhimyourson?Howoftenhaveyouprattledtomeofhimwithallthefondnessofaparent?Nay,sir,I
cannotforgetthemanytenderexpressions,themanygoodthingsyouhavetoldmeofhisbeauty,andhisparts,andhisvirtues;ofhisgood-natureandgenerosity。Iamsure,sir,Icannotforgetthem,forIfindthemalltrue。Ihaveexperiencedtheminmyowncause。
Theyhavepreservedmyfamily。Youmustpardonmytears,sir,indeedyoumust。WhenIconsiderthecruelreverseoffortunewhichthispooryouth,towhomIamsomuchobliged,hathsuffered;whenIconsiderthelossofyourfavour,whichIknowhevaluedmorethanhislife,Imust,Imustlamenthim。Ifyouhadadaggerinyourhand,readytoplungeintomyheart,Imustlamentthemiseryofonewhomyouhaveloved,andIshalleverlove。\"
Allworthywasprettymuchmovedwiththisspeech,butitseemednottobewithanger;for,afterashortsilence,takingMrs。Millerbythehand,hesaidveryaffectionatelytoher,\"Come,madam,letusconsideralittleaboutyourdaughter。Icannotblameyouforrejoicinginamatchwhichpromisestobeadvantageoustoher,butyouknowthisadvantage,inagreatmeasure,dependsonthefather’sreconciliation。IknowMr。Nightingaleverywell,andhaveformerlyhadconcernswithhim;Iwillmakehimavisit,andendeavourtoserveyouinthismatter。Ibelieveheisaworldlyman;butasthisisanonlyson,andthethingisnowirretrievable,perhapshemayintimebebroughttoreason。IpromiseyouIwilldoallIcanforyou。\"
ManyweretheacknowledgmentswhichthepoorwomanmadetoAllworthyforthiskindandgenerousoffer,norcouldsherefrainfromtakingthisoccasionagaintoexpresshergratitudetowardsJones,\"towhom,\"
saidshe,\"Iowetheopportunityofgivingyou,sir,thispresenttrouble。\"Allworthygentlystoppedher;buthewastoogoodamantobereallyoffendedwiththeeffectsofsonobleaprincipleasnowactuatedMrs。Miller;andindeed,hadnotthisnewaffairinflamedhisformerangeragainstJones,itispossiblehemighthavebeenalittlesoftenedtowardshim,bythereportofanactionwhichmaliceitselfcouldnothavederivedfromanevilmotive。
Mr。AllworthyandMrs。Millerhadbeenaboveanhourtogether,whentheirconversationwasputanendtobythearrivalofBlifilandanotherperson,whichotherpersonnolessthanMr。Dowling,theattorney,whowasnowbecomeagreatfavouritewithMr。Blifil,andwhomMr。Allworthy,atthedesireofhisnephew,hadmadehissteward;
andhadlikewiserecommendedhimtoMr。Western,fromwhomtheattorneyreceivedapromiseofbeingpromotedtothesameofficeuponthefirstvacancy;and,inthemeantime,wasemployedintransactingsomeaffairswhichthesquirethenhadinLondoninrelationtoamortgage。
ThiswastheprincipalaffairwhichthenbroughtMr。Dowlingtotown;thereforehetookthesameopportunitytochargehimselfwithsomemoneyforMr。Allworthy,andtomakeareporttohimofsomeotherbusiness;inallwhich,asitwasofmuchtoodullanaturetofindanyplaceinthishistory,wewillleavetheuncle,nephew,andtheirlawyerconcerned,andresorttoothermatters。
Chapter8
ContainingvariousmattersBeforewereturntoMr。Jones,wewilltakeonemoreviewofSophia。
Thoughthatyoungladyhadbroughtherauntintogreatgoodhumourbythosesoothingmethodswhichwehavebeforerelated,shehadnotbroughtherintheleasttoabateofherzealforthematchwithLordFellamar。ThiszealwasnowinflamedbyLadyBellaston,whohadtoldhertheprecedingevening,thatshewaswellsatisfiedfromtheconductofSophia,andfromhercarriagetohislordship,thatalldelayswouldbedangerous,andthattheonlywaytosucceedwastopressthematchforwardwithsuchrapiditythattheyoungladyshouldhavenotimetoreflect,andbeobligedtoconsentwhileshescarceknewwhatshedid;inwhichmanner,shesaid,one-halfofthemarriagesamongpeopleofconditionwerebroughtabout。Afactveryprobablytrue,andtowhich,Isuppose,isowingthemutualtendernesswhichafterwardsexistsamongsomanyhappycouples。
AhintofthesamekindwasgivenbythesameladytoLordFellamar;
andboththesesoreadilyembracedtheadvice,thattheverynextdaywas,athislordship’srequest,appointedbyMrs。Westernforaprivateinterviewbetweentheyoungparties。ThiswascommunicatedtoSophiabyheraunt,andinsisteduponinsuchhighterms,that,afterhavingurgedeverythingshepossiblycouldinventagainstitwithouttheleasteffect,sheatlastagreedtogivethehighestinstanceofcomplacencewhichanyyoungladycangive,andconsentedtoseehislordship。
Asconversationsofthiskindaffordnogreatentertainment,weshallbeexcusedfromrecitingthewholethatpastatthisinterview;inwhich,afterhislordshiphadmademanydeclarationsofthemostpureandardentpassiontothesilentblushingSophia,sheatlastcollectedallthespiritsshecouldraise,andwithatremblinglowvoicesaid,\"Mylord,youmustbeyourselfconsciouswhetheryourformerbehaviourtomehathbeenconsistentwiththeprofessionsyounowmake。\"\"Isthere,\"answeredhe,\"nowaybywhichI
canatoneformadness?whatIdid,Iamafraid,musthavetooplainlyconvincedyou,thattheviolenceoflovehaddeprivedmeofmysenses。\"\"Indeed,mylord,\"saidshe,\"itisinyourpowertogivemeaproofofanaffectionwhichImuchratherwishtoencourage,andtowhichIshouldthinkmyselfmorebeholden。\"\"Nameit,madam,\"
saidmylord,verywarmly。\"Mylord,\"saysshe,lookingdownuponherfan,\"Iknowyoumustbesensiblehowuneasythispretendedpassionofyourshathmademe。\"\"Canyoubesocrueltocallitpretended?\"sayshe。\"Yes,mylord,\"answeredSophia,\"allprofessionsoflovetothosewhomwepersecutearemostinsultingpretences。
Thispursuitofyoursistomeamostcruelpersecution:nay,itistakingamostungenerousadvantageofmyunhappysituation。\"\"Mostlovely,mostadorablecharmer,donotaccuseme,\"crieshe,\"oftakinganungenerousadvantage,whileIhavenothoughtsbutwhataredirectedtoyourhonourandinterest,andwhileIhavenoview,nohope,noambition,buttothrowmyself,honour,fortune,everythingatyourfeet。\"\"Mylord,\"saysshe,\"itisthatfortuneandthosehonourswhichgaveyoutheadvantageofwhichIcomplain。Thesearethecharmswhichhaveseducedmyrelations,buttometheyarethingsindifferent。Ifyourlordshipwillmeritmygratitude,thereisbutoneway。\"\"Pardonme,divinecreature,\"saidhe,\"therecanbenone。
AllIcandoforyouissomuchyourdue,andwillgivemesomuchpleasure,thatthereisnoroomforyourgratitude。\"\"Indeed,mylord,\"answeredshe,\"youmayobtainmygratitude,mygoodopinion,everykindthoughtandwishwhichitisinmypowertobestow;nay,youmayobtainthemwithease,forsuretoagenerousminditmustbeeasytograntmyrequest。Letmebeseechyou,then,toceaseapursuitinwhichyoucanneverhaveanysuccess。Foryourownsakeaswellasmine,Ientreatthisfavour;forsureyouaretoonobletohaveanypleasureintormentinganunhappycreature。Whatcanyourlordshipproposebutuneasinesstoyourselfbyaperseverance,which,uponmyhonour,uponmysoul,cannot,shallnotprevailwithme,whateverdistressesyoumaydrivemeto。\"Heremylordfetchedadeepsigh,andthensaid-\"Isitthen,madam,thatIamsounhappytobetheobjectofyourdislikeandscorn;orwillyoupardonmeifI
suspectthereissomeother?\"Herehehesitated,andSophiaansweredwithsomespirit,\"Mylord,Ishallnotbeaccountabletoyouforthereasonsofmyconduct。Iamobligedtoyourlordshipforthegenerousofferyouhavemade;Iownitisbeyondeithermydesertsorexpectations;yetIhope,mylord,youwillnotinsistonmyreasons,whenIdeclareIcannotacceptit。\"LordFellamarreturnedmuchtothis,whichwedonotperfectlyunderstand,andperhapsitcouldnotallbestrictlyreconciledeithertosenseorgrammar;butheconcludedhisrantingspeechwithsaying,\"Thatifshehadpre-engagedherselftoanygentleman,howeverunhappyitwouldmakehim,heshouldthinkhimselfboundinhonourtodesist。\"Perhapsmylordlaidtoomuchemphasisonthewordgentleman;forwecannotelsewellaccountfortheindignationwithwhichheinspiredSophia,who,inheranswer,seemedgreatlytoresentsomeaffronthehadgivenher。
Whileshespeaking,withhervoicemoreraisedthanusual,Mrs。
Westerncameintotheroom,thefireglaringinhercheeks,andtheflamesburstingfromhereyes。\"Iamashamed,\"saysshe,\"mylord,ofthereceptionwhichyouhavemetwith。Iassureyourlordship,weareallsensibleofthehonourdoneus;andImusttellyou,MissWestern,thefamilyexpectadifferentbehaviourfromyou。\"Heremylordinterferedonbehalfoftheyounglady,buttonopurpose;theauntproceededtillSophiapulledherhandkerchief,threwherselfintoachair,andburstintoaviolentfitoftears。
TheremainderoftheconversationbetweenMrs。Westernandhislordship,tillthelatterwithdrew,consistedofbitterlamentationsonhisside,andonhersofthestrongestassurancesthathernieceshouldandwouldconsenttoallhewished。\"Indeed,mylord,\"saysshe,\"thegirlhathhadafoolisheducation,neitheradaptedtoherfortunenorherfamily。Herfather,Iamsorrytosayit,istoblameforeverything。Thegirlhathsillycountrynotionsofbashfulness。Nothingelse,mylord,uponmyhonour;Iamconvincedshehathagoodunderstandingatthebottom,andwillbebroughttoreason。\"
ThislastspeechwasmadeintheabsenceofSophia;forshehadsometimebeforelefttheroom,withmoreappearanceofpassionthanshehadevershownonanyoccasion;andnowhislordship,aftermanyexpressionsofthankstoMrs。Western,manyardentprofessionsofpassionwhichnothingcouldconquer,andmanyassurancesofperseverance,whichMrs。Westernhighlyencouraged,tookhisleaveforthistime。
BeforewerelatewhatnowpassedbetweenMrs。WesternandSophia,itmaybepropertomentionanunfortunateaccidentwhichhadhappened,andwhichhadoccasionedthereturnofMrs。Westernwithsomuchfury,aswehaveseen。
Thereaderthenmustknow,thatthemaidwhoatpresentattendedonSophiawasrecommendedbyLadyBellaston,withwhomshehadlivedforsometimeinthecapacityofacomb-brush:shewasaverysensiblegirl,andhadreceivedthestrictestinstructionstowatchheryoungladyverycarefully。Theseinstructions,wearesorrytosay,werecommunicatedtoherbyMrs。Honour,intowhosefavourLadyBellastonhadnowsoingratiatedherself,thattheviolentaffectionwhichthegoodwaiting-womanhadformerlybornetoSophiawasentirelyobliteratedbythatgreatattachmentwhichshehadtohernewmistress。
Now,whenMrs。Millerwasdeparted,Bettyforthatwasthenameofthegirl,returningtoheryounglady,foundherveryattentivelyengagedinreadingalongletter,andthevisibleemotionswhichshebetrayedonthatoccasionmighthavewellaccountedforsomesuspicionswhichthegirlentertained;butin,deedtheyhadyetastrongerfoundation,forshehadoverheardthewholescenewhichpassedbetweenSophiaandMrs。Miller。
Mrs。WesternwasacquaintedwithallthismatterbyBetty,who,afterreceivingmanycommendationsandsomerewardsforherfidelity,wasordered,that,ifthewomanwhobroughtthelettercameagain,sheshouldintroducehertoMrs。Westernherself。
Unluckily,Mrs。MillerreturnedattheverytimewhenSophiawasengagedwithhislordship。Betty,accordingtoorder,sentherdirectlytotheaunt;who,beingmistressofsomanycircumstancesrelatingtowhathadpastthedaybefore,easilyimposeduponthepoorwomantobelievethatSophiahadcommunicatedthewholeaffair;andsopumpedeverythingoutofherwhichsheknewrelatingtotheletterandrelatingtoJones。
Thispoorcreaturemight,indeed,becalledsimplicityitself。Shewasoneofthatorderofmortalswhoareapttobelieveeverythingwhichissaidtothem;towhomnaturehathneitherindulgedtheoffensivenordefensiveweaponsofdeceit,andwhoareconsequentlyliabletobeimposeduponbyanyonewhowillonlybeattheexpenseofalittlefalsehoodforthatpurpose。Mrs。Western,havingdrainedMrs。Millerofallsheknew,which,indeed,wasbutlittle,butwhichwassufficienttomaketheauntsuspectagreatdeal,dismissedherwithassurancesthatSophiawouldnotseeher,thatshewouldsendnoanswertotheletter,noreverreceiveanother;
nordidshesufferhertodepartwithoutahandsomelectureonthemeritsofanofficetowhichshecouldaffordnobetternamethanthatofprocuress-Thisdiscoveryhadgreatlydiscomposedhertemper,when,comingintotheapartmentnexttothatinwhichtheloverswere,sheoverheardSophiaverywarmlyprotestingagainsthislordship’saddresses。Atwhichtheragealreadykindledburstforth,andsherushedinuponhernieceinamostfuriousmanner,aswehavealreadydescribed,togetherwithwhatpastatthattimetillhislordship’sdeparture。
NosoonerwasLordFellamargone,thanMrs。WesternreturnedtoSophia,whomsheupbraidedinthemostbittertermsfortheilluseshehadmadeoftheconfidencereposedinher;andforhertreacheryinconversingwithamanwithwhomshehadofferedbutthedaybeforetobindherselfinthemostsolemnoathnevermoretohaveanyconversation。Sophiaprotestedshehadmaintainednosuchconversation。\"How,how!MissWestern,\"saidtheaunt;\"willyoudenyyourreceivingaletterfromhimyesterday?\"\"Aletter,madam!\"
answeredSophia,somewhatsurprized。\"Itisnotverywellbred,miss,\"
repliestheaunt,\"torepeatmywords。Isayaletter,andIinsistuponyourshowingitmeimmediately。\"\"Iscornalie,madam,\"saidSophia;\"Ididreceivealetter,butitwaswithoutmydesire,and,indeed,Imaysay,againstmyconsent。\"\"Indeed,indeed,miss,\"
criestheaunt,\"yououghttobeashamedofowningyouhadreceiveditatall;butwhereistheletter?forIwillseeit。\"
Tothisperemptorydemand,Sophiapausedsometimebeforeshereturnedananswer;andatlastonlyexcusedherselfbydeclaringshehadnottheletterinherpocket,whichwas,indeed,true;uponwhichheraunt,losingallmannerofpatience,askedherniecethisshortquestion,whethershewouldresolvetomarryLordFellamar,orno?towhichshereceivedthestrongestnegative。Mrs。Westernthenrepliedwithanoath,orsomethingverylikeone,thatshewouldearlythenextmorningdeliverherbackintoherfather’shand。
Sophiathenbegantoreasonwithherauntinthefollowingmanner:-\"Why,madam,mustIofnecessitybeforcedtomarryatall?
Considerhowcruelyouwouldhavethoughtitinyourowncase,andhowmuchkinderyourparentswereinleavingyoutoyourliberty。WhathaveIdonetoforfeitthisliberty?Iwillnevermarrycontrarytomyfather’sconsent,norwithoutaskingyours——AndwhenIasktheconsentofeitherimproperly,itwillbethentimeenoughtoforcesomeothermarriageuponme。\"CanIbeartohearthis,\"criesMrs。
Western,\"fromagirlwhohathnowaletterfromamurdererinherpocket?\"\"Ihavenosuchletter,Ipromiseyou,\"answeredSophia;
\"and,ifhebeamurderer,hewillsoonbeinnoconditiontogiveyouanyfurtherdisturbance。\"\"How,MissWestern!\"saidtheaunt,\"haveyoutheassurancetospeakofhiminthismanner;toownyouraffectionforsuchavillaintomyface?\"\"Sure,madam,\"saidSophia,\"youputaverystrangeconstructiononmywords。\"\"Indeed,MissWestern,\"criesthelady,\"Ishallnotbearthisusage;youhavelearntofyourfatherthismanneroftreatingme;hehathtaughtyoutogivemethelie。Hehathtotallyruinedyoubythisfalsesystemofeducation;and,pleaseheaven,heshallhavethecomfortofitsfruits;foroncemoreIdeclaretoyou,thatto-morrowmorningIwillcarryyouback。Iwillwithdrawallmyforcesfromthefield,andremainhenceforth,likethewisekingofPrussia,inastateofperfectneutrality。Youarebothtoowisetoberegulatedbymymeasures;soprepareyourself,forto-morrowmorningyoushallevacuatethishouse。\"
Sophiaremonstratedallshecould;butherauntwasdeaftoallshesaid。Inthisresolutionthereforewemustatpresentleaveher,asthereseemstobenohopesofbringinghertochangeit。
Chapter9
WhathappenedtoMr。JonesintheprisonMr。Jonespassedabouttwenty-fourmelancholyhoursbyhimself,unlesswhenrelievedbythecompanyofPartridge,beforeMr。
Nightingalereturned;notthatthisworthyyoungmanhaddesertedorforgothisfriend;for,indeed,hehadbeenmuchthegreatestpartofthetimeemployedinhisservice。
Hehadheard,uponenquiry,thattheonlypersonswhohadseenthebeginningoftheunfortunaterencounterwereacrewbelongingtoaman-of-warwhichthenlayatDeptford。ToDeptfordthereforehewentinsearchofthiscrew,wherehewasinformedthatthemenhesoughtafterwereallgoneashore。Hethentracedthemfromplacetoplace,tillatlasthefoundtwoofthemdrinkingtogether,withthirdperson,atahedge-tavernnearAldersgate。
NightingaledesiredtospeakwithJonesbyhimselfforPartridgewasintheroomwhenhecamein。Assoonastheywerealone,Nightingale,takingJonesbythehand,cried,\"Come,mybravefriend,benottoomuchdejectedatwhatIamgoingtotellyou——IamsorryIamthemessengerofbadnews;butIthinkitmydutytotellyou。\"\"Iguessalreadywhatthatbadnewsis,\"criesJones。\"Thepoorgentlemanthenisdead。\"——\"Ihopenot,\"answeredNightingale。
\"Hewasalivethismorning;thoughIwillnotflatteryou;Ifear,fromtheaccountsIcouldget,thathiswoundismortal。Butiftheaffairbeexactlyasyoutoldit,yourownremorsewouldbeallyouwouldhavereasontoapprehend,letwhatwouldhappen;butforgiveme,mydearTom,ifIentreatyoutomaketheworstofyourstorytoyourfriends。Ifyoudisguiseanythingtous,youwillonlybeanenemytoyourself。\"
\"Whatreason,mydearJack,haveIevergivenyou,\"saidJones,\"tostabmewithsocruelasuspicion?\"\"Havepatience,\"criesNightingale,\"andIwilltellyouall。AfterthemostdiligentenquiryIcouldmake,Iatlastmetwithtwoofthefellowswhowerepresentatthisunhappyaccident,andIamsorrytosay,theydonotrelatethestorysomuchinyourfavourasyouyourselfhavetoldit。\"
\"Why,whatdotheysay?\"criesJones。\"IndeedwhatIamsorrytorepeat,asIamafraidoftheconsequenceofittoyou。Theysaythattheywereattoogreatadistancetooverhearanywordsthatpassedbetweenyou:buttheybothagreethatthefirstblowwasgivenbyyou。\"\"Then,uponmysoul,\"answeredJones,\"theyinjureme。Henotonlystruckmefirst,butstruckmewithouttheleastprovocation。Whatshouldinducethosevillainstoaccusemefalsely?\"\"Nay,thatIcannotguess,\"saidNightingale,\"andifyouyourself,andI,whoamsoheartilyyourfriend,cannotconceiveareasonwhytheyshouldbelieyou,whatreasonwillanindifferentcourtofjusticebeabletoassignwhytheyshouldnotbelievethem?I
repeatedthequestiontothemseveraltimes,andsodidanothergentlemanwhowaspresent,who,Ibelieve,isaseafaringman,andwhoreallyactedaveryfriendlypartbyyou;forhebeggedthemoftentoconsiderthattherewasthelifeofamaninthecase;andaskedthemoverandover,iftheywerecertain;towhichtheybothanswered,thattheywere,andwouldabidebytheirevidenceuponoath。Forheaven’ssake,mydearfriend,recollectyourself;for,ifthisshouldappeartobethefact,itwillbeyourbusinesstothinkintimeofmakingthebestofyourinterest。Iwouldnotshockyou;butyouknow,Ibelieve,theseverityofthelaw,whateververbalprovocationsmayhavebeengivenyou。\"\"Alas!myfriend,\"criesJones,\"whatinteresthathsuchawretchasI?Besides,doyouthinkIwouldevenwishtolivewiththereputationofamurderer?IfIhadanyfriendsas,alas!Ihavenone,couldIhavetheconfidencetosolicitthemtospeakinthebehalfofamancondemnedfortheblackestcrimeinhumannature?Believeme,Ihavenosuchhope;butIhavesomerelianceonathronestillgreatlysuperior;whichwill,Iamcertain,affordmealltheprotectionImerit。\"
Hethenconcludedwithmanysolemnandvehementprotestationsofthetruthofwhathehadatfirstasserted。
ThefaithofNightingalewasnowagainstaggered,andbegantoinclinetocredithisfriend,whenMrs。Millerappeared,andmadeasorrowfulreportofthesuccessofherembassy;whichwhenJoneshadheard,hecriedoutmostheroically,\"Well,myfriend,Iamnowindifferentastowhatshallhappen,atleastwithregardtomylife;andifitbethewillofHeaventhatIshallmakeanatonementwiththatforthebloodIhavespilt,IhopetheDivineGoodnesswillonedaysuffermyhonourtobecleared,andthatthewordsofadyingman,atleast,willbebelieved,sofarastojustifyhischaracter。\"
Averymournfulscenenowpastbetweentheprisonerandhisfriends,atwhich,asfewreaderswouldhavebeenpleasedtobepresent,sofew,Ibelieve,willdesiretohearitparticularlyrelated。Wewill,therefore,passontotheentranceoftheturnkey,whoacquaintedJonesthattherewasaladywithoutwhodesiredtospeakwithhimwhenhewasatleisure。
Jonesdeclaredhissurprizeatthismessage。Hesaid,\"Heknewnoladyintheworldwhomhecouldpossiblyexpecttoseethere。\"
However,ashesawnoreasontodeclineseeinganyperson,Mrs。MillerandMr。Nightingalepresentlytooktheirleave,andhegaveorderstohavetheladyadmitted。
IfJoneswassurprizedatthenewsofavisitfromalady,howgreatlywasheastonishedwhenhediscoveredthisladytobenootherthanMrs。Waters!Inthisastonishmentthenweshallleavehimawhile,inordertocurethesurprizeofthereader,whowilllikewise,probably,notalittlewonderatthearrivalofthislady。
WhothisMrs。Waterswas,thereaderprettywellknows;whatshewas,hemustbeperfectlysatisfied。HewillthereforebepleasedtorememberthatthisladydepartedfromUptoninthesamecoachwithMr。
FitzpatrickandtheotherIrishgentleman,andintheircompanytravelledtoBath。
NowtherewasacertainofficeinthegiftofMr。Fitzpatrickatthattimevacant,namelythatofawife:fortheladywhohadlatelyfilledthatofficehadresigned,oratleastdesertedherduty。Mr。
Fitzpatricktherefore,havingthoroughlyexaminedMrs。Watersontheroad,foundherextremelyfitfortheplace,which,ontheirarrivalatBath,hepresentlyconferreduponher,andshewithoutanyscrupleaccepted。AshusbandandwifethisgentlemanandladycontinuedtogetherallthetimetheystayedatBath,andashusbandandwifetheyarrivedtogetherintown。
WhetherMr。Fitzpatrickwassowiseamanasnottopartwithonegoodthingtillhehadsecuredanother,whichhehadatpresentonlyaprospectorwhetherMrs。Watershadsowelldischargedheroffice,thatheintendedstilltoretainherasprincipal,andtomakehiswifeasisoftenthecaseonlyherdeputy,Iwillnotsay;butcertainitis,henevermentionedhiswifetoher,nevercommunicatedtoherthelettergivenhimbyMrs。Western,noreveroncehintedhispurposeofrepossessinghiswife;muchlessdidheevermentionthenameofJones。For,thoughheintendedtofightwithhimwhereverhemethim,hedidnotimitatethoseprudentpersonswhothinkawife,amother,asister,orsometimesawholefamily,thesafestsecondsontheseoccasions。Thefirstaccount,therefore,whichshehadofallthiswasdeliveredtoherfromhislips,afterhewasbroughthomefromthetavernwherehiswoundhadbeendrest。
AsMr。Fitzpatrick,however,hadnottheclearestwayoftellingastoryatanytime,andwasnow,perhaps,alittlemoreconfusedthanusual,itwassometimebeforeshediscoveredthatthegentlemanwhohadgivenhimthiswoundwastheverysamepersonfromwhomherhearthadreceivedawound,which,thoughnotofamortalkind,wasyetsodeepthatithadleftaconsiderablescarbehindit。ButnosoonerwassheacquaintedthatMr。JoneshimselfwasthemanwhohadbeencommittedtotheGatehouseforthissupposedmurder,thanshetookthefirstopportunityofcommittingMr。Fitzpatricktothecareofhisnurse,andhastenedawaytovisittheconqueror。
Shenowenteredtheroomwithanairofgaiety,whichreceivedanimmediatecheckfromthemelancholyaspectofpoorJones,whostartedandblessedhimselfwhenhesawher。Uponwhichshesaid,\"Nay,Idonotwonderatyoursurprize;Ibelieveyoudidnotexpecttoseeme;forfewgentlemenaretroubledherewithvisitsfromanylady,unlessawife。Youseethepoweryouhaveoverme,Mr。Jones。
Indeed,Ilittlethought,whenwepartedatUpton,thatournextmeetingwouldhavebeeninsuchaplace。\"\"Indeed,madam,\"saysJones,\"Imustlookuponthisvisitaskind;fewwillfollowthemiserable,especiallytosuchdismalhabitations。\"\"Iprotest,Mr。Jones,\"saysshe,\"IcanhardlypersuademyselfyouarethesameagreeablefellowI
sawatUpton。Why,yourfaceismoremiserablethananydungeonintheuniverse。Whatcanbethematterwithyou?\"\"Ithought,madam,\"saidJones,\"asyouknewofmybeinghere,youknewtheunhappyreason。\"
\"Pugh!\"saysshe,\"youhavepinkedamaninaduel,that’sall。\"Jonesexprestsomeindignationatthislevity,andspokewiththeutmostcontritionforwhathadhappened。Towhichsheanswered,\"Well,then,sir,ifyoutakeitsomuchtoheart,Iwillrelieveyou;thegentlemanisnotdead,and,Iamprettyconfident,isinnodangerofdying。Thesurgeon,indeedwhofirstdressedhimwasayoungfellow,andseemeddesirousofrepresentinghiscasetobeasbadaspossible,thathemighthavethemorehonourfromcuringhim:buttheking’ssurgeonhathseenhimsince,andsays,unlessfromafever,ofwhichthereareatpresentnosymptoms,heapprehendsnottheleastdangeroflife。\"Jonesshewedgreatsatisfactionatthisreport;
uponwhichsheaffirmedthetruthofit,adding,\"BythemostextraordinaryaccidentintheworldIlodgeatthesamehouse;andhaveseenthegentleman,andIpromiseyouhedothyoujustice,andsays,whateverbetheconsequence,thathewasentirelytheaggressor,andthatyouwasnotintheleasttoblame。\"
JonesexpressedtheutmostsatisfactionattheaccountwhichMrs。
Watersbroughthim。Hetheninformedherofmanythingswhichshewellknewbefore,aswhoMr。Fitzpatrickwas,theoccasionofhisresentment,&c。Helikewisetoldherseveralfactsofwhichshewasignorant,astheadventureofthemuff,andotherparticulars,concealingonlythenameofSophia。Hethenlamentedthefolliesandvicesofwhichhehadbeenguilty;everyoneofwhich,hesaid,hadbeenattendedwithsuchillconsequences,thatheshouldbeunpardonableifhedidnottakewarning,andquitthoseviciouscoursesforthefuture。Helastlyconcludedwithassuringherofhisresolutiontosinnomore,lestaworsethingshouldhappentohim。
Mrs。Waterswithgreatpleasantryridiculedallthis,astheeffectsoflowspiritsandconfinement。Sherepeatedsomewitticismsaboutthedevilwhenhewassick,andtoldhim,\"Shedoubtednotbutshortlytoseehimatliberty,andaslivelyafellowasever;andthen,\"saysshe,\"Idon’tquestionbutyourconsciencewillbesafelydeliveredofallthesequalmsthatitisnowsosickinbreeding。\"
Manymorethingsofthiskindsheuttered,someofwhichitwoulddohernogreathonour,intheopinionofsomereaders,toremember;
norarewequitecertainbutthattheanswersmadebyJoneswouldbetreatedwithridiculebyothers。Weshallthereforesuppresstherestofthisconversation,andonlyobservethatitendedatlastwithperfectinnocence,andmuchmoretothesatisfactionofJonesthanofthelady;fortheformerwasgreatlytransportedwiththenewsshehadbroughthim;butthelatterwasnotaltogethersopleasedwiththepenitentialbehaviourofamanwhomshehad,atherfirstinterview,conceived。averydifferentopinionoffromwhatshenowentertainedofhim。
ThusthemelancholyoccasionedbythereportofMr。Nightingalewasprettywelleffaced;butthedejectionintowhichMrs。Millerhadthrownhimstillcontinued。TheaccountshegavesowelltalliedwiththewordsofSophiaherselfinherletter,thathemadenottheleastdoubtbutthatshehaddisclosedhislettertoheraunt,andhadtakenafixedresolutiontoabandonhim。Thetormentsthisthoughtgavehimweretobeequalledonlybyapieceofnewswhichfortunehadyetinstoreforhim,andwhichweshallcommunicateinthesecondchapteroftheensuingbook。
BOOKXVIII
CONTAININGABOUTSIXDAYS
Chapter1
AfarewelltothereaderWearenow,reader,arrivedatthelaststageofourlongjourney。
Aswehave,therefore,travelledtogetherthroughsomanypagesletusbehavetooneanotherlikefellow-travellersinastagecoach,whohavepassedseveraldaysinthecompanyofeachother;andwho,notwithstandinganybickeringsorlittleanimositieswhichmayhaveoccurredontheroad,generallymakeallupatlast,andmount,forthelasttime,intotheirvehiclewithchearfulnessandgoodhumour;
sinceafterthisonestage,itmaypossiblyhappentous,asitcommonlyhappenstothem,nevertomeetmore。
AsIhaveheretakenupthissimile,givemeleavetocarryitalittlefarther。Iintend,then,inthislastbook,toimitatethegoodcompanyIhavementionedintheirlastjourney。Now,itiswellknownthatalljokesandrailleryareatthistimelaidaside;
whatevercharactersanyofthepassengershaveforthejest-sakepersonatedontheroadarenowthrownoff,andtheconversationisusuallyplainandserious。
Inthesamemanner,ifIhavenowandthen,inthecourseofthiswork,indulgedanypleasantryforthyentertainment,Ishallherelayitdown。Thevarietyofmatter,indeed,whichIshallbeobligedtocramintothisbook,willaffordnoroomforanyofthoseludicrousobservationswhichIhaveelsewheremade,andwhichmaysometimesperhaps,havepreventedtheefromtakinganapwhenitwasbeginningtostealuponthee。Inthislastbookthouwiltfindnothingoratmostverylittleofthatnature。Allwillbeplainnarrativeonly;
and,indeed。whenthouhastperusedthemanygreateventswhichthisbookwillproduce,thouwiltthinkthenumberofpagescontainedinitscarcesufficienttotellthestory。
Andnow,myfriend,ItakethisopportunityasIshallhavenootherofheartilywishingtheewell。IfIhavebeenanentertainingcompaniontothee,IpromisetheeitiswhatIhavedesired。IfinanythingIhaveoffended,itwasreallywithoutanyintention。Somethings,perhaps,heresaid,mayhavehittheeorthyfriends;butIdomostsolemnlydeclaretheywerenotpointedattheeorthem。I
questionnotbutthouhastbeentold,amongotherstoriesofme,thatthouwasttotravelwithaveryscurrilousfellow;butwhoevertoldtheesodidmeaninjury。Nomandetestsanddespisesscurrilitymorethanmyself;norhathanymanmorereason;fornonehatheverbeentreatedwithmore;andwhatisaveryseverefate,I
havehadsomeoftheabusivewritingsofthoseverymenfathereduponme,who,inotheroftheirworks,haveabusedmethemselveswiththeutmostvirulence。
Alltheseworks,however,Iamwellconvinced,willbedeadlongbeforethispageshallofferitselftothyperusal;forhowevershorttheperiodmaybeofmyownperformances,theywillmostprobablyoutlivetheirowninfirmauthor,andtheweaklyproductionsofhisabusivecontemporaries。
Chapter2
ContainingaverytragicalincidentWhileJoneswasemployedinthoseunpleasantmeditations,withwhichwelefthimtormentinghimself,Partridgecamestumblingintotheroomwithhisfacepalerthanashes,hiseyesfixedinhishead,hishairstandingonend,andeverylimbtrembling。Inshort,helookedashewouldhavedonehadheseenaspectre,orhadhe,indeed,beenaspectrehimself。
Jones,whowaslittlesubjecttofear,couldnotavoidbeingsomewhatshockedatthissuddenappearance。Hedid,indeed,himselfchangecolour,andhisvoicealittlefaulteredwhileheaskedhim,Whatwasthematter?
\"Ihope,sir,\"saidPartridge,\"youwillnotbeangrywithme。
IndeedIdidnotlisten,butIwasobligedtostayintheoutwardroom。IamsureIwishIhadbeenahundredmilesoff,ratherthanhaveheardwhatIhaveheard。\"\"Why,whatisthematter?\"saidJones。\"Thematter,sir?OgoodHeaven!\"answeredPartridge,\"wasthatwomanwhoisjustgoneoutthewomanwhowaswithyouatUpton?\"
\"Shewas,Partridge,\"criedJones。\"Anddidyoureally,sir,gotobedwiththatwoman?\"saidhe,trembling-\"Iamafraidwhatpastbetweenusisnosecret,\"saidJones-\"Nay,butpray,sir,forHeaven’ssake,sir,answerme,\"criesPartridge。\"YouknowIdid,\"criesJones。
\"Whythen,theLordhavemercyuponyoursoul,andforgiveyou,\"criesPartridge;\"butassureasIstandherealive,youhavebeena-bedwithyourownmother。\"
UponthesewordsJonesbecameinamomentagreaterpictureofhorrorthanPartridgehimself。Hewas,indeed,forsometimestruckdumbwithamazement,andbothstoodstaringwildlyateachother。Atlasthiswordsfoundway,andinaninterruptedvoicehesaid,\"How!
how!what’sthisyoutellme?\"\"Nay,sir,\"criesPartridge,\"Ihavenotbreathenoughlefttotellyounow,butwhatIhavesaidismostcertainlytrue-Thatwomanwhonowwentoutisyourownmother。Howunluckywasitforyou,sir,thatIdidnothappentoseeheratthattime,tohavepreventedit!Surethedevilhimselfmusthavecontrivedtobringaboutthiswickedness。\"
\"Sure,\"criedJones,\"Fortunewillneverhavedonewithmetillshehathdrivenmetodistraction。ButwhydoIblameFortune?Iammyselfthecauseofallmymisery。Allthedreadfulmischiefswhichhavebefallenmearetheconsequencesonlyofmyownfollyandvice。
Whatthouhasttoldme,Partridge,hathalmostdeprivedmeofmysenses!AndwasMrs。Waters,then-butwhydoIask?forthoumustcertainlyknowher——Ifthouhastanyaffectionforme,nay,ifthouhastanypity,letmebeseechtheetofetchthismiserablewomanbackagaintome。OgoodHeavens!incest——withamother!TowhatamI
reserved!\"Hethenfellintothemostviolentandfranticagoniesofgriefanddespair,inwhichPartridgedeclaredhewouldnotleavehim;
butatlast,havingventedthefirsttorrentofpassion,hecamealittletohimself;andthen,havingacquaintedPartridgethathewouldfindthiswretchedwomaninthesamehousewherethewoundedgentlemanwaslodged,hedespatchedhiminquestofher。