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  ATRIBUTE

  EvennowIcannotrealizethatheisdead,andofteninthecitystreets——onFifthAvenueinparticular——Ifindmyselfglancingaheadforaglimpseofthetall,boyish,familiarfigure——experienceonceagainaflashoftheoldhappyexpectancy。

  Ihavelivedinmanylands,andhaveknownmen。IneverknewafinermanthanGrahamPhillips。

  Hisweretheclearest,bluest,mosthonesteyesIeversaw——eyesthatscorneduntruth——eyesthatpenetratedallsham。

  Inreposehishandsomefeatureswereatriflestern——andthemagicofhissmilewasthemorewonderful——suchasunny,youthful,engagingsmile。

  Hismerepresenceinaroomwasexhilarating。Itseemedtofreshentheveryairwithakeensweetnessalmostpungent。

  Hewastall,spare,leisurely,iron-strong;yetfigure,featuresandbearingweredelightfullyboyish。

  Menlikedhim,womenlikedhimwhenhelikedthem。

  HewasthemosthonestmanIeverknew,cleaninmind,clean-cutinbody,alittleover-seriousperhaps,exceptwhenamongintimates;alittlepronetohoisttheburdensoftheworldonhisyoungshoulders。

  Hiswasaknightlymind;apaladincharacter。Buthecouldunbend,andthememoryofsuchhourswithhim——hoursthatcanneverbeagain——hurtsmorekeenlythanthememoryofcalmerandmoresobermoments。

  Weagreedinmanymatters,heandI;inmanywediffered。Tomeitwasagreaterhonortodifferinopinionwithsuchamanthantofindanentiresynodofmyownmind。

  Because——andofcoursethisistheopinionofonemanandworthnomorethanthat——IhavealwaysthoughtthatGrahamPhillipswasheadandshouldersaboveusallinhisprofession。

  Hewastohavebeenreallygreat。Heis——byhislastbook,“SusanLenox。”

  Notthat,whenhesometimesdiscussedthewritingofitwithme,Iwasinsympathywithit。Iwasnot。Wealwaysweretruthfultoeachother。

  Butwhenagiantmoldsalumpofclayintotremendousmasses,lessermenbecomeconfusedbythehugecontours,thevastdistances,theterrificspaces,themajesticscopeoftheensemble。SoI。Buthewentonabouthisbusiness。

  Idonotknowwhatthepublicmaythinkof“SusanLenox。”I

  scarcelyknowwhatIthink。

  Itisaterriblebook——terribleandtrueandbeautiful。

  Underthedepthsthereareunspeakablethingsthatwrithe。Hisplumb-linetouchesthemandtheysquirm。Hebendshisheadfromthecloudstodoit。Isitworthdoing?Idon”tknow。

  ButthisIdoknow——thatwithintherangeofallfictionofalllandsandofalltimesnocharacterhassooverwhelmedmeasthecharacterofSusanLenox。

  Sheisasrealaslifeandasunreal。SheisLife。HerswastheconcentratednobilityofHeavenandHell。Andthedivinityoftheoneandthetragedyoftheother。Forshehadknownboth——thisgirl——themostpathetic,themosthuman,themosthonestcharactereverdrawnbyanAmericanwriter。

  Inthepresenceofhislastwork,sooverwhelming,sostupendous,welessermenareleftataloss。Itsmagnitudedemandstheperspectivethattimeonlycanlendit。Itsdignityandausterityanditspitilesstruthimposeuponusthathonestandintelligentsilencewhicheventhequickestmindsconcedeisnecessarybeforeanhonestverdict。

  Truthwashisgoddess;hewroughthonestlyandonlyforher。

  Heisdead,butheistohavehisdayincourt。Andwhatevertheverdict,ifitbeatrueone,werehelivinghewouldrestcontent。

  ROBERTW。CHAMBERS。

  BEFORETHECURTAIN

  Afewyearsago,astothemostimportantandmostinterestingsubjectintheworld,therelationsofthesexes,anauthorhadtochoosebetweensilenceandtellingthosedistortedtruthsbesidewhichplainlyingseemsalmostwhiteandquiteharmless。

  Andasnoauthorcouldaffordtobesilentonthesubjectthatunderliesallsubjects,ourliterature,insofarasitattemptedtodealwiththemostvitalphasesofhumannature,wasbeneathcontempt。Theauthorswhoknewtheywerelyingsankalmostaslowasthenasty-nicepurveyorsoffakeidealismandcandiedpruriencywhofanciedtheywerewritingthetruth。Nowitalmostseemsthatthedayoflyingconsciousandunconsciousisaboutrun。“Andyeshallknowthetruth,andthetruthshallmakeyoufree。”

  Therearethreewaysofdealingwiththesexrelationsofmenandwomen——twowrongandoneright。

  ForlackofmoreaccuratenamesthetwowrongwaysmaybecalledrespectivelytheAnglo-SaxonandtheContinental。Bothareinessenceprocessesofspicingupandcoloringupperfectlyinnocuousfactsofnaturetomakethempoisonouslyattractivetopervertedpalates。Thewishy-washyliteratureandthewishy-washymoralityonwhichitisbasedarenotonestagemore——orless——rottenthanthelibertineliteratureandthelibertinemoralityonwhichitisbased。Sofarasdegradingeffectisconcerned,the“pure,sweet“storyorplay,falsetonature,falsetotruemorality,propagandistofindecentemotionsdisguisedasidealism,needyieldnothingtotheso-called“strong“story。Bothpandertodifferentformsofthesamediseasedcravingfortheunnatural。Bothproducemoralatrophy。Theonetendstoencouragetheshallowandunthinkinginignoranceoflifeandsocausesthemtosufferthemercilesspenaltiesofignorance。Theothertendstomiseducatetheshallowandunthinking,togivethemaruinouslyfalsenotionofthedelightsofvice。TheAnglo-Saxon“morality“islikeanudefiguresalaciouslydraped;theContinental“strength“islikeanudefiguresalaciouslydistorted。TheAnglo-Saxonarticlereeksthestenchofdisinfectants;theContinentalreeksthestenchofdegenerateperfume。TheContinentalshouts“Hypocrisy!“attheAnglo-Saxon;theAnglo-Saxonshouts“Filthiness!“attheContinental。Bothareright;theyaretwinsistersofthesamehorridmother。Andanauthorofeitherallegiancehastohavemanyaredeeminggraceofstyle,ofcharacterdrawing,ofphilosophy,togainhimtoleranceinacleanmind。

  Thereisthethirdandrightwayofdealingwiththesexrelationsofmenandwomen。Thatisthewayofsimplecandorandnaturalness。Treatthesexquestionasyouwouldanyotherquestion。Don”ttreatitreverently;don”ttreatitrakishly。

  Treatitnaturally。Don”tinsultyourintelligenceandloweryourmoraltonebythinkingabouteitherthedecencyortheindecencyofmattersthatarefamiliar,undeniable,andunchangeablefactsoflife。Don”tlookonwomanasmerefemale,butashumanbeing。Rememberthatshehasamindandaheartaswellasabody。Inasentence,don”tjoinintheprurientclamorof“purity“hypocritesand“strong“libertinesthatexaggeratesanddistortsthemostcommonplace,ifthemostimportantfeatureoflife。Letustrytobeassensibleaboutsexaswearetryingtobeaboutalltheotherphenomenaoftheuniverseinthismoreenlightenedday。

  Nothingsosweetensasinorsodelightsasinnerasgettingbig-eyedaboutitandhim。Thoseofuswhoarenaughtyaren”tnearlysonaughtyasweliketothink;norarethoseofuswhoarenicenearlysonice。Ourvirtuesandourfailingsare——perhapstoanunsuspecteddegree——theresultofthecircumstancesinwhichweareplaced。Thewaytoimproveindividualsistoimprovethesecircumstances;andthewaytostartatimprovingthecircumstancesisbylookinghonestlyandfearlesslyatthingsastheyare。Wemustknowourworldandourselvesbeforewecanknowwhatshouldbekeptandwhatchanged。Andthebeginningofthiswisdomisinseeingsexrelationsrationally。Untilthatfundamentalmatterisbroughtundertheswayofgoodcommonsense,improvementinotherdirectionswillbeslowindeed。Letusstoplying——toothers——toourselves。

  D。G。P。

  July,1908。

  SUSANLENOX:HERRISEANDFALL

  byDavidGrahamPhillipsVolumeI

  SUSANLENOX

  CHAPTERI

  THEchild”sdead,“saidNora,thenurse。Itwastheupstairssitting-roominoneofthepretentioushousesofSutherland,oldestandmostcharmingofthetownsontheIndianabankoftheOhio。Thetwobigwindowswereopen;theirlimpandlistlessdraperiesshowedthattherewasnottheleastmotioninthestiflinghumidairoftheJulyafternoon。Atthecenteroftheroomstoodanoblongtable;overitwereneatlyspreadseveralthicknessesofwhitecottoncloth;nakeduponthemlaythebodyofanewborngirlbaby。AtonesideofthetablenearerthewindowstoodNora。Herswerethehardfeaturesandcorrugatedskinpopularlyregardedastheresultofalifeoftoil,butinfacttheresultofalifeofdefiancetothelawsofhealth。Asadditionalpenaltiesforthatsameself-indulgenceshehadanenormousbustandhips,thinfaceandarms,hollow,sinew-stripedneck。Theyoungman,blondandsmoothfaced,attheothersideofthetableandfacingthelight,wasDoctorStevens,arecentlygraduatedpupilofthefamousSchulzeofSaintChristopherwhoasmuchasanyotheronemanisresponsiblefortherejectionofhocus-pocusandtheinjectionofcommonsenseintoAmericanmedicine。ForupwardsofanhouryoungStevens,coatoffandshirtsleevesrolledtohisshoulders,hadbeentoilingwiththelifelessformonthetable。

  Hehadtriedeverythinghistraining,hisreadingandhisexperiencesuggested——allthemoreorlessfamiliardevicessimilartothoseindicatedforcasesofdrowning。Norahadwatchedhim,atfirstwithinterestandhope,thenwithinterestalone,finallywithswiftlydeepeningdisapproval,ashercompressedlipsandangryeyesplainlyrevealed。Itseemedtoherhiseffortwasdegeneratingintosacrilege,intodefianceofanobviousdecreeoftheAlmighty。However,shehadnotventuredtospeakuntiltheyoungman,withamutteredejaculationsuspiciouslylikeanimprecation,straightenedhisstockyfigureandbegantomopthesweatfromhisface,handsandbaredarms。

  Whenshesawthatherverdicthadnotbeenheard,sherepeateditmoreemphatically。“Thechild”sdead,“saidshe,“asItoldyoufromtheset-out。”Shemadethesignofthecrossonherforeheadandbosom,whileherfat,drylipsmovedina“Hail,Mary。”

  Theyoungmandidnotrousefromhisreverie。Hecontinuedtogazewithabaffledexpressionatthetinyform,solikeawhimsicalcaricatureofhumanity。Heshowedthathehadheardthewoman”sremarkbysaying,tohimselfratherthantoher,“Dead?What”sthat?Merelyanothernameforignorance。”Butthecurrentofhisthoughtdidnotswerve。Itheldtotheonecourse:Whatwouldhismaster,thedauntless,theinfinitelyresourcefulSchulze,doifhewereconfrontedbythisintolerableobstacleofaperfectmachinerefusingtodoitsdutyandpumpvitalforcethroughaneagerlywaitingbody?

  “He”d_make_itgo,I”dbetmylife,“theyoungmanmuttered。

  “I”mashamedofmyself。”

  Asifthereproachwerejustthespurhiscourageandhisintelligencehadneeded,hisfacesuddenlyglowedwiththeupshootingfireofaninspiration。Hethrustthebigwhitehandkerchiefintohishippocket,laidonelargestronghanduponthesmall,beautifullyarchedchestofthebaby。Nora,rousedbyhisexpressionevenmorethanbyhisgesture,gaveanexclamationofhorror。“Don”ttouchitagain,“shecried,betweenentreatyandcommand。“You”vedoneallyoucan——andmore。”

  Stevenswasnotlistening。“Suchafinebaby,too,“hesaid,hesitating——theoldwomanmistakenlyfancieditwasherwordsthatmadehimpause。“Ifeelnogoodatall,“hewenton,asifreasoningwithhimself,“nogoodatall,losingboththemotherandthechild。”

  “_She_didn”twanttolive,“repliedNora。Herglancesstolesomewhatfearfullytowardthedooroftheadjoiningroom——thebedroomwherethemotherlaydead。

  “Therewasn”tnothingbutdisgraceaheadforbothofthem。

  Everybody”llbeglad。”

  “Suchafinebaby,“mutteredtheabstractedyoungdoctor。

  “Love-childrenalwaysis,“saidNora。Shewaslookingsadlyandtenderlydownatthetiny,symmetricalform——symmetricaltoherandthedoctor”sexperteyes。“Suchadeepchest,“shesighed。

  “Suchprettyhandsandfeet。Areallove-child。”Theresheglancednervouslyatthedoctor;itwasmeetandproperandpioustospeakwellofthedead,butshefeltshemightbegoingratherfarfora“goodwoman。”

  “I”lltryit,“criedtheyoungmaninaresolutetone。“Itcan”tdoanyharm,and——”

  Withoutfinishinghissentencehelaidholdofthebodybytheankles,swungitclearofthetable。AsNorasawitdanglingheaddownwardslikeadressedsucklingpigonabutcher”shooksheventedascreamanddartedroundthetabletostopbymainforcethisrevoltingdesecrationofthedead。Stevenscalledoutsternly:“Mindyourbusiness,Nora!Pushthetableagainstthewallandgetoutoftheway。Iwantalltheroomthereis。”

  “Oh,Doctor——fortheblessedJesus”sake——”

  “Pushbackthattable!“

  Norashrankbeforehisfierceeyes。Shethoughthisexertions,hisdisappointmentandtheheathadcombinedtotopplehimoverintoinsanity。Sheretreatedtowardthefartheroftheopenwindows。WithacurseatherstupidityStevenskickedoverthetable,usedhisfootvigorouslyinthrustingittothewall。

  “Now!“exclaimedhe,takinghisstandinthecenteroftheroomandgaugingthedistanceofceiling,floorandwalls。

  Nora,herbackagainstthewindowframe,herfingerssunkinherbigloosebosom,staredpetrified。Stevens,likeanathleteswinginganindianclub,whirledthebodyroundandroundhishead,atthefulllengthofhispowerfularms。Moreandmorerapidlyheswungit,untilhisbreathcameandwentingaspsandthesweatwastricklinginstreamsdownhisfaceandneck。Roundandroundbetweenceilingandfloorwhirledthenakedbodyofthebaby——roundandroundforminutesthatseemedhourstothehorrifiednurse——roundandroundwithallthestrengthandspeedtheyoungmancouldputforth——roundandrounduntiltheroomwasablurbeforehisthrobbingeyes,untilhisexpressionbecamefullyasdemoniacasNorahadbeenfancyingit。Justasshewasrecoveringfromherparalysisofhorrorandwasabouttoflyshriekingfromtheroomshewashaltedbyasoundthatmadeherdrawinairuntilherbosomswelledasifitwouldburstitsginghamprison。ShecranedeagerlytowardStevens。Hewaswhirlingthebodymorefuriouslythanever。

  “Wasthatyou?“askedNorahoarsely。“Orwasit——”Shepaused,listened。

  Thesoundcameagain——thesoundofadrowningpersonfightingforbreath。

  “It”s——it”s——”mutteredNora。“Whatisit,Doctor?“

  “Life!“pantedStevens,triumphinhisglistening,streamingface。“Life!“

  Hecontinuedtowhirlthelittleform,butnotsorapidlyorsovigorously。Andnowthesoundwaslouder,or,rather,lessfaint,lessuncertain——wasacry——wasthecryofalivingthing。

  “She”salive——alive!“shriekedthewoman,andintimewithhismovementssheswayedtoandfrofromsidetoside,laughing,weeping,wringingherhands,pattingherbosom,hercheeks。Shestretchedoutherarms。“Myprayersareanswered!“shecried。

  “Don”tkillher,youbrute!Givehertome。Youshan”ttreatababythatway。”

  Theunheedingdoctorkeptonwhirlinguntilthecrywascontinuous,alowbutlustywailofangryprotest。Thenhestopped,caughtthebabyupinbotharms,burstoutlaughing。

  “Youlittleminx!“hesaid——or,rather,gasped——atendernessquitematernalinhiseyes。“ButIgotyou!Nora,thetable。”

  Norarightedthetable,spreadandsmoothedthecloths,extendedherscrawnyeagerarmsforthebaby。Stevenswithajerkoftheheadmotionedheraside,laidthebabyonthetable。Hefeltforthepulseatitswrist,benttolistenattheheart。Quiteuseless。Thatstrong,risinghowlofhelplessfurywasproofenough。Hermajestythebabywasmadthroughandthrough——thereforealivethroughandthrough。

  “Grandheartaction!“saidtheyoungman。Hestoodaloof,handsonhiships,headataproudangle。“Youneversawahealthierspecimen。It”llbemanyayear,baraccidents,beforeshe”sthatneardeathagain。”

  ButitwasNora”sturnnottohear。Shewassoothingandswaddlingtheoutragedbaby。“There——there!“shecrooned。

  “Nora”lltakecareofyou。Thebadmanshan”tcomenearmylittleprecious——no,thewickedmanshan”ttouchheragain。”

  Thebedroomdooropened。AttheslightnoisesuperstitiousNorapaled,shriveledwithinhergreenandwhitecheckedgingham。Sheslowlyturnedherheadasifonthisdayofmiraclessheexpectedyetanother——theresurrectionoftheresurrectedbaby”smother,“poorMissLorella。”ButLorellaLenoxwasforevertranquilinthesleepthatengulfedherandthesorrowsinwhichshehadbeenentangledbyanimpetuous,trustingheart。

  Theapparitioninthedoorwaywascommonplace——themistressofthehouse,Lorella”selderandmarriedsisterFanny——neitherfairnordark,neithertallnorshort,neitherthinnorfat,neitherprettynorhomely,neitherstupidnorbright,neitherneatnordowdy——oneofthatmultitudeofexcellent,unobtrusivehumanbeingswhomaketherestfulstretchesinaworldofagitations——andwhorespondtotheimpetusofcircumstanceasunresistinglyascloudtowind。

  AsthewailofthechildsmoteuponFanny”searssheliftedherhead,startled,andcriedoutsharply,“What”sthat?“

  “We”vesavedthebaby,Mrs。Warham,“repliedtheyoungdoctor,beamingonherthroughhisglasses。

  “Oh!“saidMrs。Warham。Andsheabruptlyseatedherselfonthebigchintz-coveredsofabesidethedoor。

  “Andit”salovelychild,“pleadedNora。Herwoman”sinstinctguidedherstraighttothesecretoftheconflictragingbehindMrs。Warham”sunhappyface。

  “Thefinestgirlintheworld,“criedStevens,well-meaningbuttactless。

  “Girl!“exclaimedFanny,startingupfromthesofa。“Isita_girl_?“

  Noranodded。Theyoungmanlookeddowncast;hewasrealizingthepracticalsideofhisvictoryforscience——theconsequencestothegirlchild,toalltherelatives。

  “Agirl!“moanedFanny,sinkingtothesofaagain。“Godhavemercyonus!“

  Louderandangrierrosethewail。Fanny,afterabriefstrugglewithherself,hurriedtothetable,lookeddownatthetinyhelplessness。Herfacesoftened。Shehadbeenamotherfourtimes。Onlyonehadlived——herfairlittletwo-year-oldRuth——andshewouldneverhaveanymorechildren。Thetearsglistenedinhereyes。“Whatailsyou,NoraMulvey?“shedemanded。“Whyaren”tyou”tendingtothispoorlittlecreature?“

  Norasprangintoaction,butshewrappedthebabyherself。Thedoctorindeepembarrassmentwithdrewtothefartherwindow。Shefussedoverthebabylingeringly,butfinallyresignedittothenurse。“Takeitintothebathroom,“shesaid,“whereeverything”sreadytofeedit——thoughIneverdreamed——”AsNorawasabouttodepart,shedetainedher。“Letmelookatitagain。”

  ThenurseunderstoodthatFannyWarhamwassearchingforevidenceofthemysteriousbutsuspectedpaternitywhosesecretLorella,withtrueLenoxobstinacy,hadguardedtotheend。Thetwowomenscannedthefeatures。Amanwouldataglancehaveabandonedhopeofdiscoveringanythingfromachartsovagueandconfusedasthatwrinkled,twisted,swollenfaceofthenewborn。

  Notsoawoman。SaidNora:“SheseemstometofavortheLenoxes。ButIthink——I_kind_o”think——Iseea_trace_

  of——of——”Thereshehalted,waitingforencouragement。

  “OfGalt?“suggestedFanny,inanundertone。

  “OfGalt,“assentedNora,hertoneequallydiscreet。“ThatnoseisGalt-likeandthesetoftheears——andakindofsomethingtotheneckandshoulders。”

  “Maybeso,“saidFannydoubtfully。Sheshookherheaddrearily,sighed。“What”stheuse?Lorella”sgone。AndthismorningGeneralGaltcamedowntoseemyhusbandwithaletterhe”dgotfromJimmie。Jimmiedeniesit。Perhapsso。Again,perhapstheGeneralwrotehimtowritethat,andthreatenedhimifhedidn”t。Butwhat”stheuse?We”llneverknow。”

  Andtheyneverdid。

  WhenyoungStevenswasleaving,GeorgeWarhamwaylaidhimatthefrontgate,separatedfromthespaciousoldcreeper-cladhousebylonglawnsandanavenueofelms。“Ihearthechild”sgoingtolive,“saidheanxiously。

  “I”veneverseenanythingmorealive,“repliedStevens。

  Warhamstaredgloomilyattheground。Hewasevidentlyashamedofhisfeelings,yetconvincedthattheywerehumanandnatural。

  Amoment”ssilencebetweenthemen,thenStevensputhishandonthegatelatch。“Did——did——mywife——”beganWarham。“Didshesaywhatshecalculatedtodo?“

  “Notaword,George。”Afterasilence。“Youknowhowfondsheisofbabies。”

  “Yes,Iknow,“repliedWarham。“Fannyisatruewomanifevertherewasone。”Withacertaindefiance,“AndLorella——shewasasweet,womanlygirl!“

  “Assweetandgoodasshewaspretty,“repliedStevensheartily。

  “Thewayshekepthermouthshutaboutthathound,whoeverheis!“Warham”sRomanfacegrewsavage,revealedinstartlingapparitionastubborncrueltyofwhichtherewasnotatraceuponthesurface。“IfIevercatchthe——I”llfillhimfullofholes。”

  “He”dbelynched——_whoever_heis,“saidStevens。

  “That”sright!“criedWarham。“ThisistheNorth,butit”snearenoughtoKentuckytoknowwhattodowithawretchofthatsort。”Hisfacebecamecalmer。“Thatpoorlittlebaby!He”llhaveahardrowtohoe。”

  Stevensflushedaguiltyred。“It”s——it”s——agirl,“hestammered。

  Warhamstared。“A_girl_!“hecried。Thenhisfacereddenedandinafurioustoneheburstout:“Nowdon”tthatbeatthedevilforluck!……Agirl!GoodLord——agirl!“

  “Nobodyinthistown”llblameher,“consoledStevens。

  “Youknowbetterthanthat,Bob!Agirl!Why,it”sdownrightwicked……IwonderwhatFannyallowstodo?“HeshowedwhatfearwasinhismindbywheelingsavagelyonStevenswithastormy,“Wecan”tkeepher——wesimplycan”t!“

  “What”stobecomeofher?“protestedStevensgently。

  Warhammadeawildvaguegesturewithbotharms。“DamnifI

  know!I”vegottolookoutformyowndaughter。Iwon”thaveit。

  Damnit,Iwon”thaveit!“Stevensliftedthegatelatch。“Well——

  “Good-by,George。I”lllookinagainthisevening。”Andknowingthemoralideasofthetown,allhecouldmusterbywayofencouragementwasahalf-hearted“Don”tborrowtrouble。”

  ButWarhamdidnothear。Hewasmovingupthetanbarkwalktowardthehouse,mutteringtohimself。WhenFanny,unablelongertoconcealLorella”splight,hadtoldhim,pityandaffectionforhissweetsister-in-lawwhohadmadeherhomewiththemforfiveyearshadtriumphedoverhisprinciples。HehadhimselfarrangedforFannytohideLorellainNewYorkuntilshecouldsafelyreturn。Butjustasthesisterswereabouttosetout,Lorella,lowinbodyandinmind,fellill。ThenGeorge——andFanny,too——hadstrivenwithhertogivethemthenameofherbetrayer,thathemightbecompelledtodoherjustice。Lorellarefused。“Itoldhim,“shesaid,“andhe——I

  neverwanttoseehimagain。”Theypleadedthedisgracetothem,butsherepliedthathewouldnotmarryherevenifshewouldmarryhim;andsheheldtoherrefusalwiththefirmnessforwhichtheLenoxeswerefamous。TheysuspectedJimmieGalt,becausehehadbeenaboutthemostattentiveoftheyoungmenuntiltwoorthreemonthsbefore,andbecausehehadabruptlydepartedforEuropetostudyarchitecture。Lorelladeniedthatitwashe。“Ifyoukillhim,“shesaidtoWarham,“youkillaninnocentman。”Warhamwassoexasperatedbyherobstinacythathewasatfirstfortakingheratherofferandlettinghergoaway。ButFannywouldnothearofit,andheacquiesced。

  Now”Thischildmustbesentawayoffsomewhere,andneverbeheardofagain,“hesaidtohimself。“Ifit”dbeenaboy,perhapsitmighthavegotalong。Butagirl——

  “There”snothingcanbedonetomakethingsrightforagirlthat”sgotnofatherandnoname。”

  ThesubjectdidnotcomeupbetweenhimandhiswifeuntilaboutaweekafterLorella”sfuneral。Buthewasthinkingofnothingelse。Athisbiggrocerystore——wholesaleandretail——hesatmoroselyinhisoffice,broodingoverthedisgraceandthedangerofdeeperdisgrace——forhesawwhataholdthebabyalreadyhaduponhiswife。Hewasashamedtoappearinthestreets;heknewwhatwasgoingonbehindthesympatheticfaces,heardthewhisperingsasiftheyhadbeentrumpetings。Andhewasasmuchafraidofhisownsoftheartasofhiswife”s。Butforthesakeofhisdaughterhemustbefirmandjust。

  Onemorning,ashewasleavingthehouseafterbreakfast,heturnedbackandsaidabruptly:“Fan,don”tyouthinkyou”dbettersendthebabyawayandgetitoverwith?“

  “No,“saidhiswifeunhesitatingly——andheknewhisworstsuspicionwascorrect。“I”vemadeupmymindtokeepher。”

  “Itisn”tfairtoRuth。”

  “Senditaway——where?“

  “Anywhere。GetitadoptedinChicago——Cincinnati——Louisville。”

  “Lorella”sbaby?“

  “WhensheandRuthgrowup——whatthen?“

  “Peopleain”tsolowassomethink。”

  “`Thesinsoftheparentsarevisitedonthechildrenunto——”“

  “Idon”tcare,“interruptedFanny。“Iloveher。I”mgoingtokeepher。Waithereaminute。”

  Whenshecamebackshehadthebabyinherarms。“Justlook,“

  shesaidsoftly。

  Georgefrowned,triednottolook,butwassoondrawnandheldbythesweet,fresh,bloomingface,sosmooth,sowinning,soinnocent。

  “Andthinkhowshewassentbacktolife——frombeyondthegrave。

  Itmusthavebeenforsomepurpose。”

  Warhamgroaned,“Oh,Lord,Idon”tknow_what_todo!But——itain”tfairtoourRuth。”

  “Idon”tseeitthatway……Kissher,George。”

  Warhamkissedoneofthesoftcheeks,swellinglikearipeningapple。Thebabyopenedwideapairofwonderfuldarkeyes,threwupitschubbyarmsandlaughed——suchalaugh!……Therewasnomoretalkofsendingheraway。

  CHAPTERII

  NOTquiteseventeenyearslater,onafineJunemorning,RuthWarhamissuedhastilyfromthehouseandstarteddownthelongtanbarkwalkfromthefrontverandatothestreetgate。Shewasnownineteen——nearertwenty——andaveryprettyyoungwoman,indeed。Shehadgrownuponeofthosesmallslenderblondes,exquisiteanddoll-like,whocannothelpseemingfreshandsweet,whateverthetruthaboutthem,withoutorwithin。Thismorningshehadonanewsummerdressofabluethatmatchedhereyesandharmonizedwithhercoloring。Shewaslookingherbest,andshehadthesatisfying,confidence-givingsensethatitwasso。Likemostoftheunattachedgirlsofsmalltowns,shewasalwaysdreamingofthehandsomestrangerwhowouldfallinlove——thethrilling,love-storykindofloveatfirstsight。Theweatherplaysaconspicuouspartintheromancingsofyouth;shefeltthatthiswaspreciselythekindofdayfatewouldbemostlikelytoselectforthemeeting。Justbeforedressingshehadbeenreadingaboutthewonderful_him_——inRobertChambers”

  lateststory——andshehadspentfullfifteenminutesofblissfulreverieovertheaccompanyingFisherillustration。Nowshewasissuinghopefullyforth,ashopefullyasifadventureweretheruleandorderoflifeinSutherland,insteadofadesperatemonotonymadethehardertobearbythegloryofitsscenery。

  Shehadgotonlyfarenoughfromthehousetobevisibletothesecond-storywindowswhenayoungvoicecalled:

  “Ruthie!Aren”tyougoingtowaitforme?“

  Ruthhalted;anexpressionanythingbutharmoniouswiththeprettybluecostumestormedacrossherface。“Iwon”thaveheralong!“shemuttered。“Isimplywon”t!“Sheturnedslowlyand,assheturned,effacedeverytraceoftemperwithadexteritywhichmighthavegivenanonlookerapooreropinionofhercharacterthanperhapsthefactsastohumannaturejustify。Thecountenanceshepresentlyrevealedtothoseupperwindowswassunnyandsweet。Noonewasvisible;butthehorizontalslatsinoneoftheonlyclosedpairofshuttersandavaguesuggestionofmovementratherthanformbehindthemgavetheimpressionthatawoman,notfarenoughdressedtoriskbeingseenfromthestreet,washiddenthere。EvidentlyRuthknew,foritwastowardthiswindowthatshedirectedhergazeandtheremark:“Can”twait,dear。I”minagreathurry。MammawantsthesilkrightawayandI”vegottomatchit。”

  “ButI”llbeonlyaminute,“pleadedthevoice——amuchmoreinteresting,moremusicalvoicethanRuth”srathershrillandthinhighsoprano。

  “No——I”llmeetyouupatpapa”sstore。”

  “Allright。”

  Ruthresumedherjourney。Shesmiledtoherself。“Thatmeans,“

  saidshe,halfaloud,“I”llsteerclearofthestorethismorning。”

  Butasshewasleavingthegateintothewide,shady,sleepystreet,whoshouldcomedrivingpastinavillagecartbutLottieWright!AndLottiereinedherponyintothesidewalkandintheshadeofasymmetricalwalnuttreeproceededtoinviteRuthtoadance——alongstory,asLottiehadtotellallaboutit,thedecorations,thefavors,thefood,whowouldbethere,whatshewasgoingtowear,andsoonandon。Ruthwasintenselyinterestedbutkeptrememberingsomethingthatcausedhertoglanceuneasilyfromtimetotimeupthetanbarkwalkunderthearchingboughstowardthehouse。Evenifshehadnotbeeninterested,shewouldhardlyhaveventuredtobreakoff;LottieWrightwastheonlydaughteroftherichestmaninSutherlandand,therefore,socialarbitertotheyoungerset。

  Lottiestoppedabruptly,said:“Well,Ireallymustgeton。Andthere”syourcousincomingdownthewalk。Iknowyou”vebeenwaitingforher。”

  Ruthtriedtokeepincountenance,butablushofshameandafrownofirritationcameinspiteofher。

  “I”msorryIcan”taskSusie,too,“pursuedLottie,inavoiceofhypocriticalregret。“Buttherearetobeexactlyeighteencouples——andIcouldn”t。”

  “Ofcoursenot,“saidRuthheartily。“Susan”llunderstand。”

  “Iwouldn”tfortheworlddoanythingtohurtherfeelings,“

  continuedLottiewiththeself-complacentrighteousnessofadeacontellingthecongregationhowgood“grace“hasmadehim。

  Herprominentcommonplacebrowneyesweregazingupthewalk,anexpressiondistressinglylikeenviousangerinthem。Shehadathick,pudgyface,anoilyskin,anoutcroppingofdullredpimplesonthechin。Manywomencanindulgetheirpassionforsweetsatmealsandsweetsbetweenmealswithoutseriousinjury——tocomplexion;LottieWright,unluckily,couldn”t。

  “IfeelsorryforSusie,“shewenton,intheludicrouspatronizingtonethatneedsnodescribingtoanyoneacquaintedwithanyfashionablesetanywherefromChinatoPeru。“AndI

  thinkthewayyoualltreatherissimplybeautiful。But,then,everybodyfeelssorryforherandtriestobekind。Sheknows——aboutherself,Imean——doesn”tshe,Ruthie?“

  “Iguessso,“repliedRuth,almosthangingherheadinhermortification。“She”sverygoodandsweet。”

  “Indeed,sheis,“saidLottie。“Andfathersaysshe”sfarandawaytheprettiestgirlintown。”

  Withthispartingshot,whichstruckpreciselywhereshehadaimed,Lottiegatheredupthereinsanddroveon,callingoutafriendly“Hello,Susiedearie,“toSusanLenox,who,onherpurposelylaggingwayfromthehouse,hadnearlyreachedthegate。

  “WhatanastythingLottieWrightis!“exclaimedRuthtohercousin。

  “Shehasameantongue,“admittedSusan,tallandslimandstraight,withgloriousdarkhairandaskinhealthilypallidandassmoothasclear。“Butshe”sgotagoodheart。Shegivesalotawaytopoorpeople。”

  “Becauseshelikestopatronizeandbekowtowedto,“retortedRuth。“She”smean,Itellyou。”Then,withaviciousgleamintheblueeyesthathintedadeeperandlesspresentablemotiveforthetelling,sheadded:“Why,she”snotgoingtoaskyoutoherparty。”

  Susanwasobviouslyunmoved。“Shehastherighttoaskwhomshepleases。And“——shelaughed”ifIweregivingapartyI”dnotwanttoaskher——thoughImightdoitforfearshe”dfeelleftout。”

  “Don”tyoufeel——leftout?“

  Susanshookherhead。“Iseemnottocaremuchaboutgoingtopartieslately。Theboysdon”tliketodancewithme,andIgettiredofsittingthedancesout。”

  ThistouchedRuth”simpulsivelygenerousheartandwoman”seasytearsfilledhereyes;hercousin”sremarkwassopathetic,themorepatheticbecauseitspathoswasabsolutelyunconscious。

  RuthshotapityingglanceatSusan,buttheinstantshesawthelovelinessofthefeaturesuponwhichthatexpressionofunconsciousnesslaylikeinnocenceuponabedofroses,thepityvanishedfromhereyestobereplacedbyadisfiguringenvyashatefulasanevilemotioncanbeatnineteen。Susanstilllackednearlyamonthofseventeen,butsheseemedolderthanRuthbecausehermindandherbodyhaddevelopedbeyondheryears——or,perhapsitwouldbemoreaccuratetosaybeyondtheaverageofgrowthatseventeen。Also,herpersonalitywasstronger,farmoredefinite。Ruthtriedtobelieveherselftheclevererandthemorebeautiful,attimeswithacertainsuccess。Butasshehappenedtobeashrewdyoungperson——aninheritancefromtheWarhams——shewashauntedbymisgivings——andworse。Thosewhosevanityneversuffersfromthesetormentswill,ofcourse,condemnher;butwhoeverhasknownthepainofhavingtoconcedesuperioritytosomeonewithwhomsheorhe——isconstantlycontrastedwillnotbealtogetherwithoutsympathyforRuthinherstruggles,oftenvainstruggles,againstthemortalsinofjealousy。

  Thetruthis,SusanwasbeyondquestionthebeautyofSutherland。Hereyes,verydarkatbirth,hadchangedtoasoft,dreamyviolet-gray。Hairandcoloring,lashesandeyebrowsremaineddark;thushereyesandtheintenseredofherlipshadthatvicinageofcontrastwhichisnecessarytodistinction。Tolookatherwastobeatoncefascinatedbythoseviolet-grayeyes——bytheircolor,bytheirclearness,bytheirregardofcalm,graveinquiry,bytheirmysterynotuntouchedbyacertainsadness。Shehadathickabundanceofwavyhair,notsolongasRuth”sgoldenbraids,butgrowingbeautifullyinsteadofthinlyaboutherlowbrow,aboutherdelicatelymodeledears,andatthebackofherexquisiteneck。Herslimnosedepartedenoughfromtheclassiclinetopreventthesuggestionofmonotonythatisinallpurelyclassicfaces。Hernostrilshadthesensitivenessthatmorethananyotheroutwardsignindicatestheimaginativetemperament。Herchinandthroat——tolookatthemwastoknowwhereherloverwouldchoosetokissherfirst。

  Whenshesmiledherlargeeventeethweredazzling。Andthesmileitselfwasexceedinglysweetandwinning,withtheviolet-grayeyescastingoveritthatseriousnessvergingonsadnesswhichisthenaturaloutlookofahighlyintelligentnature。Forwhilestupidvainpeoplearesuspiciousandeasilyoffended,onlytheintelligentaretrulysensitive——keenlysusceptibletoallsensations。Thedullearissuspicious;theacuteearissensitive。

  Theintenseredofherlips,attimessovividthatitseemedartificial,andtheirsinuous,sensitivecurveindicatedatemperamentthatwasfranklyproclaimedinherfigure——sensuous,graceful,slender——thefigureofgirlhoodinitsperfectionandofperfectwomanhood,too——likethosetropicalflowersthatlookinnocentandyoungandfresh,yetstirinthebeholderpassionatelongingsandvisions。Herwalkwasworthyoffaceandfigure——freeandfirmandgraceful,thesmallheadcarriedproudlywithouthaughtiness。

  Thisphysicalbeautyhadasanaureoletoilluminateitandtosetitoffamannerthatwaswhollydevoidofmannerisms——ofthosethatmenandwomenthinkoutandexhibittogiveaddedcharmtothemselves——tricksofcuteness,aslispandbabystare;

  tricksofdignity,asgravebrowandbodyalwayscarriedrigidlyerect;tricksofsweetnessandkindliness,astheeverreadysmileandthewarmhandclasp。Susan,theinterestedintheworldabouther,Susan,theself-unconscious,hadnoneofthesetricks。Shewasatalltimesherownself。Beautyisanythingbutrare,likewiseintelligence。Butthisqualityofnaturalnessisthegreatestofallqualities。ItmadeSusanLenoxunique。

  Itwasnotstrange——norinexcusablethatthegirlsandtheirparentshadbeguntopitySusanassoonasthisbeautydevelopedandthispersonalityhadbeguntoexhaleitsdeliciousperfume。

  Itwasbutnaturalthattheyshouldstartthewholetownto“beingkindtothepoorthing。”Anditwasequallythematterofcoursethattheyshouldhaveachievedtheirobject——shouldhaveimpressedtheconventionalmasculinemindofthetownwithsuchasenseofthe“poorthing”s“socialisolationand“impossibility“thattheboysceasedtobehereagerlyadmiringfriends,wereafraidtobealonewithher,toaskhertodance。

  Womenareconventionalasabusiness;butwithmenconventionalityisagrovelingsuperstition。TheyouthsofSutherlandlongedfor,sighedforthealluring,sweet,brightSusan;buttheydarednot,withallthewomensaying“Poorthing!Whatapityanicemancan”taffordtohaveanythingtodowithher!“Itwasaninterestingtypicalexampleoftheprofoundsnobbishnessofthemalecharacter。Rarely,afterSusanwassixteen,didanyoftheboysventuretoaskhertodanceandsogivehimselfthejoyofencirclingthatlovelyformofhers;

  yetfrombabyhoodherfascinationforthemalesex,regardlessofageortemperament,hadbeenuncanny”naturally,shebeingalove-child,“saidtheoldwomen。Andfromfourteenon,itgrewsteadily。

  ItwouldbedifficultforonewhohasnotlivedinasmalltowntounderstandexactlythekindofisolationtowhichSutherlandconsignedthegirlwithoutherrealizingit,withouttheirfullyrealizingitthemselves。Everyonewasfriendlywithher。A

  strangerwouldnothavenoticedanydifferenceinthetreatmentofherandofhercousinRuth。Yetnotoneoftheyoungmenwouldhavethoughtofmarryingher,wouldhaveregardedherashisequalortheequalofhissisters。Shewenttoallthegeneralentertainments。Shewasinvitedtoallthehouseswhenfailuretoinviteherwouldhaveseemedpointed——butonlythen。

  Shedidnotthinkmuchaboutherself;shewasfondofstudy——fonderofreading——fondest,perhaps,ofmakingdressesandhats,especiallyforRuth,whomshethoughtmuchprettierthanherself。Thus,shewasonlyvaguely,subconsciouslyconsciousoftherebeingsomethingpeculiarandmysteriousinherlot。

  Thisisolation,ratherthanherdominantqualityofself-effacingconsiderationforothers,wasthechiefcauseoftheextraordinaryinnocenceofhermind。Noservant,nogirl,noaudaciousboyeverventuredtoraisewithheranyquestionremotelytouchingonsex。AllthosequestionsseemedtoPuritanSutherlandinanycircumstanceshighlyindelicate;inrelationtoSusantheyseemedworsethanindelicate,dreadfulthoughthethoughtwasthattherecouldbeanythingworsethanindelicacy。

  Atfifteensheremainedasunawareofeventheexistenceofthemysteriesofsexasshehadbeenatbirth。Nothingdefiniteenoughtoarousehercuriosityhadeverbeensaidinherhearing;andsuchreferencestothosemattersasshefoundinherreadingpassedherby,asanymatterofwhichhehasnotthebeginningsofknowledgewillfailtoarresttheattentionofanyreader。Itwasgenerallyassumedthatsheknewallaboutherorigin,thatsomeonehad,sometimeorother,toldher。EvenherAuntFannythoughtso,thoughtshewashidingtheknowledgedeepinherheart,explainedinthatwayhercontentwiththesolitudeofbooksandsewing。

  SusanwastheworstpossibleinfluenceinRuth”slife。Ourcharacterisourself,isbornwithus,clingstousasthefleshtoourbones,persistsunchangeduntilwedie。Butuponthecircumstancesthatsurroundusdependswhatpartofourcharactershallshowitself。Ruthwasbornwithperhapssomethingmorethanthenormaltendencytobeenviousandpetty。

  ButthesequalitiesmightneverhaveshownthemselvesconspicuouslyhadtherebeennoSusanforhertoenvy。TheveryqualitiesthatmadeSusanlovablereacteduponthepretty,pertblondcousintomakeherthemoreunlovable。Againandagain,whensheandSusanwereabouttostartouttogether,andSusanwouldappearinbeautyandgraceofpersonanddress,Ruthwouldexcuseherself,wouldflytoherroomtolockherselfinandweepandrageandhate。Andatthehighschool,whenSusanscoredinarecitationorinsomedramaticentertainment,Ruthwouldsitwithbittenlipandsurgingbosom,palewithjealousy。

  Susan”sisolation,thewaytheboysavoidedhavingwithherthefriendlyrelationsthatspringupnaturallyamongyoungpeoplethesegaveRuthapartialrevenge。ButSusan,seeminglyunconscious,risingsweetlyandserenelyaboveallpettiness——

  Ruth”shatreddeepened,thoughshehiditfromeveryone,almostfromherself。AndshedependedmoreandmoreutterlyuponSusantoselectherclothesforher,todressher,tomakeherlookwell;forSusanhadtasteandRuthhadnot。

  OnthatbrightJunemorningasthecousinswentupMainStreettogether,Susangaveherselfovertothedelightofsunandairandofthefloweringgardensbeforetheattractivehousestheywerepassing;Ruth,withthedayquitedarkforher,allitsjoysgone,wasfightingagainstahatredofhercousinsoviciousthatitmadeherafraid。“I”llhavenochanceatall,“

  herangryheartwassaying,“solongasSusie”saround,keepingeverybodyremindedofthefamilyshame。”Andthatwasatruthshecouldnotdownface,meanandungenerousthoughthinkingitmightbe。TheworstofallwasthatSusan,inasimplewhitedressandanalmostuntrimmedwhitestrawhatwithagracefulcurvetoitsbrimandsetattherightangleuponthatwavydarkhair,wasmakingthebeautyofhershortblondcousindimandsomehowcommon。

  AtthecornerofMapleStreetRuth”sself-controlreacheditslimit。Shehalted,tookthesampleofsilkfromherglove。Therewasnotahintofherfeelingsinhercountenance,forshameandthedesiretoseemtobebetterthanshewaswerefastmakingheranadeptinhypocrisy。“Yougoaheadandmatchitformamma,“saidshe。“I”vegottoruninandseeBessieAndrews。”

  “ButIpromisedUncleGeorgeI”dcomeandhelphimwiththemonthlybills,“objectedSusan。

  “Youcandoboth。It”lltakeyouonlyaminute。Ifmotherhadknownyouweregoinguptown,she”dneverhavetrusted_me_。”AndRuthhadtuckedthesampleinSusan”sbeltandwashurryingoutMapleStreet。TherewasnothingforSusantodobutgoonalone。

  Twosquares,andshewaspassingtheshowplaceofSutherland,thehomeoftheWrights。Shepausedtoregaleherselfwithaglanceintothegroveofmagnificentelmswithlawnsandbrightgardensbeyond——fortheWrightplacefilledtheentiresquarebetweenBroadandMyrtleStreetsandfromMaintoMonroe。Shewasstartingonwhenshesawamongthetreesayoungmaninstripedflannels。Atthesameinstanthesawher。

  “Hel-_lo_,Susie!“hecried。“Iwasthinkingaboutyou。”

  Susanhalted。“Whendidyougetback,Sam?“sheasked。“IheardyouweregoingtostayonintheEastallsummer。”

  Aftertheyhadshakenhandsacrossthehedgethatcamealmosttotheirshoulders,Susanbegantomoveon。Samkeptpacewithheronhissideofthecarefullytrimmedboxwoodbarrier。“I”mgoingbackEastinabouttwoweeks,“saidhe。“It”sawfullydullhereafterYale。Ijustblewin——haven”tseenLottieorfatheryet。

  ComingtoLottie”sparty?“

  “No,“saidSusan。

  “Whynot?“

  Susanlaughedmerrily。“Thebestreasonintheworld。Lottiehasonlyinvitedjustsomanycouples。”

  “I”llseeaboutthat,“criedSam。“You”llbeaskedallright,allright。”

  “No,“saidSusan。Shewasoneofthosewhosewayofsayingnogivesitsfullmeaningandintent。“I”llnotbeasked,thankyou——andI”llnotgoifIam。”

  Bythistimetheywereatthegate。Heopenedit,cameoutintothestreet。Hewasatallish,athleticyouth,dark,andpleasingenoughoffeaturetobecalledhandsome。Hewasdressedwithagreatdealofstyleoftheefflorescentkindcalledsophomoric。

  HewasaSophomoreatYale。Butthatwasnotsolargelyresponsibleforhisself-complacentexpressionasthedeferencehehadgotfrombabyhoodthroughbeingheirapparenttotheWrightfortune。HehadasophisticatedwayofinspectingSusan”scharmsoffigurenolessthancharmsoffacethatmighthavemadeadisagreeableimpressionuponanexperiencedonlooker。Thereisatimeforfeelingwithoutknowingwhyonefeels;andthatperiodoughtnottohavebeenpassedforyoungWrightformanyayear。

  “My,butyou”relookingfine,Susie!“exclaimedhe。“Ihaven”tseenanyonethatcouldholdacandletoyouevenintheEast。”

  Susanlaughedandblushedwithpleasure。“Goon,“saidshewithraillery。“Iloveit。”

  “ComeinandsitunderthetreesandI”llfillallthetimeyou”llgiveme。”

  Thisremindedher。“Imusthurryuptown,“shesaid。“Good-by。”

  “Holdon!“criedhe。“Whathaveyougottodo?“Hehappenedtoglancedownthestreet。“Isn”tthatRuthcoming?“

  “Soitis,“saidSusan。“IguessBessieAndrewswasn”tathome。”

  SamwavedatRuthandcalled,“Hello!Gladtoseeyou。”

  Ruthwasallsweetnessandsmiles。Sheandhermother——quiteprivatelyandwithnothingopenlysaidoneitherside——hadcanvassedSamasa“possibility。”Therehadbeenkeendisappointmentatthenewsthathewasnotcominghomeforthelongvacation。“Howareyou,Sam?“saidshe,astheyshookhands。“My,Susie,_doesn”t_helookNewYork?“

  Samtriedtoconcealthathewasswellingwithpride。“Oh,thisisnothing,“saidhedeprecatingly。

  Ruth”sheartwasa-flutter。TheFisherpictureoftheChamberslove-maker,thoughtshe,mightalmostbeaphotographofSam。

  Shewasgladshehadobeyedthemysteriousimpulsetomakeatoiletteofunusualelegancethatmorning。HowgetridofSusan?

  “_I_”lltakethesample,Susie,“saidshe。“Thenyouwon”thavetokeepfatherwaiting。”

  Susiegaveupthesample。Herfacewasnolongersobrightandinterested。

  “Oh,dropit,“criedSam。“Comein——bothofyou。I”lltelephoneforJoeAndrewsandwe”lltakeadrive——oranythingyoulike。”

  HewaslookingatSusan。

  “Can”tdoit,“repliedSusan。“IpromisedUncleGeorge。”

  “Oh,bother!“urgedSam。“Telephonehim。It”llbeallright——won”tit,Ruth?“

  “Youdon”tknowSusie,“saidRuth,withaqueer,strainedlaugh。

  “She”dratherdiethanbreakapromise。”

  “Imustgo,“Susannowsaid。“Good-by。”

  “Comeon,Ruth,“criedSam。“Let”swalkuptownwithher。”

  “Andyoucanhelpmatchthesilk,“saidRuth。

  “Notforme,“repliedyoungWright。ThentoSusan,“What”ve_you_

  gottodo?Maybeit”ssomethingIcouldhelpat。”

  “No。It”sforUncleGeorgeandme。”

  “Well,I”llgoasfarasthestore。Then——we”llsee。”

  TheywerenowinthebusinesspartofMainStreet,wereatWilson”sdrygoodsstore。“Youmightfindithere,“suggestedtheinnocentSusantohercousin。

  Ruthcolored,veiledhereyestohidetheirflash。“I”vegottogotothestorefirst——togetsomemoney,“shehastilyimprovised。

  Samhadbeenwalkingbetweenthetwogirls。Henowchangedtotheoutsideand,so,puthimselfnextSusanalone,putSusanbetweenhimandRuth。Themaneuverseemedtobeamerepoliteness,butRuthknewbetter。Whatfatehadintendedasherluckydaywasbeingchangedintounluckybythiscousinofhers。

  Ruthwalkedsullenlyalong,hottearsinhereyesandachokeinherthroat,asshelistenedtoSam”sflatteringsofhercousin,andtoSusan”slaughing,delightedreplies。Shetriedtogatherherselftogether,tothinkupsomethingfunnyoratleastinterestingwithwhichtobreakintothe_tete-a-tete_anddrawSamtoherself。Shecouldthinknothingbutenvious,hatefulthoughts。AtthedoorsofWarhamandCompany,wholesaleandretailgrocers,thethreehalted。

  “IguessI”llgotoVandermark”s,“saidRuth。“Ireallydon”tneedmoney。Comeon,Sam。”

  “No——I”mgoingbackhome。IoughttoseeLottieandfather。My,butit”sdullinthistown!“

  “Well,solong,“saidSusan。Shenodded,sparklingofhairandskinandeyes,andwentintothestore。

  SamandRuthwatchedherasshewalkeddownthebroadaislebetweenthecounters。Fromthestorecameaminglingofodorsoffruit,ofspices,offreshlygroundcoffee。“Susan”sanawfulprettygirl,isn”tshe?“declaredSamwithrudeenthusiasm。

  “Indeedsheis,“repliedRuthasheartily——andwithanhonestifdiscouragedefforttofeelenthusiastic。

  “Whatafigure!Andshehassuchagoodwalk。Mostwomenwalkhorribly。”

  “ComeontoVandermark”swithmeandI”llstrollbackwithyou,“

  offeredRuth。Samwasstillgazingintothestorewhere,fartotherear,Susancouldbeseen;thegracefulhead,thegentlyswellingbust,thesoftlinesofthewhitedress,theprettyanklesrevealedbytheshortskirt——therewas,indeed,aprofileworthaman”slookingatonafineJuneday。Ruth”seyeswereuponSam,handsome,dressedintheEasternfashion,anideallover。“Comeon,Sam,“urgedRuth。

  “No,thanks,“herepliedabsently。“I”llgoback。Goodluck!“

  Andnotglancingather,heliftedhisstrawhatwithitsbandofYaleblueandsetout。

  Ruthmovedslowlyanddisconsolatelyintheoppositedirection。

  Shewasashamedofherthoughts;butshameneveryetwithheldanybodyfrombeinghumaninthought。AssheturnedtoenterVandermark”ssheglanceddownthestreet。TherewasSam,returnedandgoingintoherfather”sstore。Shehesitated,coulddevisenoplanofaction,hurriedintothedrygoodsstore。

  Sinclair,theheadsalesmanandthebeauofSutherland,wasanespecialfriendofhers。Thetall,slender,hungry-lookingyoungman,devouredwithambitionforspeedywealth,hadnomindtoneglectsoeasyanaidtothatambitionasnaturegavehiminmakinghimalady-charmer。HehadresolvedtomarryeitherLottieWrightorRuthWarham——Ruthpreferred,because,whileLottiewouldhavemanytimesmoremoney,herskinmadeherastiffdoseforayoungmanbroughtuptotheAmericantraditionthatthefaceisthewoman。ButthatmorningSinclairexertedhischarmsinvain。Ruthwasinahurry,wasdistinctlyrude,cutshortwhatinothercircumstanceswouldhavebeenaprolongedanddelightfulflirtationbytossingthesampleonthecounterandaskinghimtodothematchingforherandtosendthesilkrightaway。Whichsaid,shefairlyboltedfromthestore。

  Shearrivedbarelyintime。YoungWrightwasissuingfromWarhamandCompany。Hesmiledfriendlyenough,butRuthknewwherehisthoughtswere。“Getwhatyouwanted?“inquiredhe,andwentontoexplain:“IcamebacktofindoutifyouandSusieweretobeathomethisevening。ThoughtI”dcall。”

  Ruthpaledwithangrydismay。ShewasgoingtoapartyattheSinclairs”——onetowhichSusanwasnotinvited。“Aren”tyougoingtoSinclairs”?“saidshe。

  “Iwas。ButIthoughtI”drathercall。PerhapsI”llgotherelater。”

  HewascomingtocallonSusan!AllthewaydownMainStreettotheWrightplaceRuthfoughtagainsthermoodofangryanddepressedsilence,triedtomakethebestofherchancetoimpressSam。ButSamwasabsentandhumiliatinglyneartocurt。

  Hehaltedathisfather”sgate。Shehaltedalso,searchedthegroundswithanxiouseyesforsignofLottiethatwouldgivehertheexcuseforentering。

  “Solong,“saidSam。

  “DocometoSinclairs”early。Youalwaysdiddancesowell。”

  “Oh,dancingboresme,“saidtheblaseSophomore。“ButI”llberoundbeforetheshindy”sover。I”vegottotakeLothome。”

  HeliftedthehatagainwithwhatbothheandRuthregardedasagestureofmostelegantcarelessness。Ruthstrolledreluctantlyon,feelingasifhertoilethadbeensplashedorcrushed。Assheenteredthefrontdoorhermother,inawrapperandcurlpapers,appearedattheheadofthestairs。“Why!“criedshe。“Where”sthesilk?It”sforyourdresstonight,youknow。”

  “It”llbealong,“wasRuth”sanswer,hertonedreary,herlipquivering。“ImetSamWright。”

  “Oh!“exclaimedhermother。“He”sback,ishe?“

  Ruthdidnotreply。Shecameonupthestairs,wentintothesitting-room——theroomwhereDoctorStevensseventeenyearsbeforehadtornthebabySusanfromtheveryclawsofdeath。Sheflungherselfdown,buriedherheadinherarmsuponthatsametable。Sheburstintoastormoftears。

  “Why,deariedear,“criedhermother,“whateveristhematter?“

  “It”swickedandhateful,“sobbedthegirl,“but——Oh,mamma,I

  _hate_Susan!Shewasalong,andSamhardlynoticedme,andhe”scomingherethiseveningtocall。”

  “Butyou”llbeatSinclairs”!“exclaimedMrs。Warham。

  “NotSusan,“sobbedRuth。“Hewantstoseeonlyher。”

  ThemembersoftheSecondPresbyterianChurch,ofwhichFannyWarhamwasaboutthemostexemplaryandassiduousfemalemember,wouldhardlyhaverecognizedthefaceencircledbythattriplerowofcurl-paperedlocks,shinilyplasteredwithquince-seedliquor。Shewasatwoman”ssecondcriticalage,andthestrangeemotionsworkinginhermind——ofwhosedisordernoonehadaninkling——wereuponthesurfacenow。Sheventuredthisfreedomoffacialexpressionbecauseherdaughter”sfacewashid。Shedidnotspeak。Shelaidatenderdefendinghandforaninstantuponherdaughter”sshoulder——likethecaressofloveandencouragementthelionessgiveshercubassheisabouttogivebattleforit。Thenshelefttheroom。Shedidnotknowwhattodo,butsheknewshemustandwoulddosomething。

  CHAPTERIII

  THEtelephonewasdownstairs,intherearendofthehallwhichdividedthelowerfloorintotwoequalparts。ButhardlyhadMrs。WarhamgiventheSinclairs”numbertotheexchangegirlwhenRuthcalledfromtheheadofthestairs:

  “What”reyoudoingthere,mamma?“

  “I”lltellMrs。Sinclairyou”resickandcan”tcome。ThenI”llsendSusaninyourplace。”

  “Don”t!“criedRuth,inanagitated,angryvoice。“Ringoff——quick!“

  “Now,Ruth,letme——”

  “Ringoff!“orderedRuth。“Youmustn”tdothat。You”llhavethewholetowntalkingabouthowI”mthrowingmyselfatSam”shead——andthatI”mjealousofSusan。”

  Mrs。Warhamsaid,“Nevermind“intothetelephonesenderandhungupthereceiver。Shewasfrightened,butnotconvinced。

  Herswasaslow,old-fashionedmind,andtoittheschemeithadworkedoutseemedamodelofskillfulduplicity。ButRuth,oftheyoungerandsubtlergeneration,realizedinstantlyhowtransparentthethingwas。Mrs。Warhamwasabashedbutnotangeredbyherdaughter”scurtcontempt。

  “It”stheonlywayIcanthinkof,“saidshe。“AndIstilldon”tsee——”

  “Ofcourseyoudon”t,“cutinRuth,ruffledbytheperilouslynarrowescapefrombeingthelaughingstockofthetown。“Peoplearen”tasbigfoolsastheyusedtobe,mamma。Theydon”tbelievenowadayseverythingthat”stoldthem。Thereisn”tanybodythatdoesn”tknowI”mneversick。No——we”llhaveto——”

  Shereflectedamoment,pausinghalfwaydownthestairs,whilehermotherwatchedherswollenandtear-stainedface。

  “WemightsendSusanawayfortheevening,“suggestedthemother。

  “Yes,“assentedthedaughter。“PapacouldtakeherwithhimforadrivetoNorthSutherland——toseetheProvosts。ThenSam”dcomestraightontotheSinclairs”。”

  “I”llcallupyourfather。”

  “No!“criedRuth,stampingherfoot。“CallupMr。Provost,andtellhimpapa”scoming。Thenyoucantalkwithpapawhenhegetshometodinner。”

  “Butmaybe——”

  “Ifthatdoesn”tworkoutwecandosomethingelsethisafternoon。”

  Themotherandthedaughteravoidedeachother”seyes。Bothfeltmeanandsmall,guiltytowardSusan;butneitherwasforthatreasondisposedtodrawback。AsMrs。Warhamwastryingthenewdressonherdaughter,shesaid:

  “Anyhow,Sam”dbewastingtimeonSusan。He”dhangroundherfornogood。She”dsimplygettalkedabout。Thepoorchildcan”tbelivelyorsmilebutwhatpeoplebegintowonderifshe”sgoingthewayof——ofLorella。”

  “That”sso,“agreedRuth,andbothfeltbetter。“WasAuntLorella_very_pretty,mamma?“

  “Lovely!“repliedFanny,andhereyesgrewtender,forshehadadoredLorella。“Youneversawsuchacomplexion——likeSusan”s,onlysnow-white。”Nervouslyandhastily,“Mostasfineasyours,Ruthie。”

  Ruthgazedcomplacentlyintothemirror。“I”mgladI”mfair,andnotbig,“saidshe。

  “Yes,indeed!Ilikethewomanlywoman。Andsodomen。”

  “Don”tyouthinkweoughttosendSusanawaytovisitsomewhere?“askedRuthatthenextopportunityfortalkthefittinggave。“It”sgettingmoreandmore——pointed——thewaypeopleact。Andshe”ssosweetandgood,I”dhatetohaveherfeelingshurt。”Inaburstofgenerosity,“She”sthemostconsideratehumanbeingIeverknew。She”dgiveupanythingratherthanseesomeoneelseputout。She”stoomuchthatway。”

  “Wecan”tbetoomuchthatway,“saidMrs。WarhaminmechanicalChristianreproof。

  “Oh,Iknow,“retortedRuth,“that”sallverywellforchurchandSundays。ButIguessifyouwanttogetalongyou”vegottolookoutforNumberOne……Yes,sheoughttovisitsomewhere。”

  “I”vebeentryingtothink,“saidhermother。“Shecouldn”tgoanyplacebutyourUncleZeke”s。Butit”ssolonesomeoutthereIhaven”tthehearttosendher。Besides,shewouldn”tknowwhattomakeofit。”

  “What”dfathersay?“

  “That”sanotherthing。”Mrs。Warhamhadlatterlygrownjealous——

  notwithoutreason——ofherhusband”spartialityforSusan。

  Ruthsighed。“Oh,dear!“criedshe。“Idon”tknowwhattodo。

  How”ssheevergoingtogetmarried!“

  “Ifshe”donlybeenaboy!“saidMrs。Warham,onherknees,takingtheunevennessoutofthefrontoftheskirt。“Agirlhastosufferforhermother”ssins。”

  Ruthmadenoreply。Shesmiledtoherself——thecommentoftheyoungergenerationupontheolder。Sinitmighthavebeen;but,worsethanthat,itwasastupidity——toletamanmakeafoolofher。Lorellamusthavebeenapoorweak-mindedcreature。

  BydinnertimeRuthhadcompletelysoothedandsmoothedhervanity。SamhadbeencaughtbySusansimplybecausehehadseenSusanbeforehesawher。

  Allthatwouldbenecessarywasagoodchanceathim,andhewouldneverlookatSusanagain。HehadbeenintheEast,wheretheadmiredtypewasherown——refined,ladylike,thewomanofthedaintyappearanceandmannersandtastes。AbriefundisturbedexposuretohercharmsandSusanwouldseemcoarseandcountrifiedtohim。TherewasnodenyingthatSusanhadstyle,butitwasfullyeffectiveonlywhenappliedtoasunnyfairy-likebeautysuchashers。

  Butatmidday,whenSusancameinwithWarham,Ruth”sjealousyopenedallherinward-bleedingwoundsagain。Susan”smerryeyes,herlaughingmouth,herfunnywayofsayingevencommonplacethings——howcouldquiet,unobtrusive,ladylikecharmssuchasRuth”shaveachanceifSusanwereabout?Shewaited,silentandanxious,whilehermotherwashavingthetalkwithherfatherinthesitting-room。Warham,mereman,wasamusedbyhiswife”sscheming。

  “Don”tputyourselfout,Fanny,“saidhe。“IftheboywantsRuthandshewantshim,why,wellandgood。Butyou”llonlymakeamessinterfering。Lettheyoungpeoplealone。”

  “I”msurprised,GeorgeWarham,“criedFanny,“thatyoucanshowsolittlesenseandheart。”

  “Tohearyoutalk,I”dthinkmarriagewasabusiness,likegroceries。”

  Mrs。Warhamthoughtitwas,inasense。Butshewouldneverhavedaredsaysoaloud,eventoherhusband——or,rather,especiallytoherhusband。Inmattersofmenandwomenhewasthoroughlyinnocent,withthesimplicityoftheold-timemanofthesmalltownandthecountry;hefanciedthat,whileingrocerymattersandtheliketheworldwasfullofguile,inmattersoftheheartitwasidyllic,Arcadian,withneverathoughtofduplicity,exceptamongafewobviouslywickedanddesigningpeople。

  “IguesswebothwanttoseeRuthmarriedwell,“wasallshecouldventure。

  “I”dratherthegirlsstayedwithus,“declaredWarham。“I”dhatetogivethemup。”

  “Ofcourse,“hastilyagreedFanny。“Still——it”stheregularorderofnature。”

  “Oh,Ruth”llmarry——onlytoosoon,“saidWarham。“Andmarrywell。I”mnotsosure,though,thatmarryinganyofoldWright”sbreedwouldbemarryingwhatoughttobecalledwell。Moneyisn”teverything——notbyalongsight——though,ofcourse,it”scomfortable。”

  “IneverheardanythingagainstSam,“protestedMrs。Warham。

  “You”veheardwhatI”veheard——thathe”swildandloose。Butthenyouwomenlikethatinaman。”

  “We”vegottoputupwithit,youmean,“criedFanny,indignant。

  “Womenlikeit,“persistedWarham。“AndIguessSam”sonlysowingtheusualwildoats,gettingreadytosettle。No,mother,youletRuthalone。Ifshewantshim,she”llgethim——sheorSusan。”

  Mrs。Warhamcompressedherlipsandloweredhereyes。RuthorSusan——asifitdidn”tmatterwhich!“Susanisn”t_ours_,“shecouldnotrefrainfromsaying。

  “Indeed,sheis!“retortedGeorgewarmly。“Why,shecouldn”tbemoreourown——”

  “Yes,certainly,“interruptedFanny。

  Shemovedtowardthedoor。Shesawthatwithoutrevealingherentirescheme——hersandRuth”s——shecouldmakenoheadwaywithGeorge。Andifshedidrevealithewouldsternlyvetoit。Soshegaveupthatdirection。Shewentupstairs;Georgetookhishatfromthefronthallrackandpushedopenthescreendoor。AsheappearedontheverandaSusanwaspickingdeadleavesfromoneofthehangingbaskets;Ruth,seatedinthehammock,handsinlap,herwholeattitudeintenselystill,waswatchingherwithnarrowedeyes。

  “What”sthisIhear,“criedWarham,laughing,“aboutyoutwogirlssettingyourcapsforSamWright?“Andhisgood-humoredbrowneyesglancedatRuth,passedontoSusan”swealthofwavydarkhairandlong,roundedform,andlingeredthere。

  Ruthloweredhereyesandcompressedherlips,atrickshehadborrowedfromhermotheralongwiththepeculiaritiesofhermother”sdispositionthatitfitted。Susanflungalaughingglanceoverhershoulderatheruncle。“NotRuth,“saidshe。

  “Onlyme。Isawhimfirst,sohe”smine。He”scomingtoseemethisevening。”

  “SoIhear。Well,themoon”sfullandyourauntandI”llnotinterrupt——atleastnottillteno”clock。Nocallersonachildlikeyouafterten。”

  “Oh,Idon”tthinkI”llbeabletoholdhimthatlong。”

  “Don”tyoufret,Brownie。ButImustn”tmakeyouvain。Comingalongtothestore?“

  “No。Tomorrow,“saidSusan。“Icanfinishinthemorning。I”mgoingtowearmywhitedresswithembroidery,andit”sgottobepressed——andthatmeansImustdoitmyself。”

  “PoorSam!AndIsuppose,whenhecalls,you”llcomedownasifyou”dputonanyoldthinganddidn”tcarewhetherhecameornot。Andyou”llhaveprimpedforanhour——andhe,too——shavingandcombingandtryingdifferentties。”

  Susansparkledattheideaofayoungman,and_such_ayoungman,takingtroubleforher。Ruth,pale,kepthereyesdownandherlipscompressed。ShewaspicturingthegallantappearancetheyoungSophomorefromYale,awayoffinthegorgeousfashionableEast,wouldmakeashecameinatthatgateyonderandupthewalkandseatedhimselfontheveranda——withSusan!

  Evidentlyhermotherhadfailed;Susanwasnottobetakenaway。

  WhenWarhamdeparteddownthewalkRuthrose;shecouldnotbearbeingalonewithhertriumphantrival——triumphantbecauseunconscious。SheknewthattogetSamtoherselfallshewouldhavetodowouldbetohinttoSusan,thegenerous,whatshewanted。Butprideforbadethat。Asherhandwasontheknobofthescreendoor,Susansaid:“Whydon”tyoulikeSam?“

  “Oh,Ithinkhe”sstuck-up。He”sbeenspoiledintheEast。”

  “Why,Idon”tseeanysignofit。”

  “Youweretooflatteredbyhistalkingtoyou,“saidRuth,withasweet-sourlittlelaugh——anaspofasneerhidinabasketofflowers。

  Susanfeltthesting;but,seeingonlytheflowers,didnotdreamwhenceithadcome。“It_was_nice,wasn”tit?“saidshe,gayly。“Maybeyou”rerightabouthim,butIcan”thelplikinghim。Youmustadmithe”shandsome。”

  “Hehasabadlookinhiseyes,“repliedRuth。SuchrageagainstSusanwasswellingwithinherthatitseemedtohershewouldfaintifshedidnotreleaseatleastpartofit。“Youwanttolookoutforhim,Susie,“saidshe,calmlyandevenly。“Youdon”twanttotakewhathesaysseriously。”

  “Ofcoursenot,“saidSusan,quitehonestly,thoughshe,nomorethanthenexthumanbeing,couldavoidtakingseriouslywhateverwaspleasantlyflattering。

  “He”dneverthinkofmarryingyou。”Ruthtrembledbeforeandafterdeliveringthisvenomousshaft。

  “Marrying!“criedSusan,againquitehonestly。“Why,I”monlyseventeen。”

  Ruthdrewabreathofrelief。Theshafthadglancedoffthearmorofinnocencewithoutmakingthefaintestdent。Sherushedintothehouse。Shedidnotdaretrustherselfwithhercousin。

  Whatmightthedemonwithinhertempthertosaynext?

  “Comeup,Ruth!“calledhermother。“Thedressisreadyforthelasttry-on。Ithinkit”sgoingtohangbeautifully。”

  Ruthdraggedherselfupthestairs,laggedintothesitting-room,gazedatthedresswithascowl。“Whatdidfathersay?“sheasked。

  “It”snousetryingtodoanythingwithyourfather。”

  Ruthflungherselfinacornerofthesofa。

  “TheonlythingIcanthinkof,“saidhermother,humblyandtimidly,“isphonetheSinclairsasIoriginallysetouttodo。”

  “Andhavethewholetownlaughingatme……Oh,whatdoI

  care,anyhow!“

  “ArthurSinclair”stallerandasighthandsomer。Rightintheface,Sam”sasplainasDick”shatband。Hislooksisallclothesandpolish——andmightypoorpolish,Ithink。Arthur”sgotriseinhim,too,whileSam——well,Idon”tknowwhat”dbecomeofhimifoldWrightlosthismoney。”

  ButArthur,amerepromise,seemedpoorindeedbesideSam,theactuallyarrived。TomarrySamwouldbetostepatonceintograndeur;tomarryArthurwouldmeanyearsofstruggle。

  Besides,Arthurwasheavy,atleastseemedheavytolightRuth,whileSamwasheridealofgayelegance。“I_detest_ArthurSinclair,“shenowannounced。

  “YoucangetSamifyouwanthim,“saidhermotherconfidently。“OneeveningwithamerechildlikeSusieisn”tgoingtoamounttomuch。”

  Ruthwinced。“DoyousupposeIdon”tknowthat?“criedshe。

  “Whatmakesmesomadishisimpudence——comingheretoseeherwhenhewouldn”tmarryherortakeheranyplace。It”sinsultingtousall。”

  “Oh,Idon”tthinkit”sasbadasallthat,Ruthie,“soothedhermother,toosimple-mindedtoacceptimmediatelythiscleversubtletyofself-deception。

  “Youknowthistown——howpeopletalk。Why,hissister——”andsherelatedtheirconversationatthegatethatmorning。

  “Yououghttohavesatonherhard,Ruth,“saidMrs。Warham,withdangerouslysparklingeyes。“Nomatterwhatwemaythinkprivately,itgivespeoplealowopinionofusto——”

  “Don”tIknowthat!“shrilledRuth。Shebegantoweep。“I”mashamedofmyself。”

  “Butwemusttrythedresson。”Mrs。Warhamspreadtheskirt,usingherselfasform。“Isn”tittoolovely!“

  Ruthdriedhereyesasshegazed。Thedresswasindeedlovely。

  ButherpleasureinitwasshadowedbytheremembrancethatmostofthelovelinesswasduetoSusan”ssuggestions。Still,shetriediton,andfeltbetter。ShewouldlingeruntilSamcame,wouldexhibitherselftohim;andsurelyhewouldnottarrylongwithSusan。Thisprojectimprovedthesituationgreatly。Shebeganhertoiletfortheeveningatonce,thoughitwasonlythreeo”clock。Susanfinishedherpressingandstartedtodressatfive——becausesheknewRuthwouldbeappealingtohertocomeinandhelpputthefinishingtouchestothetoiletfortheparty。And,sureenough,athalf-pastfive,beforeshehadnearlyfinished,Ruth,withasneakinghumility,beggedhertocome“forhalfaminute——ifyoudon”tmind——andhavegottime。”

  SusandidRuth”shairover,madeherchangetoanothercolorofstockingsandslippers,putthedressonher,didnearlyanhour”srefittingandredraping。Bothwerelateforsupper;andaftersupperSusanhadtomakecertainfinalamendmentstothewonderfultoilet,andthengetherselfready。SoitwasRuthalonewhowentdownwhenSamWrightcame。“My,butyoudolookalltothegood,Ruth!“criedSam。Andhiseyesnolessthanhistoneshowedthathemeantit。Hehadn”trealizedwhatasoftwhitenecktheblondcousinhad,orhowperfectlyhershouldersroundedintoherslimarms。AsRuthmovedtodepart,hesaid:

  “Don”tbeinsucharush。WaittillSusiefinishesherprimpingandcomesdown。”

  “Shehadtohelpme,“saidRuth,witharighteousnessshecouldjustlyplumeherselfupon。“That”swhyshe”slate。No,Imustgetalong。”Shewaswiseenoughtoresistthetemptationtoimproveuponanalreadysplendidimpression。“Comeassoonasyoucan。”

  “I”llbethereinafewminutes,“Samassuredherconvincingly。

  “Savesomedancesforme。”

  Ruthwentawayhappy。Atthegatesheglancedfurtivelyback。

  Samwaslookingafterher。Shemarcheddownthestreetwithlightstep。“Imustwearlow-neckeddressesmoreintheevenings,“shesaidtoherself。“It”sfoolishforagirltohideagoodneck。”

  Sam,attheedgeoftheveranda,regrettinghispromisetocallonSusan,wasrousedbyhervoice:“DidyoueverseeanythingaslovelyasRuth?“

  Sam”sregretvanishedtheinstanthelookedather,andthegreedyexpressioncameintohissensual,confidentyoungface。

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