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  V

  NowyouknowhowIcametoleavehome。Thenextthingtotellis,whathappenedonthejourney。

  Ireachedthegreathouseinreasonablygoodtimeconsideringthedistance。Attheveryfirsttrialofit,theprophecyofthecardsturnedouttobewrong。Thepersonwhometmeatthelodgegatewasnotadarkwoman——infact,notawomanatall——butaboy。Hedirectedmeonthewaytotheservants”offices;andthereagainthecardswereallwrong。Iencountered,notonewoman,butthree——

  andnotoneofthethreewasdark。IhavestatedthatIamnotsuperstitious,andIhavetoldthetruth。ButImustownthatI

  didfeelacertainflutteringattheheartwhenImademybowtothesteward,andtoldhimwhatbusinesshadbroughtmetothehouse。HisanswercompletedthediscomfitureofauntChance”sfortune-telling。Myill-luckstillpursuedme。Thatverymorninganothermanhadappliedforthegroom”splace,andhadgotit。

  IswallowedmydisappointmentaswellasIcould,andthankedthesteward,andwenttotheinninthevillagetogettherestandfoodwhichIsorelyneededbythistime。

  BeforestartingonmyhomewardwalkImadesomeinquiriesattheinn,andascertainedthatImightsaveafewmiles,onmyreturn,byfollowinganewroad。Furnishedwithfullinstructions,severaltimesrepeated,astothevariousturningsIwastotake,Isetforth,andwalkedontilltheeveningwithonlyonestoppageforbreadandcheese。Justasitwasgettingtowarddark,theraincameonandthewindbegantorise;andIfoundmyself,tomakemattersworse,inapartofthecountrywithwhichIwasentirelyunacquainted,thoughIguessedmyselftobesomefifteenmilesfromhome。ThefirsthouseIfoundtoinquireat,wasalonelyroadsideinn,standingontheoutskirtsofathickwood。Solitaryastheplacelooked,itwaswelcometoalostmanwhowasalsohungry,thirsty,footsore,andwet。Thelandlordwascivilandrespectable-looking;andthepriceheaskedforabedwasreasonableenough。Iwasgrievedtodisappointmymother。Buttherewasnoconveyancetobehad,andIcouldgonofartherafootthatnight。Mywearinessfairlyforcedmetostopattheinn。

  ImaysayformyselfthatIamatemperateman。Mysuppersimplyconsistedofsomerashersofbacon,asliceofhome-madebread,andapintofale。Ididnotgotobedimmediatelyafterthismoderatemeal,butsatupwiththelandlord,talkingaboutmybadprospectsandmylongrunofill-luck,anddivergingfromthesetopicstothesubjectsofhorse-fleshandracing。Nothingwassaid,eitherbymyself,myhost,orthefewlaborerswhostrayedintothetap-room,whichcould,intheslightestdegree,excitemymind,orsetmyfancy——whichisonlyasmallfancyatthebestoftimes——playingtrickswithmycommonsense。

  Atalittleaftereleventhehousewasclosed。Iwentroundwiththelandlord,andheldthecandlewhilethedoorsandlowerwindowswerebeingsecured。Inoticedwithsurprisethestrengthofthebolts,bars,andiron-sheathedshutters。

  “Yousee,weareratherlonelyhere,“saidthelandlord。“Weneverhavehadanyattemptstobreakinyet,butit”salwaysaswelltobeonthesafeside。Whennobodyissleepinghere,Iamtheonlymaninthehouse。Mywifeanddaughteraretimid,andtheservantgirltakesafterhermissuses。Anotherglassofale,beforeyouturnin?——No!——Well,howsuchasobermanasyoucomestobeoutofaplaceismorethanIcanunderstandforone——Here”swhereyou”retosleep。You”retheonlylodgerto-night,andIthinkyou”llsaymymissushasdoneherbesttomakeyoucomfortable。You”requitesureyouwon”thaveanotherglassofale?——Verywell。Goodnight。”

  Itwashalf-pastelevenbytheclockinthepassageaswewentupstairstothebedroom。Thewindowlookedoutonthewoodatthebackofthehouse。

  Ilockedmydoor,setmycandleonthechestofdrawers,andwearilygotmereadyforbed。Thebleakwindwasstillblowing,andthesolemn,surgingmoanofitinthewoodwasverydrearytohearthroughthenightsilence。Feelingstrangelywakeful,I

  resolvedtokeepthecandlealightuntilIbegantogrowsleepy。

  Thetruthis,Iwasnotquitemyself。Iwasdepressedinmindbymydisappointmentofthemorning;andIwaswornoutinbodybymylongwalk。Betweenthetwo,IownIcouldn”tfacetheprospectoflyingawakeinthedarkness,listeningtothedismalmoanofthewindinthewood。

  SleepstoleonmebeforeIwasawareofit;myeyesclosed,andI

  fellofftorest,withouthavingsomuchasthoughtofextinguishingthecandle。

  ThenextthingthatIrememberwasafaintshiveringthatranthroughmefromheadtofoot,andadreadfulsinkingpainatmyheart,suchasIhadneverfeltbefore。Theshiveringonlydisturbedmyslumbers——thepainwokemeinstantly。InonemomentI

  passedfromastateofsleeptoastateofwakefulness——myeyeswideopen——mymindclearonasuddenasifbyamiracle。Thecandlehadburneddownnearlytothelastmorseloftallow,buttheunsnuffedwickhadjustfallenoff,andthelightwas,forthemoment,fairandfull。

  Betweenthefootofthebedandtheclosetdoor,Isawapersoninmyroom。Thepersonwasawoman,standinglookingatme,withaknifeinherhand。Itdoesnocredittomycouragetoconfessit——

  butthetruthISthetruth。Iwasstruckspeechlesswithterror。

  ThereIlaywithmyeyesonthewoman;therethewomanstoodwiththeknifeinherhandwithHEReyesonME。

  Shesaidnotawordaswestaredeachotherintheface;butshemovedafteralittle——movedslowlytowardtheleft-handsideofthebed。

  Thelightfellfullonherface。Afair,finewoman,withyellowishflaxenhair,andlightgrayeyes,withadroopinthelefteyelid。Inoticedthesethingsandfixedtheminmymind,beforeshewasquiteroundatthesideofthebed。Withoutsayingaword;withoutanychangeinthestonystillnessofherface;

  withoutanynoisefollowingherfootfall,shecamecloserandcloser;stoppedatthebed-head;andliftedtheknifetostabme。

  Ilaidmyarmovermythroattosaveit;but,asIsawtheblowcoming,Ithrewmyhandacrossthebedtotherightside,andjerkedmybodyoverthatway,justastheknifecamedown,likelightning,withinahair”sbreadthofmyshoulder。

  Myeyesfixedonherarmandherhand——shegavemetimetolookatthemassheslowlydrewtheknifeoutofthebed。Awhite,well-

  shapedarm,withaprettydownlyinglightlyoverthefairskin。A

  delicatelady”shand,withapinkflushroundthefingernails。

  Shedrewtheknifeout,andpassedbackagainslowlytothefootofthebed;shestoppedthereforamomentlookingatme;thenshecameonwithoutsayingaword;withoutanychangeinthestonystillnessofherface;withoutanynoisefollowingherfootfall——

  cameontothesideofthebedwhereInowlay。

  Gettingnearme,sheliftedtheknifeagain,andIdrewmyselfawaytotheleftside。Shestruck,asbeforerightintothemattress,withaswiftdownwardactionofherarm;andshemissedme,asbefore;byahair”sbreadth。ThistimemyeyeswanderedfromHER

  totheknife。Itwaslikethelargeclaspkniveswhichlaboringmenusetocuttheirbreadandbaconwith。Herdelicatelittlefingersdidnothidemorethantwothirdsofthehandle;Inoticedthatitwasmadeofbuckhorn,cleanandshiningasthebladewas,andlookinglikenew。

  Forthesecondtimeshedrewtheknifeoutofthebed,andsuddenlyhiditawayinthewidesleeveofhergown。Thatdone,shestoppedbythebedsidewatchingme。ForaninstantIsawherstandinginthatposition——thenthewickofthespentcandlefelloverintothesocket。Theflamedwindledtoalittlebluepoint,andtheroomgrewdark。

  Amoment,orless,ifpossible,passedso——andthenthewickflaredup,smokily,forthelasttime。Myeyeswerestilllookingforherovertheright-handsideofthebedwhenthelastflashoflightcame。LookasImight,Icouldseenothing。Thewomanwiththeknifewasgone。

  Ibegantogetbacktomyselfagain。Icouldfeelmyheartbeating;Icouldhearthewoefulmoaningofthewindinthewood;I

  couldleapupinbed,andgivethealarmbeforesheescapedfromthehouse。“Murder!Wakeupthere!Murder!“

  Nobodyansweredtothealarm。Iroseandgropedmywaythroughthedarknesstothedooroftheroom。Bythatwayshemusthavegotin。Bythatwayshemusthavegoneout。

  Thedooroftheroomwasfastlocked,exactlyasIhadleftitongoingtobed!Ilookedatthewindow。Fastlockedtoo!

  Hearingavoiceoutside,Iopenedthedoor。Therewasthelandlord,comingtowardmealongthepassage,withhisburningcandleinonehand,andhisgunintheother。

  “Whatisit?“hesays,lookingatmeinnoveryfriendlyway。

  Icouldonlyanswerinawhisper,“Awoman,withaknifeinherhand。Inmyroom。Afair,yellow-hairedwoman。Shejabbedatmewiththeknife,twiceover。”

  Heliftedhiscandle,andlookedatmesteadilyfromheadtofoot。

  “Sheseemstohavemissedyou——twiceover。”

  “Idodgedtheknifeasitcamedown。Itstruckthebedeachtime。

  Goin,andsee。”

  Thelandlordtookhiscandleintothebedroomimmediately。Inlessthanaminutehecameoutagainintothepassageinaviolentpassion。

  “Thedevilflyawaywithyouandyourwomanwiththeknife!Thereisn”tamarkinthebedclothesanywhere。Whatdoyoumeanbycomingintoaman”splaceandfrighteninghisfamilyoutoftheirwitsbyadream?“

  Adream?Thewomanwhohadtriedtostabme,notalivinghumanbeinglikemyself?Ibegantoshakeandshiver。Thehorrorsgotholdofmeatthebarethoughtofit。

  “I”llleavethehouse,“Isaid。“Betterbeoutontheroadintherainanddark,thanbackinthatroom,afterwhatI”veseeninit。

  Lendmethelighttogetmyclothesby,andtellmewhatI”mtopay。”

  Thelandlordledthewaybackwithhislightintothebedroom。

  “Pay?“sayshe。“You”llfindyourscoreontheslatewhenyougodownstairs。Iwouldn”thavetakenyouinforallthemoneyyou”vegotaboutyou,ifIhadknownyourdreaming,screechingwaysbeforehand。Lookatthebed——where”sthecutofaknifeinit?

  Lookatthewindow——isthelockbursted?LookatthedoorwhichI

  heardyoufastenyourself——isitbrokein?Amurderingwomanwithaknifeinmyhouse!Yououghttobeashamedofyourself!“

  Myeyesfollowedhishandasitpointedfirsttothebed——thentothewindow——thentothedoor。Therewasnogainsayingit。Thebedsheetwasassoundasonthedayitwasmade。Thewindowwasfast。

  Thedoorhungonitshingesassteadyasever。Ihuddledmyclothesonwithoutspeaking。Wewentdownstairstogether。I

  lookedattheclockinthebar-room。Thetimewastwentyminutespasttwointhemorning。Ipaidmybill,andthelandlordletmeout。Therainhadceased;butthenightwasdark,andthewindwasbleakerthanever。Littledidthedarkness,orthecold,orthedoubtaboutthewayhomemattertoME。Mymindwasawayfromallthesethings。Mymindwasfixedonthevisioninthebedroom。

  WhathadIseentryingtomurderme?Thecreatureofadream?Orthatothercreaturefromtheworldbeyondthegrave,whommencallghost?IcouldmakenothingofitasIwalkedalonginthenight;

  Ihadmadenothingbyitbymidday——whenIstoodatlast,aftermanytimesmissingmyroad,onthedoorstepofhome。

  VI

  Mymothercameoutalonetowelcomemeback。Therewerenosecretsbetweenustwo。Itoldherallthathadhappened,justasIhavetoldittoyou。ShekeptsilencetillIhaddone。Andthensheputaquestiontome。

  “Whattimewasit,Francis,whenyousawtheWomaninyourDream?“

  IhadlookedattheclockwhenIlefttheinn,andIhadnoticedthatthehandspointedtotwentyminutespasttwo。Allowingforthetimeconsumedinspeakingtothelandlord,andingettingonmyclothes,IansweredthatImusthavefirstseentheWomanattwoo”clockinthemorning。Inotherwords,Ihadnotonlyseenheronmybirthday,butatthehourofmybirth。

  Mymotherstillkeptsilence。Lostinherownthoughts,shetookmebythehand,andledmeintotheparlor。Herwriting-deskwasonthetablebythefireplace。Sheopenedit,andsignedtometotakeachairbyherside。

  “Myson!yourmemoryisabadone,andmineisfastfailingme。

  TellmeagainwhattheWomanlookedlike。Iwanthertobeaswellknowntobothofus,yearshence,assheisnow。”

  Iobeyed;wonderingwhatstrangefancymightbeworkinginhermind。Ispoke;andshewrotethewordsastheyfellfrommylips:

  “Lightgrayeyes,withadroopinthelefteyelid。Flaxenhair,withagolden-yellowstreakinit。Whitearms,withadownuponthem。Little,lady”shands,witharosy-redlookaboutthefingernails。”

  “Didyounoticehowshewasdressed,Francis?“

  “No,mother。”

  “Didyounoticetheknife?“

  “Yes。Alargeclaspknife,withabuckhornhandle,asgoodasnew。”

  Mymotheraddedthedescriptionoftheknife。Alsotheyear,month,dayoftheweek,andhourofthedaywhentheDream-Womanappearedtomeattheinn。Thatdone,shelockedupthepaperinherdesk。

  “Notaword,Francis,toyouraunt。Notawordtoanylivingsoul。

  KeepyourDreamasecretbetweenyouandme。”

  Theweekspassed,andthemonthspassed。Mymotherneverreturnedtothesubjectagain。Asforme,time,whichwearsoutallthings,woreoutmyremembranceoftheDream。Littlebylittle,theimageoftheWomangrewdimmeranddimmer。Littlebylittle,shefadedoutofmymind。

  VII

  Thestoryofthewarningisnowtold。Judgeforyourselfifitwasatruewarningorafalse,whenyouhearwhathappenedtomeonmynextbirthday。

  IntheSummertimeoftheyear,theWheelofFortuneturnedtherightwayformeatlast。Iwassmokingmypipeoneday,nearanoldstonequarryattheentrancetoourvillage,whenacarriageaccidenthappened,whichgaveanewturn,asitwere,tomylotinlife。Itwasanaccidentofthecommonestkind——notworthmentioningatanylength。Aladydrivingherself;arunawayhorse;

  acowardlyman-servantinattendance,frightenedoutofhiswits;

  andthestonequarrytooneartobeagreeable——thatiswhatIsaw,allinafewmoments,betweentwowhiffsofmypipe。Istoppedthehorseattheedgeofthequarry,andgotmyselfalittlehurtbytheshaftofthechaise。Butthatdidn”tmatter。TheladydeclaredIhadsavedherlife;andherhusband,comingwithhertoourcottagethenextday,tookmeintohisservicethenandthere。

  Theladyhappenedtobeofadarkcomplexion;anditmayamuseyoutohearthatmyauntChanceinstantlypitchedonthatcircumstanceasameansofsavingthecreditofthecards。HerewasthepromiseoftheQueenofSpadesperformedtotheveryletter,bymeansof“adarkwoman,“justasmyaunthadtoldme。“Inthetimetocome,Francis,bewareo”pettin”yerainblindedintairpretationonthecairds。Ye”reowerready,Itrow,tomurmurunderdispensationofProavidencethatyecannafathom——liketheEesraelitesofauld。

  I”llsaynaemairtoye。Mebbewhenthemony”spoweringintoyerpoakets,ye”llnoforgetyerauntChance,leftlikeasparrowonthehousetop,wiasma”annuiteeo”thrattypundsayear。”

  IremainedinmysituationattheWest-endofLondonuntiltheSpringoftheNewYear。Aboutthattime,mymaster”shealthfailed。Thedoctorsorderedhimawaytoforeignparts,andtheestablishmentwasbrokenup。Buttheturninmyluckstillheldgood。WhenIleftmyplace,Ileftit——thankstothegenerosityofmykindmaster——withayearlyallowancegrantedtome,inremembranceofthedaywhenIhadsavedmymistress”slife。Forthefuture,Icouldgobacktoserviceornot,asIpleased;mylittleincomewasenoughtosupportmymotherandmyself。

  MymasterandmistressleftEnglandtowardtheendofFebruary。

  CertainmattersofbusinesstodoforthemdetainedmeinLondonuntilthelastdayofthemonth。Iwasonlyabletoleaveforourvillagebytheeveningtrain,tokeepmybirthdaywithmymotherasusual。ItwasbedtimewhenIgottothecottage;andIwassorrytofindthatshewasfarfromwell。Tomakemattersworse,shehadfinishedherbottleofmedicineonthepreviousday,andhadomittedtogetitreplenished,asthedoctorhadstrictlydirected。

  Hedispensedhisownmedicines,andIofferedtogoandknockhimup。Sherefusedtoletmedothis;and,aftergivingmemysupper,sentmeawaytomybed。

  Ifellasleepforalittle,andwokeagain。Mymother”sbed-

  chamberwasnexttomine。IheardmyauntChance”sheavyfootstepsgoingtoandfrointheroom,and,suspectingsomethingwrong,knockedatthedoor。Mymother”spainshadreturneduponher;

  therewasaseriousnecessityforrelievinghersufferingsasspeedilyaspossible,Iputonmyclothes,andranoff,withthemedicinebottleinmyhand,totheotherendofthevillage,wherethedoctorlived。ThechurchclockchimedthequartertotwoonmybirthdayjustasIreachedhishouse。Oneringofthenightbellbroughthimtohisbedroomwindowtospeaktome。Hetoldmetowait,andhewouldletmeinatthesurgerydoor。Inoticed,whileIwaswaiting,thatthenightwaswonderfullyfairandwarmforthetimeofyear。Theoldstonequarrywherethecarriageaccidenthadhappenedwaswithinview。Themoonintheclearheavenslititupalmostasbrightasday。

  Inaminuteortwothedoctorletmeintothesurgery。Iclosedthedoor,noticingthathehadlefthisroomverylightlyclad。Hekindlypardonedmymother”sneglectofhisdirections,andsettoworkatonceatcompoundingthemedicine。Wewerebothintentonthebottle;hefillingit,andIholdingthelight——whenweheardthesurgerydoorsuddenlyopenedfromthestreet。

  VIII

  Whocouldpossiblybeupandaboutinourquietvillageatthesecondhourofthemorning?

  Thepersonwhoopenedthedoorappearedwithinrangeofthelightofthecandle。Tocompleteouramazement,thepersonprovedtobeawoman!Shewalkeduptothecounter,andstandingsidebysidewithme,liftedherveil。Atthemomentwhensheshowedherface,Iheardthechurchclockstriketwo。Shewasastrangertome,andastrangertothedoctor。Shewasalso,beyondallcomparison,themostbeautifulwomanIhaveeverseeninmylife。

  “Isawthelightunderthedoor,“shesaid。“Iwantsomemedicine。”

  Shespokequitecomposedly,asiftherewasnothingatallextraordinaryinherbeingoutinthevillageattwointhemorning,andfollowingmeintothesurgerytoaskformedicine!

  Thedoctorstaredatherasifhesuspectedhisowneyesofdeceivinghim。“Whoareyou?“beasked。“Howdoyoucometobewanderingaboutatthistimeinthemorning?“

  Shepaidnoheedtohisquestions。Sheonlytoldhimcoollywhatshewanted。“Ihavegotabadtoothache。Iwantabottleoflaudanum。”

  Thedoctorrecoveredhimselfwhensheaskedforthelaudanum。Hewasonhisownground,youknow,whenitcametoamatteroflaudanum;andhespoketohersmartlyenoughthistime。

  “Oh,youhavegotthetoothache,haveyou?Letmelookatthetooth。”

  Sheshookherbead,andlaidatwo-shillingpieceonthecounter。

  “Iwon”ttroubleyoutolookatthetooth,“shesaid。“Thereisthemoney。Letmehavethelaudanum,ifyouplease。”

  Thedoctorputthetwo-shillingpiecebackagaininherhand。“I

  don”tselllaudanumtostrangers,“heanswered。“Ifyouareinanydistressofbodyormind,thatisanothermatter。Ishallbegladtohelpyou。”

  Sheputthemoneybackinherpocket。“YOUcan”thelpme,“shesaid,asquietlyasever。“Goodmorning。”

  Withthat,sheopenedthesurgerydoortogooutagainintothestreet。Sofar,Ihadnotspokenawordonmyside。IhadstoodwiththecandleinmyhandnotknowingIwasholdingit——withmyeyesfixedonher,withmymindfixedonherlikeamanbewitched。

  Herlooksbetrayed,evenmoreplainlythanherwords,herresolution,inonewayoranother,todestroyherself。Whensheopenedthedoor,inmyalarmatwhatmighthappenIfoundtheuseofmytongue。

  “Stop!“Icriedout。“Waitforme。Iwanttospeaktoyoubeforeyougoaway。”Sheliftedhereyeswithalookofcarelesssurpriseandamockingsmileonherlips。

  “WhatcanYOUhavetosaytome?“Shestopped,andlaughedtoherself。“Whynot?“shesaid。“Ihavegotnothingtodo,andnowheretogo。”Sheturnedbackastep,andnoddedtome。“You”reastrangeman——IthinkI”llhumoryou——I”llwaitoutside。”Thedoorofthesurgeryclosedonher。Shewasgone。

  Iamashamedtoownwhathappenednext。TheonlyexcuseformeisthatIwasreallyandtrulyamanbewitched。Iturnedmeroundtofollowherout,withoutoncethinkingofmymother。Thedoctorstoppedme。

  “Don”tforgetthemedicine,“hesaid。“Andifyouwilltakemyadvice,don”ttroubleyourselfaboutthatwoman。Rouseuptheconstable。It”shisbusinesstolookafterher——notyours。”

  Iheldoutmyhandforthemedicineinsilence:IwasafraidI

  shouldfailinrespectifItrustedmyselftoanswerhim。Hemusthaveseen,asIsaw,thatshewantedthelaudanumtopoisonherself。Hehad,tomymind,takenaveryheartlessviewofthematter。Ijustthankedhimwhenhegavemethemedicine——andwentout。

  Shewaswaitingformeasshehadpromised;walkingslowlytoandfro——atall,graceful,solitaryfigureinthebrightmoonbeams。

  Theyshedoverherfaircomplexion,herbrightgoldenhair,herlargegrayeyes,justthelightthatsuitedthembest。Shelookedhardlymortalwhenshefirstturnedtospeaktome。

  “Well?“shesaid。“Andwhatdoyouwant?“

  Inspiteofmypride,ormyshyness,ormybettersense——whicheveritmightbe——allmyheartwentouttoherinamoment。Icaughtholdofherbythehands,andownedwhatwasinmythoughts,asfreelyasifIhadknownherforhalfalifetime。

  “Youmeantodestroyyourself,“Isaid。“AndImeantopreventyoufromdoingit。IfIfollowyouaboutallnight,I”llpreventyoufromdoingit。”

  Shelaughed。“Yousawyourselfthathewouldn”tsellmethelaudanum。DoyoureallycarewhetherIliveordie?“Shesqueezedmyhandsgentlyassheputthequestion:hereyessearchedminewithalanguid,lingeringlookinthemthatranthroughmelikefire。Myvoicediedawayonmylips;Icouldn”tanswerher。

  Sheunderstood,withoutmyanswering。“Youhavegivenmeafancyforliving,byspeakingkindlytome,“shesaid。“Kindnesshasawonderfuleffectonwomen,anddogs,andotherdomesticanimals。

  Itisonlymenwhoaresuperiortokindness。Makeyourmindeasy——

  IpromisetotakeasmuchcareofmyselfasifIwasthehappiestwomanliving!Don”tletmekeepyouhere,outofyourbed。Whichwayareyougoing?“

  MiserablewretchthatIwas,Ihadforgottenmymother——withthemedicineinmyhand!“Iamgoinghome,“Isaid。“Whereareyoustaying?Attheinn?“

  Shelaughedherbitterlaugh,andpointedtothestonequarry。

  “ThereisMYinnforto-night,“shesaid。“WhenIgottiredofwalkingabout,Irestedthere。”

  Wewalkedontogether,onmywayhome。Itookthelibertyofaskingherifshehadanyfriends。

  “IthoughtIhadonefriendleft,“shesaid,“oryouwouldneverhavemetmeinthisplace。ItturnsoutIwaswrong。Myfriend”sdoorwasclosedinmyfacesomehourssince;myfriend”sservantsthreatenedmewiththepolice。Ihadnowhereelsetogo,aftertryingmyluckinyourneighborhood;andnothingleftbutmytwo-

  shillingpieceandtheseragsonmyback。WhatrespectableinnkeeperwouldtakeMEintohishouse?Iwalkedabout,wonderinghowIcouldfindmywayoutoftheworldwithoutdisfiguringmyself,andwithoutsufferingmuchpain。Youhavenoriverintheseparts。Ididn”tseemywayoutoftheworld,tillIheardyouringingatthedoctor”shouse。Igotaglimpseatthebottlesinthesurgery,whenheletyouin,andIthoughtofthelaudanumdirectly。Whatwereyoudoingthere?Whoisthatmedicinefor?

  Yourwife?“

  “Iamnotmarried!“

  Shelaughedagain。“Notmarried!IfIwasalittlebetterdressedtheremightbeachanceforME。Wheredoyoulive?Here?“

  Wehadarrived,bythistime,atmymother”sdoor。Sheheldoutherhandtosaygood-by。Houselessandhomelessasshewas,sheneveraskedmetogiveherashelterforthenight。ItwasMY

  proposalthatsheshouldrest,undermyroof,unknowntomymotherandmyaunt。Ourkitchenwasbuiltoutatthebackofthecottage:

  shemightremainthereunseenandunhearduntilthehouseholdwasastirinthemorning。Iledherintothekitchen,andsetachairforherbythedyingembersofthefire。IdaresayIwastoblame——shamefullytoblame,ifyoulike。IonlywonderwhatYOU

  wouldhavedoneinmyplace。Onyourwordofhonorasaman,wouldYOUhaveletthatbeautifulcreaturewanderbacktotheshelterofthestonequarrylikeastraydog?Godhelpthewomanwhoisfoolishenoughtotrustandloveyou,ifyouwouldhavedonethat!

  Ileftherbythefire,andwenttomymother”sroom。

  IX

  Ifyouhaveeverfelttheheartache,youwillknowwhatIsufferedinsecretwhenmymothertookmyhand,andsaid,“Iamsorry,Francis,thatyournight”sresthasbeendisturbedthroughME。”I

  gaveherthemedicine;andIwaitedbyhertillthepainsabated。

  MyauntChancewentbacktoherbed;andmymotherandIwereleftalone。Inoticedthatherwriting-desk,movedfromitscustomaryplace,wasonthebedbyherside。Shesawmelookingatit。

  “Thisisyourbirthday,Francis,“shesaid。“Haveyouanythingtotellme?“IhadsocompletelyforgottenmyDream,thatIhadnonotionofwhatwaspassinginhermindwhenshesaidthosewords。

  Foramomenttherewasaguiltyfearinmethatshesuspectedsomething。Iturnedawaymyface,andsaid,“No,mother;Ihavenothingtotell。”Shesignedtometostoopdownoverthepillowandkissher。“Godblessyou,mylove!“shesaid;andmanyhappyreturnsoftheday。”Shepattedmyhand,andclosedherwearyeyes,and,littlebylittle,felloffpeaceablyintosleep。

  Istoledownstairsagain。Ithinkthegoodinfluenceofmymothermusthavefollowedmedown。Atanyrate,thisistrue:Istoppedwithmyhandontheclosedkitchendoor,andsaidtomyself:

  “SupposeIleavethehouse,andleavethevillage,withoutseeingherorspeakingtohermore?“

  ShouldIreallyhavefledfromtemptationinthisway,ifIhadbeenlefttomyselftodecide?Whocantell?Asthingswere,I

  wasnotlefttodecide。Whilemydoubtwasinmymind,sheheardme,andopenedthekitchendoor。Myeyesandhereyesmet。Thatendedit。

  Weweretogether,unsuspectedandundisturbed,forthenexttwohours。Timeenoughforhertorevealthesecretofherwastedlife。Timeenoughforhertotakepossessionofmeasherown,todowithmeassheliked。Itisneedlesstodwellhereonthemisfortuneswhichhadbroughtherlow;theyaremisfortunestoocommontointerestanybody。

  HernamewasAliciaWarlock。Shehadbeenbornandbredalady。

  Shehadlostherstation,hercharacter,andherfriends。Virtueshudderedatthesightofher;andVicehadgotherfortherestofherdays。Shockingandcommon,asItoldyou。ItmadenodifferencetoME。Ihavesaiditalready——Isayitagain——Iwasamanbewitched。Isthereanythingsoverywonderfulinthat?JustrememberwhoIwas。Amongthehonestwomeninmyownstationinlife,wherecouldIhavefoundthelikeofHER?CouldTHEYwalkasshewalked?andlookasshelooked?WhenTHEYgavemeakiss,didtheirlipslingeroveritashersdid?HadTHEYherskin,herlaugh,herfoot,herhand,hertouch?SHEneverhadaspeckofdirtonher:Itellyouherfleshwasaperfume。Whensheembracedme,herarmsfoldedroundmelikethewingsofangels;andhersmilecoveredmesoftlywithitslightlikethesuninheaven。I

  leaveyoutolaughatme,ortocryoverme,justasyourtempermayincline。Iamnottryingtoexcusemyself——Iamtryingtoexplain。Youaregentle-folks;whatdazzledandmaddenedME,iseverydayexperiencetoYOU。Fallenornot,angelordevil,itcametothis——shewasalady;andIwasagroom。

  Beforethehousewasastir,Igotherawaybytheworkmen”strain

  toalargemanufacturingtowninourparts。

  Here——withmysavingsinmoneytohelpher——shecouldgetheroutfitofdecentclothesandherlodgingamongstrangerswhoaskednoquestionssolongastheywerepaid。Here——nowononepretenseandnowonanother——Icouldvisither,andwecouldbothplantogetherwhatourfuturelivesweretobe。IneednottellyouthatIstoodpledgedtomakehermywife。Amaninmystationalwaysmarriesawomanofhersort。

  DoyouwonderifIwashappyatthistime?Ishouldhavebeenperfectlyhappybutforonelittledrawback。Itwasthis:Iwasneverquiteatmyeaseinthepresenceofmypromisedwife。

  Idon”tmeanthatIwasshywithher,orsuspiciousofher,orashamedofher。TheuneasinessIamspeakingofwascausedbyafaintdoubtinmymindwhetherIhadnotseenhersomewhere,beforethemorningwhenwemetatthedoctor”shouse。Overandoveragain,Ifoundmyselfwonderingwhetherherfacedidnotremindmeofsomeotherface——whatotherInevercouldtell。Thisstrangefeeling,thisonequestionthatcouldneverbeanswered,vexedmetoadegreethatyouwouldhardlycredit。Itcamebetweenusatthestrangesttimes——oftenest,however,atnight,whenthecandleswerelit。Youhaveknownwhatitistotryandrememberaforgottenname——andtofail,searchasyoumay,tofinditinyourmind。Thatwasmycase。Ifailedtofindmylostface,justasyoufailedtofindyourlostname。

  Inthreeweekswehadtalkedmattersover,andhadarrangedhowI

  wastomakeacleanbreastofitathome。ByAlicia”sadvice,I

  wastodescribeherashavingbeenoneofmyfellowservantsduringthetimeIwasemployedundermykindmasterandmistressinLondon。Therewasnofearnowofmymothertakinganyharmfromtheshockofagreatsurprise。Herhealthhadimprovedduringthethreeweeks”interval。Onthefirsteveningwhenshewasabletotakeheroldplaceatteatime,Isummonedmycourage,andtoldherIwasgoingtobemarried。Thepoorsoulflungherarmsroundmyneck,andburstoutcryingforjoy。“Oh,Francis!“shesays,“IamsogladyouwillhavesomebodytocomfortyouandcareforyouwhenIamgone!“AsformyauntChance,youcananticipatewhatSHE

  did,withoutbeingtold。Ah,me!Iftherehadreallybeenanypropheticvirtueinthecards,whataterriblewarningtheymighthavegivenusthatnight!ItwasarrangedthatIwastobringmypromisedwifetodinneratthecottageonthenextday。

  X

  IownIwasproudofAliciawhenIledherintoourlittleparlorattheappointedtime。Shehadnever,tomymind,lookedsobeautifulasshelookedthatday。Inevernoticedanyotherwoman”sdress——InoticedhersascarefullyasifIhadbeenawomanmyself!Sheworeablacksilkgown,withplaincollarandcuffs,andamodestlavender-coloredbonnet,withonewhiteroseinitplacedattheside。Mymother,dressedinherSundaybest,roseup,allinaflutter,towelcomeherdaughter-in-lawthatwastobe。Shewalkedforwardafewsteps,halfsmiling,halfintears——

  shelookedAliciafullintheface——andsuddenlystoodstill。Hercheeksturnedwhiteinaninstant;hereyesstaredinhorror;herhandsdroppedhelplesslyathersides。Shestaggeredback,andfellintothearmsofmyaunt,standingbehindher。Itwasnoswoon——shekepthersenses。HereyesturnedslowlyfromAliciatome。“Francis,“shesaid,“doesthatwoman”sfaceremindyouofnothing?“

  BeforeIcouldanswer,shepointedtoherwriting-deskonthetableatthefireside。“Bringit!“shecried,“bringit!“

  AtthesamemomentIfeltAlicia”shandonmyshoulder,andsawAlicia”sfaceredwithanger——andnowonder!

  “Whatdoesthismean?“sheasked。“Doesyourmotherwanttoinsultme?“

  Isaidafewwordstoquiether;whattheywereIdon”tremember——I

  wassoconfusedandastonishedatthetime。BeforeIhaddone,I

  heardmymotherbehindme。

  Myaunthadfetchedherdesk。Shehadopenedit;shehadtakenapaperfromit。Stepbystep,helpingherselfalongbythewall,shecamenearerandnearer,withthepaperinherhand。Shelookedatthepaper——shelookedinAlicia”sface——sheliftedthelong,loosesleeveofhergown,andexaminedherhandandarm。IsawfearsuddenlytaketheplaceofangerinAlicia”seyes。Sheshookherselffreeofmymother”sgrasp。“Mad!“shesaidtoherself,“andFrancisnevertoldme!“Withthosewordssheranoutoftheroom。

  Iwashasteningoutafterher,whenmymothersignedtometostop。

  Shereadthewordswrittenonthepaper。Whiletheyfellslowly,onebyone,fromherlips,shepointedtowardtheopendoor。

  “Lightgrayeyes,withadroopinthelefteyelid。Flaxenhair,withagold-yellowstreakinit。Whitearms,withadownuponthem。Little,lady”shand,witharosy-redlookaboutthefingernails。TheDreamWoman,Francis!TheDreamWoman!“

  Somethingdarkenedtheparlorwindowasthosewordswerespoken。I

  lookedsidelongattheshadow。AliciaWarlockhadcomeback!Shewaspeeringinatusoverthelowwindowblind。Therewasthefatalfacewhichhadfirstlookedatmeinthebedroomofthelonelyinn。There,restingonthewindowblind,wasthelovelylittlehandwhichhadheldthemurderousknife。IHADseenherbeforewemetinthevillage。TheDreamWoman!TheDreamWoman!

  XI

  IexpectnobodytoapproveofwhatIhavenexttotellofmyself。

  InthreeweeksfromthedaywhenmymotherhadidentifiedherwiththeWomanoftheDream,ItookAliciaWarlocktochurch,andmadehermywife。Iwasamanbewitched。AgainandagainIsayit——I

  wasamanbewitched!

  Duringtheintervalbeforemymarriage,ourlittlehouseholdatthecottagewasbrokenup。Mymotherandmyauntquarreled。Mymother,believingintheDream,entreatedmetobreakoffmyengagement。Myaunt,believinginthecards,urgedmetomarry。

  Thisdifferenceofopinionproducedadisputebetweenthem,inthecourseofwhichmyauntChance——quiteunconsciousofhavinganysuperstitiousfeelingsofherown——actuallysetoutthecardswhichprophesiedhappinesstomeinmymarriedlife,andaskedmymotherhowanybodybut“ablindedheathencouldbefuleenough,afterseeingthosecairds,tobelieveinadream!“Thiswas,naturally,toomuchformymother”spatience;hardwordsfollowedoneitherside;Mrs。ChancereturnedindudgeontoherfriendsinScotland。

  Sheleftmeawrittenstatementofmyfutureprospects,asrevealedbythecards,andwithitanaddressatwhichapost-officeorderwouldreachher。“Thedaywasnotthatfaroff,“sheremarked,“whenFranciemightrememberwhatheowedtohisauntChance,maintainingherainunbleemishedwidowhoodonthrattypundsayear。”

  Havingrefusedtogivehersanctiontomymarriage,mymotheralsorefusedtobepresentatthewedding,ortovisitAliciaafterwards。Therewasnoangeratthebottomofthisconductonherpart。BelievingasshedidinthisDream,shewassimplyinmortalfearofmywife。Iunderstoodthis,andImadeallowancesforher。Notacrosswordpassedbetweenus。Myonehappyremembrancenow——thoughIdiddisobeyherinthematterofmymarriage——isthis:Ilovedandrespectedmygoodmothertothelast。

  Asformywife,sheexpressednoregretattheestrangementbetweenhermother-in-lawandherself。Bycommonconsent,weneverspokeonthatsubject。WesettledinthemanufacturingtownwhichIhavealreadymentioned,andwekeptalodging-house。Mykindmaster,atmyrequest,grantedmealumpsuminplaceofmyannuity。Thisputusintoagoodhouse,decentlyfurnished。Forawhilethingswentwellenough。Imaydescribemyselfatthistimeofmylifeasahappyman。

  Mymisfortunesbeganwithareturnofthecomplaintwithwhichmymotherhadalreadysuffered。Thedoctorconfessed,whenIaskedhimthequestion,thattherewasdangertobedreadedthistime。

  Naturally,afterhearingthis,Iwasagooddealawayatthecottage。Naturallyalso,Ileftthebusinessoflookingafterthehouse,inmyabsence,tomywife。Littlebylittle,Ifoundherbeginningtoaltertowardme。Whilemybackwasturned,sheformedacquaintanceswithpeopleofthedoubtfulanddissipatedsort。Oneday,Iobservedsomethinginhermannerwhichforcedthesuspiciononmethatshehadbeendrinking。Beforetheweekwasout,mysuspicionwasacertainty。Fromkeepingcompanywithdrunkards,shehadgrowntobeadrunkardherself。

  Ididallamancoulddotoreclaimher。Quiteuseless!ShehadneverreallyreturnedtheloveIfeltforher:Ihadnoinfluence;

  Icoulddonothing。Mymother,hearingofthislastworsetrouble,resolvedtotrywhatherinfluencecoulddo。Illasshewas,I

  foundheronedaydressedtogoout。

  “Iamnotlongforthisworld,Francis,“shesaid。“Ishallnotfeeleasyonmydeathbed,unlessIhavedonemybesttothelasttomakeyouhappy。Imeantoputmyownfearsandmyownfeelingsoutofthequestion,andgowithyoutoyourwife,andtrywhatIcandotoreclaimher。Takemehomewithyou,Francis。LetmedoallIcantohelpmyson,beforeitistoolate。”

  HowcouldIdisobeyher?Wetooktherailwaytothetown:itwasonlyhalfanhour”sride。Byoneo”clockintheafternoonwereachedmyhouse。Itwasourdinnerhour,andAliciawasinthekitchen。Iwasabletotakemymotherquietlyintotheparlorandthentopreparemywifeforthevisit。Shehaddrunkbutlittleatthatearlyhour;and,luckily,thedevilinherwastamedforthetime。

  Shefollowedmeintotheparlor,andthemeetingpassedoffbetterthanIhadventuredtoforecast;withthisonedrawback,thatmymother——thoughshetriedhardtocontrolherself——shrankfromlookingmywifeinthefacewhenshespoketoher。ItwasarelieftomewhenAliciabegantopreparethetablefordinner。

  Shelaidthecloth,broughtinthebreadtray,andcutsomeslicesforusfromtheloaf。Thenshereturnedtothekitchen。Atthatmoment,whileIwasstillanxiouslywatchingmymother,IwasstartledbyseeingthesameghastlychangepassoverherfacewhichhadaltereditinthemorningwhenAliciaandshefirstmet。

  BeforeIcouldsayaword,shestartedupwithalookofhorror。

  “Takemeback!——home,homeagain,Francis!Comewithme,andnevergobackmore!“

  Iwasafraidtoaskforanexplanation;Icouldonlysignhertobesilent,andhelpherquicklytothedoor。Aswepassedthebreadtrayonthetable,shestoppedandpointedtoit。

  “Didyouseewhatyourwifecutyourbreadwith?“sheasked。

  “No,mother;Iwasnotnoticing。Whatwasit?“

  “Look!“

  Ididlook。Anewclaspknife,withabuckhornhandle,laywiththeloafinthebreadtray。Istretchedoutmyhandtopossessmyselfofit。Atthesamemoment,therewasanoiseinthekitchen,andmymothercaughtmebythearm。

  “TheknifeoftheDream!Francis,I”mfaintwithfear——takemeawaybeforeshecomesback!“

  Icouldn”tspeaktocomfortoreventoanswerher。SuperiorasI

  wastosuperstition,thediscoveryoftheknifestaggeredme。Insilence,Ihelpedmymotheroutofthehouse;andtookherhome。

  Iheldoutmyhandtosaygood-by。Shetriedtostopme。

  “Don”tgoback,Francis!don”tgoback!“

  “Imustgettheknife,mother。Imustgobackbythenexttrain。”

  Iheldtothatresolution。BythenexttrainIwentback。

  XII

  Mywifehad,ofcourse,discoveredoursecretdeparturefromthehouse。Shehadbeendrinking。Shewasinafuryofpassion。Thedinnerinthekitchenwasflungunderthegrate;theclothwasofftheparlortable。Wherewastheknife?

  Iwasfoolishenoughtoaskforit。Sherefusedtogiveittome。

  Inthecourseofthedisputebetweenuswhichfollowed,I

  discoveredthattherewasahorriblestoryattachedtotheknife。

  Ithadbeenusedinamurder——yearssince——andhadbeensoskillfullyhiddenthattheauthoritieshadbeenunabletoproduceitatthetrial。Byhelpofsomeofherdisreputablefriends,mywifehadbeenabletopurchasethisrelicofabygonecrime。Herpervertednaturesetsomehorridunacknowledgedvalueontheknife。

  Seeingtherewasnohopeofgettingitbyfairmeans,Ideterminedtosearchforit,laterintheday,insecret。Thesearchwasunsuccessful。Nightcameon,andIleftthehousetowalkaboutthestreets。YouwillunderstandwhatabrokenmanIwasbythistime,whenItellyouIwasafraidtosleepinthesameroomwithher!

  Threeweekspassed。Stillsherefusedtogiveuptheknife;andstillthatfearofsleepinginthesameroomwithherpossessedme。

  Iwalkedaboutatnight,ordozedintheparlor,orsatwatchingbymymother”sbedside。Beforetheendofthefirstweekinthenewmonth,theworstmisfortuneofallbefellme——mymotherdied。Itwantedthenbutashorttimetomybirthday。Shehadlongedtolivetillthatday。Iwaspresentatherdeath。Herlastwordsinthisworldwereaddressedtome。“Don”tgoback,myson——don”tgoback!“

  Iwasobligedtogoback,ifitwasonlytowatchmywife。Inthelastdaysofmymother”sillnessshehadspitefullyaddedastingtomygriefbydeclaringshewouldassertherrighttoattendthefuneral。InspiteofallthatIcoulddoorsay,sheheldtoherword。Onthedayappointedfortheburialsheforcedherself,inflamedandshamelesswithdrink,intomypresence,andsworeshewouldwalkinthefuneralprocessiontomymother”sgrave。

  Thislastinsult——afterallIhadgonethroughalready——wasmorethanIcouldendure。Itmaddenedme。Trytomakeallowancesforamanbesidehimself。Istruckher。

  Theinstanttheblowwasdealt,Irepentedit。Shecroucheddown,silent,inacorneroftheroom,andeyedmesteadily。Itwasalookthatcooledmyhotbloodinaninstant。Therewasnotimenowtothinkofmakingatonement。Icouldonlyrisktheworst,andmakesureofhertillthefuneralwasover。Ilockedherintoherbedroom。

  WhenIcameback,afterlayingmymotherinthegrave,Ifoundhersittingbythebedside,verymuchalteredinlookandbearing,withabundleonherlap。Shefacedmequietly;shespokewithacuriousstillnessinhervoice——strangelyandunnaturallycomposedinlookandmanner。

  “Nomanhaseverstruckmeyet,“shesaid。“Myhusbandshallhavenosecondopportunity。Setthedooropen,andletmego。”

  Shepassedme,andlefttheroom。Isawherwalkawayupthestreet。Wasshegoneforgood?

  AllthatnightIwatchedandwaited。Nofootstepcamenearthehouse。Thenextnight,overcomewithfatigue,Ilaydownonthebedinmyclothes,withthedoorlocked,thekeyonthetable,andthecandleburning。Myslumberwasnotdisturbed。Thethirdnight,thefourth,thefifth,thesixth,passed,andnothinghappened。Ilaydownontheseventhnight,stillsuspiciousofsomethinghappening;stillinmyclothes;stillwiththedoorlocked,thekeyonthetable,andthecandleburning。

  Myrestwasdisturbed。Iawoketwice,withoutanysensationofuneasiness。Thethirdtime,thathorridshiveringofthenightatthelonelyinn,thatawfulsinkingpainattheheart,camebackagain,androusedmeinaninstant。Myeyesturnedtotheleft-

  handsideofthebed。Andtherestood,lookingatme——

  TheDreamWomanagain?No!Mywife。Thelivingwoman,withthefaceoftheDream——intheattitudeoftheDream——thefairarmup;

  theknifeclaspedinthedelicatewhitehand。

  Ispranguponherontheinstant;butnotquicklyenoughtostopherfromhidingtheknife。Withoutawordfromme,withoutacryfromher,Ipinionedherinachair。WithonehandIfeltuphersleeve;andthere,wheretheDreamWomanhadhiddentheknife,mywifehadhiddenit——theknifewiththebuckhornhandle,thatlookedlikenew。

  WhatIfeltwhenImadethatdiscoveryIcouldnotrealizeatthetime,andIcan”tdescribenow。Itookonesteadylookatherwiththeknifeinmyhand。“Youmeanttokillme?“Isaid。

  “Yes,“sheanswered;“Imeanttokillyou。”Shecrossedherarmsoverherbosom,andstaredmecoollyintheface。“Ishalldoityet,“shesaid。“Withthatknife。”

  Idon”tknowwhatpossessedme——IsweartoyouIamnocoward;andyetIactedlikeacoward。Thehorrorsgotholdofme。Icouldn”tlookather——Icouldn”tspeaktoher。Ileftherwiththeknifeinmyhand,andwentoutintothenight。

  Therewasableakwindabroad,andthesmellofrainwasintheair。ThechurchclockschimedthequarterasIwalkedbeyondthelasthouseinthetown。IaskedthefirstpolicemanImetwhathourthatwas,ofwhichthequarterpasthadjuststruck。

  Themanlookedathiswatch,andanswered,“Twoo”clock。”Twointhemorning。Whatdayofthemonthwasthisdaythathadjustbegun?Ireckoneditupfromthedateofmymother”sfuneral。Thehorridparallelbetweenthedreamandtherealitywascomplete——itwasmybirthday!

  HadIescapedthemortalperilwhichthedreamforetold?orhadI

  onlyreceivedasecondwarning?AsthatdoubtcrossedmymindI

  stoppedonmywayoutofthetown。Theairhadrevivedme——Ifeltinsomedegreelikemyownselfagain。Afteralittlethinking,I

  begantoseeplainlythemistakeIhadmadeinleavingmywifefreetogowhereshelikedandtodoasshepleased。

  Iturnedinstantly,andmademywaybacktothehouse。Itwasstilldark。Ihadleftthecandleburninginthebedchamber。WhenIlookeduptothewindowoftheroomnow,therewasnolightinit。Iadvancedtothehousedoor。Ongoingaway,Irememberedtohaveclosedit;ontryingitnow,Ifounditopen。

  Iwaitedoutside,neverlosingsightofthehousetilldaylight。

  ThenIventuredindoors——listened,andheardnothing——lookedintothekitchen,scullery,parlor,andfoundnothing——wentupatlastintothebedroom。Itwasempty。

  Apicklocklayonthefloor,whichtoldmehowshehadgainedentranceinthenight。AndthatwastheonetraceIcouldfindoftheDreamWoman。

  XIII

  Iwaitedinthehousetillthetownwasastirfortheday,andthenIwenttoconsultalawyer。Intheconfusedstateofmymindatthetime,IhadoneclearnotionofwhatImeanttodo:Iwasdeterminedtosellmyhouseandleavetheneighborhood。TherewereobstaclesinthewaywhichIhadnotcountedon。IwastoldIhadcreditorstosatisfybeforeIcouldleave——I,whohadgivenmywifethemoneytopaymybillsregularlyeveryweek!InquiryshowedthatshehadembezzledeveryfarthingofthemoneyIhadintrustedtoher。Ihadnochoicebuttopayoveragain。

  Placedinthisawkwardposition,myfirstdutywastosetthingsright,withthehelpofmylawyer。DuringmyforcedsojourninthetownIdidtwofoolishthings。And,asaconsequencethatfollowed,Iheardoncemore,andheardforthelasttime,ofmywife。

  Inthefirstplace,havinggotpossessionoftheknife,Iwasrashenoughtokeepitinmypocket。Inthesecondplace,havingsomethingofimportancetosaytomylawyer,atalatehouroftheevening,Iwenttohishouseafterdark——aloneandonfoot。Igottheresafelyenough。Returning,Iwasseizedonfrombehindbytwomen,draggeddownapassageandrobbed——notonlyofthelittlemoneyIhadaboutme,butalsooftheknife。Itwasthelawyer”sopinionasitwasminethatthethieveswereamongthedisreputableacquaintancesformedbymywife,andthatthey,hadattackedmeatherinstigation。ToconfirmthisviewIreceivedaletterthenextday,withoutdateoraddress,writteninAlicia”shand。Thefirstlineinformedmethattheknifewasbackagaininherpossession。ThesecondlineremindedmeofthedaywhenI

  struckher。Thethirdlinewarnedmethatshewouldwashoutthestainofthatblowinmyblood,andrepeatedthewords,“Ishalldoitwiththeknife!“

  Thesethingshappenedayearago。Thelawlaidhandsonthemenwhohadrobbedme;butfromthattimetothis,thelawhasfailedcompletelytofindatraceofmywife。

  Mystoryistold。WhenIhadpaidthecreditorsandpaidthelegalexpenses,Ihadbarelyfivepoundsleftoutofthesaleofmyhouse;andIhadtheworldtobeginoveragain。Somemonthssince——

  driftinghereandthere——IfoundmywaytoUnderbridge。Thelandlordoftheinnhadknownsomethingofmyfather”sfamilyintimespast。Hegavemeallhehadtogivemyfood,andshelterintheyard。Exceptonmarketdays,thereisnothingtodo。Inthecomingwintertheinnistobeshutup,andIshallhavetoshiftformyself。MyoldmasterwouldhelpmeifIappliedtohim——

  butIdon”tliketoapply:hehasdonemoreformealreadythanI

  deserve。Besides,inanotheryearwhoknowsbutmytroublesmayallbeatanend?Nextwinterwillbringmenightomynextbirthday,andmynextbirthdaymaybethedayofmydeath。Yes!

  it”strueIsatupalllastnight;andIheardtwointhemorningstrike:andnothinghappened。Still,allowingforthat,thetimetocomeisatimeIdon”ttrust。Mywifehasgottheknife——mywifeislookingforme。Iamabovesuperstition,mind!Idon”tsayIbelieveindreams;Ionlysay,AliciaWarlockislookingforme。ItispossibleImaybewrong。ItispossibleImayberight。

  Whocantell?

  THETHIRDNARRATIVE

  THESTORYCONTINUEDBYPERCYFAIRBANK

  XIV

  WetookleaveofFrancisRavenatthedoorofFarleighHall,withtheunderstandingthathemightexpecttohearfromusagain。

  ThesamenightMrs。FairbankandIhadadiscussioninthesanctuaryofourownroom。Thetopicwas“TheHostler”sStory“;

  andthequestionindisputebetweenusturnedonthemeasureofcharitabledutythatweowedtothehostlerhimself。

  TheviewItookoftheman”snarrativewasofthepurelymatter-of-

  factkind。FrancisRavenhad,inmyopinion,broodedoverthemistyconnectionbetweenhisstrangedreamandhisvilewife,untilhismindwasinastateofpartialdelusiononthatsubject。Iwasquitewillingtohelphimwithatrifleofmoney,andtorecommendhimtothekindnessofmylawyer,ifhewasreallyinanydangerandwantedadvice。Theremyideaofmydutytowardthisafflictedpersonbeganandended。

  Confrontedwiththissensibleviewofthematter,Mrs。Fairbank”sromantictemperamentrushed,asusual,intoextremes。“IshouldnomorethinkoflosingsightofFrancisRavenwhenhisnextbirthdaycomesround,“saysmywife,“thanIshouldthinkoflayingdownagoodstorywiththelastchaptersunread。Iampositivelydetermined,Percy,totakehimbackwithuswhenwereturntoFrance,inthecapacityofgroom。Whatdoesonemanmoreorlessamongthehorsesmattertopeopleasrichasweare?“Inthisstrainthepartnerofmyjoysandsorrowsranon,perfectlyimpenetrabletoeverythingthatIcouldsayonthesideofcommonsense。NeedItellmymarriedbrethrenhowitended?OfcourseI

  allowedmywifetoirritateme,andspoketohersharply。

  Ofcoursemywifeturnedherfaceawayindignantlyontheconjugalpillow,andburstintotears。Ofcourseuponthat,“Mr。”madehisexcuses,and“Mrs。”hadherownway。

  BeforetheweekwasoutwerodeovertoUnderbridge,anddulyofferedtoFrancisRavenaplaceinourserviceassupernumerarygroom。

  Atfirstthepoorfellowseemedhardlyabletorealizehisownextraordinarygoodfortune。Recoveringhimself,heexpressedhisgratitudemodestlyandbecomingly。Mrs。Fairbank”sreadysympathiesoverflowed,asusual,atherlips。ShetalkedtohimaboutourhomeinFrance,asiftheworn,gray-headedhostlerhadbeenachild。“Suchadearoldhouse,Francis;andsuchprettygardens!Stables!Stablestentimesasbigasyourstableshere——

  quiteachoiceofroomsforyou。Youmustlearnthenameofourhouse——MaisonRouge。OurnearesttownisMetz。WearewithinawalkofthebeautifulRiverMoselle。Andwhenwewantachangewehaveonlytotaketherailwaytothefrontier,andfindourselvesinGermany。”

  Listening,sofar,withaverybewilderedface,Francisstartedandchangedcolorwhenmywifereachedtheendofherlastsentence。

  “Germany?“herepeated。

  “Yes。DoesGermanyremindyouofanything?“

  Thehostler”seyeslookeddownsadlyontheground。“Germanyremindsmeofmywife,“hereplied。

  “Indeed!How?“

  “SheoncetoldmeshehadlivedinGermany——longbeforeIknewher——

  inthetimewhenshewasayounggirl。”

  “Wasshelivingwithrelationsorfriends?“

  “Shewaslivingasgovernessinaforeignfamily。”

  “InwhatpartofGermany?“

  “Idon”tremember,ma”am。Idoubtifshetoldme。”

  “Didshetellyouthenameofthefamily?“

  “Yes,ma”am。Itwasaforeignname,andithasslippedmymemorylongsince。Theheadofthefamilywasawinegrowerinalargewayofbusiness——Irememberthat。”

  “Didyouhearwhatsortofwinehegrew?Therearewinegrowersinourneighborhood。WasitMosellewine?“

  “Icouldn”tsay,ma”am,IdoubtifIeverheard。”

  Theretheconversationdropped。WeengagedtocommunicatewithFrancisRavenbeforeweleftEngland,andtookourleave。IhadmadearrangementstopayourroundofvisitstoEnglishfriends,andtoreturntoMaisonRougeinthesummer。Ontheeveofdeparture,certaindifficultiesinconnectionwiththemanagementofsomelandedpropertyofmineinIrelandobligedustoalterourplans。InsteadofgettingbacktoourhouseinFranceintheSummer,weonlyreturnedaweekortwobeforeChristmas。FrancisRavenaccompaniedus,andwasdulyestablished,inthenominalcapacityofstablekeeper,amongtheservantsatMaisonRouge。

  Beforelong,someoftheobjectionstotakinghimintoouremployment,whichIhadforeseenandhadvainlymentionedtomywife,forcedthemselvesonourattentioninnoveryagreeableform。

  FrancisRavenfailedasIhadfearedhewouldtogetonsmoothlywithhisfellow-servants。TheywereallFrench;andnotoneofthemunderstoodEnglish。Francis,onhisside,wasequallyignorantofFrench。Hisreservedmanners,hismelancholytemperament,hissolitaryways——alltoldagainsthim。Ourservantscalledhim“theEnglishBear。”Hegrewwidelyknownintheneighborhoodunderhisnickname。Quarrelstookplace,endingonceortwiceinblows。Itbecameplain,eventoMrs。Fairbankherself,thatsomewisechangemustbemade。Whilewewerestillconsideringwhatthechangewastobe,theunfortunatehostlerwasthrownonourhandsforsometimetocomebyanaccidentinthestables。Stillpursuedbyhisproverbialill-luck,thepoorwretch”slegwasbrokenbyakickfromahorse。

  Hewasattendedtobyourownsurgeon,inhiscomfortablebedroomatthestables。Asthedateofhisbirthdaydrewnear,hewasstillconfinedtohisbed。

  Physicallyspeaking,hewasdoingverywell。Morallyspeaking,thesurgeonwasnotsatisfied。FrancisRavenwassufferingundersomemysteriousmentaldisturbance,whichinterferedseriouslywithhisrestatnight。Hearingthis,Ithoughtitmydutytotellthemedicalattendantwhatwaspreyingonthepatient”smind。Asapracticalman,hesharedmyopinionthatthehostlerwasinastateofdelusiononthesubjectofhisWifeandhisDream。“Curabledelusion,inmyopinion,“thesurgeonadded,“iftheexperimentcouldbefairlytried。”

  “Howcanitbetried?“Iasked。Insteadofreplying,thesurgeonputaquestiontome,onhisside。

  “Doyouhappentoknow,“hesaid,“thatthisyearisLeapYear?“

  “Mrs。Fairbankremindedmeofityesterday,“Ianswered。

  “OtherwiseImightNOThaveknownit。”

  “DoyouthinkFrancisRavenknowsthatthisyearisLeapYear?“

  Ibegantoseedimlywhatmyfriendwasdrivingat。

  “Itdepends,“Ianswered,“onwhetherhehasgotanEnglishalmanac。SupposehehasNOTgotthealmanac——whatthen?“

  “Inthatcase,“pursuedthesurgeon,“FrancisRavenisinnocentofallsuspicionthatthereisatwenty-ninthdayinFebruarythisyear。Asanecessaryconsequence——whatwillhedo?HewillanticipatetheappearanceoftheWomanwiththeKnife,attwointhemorningofthetwenty-ninthofFebruary,insteadofthefirstofMarch。Lethimsufferallhissuperstitiousterrorsonthewrongday。Leavehim,onthedaythatisreallyhisbirthday,topassaperfectlyquietnight,andtobeassoundasleepasotherpeopleattwointhemorning。Andthen,whenhewakescomfortablyintimeforhisbreakfast,shamehimoutofhisdelusionbytellinghimthetruth。”

  Iagreedtotrytheexperiment。LeavingthesurgeontocautionMrs。FairbankonthesubjectofLeapYear,IwenttothestablestoseeMr。Raven。

  XV

  ThepoorfellowwasfullofforebodingsofthefateinstoreforhimontheominousfirstofMarch。Heeagerlyentreatedmetoorderoneofthemenservantstositupwithhimonthebirthdaymorning。Ingrantinghisrequest,Iaskedhimtotellmeonwhichdayoftheweekhisbirthdayfell。Hereckonedthedaysonhisfingers;andprovedhisinnocenceofallsuspicionthatitwasLeapYear,byfixingonthetwenty-ninthofFebruary,inthefullpersuasionthatitwasthefirstofMarch。Pledgedtotrythesurgeon”sexperiment,Ilefthiserroruncorrected,ofcourse。Insodoing,ItookmyfirststepblindfoldtowardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler”sDream。

  Thenextdaybroughtwithitalittledomesticdifficulty,whichindirectlyandstrangelyassociateditselfwiththecomingend。

  Mywifereceivedaletter,invitingustoassistincelebratingthe“SilverWedding“oftwoworthyGermanneighborsofours——Mr。andMrs。Beldheimer。Mr。BeldheimerwasalargewinegroweronthebanksoftheMoselle。HishousewassituatedonthefrontierlineofFranceandGermany;andthedistancefromourhousewassufficientlyconsiderabletomakeitnecessaryforustosleepunderourhost”sroof。Underthesecircumstances,ifweacceptedtheinvitation,acomparisonofdatesshowedthatweshouldbeawayfromhomeonthemorningofthefirstofMarch。Mrs。Fairbank——

  holdingtoherabsurdresolutiontoseewithherowneyeswhatmight,ormightnot,happentoFrancisRavenonhisbirthday——

  flatlydeclinedtoleaveMaisonRouge。“It”seasytosendanexcuse,“shesaid,inheroff-handmanner。

  Ifailed,formypart,toseeanyeasywayoutofthedifficulty。

  Thecelebrationofa“SilverWedding“inGermanyisthecelebrationoftwenty-fiveyearsofhappymarriedlife;andthehost”sclaimupontheconsiderationofhisfriendsonsuchanoccasionissomethinginthenatureofaroyal“command。”Afterconsiderablediscussion,findingmywife”sobstinacyinvincible,andfeelingthattheabsenceofbothofusfromthefestivalwouldcertainlyoffendourfriends,IleftMrs。Fairbanktomakeherexcusesforherself,anddirectedhertoaccepttheinvitationsofarasIwasconcerned。Insodoing,Itookmysecondstep,blindfold,towardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler”sDream。

  Aweekelapsed;thelastdaysofFebruarywereathand。Anotherdomesticdifficultyhappened;and,again,thiseventalsoprovedtobestrangelyassociatedwiththecomingend。

  MyheadgroomatthestableswasoneJosephRigobert。Hewasanill-conditionedfellow,inordinatelyvainofhispersonalappearance,andbynomeansscrupulousinhisconductwithwomen。

  Hisonevirtueconsistedofhisfondnessforhorses,andinthecarehetookoftheanimalsunderhischarge。Inaword,hewastoogoodagroomtobeeasilyreplaced,orhewouldhavequittedmyservicelongsince。OntheoccasionofwhichIamnowwriting,hewasreportedtomebymystewardasgrowingidleanddisorderlyinhishabits。Theprincipaloffenseallegedagainsthimwas,thathehadbeenseenthatdayinthecityofMetz,inthecompanyofawomansupposedtobeanEnglishwoman,whomhewasentertainingatatavern,whenheoughttohavebeenonhiswaybacktoMaisonRouge。Theman”sdefensewasthat“thelady“ashecalledher

  wasanEnglishstranger,unacquaintedwiththewaysoftheplace,andthathehadonlyshownherwhereshecouldobtainsomerefreshmentsatherownrequest。Iadministeredthenecessaryreprimand,withouttroublingmyselftoinquirefurtherintothematter。Infailingtodothis,Itookmythirdstep,blindfold,towardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler”sDream。

  Ontheeveningofthetwenty-eighth,IinformedtheservantsatthestablesthatoneofthemmustwatchthroughthenightbytheEnglishman”sbedside。JosephRigobertimmediatelyvolunteeredfortheduty——asameans,nodoubt,ofwinninghiswaybacktomyfavor。Iacceptedhisproposal。

  Thatdaythesurgeondinedwithus。TowardmidnightheandIleftthesmokingroom,andrepairedtoFrancisRaven”sbedside。

  Rigobertwasathispost,withnoveryagreeableexpressiononhisface。TheFrenchmanandtheEnglishmanhadevidentlynotgotonwelltogethersofar。FrancisRavenlayhelplessonhisbed,waitingsilentlyfortwointhemorningandtheDreamWoman。

  “Ihavecome,Francis,tobidyougoodnight,“Isaid,cheerfully。

  “To-morrowmorningIshalllookinatbreakfasttime,beforeI

  leavehomeonajourney。”

  “Thankyouforallyourkindness,sir。Youwillnotseemealiveto-morrowmorning。Shewillfindmethistime。Markmywords——shewillfindmethistime。”

  “Mygoodfellow!shecouldn”tfindyouinEngland。HowintheworldisshetofindyouinFrance?“

  “It”sborneinonmymind,sir,thatshewillfindmehere。AttwointhemorningonmybirthdayIshallseeheragain,andseeherforthelasttime。”

  “Doyoumeanthatshewillkillyou?“

  “Imeanthat,sir,shewillkillme——withtheknife。”

  “AndwithRigobertintheroomtoprotectyou?“

  “Iamadoomedman。FiftyRigobertscouldn”tprotectme。”

  “Andyouwantedsomebodytositupwithyou?“

  “Mereweakness,sir。Idon”tliketobeleftaloneonmydeathbed。”

  Ilookedatthesurgeon。Ifhehadencouragedme,Ishouldcertainly,outofsheercompassion,haveconfessedtoFrancisRaventhetrickthatwewereplayinghim。Thesurgeonheldtohisexperiment;thesurgeon”sfaceplainlysaid”No。”

  Thenextdaythetwenty-ninthofFebruarywasthedayofthe“SilverWedding。”Thefirstthinginthemorning,IwenttoFrancisRaven”sroom。Rigobertmetmeatthedoor。

  “Howhashepassedthenight?“Iasked。

  “Sayinghisprayers,andlookingforghosts,“Rigobertanswered。

  “Alunaticasylumistheonlyproperplaceforhim。”

  Iapproachedthebedside。“Well,Francis,hereyouare,safeandsound,inspiteofwhatyousaidtomelastnight。”

  Hiseyesrestedonminewithavacant,wonderinglook。

  “Idon”tunderstandit,“hesaid。

  “Didyouseeanythingofyourwifewhentheclockstrucktwo?“

  “No,sir。”

  “Didanythinghappen?“

  “Nothinghappened,sir。”

  “Doesn”tTHISsatisfyyouthatyouwerewrong?“

  Hiseyesstillkepttheirvacant,wonderinglook。Heonlyrepeatedthewordshehadspokenalready:“Idon”tunderstandit。”

  Imadealastattempttocheerhim。“Come,come,Francis!keepagoodheart。Youwillbeoutofbedinafortnight。”

  Heshookhisheadonthepillow。“There”ssomethingwrong,“hesaid。“Idon”texpectyoutobelieveme,sir。Ionlysaythere”ssomethingwrong——andtimewillshowit。”

  Ilefttheroom。HalfanhourlaterIstartedforMr。Beldheimer”shouse;leavingthearrangementsforthemorningofthefirstofMarchinthehandsofthedoctorandmywife。

  XVI

  TheonethingwhichprincipallystruckmewhenIjoinedtheguestsatthe“SilverWedding“isalsotheonethingwhichitisnecessarytomentionhere。Onthisjoyfuloccasionanoticeableladypresentwasoutofspirits。Thatladywasnootherthantheheroineofthefestival,themistressofthehouse!

  InthecourseoftheeveningIspoketoMr。Beldheimer”seldestsononthesubjectofhismother。Asanoldfriendofthefamily,I

  hadaclaimonhisconfidencewhichtheyoungmanwillinglyrecognized。

  “Wehavehadaverydisagreeablemattertodealwith,“hesaid;

  “andmymotherhasnotrecoveredthepainfulimpressionleftonhermind。Manyyearssince,whenmysisterswerechildren,wehadanEnglishgovernessinthehouse。Sheleftus,aswethenunderstood,tobemarried。Weheardnomoreofheruntilaweekortendayssince,whenmymotherreceivedaletter,inwhichourex-

  governessdescribedherselfasbeinginaconditionofgreatpovertyanddistress。Aftermuchhesitationshehadventured——atthesuggestionofaladywhohadbeenkindtoher——towritetoherformeremployers,andtoappealtotheirremembranceofoldtimes。

  Youknowmymothersheisnotonlythemostkind-headed,butthemostinnocentofwomen——itisimpossibletopersuadeherofthewickednessthatthereisintheworld。Sherepliedbyreturnofpost,invitingthegovernesstocomehereandseeher,andinclosingthemoneyforhertravelingexpenses。Whenmyfathercamehome,andheardwhathadbeendone,hewroteatoncetohisagentinLondontomakeinquiries,inclosingtheaddressonthegoverness”letter。Beforehecouldreceivetheagent”sreplythegovernessarrived。Sheproducedtheworstpossibleimpressiononhismind。Theagent”sletter,arrivingafewdayslater,confirmedhissuspicions。Sincewehadlostsightofher,thewomanhadledamostdisreputablelife。Myfatherspoketoherprivately:heoffered——onconditionofherleavingthehouse——asumofmoneytotakeherbacktoEngland。Ifsherefused,thealternativewouldbeanappealtotheauthoritiesandapublicscandal。Sheacceptedthemoney,andleftthehouse。OnherwaybacktoEnglandsheappearstohavestoppedatMetz。YouwillunderstandwhatsortofwomansheiswhenItellyouthatshewasseentheotherdayinatavernwithyourhandsomegroom,JosephRigobert。”

  Whilemyinformantwasrelatingthesecircumstances,mymemorywasatwork。IrecalledwhatFrancisRavenhadvaguelytoldusofhiswife”sexperienceinformerdaysasgovernessinaGermanfamily。

  Asuspicionofthetruthsuddenlyflashedacrossmymind。“Whatwasthewoman”sname?“Iasked。

  Mr。Beldheimer”ssonanswered:“AliciaWarlock。”

  IhadbutoneideawhenIheardthatreply——togetbacktomyhousewithoutamoment”sneedlessdelay。Itwasthenteno”clockatnight——thelasttraintoMetzhadleftlongsince。Iarrangedwithmyyoungfriend——afterdulyinforminghimofthecircumstances——

  thatIshouldgobythefirsttraininthemorning,insteadofstayingtobreakfastwiththeotherguestswhosleptinthehouse。

  AtintervalsduringthenightIwondereduneasilyhowthingsweregoingonatMaisonRouge。Againandagainthesamequestionoccurredtome,onmyjourneyhomeintheearlymorning——themorningofthefirstofMarch。Astheeventproved,butonepersoninmyhouseknewwhatreallyhappenedatthestablesonFrancisRaven”sbirthday。LetJosephRigoberttakemyplaceasnarrator,andtellthestoryoftheendtoYou——ashetoldit,intimespast,tohislawyerandtoMe。

  FOURTHANDLASTNARRATIVE

  STATEMENTOFJOSEPHRIGOBERT:ADDRESSEDTOTHEADVOCATEWHO

  DEFENDEDHIMATHISTRIAL

  RESPECTEDSIR,——Onthetwenty-seventhofFebruaryIwassent,onbusinessconnectedwiththestablesatMaisonRouge,tothecityofMetz。OnthepublicpromenadeImetamagnificentwoman。

  Complexion,blond。Nationality,English。Wemutuallyadmiredeachother;wefellintoconversation。ShespokeFrenchperfectly——

  withtheEnglishaccent。Iofferedrefreshment;myproposalwasaccepted。Wehadalongandinterestinginterview——wediscoveredthatweweremadeforeachother。Sofar,Whoistoblame?

  IsitmyfaultthatIamahandsomeman——universallyagreeableassuchtothefairsex?Isitacriminaloffensetobeaccessibletotheamiableweaknessoflove?Iaskagain,Whoistoblame?

  Clearly,nature。Notthebeautifullady——notmyhumbleself。

  Toresume。Themosthard-heartedpersonlivingwillunderstandthattwobeingsmadeforeachothercouldnotpossiblypartwithoutanappointmenttomeetagain。

  ImadearrangementsfortheaccommodationoftheladyinthevillagenearMaisonRouge。Sheconsentedtohonormewithhercompanyatsupper,inmyapartmentatthestables,onthenightofthetwenty-ninth。Thetimefixedonwasthetimewhentheotherservantswereaccustomedtoretire——eleveno”clock。

  AmongthegroomsattachedtothestableswasanEnglishman,laidupwithabrokenleg。HisnamewasFrancis。Hismannerswererepulsive;hewasignorantoftheFrenchlanguage。Inthekitchenhewentbythenicknameofthe“EnglishBear。”Strangetosay,hewasagreatfavoritewithmymasterandmymistress。Theyevenhumoredcertainsuperstitiousterrorstowhichthisrepulsivepersonwassubject——terrorsintothenatureofwhichI,asanadvancedfreethinker,neverthoughtitworthmywhiletoinquire。

  Ontheeveningofthetwenty-eighththeEnglishman,beingapreytotheterrorswhichIhavementioned,requestedthatoneofhisfellow-servantsmightsitupwithhimforthatnightonly。ThewishthatheexpressedwasbackedbyMr。Fairbank”sauthority。

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