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  ThefuneralofFatherOlavidawasattendedbyanextraordinarycircumstance。Hewasinterredinaneighboringconvent。andthereputationofhissanctity,joinedtotheinterestcausedbyhisextraordinarydeath,collectedvastnumbersattheceremony。Hisfuneralsermonwaspreachedbyamonkofdistinguishedeloquence,appointedforthepurpose。Torendertheeffectofhisdiscoursemorepowerful,thecorse,extendedonabier,withitsfaceuncovered,wasplacedintheaisle。Themonktookhistextfromoneoftheprophets,——Deathisgoneupintoourpalaces。Heexpatiatedonmortality,whoseapproach,whetherabruptorlingering,isalikeawfultoman——Hespokeofthevicisstudesofempireswithmucheloquenceandlearning,buthisaudiencewerenotobservedtobemuchaffected——Hecitedvariouspassagesfromthelivesofthesaints,descriptiveofthegloriesofmartyrdom,andtheheroismofthosewhohadbledandblazedforChristandhisblessedmother,buttheyappearedstillwaitingforsomethingtotouchthemmoredeeply。Whenheinveighedagainstthetyrantsunderwhosebloodypersecutionthoseholymensuffered,hishearerswererousedforamoment,foritisalwayseasiertoexciteapassionthanamoralfeeling。Butwhenhespokeofthedead,andpointedwithemphaticgesturetothecorse,asitlaybeforethemcoldandmotionless,everyeyewasfixed,andeveryearbecameattentive。Eventhelovers,who,underpretenseofdippingtheirfingersintotheholywater,werecontrivingtoexchangeamorousbillets,forboreforonemomentthisinterestingintercourse,tolistentothepreacher。Hedweltwithmuchenergyonthevirtuesofthedeceased,whomhedeclaredtobeaparticularfavoriteoftheVirgin。andenumeratingthevariouslossesthatwouldbecausedbyhisdeparturetothecommunitytowhichhebelonged,tosociety,andtoreligionatlarge。heatlastworkeduphimselftoavehementexpostulationwiththeDeityontheoccasion。Whyhastthou,heexclaimed,whyhastthou,OhGod!thusdealtwithus?

  Whyhastthousnatchedfromoursightthisglorioussaint,whosemerits,ifproperlyapplied,doubtlesswouldhavebeensufficienttoatonefortheapostasyofSt。Peter,theoppositionofSt。Paulprevioustohisconversion,andeventhetreacheryofJudashimself?Whyhastthou,OhGod!snatchedhimfromus?——andadeepandhollowvoicefromamongthecongregationanswered,——Becausehedeservedhisfate。Themurmursofapprobationwithwhichthecongregationhonoredthisapostrophehalfdrownedthisextraordinaryinterruption。andthoughtherewassomelittlecommotionintheimmediatevicinityofthespeaker,therestoftheaudiencecontinuedtolistenintently。What,proceededthepreacher,pointingtothecorse,whathathlaidtheethere,servantofGod?——Pride,ignorance,andfear,answeredthesamevoice,inaccentsstillmorethrilling。Thedisturbancenowbecameuniversal。Thepreacherpaused,andacircleopening,disclosedthefigureofamonkbelongingtotheconvent,whostoodamongthem……

  Afteralltheusualmodesofadmonition,exhortation,anddisciplinehadbeenemployed,andthebishopofthediocese,who,underthereportoftheseextraordinarycircumstances,hadvisitedtheconventinpersontoobtainsomeexplanationfromthecontumaciousmonkinvain,itwasagreed,inachapterextraordinary,tosurrenderhimtothepoweroftheInquisition。

  Hetestifiedgreathorrorwhenthisdeterminationwasmadeknowntohim,——andofferedtotelloverandoveragainallthatheCOULD

  relateofthecauseofFatherOlavida’sdeath。Hishumiliation,andrepeatedoffersofconfession,cametoolate。HewasconveyedtotheInquisition。Theproceedingsofthattribunalarerarelydisclosed,butthereisasecretreportIcannotanswerforitstruthofwhathesaidandsufferedthere。Onhisfirstexamination,hesaidhewouldrelateallheCOULD。Hewastoldthatwasnotenough,hemustrelateallheknew……

  WhydidyoutestifysuchhorroratthefuneralofFatherOlavida?——Everyonetestifiedhorrorandgriefatthedeathofthatvenerableecclesiastic,whodiedintheodorofsanctity。HadIdoneotherwise,itmighthavebeenreckonedaproofofmyguilt。

  Whydidyouinterruptthepreacherwithsuchextraordinaryexclamations?——Tothisnoanswer。Whydoyourefusetoexplainthemeaningofthoseexclamations?——Noanswer。Whydoyoupersistinthisobstinateanddangeroussilence?Look,Ibeseechyou,brother,atthecrossthatissuspendedagainstthiswall,

  andtheInquisitorpointedtothelargeblackcrucifixatthebackofthechairwherehesat。onedropofthebloodshedtherecanpurifyyoufromallthesinyouhaveevercommitted。butallthatblood,combinedwiththeintercessionoftheQueenofHeaven,andthemeritsofallitsmartyrs,nay,eventheabsolutionofthePope,cannotdeliveryoufromthecurseofdyinginunrepentedsin——Whatsin,then,haveIcommitted?——Thegreatestofallpossiblesins。yourefuseansweringthequestionsputtoyouatthetribunalofthemostholyandmercifulInquisition——youwillnottelluswhatyouknowconcerningthedeathofFatherOlavida——I

  havetoldyouthatIbelieveheperishedinconsequenceofhisignoranceandpresumption。Whatproofcanyouproduceofthat?——

  Hesoughttheknowledgeofasecretwithheldfromman。Whatwasthat?——Thesecretofdiscoveringthepresenceoragencyoftheevilpower。Doyoupossessthatsecret?——Aftermuchagitationonthepartoftheprisoner,hesaiddistinctly,butveryfaintly,Mymasterforbidsmetodiscloseit。IfyourmasterwereJesusChrist,hewouldnotforbidyoutoobeythecommands,oranswerthequestionsoftheInquisition——Iamnotsureofthat。

  Therewasageneraloutcryofhorroratthesewords。Theexaminationthenwenton。IfyoubelievedOlavidatobeguiltyofanypursuitsorstudiescondemnedbyourmotherthechurch,whydidyounotdenouncehimtotheInquisition?——BecauseIbelievedhimnotlikelytobeinjuredbysuchpursuits。hismindwastooweak,——

  hediedinthestruggle,saidtheprisonerwithgreatemphasis。

  Youbelieve,then,itrequiresstrengthofmindtokeepthoseabominablesecrets,whenexaminedastotheirnatureandtendency?——No,Iratherimaginestrengthofbody。Weshalltrythatpresently,saidanInquisitor,givingasignalforthetorture……

  Theprisonerunderwentthefirstandsecondapplicationswithunshrinkingcourage,butontheinflictionofthewater-torture,whichisindeedinsupportabletohumanity,eithertosufferorrelate,heexclaimedinthegaspinginterval,hewoulddiscloseeverything。Hewasreleased,refreshed,restored,andthefollowingdayutteredthefollowingremarkableconfession……

  TheoldSpanishwomanfurtherconfessedtoStanton,that……

  andthattheEnglishmancertainlyhadbeenseenintheneighborhoodsince——seen,asshehadheard,thatverynight。GreatG——d!

  exclaimedStanton,asherecollectedthestrangerwhosedemoniaclaughhadsoappalledhim,whilegazingonthelifelessbodiesofthelovers,whomthelightninghadstruckandblasted。

  Asthemanuscript,afterafewblottedandillegiblepages,becamemoredistinct,Melmothreadon,perplexedandunsatisfied,notknowingwhatconnectionthisSpanishstorycouldhavewithhisancestor,whom,however,herecognizedunderthetitleoftheEnglishman。andwonderinghowStantoncouldhavethoughtitworthhiswhiletofollowhimtoIreland,writealongmanuscriptaboutaneventthatoccurredinSpain,andleaveitinthehandsofhisfamily,toverifyuntruethings,inthelanguageofDogberry,——

  hiswonderwasdiminished,thoughhiscuriositywasstillmoreinflamed,bytheperusalofthenextlines,whichhemadeoutwithsomedifficulty。ItseemsStantonwasnowinEngland……

  Abouttheyear1677,StantonwasinLondon,hismindstillfullofhismysteriouscountryman。Thisconstantsubjectofhiscontemplationshadproducedavisiblechangeinhisexterior,——hiswalkwaswhatSallusttellsusofCatiline’s,——hiswere,too,thefaedioculi。Hesaidtohimselfeverymoment,IfIcouldbuttracethatbeing,Iwillnotcallhimman,——andthenextmomenthesaid,andwhatifIcould?Inthisstateofmind,itissingularenoughthathemixedconstantlyinpublicamusements,butitistrue。Whenonefiercepassionisdevouringthesoul,wefeelmorethaneverthenecessityofexternalexcitement。andourdependenceontheworldfortemporaryreliefincreasesindirectproportiontoourcontemptoftheworldandallitsworks。Hewentfrequentlytothetheaters,THENfashionable,whenThefairsatpantingatacourtier’splay,Andnotamaskwentunimprovedaway……

  Itwasthatmemorablenight,when,accordingtothehistoryoftheveteranBetterton,*Mrs。Barry,whopersonatedRoxana,hadagreen-

  roomsquabblewithMrs。Bowtell,therepresentativeofStatira,aboutaveil,whichthepartialityofthepropertymanadjudgedtothelatter。Roxanasuppressedherragetillthefifthact,when,stabbingStatira,sheaimedtheblowwithsuchforceastopiercethroughherstays,andinflictaseverethoughnotdangerouswound。

  Mrs。Bowtellfainted,theperformancewassuspended,and,inthecommotionwhichthisincidentcausedinthehouse,manyoftheaudiencerose,andStantonamongthem。Itwasatthismomentthat,inaseatoppositetohim,hediscoveredtheobjectofhissearchforfouryears,——theEnglishmanwhomhehadmetintheplainsofValencia,andwhomhebelievedthesamewiththesubjectoftheextraordinarynarrativehehadheardthere。

  *VideBetterton’sHistoryoftheStage。

  Hewasstandingup。Therewasnothingparticularorremarkableinhisappearance,buttheexpressionofhiseyescouldneverbemistakenorforgotten。TheheartofStantonpalpitatedwithviolence,——amistoverspreadhiseye,——anamelessanddeadlysickness,accompaniedwithacreepingsensationineverypore,fromwhichcolddropsweregushing,announcedthe……

  Beforehehadwellrecovered,astrainofmusic,soft,solemn,anddelicious,breathedroundhim,audiblyascendingfromtheground,andincreasinginsweetnessandpowertillitseemedtofillthewholebuilding。Underthesuddenimpulseofamazementandpleasure,heinquiredofsomearoundhimfromwhencethoseexquisitesoundsarose。But,bythemannerinwhichhewasanswered,itwasplainthatthoseheaddressedconsideredhiminsane。and,indeed,theremarkablechangeinhisexpressionmightwelljustifythesuspicion。HethenrememberedthatnightinSpain,whenthesamesweetandmysterioussoundswereheardonlybytheyoungbridegroomandbride,ofwhomthelatterperishedonthatverynight。AndamIthentobethenextvictim?thoughtStanton。andarethosecelestialsounds,thatseemtoprepareusforheaven,onlyintendedtoannouncethepresenceofanincarnatefiend,whomocksthedevotedwith’airsfromheaven,’whilehepreparestosurroundthemwith’blastsfromhell’?Itisverysingularthatatthismoment,whenhisimaginationhadreacheditshighestpitchofelevation,——whentheobjecthehadpursuedsolongandfruitlessly,hadinonemomentbecomeasitweretangibletothegraspbothofmindandbody,——whenthisspirit,withwhomhehadwrestledindarkness,wasatlastabouttodeclareitsname,thatStantonbegantofeelakindofdisappointmentatthefutilityofhispursuits,likeBruceatdiscoveringthesourceoftheNile,orGibbononconcludinghisHistory。Thefeelingwhichhehaddweltonsolong,thathehadactuallyconverteditintoaduty,wasafterallmerecuriosity。butwhatpassionismoreinsatiable,ormorecapableofgivingakindofromanticgrandeurtoallitswanderingsandeccentricities?Curiosityisinonerespectlikelove,italwayscompromisesbetweentheobjectandthefeeling。andprovidedthelatterpossessessufficientenergy,nomatterhowcontemptibletheformermaybe。AchildmighthavesmiledattheagitationofStanton,causedasitwasbytheaccidentalappearanceofastranger。butnoman,inthefullenergyofhispassions,wasthere,butmusthavetrembledatthehorribleagonyofemotionwithwhichhefeltapproaching,withsuddenandirresistiblevelocity,thecrisisofhisdestiny。

  Whentheplaywasover,hestoodforsomemomentsinthedesertedstreets。Itwasabeautifulmoonlightnight,andhesawnearhimafigure,whoseshadow,projectedhalfacrossthestreettherewerenoflaggedwaysthen,chainsandpostsweretheonlydefenseofthefootpassenger,appearedtohimofgiganticmagnitude。Hehadbeensolongaccustomedtocontendwiththesephantomsoftheimagination,thathetookakindofstubborndelightinsubduingthem。Hewalkeduptotheobject,andobservingtheshadowonlywasmagnified,andthefigurewastheordinaryheightofman,heapproachedit,anddiscoveredtheveryobjectofhissearch,——themanwhomhehadseenforamomentinValencia,and,afterasearchoffouryears,recognizedatthetheater……

  Youwereinquestofme?——Iwas。Haveyouanythingtoinquireofme?——Much。Speak,then——Thisisnoplace。Noplace!

  poorwretch,Iamindependentoftimeandplace。Speak,ifyouhaveanythingtoaskortolearn——Ihavemanythingstoask,butnothingtolearn,Ihope,fromyou。Youdeceiveyourself,butyouwillbeundeceivedwhennextwemeet——Andwhenshallthatbe?saidStanton,graspinghisarm。nameyourhourandyourplace。Thehourshallbemidday,answeredthestranger,withahorridandunintelligiblesmile。andtheplaceshallbethebarewallsofamadhouse,whereyoushallriserattlinginyourchains,andrustlingfromyourstraw,togreetme,——yetstillyoushallhaveTHECURSEOFSANITY,andofmemory。Myvoiceshallringinyourearstillthen,andtheglanceoftheseeyesshallbereflectedfromeveryobject,animateorinanimate,tillyoubeholdthemagain——Isitundercircumstancessohorriblewearetomeetagain?saidStanton,shrinkingunderthefull-lightedblazeofthosedemoneyes。Inever,saidthestranger,inanemphatictone,——Ineverdesertmyfriendsinmisfortune。Whentheyareplungedinthelowestabyssofhumancalamity,theyaresuretobevisitedbyme……

  Thenarrative,whenMelmothwasagainabletotraceitscontinuation,describedStanton,someyearsafter,plungedinastatethemostdeplorable。

  Hehadbeenalwaysreckonedofasingularturnofmind,andthebeliefofthis,aggravatedbyhisconstanttalkofMelmoth,hiswildpursuitofhim,hisstrangebehavioratthetheater,andhisdwellingonthevariousparticularsoftheirextraordinarymeetings,withalltheintensityofthedeepestconvictionwhilehenevercouldimpressthemonanyone’sconvictionbuthisown,suggestedtosomeprudentpeopletheideathathewasderanged。

  Theirmalignityprobablytookpartwiththeirprudence。TheselfishFrenchman*says,wefeelapleasureeveninthemisfortunesofourfriends,——aplusforteinthoseofourenemies。andaseveryoneisanenemytoamanofgeniusofcourse,thereportofStanton’smaladywaspropagatedwithinfernalandsuccessfulindustry。Stanton’snextrelative,aneedyunprincipledman,watchedthereportinitscirculation,andsawthesnaresclosingroundhisvictim。Hewaitedonhimonemorning,accompaniedbyapersonofagrave,thoughsomewhatrepulsiveappearance。Stantonwasasusualabstractedandrestless,and,afterafewmoments’

  conversation,heproposedadriveafewmilesoutofLondon,whichhesaidwouldreviveandrefreshhim。Stantonobjected,onaccountofthedifficultyofgettingahackneycoachforitissingularthatatthisperiodthenumberofprivateequipages,thoughinfinitelyfewerthantheyarenow,exceededthenumberofhiredones,andproposedgoingbywater。This,however,didnotsuitthekinsman’sviews。and,afterpretendingtosendforacarriagewhichwasinwaitingattheendofthestreet,Stantonandhiscompanionsenteredit,anddroveabouttwomilesoutofLondon。

  *Rochefoucauld。

  Thecarriagethenstopped。Come,Cousin,saidtheyoungerStanton,——comeandviewapurchaseIhavemade。Stantonabsentlyalighted,andfollowedhimacrossasmallpavedcourt。theotherpersonfollowed。Introth,Cousin,saidStanton,yourchoiceappearsnottohavebeendiscreetlymade。yourhousehassomewhatofagloomyaspect——Holdyoucontent,Cousin,repliedtheother。Ishalltakeorderthatyoulikeitbetter,whenyouhavebeensometimeadwellertherein。Someattendantsofameanappearance,andwithmostsuspiciousvisages,awaitedthemontheirentrance,andtheyascendedanarrowstaircase,whichledtoaroommeanlyfurnished。Waithere,saidthekinsman,tothemanwhoaccompaniedthem,tillIgoforcompanytodivertisemycousininhisloneliness。Theywereleftalone。Stantontooknonoticeofhiscompanion,butasusualseizedthefirstbooknearhim,andbegantoread。Itwasavolumeinmanuscript,——theywerethenmuchmorecommonthannow。

  Thefirstlinesstruckhimasindicatinginsanityinthewriter。

  ItwasawildproposalwrittenapparentlyafterthegreatfireofLondontorebuilditwithstone,andattemptingtoprove,onacalculationwild,false,andyetsometimesplausible,thatthiscouldbedoneoutofthecolossalfragmentsofStonehenge,whichthewriterproposedtoremoveforthatpurpose。Subjoinedwereseveralgrotesquedrawingsofenginesdesignedtoremovethosemassiveblocks,andinacornerofthepagewasanote,——Iwouldhavedrawnthesemoreaccurately,butwasnotallowedaKNIFEtomendmypen。

  Thenextwasentitled,AmodestproposalforthespreadingofChristianityinforeignparts,wherebyitishopeditsentertainmentwillbecomegeneralallovertheworld——Thismodestproposalwas,toconverttheTurkishambassadorswhohadbeeninLondonafewyearsbefore,byofferingthemtheirchoiceofbeingstrangledonthespot,orbecomingChristians。Ofcoursethewriterreckonedontheirembracingtheeasieralternative,buteventhiswastobecloggedwithaheavycondition,——namely,thattheymustbeboundbeforeamagistratetoconverttwentyMussulmansaday,ontheirreturntoTurkey。TherestofthepamphletwasreasonedverymuchintheconclusivestyleofCaptainBobadil,——

  thesetwentywillconverttwentymoreapiece,andthesetwohundredconverts,convertingtheirduenumberinthesametime,allTurkeywouldbeconvertedbeforetheGrandSigniorknewwherehewas。

  Thencomesthecoupd’eclat,——onefinemorning,everyminaretinConstantinoplewastoringoutwithbells,insteadofthecryoftheMuezzins。andtheImaum,comingouttoseewhatwasthematter,wastobeencounteredbytheArchbishopofCanterbury,inpontificalibus,performingCathedralserviceinthechurchofSt。

  Sophia,whichwastofinishthebusiness。Hereanobjectionappearedtoarise,whichtheingenuityofthewriterhadanticipated——Itmayberedargued,saithhe,bythosewhohavemorespleenthanbrain,thatforasmuchastheArchbishoppreachethinEnglish,hewillnottherebymuchedifytheTurkishfolk,whodoaltogetherholdinavaingabbleoftheirown。Butthistousehisownlanguageheevites,byjudiciouslyobserving,thatwhereservicewasperformedinanunknowntongue,thedevotionofthepeoplewasalwaysobservedtobemuchincreasedthereby。as,forinstance,inthechurchofRome,——thatSt。Augustine,withhismonks,advancedtomeetKingEthelbertsinginglitaniesinalanguagehismajestycouldnotpossiblyhaveunderstood,andconvertedhimandhiswholecourtonthespot——thatthesybillinebooks……

  Cummultisaliis。

  BetweenthepageswerecutmostexquisitelyinpaperthelikenessesofsomeoftheseTurkishambassadors。thehairofthebeards,inparticular,wasfeatheredwithadelicacyoftouchthatseemedtheworkoffairyfingers,——butthepagesendedwithacomplaintoftheoperator,thathisscissorshadbeentakenfromhim。However,heconsoledhimselfandthereaderwiththeassurance,thathewouldthatnightcatchamoonbeamasitenteredthroughthegrating,and,whenhehadwhetteditontheironknobsofhisdoor,woulddowonderswithit。Inthenextpagewasfoundamelancholyproofofpowerfulbutprostratedintellect。Itcontainedsomeinsanelines,ascribedtoLeethedramaticpoet,commencing,Othatmylungscouldbleatlikebutteredpease,&c。

  ThereisnoproofwhateverthatthesemiserablelineswerereallywrittenbyLee,exceptthatthemeasureisthefashionablequatrainoftheperiod。ItissingularthatStantonreadonwithoutsuspicionofhisowndanger,quiteabsorbedinthealbumofamadhouse,withouteverreflectingontheplacewherehewas,andwhichsuchcompositionstoomanifestlydesignated。

  Itwasafteralongintervalthathelookedround,andperceivedthathiscompanionwasgone。Bellswereunusualthen。Heproceededtothedoor,——itwasfastened。Hecalledaloud,——hisvoicewasechoedinamomentbymanyothers,butintonessowildanddiscordant,thathedesistedininvoluntaryterror。Asthedayadvanced,andnooneapproached,hetriedthewindow,andthenperceivedforthefirsttimeitwasgrated。Itlookedoutonthenarrowflaggedyard,inwhichnohumanbeingwas。andiftherehad,fromsuchabeingnohumanfeelingcouldhavebeenextracted。

  Sickeningwithunspeakablehorror,hesunkratherthansatdownbesidethemiserablewindow,andwishedforday……

  Atmidnighthestartedfromadoze,halfaswoon,halfasleep,whichprobablythehardnessofhisseat,andofthedealtableonwhichheleaned,hadnotcontributedtoprolong。

  Hewasincompletedarkness。thehorrorofhissituationstruckhimatonce,andforamomenthewasindeedalmostqualifiedforaninmateofthatdreadfulmansion。Hefelthiswaytothedoor,shookitwithdesperatestrength,andutteredthemostfrightfulcries,mixedwithexpostulationsandcommands。Hiscrieswereinamomentechoedbyahundredvoices。Inmaniacsthereisapeculiarmalignity,accompaniedbyanextraordinaryacutenessofsomeofthesenses,particularlyindistinguishingthevoiceofastranger。

  Thecriesthatheheardoneverysideseemedlikeawildandinfernalyellofjoy,thattheirmansionofmiseryhadobtainedanothertenant。

  Hepaused,exhausted,——aquickandthunderingstepwasheardinthepassage。Thedoorwasopened,andamanofsavageappearancestoodattheentrance,——twomorewereseenindistinctlyinthepassage。

  Releaseme,villain!——Stop,myfinefellow,what’sallthisnoisefor?WhereamI?Whereyououghttobe。Willyoudaretodetainme?——Yes,andalittlemorethanthat,answeredtheruffian,applyingaloadedhorsewhiptohisbackandshoulders,tillthepatientsoonfelltothegroundconvulsedwithrageandpain。Nowyouseeyouarewhereyououghttobe,repeatedtheruffian,brandishingthehorsewhipoverhim,andnowtaketheadviceofafriend,andmakenomorenoise。Theladsarereadyforyouwiththedarbies,andthey’llclinkthemoninthecrackofthiswhip,unlessyoupreferanothertouchofitfirst。Theythenwereadvancingintotheroomashespoke,withfettersintheirhandsstraitwaistcoatsbeingthenlittleknownorused,andshowed,bytheirfrightfulcountenancesandgestures,nounwillingnesstoapplythem。TheirharshrattleonthestonepavementmadeStanton’sbloodruncold。theeffect,however,wasuseful。Hehadthepresenceofmindtoacknowledgehissupposed

  miserablecondition,tosupplicatetheforbearanceoftheruthlesskeeper,andpromisecompletesubmissiontohisorders。Thispacifiedtheruffian,andheretired。

  Stantoncollectedallhisresolutiontoencounterthehorriblenight。hesawallthatwasbeforehim,andsummonedhimselftomeetit。Aftermuchagitateddeliberation,heconceiveditbesttocontinuethesameappearanceofsubmissionandtranquillity,hopingthatthushemightintimeeitherpropitiatethewretchesinwhosehandshewas,or,byhisapparentinoffensiveness,procuresuchopportunitiesofindulgence,asmightperhapsultimatelyfacilitatehisescape。Hethereforedeterminedtoconducthimselfwiththeutmosttranquillity,andnevertolethisvoicebeheardinthehouse。andhelaiddownseveralotherresolutionswithadegreeofprudencewhichhealreadyshudderedtothinkmightbethecunningofincipientmadness,orthebeginningresultofthehorridhabitsoftheplace。

  Theseresolutionswereputtodesperatetrialthatverynight。

  JustnexttoStanton’sapartmentwerelodgedtwomostuncongenialneighbors。Oneofthemwasapuritanicalweaver,whohadbeendrivenmadbyasinglesermonfromthecelebratedHughPeters,andwassenttothemadhouseasfullofelectionandreprobationashecouldhold,——andfuller。Heregularlyrepeatedoverthefivepointswhiledaylightlasted,andimaginedhimselfpreachinginaconventiclewithdistinguishedsuccess。towardtwilighthisvisionsweremoregloomy,andatmidnighthisblasphemiesbecamehorrible。

  Intheoppositecellwaslodgedaloyalisttailor,whohadbeenruinedbygivingcredittothecavaliersandtheirladies,——foratthistime,andmuchlater,downtothereignofAnne,tailorswereemployedbyfemaleseventomakeandfitontheirstays,——whohadrunmadwithdrinkandloyaltyontheburningoftheRump,andeversincehadmadethecellsofthemadhouseechowithfragmentsoftheill-fatedColonelLovelace’ssong,scrapsfromCowley’sCutterofColemanstreet,andsomecuriousspecimensfromMrs。AphraBehn’splays,wherethecavaliersaredenominatedtheheroicks,andLadyLambertandLadyDesboroughrepresentedasgoingtomeeting,theirlargeBiblescarriedbeforethembytheirpages,andfallinginlovewithtwobanishedcavaliersbytheway。Thevoiceinwhichheshriekedoutsuchwordswaspowerfullyhorrible,butitwaslikethemoanofaninfantcomparedtothevoicewhichtookupandreechoedthecry,inatonethatmadethebuildingshake。Itwasthevoiceofamaniac,whohadlostherhusband,children,subsistence,andfinallyherreason,inthedreadfulfireofLondon。Thecryoffireneverfailedtooperatewithterriblepunctualityonherassociations。Shehadbeeninadisturbedsleep,andnowstartedfromitassuddenlyasonthatdreadfulnight。ItwasSaturdaynighttoo,andshewasalwaysobservedtobeparticularlyviolentonthatnight,——itwastheterribleweeklyfestivalofinsanitywithher。Shewasawake,andbusyinamomentescapingfromtheflames。andshedramatizedthewholescenewithsuchhideousfidelity,thatStanton’sresolutionwasfarmoreindangerfromherthanfromthebattlebetweenhisneighborsTestimonyandHothead。Shebeganexclaimingshewassuffocatedbythesmoke。thenshesprungfromherbed,callingforalight,andappearedtobestruckbythesuddenglarethatburstthroughhercasement——Thelastday,sheshrieked,Thelastday!Theveryheavensareonfire!——ThatwillnotcometilltheManofSinbefirstdestroyed,criedtheweaver。thouravestoflightandfire,andyetthouartinutterdarkness——Ipitythee,poormadsoul,I

  pitythee!Themaniacneverheededhim。sheappearedtobescramblingupastaircasetoherchildren’sroom。Sheexclaimedshewasscorched,singed,suffocated。hercourageappearedtofail,andsheretreated。Butmychildrenarethere!shecriedinavoiceofunspeakableagony,assheseemedtomakeanothereffort。

  hereIam——hereIamcometosaveyou——OhGod!Theyareallblazing!——Takethisarm——no,notthat,itisscorchedanddisabled——

  well,anyarm——takeholdofmyclothes——no,theyareblazingtoo!——

  Well,takemeallonfireasIam!——Andtheirhair,howithisses!——Water,onedropofwaterformyyoungest——heisbutaninfant——formyyoungest,andletmeburn!Shepausedinhorridsilence,towatchthefallofablazingrafterthatwasabouttoshatterthestaircaseonwhichshestood——Theroofhasfallenonmyhead!sheexclaimed。Theearthisweak,andalltheinhabitantsthereof,chantedtheweaver。Ibearupthepillarsofit。

  Themaniacmarkedthedestructionofthespotwhereshethoughtshestoodbyonedesperatebound,accompaniedbyawildshriek,andthencalmlygazedonherinfantsastheyrolledoverthescorchingfragments,andsunkintotheabyssoffirebelow。Theretheygo,——

  one——two——three——all!andhervoicesunkintolowmutterings,andherconvulsionsintofaint,coldshudderings,likethesobbingsofaspentstorm,assheimaginedherselftostandinsafetyanddespair,amidthethousandhouselesswretchesassembledinthesuburbsofLondononthedreadfulnightsafterthefire,withoutfood,roof,orraiment,allgazingontheburningruinsoftheirdwellingsandtheirproperty。Sheseemedtolistentotheircomplaints,andevenrepeatedsomeofthemveryaffectingly,butinvariablyansweredthemwiththesamewords,ButIhavelostallmychildren——all!Itwasremarkable,thatwhenthissuffererbegantorave,alltheothersbecamesilent。Thecryofnaturehushedeveryothercry,——shewastheonlypatientinthehousewhowasnotmadfrompolitics,religion,ebriety,orsomepervertedpassion。andterrifyingastheoutbreakofherfrenzyalwayswas,Stantonusedtoawaititasakindofrelieffromthedissonant,melancholy,andludicrousravingsoftheothers。

  Buttheutmosteffortsofhisresolutionbegantosinkunderthecontinuedhorrorsoftheplace。Theimpressiononhissensesbegantodefythepowerofreasontoresistthem。Hecouldnotshutoutthesefrightfulcriesnightlyrepeated,northefrightfulsoundofthewhipemployedtostillthem。Hopebegantofailhim,asheobserved,thatthesubmissivetranquillitywhichhehadimagined,byobtainingincreasedindulgence,mightcontributetohisescape,orperhapsconvincethekeeperofhissanitywasinterpretedbythecallousruffian,whowasacquaintedonlywiththevarietiesofMADNESS,asamorerefinedspeciesofthatcunningwhichhewaswellaccustomedtowatchandbaffle。

  Onhisfirstdiscoveryofhissituation,hehaddeterminedtotaketheutmostcareofhishealthandintellectthattheplaceallowed,asthesolebasisofhishopeofdeliverance。Butasthathopedeclined,heneglectedthemeansofrealizingit。Hehadatfirstrisenearly,walkedincessantlyabouthiscell,andavailedhimselfofeveryopportunityofbeingintheopenair。Hetookthestrictestcareofhispersoninpointofcleanliness,andwithorwithoutappetite,regularlyforceddownhismiserablemeals。andalltheseeffortswereevenpleasant,aslongashopepromptedthem。Butnowhebegantorelaxthemall。Hepassedhalfthedayinhiswretchedbed,inwhichhefrequentlytookhismeals,declinedshavingorchanginghislinen,and,whenthesunshoneintohiscell,heturnedfromitonhisstrawwithasighofheartbrokendespondency。Formerly,whentheairbreathedthroughhisgrating,heusedtosay,Blessedairofheaven,Ishallbreatheyouoncemoreinfreedom!——ReserveallyourfreshnessforthatdeliciouseveningwhenIshallinhaleyou,andbeasfreeasyoumyself。Nowwhenhefeltit,hesighedandsaidnothing。Thetwitterofthesparrows,thepatteringofrain,orthemoanofthewind,soundsthatheusedtositupinhisbedtocatchwithdelight,asremindinghimofnature,werenowunheeded。

  Hebeganattimestolistenwithsullenandhorriblepleasuretothecriesofhismiserablecompanions。Hebecamesqualid,listless,torpid,anddisgustinginhisappearance……

  Itwasoneofthosedismalnights,that,ashetossedonhisloathsomebed,——moreloathsomefromtheimpossibilitytoquititwithoutfeelingmoreunrest,——heperceivedthemiserablelightthatburnedinthehearthwasobscuredbytheinterventionofsomedarkobject。Heturnedfeeblytowardthelight,withoutcuriosity,withoutexcitement,butwithawishtodiversifythemonotonyofhismisery,byobservingtheslightestchangemadeevenaccidentallyintheduskyatmosphereofhiscell。BetweenhimandthelightstoodthefigureofMelmoth,justashehadseenhimfromthefirst。thefigurewasthesame。theexpressionofthefacewasthesame,——cold,stony,andrigid。theeyes,withtheirinfernalanddazzlingluster,werestillthesame。

  Stanton’srulingpassionrushedonhissoul。hefeltthisapparitionlikeasummonstoahighandfearfulencounter。Heheardhisheartbeataudibly,andcouldhaveexclaimedwithLee’sunfortunateheroine,——Itpantsascowardsdobeforeabattle。Ohthegreatmarchhassounded!

  Melmothapproachedhimwiththatfrightfulcalmnessthatmockstheterroritexcites。Myprophecyhasbeenfulfilled——yourisetomeetmerattlingfromyourchains,andrustlingfromyourstraw——amInotatrueprophet?Stantonwassilent。Isnotyoursituationverymiserable?——StillStantonwassilent。forhewasbeginningtobelievethisanillusionofmadness。Hethoughttohimself,Howcouldhehavegainedentrancehere?——Wouldyounotwishtobedeliveredfromit?Stantontossedonhisstraw,anditsrustlingseemedtoanswerthequestion。Ihavethepowertodeliveryoufromit。Melmothspokeveryslowlyandverysoftly,andthemelodioussmoothnessofhisvoicemadeafrightfulcontrasttothestonyrigorofhisfeatures,andthefiendlikebrilliancyofhiseyes。Whoareyou,andwhencecomeyou?saidStanton,inatonethatwasmeanttobeinterrogatoryandimperative,butwhich,fromhishabitsofsqualiddebility,wasatoncefeebleandquerulous。

  Hisintellecthadbecomeaffectedbythegloomofhismiserablehabitation,asthewretchedinmateofasimilarmansion,whenproducedbeforeamedicalexaminer,wasreportedtobeacompleteAlbino——Hisskinwasbleached,hiseyesturnedwhite。hecouldnotbearthelight。and,whenexposedtoit,heturnedawaywithamixtureofweaknessandrestlessness,morelikethewrithingsofasickinfantthanthestrugglesofaman。

  SuchwasStanton’ssituation。Hewasenfeeblednow,andthepoweroftheenemyseemedwithoutapossibilityofoppositionfromeitherhisintellectualorcorporealpowers……

  Ofalltheirhorribledialogue,onlythesewordswerelegibleinthemanuscript,Youknowmenow——Ialwaysknewyou——Thatisfalse。youimaginedyoudid,andthathasbeenthecauseofallthewild。ofthe……ofyourfinallybeinglodgedinthismansionofmisery,whereonlyIwouldseek,whereonlyIcansuccoryou——You,demon!——

  Demon!——Harshwords!——Wasitademonorahumanbeingplacedyouhere?——Listentome,Stanton。nay,wrapnotyourselfinthatmiserableblanket,——thatcannotshutoutmywords。Believeme,wereyoufoldedinthunderclouds,youmusthearME!Stanton,thinkofyourmisery。Thesebarewalls——whatdotheypresenttotheintellectortothesenses?——Whitewash,diversifiedwiththescrawlsofcharcoalorredchalk,thatyourhappypredecessorshaveleftforyoutotraceover。Youhaveatastefordrawing——Itrustitwillimprove。Andhere’sagrating,throughwhichthesunsquintsonyoulikeastepdame,andthebreezeblows,asifitmeanttotantalizeyouwithasighfromthatsweetmouth,whosekissyoumustneverenjoy。Andwhere’syourlibrary,——intellectualman,——traveledman?herepeatedinatoneofbitterderision。

  wherebeyourcompanions,yourpeakedmenofcountries,asyourfavoriteShakespearehasit?Youmustbecontentwiththespiderandtherat,tocrawlandscratchroundyourflockbed!IhaveknownprisonersintheBastilletofeedthemforcompanions,——whydon’tyoubeginyourtask?Ihaveknownaspidertodescendatthetapofafinger,andarattocomeforthwhenthedailymealwasbrought,toshareitwithhisfellowprisoner!——Howdelightfultohaveverminforyourguests!Aye,andwhenthefeastfailsthem,theymakeamealoftheirentertainer!——Youshudder——Areyou,then,thefirstprisonerwhohasbeendevouredalivebytheverminthatinfestedhiscell?——Delightfulbanquet,not’whereyoueat,butwhereyouareeaten’!Yourguests,however,willgiveyouonetokenofrepentancewhiletheyfeed。therewillbegnashingofteeth,andyoushallhearit,andfeelittooperchance!——Andthenformeals——Ohyouaredaintilyoff!——Thesoupthatthecathaslapped。andasherprogenyhasprobablycontributedtothehellbrothwhynot?Thenyourhoursofsolitude,deliciouslydiversifiedbytheyelloffamine,thehowlofmadness,thecrashofwhips,andthebroken-heartedsobofthosewho,likeyou,aresupposed,orDRIVENmadbythecrimesofothers!——Stanton,doyouimagineyourreasoncanpossiblyholdoutamidsuchscenes?——

  Supposingyourreasonwasunimpaired,yourhealthnotdestroyed,——

  supposeallthis,whichis,afterall,morethanfairsuppositioncangrant,guesstheeffectofthecontinuanceofthesescenesonyoursensesalone。Atimewillcome,andsoon,when,frommerehabit,youwillechothescreamofeverydeliriouswretchthatharborsnearyou。thenyouwillpause,claspyourhandsonyourthrobbinghead,andlistenwithhorribleanxietywhetherthescreamproceededfromYOUorTHEM。Thetimewillcome,when,fromthewantofoccupation,thelistlessandhorriblevacancyofyourhours,youwillfeelasanxioustohearthoseshrieks,asyouwereatfirstterrifiedtohearthem,——whenyouwillwatchfortheravingsofyournextneighbor,asyouwouldforasceneonthestage。Allhumanitywillbeextinguishedinyou。Theravingsofthesewretcheswillbecomeatonceyoursportandyourtorture。

  Youwillwatchforthesounds,tomockthemwiththegrimacesandbellowingsofafiend。Themindhasapowerofaccommodatingitselftoitssituation,thatyouwillexperienceinitsmostfrightfulanddeplorableefficacy。Thencomesthedreadfuldoubtofone’sownsanity,theterribleannouncerthatTHATdoubtwillsoonbecomefear,andTHATfearcertainty。PerhapsstillmoredreadfultheFEARwillatlastbecomeaHOPE,——shutoutfromsociety,watchedbyabrutalkeeper,writhingwithalltheimpotentagonyofanincarceratedmind,withoutcommunicationandwithoutsympathy,unabletoexchangeideasbutwiththosewhoseideasareonlythehideousspectersofdepartedintellect,oreventohearthewelcomesoundofthehumanvoice,excepttomistakeitforthehowlofafiend,andstoptheeardesecratedbyitsintrusion,——

  thenatlastyourfearwillbecomeamorefearfulhope。youwillwishtobecomeoneofthem,toescapetheagonyofconsciousness。

  Asthosewhohavelongleanedoveraprecipice,haveatlastfeltadesiretoplungebelow,torelievetheintolerabletemptationoftheirgiddiness,*youwillhearthemlaughamidtheirwildestparoxysms。youwillsay,’Doubtlessthosewretcheshavesomeconsolation,butIhavenone。mysanityismygreatestcurseinthisabodeofhorrors。Theygreedilydevourtheirmiserablemeals,whileIloathemine。Theysleepsometimessoundly,whilemysleepis——worsethantheirwaking。Theyarerevivedeverymorningbysomedeliciousillusionofcunningmadness,soothingthemwiththehopeofescaping,bafflingortormentingtheirkeeper。mysanityprecludesallsuchhope。IKNOWINEVERCANESCAPE,andthepreservationofmyfacultiesisonlyanaggravationofmysufferings。Ihavealltheirmiseries,——Ihavenoneoftheirconsolations。Theylaugh,——Ihearthem。wouldIcouldlaughlikethem。’Youwilltry,andtheveryeffortwillbeaninvocationtothedemonofinsanitytocomeandtakefullpossessionofyoufromthatmomentforever。

  *Afact,relatedtomebyapersonwhowasnearcommittingsuicideinasimilarsituation,toescapewhathecalledtheexcruciatingtortureofgiddiness。

  Therewereotherdetails,bothofthemenacesandtemptationsemployedbyMelmoth,whicharetoohorribleforinsertion。Oneofthemmayserveforaninstance。

  Youthinkthattheintellectualpowerissomethingdistinctfromthevitalityofthesoul,or,inotherwords,thatifevenyourreasonshouldbedestroyedwhichitnearlyis,yoursoulmightyetenjoybeatitudeinthefullexerciseofitsenlargedandexaltedfaculties,andallthecloudswhichobscuredthembedispelledbytheSunofRighteousness,inwhosebeamsyouhopetobaskforeverandever。Now,withoutgoingintoanymetaphysicalsubtletiesaboutthedistinctionbetweenmindandsoul,experiencemustteachyou,thattherecanbenocrimeintowhichmadmenwouldnot,anddonot,precipitatethemselves。mischiefistheiroccupation,malicetheirhabit,murdertheirsport,andblasphemytheirdelight。Whetherasoulinthisstatecanbeinahopefulone,itisforyoutojudge。butitseemstome,thatwiththelossofreasonandreasoncannotlongberetainedinthisplaceyoulosealsothehopeofimmortality——Listen,saidthetempter,pausing,listentothewretchwhoisravingnearyou,andwhoseblasphemiesmightmakeademonstart——Hewasonceaneminentpuritanicalpreacher。Halfthedayheimagineshimselfinapulpit,denouncingdamnationagainstPapists,Arminians,andevenSublapsarianshebeingaSupra-lapsarianhimself。Hefoams,hewrithes,hegnasheshisteeth。youwouldimaginehiminthehellhewaspainting,andthatthefireandbrimstoneheissolavishofwereactuallyexhalingfromhisjaws。Atnighthiscreedretaliatesonhim。hebelieveshimselfoneofthereprobateshehasbeenalldaydenouncing,andcursesGodfortheverydecreehehasalldaybeenglorifyingHimfor。

  He,whomhehasfortwelvehoursbeenvociferating’istheloveliestamongtenthousand,’becomestheobjectofdemoniachostilityandexecration。Hegrappleswiththeironpostsofhisbed,andsaysheisrootingoutthecrossfromtheveryfoundationsofCalvary。anditisremarkable,thatinproportionashismorningexercisesareintense,vivid,andeloquent,hisnightlyblasphemiesareoutrageousandhorrible——Hark!Nowhebelieveshimselfademon。listentohisdiabolicaleloquenceofhorror!

  Stantonlistened,andshuddered……

  Escape——escapeforyourlife,criedthetempter。breakforthintolife,liberty,andsanity。Yoursocialhappiness,yourintellectualpowers,yourimmortalinterests,perhaps,dependonthechoiceofthismoment——Thereisthedoor,andthekeyisinmyhand——Choose——choose!——Andhowcomesthekeyinyourhand?andwhatistheconditionofmyliberation?saidStanton……

  Theexplanationoccupiedseveralpages,which,tothetortureofyoungMelmoth,werewhollyillegible。Itseemed,however,tohavebeenrejectedbyStantonwiththeutmostrageandhorror,forMelmothatlastmadeout,——Begone,monster,demon!——begonetoyournativeplace。Eventhismansionofhorrortremblestocontainyou。

  itswallssweat,anditsfloorsquiver,whileyoutreadthem……

  Theconclusionofthisextraordinarymanuscriptwasinsuchastate,that,infifteenmoldyandcrumblingpages,Melmothcouldhardlymakeoutthatnumberoflines。Noantiquarian,unfoldingwithtremblinghandthecalcinedleavesofanHerculaneummanuscript,andhopingtodiscoversomelostlinesoftheAeneisinVirgil’sownautograph,oratleastsomeunutterableabominationofPetroniusorMartial,happilyelucidatoryofthemysteriesoftheSpintriae,ortheorgiesofthePhallicworshipers,everporedwithmorelucklessdiligence,orshookaheadofmorehopelessdespondencyoverhistask。Hecouldbutjustmakeoutwhattendedrathertoexcitethanassuagethatfeverishthirstofcuriositywhichwasconsuminghisinmostsoul。ThemanuscripttoldnomoreofMelmoth,butmentionedthatStantonwasfinallyliberatedfromhisconfinement,——thathispursuitofMelmothwasincessantandindefatigable,——thathehimselfallowedittobeaspeciesofinsanity,——thatwhileheacknowledgedittobethemasterpassion,healsofeltitthemastertormentofhislife。HeagainvisitedtheContinent,returnedtoEngland,——pursued,inquired,traced,bribed,butinvain。Thebeingwhomhehadmetthrice,undercircumstancessoextraordinary,hewasfatednevertoencounteragainINHISLIFETIME。Atlength,discoveringthathehadbeenborninIreland,heresolvedtogothere,——went,andfoundhispursuitagainfruitless,andhisinquiriesunanswered。Thefamilyknewnothingofhim,oratleastwhattheykneworimagined,theyprudentlyrefusedtodisclosetoastranger,andStantondepartedunsatisfied。Itisremarkable,thathetoo,asappearedfrommanyhalf-obliteratedpagesofthemanuscript,neverdisclosedtomortaltheparticularsoftheirconversationinthemadhouse。andtheslightestallusiontoitthrewhimintofitsofrageandgloomequallysingularandalarming。Heleftthemanuscript,however,inthehandsofthefamily,possiblydeeming,fromtheirincuriosity,theirapparentindifferencetotheirrelative,ortheirobviousunacquaintancewithreadingofanykind,manuscriptorbooks,hisdepositwouldbesafe。Heseems,infact,tohaveactedlikemen,who,indistressatsea,intrusttheirlettersanddispatchestoabottlesealed,andcommitittothewaves。Thelastlinesofthemanuscriptthatwerelegible,weresufficientlyextraordinary……

  Ihavesoughthimeverywhere——Thedesireofmeetinghimoncemoreisbecomeasaburningfirewithinme,——itisthenecessaryconditionofmyexistence。IhavevainlysoughthimatlastinIreland,ofwhichIfindheisanative——Perhapsourfinalmeetingwillbein……

  SuchwastheconclusionofthemanuscriptwhichMelmothfoundinhisuncle’scloset。Whenhehadfinishedit,hesunkdownonthetablenearwhichhehadbeenreadingit,hisfacehidinhisfoldedarms,hissensesreeling,hismindinamingledstateofstuporandexcitement。Afterafewmoments,heraisedhimselfwithaninvoluntarystart,andsawthepicturegazingathimfromitscanvas。Hewaswithinteninchesofitashesat,andtheproximityappearedincreasedbythestronglightthatwasaccidentallythrownonit,anditsbeingtheonlyrepresentationofahumanfigureintheroom。Melmothfeltforamomentasifhewereabouttoreceiveanexplanationfromitslips。

  Hegazedonitinreturn,——allwassilentinthehouse,——theywerealonetogether。Theillusionsubsidedatlength:andasthemindrapidlypassestooppositeextremes,herememberedtheinjunctionofhisuncletodestroytheportrait。Heseizedit——hishandshookatfirst,butthemolderingcanvasappearedtoassisthimintheeffort。Hetoreitfromtheframewithacryhalfterrific,halftriumphant,——itfellathisfeet,andheshudderedasitfell。

  Heexpectedtohearsomefearfulsounds,someunimaginablebreathingsofprophetichorror,followthisactofsacrilege,forsuchhefeltit,toteartheportraitofhisancestorfromhisnativewalls。Hepausedandlistened:——Therewasnovoice,noranythatanswered——butasthewrinkledandtorncanvasfelltothefloor,itsundulationsgavetheportraittheappearanceofsmiling。Melmothfelthorrorindescribableatthistransientandimaginaryresuscitationofthefigure。Hecaughtitup,rushedintothenextroom,tore,cut,andhackeditineverydirection,andeagerlywatchedthefragmentsthatburnedliketinderintheturffirewhichhadbeenlitinhisroom。AsMelmothsawthelastblaze,hethrewhimselfintobed,inhopeofadeepandintensesleep。Hehaddonewhatwasrequiredofhim,andfeltexhaustedbothinmindandbody。buthisslumberwasnotsosoundashehadhopedfor。Thesullenlightoftheturffire,burningbutneverblazing,disturbedhimeverymoment。Heturnedandturned,butstilltherewasthesameredlightglaringon,butnotilluminating,theduskyfurnitureoftheapartment。Thewindwashighthatnight,andasthecreakingdoorswungonitshinges,everynoiseseemedlikethesoundofahandstrugglingwiththelock,orofafootpausingonthethreshold。ButforMelmothnevercoulddecidewasitinadreamornot,thathesawthefigureofhisancestorappearatthedoor?——hesitatinglyashesawhimatfirstonthenightofhisuncle’sdeath,——sawhimentertheroom,approachhisbed,andheardhimwhisper,Youhaveburnedme,then。butthoseareflamesIcansurvive——Iamalive,——Iambesideyou。Melmothstarted,sprungfromhisbed,——itwasbroaddaylight。Helookedround,——therewasnohumanbeingintheroombuthimself。Hefeltaslightpaininthewristofhisrightarm。

  Helookedatit,itwasblackandblue,asfromtherecentgripeofastronghand。

  Balzac’stale,MelmothReconciled,inVol。IV。,furnishesasolutiontotheterribleproblemwhichMaturinhasstatedinthisstory——EDITOR’SNOTE。

  IntroductiontoAMysterywithaMoral

  ThenextMysteryStoryislikenootherinthesevolumes。Theeditor’sdefenseliesinthepleathatLaurenceSterneisnotlikeotherwritersofEnglish。Heiscertainlyoneoftheverygreatest。Yetnowadaysheisgenerallyunknown。Hisrollickingfrankness,hisaudaciousunconventionality,areenoughtoaccountfortheneglect。EventheeasymanneredEnglandof1760openeditseyesinhorrorwhenTristramShandyappeared。Amostunclericalclergyman,thepublicpronouncedtherectorofSuttonandprebendaryofYork。

  Besides,hisstylewasramblingtothelastdegree。Plotconcernedhimleastofallauthorsoffiction。

  Forinstance,itismorethandoubtfulthatthewhimsicalparsonreallyINTENDEDamoraltobereadintotheadventuresofhisSentimentalJourneythatfollowinthesepages。Heusedtodeclarethatheneverintendedanything——heneverknewwhitherhispenwasleading——therashimplement,onceinhand,waslikelytoflywithhimfromYorkshiretoItaly——ortoParis——oracrosstheroadtoUncleToby’s。andwhatcouldthehelplessauthordobutimproveeachoccasion?

  Sohereisonesuchoccasionthusimprovedbydisjointedsequels——heedless,onewouldsay,andyetglitteringwiththeunreturnablethrustofsubtlewit,orsofteningwithsimpleemotion,likeathousandimmortalpassagesofthisrandomphilosopher。

  EventheslightestturnsofSterne’spenbearinspiration。NolessacriticthanthesevereHazlittwassatisfiedthathisworksconsistonlyofbrilliantpassages。

  AndbecausetheeditorsofthepresentvolumesfoundaddedtoTheMysterynotonlyaSolutionbutanApplicationofworldlywisdom,andaContrastinSterne’sbestveinofquiethappiness——

  theyhavefeltemboldenedtoascribethepassageAMysterywithaMoral。

  AsregardstheApplication:Sterneknewwhereofhewrote。HesoughttheSouthofFranceforhealthin1762,andwasrunafterandfetedbythemostbrilliantcirclesofParisianlitterateurs。

  Thisforeignsojournfailedtocurehislungcomplaint,butsuggestedtheideatohimoftheramblingandcharmingSentimentalJourney。Onlythreeweeksafteritspublication,onMarch18,1768,SternediedaloneinhisLondonlodgings。

  Spiteofallthatmarredhisgenius,hisworkhaslivedandwil1

  live,ifonlyfortheexquisiteliteraryartwhichevermadegreatthingsoutoflittle——TheEDITOR。

  LaurenceSterneAMysterywithaMoralParisianExperienceofParsonYorick,onhisSentimentalJourney

  ARIDDLE

  Iremainedatthegateofthehotelforsometime,lookingateveryonewhopassedby,andformingconjecturesuponthem,tillmyattentiongotfixeduponasingleobject,whichconfoundedallkindofreasoninguponhim。

  Itwasatallfigureofaphilosophic,seriousadultlook,whichpassedandrepassedsedatelyalongthestreet,makingaturnofaboutsixtypacesoneachsideofthegateofthehotel。Themanwasaboutfifty-two,hadasmallcaneunderhisarm,wasdressedinadarkdrab-coloredcoat,waistcoat,andbreeches,whichseemedtohaveseensomeyears’service。Theywerestillclean,andtherewasalittleairoffrugalproprietethroughouthim。Byhispullingoffhishat,andhisattitudeofaccostingagoodmanyinhisway,Isawhewasaskingcharity。soIgotasousortwooutofmypocket,readytogivehimashetookmeinhisturn。Hepassedbymewithoutaskinganything,andyethedidnotgofivestepsfartherbeforeheaskedcharityofalittlewoman。Iwasmuchmorelikelytohavegivenofthetwo。Hehadscarcedonewiththewoman,whenhepulledhishatofftoanotherwhowascomingthesameway。Anancientgentlemancameslowly,andafterhimayoungsmartone。Heletthembothpassandaskednothing。Istoodobservinghimhalfanhour,inwhichtimehehadmadeadozenturnsbackwardandforward,andfoundthatheinvariablypursuedthesameplan。

  Thereweretwothingsverysingularinthiswhichsetmybraintowork,andtonopurpose。thefirstwas,whythemanshouldonlytellhisstorytothesex。andsecondly,whatkindofastoryitwasandwhatspeciesofeloquenceitcouldbewhichsoftenedtheheartsofthewomenwhichheknewitwastonopurposetopracticeuponthemen。

  Thereweretwoothercircumstanceswhichentangledthismystery。

  Theonewas,hetoldeverywomanwhathehadtosayinherear,andinawaywhichhadmuchmoretheairofasecretthanapetition。

  theotherwas,itwasalwayssuccessful——heneverstoppedawomanbutshepulledoutherpurseandimmediatelygavehimsomething。

  Icouldformnosystemtoexplainthephenomenon。

  Ihadgotariddletoamusemefortherestoftheevening,soI

  walkedupstairstomychamber。

  OVERHEARD

  Themanwhoeitherdisdainsorfearstowalkupadarkentrymaybeanexcellent,goodman,andfitforahundredthings,buthewillnotdotomakeasentimentaltraveler。IcountlittleofthemanythingsIseepassatbroadnoonday,inlargeandopenstreets。

  Natureisshy,andhatestoactbeforespectators。butinsuchanunobservablecorneryousometimesseeasingleshortsceneofhersworthallthesentimentsofadozenFrenchplayscompoundedtogether。andyettheyareABSOLUTELYfine,andwheneverIhaveamorebrilliantaffairuponmyhandsthancommon,astheysuitapreacherjustaswellasahero,Igenerallymakemysermonoutofthem,andforthetext,Cappadocia,PontusandAsia,PhrygiaandPamphilia,isasgoodasanyoneintheBible。

  Thereisalong,darkpassageissuingoutfromtheOperaComiqueintoanarrowstreet。Itistrodbyafewwhohumblywaitforafiacre*orwishtogetoffquietlyo’footwhentheoperaisdone。

  Attheendofit,towardthetheater,’tislightedbyasmallcandle,thelightofwhichisalmostlostbeforeyougethalfwaydown,butnearthedoor——itismoreforornamentthanuse——youseeitasafixedstaroftheleastmagnitude。itburns,butdoeslittlegoodtotheworldthatweknowof。

  *Hackneycoach。

  Inreturning[fromtheopera]alongthispassage,Idiscerned,asI

  approachedwithinfiveorsixpacesofthedoor,twoladiesstandingarminarmwiththeirbacksagainstthewall,waiting,asIimagined,forafiacre。Astheywerenextthedoor,Ithoughttheyhadapriorright,soIedgedmyselfupwithinayardorlittlemoreofthem,andquietlytookmystand。Iwasinblackandscarceseen。

  Theladynextmewasatall,leanfigureofawomanofaboutthirty-six。theother,ofthesamesizeandmakeofaboutforty。

  Therewasnomarkofwifeorwidowinanyonepartofeitherofthem。Theyseemedtobetwouprightvestalsisters,unsappedbycaresses,unbrokeinuponbytendersalutations。Icouldhavewishedtohavemadethemhappy。Theirhappinesswasdestined,thatnight,tocomefromanotherquarter。

  Alowvoicewithagoodturnofexpressionandsweetcadenceattheendofit,beggedforatwelve-souspiecebetweenthemfortheloveofheaven。Ithoughtitsingularthatabeggarshouldfixthequotaofanalms,andthatthesumshouldbetwelvetimesasmuchaswhatisusuallygiveninthedark。Theybothseemedastonishedatitasmuchasmyself。Twelvesous,saidone。Atwelve-souspiece,saidtheother,andmadenoreply。

  Thepoormansaidheknewnothowtoasklessofladiesoftheirrank,andboweddownhisheadtotheground。

  Pooh!saidthey,wehavenomoney。

  Thebeggarremainedsilentforamomentortwo,andrenewedhissupplication。

  Donot,myfairyoungladies,saidhe,stopyourgoodearsagainstme。

  Uponmyword,honestman,saidtheyounger,wehavenochange。

  ThenGodblessyou,saidthepoorman,andmultiplythosejoyswhichyoucangivetootherswithoutchange。

  Iobservedtheoldersisterputherhandintoherpocket。Iwillsee,saidshe,ifIhaveasous。

  Asous!Givetwelve,saidthesuppliant。Naturehasbeenbountifultoyou。bebountifultoapoorman。

  Iwould,friend,withallmyheart,saidtheyounger,ifIhadit。

  Myfaircharitable,saidhe,addressinghimselftotheelder,whatisitbutyourgoodnessandhumanitywhichmakeyourbrighteyessosweetthattheyoutshinethemorningeveninthisdarkpassage?AndwhatwasitwhichmadetheMarquisdeSanterreandhisbrothersaysomuchofyouboth,astheyjustpassedby?

  Thetwoladiesseemedmuchaffected,andimpulsivelyatthesametimetheyputtheirhandsintotheirpocketsandeachtookoutatwelve-souspiece。

  Thecontestbetweenthemandthepoorsuppliantwasnomore。Itwascontinuedbetweenthemselveswhichofthetwoshouldgivethetwelve-souspieceincharity,and,toendthedispute,theybothgaveittogether,andthemanwentaway。

  SOLUTION

  Isteppedhastilyafterhim。itwastheverymanwhosesuccessinaskingcharityofthewomanbeforethedoorofthehotelhadsopuzzledme,andIfoundatoncehissecret,oratleastthebasisofit:itwasflattery。

  Deliciousessence!howrefreshingartthoutoNature!Howstronglyareallitspowersandallitsweaknessesonthyside!Howsweetlydostthoumixwiththeblood,andhelpitthroughthemostdifficultandtortuouspassagestotheheart!

  Thepoorman,ashewasnotstraitenedfortime,hadgivenithereinalargerdose。Itiscertainhehadawayofbringingitintolessformforthemanysuddencauseshehadtodowithinthestreets。buthowhecontrivedtocorrect,sweeten,concenter,andqualifyit——Ivexnotmyspiritwiththeinquiry。Itisenough,thebeggargainedtwotwelve-souspieces,andtheycanbesttelltherestwhohavegainedmuchgreatermattersbyit。

  APPLICATION

  Wegetforwardintheworldnotsomuchbydoingservicesasreceivingthem。Youtakeawitheringtwigandputitintheground,andthenyouwateritbecauseyouhaveplantedit。

  MonsieurleComtedeB——,merelybecausehehaddonemeonekindnessintheaffairofmypassport,wouldgoonanddomeanotherthefewdayshewasatParis,inmakingmeknowntoafewpeopleofrank。andtheyweretopresentmetoothers,andsoon。

  IhadgotmasterofmySECRETjustintimetoturnthesehonorstosomelittleaccount。otherwise,asiscommonlythecase,Ishouldhavedinedorsuppedasingletimeortworound,andthenbyTRANSLATINGFrenchlooksandattitudesintoplainEnglish,IshouldpresentlyhaveseenthatIhadgotholdofthecouvert*ofsomemoreentertainingguest。andincourseoftimeshouldhaveresignedallmyplacesoneafteranother,merelyupontheprinciplethatI

  couldnotkeepthem。Asitwas,thingsdidnotgomuchamiss。

  *Plate,napkin,knife,fork,andspoon。

  IhadthehonorofbeingintroducedtotheoldMarquisdeB。

  IndaysofyorehehadsignalizedhimselfbysomesmallfeatsofchivalryintheCourd’Amour,andhaddressedhimselfouttotheideaoftiltsandtournamentseversince。TheMarquisdeB——

  wishedtohaveitthoughttheaffairwassomewhereelsethaninhisbrain。HecouldliketotakeatriptoEngland,andaskedmuchoftheEnglishladies。Staywhereyouare,Ibeseechyou,MonsieurleMarquis,saidI。LesMessieursAnglaiscanscarcegetakindlookfromthemasitis。Themarquisinvitedmetosupper。

  M。P——,thefarmer-general,wasjustasinquisitiveaboutourtaxes。Theywereveryconsiderable,heheard。Ifweknewbuthowtocollectthem,saidI,makinghimalowbow。

  IcouldneverhavebeeninvitedtoM。P——’sconcertsuponanyotherterms。

  IhadbeenmisrepresentedtoMme。deQ——asanesprit——Mme。deQ——

  wasanespritherself。sheburnedwithimpatiencetoseemeandhearmetalk。IhadnottakenmyseatbeforeIsawshedidnotcareasouwhetherIhadanywitorno。Iwasletintobeconvincedshehad。IcallHeaventowitnessIneveronceopenedthedoorofmylips。

  Mme。deV——vowedtoeverycreatureshemet,Shehadneverhadamoreimprovingconversationwithamaninherlife。

  TherearethreeepochsintheempireofaFrenchwoman——sheiscoquette,thendeist,thendevote。Theempireduringtheseisneverlost——sheonlychangeshersubjects。Whenthirty-fiveyearsandmorehaveunpeopledherdominionoftheslavesoflovesherepeoplesitwithslavesofinfidelity,and,thenwiththeslavesofthechurch。

  Mme。deV——wasvibratingbetweenthefirstoftheseepochs。thecoloroftherosewasfadingfastaway。sheoughttohavebeenadeistfiveyearsbeforethetimeIhadthehonortopaymyfirstvisit。

  Sheplacedmeuponthesamesofawithherforthesakeofdisputingthepointofreligionmoreclosely。Inshort,Mme。deV——toldmeshebelievednothing。

  ItoldMme。deV——itmightbeherprinciple,butIwassureitcouldnotbeherinterest,toleveltheoutworks,withoutwhichI

  couldnotconceivehowsuchacitadelasherscouldbedefended。

  thattherewasnotamoredangerousthingintheworldthanforabeautytobeadeist。thatitwasadebtIowedmycreednottoconcealitfromher。thatIhadnotbeenfiveminutesuponthesofabesideherbeforeIhadbeguntoformdesigns。andwhatisitbutthesentimentsofreligion,andthepersuasiontheyhadexistedinherbreast,whichcouldhavecheckedthemastheyroseup?

  Wearenotadamant,saidI,takingholdofherhand,andthereisneedofallrestraintstillageinherowntimestealsinandlaysthemonus。but,mydearlady,saidI,kissingherhand,itistoo——toosoon。

  IdeclareIhadthecreditalloverParisofunpervertingMme。deV。SheaffirmedtoM。D——andtheAbbeM——thatinonehalfhourIhadsaidmoreforrevealedreligionthanalltheirencyclopaediahadsaidagainstit。IwaslisteddirectlyintoMme。

  deV——o’scoterie,andsheputofftheepochofdeismfortwoyears。

  Irememberitwasinthiscoterie,inthemiddleofadiscourse,inwhichIwasshowingthenecessityofafirstcause,thattheyoungCountdeFaineanttookmebythehandtothefarthestcorneroftheroom,totellmethatmysolitairewaspinnedtoostraitaboutmyneck。Itshouldbeplusbadinant,saidthecount,lookingdownuponhisown。butaword,M。Yorick,tothewise——

  Andfromthewise,M。leComte,repliedI,makinghimabow,isenough。

  TheCountdeFaineantembracedmewithmoreardorthaneverIwasembracedbymortalman。

  ForthreeweekstogetherIwasofeveryman’sopinionImet。

  Pardi!ceM。Yorickaautantd’espritquenousautres。

  Ilraisonnebien,saidanother。

  C’estunbonenfant,saidathird。

  AndatthispriceIcouldhaveeatenanddrunkandbeenmerryallthedaysofmylifeatParis。butitwasadishonestreckoning。I

  grewashamedofit。itwasthegainofaslave。everysentimentofhonorrevoltedagainstit。thehigherIgot,themorewasIforceduponmybeggarlysystem。thebetterthecoterie,themorechildrenofArt,IlanguishedforthoseofNature。Andonenight,afteramostvileprostitutionofmyselftohalfadozendifferentpeople,Igrewsick,wenttobed,andorderedhorsesinthemorningtosetoutforItaly。

  CONTRAST

  AshoecomingloosefromtheforefootofthethillhorseatthebeginningoftheascentofMountTaurira,thepostiliondismounted,twistedtheshoeoff,andputitinhispocket。astheascentwasoffiveorsixmiles,andthathorseourmaindependenceImadeapointofhavingtheshoefastenedonagainaswellaswecould,butthepostilionhadthrownawaythenails,andthehammerinthechaiseboxbeingofnogreatusewithoutthem,Isubmittedtogoon。

  Hehadnotmountedhalfamilehigherwhen,comingtoaflintypieceofroad,thepoordevillostasecondshoe,andfromoffhisotherforefoot。Ithengotoutofthechaiseingoodearnest,andseeingahouseaboutaquarterofamiletothelefthand,withagreatdealtodoIprevaileduponthepostiliontoturnuptoit。

  Thelookofthehouse,andofeverythingaboutit,aswedrewnearer,soonreconciledmetothedisaster。Itwasalittlefarmhousesurroundedwithabouttwentyacresofvineyard,aboutasmuchcorn,andclosetothehouseononesidewasapotagerieofanacreandahalf,fullofeverythingwhichcouldmakeplentyinaFrenchpeasant’shouse,andontheothersidewasalittlewoodwhichfurnishedwherewithaltodressit。ItwasabouteightintheeveningwhenIgottothehouse,soIleftthepostiliontomanagehispointashecould,andformineIwalkeddirectlyintothehouse。

  Thefamilyconsistedofanoldgray-headedmanandhiswife,withfiveorsixsonsandsons-in-laws,andtheirseveralwives,andajoyousgenealogyoutofthem。

  Theywereallsittingdowntogethertotheirlentilsoup。Alargewheatenloafwasinthemiddleofthetable,andaflagonofwineateachendofitpromisedjoythroughthestagesoftherepast——

  ’twasafeastoflove。

  Theoldmanroseuptomeetme,andwitharespectfulcordialitywouldhavemesitdownatthetable。MyheartwassatdownthemomentIenteredtheroom,soIsatdownatoncelikeasonofthefamily,andtoinvestmyselfinthecharacterasspeedilyasI

  could,Iinstantlyborrowedtheoldman’sknife,andtakinguptheloafcutmyselfaheartyluncheon。and,asIdidit,Isawatestimonyineveryeye,notonlyofanhonestwelcome,butofawelcomemixedwiththanksthatIhadnotseemedtodoubtit。

  Wasitthis,ortellme,Nature,whatelseitwasthatmadethismorselsosweet,andtowhatmagicIoweitthatthedraughtItookoftheirflagonwassodeliciouswithitthattheyremainuponmypalatetothishour?

  Ifthesupperwastomytaste,thegracewhichfolloweditwasmuchmoreso。

  Whensupperwasover,theoldmangaveaknockuponthetablewiththehaftofhisknifetobidthemprepareforthedance。Themomentthesignalwasgiven,thewomenandgirlsranalltogetherintoabackapartmenttotieuptheirhair,andtheyoungmentothedoortowashtheirfacesandchangetheirsabots,andinthreeminuteseverysoulwasreadyuponalittleesplanadebeforethehousetobegin。Theoldmanandhiswifecameoutlast,and,placingmebetwixtthem,satdownuponasofaofturfbythedoor。

  Theoldmanhadsomefiftyyearsagobeennomeanperformeruponthevielle,*andattheagehewasthenof,touchedwellenoughforthepurpose。Hiswifesungnowandthenalittletothetune,thenintermitted,andjoinedheroldmanagain,astheirchildrenandgrandchildrendancedbeforethem。

  *Asmallviolin,suchaswasusedbythewanderingjongleursoftheMiddleAges——EDITOR。

  Itwasnottillthemiddleoftheseconddancewhen,fromsomepausesinthemovementwhereintheyallseemedtolookup,I

  fanciedIcoulddistinguishanelevationofspiritdifferentfromthatwhichisthecauseortheeffectofsimplejollity。Inaword,IthoughtIbeheldRELIGIONmixinginthedance。but,asI

  hadneverseenhersoengaged,Ishouldhavelookeduponitnowasoneoftheillusionsofanimagination,whichiseternallymisleadingme,hadnottheoldman,assoonasthedanceended,saidthatthiswastheirconstantway,andthatallhislifelonghehadmadeitarule,aftersupperwasover,tocallouthisfamilytodanceandrejoice,believing,hesaid,thatacheerfulandcontentedmindwasthebestsortofthankstoheaventhatanilliteratepeasantcouldpay——

  Oralearnedprelateeither,saidI。

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