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  InrecognizedscienceIsawonlydespair。

  Andatthatthoughtalldreadofthismysteriousvisitorvanished——

  allanxietytoquestionmoreofhisattributesorhishistory。Hislifeitselfbecametomedearandprecious。Whatifitshouldfailmeinthestepsoftheprocess,whateverthatwas,bywhichthelifeofmyLilianmightbesaved!

  Theshadesofeveningwerenowclosingin。IrememberedthatIhadleftMargravewithoutevenfoodformanyhours。Istoleroundtothebackofthehouse,filledabasketwithelementsmoregenerousthanthoseoftheformerday。extractedfreshdrugsfrommystores,and,thusladen,hurriedbacktothehut。IfoundMargraveintheroombelow,seatedonhismysteriouscoffer,leaninghisfaceonhishand。WhenIentered,helookedup,andsaid:

  Youhaveneglectedme。Mystrengthiswaning。Givememoreofthecordial,forwehaveworkbeforeustonight,andIneedsupport。

  Hetookforgrantedmyassenttohiswildexperiment。andhewasright。

  Iadministeredthecordial。Iplacedfoodbeforehim,andthistimehedidnoteatwithrepugnance。Ipouredoutwine,andhedrankitsparingly,butwithreadycompliance,saying,Inperfecthealth,Ilookeduponwineaspoison。nowitislikeaforetasteofthegloriouselixir。

  Afterhehadthusrecruitedhimself,heseemedtoacquireanenergythatstartlinglycontrastedwithhislanguorthedaybefore。theeffortofbreathingwasscarcelyperceptible。thecolorcamebacktohischeeks。hisbendedframeroseelasticanderect。

  IfIunderstoodyourightly,saidI,theexperimentyouaskmetoaidcanbeaccomplishedinasinglenight?

  Inasinglenight——thisnight。

  Commandme。Whynotbeginatonce?Whatapparatusorchemicalagenciesdoyouneed?

  Ah!saidMargrave。Formerly,howIwasmisled!Formerly,howmyconjecturesblundered!Ithought,whenIaskedyoutogiveamonthtotheexperimentIwishtomake,thatIshouldneedthesubtlestskillofthechemist。Ithenbelieved,withVanHelmont,thattheprincipleoflifeisagas,andthatthesecretwasbutinthemodebywhichthegasmightberightlyadministered。Butnow,allthatIneediscontainedinthiscoffer,saveoneverysimplematerial——fuelsufficientforasteadyfireforsixhours。Iseeeventhatisathand,piledupinyourouthouse。Andnowforthesubstanceitself——tothatyoumustguideme。

  Explain。

  Nearthisveryspotistherenotgold——inminesyetundiscovered——

  andgoldofthepurestmetal?

  Thereis。Whatthen?Doyou,withthealchemists,blendinonediscovery,goldandlife?

  No。Butitisonlywherethechemistryofearthorofmanproducesgold,thatthesubstancefromwhichthegreatpabulumoflifeisextractedbyfermentcanbefound。Possibly,intheattemptsatthattransmutationofmetals,whichIthinkyourowngreatchemist,SirHumphryDavy,allowedmightbepossible,butheldnottobeworththecostoftheprocess——possibly,inthoseattempts,somescantygrainsofthissubstancewerefoundbythealchemists,inthecrucible,withgrainsofthemetalasniggardlyyieldedbypitifulmimicryofNature’sstupendouslaboratory。andfromsuchgrainsenoughoftheessencemight,perhaps,havebeendrawnforth,toaddafewyearsofexistencetosomefeeblegraybeard——granting,whatrestsonnoproofs,thatsomeofthealchemistsreachedanagerarelygiventoman。Butitisnotinthemiserlycrucible,itisinthematrixofNatureherself,thatwemustseekinprolificabundanceNature’sgrandprinciple——life。

  Astheloadstoneisrifewiththemagneticvirtue,asambercontainstheelectric,sointhissubstance,towhichweyetwantaname,isfoundthebrightlife-givingfluid。IntheoldgoldminesofAsiaandEuropethesubstanceexists,butcanrarelybemetwith。Thesoilforitsnutrimentmaytherebewellnighexhausted。

  Itishere,whereNatureherselfisallvitalwithyouth,thatthenutrimentofyouthmustbesought。Nearthisspotisgold。guidemetoit。

  Youcannotcomewithme。TheplacewhichIknowasauriferousissomemilesdistant,thewayrugged。Youcannotwalktoit。ItistrueIhavehorses,but——

  DoyouthinkIhavecomethisdistanceandnotforeseenandforestalledallthatIwantformyobject?TroubleyourselfnotwithconjectureshowIcanarriveattheplace。Ihaveprovidedthemeanstoarriveatandleaveit。Mylitteranditsbearersareinreachofmycall。Givemeyourarmtotherisingground,fiftyyardsfromyourdoor。

  Iobeyedmechanically,stiflingallsurprise。Ihadmademyresolve,andadmittednothoughtthatcouldshakeit。

  Whenwereachedthesummitofthegrassyhillock,whichslopedfromtheroadthatledtotheseaport,Margrave,afterpausingtorecoverbreath,lifteduphisvoice,inakey,notloud,butshrillandslowandprolonged,halfcryandhalfchant,likethenighthawk’s。Throughtheair——solimpidandstill,bringingnearfarobjects,farsounds——thevoicepierceditsway,artfullypausing,tillwaveafterwaveoftheatmosphereboreandtransmittediton。

  Inafewminutesthecallseemedre-echoed,soexactly,socheerily,thatforthemomentIthoughtthatthenotewasthemimicryoftheshymockinglyrebird,whichmimicssomerrilyallthatithearsinitscoverts,fromthewhirofthelocusttothehowlofthewilddog。

  Whatking,saidthemysticalcharmer,andashespokehecarelesslyrestedhishandonmyshoulder,sothatItrembledtofeelthatthisdreadsonofNature,Godlessandsoulless,whohadbeen——and,myheartwhispered,whostillcouldbe——mybaneandminddarkener,leaneduponmeforsupport,asthespoiledyounger-bornonhisbrother——whatking,saidthiscynicalmocker,withhisbeautifulboyishface——whatkinginyourcivilizedEuropehastheswayofachiefoftheEast?Whatlinkissostrongbetweenmortalandmortalasthatbetweenlordandslave?Itransportyoupoorfoolsfromthelandoftheirbirth。theypreserveheretheiroldhabits——obedienceandawe。Theywouldwaittilltheystarvedinthesolitude——waittohearkenandanswermycall。AndI,whothusrulethem,orcharmthem——Iuseanddespisethem。Theyknowthat,andyetserveme!Betweenyouandme,myphilosopher,thereisbutonethingworthlivingfor——lifeforoneself。

  Isitage,isityouth,thatthusshocksallmysense,inmysolemncompletenessofman?Perhaps,ingreatcapitals,youngmenofpleasurewillanswer,Itisyouth。andwethinkwhathesays!

  Youngfriends,Idonotbelieveyou。

  II

  AlongthegrasstrackIsawnow,underthemoon,justrisen,astrangeprocession——neverseenbeforeinAustralianpastures。Itmovedon,noiselesslybutquickly。Wedescendedthehillock,andmetitontheway。asablelitter,bornebyfourmen,inunfamiliarEasterngarments。twootherservitors,morebravelydressed,withyataghansandsilver-hiltedpistolsintheirbelts,precededthissomberequipage。PerhapsMargravedivinedthedisdainfulthoughtthatpassedthroughmymind,vaguelyandhalf-unconsciously。forhesaidwithahollow,bitterlaughthathadreplacedthelivelypealofhisoncemelodiousmirth:

  Alittleleisureandalittlegold,andyourrawcolonist,too,willhavethetastesofapasha。

  Imadenoanswer。Ihadceasedtocarewhoandwhatwasmytempter。Tomehiswholebeingwasresolvedintooneproblem:hadheasecretbywhichdeathcouldbeturnedfromLilian?

  Butnow,asthelitterhalted,fromthelong,darkshadowwhichitcastupontheturf,thefigureofawomanemergedandstoodbeforeus。Theoutlinesofhershapewerelostintheloosefoldsofablackmantle,andthefeaturesofherfacewerehiddenbyablackveil,exceptonlythedark-bright,solemneyes。Herstaturewaslofty,herbearingmajestic,whetherinmovementorrepose。

  Margraveaccostedherinsomelanguageunknowntome。Sherepliedinwhatseemedtomethesametongue。Thetonesofhervoiceweresweet,butinexpressiblymournful。Thewordsthattheyutteredappearedintendedtowarn,ordeprecate,ordissuade。buttheycalledtoMargrave’sbrowaloweringfrown,anddrewfromhislipsaburstofunmistakableanger。Thewomanrejoined,inthesamemelancholymusicofvoice。AndMargravethen,leaninghisarmuponhershoulder,ashehadleaneditonmine,drewherawayfromthegroupintoaneighboringcopseofthefloweringeucalypti——mystictrees,neverchangingthehuesoftheirpale-greenleaves,evershiftingthetintsoftheirash-gray,sheddingbark。ForsomemomentsIgazedonthetwohumanforms,dimlyseenbytheglintingmoonlightthroughthegapsinthefoliage。Thenturningawaymyeyes,Isaw,standingcloseatmyside,amanwhomIhadnotnoticedbefore。Hisfootstep,asitstoletome,hadfallenontheswardwithoutsound。Hisdress,thoughOriental,differedfromthatofhiscompanions,bothinshapeandcolor——fittingclosetothebreast,leavingthearmsbaretotheelbow,andofauniformghastlywhite,asarethecerementsofthegrave。HisvisagewasevendarkerthanthoseoftheSyriansorArabsbehindhim,andhisfeatureswerethoseofabirdofprey:thebeakoftheeagle,buttheeyeofthevulture。Hischeekswerehollow。thearms,crossedonhisbreast,werelongandfleshless。Yetinthatskeletonformtherewasasomethingwhichconveyedtheideaofaserpent’ssupplenessandstrength。andasthehungry,watchfuleyesmetmyownstartledgaze,Irecoiledimpulsivelywiththatinwardwarningofdangerwhichisconveyedtoman,astoinferioranimals,intheveryaspectofthecreaturesthatstingordevour。AtmymovementthemaninclinedhisheadinthesubmissiveEasternsalutation,andspokeinhisforeigntongue,softly,humbly,fawningly,tojudgebyhistoneandhisgesture。

  Imovedyetfartherawayfromhimwithloathing,andnowthehumanthoughtflasheduponme:wasI,intruth,exposedtonodangerintrustingmyselftothemercyoftheweirdandremorselessmasterofthosehirelingsfromtheEast——sevenmeninnumber,twoatleastofthemformidablyarmed,anddocileasbloodhoundstothehunter,whohasonlytoshowthemtheirprey?Butfearofmanlikemyselfisnotmyweakness。wherefearfounditswaytomyheart,itwasthroughthedoubtsorthefanciesinwhichmanlikemyselfdisappearedintheattributes,darkandunknown,whichwegivetoafiendoraspecter。And,perhaps,ifIcouldhavepausedtoanalyzemyownsensations,theverypresenceofthisescort——

  creaturesoffleshandblood——lessenedthedreadofmyincomprehensibletempter。Rather,ahundredtimes,frontanddefythosesevenEasternslaves——I,haughtysonoftheAnglo-Saxonwhoconquersallracesbecausehefearsnoodds——thanhaveseenagainonthewallsofmythresholdtheluminous,bodilessshadow!

  Besides:Lilian——Lilian!foronechanceofsavingherlife,howeverwildandchimericalthatchancemightbe,Iwouldhaveshrunknotafootfromthemarchofanarmy。

  Thusreassuredandthusresolved,Iadvanced,withasmileofdisdain,tomeetMargraveandhisveiledcompanion,astheynowcamefromthemoonlitcopse。

  Well,Isaidtohim,withanironythatunconsciouslymimickedhisown,haveyoutakenadvicewithyournurse?IassumethatthedarkformbyyoursideisthatofAyesha!*

  *Margrave’sformernurseandattendant。

  Thewomanlookedatmefromhersableveil,withhersteadfast,solemneyes,andsaid,inEnglish,thoughwithaforeignaccent:

  ThenurseborninAsiaisbutwisethroughherlove。thepalesonofEuropeiswisethroughhisart。Thenursesays,’Forbear!’Doyousay,’Adventure’?

  Peace!exclaimedMargrave,stampinghisfootontheground。I

  takenocounselfromeither。itisformetoresolve,foryoutoobey,andforhimtoaid。Nightiscome,andwewasteit。moveon。

  Thewomanmadenoreply,nordidI。Hetookmyarmandwalkedbacktothehut。Thebarbaricescortfollowed。Whenwereachedthedoorofthebuilding,Margravesaidafewwordstothewomanandtothelitterbearers。Theyenteredthehutwithus。Margravepointedouttothewomanhiscoffer,tothementhefuelstowedintheouthouse。Bothwereborneawayandplacedwithinthelitter。

  MeanwhileItookfromthetable,onwhichitwascarelesslythrown,thelighthatchetthatIhabituallycarriedwithmeinmyrambles。

  Doyouthinkthatyouneedthatidleweapon?saidMargrave。Doyoufearthegoodfaithofmyswarthyattendants?

  Nay,takethehatchetyourself。itsuseistoseverthegoldfromthequartzinwhichwemayfinditimbedded,ortoclear,asthisshovel,whichwillalsobeneeded,fromtheslightsoilaboveit,theorethatthemineinthemountainflingsforth,astheseacastsitswaifsonthesands。

  Givemeyourhand,fellowlaborer!saidMargrave,joyfully。Ah,thereisnofalteringterrorinthispulse!Iwasnotmistakenintheman。Whatrests,buttheplaceandthehour?——Ishalllive,I

  shalllive!

  III

  Margravenowenteredthelitter,andtheVeiledWomandrewtheblackcurtainsroundhim。Iwalkedon,astheguide,someyardsinadvance。Theairwasstill,heavy,andparchedwiththebreathoftheAustralasiansirocco。

  Wepassedthroughthemeadowlands,studdedwithslumberingflocks。

  wefollowedthebranchofthecreek,whichwaslinkedtoitssourceinthemountainsbymanyatricklingwaterfall。wethreadedthegloomofstunted,misshapentrees,gnarledwiththestringybarkwhichmakesoneofthesignsofthestratathatnourishgold。andatlengththemoon,nowinallherpompoflight,mid-heavenamonghersubjectstars,gleamedthroughthefissuresofthecave,onwhosefloorlaytherelicsofantediluvianraces,andrestedinonefloodofsilverysplendoruponthehollowsoftheextinctvolcano,withtuftsofdankherbage,andwidespacesofpalersward,coveringthegoldbelow——gold,thedumbsymboloforganizedMatter’sgreatmystery,storinginitself,accordingasMind,theinformerofMatter,candistinguishitsuses,evilandgood,baneandblessing。

  HithertotheVeiledWomanhadremainedintherear,withthewhite-

  robed,skeletonlikeimagethathadcrepttomysideunawareswithitsnoiselessstep。Thus,ineachwindingturnofthedifficultpathatwhichtheconvoyfollowingbehindmecameintosight,Ihadseen,first,thetwogaylydressed,armedmen,nexttheblack,bierlikelitter,andlasttheBlack-veiledWomanandtheWhite-

  robedSkeleton。

  Butnow,asIhaltedonthetableland,backedbythemountainandfrontingthevalley,thewomanlefthercompanion,passedbythelitterandthearmedmen,andpausedbymyside,atthemouthofthemoonlitcavern。

  Thereforamomentshestood,silent,theprocessionbelowmountingupwardlaboriouslyandslow。thensheturnedtome,andherveilwaswithdrawn。

  ThefaceonwhichIgazedwaswondrouslybeautiful,andseverelyawful。Therewasneitheryouthnorage,butbeauty,matureandmajesticasthatofamarbleDemeter。

  Doyoubelieveinthatwhichyouseek?sheaskedinherforeign,melodious,melancholyaccents。

  Ihavenobelief,wasmyanswer。Truesciencehasnone。Truesciencequestionsallthings,takesnothinguponcredit。Itknowsbutthreestatesofthemind——denial,conviction,andthatvastintervalbetweenthetwowhichisnotbeliefbutsuspenseofjudgment。

  Thewomanletfallherveil,movedfromme,andseatedherselfonacragabovethatcleftbetweenmountainandcreek,towhich,whenI

  hadfirstdiscoveredthegoldthatthelandnourished,therainfromthecloudshadgiventherushinglifeofthecataract。butwhichnow,inthedroughtandthehushoftheskies,wasbutadeadpileofstones。

  Thelitternowascendedtheheight:itsbearershalted。aleanhandtorethecurtainsaside,andMargravedescendedleaning,thistime,notontheBlack-veiledWoman,butontheWhite-robedSkeleton。

  There,ashestood,themoonshonefullonhiswastedform。onhisface,resolute,cheerful,andproud,despiteitshollowedoutlinesandsickliedhues。Heraisedhishead,spokeinthelanguageunknowntome,andthearmedmenandthelitterbearersgroupedroundhim,bendinglow,theireyesfixedontheground。TheVeiledWomanroseslowlyandcametohisside,motioningaway,withamutesign,theghastlyformonwhichheleaned,andpassingroundhimsilently,instead,herownsustainingarm。Margravespokeagainafewsentences,ofwhichIcouldnotevenguessthemeaning。Whenhehadconcluded,thearmedmenandthelitterbearerscamenearertohisfeet,kneltdown,andkissedhishand。Theythenrose,andtookfromthebierlikevehiclethecofferandthefuel。Thisdone,theyliftedagainthelitter,andagain,precededbythearmedmen,theprocessiondescendeddowntheslopinghillside,downintothevalleybelow。

  Margravenowwhispered,forsomemoments,intotheearofthehideouscreaturewhohadmadewayfortheVeiledWoman。Thegrimskeletonbowedhisheadsubmissively,andstrodenoiselesslyawaythroughthelonggrasses——theslenderstems,trampledunderhisstealthyfeet,reliftingthemselvesasafterapassingwind。Andthushe,too,sankoutofsightdownintothevalleybelow。Onthetablelandofthehillremainedonlywethree——Margrave,myself,andtheVeiledWoman。

  Shehadreseatedherselfapart,onthegraycragabovethedriedtorrent。Hestoodattheentranceofthecavern,roundthesidesofwhichclusteredparasitalplants,withflowersofallcolors,someamongthemopeningtheirpetalsandexhalingtheirfragranceonlyinthehoursofnight。sothat,ashisformfilledupthejawsofthedullarch,obscuringthemoonbeamthatstrovetopiercetheshadowsthatsleptwithin,itstoodnow——wanandblighted——asIhadseenitfirst,radiantandjoyous,literallyframedinblooms。

  IV

  So,saidMargrave,turningtome,underthesoilthatspreadsaroundusliesthegoldwhichtoyouandtomeisatthismomentofnovalue,exceptasaguidetoitstwin-born——theregeneratoroflife!

  Youhavenotyetdescribedtomethenatureofthesubstancewhichwearetoexplore,northeprocessbywhichthevirtuesyouimputetoitaretobeextracted。

  Letusfirstfindthegold,andinsteadofdescribingthelife-

  amber,soletmecallit,Iwillpointitouttoyourowneyes。Astotheprocess,yourshareinitissosimplethatyouwillaskmewhyIseekaidfromachemist。Thelife-amber,whenfound,hasbuttobesubjectedtoheatandfermentationforsixhours。itwillbeplacedinasmallcaldronwhichthatcoffercontains,overthefirewhichthatfuelwillfeed。Togiveeffecttotheprocess,certainalkaliesandotheringredientsarerequired。buttheseareprepared,andmineisthetasktocomminglethem。FromyourscienceaschemistIneedandasknaught。InyouIhavesoughtonlytheaidofaman。

  Ifthatbeso,why,indeed,seekmeatall?Whynotconfideinthoseswarthyattendants,whodoubtlessareslavestoyourorders?

  Confideinslaves,whenthefirsttaskenjoinedtothemwouldbetodiscover,andrefrainfrompurloininggold!Sevensuchunscrupulousknaves,orevenonesuch,andI,thusdefenselessandfeeble!Suchisnottheworkthatwisemastersconfidetofierceslaves。Butthatistheleastofthereasonswhichexcludethemfrommychoice,andfixmychoiceofassistantonyou。DoyouforgetwhatItoldyouofthedangerwhichtheDervishdeclarednobribeIcouldoffercouldtempthimasecondtimetobrave?

  Iremembernow。thosewordshadpassedawayfrommymind。

  Andbecausetheyhadpassedawayfromyourmind,Ichoseyouformycomrade。Ineedamanbywhomdangerisscorned。

  ButintheprocessofwhichyoutellmeIseenopossibledangerunlesstheingredientsyoumixinyourcaldronhavepoisonousfumes。

  Itisnotthat。TheingredientsIusearenotpoisons。

  Whatotherdanger,exceptyoudreadyourownEasternslaves?But,ifso,whyleadthemtothesesolitudes。and,ifso,whynotbidmebearmed?

  TheEasternslaves,fulfillingmycommands,waitformysummons,wheretheireyescannotseewhatwedo。ThedangerisofakindinwhichtheboldestsonoftheEastwouldbemorecraven,perhaps,thatthedaintiestSybariteofEurope,whowouldshrinkfromapantherandlaughataghost。InthecreedoftheDervish,andofallwhoadventureintothatrealmofNaturewhichisclosedtophilosophyandopentomagic,thereareracesinthemagnitudeofspaceunseenasanimalculesintheworldofadrop。Forthetribesofthedropsciencehasitsmicroscope。OfthehostofyonazureInfinitemagicgainssight,andthroughthemgainscommandoverfluidconductorsthatlinkallthepartsofcreation。Oftheseraces,somearewhollyindifferenttoman,somebenigntohim,andsomedeadlyhostile。Inalltheregularandprescribedconditionsofmortalbeing,thismagicrealmseemsasblankandtenantlessasyonvacantair。Butwhenaseekerofpowersbeyondtherudefunctionsbywhichmanpliestheclockworkthatmeasureshishours,andstopswhenitschainreachestheendofitscoil,strivestopassoverthoseboundariesatwhichphilosophysays,’Knowledgeends’——then,heislikeallothertravelersinregionsunknown。hemustpropitiateorbravethetribesthatarehostile——mustdependforhislifeonthetribesthatarefriendly。Thoughyoursciencediscreditsthealchemist’sdogmas,yourlearninginformsyouthatallalchemistswerenotignorantimpostors。yetthosewhosediscoveriesprovethemtohavebeenthenearestalliestoyourpracticalknowledge,everhintintheirmysticalworksattherealityofthatrealmwhichisopentomagic——everhintthatsomemeanslessfamiliarthanfurnaceandbellowsareessentialtohimwhoexplorestheelixiroflife。Hewhooncequaffsthatelixir,obtainsinhisveryveinsthebrightfluidbywhichhetransmitstheforceofhiswilltoagenciesdormantinNature,togiantsunseeninthespace。Andhere,ashepassestheboundarywhichdivideshisallottedandnormalmortalityfromtheregionsandracesthatmagicalonecanexplore,so,here,hebreaksdownthesafeguardbetweenhimselfandthetribesthatarehostile。Isitnoteverthusbetweenmanandman?Letaracethemostgentleandtimidandcivilizeddwellononesideariverormountain,andanotherhavehomeintheregionbeyond,each,ifitpassnottheinterveningbarrier,maywitheachliveinpeace。Butifambitiousadventurersscalethemountain,orcrosstheriver,withdesigntosubdueandenslavethepopulationtheyboldlyinvade,thenalltheinvadedariseinwrathanddefiance——theneighborsarechangedintofoes。Andthereforethisprocess——bywhichasimplethoughrarematerialofNatureismadetoyieldtoamortaltheboonofalifewhichbrings,withitsgloriousresistancetoTime,desiresandfacultiestosubjecttoitsservicebeingsthatdwellintheearthandtheairandthedeep——haseverbeenoneofthesameperilwhichaninvadermustbravewhenhecrossestheboundsofhisnation。Bythiskeyaloneyouunlockallthecellsofthealchemist’slore。bythisaloneunderstandhowalabor,whichachemist’scrudestapprenticecouldperform,hasbaffledthegiantfathersofallyourdwarfedchildrenofscience。Nature,thatstoresthispricelessboon,seemstoshrinkfromconcedingittoman——theinvisibletribesthatabhorhimopposethemselvestothegainthatmightgivethemamaster。Thedullerofthosewhowerethelife-seekersofoldwouldhavetoldyouhowsomechance,trivial,unlooked-for,foiledtheirgrandhopeattheverypointoffruition。somedoltishmistake,someimprovidentoversight,adefectinthesulphur,awildoverflowinthequicksilver,oraflawinthebellows,orapupilwhofailedtoreplenishthefuel,byfallingasleepbythefurnace。Theinvisiblefoesseldomvouchsafetomakethemselvesvisiblewheretheycanfrustratethebunglerastheymockathistoilsfromtheirambush。Butthemightieradventurers,equallyfoiledindespiteoftheirpatienceandskill,wouldhavesaid,’Notwithusreststhefault。weneglectednocaution,wefailedfromnooversight。Butoutfromthecaldrondreadfacesarose,andthespectersordemonsdismayedandbaffledus。’Such,then,isthedangerwhichseemssoappallingtoasonoftheEast,asitseemedtoaseerinthedarkageofEurope。Butwecanderideallitsthreats,youandI。Formyself,IownfranklyItakeallthesafetythatthecharmsandresourcesofmagicbestow。You,foryoursafety,havetheculturedanddisciplinedreasonwhichreducesallfantasiestonervousimpressions。andIrelyonthecourageofonewhohasquestioned,unquailing,theLuminousShadow,andwrestedfromthehandofthemagicianhimselfthewandwhichconcenteredthewondersofwill!

  TothisstrangeandlongdiscourseIlistenedwithoutinterruption,andnowquietlyanswered:

  Idonotmeritthetrustyouaffectinmycourage。butIamnowonmyguardagainstthecheatsofthefancy,andthefumesofavaporcanscarcelybewilderthebrainintheopenairofthismountainland。Ibelieveinnoraceslikethosewhichyoutellmelieviewlessinspace,asdogases。Ibelievenotinmagic。Iasknotitsaids,andIdreadnotitsterrors。Fortherest,Iamconfidentofonemournfulcourage——thecouragethatcomesfromdespair。Isubmittoyourguidance,whateveritbe,asasuffererwhomcollegesdoomtothegravesubmitstothequackwhosays,’Takemyspecificandlive!’Mylifeisnaughtinitself。mylifelivesinanother。YouandIarebothbravefromdespair。youwouldturndeathfromyourself——IwouldturndeathfromoneIlovemorethanmyself。Bothknowhowlittleaidwecanwinfromthecolleges,andboth,therefore,turntothepromisesmostaudaciouslycheering。Dervishormagician,alchemistorphantom,whatcareyouandI?Andiftheyfailus,whatthen?Theycannotfailusmorethanthecollegesdo!

  V

  Thegoldhasbeengainedwithaneasylabor。Iknewwheretoseekforit,whetherundertheturforinthebedofthecreek。ButMargrave’seyes,hungrilygazingroundeveryspotfromwhichtheorewasdisburied,couldnotdetectthesubstanceofwhichhealoneknewtheoutwardappearance。Ihadbeguntobelievethat,eveninthedescriptiongiventohimofthismaterial,hehadbeencredulouslyduped,andthatnosuchmaterialexisted,when,comingbackfromthebedofthewatercourse,Isawafaint,yellowgleamamidsttherootsofagiantparasiteplant,theleavesandblossomsofwhichclimbedupthesidesofthecavewithitsantediluvianrelics。Thegleamwasthegleamofgold,andonremovingthelooseearthroundtherootsoftheplant,wecameon——No,Iwillnot,I

  darenot,describeit。Thegolddiggerwouldcastitaside。thenaturalistwouldpausenottoheedit。anddidIdescribeit,andchemistrydeigntosubjectittoanalysis,couldchemistryalonedetachordiscoveritsboastedvirtues?

  Itsparticles,indeed,areveryminute,notseemingreadilytocrystallizewitheachother。eachinitselfofuniformshapeandsize,sphericalastheeggwhichcontainsthegermoflife,andsmallastheeggfromwhichthelifeofaninsectmayquicken。

  ButMargrave’skeeneyecaughtsightoftheatomsupcastbythelightofthemoon。Heexclaimedtome,Found!Ishalllive!

  Andthen,ashegatheredupthegrainswithtremuloushands,hecalledouttotheVeiledWoman,hithertostillseatedmotionlessonthecrag。Athiswordsheroseandwenttotheplacehardby,wherethefuelwaspiled,busyingherselfthere。Ihadnoleisuretoheedher。Icontinuedmysearchinthesoftandyieldingsoilthattimeandthedecayofvegetablelifehadaccumulatedoverthepre-Adamitestrataonwhichthearchofthecaveresteditsmightykeystone。

  Whenwehadcollectedoftheseparticlesaboutthriceasmuchasamanmightholdinhishand,weseemedtohaveexhaustedtheirbed。

  Wecontinuedstilltofindgold,butnomoreofthedelicatesubstancetowhich,inoursight,goldwasasdross。

  Enough,thensaidMargrave,reluctantlydesisting。WhatwehavegainedalreadywillsufficeforalifethriceaslongaslegendattributestoHaroun。Ishalllive——Ishalllivethroughthecenturies。

  ForgetnotthatIclaimmyshare。

  Yourshare——yours!True——yourhalfofmylife!Itistrue。Hepausedwithalow,ironical,malignantlaugh,andthenadded,asheroseandturnedaway,Buttheworkisyettobedone。

  VI

  Whilewehadthuslaboredandfound,Ayeshahadplacedthefuelwherethemoonlightfellfullestontheswardofthetableland——apartofitalreadypiledasforafire,therestofitheapedconfusedlycloseathand。andbythepileshehadplacedthecoffer。And,thereshestood,herarmsfoldedunderhermantle,herdarkimageseemingdarkerstillasthemoonlightwhitenedallthegroundfromwhichtheimagerosemotionless。Margraveopenedhiscoffer,theVeiledWomandidnotaidhim,andIwatchedinsilence,whileheassilentlymadehisweirdandwizard-likepreparations。

  VII

  Onthegroundawidecirclewastracedbyasmallrod,tippedapparentlywithspongesaturatedwithsomecombustiblenaphtha-likefluid,sothatapale,lambentflamefollowedthecourseoftherodasMargraveguidedit,burninguptheherbageoverwhichitplayed,andleavingadistinctring,likethatwhich,inourlovelynativefabletalk,wecalltheFairy’sring,butyetmorevisiblebecausemarkedinphosphorescentlight。Ontheringthusformedwereplacedtwelvesmalllamps,fedwiththefluidfromthesamevessel,andlightedbythesamerod。Thelightemittedbythelampswasmorevividandbrilliantthanthatwhichcircledroundthering。

  Withinthecircumference,andimmediatelyroundthewoodpile,Margravetracedcertaingeometricalfigures,inwhich——notwithoutashudder,thatIovercameatoncebyastrongeffortofwillinmurmuringtomyselfthenameofLilian——Irecognizedtheinterlacedtriangleswhichmyownhand,inthespellenforcedonasleepwalker,haddescribedonthefloorofthewizard’spavilion。

  Thefiguresweretracedlikethecircle,inflame,andatthepointofeachtrianglefourinnumberwasplacedalamp,brilliantasthoseonthering。Thistaskperformed,thecaldron,basedonanirontripod,wasplacedonthewoodpile。Andthenthewoman,beforeinactiveandunheeding,slowlyadvanced,kneltbythepileandlightedit。Thedrywoodcrackledandtheflameburstforth,lickingtherimsofthecaldronwithtonguesoffire。

  Margraveflungintothecaldrontheparticleswehadcollected,pouredoverthemfirstaliquid,colorlessaswater,fromthelargestofthevesselsdrawnfromhiscoffer,andthen,moresparingly,dropsfromsmallcrystalphials,likethephialsIhadseeninthehandofPhilipDerval。

  Havingsurmountedmyfirstimpulseofawe,Iwatchedtheseproceedings,curiousyetdisdainful,asonewhowatchesthemummeriesofanenchanteronthestage。

  If,thoughtI,thesearebutartfuldevicestoinebriateandfoolmyownimagination,myimaginationisonitsguard,andreasonshallnot,thistime,sleepatherpost!

  Andnow,saidMargrave,Iconsigntoyoutheeasytaskbywhichyouaretomerityourshareoftheelixir。Itismytasktofeedandreplenishthecaldron。itisAyesha’stofeedthefire,whichmustnotforamomentrelaxinitsmeasuredandsteadyheat。Yourtaskisthelightestofall:itisbuttorenewfromthisvesselthefluidthatburnsinthelamps,andonthering。Observe,thecontentsofthevesselmustbethriftilyhusbanded。thereisenough,butnotmorethanenough,tosustainthelightinthelamps,onthelinestracedroundthecaldron,andonthefartherring,forsixhours。Thecompoundsdissolvedinthisfluidarescarce——onlyobtainableintheEast,andevenintheEastmonthsmighthavepassedbeforeIcouldhaveincreasedmysupply。Ihadnomonthstowaste。Replenish,then,thelightonlywhenitbeginstoflickerorfade。Takeheed,aboveall,thatnopartoftheouterring——no,notaninch——andnolampofthetwelve,thataretoitszodiaclikestars,fadeforonemomentindarkness。

  Itookthecrystalvesselfromhishand。

  Thevesselissmall,saidI,andwhatisyetleftofitscontentsisbutscanty。whetheritsdropssufficetoreplenishthelightsIcannotguess——Icanbutobeyyourinstructions。But,moreimportantbyfarthanthelighttothelampsandthecircle,whichinAsiaorAfricamightscareawaythewildbeastsunknowntothisland——moreimportantthanlighttoalampisthestrengthtoyourframe,weakmagician!Whatwillsupportyouthroughsixwearyhoursofnightwatch?

  Hope,answeredMargrave,witharayofhisolddazzlingstyle。

  Hope!Ishalllive——Ishalllivethroughthecenturies!

  VIII

  Onehourpassedaway。thefagotsunderthecaldronburnedclearinthesullen,sultryair。Thematerialswithinbegantoseethe,andtheircolor,atfirstdullandturbid,changedintoapale-rosehue。fromtimetotimetheVeiledWomanreplenishedthefire,aftershehaddonesoreseatingherselfclosebythepyre,withherheadbowedoverherknees,andherfacehidunderherveil。

  Thelightsinthelampsandalongtheringandthetrianglesnowbegantopale。Iresuppliedtheirnutrimentfromthecrystalvessel。Asyetnothingstrangestartledmyeyeormyearbeyondtherimofthecircle——nothingaudible,save,atadistance,themusicalwheel-likeclickofthelocusts,and,fartherstill,intheforest,thehowlofthewilddogsthatneverbark。nothingvisible,butthetreesandthemountainrangegirdingtheplainssilveredbythemoon,andthearchofthecavern,theflushofwildbloomsonitssides,andthegleamofdrybonesonitsfloor,wherethemoonlightshotintothegloom。

  Thesecondhourpassedlikethefirst。IhadtakenmystandbythesideofMargrave,watchingwithhimtheprocessatworkinthecaldron,whenIfeltthegroundslightlyvibratebeneathmyfeet,andlookingup,itseemedasifalltheplainsbeyondthecirclewereheavingliketheswellofthesea,andasifintheairitselftherewasaperceptibletremor。

  IplacedmyhandonMargrave’sshoulderandwhispered,Tomeearthandairseemtovibrate。Dotheyseemtovibratetoyou?

  Iknownot,Icarenot,heansweredimpetuously。Theessenceisburstingtheshellthatconfinedit。Herearemyairandmyearth!

  Troublemenot。Looktothecircle——feedthelampsiftheyfail!

  IpassedbytheVeiledWomanasIwalkedtowardaplaceintheringinwhichtheflamewaswaningdim。andIwhisperedtoherthesamequestionwhichIhadwhisperedtoMargrave。Shelookedslowlyaroundandanswered,SoisitbeforetheInvisiblemakethemselvesvisible!DidInotbidhimforbear?Herheadagaindroopedonherbreast,andherwatchwasagainfixedonthefire。

  Iadvancedtothecircleandstoopedtoreplenishthelightwhereitwaned。AsIdidso,onmyarm,whichstretchedsomewhatbeyondthelineofthering,Ifeltashocklikethatofelectricity。Thearmfelltomysidenumbedandnerveless,andfrommyhanddropped,butwithinthering,thevesselthatcontainedthefluid。

  Recoveringmysurpriseormystun,hastilywiththeotherhandI

  caughtupthevessel,butsomeofthescantyliquidwasalreadyspilledonthesward。andIsawwithathrillofdismay,thatcontrastedindeedthetranquilindifferencewithwhichIhadfirstundertakenmycharge,howsmallasupplywasnowleft。

  IwentbacktoMargrave,andtoldhimoftheshock,andofitsconsequenceinthewasteoftheliquid。

  Beware,saidhe,thatnotamotionofthearm,notaninchofthefoot,passthevergeofthering。andifthefluidbethusunhappilystinted,reserveallthatisleftfortheprotectingcircleandthetwelveouterlamps!SeehowtheGrandWorkadvances,howthehuesinthecaldronareglowingblood-redthroughthefilmonthesurface!

  Andnowfourhoursofthesixweregone。myarmhadgraduallyrecovereditsstrength。Neithertheringnorthelampshadagainrequiredreplenishing。perhapstheirlightwasexhaustedlessquickly,asitwasnolongertobeexposedtotheraysoftheintenseAustralianmoon。Cloudshadgatheredoverthesky,andthoughthemoongleamedattimesinthegapsthattheyleftinblueair,herbeamwasmorehazyanddulled。Thelocustsnolongerwereheardinthegrass,northehowlofthedogsintheforest。Outofthecircle,thestillnesswasprofound。

  AndaboutthistimeIsawdistinctlyinthedistanceavastEye。

  Itdrewnearerandnearer,seemingtomovefromthegroundattheheightofsomeloftygiant。Itsgazerivetedmine。mybloodcurdledintheblazefromitsangryball。andnowasitadvancedlargerandlarger,otherEyes,asifofgiantsinitstrain,grewoutfromthespaceinitsrear——numbersonnumbers,likethespearheadsofsomeEasternarmy,seenafarbypalewardersofbattlementsdoomedtothedust。Myvoicelongrefusedanutterancetomyawe。atlengthitburstforthshrillandloud:

  Look,look!ThoseterribleEyes!Legionsonlegions。Andhark!

  thattrampofnumberlessfeet。THEYarenotseen,butthehollowsofearthechothesoundoftheirmarch!

  Margrave,morethaneverintentonthecaldron,inwhich,fromtimetotime,hekeptdroppingpowdersoressencesdrawnforthfromhiscoffer,lookedup,defyingly,fiercely:

  Yecome,hesaidinalowmutter,hisoncemightyvoicesoundinghollowandlaboring,butfearlessandfirm——yecome——nottoconquer,vainrebels!——yewhosedarkchiefIstruckdownatmyfeetinthetombwheremyspellhadraiseduptheghostofyourfirsthumanmaster,theChaldee!Earthandairhavetheirarmiesstillfaithfultome,andstillIrememberthewarsongthatsummonsthemuptoconfrontyou!Ayesha,Ayesha!recallthewildtroththatwepledgedamongtheroses。recallthedreadbondbywhichweunitedourswayoverhoststhatyetowntheeasqueen,thoughmyscepterisbroken,mydiademreftfrommybrows!

  TheVeiledWomanroseatthisadjuration。Herveilnowwaswithdrawn,andtheblazeofthefirebetweenMargraveandherselfflushed,aswiththerosybloomofyouth,thegrandbeautyofhersoftenedface。Itwasseen,detached,asitwere,fromherdark-

  mantledform。seenthroughthemistofthevaporswhichrosefromthecaldron,framingitroundlikethecloudsthatareyieldinglypiercedbythelightoftheeveningstar。

  Throughthehazeofthevaporcamehervoice,moremusical,moreplaintivethanIhadhearditbefore,butfarsofter,moretender:

  stillinherforeigntongue。thewordsunknowntome,andyettheirsense,perhaps,madeintelligiblebythelove,whichhasonecommonlanguageandonecommonlooktoallwhohaveloved——theloveunmistakablyheardinthelovingtone,unmistakablyseeninthelovingface。

  Amomentorsomoreandshehadcomeroundfromtheoppositesideofthefirepile,andbendingoverMargrave’supturnedbrow,kisseditquietly,solemnly。andthenhercountenancegrewfierce,hercrestroseerect:itwasthelionessprotectingheryoung。Shestretchedforthherarmfromtheblackmantle,athwartthepalefrontthatnowagainbentoverthecaldron——stretchedittowardthehauntedandhollow-soundingspacebeyond,inthegestureofonewhoserighthandhastheswayofthescepter。Andthenhervoicestoleontheairinthemusicofachant,notloudyetfar-

  reaching。sothrilling,sosweetandyetsosolemnthatIcouldatoncecomprehendhowlegendunitedofoldthespellofenchantmentwiththepowerofsong。AllthatIrecalledoftheeffectswhich,intheformertime,Margrave’sstrangechantshadproducedontheearthattheyravishedandthethoughtstheyconfused,wasbutasthewildbird’simitativecarol,comparedtothedepthandtheartandthesoulofthesinger,whosevoiceseemedendowedwithacharmtointhrallallthetribesofcreation,thoughthelanguageitusedforthatcharmmighttothem,astome,beunknown。Asthesongceased,IheardfrombehindsoundslikethoseIhadheardinthespacesbeforeme——thetrampofinvisiblefeet,thewhirofinvisiblewings,asifarmiesweremarchingtoaidagainstarmiesinmarchtodestroy。

  Looknotinfrontnoraround,saidAyesha。Look,likehim,onthecaldronbelow。Thecircleandthelampsareyetbright。Iwilltellyouwhenthelightagainfails。

  Idroppedmyeyesonthecaldron。

  See,whisperedMargrave,thesparklesatlastbegintoarise,andtherosehuestodeepen——signsthatwenearthelastprocess。

  IX

  Thefifthhourhadpassedaway,whenAyeshasaidtome,Lo!thecircleisfading。thelampsgrowdim。Looknowwithoutfearonthespacebeyond。theeyesthatappalledtheeareagainlostinair,aslightningsthatfleetbackintocloud。

  Ilookedup,andthespectershadvanished。Theskywastingedwithsulphuroushues,theredandtheblackintermixed。I

  replenishedthelampsandtheringinfront,thriftily,heedfully。

  butwhenIcametothesixthlamp,notadropinthevesselthatfedthemwasleft。Inavaguedismay,Inowlookedroundthehalfofthewidecircleinrearofthetwobendedfiguresintentonthecaldron。Allalongthatdiskthelightwasalreadybroken,hereandthereflickeringup,hereandtheredyingdown。thesixlampsinthathalfofthecirclestilltwinkled,butfaintly,asstarsshrinkingfastfromthedawnofday。Butitwasnotthefadingshineinthathalfofthemagicalringwhichdauntedmyeyeandquickenedwithterrorthepulseofmyheart。theBush-landbeyondwasonfire。Fromthebackgroundoftheforestrosetheflameandthesmoke——thesmoke,there,stillhalfsmotheringtheflame。Butalongthewidthofthegrassesandherbage,betweenthevergeoftheforestandthebedofthewatercreekjustbelowtheraisedplatformfromwhichIbeheldthedreadconflagration,thefirewasadvancing——waveuponwave,clearandredagainstthecolumnsofrockbehind。astherushofafloodthroughthemistsofsomeAlpcrownedwithlightnings。

  RousedfrommystunatthefirstsightofadangernotforeseenbythemindIhadsteeledagainstfarrarerportentsofNature,I

  carednomoreforthelampsandthecircle。HurryinghacktoAyeshaIexclaimed:Thephantomshavegonefromthespacesinfront。butwhatincantationorspellcanarresttheredmarchofthefoespeedingonintherear!Whilewegazedonthecaldronoflife,behindus,unheeded,beholdtheDestroyer!

  Ayeshalookedandmadenoreply,but,asbyinvoluntaryinstinct,bowedhermajestichead,thenrearingiterect,placedherselfyetmoreimmediatelybeforethewastedformoftheyoungmagicianhestill,bendingoverthecaldron,andhearingmenotintheabsorptionandhopeofhiswatch——placedherselfbeforehim,asthebirdwhosefirstcareisherfledgling。

  Aswetwotherestood,frontingthedelugeoffire,weheardMargravebehindus,murmuringlow,Seethebubblesoflight,howtheysparkleanddance——Ishalllive,Ishalllive!Andhiswordsscarcelydiedinourearsbefore,crashuponcrash,camethefalloftheage-longtreesintheforest,andnearer,allnearus,throughtheblazinggrasses,thehissoftheserpents,thescreamofthebirds,andthebellowandtrampoftheherdsplungingwildthroughthebillowyredoftheirpastures。

  AyeshanowwoundherarmsaroundMargrave,andwrenchedhim,reluctantandstruggling,fromhiswatchovertheseethingcaldron。

  Inrebukeofhisangryexclamations,shepointedtothemarchofthefire,spokeinsorrowfultonesafewwordsinherownlanguage,andthen,appealingtomeinEnglish,said:

  Itellhimthat,here,theSpiritswhoopposeushavesummonedafoethatisdeaftomyvoice,and——

  And,exclaimedMargrave,nolongerwithgaspandeffort,butwiththeswellofavoicewhichdrownedallthediscordsofterrorandofagonysentforthfromthePhlegethonburningbelow——andthiswitch,whomItrusted,isavileslaveandimpostor,moredesiringmydeaththanmylife。ShethinksthatinlifeIshouldscornandforsakeher,thatindeathIshoulddieinherarms!Sorceress,avaunt!ArtthouuselessandpowerlessnowwhenIneedtheemost?

  Go!Lettheworldbeonefuneralpyre!WhattoMEistheworld?

  Myworldismylife!Thouknowestthatmylasthopeishere——thatallthestrengthleftmethisnightwilldiedown,likethelampsinthecircle,unlesstheelixirrestoreit。Boldfriend,spurnthatsorceressaway。Hoursyeterethoseflamescanassailus!A

  fewminutesmore,andlifetoyourLilianandme!

  Thushavingsaid,Margraveturnedfromus,andcastintothecaldronthelastessenceyetleftinhisemptycoffer。

  Ayeshasilentlydrewherblackveiloverherface,andturned,withthebeingsheloved,fromtheterrorhescorned,toshareinthehopethathecherished。

  Thusleftalone,withmyreasondisinthralled,disenchanted,I

  surveyedmorecalmlytheextentoftheactualperilwithwhichwewerethreatened,andtheperilseemedless,sosurveyed。

  ItistruealltheBush-landbehind,almostuptothebedofthecreek,wasonfire。butthegrasses,throughwhichtheflamespreadsorapidly,ceasedattheoppositemargeofthecreek。Waterypoolswerestill,atintervals,leftinthebedofthecreek,shiningtremulous,likewavesoffire,intheglarereflectedfromtheburningland。andevenwherethewaterfailed,thestonycourseoftheexhaustedrivuletwasabarrieragainstthemarchoftheconflagration。Thus,unlessthewind,nowstill,shouldrise,andwaftsomesparkstotheparchedcombustibleherbageimmediatelyaroundus,weweresavedfromthefire,andourworkmightyetbeachieved。

  IwhisperedtoAyeshatheconclusiontowhichIcame。

  Thinkestthou,sheansweredwithoutraisinghermournfulhead,thattheAgenciesofNaturearethemovementsofchance?TheSpiritsIinvokedtohisaidareleaguedwiththehoststhatassail。AmightierthanIamhasdoomedhim!

  ScarcelyhadsheutteredthesewordsbeforeMargraveexclaimed,BeholdhowtheRoseofthealchemist’sdreamenlargesitsbloomsfromthefoldsofitspetals!Ishalllive,Ishalllive!

  Ilooked,andtheliquidwhichglowedinthecaldronhadnowtakenasplendorthatmockedallcomparisonsborrowedfromthelusterofgems。Initsprevalentcolorithad,indeed,thedazzleandflashoftheruby。butoutfromthemassofthemoltenred,brokecoruscationsofallprismalhues,shooting,shifting,inaplaythatmadethewaveletsthemselvesseemlivingthings,sensibleoftheirjoy。Nolongerwastherescumorfilmuponthesurface。onlyeverandanonalight,rosyvaporfloatingup,andquicklostinthehaggard,heavy,sulphurousair,hotwiththeconflagrationrushingtowardusfrombehind。Andthesecoruscationsformed,onthesurfaceofthemoltenruby,literallytheshapeofarose,itsleavesmadedistinctintheiroutlinesbysparksofemeraldanddiamondandsapphire。

  Evenwhilegazingonthisanimatedliquidluster,abuoyantdelightseemedinfusedintomysenses。allterrorsconceivedbeforewereannulled。thephantoms,whosearmieshadfilledthewidespacesinfront,wereforgotten。thecrashoftheforestbehindwasunheard。

  Inthereflectionofthatglory,Margrave’swancheekseemedalreadyrestoredtotheradianceitworewhenIsawitfirstintheframeworkofblooms。

  AsIgazed,thusenchanted,acoldhandtouchedmyown。

  Hush!whisperedAyesha,fromtheblackveil,againstwhichtheraysofthecaldronfellblunt,andabsorbedintoDark。Behindus,thelightofthecircleisextinct。butthere,weareguardedfromallsavethebrutalandsoullessdestroyers。But,before!——

  but,before!——see,twoofthelampshavediedout!——seetheblankofthegapinthering!Guardthatbreach——therethedemonswillenter。

  Notadropisthereleftinthisvesselbywhichtoreplenishthelampsonthering。

  Advance,then。thouhaststillthelightofthesoul,andthedemonsmayrecoilbeforeasoulthatisdauntlessandguiltless。

  Ifnot,Threearelost!——asitis,Oneisdoomed。

  Thusadjured,silently,involuntarily,IpassedfromtheVeiledWoman’sside,overthesearlinesontheturfwhichhadbeentracedbythetrianglesoflightlongsinceextinguished,andtowardthevergeofthecircle。AsIadvanced,overheadrushedadarkcloudofwings——birdsdislodgedfromtheforestonfire,andscreaming,indissonantterror,astheyflewtowardthefarthermostmountains。

  closebymyfeethissedandglidedthesnakes,drivenforthfromtheirblazingcoverts,andglancingthroughthering,unscaredbyitswaninglamps。allundulatingbyme,bright-eyed,andhissing,allmadeinnocuousbyfear——eventheterribleDeath-adder,whichI

  trampledonasIhaltedatthevergeofthecircle,didnotturntobite,butcreptharmlessaway。Ihaltedatthegapbetweenthetwodeadlamps,andbowedmyheadtolookagainintothecrystalvessel。Werethere,indeed,nolingeringdropsyetleft,ifbuttorecruitthelampsforsomepricelessminutesmore?AsIthusstood,rightintothegapbetweenthetwodeadlampsstrodeagiganticFoot。Alltherestoftheformwasunseen。only,asvolumeaftervolumeofsmokepouredonfromtheburninglandbehind,itseemedasifonegreatcolumnofvapor,eddyinground,settleditselfaloftfromthecircle,andthatoutfromthatcolumnstrodethegiantFoot。And,asstrodetheFoot,sowithitcame,likethesoundofitstread,arollofmutteredthunder。

  Irecoiled,withacrythatrangloudthroughtheluridair。

  Courage!saidthevoiceofAyesha。Tremblingsoul,yieldnotaninchtothedemon!

  Atthecharm,thewonderfulcharm,inthetoneoftheVeiledWoman’svoice,mywillseemedtotakeaforcemoresublimethanitsown。Ifoldedmyarmsonmybreast,andstoodasifrootedtothespot,confrontingthecolumnofsmokeandthestrideofthegiantFoot。AndtheFoothalted,mute。

  Again,inthemomentaryhushofthatsuspense,Iheardavoice——itwasMargrave’s。

  Thelasthourexpires——theworkisaccomplished!Come!come!Aidmetotakethecaldronfromthefire。and,quick!——oradropmaybewastedinvapor——theElixirofLifefromthecaldron!

  AtthatcryIreceded,andtheFootadvanced。

  Andatthatmoment,suddenly,unawares,frombehind,Iwasstrickendown。Overme,asIlay,sweptawhirlwindoftramplinghoofsandglancinghorns。Theherds,intheirflightfromtheburningpastures,hadrushedoverthebedofthewatercourse,scaledtheslopesofthebanks。Snortingandbellowing,theyplungedtheirblindwaytothemountains。Onecryalone,morewildthantheirownsavageblare,piercedthereekthroughwhichtheBruteHurricaneswept。AtthatcryofwrathanddespairIstruggledtorise,againdashedtoearthbythehoofsandthehorns。Butwasitthedreamlikedeceitofmyreelingsenses,ordidIseethatgiantFootstridepastthroughtheclose-serriedranksofthemaddeningherds?DidIhear,distinctthroughallthehugeuproarofanimalterror,therolloflowthunderwhichfollowedthestrideofthatFoot?

  X

  Whenmysensehadrecovereditsshock,andmyeyeslookeddizzilyround,thechargeofthebeastshadsweptby。andofallthewildtribeswhichhadinvadedthemagicalcircle,theonlylingererwasthebrownDeath-adder,coiledclosebythespotwheremyheadhadrested。Besidetheextinguishedlampswhichthehoofshadconfusedlyscattered,thefire,arrestedbythewatercourse,hadconsumedthegrassesthatfedit,andtheretheplainsstretchedblackanddesertasthePhlegraeanFieldofthePoet’sHell。Butthefirestillragedintheforestbeyond——whiteflames,soaringupfromthetrunksofthetallesttrees,andforming,throughthesullendarkofthesmokereck,innumerablepillarsoffire,likethehallsinthecityoffiends。

  Gatheringmyselfup,Iturnedmyeyesfromtheterriblepompoftheluridforest,andlookedfearfullydownonthehoof-trampledswardformytwocompanions。

  IsawthedarkimageofAyeshastillseated,stillbending,asI

  hadseenitlast。Isawapalehandfeeblygraspingtherimofthemagicalcaldron,whichlay,hurleddownfromitstripodbytherushofthebeasts,yardsawayfromthedim,fadingembersofthescatteredwoodpyre。Isawthefaintwrithingsofafrail,wastedframe,overwhichtheVeiledWomanwasbending。Isaw,asImovedwithbruisedlimbstotheplace,closebythelipsofthedyingmagician,theflashoftherubylikeessencespilledonthesward,and,meteor-like,sparklingupfromthetorntuftsofherbage。

  InowreachedMargrave’sside。BendingoverhimastheVeiledWomanbent,andasIsoughtgentlytoraisehim,heturnedhisface,fiercelyfalteringout,Touchmenot,robmenot!YOUsharewithme!Never,never!Thesegloriousdropsareallmine!Dieallelse!Iwilllive,Iwilllive!Writhinghimselffrommypityingarms,heplungedhisfaceamidstthebeautiful,playfulflameoftheessence,asiftolaptheelixirwithlipsscorchedawayfromitsintolerableburning。Suddenly,withalowshriek,hefellback,hisfaceupturnedtomine,andonthatfaceunmistakablyreignedDeath。

  ThenAyeshatenderly,silently,drewtheyoungheadtoherlap,anditvanishedfrommysightbehindherblackveil。

  Ikneltbesideher,murmuringsometritewordsofcomfort。butsheheededmenot,rockingherselftoandfroasthemotherwhocradlesachildtosleep。Soonthefast-flickeringsparklesofthelostelixirdiedoutonthegrass。andwiththeirlastsportivediamond-

  liketrembleoflight,up,inallthesuddennessofAustralianday,rosethesun,liftinghimselfroyallyabovethemountaintops,andfrontingthemeanerblazeoftheforestasayoungkingfrontshisrebels。Andasthere,wherethebushfireshadravaged,allwasadesert,sothere,wheretheirfuryhadnotspread,allwasagarden。Afar,atthefootofthemountains,thefugitiveherdsweregrazing。thecranes,flockingbacktothepools,renewedthestrangegraceoftheirgambols。andthegreatkingfisher,whoselaugh,halfinmirth,halfinmockery,leadsthechoirthatwelcomethemorn——whichinEuropeisnight——alightedboldontheroofofthecavern,whosefloorswerestillwhitewiththebonesofraces,extinctbefore——sohelplessthroughinstincts,soroyalthroughSoul——roseMAN!

  Butthere,onthegroundwherethedazzlingelixirhadwasteditsvirtues——theretheherbagealreadyhadafreshnessofverdurewhich,amidthedullerswardroundit,waslikeanoasisofgreeninadesert。And,there,wildflowers,whosechillhuestheeyewouldhavescarcelydistinguishedthedaybefore,nowglitteredforthinbloomsofunfamiliarbeauty。Towardthatspotwereattractedmyriadsofhappyinsects,whosehumofintensejoywasmusicallyloud。Buttheformofthelife-seekingsorcererlayrigidandstark。blindtothebloomofthewildflowers,deaftothegleeoftheinsects——onehandstillrestingheavilyontherimoftheemptiedcaldron,andthefacestillhidbehindtheBlackVeil。What!thewondrouselixir,soughtwithsuchhopeandwell-

  nighachievedthroughsuchdread,fleetingbacktotheearthfromwhichitsmaterialwasdrawntogivebloom,indeed——buttoherbs。

  joyindeed——buttoinsects!

  Andnow,intheflashofthesun,slowlywounduptheslopesthatledtothecircle,thesamebarbaricprocessionwhichhadsunkintothevalleyundertherayofthemoon。Thearmedmencamefirst,stalwartandtall,theirvestsbravewithcrimsonandgoldenlace,theirweaponsgaylygleamingwithholidaysilver。Afterthem,theBlackLitter。Astheycametotheplace,Ayesha,notraisingherhead,spoketotheminherownEasterntongue。Awailwasheranswer。Thearmedmenboundedforward,andthebearersleftthelitter。

  AllgatheredroundthedeadformwiththefaceconcealedundertheBlackVeil。allknelt,andallwept。Farinthedistance,atthefootofthebluemountains,acrowdofthesavagenativeshadrisenupasiffromtheearth。theystoodmotionlessleaningontheirclubsandspears,andlookingtowardthespotonwhichwewere——

  strangelythusbroughtintothelandscape,asiftheytoo,thewilddwellersonthevergewhichHumanityguardsfromtheBrute,wereamongthemournersforthemysteriousChildofmysteriousNature!

  Andstill,intheherbage,hummedthesmallinsects,andstill,fromthecavern,laughedthegreatkingfisher。IsaidtoAyesha,Farewell!yourlovemournsthedead,minecallsmetotheliving。

  Youarenowwithyourownpeople,theymayconsoleyou——sayifI

  canassist。

  Thereisnoconsolationforme!Whatmournercanbeconsoledifthedeaddieforever?Nothingforhimisleftbutagrave。thatgraveshallbeinthelandwherethesongofAyeshafirstlulledhimtosleep。ThouassistME——thou,thewisemanofEurope!Frommeaskassistance。Whatroadwiltthoutaketothyhome?

  Thereisbutoneroadknowntomethroughthemazeofthesolitude——thatwhichwetooktothisupland。

  OnthatroadDeathlurks,andawaitsthee!Blinddupe,couldstthouthinkthatifthegrandsecretoflifehadbeenwon,hewhoseheadrestsonmylapwouldhaveyieldedtheeonepettydropoftheessencewhichhadfilchedfromhisstoreoflifebutamoment?Me,whosolovedandsocherishedhim——mehewouldhavedoomedtothepitilesscordofmyservant,theStrangler,ifmydeathcouldhavelengthenedahairbreadththespanofhisbeing。Butwhatmatterstomehiscrimeorhismadness?Ilovedhim,Ilovedhim!

  Shebowedherveiledheadlowerandlower。perhapsundertheveilherlipskissedthelipsofthedead。Thenshesaidwhisperingly:

  JumatheStrangler,whosewordneverfailedtohismaster,whosepreyneverslippedfromhissnare,waitsthystepontheroadtothyhome!Butthydeathcannotnowprofitthedead,thebeloved。

  Andthouhasthadpityforhimwhotookbutthineaidtodesignthydestruction。Hislifeislost,thineissaved!

  ShespokenomoreinthetonguethatIcouldinterpret。Shespoke,inthelanguageunknown,afewmurmuredwordstoherswarthyattendants。thenthearmedmen,stillweeping,rose,andmadeadumbsigntometogowiththem。IunderstoodbythesignthatAyeshahadtoldthemtoguardmeonmyway。butshegavenoreplytomypartingthanks。

  XI

  Idescendedintothevalley。thearmedmenfollowed。Thepath,onthatsideofthewatercoursenotreachedbytheflames,woundthroughmeadowsstillgreen,oramidstgrovesstillunscathed。AsaturninginthewaybroughtinfrontofmysighttheplaceIhadleftbehind,Ibeheldtheblacklittercreepingdownthedescent,withitscurtainsclosed,andtheVeiledWomanwalkingbyitsside。

  Butsoonthefuneralprocessionwaslosttomyeyes,andthethoughtsthatitrousedwereerased。Thewavesinman’sbrainarelikethoseofthesea,rushingon,rushingoverthewrecksofthevesselsthatrodeontheirsurface,tosink,afterstorm,intheirdeeps。Onethoughtcastforthintothefuturenowmasteredallinthepast:WasLilianlivingstill?Absorbedinthegloomofthatthought,hurriedonbythegoadthatmyheart,initstorturedimpatience,gavetomyfootstep,Ioutstrippedtheslowstrideofthearmedmen,and,midwaybetweentheplaceIhadleftandthehomewhichIspedto,came,farinadvanceofmyguards,intothethicketinwhichtheBushmenhadstartedupinmypathonthenightthatLilianhadwatchedformycoming。Theearthatmyfeetwasrifewithcreepingplantsandmany-coloredflowers,theskyoverheadwashalfhidbymotionlesspines。Suddenly,whethercrawlingoutfromtheherbageordroppingdownfromthetrees,bymysidestoodthewhite-robedandskeletonform——Ayesha’sattendanttheStrangler。

  Isprangfromhimshuddering,thenhaltedandfacedhim。Thehideouscreaturecrepttowardme,cringingandfawning,makingsignsofhumblegoodwillandservileobeisance。AgainIrecoiled——

  wrathfully,loathingly,turnedmyfacehomeward,andfledon。I

  thoughtIhadbaffledhischase,when,justatthemouthofthethicket,hedroppedfromaboughinmypathclosebehindme。

  BeforeIcouldturn,somedarkmufflingsubstancefellbetweenmysightandthesun,andIfeltafiercestrainatmythroat。ButthewordsofAyeshahadwarnedme。withonerapidhandIseizedthenoosebeforeitcouldtightentooclosely,withtheotherItorethebandageawayfrommyeyes,and,wheelingroundonthedastardlyfoe,struckhimdownwithonespurnofmyfoot。Hishand,ashefell,relaxeditsholdonthenoose。Ifreedmythroatfromtheknot,andsprangfromthecopseintothebroadsunlitplain。IsawnomoreofthearmedmenortheStrangler。Pantingandbreathless,Ipausedatlastbeforethefence,fragrantwithblossoms,thatdividedmyhomefromthesolitude。

  ThewindowsofLilian’sroomweredarkened。allwithinthehouseseemedstill。

  Darkenedandsilencedhome,withthelightandsoundsofthejocunddayallaroundit。WasthereyethopeintheUniverseforme?AlltowhichIhadtrustedHopehadbrokendown。theanchorsIhadforgedforherholdinthebedsoftheocean,herstayfromthedriftsofthestorm,hadsnappedlikethereedswhichpiercethesidethatleansonthebarboftheirpoints,andconfidesinthestrengthoftheirstems。Nohopeinthebaffledresourcesofrecognizedknowledge!NohopeinthedaringadventuresofMindintoregionsunknown。vainalikethecalmloreofthepracticedphysician,andthemagicalartsofthefatedEnchanter!IhadfledfromthecommonplaceteachingsofNature,toexploreinherShadowlandmarvelsatvariancewithreason。Madebravebythegrandeuroflove,IhadopposedwithoutquailingthestrideoftheDemon,andmyhope,whenfruitionseemednearest,hadbeentroddenintodustbythehoofsofthebeast!Andyet,allthewhile,Ihadscorned,asadream,morewildthanthewordofasorcerer,thehopethattheoldmanandthechild,thewiseandtheignorant,tookfromtheirsoulsasinborn。Manandfiendhadalikefailedamind,notignoble,notskill-less,notabjectlycraven。alikefailedaheartnotfeebleandselfish,notdeadtothehero’sdevotion,willingtoshedeverydropofitsbloodforasomethingmoredearthanananimal’slifeforitself!Whatremained——whatremainedforman’shope?——man’smindandman’sheartthusexhaustingtheirallwithnootherresultbutdespair!Whatremainedbutthemysteryofmysteries,socleartothesunriseofchildhood,thesunsetofage,onlydimmedbythecloudswhichcollectroundthenoonofourmanhood?WhereyetwasHopefound?

  Inthesoul。initsevery-dayimpulsetosupplicatecomfortandlight,fromtheGiverofsoul,wherevertheheartisafflicted,themindisobscured。

  ThenthewordsofAyesharushedoverme:Whatmournercanbeconsoled,ifthedeaddieforever?Througheverypulseofmyframethrobbedthatdreadquestion。allNaturearoundseemedtomurmurit。Andsuddenly,asbyaflashfromheaven,thegrandtruthinFaber’sgrandreasoningshoneonme,andlightedupall,withinandwithout。Manalone,ofallearthlycreatures,asks,Canthedeaddieforever?andtheinstinctthaturgesthequestionisGod’sanswertoman。Noinstinctisgiveninvain。

  Andbornwiththeinstinctofsoulistheinstinctthatleadsthesoulfromtheseentotheunseen,fromtimetoeternity,fromthetorrentthatfoamstowardtheOceanofDeath,tothesourceofitsstream,faraloftfromtheOcean。

  Knowthyself,saidthePythianofold。ThatpreceptdescendedfromHeaven。Knowthyself!Isthatmaximwise?Ifso,knowthysoul。Butneveryetdidmancometothethoroughconvictionofsoulbutwhatheacknowledgedthesovereignnecessityofprayer。

  Inmyawe,inmyrapture,allmythoughtsseemedenlargedandillumedandexalted。Iprayed——allmysoulseemedoneprayer。Allmypast,withitsprideandpresumptionandfolly,grewdistinctastheformofapenitent,kneelingforpardonbeforesettingforthonthepilgrimagevowedtoashrine。And,surenow,inthedeepsofasoulfirstrevealedtomyself,thattheDeaddonotdieforever,myhumanlovesoaredbeyonditsbrieftrialofterrorandsorrow。

  DaringnottoaskfromHeaven’swisdomthatLilian,formysake,mightnotyetpassawayfromtheearth,IprayedthatmysoulmightbefittedtobearwithsubmissionwhatevermyMakermightordain。

  Andifsurvivingher——withoutwhomnobeamfromyonmaterialsuncouldeverwarmintojoyamorrowinhumanlife——sotoguidemystepsthattheymightrejoinheratlast,andinrejoining,regainforever!

  Howtrivialnowbecametheweirdriddle,that,alittlewhilebefore,hadbeenclothedinsosolemnanawe!WhatmatteredittothevastinterestsinvolvedintheclearrecognitionofSoulandHereafter,whetherornotmybodilysense,foramoment,obscuredthefaceoftheNatureIshouldonedaybeholdasaspirit?

  Doubtlessthesightsandthesoundswhichhadhauntedthelastgloomynight,thecalmreasonofFaberwouldstripoftheirmagicalseemings。theEyesinthespaceandtheFootinthecirclemightbethoseofnoterribleDemons,butofthewild’ssavagechildrenwhomIhadseen,halting,curiousandmute,inthelightofthemorning。

  Thetremorofthegroundifnot,asheretofore,explicablebytheillusoryimpressionofmyowntreacheroussensesmightbebutthenaturaleffectofelementsstrugglingyetunderasoilunmistakablycharredbyvolcanoes。Theluminousatomsdissolvedinthecaldronmightaslittlebefraughtwithavitalelixirasarethesplendorsofnaphthaorphosphor。Asitwas,theweirdritehadnomagicresult。Themagicianwasnotrentlimbfromlimbbythefiends。

  Bycausesasnaturalaseverextinguishedlife’ssparkinthefraillampofclay,hehaddiedoutofsight——undertheblackveil。

  WhatmatteredhenceforthtoFaith,initsfargranderquestionsandanswers,whetherReason,inFaber,orFancy,inme,suppliedthemoreprobableguessatahieroglyphwhich,ifconstruedaright,wasbutawordofsmallmarkinthemysticallanguageofNature?IfalltheartsofenchantmentrecordedbyFablewereattestedbyfactswhichSageswereforcedtoacknowledge,Sageswouldsoonerorlaterfindsomecauseforsuchportents——notsupernatural。ButwhatSage,withoutcausesupernatural,bothwithoutandwithinhim,canguessatthewondersheviewsinthegrowthofabladeofgrass,orthetintsonaninsect’swing?WhateverartMancanachieveinhisprogressthroughtime,Man’sreason,intime,cansufficetoexplain。ButthewondersofGod?ThesebelongtotheInfinite。andthese,OImmortal!willbutdevelopnewwonderonwonder,thoughthysightbeaspirit’s,andthyleisuretotrackandtosolveaneternity。

  AsIraisedmyfacefrommyclaspedhands,myeyesfellfulluponaformstandingintheopendoorway。There,whereonthenightinwhichLilian’slongstruggleforreasonandlifehadbegun,theLuminousShadowhadbeenbeheldinthedoubtfullightofadyingmoonandayethazydawn。there,onthethreshold,gatheringroundherbrightlockstheaureoleoftheglorioussun,stoodAmy,theblessedchild!AndasIgazed,drawingnearerandnearertothesilencedhouse,andthatImageofPeaceonitsthreshold,IfeltthatHopemetmeatthedoor——Hopeinthechild’ssteadfasteyes,Hopeinthechild’swelcomingsmile!

  Iwasatwatchforyou,whisperedAmy。Alliswell。

  Shelivesstill——shelives!ThankGod,thankGod!

  Shelives——shewillrecover!saidanothervoice,asmyheadsunkonFaber’sshoulder。Forsomehoursinthenighthersleepwasdisturbed,convulsed。Ifeared,then,theworst。Suddenly,justbeforethedawn,shecalledoutaloud,stillinsleep:

  ’ThecoldanddarkshadowhaspassedawayfrommeandfromAllen——

  passedawayfromusbothforever!’

  Andfromthatmomentthefeverlefther。thebreathingbecamesoft,thepulsesteady,andthecolorstolegraduallybacktohercheek。Thecrisisispast。Nature’sbenignDisposerhaspermittedNaturetorestoreyourlife’sgentlepartner,hearttoheart,mindtomind——

  Andsoultosoul,Icriedinmysolemnjoy。Aboveasbelow,soultosoul!Then,atasignfromFaber,thechildtookmebythehandandledmeupthestairsintoLilian’sroom。

  Againthosedeararmsclosedaroundmeinwifelikeandholylove,andthosetruelipskissedawaymytears——evenasnow,atthedistanceofyearsfromthathappymorn,whileIwritethelastwordsofthisStrangeStory,thesamefaithfularmsclosearoundme,thesametenderlipskissawaymytears。

  ThomasDeQuinceyTheAvengerWhycallestthoumemurderer,andnotratherthewrathofGodburningafterthestepsoftheoppressor,andcleansingtheearthwhenitiswetwithblood?

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