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  ButwhilethesegreatservicesatSt。Peter’sinthosehalcyondayswereperfectintheirkind,thesamecouldnotbesaidofmanyothers。TheworstthatIeversaw——onewhichespeciallydwellsinmymemory——wasatPisa。Ihadpreviouslyvisitedtheplaceandknewitwell,sothatwhen,oneSundaymorning,aCanadianclergymanatthehotelwishedtogotothecathedral,I

  offeredtoguidehim。Hewasevidentlyamanofdeepsincerity,and,aswassoonrevealedbyhisconversation,ofhigh—churchandevenritualistictendencies;but,tomygreatsurprise,heremarkedthathehadneverattendedserviceinaRomanCatholicchurch。Arrivingatthecathedraltoolateforthehighcelebration,wewalkeddownthenaveuntilwecametoasidealtarwhereapriestwasgoingthroughalowmass,withasmallcongregationofdelayedworshipers,andwetookourplacebackofthese。Thepriestracedthroughtheserviceatthehighestpossiblespeed。Hismotionswerelikethoseofanautomaton:hekeptturningquicklytoandfroasifonapivot;claspinghishandsbeforehisbreastasifbymachinery;bowinghisheadasifitmovedbyaspringinhisneck;mumblingandrattlinglikewindinachimney;thechoir—boywhoservedthemasswithhimjinglinghisbellasirreverentlyasifhewereconductingagreen—grocer’scart。MyAnglicancompanionimmediatelybegantobeunhappy,andwassoondeeplydistressed。Hegroanedagainandagain。Hewhispered,\"Goodheavens,isitlikethis?Isthisthewaytheydoit?Thisisfearful!\"Aswecamefromthechurchhewasverysorrowful,andIadministeredtohimsuchcomfortasI

  could,butnothingcouldremedythismostpainfuldisenchantment。

  AndhereImaysaythatIhaveneverbeenabletounderstandhowanyAnglicanchurchmancanfeelanyinsufficiencyintheLord’sSupperasadministeredinhisownbranchofthechurch。Ihavenevertakenpartinit,butmorethanonceIhavelingeredtoseeit,andeveninitssimplestformithasalwaysgreatlyimpressedme。Itisaservicewhichallcanunderstand;itswordshavecomedownthroughtheages;itsceremonialiscalm,comprehensible,touching;andthewholeideaofcommunioninmemoryofthelastsceneintheSaviour’slife,whichbringstheworshiperintolovingrelationnotonlywithhim,butwithallthechurch,militantandtriumphant,is,tomymind,infinitelynoblerandmorereligiousthanallparaphernalia,genuflexions,andman—millinery。HowanyProtestant,however\"high\"inhistendencies,canfeelotherwiseisincomprehensibletome。

  AtthatfirstofmymanyvisitstoRome,therehadcomeoneexperiencewhichhadgreatlysoftenedanyofmyinheritedProtestantprejudices。OurpartyhadbeenlumberingalongalldayontheroadfromCivitaVecchia,whensuddenlytheredashedbyusafinetraveling—coachdrawnbyfourhorsesriddenbypostilions。

  Hardlyhaditpassedwhentherecameascream,andourcarriagestopped。Weatfirsttookitforgrantedthatitwasanattackbybandits,but,ongettingoutandapproachingtheothercoach,foundthatoneofthepostilions,abeautifulItalianboyofsixteen,injauntycostume,hadbeenthrownfromhishorse,hadbeenrunoverbythewheelsofthecoach,andnowlayattheroadsidegaspinghislast。Westoodabouthim,tryingtoeasehispain,whenayoungpriestcamerunningfromaneighboringchurch。

  Heshowednodeferencetothegorgeouslydressedpersonageswhohaddescendedfromthecoach;hewasregardlessofallconventionalities,obliviousofallsurroundings,hisonethoughtbeingevidentlyofhisdutytothepoorsuffererstretchedoutbeforehim。Heknelt,tenderlykissedtheboy,administeredextremeunction,andrepeatedsoftlyandearnestlytheprayersforthedying,towhichferventresponsescamefromthepeasantskneelingabouthim。Thewholescenedidmuchtotonedownthefeelingswhichhadbeenarousedthepreviousdaybythefilthandbeggaryatthepapalportwherewehadlanded,andtopreparemeforamorecharitablejudgmentofwhatIwastoseeinthepapalcity。

  ButanearlyexperienceinRomeshowedalessbeautifulmanifestationofChristianzeal。Wewereabandofstudents,sixinnumber,whohadjustclosedayearofstudyattheUniversityofBerlin;andtheyoungest,whomIwillcallJackSmith,wasabrightyoungfellow,sonofawealthyNewEnglandmanufacturer。

  TheeveningafterarrivinginRome,Jack,callingonanAmericanaunt,wasintroducedtoapriestwhohappenedtobemakingheravisit。Itwasinstantlyevidentthatthepriest,FatherCataldi,knewwhatJack’sworldlyprospectswere;forfromthefirsthewasexcessivelypolitetotheyouth,andwhenthelatterremarkedthatduringhisstayinRomehewouldliketotakeItalianlessons,thepriestvolunteeredtosendhimateacher。Nextday,attheappointedhour,theteacherappeared,andinthepersonofthepriesthimself。ThenceforwardhestucktotheyoungAmericanlikeabrother,kepthimawayfromtherestofusasmuchaspossible,andservednotonlyashisteacher,butashiscicerone。

  AmongvariousdignitariestowhomhepresentedtheyoungAmericanwashisEminenceCardinalTosti;andwhenthecardinalextendedhishandtobekissed,Jackgraspedandcordiallyshookit。Thetwoclericalgentlemenwereevidentlydisconcerted;butthepriestsaidtothecardinal,inanundertone,\"eunprincipeAmericano,\"whereuponthecardinalseemedrelievedandshookhandsheartily。

  Oneday,whenthepriestwasnotwithourcompanion,weallvisitedoneofthebasilicas,wheresomegreatfunctionwasgoingon,and,thoughwefoundacrowdatthedoors,obtainedasightofthehighaltar,——andthere,inmagnificentattire,inthemidstofthegreatprelates,wasapersonwhoboreamoststrikingresemblancetoJack’sclericalguide。Wewereallstruckbythiscuriouscoincidence,butconcludedthatinthedistanceandthroughthecloudsofincensewehadsimplyseenachanceresemblance,andinthemultitudeofmatterswesoonforgotit。A

  monthafterward,aswewereleavingRome,Jackaskedhisnewfriendforhisbill,whereuponthepriestdrewhimselfupwithasuperbgestureand,presentinghiscard,said:\"YouevidentlydonotknowwhoIam。\"Thecardboretheinscription,\"MonsignorCataldi,MasterofthePapalCeremonies。\"TheyoungAmericanwasquiteconfounded,butlistenedsubmissivelywhilethisdignitaryexpressedthehopethattheymightyetmeetwithinthepaleofthatchurchwhichalonecouldgiveaclaimtosalvation。

  TheconditionofRomeatthatperiodwasnotsuchastoinducemuchrespectforpriestlygovernment。Anythingmoredirty,slipshod,andwretchedcouldhardlybeimagined。Norailwayshadyetbeenallowed;theVaticanmonsignorifeelingbyinstinctthetruthstatedbyBuckle,thatrailwayspromotethecominginofnewideas。Nordidthemoralconditionofthepeopleseemtobeanybetter。

  AnyonewhovisitsRometo—day,withthearmyofmonkssweptoutoftheplace,withstreetswellcleaned,withtheexcavationsscientificallyconducted,withagovernmentwhich,whateveritsfaults,isatanyratepatriotic,findsitdifficulttoimaginethevilenessofthecityundertheoldregime。

  But,badaswasRome,Napleswasworse。ThewretchedBourbonthenonthethrone,\"KingBomba,\"wastheworstofhiskind。Ourministerofthatperiod,Mr。RobertDaleOwen,gavemesomeaccountsoftheconditionofthings。Hetoldme,asamatteroffact,thatanyyoungmanshowingearnestpurposeofanysortwasimmediatelysuspectedanddiscouraged,whileworthlessyoungdebaucheeswereregardedasharmless,andthereforefavored。

  ThemostcherishedcounseloroftheKingwasApuzzo,ArchbishopofSorrento。InadditiontowhatIhavealreadysaidofLeopardi’spoliticalcatechism,whichthearchbishopforceduponthepeople,Imaynotethatthisworktookgreatpainstoshowthatnoeducationwasneededsavejustenoughtoenableeachmantoaccomplishhisdutieswithinthelittlesphereinwhichhewasborn,andthatforthegreatbodyofthepeopleeducationwasacurseratherthanablessing。Theresultofthispolicywasevident:thenumberofpersonsunabletoreadorwrite,whichwasfromfortytofiftypercent。inPiedmont,wasfromsixtytosixty—fivepercent。inRome,fromeightytoeighty—fivepercent。inthePapalStates,andaboveeighty—fivepercent。inNaplesandSicily。[38]

  [38]SeemapsinVol。II,of\"L’ItalisEconomicanel1873\"(Roma,TipografiaBarbera,1873)。Thisworkwastheresultofofficialsurveysandmostcarefulstudiesmadebyleadingeconomistsandstatisticians。ForacopyofitIamindebtedtoMr。H。N。Gay,FellowofHarvardUniversity。

  IalsohadtheadvantageofbeingpresentatthegreatreligiousfunctionofNaples——theliquefactionofthebloodofSt。

  Januarius,patronofthecity。ItwasinthegorgeouschapelofthesaintwhichformspartoftheCathedralofNaples,andtheplacewasfilledwithdevoutworshipersofeveryclass,fromtheofficialsincourtdress,representingtheBourbonking,downtothelowestlazzaroni。Thereliquaryofsilvergilt,shapedlikealargehumanhead,andsupposedtocontaintheskullofthesaint,wasfirstplaceduponthealtar;next,twovials,containingadarksubstancesaidtobehisblood,werealsoplaceduponthealtar,nearthehead。Asthepriestssaidprayers,theyturnedthevialsfromtimetotime;and,theliquefactionbeingsomewhatdelayed,thegreatcrowdofpeopleburstoutintomoreandmoreimpassionedexpostulationsandpetitionstothesaint。Justinfrontofthealtarwerethelazzaroniwhoclaimedtobedescendantsofthesaint’sfamily,andthesewereespeciallyimportunate:atsuchtimestheybeg,theyscold,theyeventhreaten;theyhavebeenknowntoabusethesaintroundly,andtotellhimthat,ifhedoesnotcaretoshowhisfavortothecitybyliquefyinghisblood,St。CosmoandSt。Damianarejustasgoodsaintsashe,andwill,nodoubt,beverygladtohavethecitydevoteitselftothem。Atlast,aswewerebeginningtobeimpatient,thepriest,turningthevialssuddenly,announcedthatthesainthadperformedthemiracle,andinstantlypriests,people,choir,andorganburstforthintoagreat\"TeDeum\";

  bellsrangandcannonroared;aprocessionwasformed,andtheshrinecontainingthesaint’srelicswascarriedthroughthestreets,thepeopleprostratingthemselvesonbothsidesofthewayandshoweringrose—leavesupontheshrineanduponthepathbeforeit。Thecontentsofthesepreciousvialsareaninterestingrelicindeed,fortheyrepresenttousvividlythatperiodwhenmenwhowerewillingtogotothestakefortheirreligiousopinionsthoughtitnotwrongto\"savesouls\"bypiousmendacityandconsecratedfraud。Tothescientificeyethismiracleisverysimple:thevialscontain,nodoubt,oneofthosewaxymixturesfusingatlowtemperature,which,whilekeptinitsplacewithinthecoldstonewallsofthechurch,remainssolid,butwhich,uponbeingbroughtoutintothehot,crowdedchapelandfondledbythewarmhandsofthepriests,graduallysoftensandbecomesliquid。Itwascurioustonote,atthetimeabovementioned,thateventhehighfunctionariesrepresentingtheKinglookedatthemiraclewithawe:theyevidentlyfound\"joyinbelieving,\"andoneofthemassuredmethattheonlythingwhichCOULDcauseitwasthedirectexerciseofmiraculouspower。

  So,too,Ihadhereanopportunitytostudyoneofthefundamentalideasoftheprevalenttheology——namely,thedoctrineof\"intercession,\"whichhasplayedsuchapartnotonlyinCatholicbutinProtestantcountries,——theideathat,justasinanearthlycourtback—stairsinfluenceisnecessarytosecurefavor,soitmustbeintheheavenlycourts。IwasmuchedifiedbythewayinwhichthisdoctrinewaspresentedincertaingreatpicturesrepresentingtheinterventionoftheAlmightytosaveNaplesfromtheplague。Oneofthem,asIrememberit,represented,onanenormouscanvas,thewholetransactionasfollows:IntheimmediateforegroundthepeopleofNapleswererepresentedontheirkneesbeforetheirmagistrates,beggingthemtorescuethecityfromthepestilence;fartherbackthemagistrateswererepresentedasontheirkneesbeforethemonks,beggingfortheirprayers;themonkswereontheirkneesbeforeSt。Januarius,begginghimtointervene;St。JanuariuswasthenrepresentedasonhiskneesbeforetheBlessedVirgin;theBlessedVirginwasthenpicturedasbeseechingherdivineSon;

  andheatlastwasrepresentedaspresentingthepetitiontoatriangleintheheavensbehindwhichappearedthelineamentsofavenerableface。

  Onecanunderstand,afterseeingpicturesofthiskind,whatErasmuswasthinkingof,fivehundredyearsago,whenhewrotehiscolloquyof\"TheShipwreck,\"themostexquisitesatireonmediaevaldoctrineevermade。Afteramostcomicalaccountofthepetitionsandpromisesmadebytheshipwreckedtovarioussaints,Adolphussays:\"Towhichofthesaintsdidyoupray?\"Antonyanswers,\"Tonotoneofthemall,Iassureyou。Idon’tlikeyourwayofbargainingwiththesaints:’DothisandI’lldothat。

  Hereissomuchforsomuch。SavemeandIwillgiveyouataperorgoonapilgrimage。’Justthinkofit!IshouldcertainlyhaveprayedtoSt。Peter,iftoanysaint;forhestandsatthedoorofheaven,andsowouldbelikeliesttohear。ButbeforehecouldgototheAlmightyandtellhimmycondition,Imightbefiftyfathomsunderwater。\"Adolphus:\"Whatdidyoudothen?\"Antony:

  \"IwentstraighttoGodhimself,andsaidmyprayertohim;thesaintsneitherhearsoreadilynorgivesowillingly。\"

  Inthecityitselfwerefilth,blasphemy,andobscenityunspeakable。NostrangercouldtakehisseatatacafewithouthavingproposalsopenlymadetohimwhichwouldhavedisgracedPompeii。Cheateryandlyingprevailedonallsides。Outsidethecitywasbrigandage,——somuchsothatvariouspartiesgoingtoPaestumtookpainstocombinetheirforcesandtobeararms。

  This,then,wastheoutcomeoffifteenhundredyearsofChristiancivilizationinalandwhichhadbeenentirelyinthehandsofthechurchauthoritieseversincethedownfalloftheRomanEmpire;acountryinwhicheducation,intellectual,moral,andreligious,hadbeenfromthefirstinthehandsofabody,claiminginfallibilityinitsteachingoffaithandmorals,whichhadmoldedrulersandpeopleatitsownwillduringallthesecenturies。Thiswastheresult!Itseemedtomethen,asitseemstomenow,areductioadabsurdumoftheclaimsofanychurchtosuperintendtheeducationofapeople;andifitbeinsistedthatthereisanythingexceptionalinItaly,onemaypointforexamplesofthesameresultstoSpain,theSpanishrepublics,Poland,andsundryothercountries。

  BeforegoingtoItaly,Ihadtakenpainstoreadasmuchaspossibleofthehistoryofthecountry,and,amongotherworks,hadwadedthroughthetenoctavovolumesofSismondi’s\"HistoryoftheItalianRepublics,\"aswellasGibbon’s\"DeclineandFalloftheRomanEmpire\";andthishistoryhadservedtoshowmewhatanybodyofecclesiastics,notresponsibletosoundlayopinion,maybecome。InlookingoverthepasthistoryandpresentconditionofItaly,thereconstantlyranginmyearsthatgreatwarningbyChristhimself,\"Bytheirfruitsyeshallknowthem。\"

  CHAPTERLXI

  INLATERYEARS——1856—1905

  OnmyreturntoAmericaIremainedforashorttimeasaresidentgraduateatNewHaven,andtheregainedafriendwhoinfluencedmemosthappily。ThiswasProfessorGeorgeParkFisher,atthattimeinchargeoftheuniversitypulpit,anadmirablescholarandhistorian。Hisreligiousnature,rootedinNewEnglandorthodoxy,hadcometoabroadandnoblebloomandfruitage。Wittyandhumorous,whiledeeplythoughtful,hisdiscussionswereofgreatvaluetome,andourlongwalkstogetherremainamongthemostpleasingrecollectionsofmylife。Hehadageniusforconversation;infact,hewasoneofthetwoorthreebestconversationistsIhaveeverknown,andhisinfluenceonmythinking,bothasregardsreligiousandsecularquestions,wasthoroughlygood。Whilewedidnotbyanymeansfullyagree,I

  cametoseemoreclearlythaneverwhatareallyenlightenedChristianitycandoforaman。

  IhadreturnedtoAmericainthehopeofinfluencingopinionfromaprofessor’schair,andmydearoldfriendProfessor——afterwardPresident——PorterurgedmetoremaininNewHaven,assuringmethattheprofessorshipofhistoryforwhichIhadbeenpreparingmyselfabroadwouldbeopentomethere。AfewyearslateraprofessorshipatYalewasofferedme,andinawayforwhichI

  shallalwaysbegrateful;butitwasnottheprofessorshipofhistory:fromthatIwasdebarredbymyreligiousviews,andthereforeitwasthat,havingbeenelectedtoaprofessorshipinthatdepartmentattheStateUniversityofMichigan,I

  immediatelyandgladlyentereduponitsduties。

  InstalledinthisnewpositionatAnnArbor,Inotonlythrewmyselfveryheartilyintomywork,butbecameinterestedinchurchandothergoodworkasitwentonaboutme。Fromtheforceofoldassociations,andbecausemyfamilyhadalsobeenbroughtupintheEpiscopalChurch,Iattendeditsservicesregularly;

  and,whileitrepresentedmuchthatIcouldnotaccept,therewerenoblemeninitwhobecamemyverydearfriends,withwhomI

  wasgladtowork。

  Ithasalwaysseemedtomeratheranamusingepisodeinmylifeduringthisperiodthat,inspiteofgravedoubtsregardingmyorthodoxy,myfriendselectedmevestrymanofSt。Andrew’sChurchatAnnArbor,andgavemefullpowertoselectandcallarectorfortheparishatmynextvacationexcursionintheEast。ThisinduetimeIproceededtodo。AttendingtheconventionoftheEpiscopalChurchinthedioceseofWesternNewYork,Iconsultedwithvariousclericalfriends,visitedoneortwoplacesinordertohearsundryclergymenwhowererecommendedtome,andatlastcalledtoourrectorateamanwhoprovedtobenotonlyablessingtothatparish,buttotheStateatlarge。IntheannalsofAmericancharitableworkhisnameiswritlarge,thoughprobablythereneverlivedamanmoreaversetopublicity。Hehassincebeenmadeabishop,andinthatcapacityhasshownthesameself—sacrificeanddevotiontoworksofmercywhichmarkedhiscareeraspastor。

  Astomyreligiousideasingeneral,theywereatthattimeinfluencedinvariousways。Ireadmuchecclesiasticalhistoryasgivenbyleadingauthorities,ProtestantandCatholic,andinvariousoriginaltreatisesbythinkerseminentinthehistoryofthechurch。Amarkedinfluencewasexerciseduponmebyreadingsundrylivesofthemediaevalsaints:eventhequaintestoftheseshowedmehow,inspiteofchildlikecredulity,mostnobleliveshadbeenled,wellworthytobeponderedoverintheselatercenturies。

  Thegeneraleffectofthisreadingwastoarouseinmeadmirationforthemenwhohavetakenleadingpartsindevelopingthegreatreligionsoftheworld,andespeciallyChristianity,whetherCatholicorProtestant;butitalsocausedmetodistrust,moreandmore,everysortoftheologicaldogmatism。Moreandmoreclearitbecamethatecclesiasticaldogmasarebutstepsintheevolutionofvariousreligions,andthat,inviewofthefactthatthemainunderlyingideasarecommontoall,abeneficentevolutionistocontinue。

  ThislatterideawasstrengthenedbymycarefulreadingofSale’stranslationoftheKoran,whichshowedmethatevenMohammedanismisnotwhollythetissueoffollyandimposturewhichinthosedaysitwasgenerallyrepresentedtobe。

  Influencewasalsoexerteduponmebyvariousotherbooks,andespeciallybyFraPaoloSarpi’s\"HistoryoftheCouncilofTrent,\"probablythemostracyandpungentpieceofecclesiasticalhistoryeverwritten;andthoughIalsoreadasantidotesthehistoryoftheCouncilbyPallavicini,andcopiousextractsfromBossuet,ArchbishopSpalding,andBalmez,FatherPaultaughtme,asanItalianhistorianphrasesit,\"howtheHolySpiritconductschurchcouncils。\"AtalaterperiodDeanStanleymadeasimilarrevelationinhisaccountoftheCouncilofNicaea。

  TheworksofBuckle,Lecky,andDraper,whichwerethenappearing,laidopenmuchtome。Alltheseauthorsshowedmehowtemporary,inthesumofthings,isanypopulartheology;and,finally,thedawnoftheDarwinianhypothesiscametorevealawholeneworbofthoughtabsolutelyfataltotheclaimsofvariouschurches,sects,andsacredbookstocontaintheonlyorthefinalwordofGodtoman。Theolddogmaof\"thefallofman\"

  hadsoonfullydisappeared,andinitsplacethererosemoreandmoreintoviewtheideaoftheriseofman。

  Butwhilemyviewwasthusbroadened,nohostilitytoreligionfoundlodgmentinmymind:ofallthebookswhichIreadatthattime,Stanley’slifeofArnoldexercisedthegreatestinfluenceuponme。Itshowedthatamanmightcastasidemuchwhichchurchesregardasessential,andmightstriveforbreadthandcomprehensioninChristianity,whileyetremaininginhealthfulrelationswiththechurch。IalsoreadwithprofitandpleasuretheRev。ThomasBeecher’sbook,\"OurSevenChurches,\"whichshowedthateachChristiansectinAmericahasacertainworktodo,anddoesitwell;also,thesermonsofRobertson,PhillipsBrooks,andTheodoreMunger,whichrevealedabeautyinChristianitybeforeunknowntome。

  Anotherinfluencewasofaverydifferentsort。FromtimetotimeIwentonhuntingexcursionswiththepastoroftheMethodistEpiscopalchurchatAnnArbor;andthoughhemadenoparadeofreligion,therewasinhimagenial,manlypietywhichbetteredme。

  ButIcannotsaythatthisgoodinfluencewasalwaysexerciseduponmebyhiscoreligionists。Therewasespeciallyone,whorosetobea\"presidingelder,\"verynarrow,veryshrewd,andverybitteragainsttheStateUniversity,yetconstantlyplacinghimselfincomicaldilemmas。Ononeoccasion,whenIaskedhimregardinghisrelationswithclergymenofotherreligiousbodies,hespokeoftheRomanCatholicsandsaidthathehadmadeadeterminedefforttoconverttheBishopofDetroit。Onmyaskingforparticulars,heansweredthat,callinguponthebishop,hehadspokenverysolemnlytohimandtoldhimthathewasendangeringhisownsalvationaswellasthatofhisflock;thatatfirstthebishopwasevidentlyinclinedtobeharsh;butthat,onfindingthathe——theMethodistbrother——dislikedthePresbyterianDr。Duffield,whohadrecentlyattackedCatholicdoctrine,asmuchasthebishopdid,therelationsbetweenthemgrewbetter,sothattheytalkedtogetherveryamicably。

  Atthispointinourconversationapuzzledexpressionoverspreadtheelder’sfaceandhesaid,\"ThemostsingularexperienceI

  everhadwaswithaFrenchCatholicpriestinMonroe。Beinginthattownandhavingadayortwoofvacation,Ifeltitmydutytogoandremonstratewithhim。Ifoundhimverypolite,especiallyafterIhadtoldhimthathisbishophadreceivedmeanddiscussedreligiousquestionswithme。Presently,wishingtomakeanimpressiononthepriest,IfixedmyeyesonhimveryearnestlyandsaidassolemnlyasIcould,’Doyouknowthatyouareleadingyourflockstraightdowntohell?’Tothisthepriestmadeaverysingularanswer,——verysingular,indeed。Hesaid,’Didyoutalklikethattothebishop?’Ianswered,’Yes,Idid。’

  ’Didn’thekickyououtofhishouse?’’No,hedidn’t。’’Then,’

  saidthepriest,’_I_won’t。’\"Andthegoodelder,duringthewholeofthisstory,evidentlythoughtthatthepointofitwas,somehow,againstthePRIEST!

  AsaprofessorattheUniversityofMichiganlecturinguponmodernhistory,I,ofcourse,showedmyfeelingsinoppositiontoslavery,whichwasthencompletelydominantinthenation,and,toallappearance,intrenchedinourinstitutionsforever。FromtimetotimeIalsosaidsomethingswhichmadethemoresensitiveorthodoxbrethrenuneasy;though,asIlookbackuponthemnow,theyseemtomeverymildindeed。Inthesedaystheycouldbesaid,andwouldbesaid,bygreatnumbersofdevotedmembersofallChristianchurches。TheseexpressionsofminefavoredtolerationanddweltupontheabsurdityofdistinctionsbetweenChristiansonaccountofbeliefswhichindividualsorcommunitieshavehappenedtoinherit。NothinglikeanattackuponChristianityitself,oruponanythingvitaltoit,didIevermake;indeed,myinclinationswerenotinthatdirection:mygreatestdesirewastosetmenandwomenatthinking,forIfeltsurethatiftheywouldreallythink,inthelightofhumanhistory,theywouldmoreandmoredwellonwhatispermanentinChristianityandlessandlessonwhatistransient;moreandmoreonitsuniversaltruths,lessandlessuponthecreeds,forms,andobservancesinwhichthesegemsareset;moreandmoreonwhatdrawsmentogether,lessandlessonthatwhichkeepsthemapart。

  Ibecameconvincedthatwhattheworldneededwasmorereligionratherthanless;moredevotiontohumanityandlesspreachingofdogmas。WheneverIspokeofreligion,itwasnottosayawordagainstanyexistingform;butIespeciallyreferred,asmyidealsofreligiousconduct,tothedeclarationofMicah,beginningwiththewords,\"WhatdoththeLordrequireofthee?\";

  totheSermonontheMount;tothedefinitionof\"purereligionandundefiled\"givenbySt。James;andtosomeofthewonderfulutterancesofSt。Paul。Buteventhisalarmedtwoorthreeverygoodmen;theyweremuchexercisedoverwhattheycalledmy\"indifferentism\";andwhenIwaschosen,somewhatlater,tothepresidencyofCornellUniversity,Ifoundthattheyhadthoughtittheirdutytowritelettersurgingvarioustrusteestopreventtheelectionofsodangerousaheretic。

  ScatteredthroughtheMichiganuniversitytownwereanumberofpeoplewhohadbrokenfromtheoldfaithandweregropingabouttofindanewone,but,asarule,withsuchinsufficientknowledgeoftherealbasisofbelieforskepticismthatthereligiontheyfoundseemedlessvaluabletothemthantheonetheyhadleft。Thiers,Voltairianthoughhewas,haswellsaid,\"Theonlyaltarswhicharenotridiculousaretheoldaltars。\"

  Someofthebestofthesepeople,havinglostverydearchildren,hadtakenrefugeinwhatwascalled\"spiritualism\";andIwasinvitedtowitnesssomeofthe\"manifestationsfromthespirit—land,\"andassuredthattheywouldleavenodoubtinmymindastotheirtremendousreality。Amongthosewhothusinvitedmewereacountyjudgeofhighstanding,andhiswife,oneofthemostlovelyandaccomplishedofwomen。Theyhadlosttheironlydaughter,abeautifulcreaturejustbuddingintowomanhood,andtheythoughtthat\"spiritualism\"hadgivenherbacktothem。Astheytoldmewonderfulthingsregardingtherevelationsmadebysundryeminentmediums,Iacceptedtheirinvitationtowitnesssomeofthese,andwenttotheseanceswithaperfectlyopenandimpartialmind。Isawnothingantecedentlyimprobableinphenomenaofthatsort;indeed,itseemedtomethatitmightbeablessedthingiftherewerereallysomethinginitall;butexaminationshowedmeinthis,asinallothercaseswhereIhaveinvestigatedso—called\"spiritrevelations,\"nothingsavetheworthlessnessofhumantestimonytothemiraculous。Thesemiracleswerethecheapestandpoorestofjugglery,andthemediumswere,withoutexception,ofatypebelowcontempt。Therewas,indeed,arevelationtome,notofaspirit—worldbeyondthegrave,butofaspirit—worldaboutme,peopledwiththespiritsofgoodandlovingmenandwomenwhofind\"joyinbelieving\"whattheywishtobelieve。Comparedwiththisnewworship,Ifeltthattheoldwasinfinitelymorehonest,substantial,andhealthful;

  andneversincehaveIdesiredtopromoterevolutionarychangesinreligion。Suchchanges,tobegood,mustbeevolutionary,gradual,andinobediencetoslowlyincreasingknowledge:suchachangeisnowevidentlygoingon,irresistibly,andquiteasrapidlyasisdesirable。

  Therewereothersingularexperiences。Onedayastudentsaidtomethatanoldmanlivingnotfarfromtheuniversitygroundswasveryillandwishedtoseeme。Icalledatonce,andfoundhimstretchedoutonhisbedandgreatlyemaciatedwithconsumption。

  HewasaHicksiteQuaker。AsIenteredtheroomhesaid,\"Friend,Iheargoodthingsofthee:thouarttellingthetruth;letmebearmytestimonybeforethee。IbelieveinGodandinafuturelife,butinlittleelsewhichthechurchesteach。Iamdying。

  Withintwoorthreedays,atfurthest,Ishallbeinmycoffin。

  YetIlookonthefuturewithnoanxiety;IaminthehandsofmylovingFather,andhavenomorefearofpassingthroughthegateofdeathintothefuturelifethanofpassingthroughyonderdoorintothenextroom。\"AfterkindlytalkIlefthim,andnextdaylearnedthathehadquietlypassedaway。

  AfteraboutfiveyearsofdutyintheUniversityofMichigan,I

  wasbroughtintothemainchargeofthenewlyestablishedCornellUniversity;andinthisnewposition,whilenorealchangetookplaceinmyfundamentalreligiousideas,therewereconflictinginfluences,sometimesunfortunate,butinthemainhappy。InotherchaptersofthesereminiscencesIhaveshowntowhatunjustattacksthenewinstitutionandallconnectedwithitweresubjectedbytheagentsandvotariesofvariousdenominationalcolleges。Attimesthisembitteredme,buttheultimateresultalwayswasthatitstirredmetonewefforts。WhateverillfeelingsarosefromtheseonslaughtsweremorethanmadeupaftertheestablishmentoftheSageChapelpulpit。Ihaveshownelsewherehow,atmyinstance,provisionwasmadebyapublic—spiritedmanforcallingthemostdistinguishedpreachersofalldenominations,andhow,theselectionofthesehavingbeenlefttome,IchosethemfromthemosteminentmeninthevariousChristianbodies。Myintercoursewiththese,aswellasmyhearingtheirdiscourses,broadenedanddeepenedmyreligiousfeeling,andIregardthisasamongtheespeciallyhappythingsofmylife。

  Anotherfeatureoftheuniversitywasnotsohelpfultome。I

  havespokeninanotherchapterregardingtheestablishmentofBarnesHallatCornellasacenterofworkfortheChristianAssociationandotherreligiousorganizationsoftheuniversity,andofmypleasureinaidingtheworktheredoneandinnotingitsgoodresults。AtvarioustimesIattendedtheservicesoftheYoungMen’sChristianAssociation;andwhiletheyoftentouchedme,Icannotsaythattheyalwaysedifiedme。IamespeciallyfondofthepsalmsattributedtoDavid,whichare,forme,thehighestofpoetry;andIamalsoveryfondofthegreatandnoblehymnsofthechurch,CatholicandProtestant,andespeciallysusceptibletothebestchurchmusic,fromBachandHandeltoMasonandNeale:butthesortofrevivalhymnswhicharegenerallysunginChristianAssociations,andwhichdatemainlyfromtheMoodyandSankeyperiod,donotappealtomybestfeelingsinanyrespect。Theyseemtomeverythinandgushy。

  Thisfeelingofmineisnotessentiallyunorthodox,forIoncehearditexpressedbyaneminentorthodoxclergymanintermsmuchstrongerthananywhichIhaveeverused。Saidhe,\"WhenIwasyoung,congregationsusedtosingsuchpsalmsasthis:

  \"TheLorddescendedfromabove,Andbowedtheheavensmosthigh;

  AndunderneathHisfeetHecastThedarknessofthesky。

  \"OncherubimandseraphimRightroyallyHerode,AndonthewingsofmightywindsCameflyingallabroad。

  \"Hisseatisonthemightyfloods,Theirfurytorestrain;

  AndHe,oureverlastingLord,Forevermoreshallreign。

  \"Butnow,\"hecontinued,\"thecongregationgetstogetherandalotofboysandgirlssing:

  \"Lawd,howoftIlongtoknow——

  Oftitgivesmeanxiousthought——

  DoIloveThee,Lawd,orno;

  AmIThine,oramInawt!

  \"There,\"saidhe,\"isthedifferencebetweenareligionwhichbelievesinarighteoussovereignRuleroftheuniverse,andamaudlinsentimentincapableofanyreal,continued,determinedeffort。\"

  Imustconfessthatthisviewofmyorthodoxfriendstrikesmeasjust。ItseemstomethatoneofthefirstneedsoflargebranchesoftheChristianChurchistoweedoutagreatmassofsickly,sentimentalworshipofnooneknowswhat,andtoreplaceitwithpsalmsandhymnswhichshowafirmrelianceupontheLordGodAlmighty。

  ItiswiththisviewthatIpromotedintheuniversitychapelthesimpleantiphonalreadingofthepsalmsbythewholecongregation。BestofallwoulditbetochantthePsalter;theclergyman,withaportionofthechoir,leadingononeside,andtheothersectionofthechoirandthecongregationatlargechantingtheresponses。Butthisis,asregardsmostProtestantchurches,acounselofperfection。

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