\"Itisonlyherwishifwelivetogether。Shewasplanningitwhenshedied。\"
\"Ican’tfollow——because——toshareyourlife?DidyouknowI
calledherelastSundayweek?\"
\"Yes。ButthenIonlyknewhalf。Ithoughtyouweremyfather’sson。\"
Stephen’sangerandbewildermentwereincreasing。Hestuttered。
\"What——what’stheoddsifyoudid?\"
\"Ihatedmyfather,\"saidRickie。\"Ilovedmymother。\"Andneverhadthephrasesseemedsodestituteofmeaning。
\"LastSundayweek,\"interruptedStephen,hisvoicesuddenlyrising,\"Icametocallonyou。Notasthisorthat’sson。Nottofallonyourneck。Nortolivehere。Nor——damnyourdirtylittlemind!ImeanttosayIdidn’tcomeformoney。Sorry。Sorry。I
simplycameasIwas,andIhaven’talteredsince。\"
\"Yes——yetourmother——formeshehasrisenfromthedeadsincethen——IknowIwaswrong——\"
\"AndwheredoIcomein?\"Hekickedthehassock。\"Ihaven’trisenfromthedead。Ihaven’talteredsincelastSundayweek。I’m——\"Hestutteredagain。Hecouldnotquiteexplainwhathewas。\"ThemantowardsAndover——afterall,hewashavingprinciples。Butyou’ve—
—\"Hisvoicebroke。\"Imindit——I’m——Idon’talter——blackguardoneweek——liveherethenext——Ikeeptooneortheother——you’vehurtsomethingmostbadlyinmethatIdidn’tknowwasthere。\"
\"Don’tletustalk,\"saidRickie。\"Itgetsworseeveryminute。
Simplysayyouforgiveme;shakehands,andhavedonewithit。\"
\"ThatIwon’t。ThatIcouldn’t。Infact,Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。\"
ThenRickiebegananewappeal——nottopity,fornowhewasinnomoodtowhimper。Forallitspathos,therewassomethingheroicinthismeeting。\"Iwarnyoutostopherewithme,Stephen。Nooneelseintheworldwilllookafteryou。AsfarasIknow,youhaveneverbeenreallyunhappyyetorsuffered,asyoushoulddo,fromyourfaults。Lastnightyounearlykilledyourselfwithdrink。
NevermindwhyI’mwillingtocureyou。Iamwilling,andIwarnyoutogivemethechance。Forgivemeornot,asyouchoose。I
careforotherthingsmore。\"
Stephenlookedathimatlast,faintlyapproving。Theofferwasridiculous,butitdidtreathimasaman。
\"Letmetellyouofafaultofmine,andhowIwaspunishedforit,\"continuedRickie。\"TwoyearsagoIbehavedbadlytoyou,upattheRings。No,evenafewdaysbeforethat。Wewentforaride,andIthoughttoomuchofothermatters,anddidnottrytounderstandyou。ThencametheRings,andintheevening,whenyoucalleduptomemostkindly,Ineveranswered。Buttheridewasthebeginning。EversincethenIhavetakentheworldatsecond—hand。Ihavebotheredlessandlesstolookitintheface——untilnotonlyyou,buteveryoneelsehasturnedunreal。
NeverAnsell:hekeptaway,andsomehowsavedhimself。Buteveryoneelse。DoyourememberinoneofTonyFailing’sbooks,’Castbitterbreaduponthewaters,andaftermanydaysitreallydoescomebacktoyou’?Thishadbeentrueofmylife;itwillbeequallytrueofadrunkard’s,andIwarnyoutostopwithme。\"
\"Ican’tstopafterthatcheque,\"saidStephenmoregently。\"ButIdoremembertheride。Iwasabitboredmyself。\"
Agnes,whohadnotbeenseeingtothebreakfast,chosethismomenttocallfromthepassage。\"Ofcoursehecan’tstop,\"sheexclaimed。\"Forbetterorworse,it’ssettled。We’venoneofusalteredsincelastSundayweek。\"
\"Thereyou’reright,Mrs。Elliot!\"heshouted,startingoutofthetemperatepast。\"Wehaven’taltered。\"WitharareflashofinsightheturnedonRickie。\"Iseeyourgame。Youdon’tcareaboutMEdrinking,ortoshakeMYhand。It’ssomeoneelseyouwanttocure——asitwere,thatoldphotograph。Youtalktome,butallthetimeyoulookatthephotograph。\"Hesnatcheditup。
\"I’vemyownideasofgoodmanners,andtolookfriendsbetweentheeyesisoneofthem;andthis\"——hetorethephotographacross\"andthis\"——hetoreitagain——\"andthese——\"Heflungthepiecesattheman,whohadsunkintoachair。\"Formypart,I’moff。\"
ThenRickiewasheroicnolonger。Turningroundinhischair,hecoveredhisface。Themanwasright。Hedidnotlovehim,evenashehadneverhatedhim。Ineitherpassionhehaddegradedhimtobeasymbolforthevanishedpast。Themanwasright,andwouldhavebeenlovable。Helongedtobebackridingoverthosewindyfields,tobebackinthosemysticcircles,beneathpuresky。
Thentheycouldhavewatchedandhelpedandtaughteachother,untilthewordwasareality,andthepastnotatornphotograph,butDemeterthegoddessrejoicinginthespring。Ah,ifhehadseizedthosehighopportunities!Fortheyledtothehighestofall,thesymbolicmoment,which,ifamanaccepts,hehasacceptedlife。
ThevoiceofAgnes,whichhadluredhimthen(\"Formysake,\"shehadwhispered),pealedoverhimnowintriumph。Abruptlyitbrokeintosobsthathadtheeffectofrain。Hestartedup。TheangerhaddiedoutofStephen’sface,notforasubtlereasonbutbecauseherewasawoman,nearhim,andunhappy。
Shetriedtoapologize,andbroughtonafreshburstoftears。
Somethinghadupsether。Theyheardherlockingthedoorofherroom。Fromthatmomenttheirintercoursewaschanged。
\"Whydoesshekeepcryingtoday?\"musedRickie,asifhespoketosomemutualfriend。
\"Icanmakeaguess,\"saidStephen,andhisheavyfaceflushed。
\"Didyouinsulther?\"heaskedfeebly。
\"Butwho’sGerald?\"
Rickieraisedhishandtohismouth。
\"Shelookedatmeasifsheknewme,andthengasps’Gerald,’andstartedcrying。\"
\"Geraldisthenameofsomeonesheonceknew。\"
\"SoIthought。\"Therewasalongsilence,inwhichtheycouldhearapiteousgulpingcough。\"Whereishenow?\"askedStephen。
\"Dead。\"
\"Andthenyou——?\"
Rickienodded。
\"Bad,thissortofthing。\"
\"Ididn’tknowofthisparticularthing。Sheactedasifshehadforgottenhim。Perhapsshehad,andyouwokehimup。Therearequeertricksintheworld。Sheisoverstrained。Shehasprobablybeenplottingeversinceyouburstinlastnight。\"
\"Againstme?\"
\"Yes。\"
Stephenstoodirresolute。\"Isupposeyouandshepulledtogether?\"Hesaidatlast。
\"Getawayfromus,man!Imindlosingyou。Yetit’saswellyoudon’tstop。\"
\"Oh,THAT’Soutofthequestion,\"saidStephen,brushinghiscap。
\"Ifyou’veguessedanything,I’dbeobligedifyoudidn’tmentionit。I’venorighttoask,butI’dbeobliged。\"
Henodded,andwalkedslowlyalongthelandinganddownthestairs。Rickieaccompaniedhim,andevenopenedthefrontdoor。
ItwasasifAgneshadabsorbedthepassionoutofbothofthem。
Thesuburbwasnowwrappedinacloud,notofitsownmaking。
Sighaftersighpassedalongitsstreetstobreakagainstdrippingwalls。Theschool,thehouseswerehidden,andallcivilizationseemedinabeyance。Onlythesimplestsounds,thesimplestdesiresemerged。Theyagreedthatthisweatherwasstrangeaftersuchasunset。
\"That’sacollie,\"saidStephen,listening。
\"Iwishyou’dhavesomebreakfastbeforestarting。\"
\"Nofood,thanks。Butyouknow\"Hepaused。\"It’sallbeenamuddle,andI’venoobjectiontoyourcomingalongwithme。\"
Theclouddescendedlower。
\"Comewithmeasaman,\"saidStephen,alreadyoutinthemist。
\"Notasabrother;whocareswhatpeopledidyearsback?We’realivetogether,andtherestiscant。HereamI,Rickie,andthereareyou,afairwreck。They’venouseforyouhere,——neverhadany,ifthetruthwasknown,——andthey’veonlymadeyoubeastly。Thishouse,sotospeak,hastherot。It’scommon—sensethatyoushouldcome。\"
\"Stephen,waitaminute。Whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Wait’swhatwewon’tdo,\"saidStephenatthegate。
\"Imustask——\"
Hedidwaitforaminute,andsobswereheard,faint,hopeless,vindictive。Thenhetrudgedaway,andRickiesoonlosthiscolourandhisform。Butavoicepersisted,saying,\"Come,Idomeanit。
Come;Iwilltakecareofyou,Icanmanageyou。\"
Thewordswerekind;yetitwasnotfortheirsakethatRickieplungedintotheimpalpablecloud。Inthevoicehehadfoundasurerguarantee。Habitsandsexmaychangewiththenewgeneration,featuresmayalterwiththeplayofaprivatepassion,butavoiceisapartfromthese。Itliesnearertotheracialessenceandperhapstothedivine;itcan,atallevents,overleaponegrave。
XXXII
Mr。Pembrokedidnotreceiveaclearaccountofwhathadhappenedwhenhereturnedfortheinterval。Hissister——hetoldherfrankly——wasconcealingsomethingfromhim。Shecouldmakenoreply。Hadshegonemad,shewondered。Hithertoshehadpretendedtoloveherhusband。Whychoosesuchamomentforthetruth?
\"ButIunderstandRickie’sposition,\"hetoldher。\"Itisanunbalancedposition,yetIunderstandit;Inoteditsapproachwhilehewasill。Heimagineshimselfhisbrother’skeeper。
Thereforewemustmakeconcessions。Wemustnegotiate。\"ThenegotiationswerestillprogressinginNovember,themonthduringwhichthisstorydrawstoitsclose。
\"Iunderstandhisposition,\"hethentoldher。\"Itisbothweakanddefiant。HeisstillwiththoseAnsells。Readthisletter,whichthanksmeforhislittlestories。Wesentthemlastmonth,youremember——suchofthemaswecouldfind。Itseemsthathefillsuphistimebywriting:hehasalreadywrittenabook。\"
Sheonlygavehimhalfherattention,forabeautifulwreathhadjustarrivedfromtheflorist’s。Shewastakingituptothecemetery:todayherchildhadbeendeadayear。
\"Ontheotherhand,hehasalteredhiswill。Fortunately,hecannotaltermuch。ButIfearthatwhatisnotsettledonyou,willgo。ShouldIreadwhatIwroteonthispoint,andalsomyminutesoftheinterviewwitholdMr。Ansell,andthecopyofmycorrespondencewithStephenWonham?\"
Butherflywasannounced。Whileheputthewreathinforher,sheranforamomentupstairs。Afewtearshadcometohereyes。
Ascandalousdivorcewouldhavebeenmorebearablethanthiswithdrawal。Peopleasked,\"Whydidherhusbandleaveher?\"andtheanswercame,\"Oh,nothingparticular;heonlycouldn’tstandher;sheliedandtaughthimtolie;shekepthimfromtheworkthatsuitedhim,fromhisfriends,fromhisbrother,——inaword,shetriedtorunhim,whichamanwon’tpardon。\"Afewtears;notmany。Toher,lifenevershoweditselfasaclassicdrama,inwhich,bytryingtoadvanceourfortunes,weshatterthem。ShehadturnedStephenoutofWiltshire,andhefelllikeathunderboltonSawstonandonherself。IntryingtogainMrs。
Failing’smoneyshehadprobablylostmoneywhichwouldhavebeenherown。Butironyisasubtleteacher,andshewasnotthewomantolearnfromsuchlessonsasthese。Hersufferingwasmoredirect。Threemenhadwrongedher;thereforeshehatedthem,and,ifshecould,woulddothemharm。
\"Thesenegotiationsarequiteuseless,\"shetoldHerbertwhenshecamedownstairs。\"Wehadmuchbetterbideourtime。TellmejustaboutStephenWonham,though。\"
Hedrewherintothestudyagain。\"WonhamisorwasinScotland,learningtofarmwithconnectionsoftheAnsells:Ibelievethemoneyistogotowardssettinghimup。Apparentlyheisahardworker。Healsodrinks!\"
Shenoddedandsmiled。\"Morethanhedid?\"
\"Myinformant,Mr。Tilliard——oh,Ioughtnottohavementionedhisname。HeisoneofthebettersortofRickie’sCambridgefriends,andhasbeendreadfullygrievedatthecollapse,buthedoesnotwanttobemixedupinit。ThisautumnhewasupintheLowlands,closeby,andverykindlymadeafewunobtrusiveinquiriesforme。Themanisbecominganhabitualdrunkard。\"
Shesmiledagain。Stephenhadevokedhersecret,andshehatedhimmoreforthatthanforanythingelsethathehaddone。Thepoiseofhisshouldersthatmorning——itwasnomore——hadrecalledGerald。
Ifonlyshehadnotbeensotired!Hehadremindedherofthegreatestthingshehadknown,andtohercloudymindthisseemeddegradation。Shehadturnedtohimastoherlover;withalook,whichamanofhistypeunderstood,shehadaskedforhispity;
foroneterriblemomentshehaddesiredtobeheldinhisarms。
EvenHerbertwassurprisedwhenshesaid,\"I’mgladhedrinks。I
hopehe’llkillhimself。Amanlikethatoughtnevertohavebeenborn。\"
\"Perhapsthesinsoftheparentsarevisitedonthechildren,\"
saidHerbert,takinghertothecarriage。\"Yetitisnotforustodecide。\"
\"Ifeelsurehewillbepunished。Whatrighthashe——\"Shebrokeoff。Whatrighthadhetoourcommonhumanity?Itwasahardlessonforanyonetolearn。ForAgnesitwasimpossible。
Stephenwasillicit,abnormal,worsethanamandiseased。Yetshehadturnedtohim:hehaddrawnoutthetruth。
\"Mydear,don’tcry,\"saidherbrother,drawingupthewindows。
\"IhavegreathopesofMr。Tilliard——theSiltshavewritten——Mrs。
Failingwilldowhatshecan——\"
Asshedrovetothecemetery,herbitternessturnedagainstAnsell,whohadkeptherhusbandaliveinthedaysafterStephen’sexpulsion。Ifhehadnotbeenthere,Rickiewouldhaverenouncedhismotherandhisbrotherandalltheouterworld,troublingnoone。Themystic,inherentinhim,wouldhaveprevailed。SoAnsellhimselfhadtoldher。AndAnsell,too,hadshelteredthefugitivesandgiventhemmoney,andsavedthemfromtheludicrouschecksthatsooftenstopyoungmen。Butwhenshereachedthecemetery,andstoodbesidethetinygrave,allherbitterness,allherhatredwereturnedagainstRickie。
\"Buthe’llcomebackintheend,\"shethought。\"Awifehasonlytowait。Whatarehisfriendsbesideme?Theytoowillmarry。I
haveonlytowait。Hisbook,likeallthathehasdone,willfail。Hisbrotherisdrinkinghimselfaway。PooraimlessRickie!
Ihaveonlytokeepcivil。Hewillcomebackintheend。\"
Shehadmoved,andfoundherselfclosetothegraveofGerald。
Theflowersshehadplantedafterhisdeathweredead,andshehadnotlikedtorenewthem。Therelaytheathlete,andhisdustwasasthelittlechild’swhomshehadbroughtintotheworldwithsuchhope,withsuchpain。
XXXIII
ThatsamedayRickie,feelingneitherpoornoraimless,lefttheAnsells’foranight’svisittoCadover。Hisaunthadinvitedhim——why,hecouldnotthink,norcouldhethinkwhyheshouldrefusetheinvitation。Shecouldnotannoyhimnow,andhewasnotvindictive。InthedellnearMadingleyhehadcried,\"Ihatenoone,\"inhisignorance。Now,withfullknowledge,hehatednooneagain。Theweatherwaspleasant,thecountyattractive,andhewasreadyforalittlechange。
MaudandStewartsawhimoff。Stephen,whowasdownfortheholiday,hadbeenleftwithhischinontheluncheontable。Hehadwantedtocomealso。Rickiepointedoutthatyoucannotvisitwhereyouhavebrokenthewindows。Therewasanargument——theregenerallywas——andnowtheyoungmanhadturnedsulky。
\"Lethimdowhathelikes,\"saidAnsell。\"Heknowsmorethanwedo。Heknowseverything。\"
\"Ishetogetdrunk?\"Rickieasked。
\"Mostcertainly。\"
\"Andtogowhereheisn’tasked?\"
Maud,thoughlikingalittlespiritinaman,declaredthistobeimpossible。
\"Well,Iwishyoujoy!\"Rickiecalled,asthetrainmovedaway。
\"Hemeansmischiefthisevening。Hetoldmepiouslythathefeltitbeatingup。Good—bye!\"
\"Butwe’llwaitforyoutopass,\"theycried。FortheSalisburytrainalwaysbackedoutofthestationandthenreturned,andtheAnsellfamily,includingStewart,tookanincrediblepleasureinseeingitdothis。
Thecarriagewasempty。Rickiesettledhimselfdownforhislittlejourney。Firsthelookedatthecolouredphotographs。Thenhereadthedirectionsforobtainingluncheon—baskets,andfeltthetextureofthecushions。Throughthewindowsasignal—boxinterestedhim。Thenhesawtheuglylittletownthatwasnowhishome,andupitschiefstreettheAnsells’memorablefacade。Thespiritofagenialcomedydweltthere。Itwassoabsurd,sokindly。Thehousewasdividedagainstitselfandyetstood。
Metaphysics,commerce,socialaspirations——alllivedtogetherinharmony。Mr。Ansellhaddonemuch,butonewastemptedtobelieveinamorecapriciouspower——thepowerthatabstainsfrom\"nipping。\"\"Onenipsorisnipped,andneverknowsbeforehand,\"quotedRickie,andopenedthepoemsofShelley,amanlessfoolishthanyousupposed。Howpleasantitwastoread!
Ifbusinessworriedhim,ifStephenwasnoisyorAnsellperverse,therestillremainedthisparadiseofbooks。Itseemedasifhehadreadnothingfortwoyears。
Thenthetrainstoppedfortheshunting,andheheardprotestsfromminorofficialswhowereworkingontheline。Theycomplainedthatsomeonewhodidn’toughtto,hadmountedonthefootboardofthecarriage。Stephen’sfaceappeared,convulsedwithlaughter。Withtheactionofaswimmerhedivedinthroughtheopenwindow,andfellcomfortablyonRickie’sluggageandRickie。Hedeclareditwasthefinestjokeeverknown。Rickiewasnotsosure。\"You’llberunovernext,\"hesaid。\"Whatdidyoudothatfor?\"
\"I’mcomingwithyou,\"hegiggled,rollingallthathecouldontothedustyfloor。
\"Now,Stephen,thisistoobad。Getup。Wewentintothewholequestionyesterday。\"
\"Iknow;andIsettledwewouldn’tgointoitagain,spoilingmyholiday。\"
\"Well,it’sexecrabletaste。\"
NowhewaswavingtotheAnsells,andshowingthemapieceofsoap:itwasallhisluggage,andeventhatheabandoned,forheflungitatStewart’sloftybrow。
\"Ican’tthinkwhatyou’vedoneitfor。YouknowhowstronglyI
felt。\"
Stephenrepliedthatheshouldstopinthevillage;meetRickieatthelodgegates;thatkindofthing。
\"It’sexecrabletaste,\"herepeated,tryingtokeepgrave。
\"Well,youdidallyoucould,\"heexclaimedwithsuddensympathy。
\"LeavingmetalkingtooldAnsell,youmighthavethoughtyou’dgotyourway。I’veasmuchtasteasmostchaps,but,hangit!
yourauntisn’ttheGermanEmperor。Shedoesn’townWiltshire。\"
\"Youass!\"sputteredRickie,whohadtakentolaughatnonsenseagain。
\"No,sheisn’t,\"herepeated,blowingakissoutofthewindowtomaidens。\"Why,westartedforWiltshireonthewetmorning!\"
\"WhenStewartfoundusatSawstonrailwaystation?\"Hesmiledhappily。\"Ineverthoughtweshouldpullthrough。\"
\"Well,weDIDN’T。Weneverdidwhatwemeant。It’snonsensethatIcouldn’thavemanagedyoualone。I’veanotion。Slipoutafteryourdinnerthisevening,andwe’llgetthunderingtighttogether。\"
\"I’veanotionIwon’t。\"
\"It’ddoyounoendofgood。You’llgettoknowpeople——
shepherds,carters——\"Hewavedhisarmsvaguely,indicatingdemocracy。\"Thenyou’llsing。\"
\"Andthen?\"
\"Plop。\"
\"Precisely。\"
\"ButI’llcatchyou,\"promisedStephen。\"Weshallcarryyouupthehilltobed。Inthemorningyouwake,haveyourrowwitholdEm’ly,shekicksyouout,wemeet——we’llmeetattheRings!\"Hedancedupanddownthecarriage。Someoneinthenextcarriagepunchedatthepartition,andwhenthishappens,allladswithmettleknowthattheymustpunchthepartitionback。
\"Thankyou。I’veanotionIwon’t,\"saidRickiewhenthenoisehadsubsided——subsidedforamomentonly,forthefollowingconversationtookplacetoanaccompanimentofdustandbangs。
\"ExceptasregardstheRings。Wewillmeetthere。\"
\"ThenI’llgettightbymyself。\"
\"No,youwon’t。\"
\"Yes,Iwill。Isworetodosomethingspecialthisevening。I
feellikeit。\"
\"Inthatcase,Igetoutatthenextstation。\"Hewaslaughing,butquitedetermined。Stephenhadgrowntoodictatorialoflate。
TheAnsellsspoilthim。\"It’sbadenoughhavingyouthereatall。
Havingyoutheredrunkisimpossible。I’dsoonernotvisitmyauntthanthink,whenIsatwithher,thatyou’redowninthevillageteachingherlabourerstobeasbeastlyasyourself。Goifyouwill。Butnotwithme。\"
\"Whyshouldn’tIhaveagoodtimewhileI’myoung,ifIdon’tharmanyone?\"saidStephendefiantly。
\"Needwediscussself。\"
\"Oh,IcanstopmyselfanyminuteIchoose。Ijustsay’Iwon’t’
toyouoranyotherfool,andIdon’t。\"
Rickieknewthattheboastwastrue。Hecontinued,\"ThereisalsoathingcalledMorality。YoumaylearnintheBible,andalsofromtheGreeks,thatyourbodyisatemple。\"
\"Soyousaidinyourlongestletter。\"
\"ProbablyIwrotelikeaprig,forthereasonthatIhaveneverbeentemptedinthisway;butsurelyitiswrongthatyourbodyshouldescapeyou。\"
\"Idon’tfollow,\"heretorted,punching。
\"Itisn’tright,evenforalittletime,toforgetthatyouexist。\"
\"Isupposeyou’veneverbeentemptedtogotosleep?\"
Justthenthetrainpassedthroughacoppiceinwhichthegreyundergrowthlookednomorealivethanfirewood。Yeteverytwiginitwaswaitingforthespring。Rickieknewthattheanalogywasfalse,butargumentconfusedhim,andhegaveupthislineofattackalso。
\"Dobemorecarefuloverlife。Ifyourbodyescapesyouinonething,whynotinmore?Amanwillhaveothertemptations。\"
\"Youmeanwomen,\"saidStephenquietly,pausingforamomentinthisgame。\"Butthat’sabsolutelydifferent。Thatwouldbeharmingsomeoneelse。\"
\"Isthattheonlythingthatkeepsyoustraight?\"
\"Whatelseshould?\"AndhelookednotintoRickie,butpasthim,withthewonderingeyesofachild。Rickienodded,andreferredhimselftothewindow。
Heobservedthatthecountrywassmootherandmoreplastic。Thewoodshadgone,andunderapale—blueskylongcontoursofearthwereflowing,andmerging,risingalittletobearsomecoronalofbeeches,partingalittletodisclosesomegreenvalley,wherecottagesstoodunderelmsorbesidetranslucentwaters。ItwasWiltshireatlast。Thetrainhadenteredthechalk。Atlastitslackenedatawaysideplatform。Withoutspeakingheopenedthedoor。
\"What’sthatfor?\"
\"Togoback。\"
Stephenhadforgottenthethreat。Hesaidthatthiswasnotplayingthegame。
\"Surely!\"
\"Ican’thaveyougoingback。\"
\"Promisetobehavedecentlythen。\"
Hewasseizedandpulledawayfromthedoor。
\"WechangeatSalisbury,\"heremarked。\"Thereisanhourtowait。Youwillfindmetroublesome。\"
\"Itisn’tfair,\"explodedStephen。\"It’salowdowntrick。HowcanIletyougoback?\"
\"Promise,then。\"
\"Oh,yes,yes,yes。Y。M。C。A。Butforthisoccasiononly。\"
\"No,no。Fortherestofyourholiday。\"
\"Yes,yes。Verywell。Ipromise。\"
\"Fortherestofyourlife?\"
SomehowitpleasedhimthatStephenshouldbanghimcrosslywithhiselbowandsay,\"No。Getout。You’vegonetoofar。\"Sohadthetrain。Theporterattheendofthewaysideplatformslammedthedoor,andtheyproceededtowardSalisburythroughtheslowlymodulatingdowns。Rickiepretendedtoread。Overthebookhewatchedhisbrother’sface,andwonderedhowbadtempercouldbeconsistentwithamindsoradiant。Inspiteofhisobstinacyandconceit,Stephenwasaneasypersontolivewith。Heneverfidgetedornursedhiddengrievances,orindulgedinashoddypride。ThoughhespentRickie’smoneyasslowlyashecould,heaskedforitwithoutapology:\"Youmustputitdownagainstme,\"