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  \"Itisonlyherwishifwelivetogether。Shewasplanningitwhenshedied。\"

  \"Ican’tfollow——because——toshareyourlife?DidyouknowI

  calledherelastSundayweek?\"

  \"Yes。ButthenIonlyknewhalf。Ithoughtyouweremyfather’sson。\"

  Stephen’sangerandbewildermentwereincreasing。Hestuttered。

  \"What——what’stheoddsifyoudid?\"

  \"Ihatedmyfather,\"saidRickie。\"Ilovedmymother。\"Andneverhadthephrasesseemedsodestituteofmeaning。

  \"LastSundayweek,\"interruptedStephen,hisvoicesuddenlyrising,\"Icametocallonyou。Notasthisorthat’sson。Nottofallonyourneck。Nortolivehere。Nor——damnyourdirtylittlemind!ImeanttosayIdidn’tcomeformoney。Sorry。Sorry。I

  simplycameasIwas,andIhaven’talteredsince。\"

  \"Yes——yetourmother——formeshehasrisenfromthedeadsincethen——IknowIwaswrong——\"

  \"AndwheredoIcomein?\"Hekickedthehassock。\"Ihaven’trisenfromthedead。Ihaven’talteredsincelastSundayweek。I’m——\"Hestutteredagain。Hecouldnotquiteexplainwhathewas。\"ThemantowardsAndover——afterall,hewashavingprinciples。Butyou’ve—

  —\"Hisvoicebroke。\"Imindit——I’m——Idon’talter——blackguardoneweek——liveherethenext——Ikeeptooneortheother——you’vehurtsomethingmostbadlyinmethatIdidn’tknowwasthere。\"

  \"Don’tletustalk,\"saidRickie。\"Itgetsworseeveryminute。

  Simplysayyouforgiveme;shakehands,andhavedonewithit。\"

  \"ThatIwon’t。ThatIcouldn’t。Infact,Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。\"

  ThenRickiebegananewappeal——nottopity,fornowhewasinnomoodtowhimper。Forallitspathos,therewassomethingheroicinthismeeting。\"Iwarnyoutostopherewithme,Stephen。Nooneelseintheworldwilllookafteryou。AsfarasIknow,youhaveneverbeenreallyunhappyyetorsuffered,asyoushoulddo,fromyourfaults。Lastnightyounearlykilledyourselfwithdrink。

  NevermindwhyI’mwillingtocureyou。Iamwilling,andIwarnyoutogivemethechance。Forgivemeornot,asyouchoose。I

  careforotherthingsmore。\"

  Stephenlookedathimatlast,faintlyapproving。Theofferwasridiculous,butitdidtreathimasaman。

  \"Letmetellyouofafaultofmine,andhowIwaspunishedforit,\"continuedRickie。\"TwoyearsagoIbehavedbadlytoyou,upattheRings。No,evenafewdaysbeforethat。Wewentforaride,andIthoughttoomuchofothermatters,anddidnottrytounderstandyou。ThencametheRings,andintheevening,whenyoucalleduptomemostkindly,Ineveranswered。Buttheridewasthebeginning。EversincethenIhavetakentheworldatsecond—hand。Ihavebotheredlessandlesstolookitintheface——untilnotonlyyou,buteveryoneelsehasturnedunreal。

  NeverAnsell:hekeptaway,andsomehowsavedhimself。Buteveryoneelse。DoyourememberinoneofTonyFailing’sbooks,’Castbitterbreaduponthewaters,andaftermanydaysitreallydoescomebacktoyou’?Thishadbeentrueofmylife;itwillbeequallytrueofadrunkard’s,andIwarnyoutostopwithme。\"

  \"Ican’tstopafterthatcheque,\"saidStephenmoregently。\"ButIdoremembertheride。Iwasabitboredmyself。\"

  Agnes,whohadnotbeenseeingtothebreakfast,chosethismomenttocallfromthepassage。\"Ofcoursehecan’tstop,\"sheexclaimed。\"Forbetterorworse,it’ssettled。We’venoneofusalteredsincelastSundayweek。\"

  \"Thereyou’reright,Mrs。Elliot!\"heshouted,startingoutofthetemperatepast。\"Wehaven’taltered。\"WitharareflashofinsightheturnedonRickie。\"Iseeyourgame。Youdon’tcareaboutMEdrinking,ortoshakeMYhand。It’ssomeoneelseyouwanttocure——asitwere,thatoldphotograph。Youtalktome,butallthetimeyoulookatthephotograph。\"Hesnatcheditup。

  \"I’vemyownideasofgoodmanners,andtolookfriendsbetweentheeyesisoneofthem;andthis\"——hetorethephotographacross\"andthis\"——hetoreitagain——\"andthese——\"Heflungthepiecesattheman,whohadsunkintoachair。\"Formypart,I’moff。\"

  ThenRickiewasheroicnolonger。Turningroundinhischair,hecoveredhisface。Themanwasright。Hedidnotlovehim,evenashehadneverhatedhim。Ineitherpassionhehaddegradedhimtobeasymbolforthevanishedpast。Themanwasright,andwouldhavebeenlovable。Helongedtobebackridingoverthosewindyfields,tobebackinthosemysticcircles,beneathpuresky。

  Thentheycouldhavewatchedandhelpedandtaughteachother,untilthewordwasareality,andthepastnotatornphotograph,butDemeterthegoddessrejoicinginthespring。Ah,ifhehadseizedthosehighopportunities!Fortheyledtothehighestofall,thesymbolicmoment,which,ifamanaccepts,hehasacceptedlife。

  ThevoiceofAgnes,whichhadluredhimthen(\"Formysake,\"shehadwhispered),pealedoverhimnowintriumph。Abruptlyitbrokeintosobsthathadtheeffectofrain。Hestartedup。TheangerhaddiedoutofStephen’sface,notforasubtlereasonbutbecauseherewasawoman,nearhim,andunhappy。

  Shetriedtoapologize,andbroughtonafreshburstoftears。

  Somethinghadupsether。Theyheardherlockingthedoorofherroom。Fromthatmomenttheirintercoursewaschanged。

  \"Whydoesshekeepcryingtoday?\"musedRickie,asifhespoketosomemutualfriend。

  \"Icanmakeaguess,\"saidStephen,andhisheavyfaceflushed。

  \"Didyouinsulther?\"heaskedfeebly。

  \"Butwho’sGerald?\"

  Rickieraisedhishandtohismouth。

  \"Shelookedatmeasifsheknewme,andthengasps’Gerald,’andstartedcrying。\"

  \"Geraldisthenameofsomeonesheonceknew。\"

  \"SoIthought。\"Therewasalongsilence,inwhichtheycouldhearapiteousgulpingcough。\"Whereishenow?\"askedStephen。

  \"Dead。\"

  \"Andthenyou——?\"

  Rickienodded。

  \"Bad,thissortofthing。\"

  \"Ididn’tknowofthisparticularthing。Sheactedasifshehadforgottenhim。Perhapsshehad,andyouwokehimup。Therearequeertricksintheworld。Sheisoverstrained。Shehasprobablybeenplottingeversinceyouburstinlastnight。\"

  \"Againstme?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Stephenstoodirresolute。\"Isupposeyouandshepulledtogether?\"Hesaidatlast。

  \"Getawayfromus,man!Imindlosingyou。Yetit’saswellyoudon’tstop。\"

  \"Oh,THAT’Soutofthequestion,\"saidStephen,brushinghiscap。

  \"Ifyou’veguessedanything,I’dbeobligedifyoudidn’tmentionit。I’venorighttoask,butI’dbeobliged。\"

  Henodded,andwalkedslowlyalongthelandinganddownthestairs。Rickieaccompaniedhim,andevenopenedthefrontdoor。

  ItwasasifAgneshadabsorbedthepassionoutofbothofthem。

  Thesuburbwasnowwrappedinacloud,notofitsownmaking。

  Sighaftersighpassedalongitsstreetstobreakagainstdrippingwalls。Theschool,thehouseswerehidden,andallcivilizationseemedinabeyance。Onlythesimplestsounds,thesimplestdesiresemerged。Theyagreedthatthisweatherwasstrangeaftersuchasunset。

  \"That’sacollie,\"saidStephen,listening。

  \"Iwishyou’dhavesomebreakfastbeforestarting。\"

  \"Nofood,thanks。Butyouknow\"Hepaused。\"It’sallbeenamuddle,andI’venoobjectiontoyourcomingalongwithme。\"

  Theclouddescendedlower。

  \"Comewithmeasaman,\"saidStephen,alreadyoutinthemist。

  \"Notasabrother;whocareswhatpeopledidyearsback?We’realivetogether,andtherestiscant。HereamI,Rickie,andthereareyou,afairwreck。They’venouseforyouhere,——neverhadany,ifthetruthwasknown,——andthey’veonlymadeyoubeastly。Thishouse,sotospeak,hastherot。It’scommon—sensethatyoushouldcome。\"

  \"Stephen,waitaminute。Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Wait’swhatwewon’tdo,\"saidStephenatthegate。

  \"Imustask——\"

  Hedidwaitforaminute,andsobswereheard,faint,hopeless,vindictive。Thenhetrudgedaway,andRickiesoonlosthiscolourandhisform。Butavoicepersisted,saying,\"Come,Idomeanit。

  Come;Iwilltakecareofyou,Icanmanageyou。\"

  Thewordswerekind;yetitwasnotfortheirsakethatRickieplungedintotheimpalpablecloud。Inthevoicehehadfoundasurerguarantee。Habitsandsexmaychangewiththenewgeneration,featuresmayalterwiththeplayofaprivatepassion,butavoiceisapartfromthese。Itliesnearertotheracialessenceandperhapstothedivine;itcan,atallevents,overleaponegrave。

  XXXII

  Mr。Pembrokedidnotreceiveaclearaccountofwhathadhappenedwhenhereturnedfortheinterval。Hissister——hetoldherfrankly——wasconcealingsomethingfromhim。Shecouldmakenoreply。Hadshegonemad,shewondered。Hithertoshehadpretendedtoloveherhusband。Whychoosesuchamomentforthetruth?

  \"ButIunderstandRickie’sposition,\"hetoldher。\"Itisanunbalancedposition,yetIunderstandit;Inoteditsapproachwhilehewasill。Heimagineshimselfhisbrother’skeeper。

  Thereforewemustmakeconcessions。Wemustnegotiate。\"ThenegotiationswerestillprogressinginNovember,themonthduringwhichthisstorydrawstoitsclose。

  \"Iunderstandhisposition,\"hethentoldher。\"Itisbothweakanddefiant。HeisstillwiththoseAnsells。Readthisletter,whichthanksmeforhislittlestories。Wesentthemlastmonth,youremember——suchofthemaswecouldfind。Itseemsthathefillsuphistimebywriting:hehasalreadywrittenabook。\"

  Sheonlygavehimhalfherattention,forabeautifulwreathhadjustarrivedfromtheflorist’s。Shewastakingituptothecemetery:todayherchildhadbeendeadayear。

  \"Ontheotherhand,hehasalteredhiswill。Fortunately,hecannotaltermuch。ButIfearthatwhatisnotsettledonyou,willgo。ShouldIreadwhatIwroteonthispoint,andalsomyminutesoftheinterviewwitholdMr。Ansell,andthecopyofmycorrespondencewithStephenWonham?\"

  Butherflywasannounced。Whileheputthewreathinforher,sheranforamomentupstairs。Afewtearshadcometohereyes。

  Ascandalousdivorcewouldhavebeenmorebearablethanthiswithdrawal。Peopleasked,\"Whydidherhusbandleaveher?\"andtheanswercame,\"Oh,nothingparticular;heonlycouldn’tstandher;sheliedandtaughthimtolie;shekepthimfromtheworkthatsuitedhim,fromhisfriends,fromhisbrother,——inaword,shetriedtorunhim,whichamanwon’tpardon。\"Afewtears;notmany。Toher,lifenevershoweditselfasaclassicdrama,inwhich,bytryingtoadvanceourfortunes,weshatterthem。ShehadturnedStephenoutofWiltshire,andhefelllikeathunderboltonSawstonandonherself。IntryingtogainMrs。

  Failing’smoneyshehadprobablylostmoneywhichwouldhavebeenherown。Butironyisasubtleteacher,andshewasnotthewomantolearnfromsuchlessonsasthese。Hersufferingwasmoredirect。Threemenhadwrongedher;thereforeshehatedthem,and,ifshecould,woulddothemharm。

  \"Thesenegotiationsarequiteuseless,\"shetoldHerbertwhenshecamedownstairs。\"Wehadmuchbetterbideourtime。TellmejustaboutStephenWonham,though。\"

  Hedrewherintothestudyagain。\"WonhamisorwasinScotland,learningtofarmwithconnectionsoftheAnsells:Ibelievethemoneyistogotowardssettinghimup。Apparentlyheisahardworker。Healsodrinks!\"

  Shenoddedandsmiled。\"Morethanhedid?\"

  \"Myinformant,Mr。Tilliard——oh,Ioughtnottohavementionedhisname。HeisoneofthebettersortofRickie’sCambridgefriends,andhasbeendreadfullygrievedatthecollapse,buthedoesnotwanttobemixedupinit。ThisautumnhewasupintheLowlands,closeby,andverykindlymadeafewunobtrusiveinquiriesforme。Themanisbecominganhabitualdrunkard。\"

  Shesmiledagain。Stephenhadevokedhersecret,andshehatedhimmoreforthatthanforanythingelsethathehaddone。Thepoiseofhisshouldersthatmorning——itwasnomore——hadrecalledGerald。

  Ifonlyshehadnotbeensotired!Hehadremindedherofthegreatestthingshehadknown,andtohercloudymindthisseemeddegradation。Shehadturnedtohimastoherlover;withalook,whichamanofhistypeunderstood,shehadaskedforhispity;

  foroneterriblemomentshehaddesiredtobeheldinhisarms。

  EvenHerbertwassurprisedwhenshesaid,\"I’mgladhedrinks。I

  hopehe’llkillhimself。Amanlikethatoughtnevertohavebeenborn。\"

  \"Perhapsthesinsoftheparentsarevisitedonthechildren,\"

  saidHerbert,takinghertothecarriage。\"Yetitisnotforustodecide。\"

  \"Ifeelsurehewillbepunished。Whatrighthashe——\"Shebrokeoff。Whatrighthadhetoourcommonhumanity?Itwasahardlessonforanyonetolearn。ForAgnesitwasimpossible。

  Stephenwasillicit,abnormal,worsethanamandiseased。Yetshehadturnedtohim:hehaddrawnoutthetruth。

  \"Mydear,don’tcry,\"saidherbrother,drawingupthewindows。

  \"IhavegreathopesofMr。Tilliard——theSiltshavewritten——Mrs。

  Failingwilldowhatshecan——\"

  Asshedrovetothecemetery,herbitternessturnedagainstAnsell,whohadkeptherhusbandaliveinthedaysafterStephen’sexpulsion。Ifhehadnotbeenthere,Rickiewouldhaverenouncedhismotherandhisbrotherandalltheouterworld,troublingnoone。Themystic,inherentinhim,wouldhaveprevailed。SoAnsellhimselfhadtoldher。AndAnsell,too,hadshelteredthefugitivesandgiventhemmoney,andsavedthemfromtheludicrouschecksthatsooftenstopyoungmen。Butwhenshereachedthecemetery,andstoodbesidethetinygrave,allherbitterness,allherhatredwereturnedagainstRickie。

  \"Buthe’llcomebackintheend,\"shethought。\"Awifehasonlytowait。Whatarehisfriendsbesideme?Theytoowillmarry。I

  haveonlytowait。Hisbook,likeallthathehasdone,willfail。Hisbrotherisdrinkinghimselfaway。PooraimlessRickie!

  Ihaveonlytokeepcivil。Hewillcomebackintheend。\"

  Shehadmoved,andfoundherselfclosetothegraveofGerald。

  Theflowersshehadplantedafterhisdeathweredead,andshehadnotlikedtorenewthem。Therelaytheathlete,andhisdustwasasthelittlechild’swhomshehadbroughtintotheworldwithsuchhope,withsuchpain。

  XXXIII

  ThatsamedayRickie,feelingneitherpoornoraimless,lefttheAnsells’foranight’svisittoCadover。Hisaunthadinvitedhim——why,hecouldnotthink,norcouldhethinkwhyheshouldrefusetheinvitation。Shecouldnotannoyhimnow,andhewasnotvindictive。InthedellnearMadingleyhehadcried,\"Ihatenoone,\"inhisignorance。Now,withfullknowledge,hehatednooneagain。Theweatherwaspleasant,thecountyattractive,andhewasreadyforalittlechange。

  MaudandStewartsawhimoff。Stephen,whowasdownfortheholiday,hadbeenleftwithhischinontheluncheontable。Hehadwantedtocomealso。Rickiepointedoutthatyoucannotvisitwhereyouhavebrokenthewindows。Therewasanargument——theregenerallywas——andnowtheyoungmanhadturnedsulky。

  \"Lethimdowhathelikes,\"saidAnsell。\"Heknowsmorethanwedo。Heknowseverything。\"

  \"Ishetogetdrunk?\"Rickieasked。

  \"Mostcertainly。\"

  \"Andtogowhereheisn’tasked?\"

  Maud,thoughlikingalittlespiritinaman,declaredthistobeimpossible。

  \"Well,Iwishyoujoy!\"Rickiecalled,asthetrainmovedaway。

  \"Hemeansmischiefthisevening。Hetoldmepiouslythathefeltitbeatingup。Good—bye!\"

  \"Butwe’llwaitforyoutopass,\"theycried。FortheSalisburytrainalwaysbackedoutofthestationandthenreturned,andtheAnsellfamily,includingStewart,tookanincrediblepleasureinseeingitdothis。

  Thecarriagewasempty。Rickiesettledhimselfdownforhislittlejourney。Firsthelookedatthecolouredphotographs。Thenhereadthedirectionsforobtainingluncheon—baskets,andfeltthetextureofthecushions。Throughthewindowsasignal—boxinterestedhim。Thenhesawtheuglylittletownthatwasnowhishome,andupitschiefstreettheAnsells’memorablefacade。Thespiritofagenialcomedydweltthere。Itwassoabsurd,sokindly。Thehousewasdividedagainstitselfandyetstood。

  Metaphysics,commerce,socialaspirations——alllivedtogetherinharmony。Mr。Ansellhaddonemuch,butonewastemptedtobelieveinamorecapriciouspower——thepowerthatabstainsfrom\"nipping。\"\"Onenipsorisnipped,andneverknowsbeforehand,\"quotedRickie,andopenedthepoemsofShelley,amanlessfoolishthanyousupposed。Howpleasantitwastoread!

  Ifbusinessworriedhim,ifStephenwasnoisyorAnsellperverse,therestillremainedthisparadiseofbooks。Itseemedasifhehadreadnothingfortwoyears。

  Thenthetrainstoppedfortheshunting,andheheardprotestsfromminorofficialswhowereworkingontheline。Theycomplainedthatsomeonewhodidn’toughtto,hadmountedonthefootboardofthecarriage。Stephen’sfaceappeared,convulsedwithlaughter。Withtheactionofaswimmerhedivedinthroughtheopenwindow,andfellcomfortablyonRickie’sluggageandRickie。Hedeclareditwasthefinestjokeeverknown。Rickiewasnotsosure。\"You’llberunovernext,\"hesaid。\"Whatdidyoudothatfor?\"

  \"I’mcomingwithyou,\"hegiggled,rollingallthathecouldontothedustyfloor。

  \"Now,Stephen,thisistoobad。Getup。Wewentintothewholequestionyesterday。\"

  \"Iknow;andIsettledwewouldn’tgointoitagain,spoilingmyholiday。\"

  \"Well,it’sexecrabletaste。\"

  NowhewaswavingtotheAnsells,andshowingthemapieceofsoap:itwasallhisluggage,andeventhatheabandoned,forheflungitatStewart’sloftybrow。

  \"Ican’tthinkwhatyou’vedoneitfor。YouknowhowstronglyI

  felt。\"

  Stephenrepliedthatheshouldstopinthevillage;meetRickieatthelodgegates;thatkindofthing。

  \"It’sexecrabletaste,\"herepeated,tryingtokeepgrave。

  \"Well,youdidallyoucould,\"heexclaimedwithsuddensympathy。

  \"LeavingmetalkingtooldAnsell,youmighthavethoughtyou’dgotyourway。I’veasmuchtasteasmostchaps,but,hangit!

  yourauntisn’ttheGermanEmperor。Shedoesn’townWiltshire。\"

  \"Youass!\"sputteredRickie,whohadtakentolaughatnonsenseagain。

  \"No,sheisn’t,\"herepeated,blowingakissoutofthewindowtomaidens。\"Why,westartedforWiltshireonthewetmorning!\"

  \"WhenStewartfoundusatSawstonrailwaystation?\"Hesmiledhappily。\"Ineverthoughtweshouldpullthrough。\"

  \"Well,weDIDN’T。Weneverdidwhatwemeant。It’snonsensethatIcouldn’thavemanagedyoualone。I’veanotion。Slipoutafteryourdinnerthisevening,andwe’llgetthunderingtighttogether。\"

  \"I’veanotionIwon’t。\"

  \"It’ddoyounoendofgood。You’llgettoknowpeople——

  shepherds,carters——\"Hewavedhisarmsvaguely,indicatingdemocracy。\"Thenyou’llsing。\"

  \"Andthen?\"

  \"Plop。\"

  \"Precisely。\"

  \"ButI’llcatchyou,\"promisedStephen。\"Weshallcarryyouupthehilltobed。Inthemorningyouwake,haveyourrowwitholdEm’ly,shekicksyouout,wemeet——we’llmeetattheRings!\"Hedancedupanddownthecarriage。Someoneinthenextcarriagepunchedatthepartition,andwhenthishappens,allladswithmettleknowthattheymustpunchthepartitionback。

  \"Thankyou。I’veanotionIwon’t,\"saidRickiewhenthenoisehadsubsided——subsidedforamomentonly,forthefollowingconversationtookplacetoanaccompanimentofdustandbangs。

  \"ExceptasregardstheRings。Wewillmeetthere。\"

  \"ThenI’llgettightbymyself。\"

  \"No,youwon’t。\"

  \"Yes,Iwill。Isworetodosomethingspecialthisevening。I

  feellikeit。\"

  \"Inthatcase,Igetoutatthenextstation。\"Hewaslaughing,butquitedetermined。Stephenhadgrowntoodictatorialoflate。

  TheAnsellsspoilthim。\"It’sbadenoughhavingyouthereatall。

  Havingyoutheredrunkisimpossible。I’dsoonernotvisitmyauntthanthink,whenIsatwithher,thatyou’redowninthevillageteachingherlabourerstobeasbeastlyasyourself。Goifyouwill。Butnotwithme。\"

  \"Whyshouldn’tIhaveagoodtimewhileI’myoung,ifIdon’tharmanyone?\"saidStephendefiantly。

  \"Needwediscussself。\"

  \"Oh,IcanstopmyselfanyminuteIchoose。Ijustsay’Iwon’t’

  toyouoranyotherfool,andIdon’t。\"

  Rickieknewthattheboastwastrue。Hecontinued,\"ThereisalsoathingcalledMorality。YoumaylearnintheBible,andalsofromtheGreeks,thatyourbodyisatemple。\"

  \"Soyousaidinyourlongestletter。\"

  \"ProbablyIwrotelikeaprig,forthereasonthatIhaveneverbeentemptedinthisway;butsurelyitiswrongthatyourbodyshouldescapeyou。\"

  \"Idon’tfollow,\"heretorted,punching。

  \"Itisn’tright,evenforalittletime,toforgetthatyouexist。\"

  \"Isupposeyou’veneverbeentemptedtogotosleep?\"

  Justthenthetrainpassedthroughacoppiceinwhichthegreyundergrowthlookednomorealivethanfirewood。Yeteverytwiginitwaswaitingforthespring。Rickieknewthattheanalogywasfalse,butargumentconfusedhim,andhegaveupthislineofattackalso。

  \"Dobemorecarefuloverlife。Ifyourbodyescapesyouinonething,whynotinmore?Amanwillhaveothertemptations。\"

  \"Youmeanwomen,\"saidStephenquietly,pausingforamomentinthisgame。\"Butthat’sabsolutelydifferent。Thatwouldbeharmingsomeoneelse。\"

  \"Isthattheonlythingthatkeepsyoustraight?\"

  \"Whatelseshould?\"AndhelookednotintoRickie,butpasthim,withthewonderingeyesofachild。Rickienodded,andreferredhimselftothewindow。

  Heobservedthatthecountrywassmootherandmoreplastic。Thewoodshadgone,andunderapale—blueskylongcontoursofearthwereflowing,andmerging,risingalittletobearsomecoronalofbeeches,partingalittletodisclosesomegreenvalley,wherecottagesstoodunderelmsorbesidetranslucentwaters。ItwasWiltshireatlast。Thetrainhadenteredthechalk。Atlastitslackenedatawaysideplatform。Withoutspeakingheopenedthedoor。

  \"What’sthatfor?\"

  \"Togoback。\"

  Stephenhadforgottenthethreat。Hesaidthatthiswasnotplayingthegame。

  \"Surely!\"

  \"Ican’thaveyougoingback。\"

  \"Promisetobehavedecentlythen。\"

  Hewasseizedandpulledawayfromthedoor。

  \"WechangeatSalisbury,\"heremarked。\"Thereisanhourtowait。Youwillfindmetroublesome。\"

  \"Itisn’tfair,\"explodedStephen。\"It’salowdowntrick。HowcanIletyougoback?\"

  \"Promise,then。\"

  \"Oh,yes,yes,yes。Y。M。C。A。Butforthisoccasiononly。\"

  \"No,no。Fortherestofyourholiday。\"

  \"Yes,yes。Verywell。Ipromise。\"

  \"Fortherestofyourlife?\"

  SomehowitpleasedhimthatStephenshouldbanghimcrosslywithhiselbowandsay,\"No。Getout。You’vegonetoofar。\"Sohadthetrain。Theporterattheendofthewaysideplatformslammedthedoor,andtheyproceededtowardSalisburythroughtheslowlymodulatingdowns。Rickiepretendedtoread。Overthebookhewatchedhisbrother’sface,andwonderedhowbadtempercouldbeconsistentwithamindsoradiant。Inspiteofhisobstinacyandconceit,Stephenwasaneasypersontolivewith。Heneverfidgetedornursedhiddengrievances,orindulgedinashoddypride。ThoughhespentRickie’smoneyasslowlyashecould,heaskedforitwithoutapology:\"Youmustputitdownagainstme,\"

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