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  Hisstrengthandhisyouthcalledtohers,expectingnoprudishresponse。\"It’sveryodd。ItisthatI’mRickie’sbrother。I’vejustfoundout。I’vecometotellyouall。\"

  \"Yes?\"

  Hefeltinhispocketforthepapers。\"Half—brotherIoughttohavesaid。\"

  \"Yes?\"

  \"I’millegitimate。Legallyspeaking,thatis,I’vebeenturnedoutofCadover。Ihaven’tapenny。I——\"

  \"Thereisnooccasiontoinflictthedetails。\"Herface,whichhadbeenanevenbrown,begantoflushslowlyinthecentreofthecheeks。Thecolourspreadtillallthathesawofherwassuffused,andsheturnedaway。Hethoughthehadshockedher,andsodidshe。Neitherknewthatthebodycanbeinsincereandexpressnottheemotionswefeelbutthosethatweshouldliketofeel。Inrealityshewasquitecalm,andherdislikeofhimhadnothingemotionalinitasyet。

  \"Yousee——\"hebegan。Hewasdeterminedtotellthefidgetystory,forthesooneritwasoverthesoonertheywouldhavesomethingtoeat。Delicacyhelacked,andhissympathieswerelimited。Butsuchastheywere,theyrangtrue:heputnodecorousphantombetweenhimandhisdesires。

  \"Idosee。Ihaveseenfortwoyears。\"Shesatdownattheheadofthetable,wheretherewasanotherink—pot。Intothisshedippedapen。\"Ihaveseeneverything,Mr。Wonham——whoyouare,howyouhavebehavedatCadover,howyoumusthavetreatedMrs。

  Failingyesterday;andnow\"——hervoicebecameverygrave——\"Iseewhyyouhavecomehere,penniless。Beforeyouspeak,weknowwhatyouwillsay。\"

  Hismouthfellopen,andhelaughedsomerrilythatitmighthavegivenherawarning。Butshewasthinkinghowtofollowupherfirstsuccess。\"AndIthoughtIwasbringingtremendousnews!\"hecried。\"IonlytwisteditoutofMrs。Failinglastnight。AndRickieknowstoo?\"

  \"Wehaveknownfortwoyears。\"

  \"Butcome,bythebye,——ifyou’veknownfortwoyears,howisityoudidn’t——\"Thelaughdiedoutofhiseyes。\"Youaren’tashamed?\"heasked,halfrisingfromhischair。\"Youaren’tlikethemantowardsAndover?\"

  \"Please,pleasesitdown,\"saidAgnes,intheeventonessheusedwhenspeakingtotheservants;\"letusnotdiscusssideissues。I

  amahorriblydirectperson,Mr。Wonham。Igoalwaysstraighttothepoint。\"Sheopenedachequebook。\"IamafraidIshallshockyou。Forhowmuch?\"

  Hewasnotattending。

  \"Thereisthepaperwesuggestyoushallsign。\"Shepushedtowardshimapseudo—legaldocument,justcomposedbyHerbert。

  \"Inconsiderationofthesumof……,Iagreetoperpetualsilence—

  —torestrainfromlibellous……nevertomolestthesaidFrederickElliotbyintruding——’\"

  Hisbrainwasnotquick。Hereadthedocumentovertwice,andhecouldstillsay,\"Butwhat’sthatchequefor?\"

  \"Itismyhusband’s。Hesignedforyouassoonasweheardyouwerehere。Weguessedyouhadcometobesilenced。Hereishissignature。Buthehasleftthefillinginforme。Forhowmuch?I

  willcrossit,shallI?Youwilljusthavestartedabankingaccount,ifIunderstandMrs。Failingrightly。Itisnotquiteaccuratetosayyouarepenniless:Iheardfromherjustbeforeyoureturnedfromyourcricket。Sheallowsyoutwohundreda—

  year,Ithink。Butthisadditionalsum——shallIdatethechequeSaturdayorfortomorrow?\"

  Atlasthefoundwords。Knockinghispipeoutonthetable,hesaidslowly,\"Here’saverybadmistake。\"

  \"Itisquitepossible,\"retortedAgnes。Shewasgladshehadtakentheoffensive,insteadofwaitingtillhebeganhisblackmailing,ashadbeentheadviceofRickie。AuntEmilyhadsaidthatveryspring,\"One’sonlyhopewithStephenistostartbullyingfirst。\"Herehewas,quitebewildered,smearingthepipe—asheswithhisthumb。Heaskedtoreadthedocumentagain。

  \"Astampandall!\"heremarked。

  Theyhadanticipatedthathisclaimwouldexceedtwopounds。

  \"Isee。Allright。Ittakesafoolaminute。Nevermind。I’vemadeabadmistake。\"

  \"Yourefuse?\"sheexclaimed,forhewasstandingatthedoor。

  \"Thendoyourworst!Wedefyyou!\"

  \"That’sallright,Mrs。Elliot,\"hesaidroughly。\"Idon’twantascenewithyou,noryetwithyourhusband。We’llsaynomoreaboutit。It’sallright。Imeannoharm。\"

  \"Butyoursignaturethen!Youmustsign——you——\"

  Hepushedpasther,andsaidashereachedforhiscap,\"There,that’sallright。It’smymistake。I’msorry。\"Hespokelikeafarmerwhohasfailedtosellasheep。Hismannerwasutterlyprosaic,anduptothelastshethoughthehadnotunderstoodher。\"Butit’smoneyweofferyou,\"sheinformedhim,andthendartedbacktothestudy,believingforoneterriblemomentthathehadpickeduptheblankcheque。Whenshereturnedtothehallhehadgone。Hewaswalkingdowntheroadratherquickly。Atthecornerheclearedhisthroat,spatintothegutter,anddisappeared。

  \"There’sanoddfinish,\"shethought。Shewaspuzzled,anddeterminedtorecasttheinterviewalittlewhensherelatedittoRickie。Shehadnotsucceeded,forthepaperwasstillunsigned。ButshehadsocowedStephenthathewouldprobablyrestcontentwithhistwohundreda—year,andnevercometroublingthemagain。Clevermanagement,foroneknewhimtoberapacious:shehadheardtalesofhimlendingtothepoorandexactingrepaymenttotheuttermostfarthing。Hehadalsostolenatschool。Moderatelytriumphant,shehurriedintotheside—

  garden:shehadjustrememberedAnsell:she,notRickie,hadreceivedhiscard。

  \"Oh,Mr。Ansell!\"sheexclaimed,awakinghimfromsomeday—dream。

  \"Haven’teitherRickieorHerbertbeenouttoyou?Now,docomeintodinner,toshowyouaren’toffended。Youwillfindallofusassembledintheboys’dining—hall。\"

  Toherannoyanceheaccepted。

  \"Thatis,iftheJacksonsarenotexpectingyou。\"

  TheJacksonsdidnotmatter。Ifhemightbrushhisclothesandbathehislip,hewouldliketocome。

  \"Oh,whathashappenedtoyou?Andoh,myprettylobelias!\"

  Hereplied,\"Amomentarycontactwithreality,\"andshe,whodidnotlookforsenseinhisremarks,hurriedawaytothedining—

  halltoannouncehim。

  Thedining—hallwasnotunlikethepreparationroom。Therewasthesameparquetfloor,anddadoofshinypitchpine。Onitswallsalsowereimperialportraits,andovertheharmoniumtowhichtheysangtheeveninghymnswasspreadtheUnionJack。Sundaydinner,themostpompousmealoftheweek,wasinprogress。Herbrothersatattheheadofthehightable,herhusbandattheheadofthesecond。Toeachhegaveareassuringnodandwenttoherownseat,whichwasamongthejuniorboys。Thebeefwasbeingcarriedout;shestoppedit。\"Mr。Anselliscoming,\"shecalled。

  \"Herbertthereismoreroombyyou;situpstraight,boys。\"Theboyssatupstraight,andarespectfulhushspreadovertheroom。

  \"Hereheis!\"calledRickiecheerfully,takinghiscuefromhiswife。\"Oh,thisissplendid!\"Ansellcamein。\"I’msogladyoumanagedthis。Icouldn’tleavethesewretcheslastnight!\"Theboystitteredsuitably。Theatmosphereseemednormal。EvenHerbert,thoughlongingtohearwhathadhappenedtotheblackmailer,gaveadequategreetingtotheirguest:\"Comein,Mr。

  Ansell;comehere。Takeusasyoufindus!\"

  \"Iunderstood,\"saidStewart,\"thatIshouldfindyouall。Mrs。

  ElliottoldmeIshould。OnthatunderstandingIcame。\"

  Itwasatonceevidentthatsomethinghadgonewrong。

  Anselllookedroundtheroomcarefully。Thenclearinghisthroatandrufflinghishair,hebegan—

  \"IcannotseethemanwithwhomIhavetalked,intimately,foranhour,inyourgarden。\"

  Theworstofitwastheywereallsofarfromhimandfromeachother,eachattheendofatablefulofinquisitiveboys。ThetwomasterslookedatAgnesforinformation,forherreassuringnodhadnottoldthemmuch。Shelookedhopelesslyback。

  \"Icannotseethisman,\"repeatedAnsell,whoremainedbytheharmoniuminthemidstofastonishedwaitresses。\"Ishetobegivennolunch?\"

  Herbertbrokethesilencebyfreshgreetings。Rickieknewthatthecontestwaslost,andthathisfriendhadsidedwiththeenemy。Itwasthekindofthinghewoulddo。Onemustfacethecatastrophequietlyandwithdignity。PerhapsAnsellwouldhaveturnedonhisheel,andleftbehindhimonlyvaguesuspicions,ifMrs。Elliothadnottriedtotalkhimdown。\"Man,\"shecried——

  \"whatman?Oh,Iknow——terriblebore!Didhegetholdofyou?\"——

  thuscommittingtheirfirstblunder,andcausingAnselltosaytoRickie,\"Haveyouseenyourbrother?\"

  \"Ihavenot。\"

  \"Haveyoubeentoldhewashere?\"

  Rickie’sanswerwasinaudible。

  \"Haveyoubeentoldyouhaveabrother?\"

  \"Letuscontinuethisconversationlater。\"

  \"Continueit?Mydearman,howcanweuntilyouknowwhatI’mtalkingabout?Youmustthinkmemad;butItellyousolemnlythatyouhaveabrotherofwhomyou’veneverheard,andthathewasinthishousetenminutesago。\"Hepausedimpressively。\"Yourwifehashappenedtoseehimfirst。Beingneitherseriousnortruthful,sheiskeepingyouapart,tellinghimsomelieandnottellingyouaword。\"

  Therewasamurmurofalarm。Oneoftheprefectsrose,andAnsellsethisbacktothewall,quitereadyforabattle。Fortwoyearshehadwaitedforhisopportunity。HewouldhitoutatMrs。

  Elliotlikeanyploughboynowthatithadcome。Rickiesaid:

  \"Thereisaslightmisunderstanding。I,likemywife,haveknownwhatthereistoknowfortwoyears\"——adignifiedrebuff,buttheirsecondblunder。

  \"Exactly,\"saidAgnes。\"NowIthinkMr。Ansellhadbettergo。\"

  \"Go?\"explodedAnsell。\"I’veeverythingtosayyet。Ibegyourpardon,Mrs。Elliot,Iamconcernedwithyounolonger。Thisman\"——heturnedtotheavenueoffaces——\"thismanwhoteachesyouhasabrother。Hehasknownofhimtwoyearsandbeenashamed。Hehas——oh——oh——howitfitstogether!Rickie,it’syou,notMrs。

  Silt,whomusthavesenttalesofhimtoyouraunt。It’syouwho’veturnedhimoutofCadover。It’syouwho’veorderedhimtoberuinedtoday。

  NowHerbertarose。\"Outofmysight,sir!ButhaveitfrommefirstthatRickieandhisaunthavebothbehavedmostgenerously。

  No,no,Agnes,I’llnotbeinterrupted。Garbledversionsmustnotgetabout。IftheWonhammanisnotsatisfiednow,hemustbeinsatiable。Hecannotlevyblackmailonusforever。Sir,Igiveyoutwominutes;thenyouwillbeexpelledbyforce。\"

  \"Twominutes!\"sangAnsell。\"Icansayagreatdealinthat。\"Heputonefootonachairandheldhisarmsoverthequiveringroom。HeseemedtransfiguredintoaHebrewprophetpassionateforsatireandthetruth。\"Oh,keepquietfortwominutes,\"hecried,\"andI’lltellyousomethingyou’llbegladtohear。You’realittleafraidStephenmaycomeback。Don’tbeafraid。Ibringgoodnews。You’llneverseehimnoranyonelikehimagain。I

  mustspeakveryplainly,foryouareallthreefools。Idon’twantyoutosayafterwards,’PoorMr。Anselltriedtobeclever。’

  GenerallyIdon’tmind,butIshouldmindtoday。Pleaselisten。

  Stephenisabully;hedrinks;heknocksonedown;buthewouldsoonerdiethantakemoneyfrompeoplehedidnotlove。Perhapshewilldie,forhehasnothingbutafewpencethatthepoorgavehimandsometobaccowhich,tomyeternalglory,heacceptedfromme。Pleaselistenagain。Whydidhecomehere?Becausehethoughtyouwouldlovehim,andwasreadytoloveyou。ButItellyou,don’tbeafraid。Hewouldsoonerdienowthansayyouwerehisbrother。Pleaselistenagain——\"

  \"Now,Stewart,don’tgoonlikethat,\"saidRickiebitterly。

  \"It’seasyenoughtopreachwhenyouareanoutsider。Youwouldbemorecharitableifsuchathinghadhappenedtoyourself。Easyenoughtobeunconventionalwhenyouhaven’tsufferedandknownothingofthefacts。Youloveanythingoutoftheway,anythingqueer,thatdoesn’toftenhappen,andsoyougetexcitedoverthis。It’suseless,mydearman;youhavehurtme,butyouwillneverupsetme。Assoonasyoustopthisridiculousscenewewillfinishourdinner。Spreadthisscandal;addtoit。I’mtoooldtomindsuchnonsense。Icannothelpmyfather’sdisgrace,ontheonehand;nor,ontheother,willIhaveanythingtodowithhisblackguardofason。\"

  Sothesecretwasgiventotheworld。Agnesmightcolourathisspeech;HerbertmightcalculatetheeffectofitontheentriesforDunwoodHouse;buthecaredfornoneofthesethings。ThankGod!hewaswitheredupatlast。

  \"Pleaselistenagain,\"resumedAnsell。\"Pleasecorrecttwoslightmistakes:firstly,StephenisoneofthegreatestpeopleIhaveevermet;secondly,he’snotyourfather’sson。He’sthesonofyourmother。\"

  ItwasRickie,notAnsell,whowascarriedfromthehall,anditwasHerbertwhopronouncedtheblessing——

  \"Benedictobenedicatur。\"

  Aprofoundstillnesssucceededthestorm,andtheboys,slippingawayfromtheirmeal,toldthenewstotherestoftheschool,orputitintheletterstheywerewritinghome。

  XXVIII

  Thesoulhasherowncurrency。Shemintsherspiritualcoinageandstampsitwiththeimageofsomebelovedface。Withitshepaysherdebts,withitshereckons,saying,\"Thismanhasworth,thismanisworthless。\"Andintimesheforgetsitsorigin;itseemstohertobeathingunalterable,divine。Butthesoulcanalsohaveherbankruptcies。

  Perhapsshewillbethericherintheend。Inheragonyshelearnstoreckonclearly。Fairasthecoinmayhavebeen,itwasnotaccurate;andthoughsheknewitnot,thereweretreasuresthatitcouldnotbuy。Theface,howeverbeloved,wasmortal,andasliableasthesoulherselftoerr。Wedobutshiftresponsibilitybymakingastandardofthedead。

  Thereis,indeed,anothercoinagethatbearsonitnotman’simagebutGod’s。Itisincorruptible,andthesoulmaytrustitsafely;itwillserveherbeyondthestars。Butitcannotgiveusfriends,ortheembraceofalover,orthetouchofchildren,forwithourfellowmortalsithasnoconcern。Itcannotevengivethejoyswecalltrivial——fineweather,thepleasuresofmeatanddrink,bathingandthehotsandafterwards,running,dreamlesssleep。Havewelearntthetruedisciplineofabankruptcyifweturntosuchcoinageasthis?Willitreallyprofitussomuchifwesaveoursoulsandlosethewholeworld?

  PART3WILTSHIRE

  XXIX

  Robert——thereisnooccasiontomentionhissurname:hewasayoungfarmerofsomeeducationwhotriedtocoaxtheagedsoilofWiltshirescientifically——cametoCadoveronbusinessandfellinlovewithMrs。Elliot。Shewasthereonherbridalvisit,andhe,anobscurenobody,wasreceivedbyMrs。Failingintothehouseandtreatedashersocialequal。Hewasgood—lookinginabucolicway,andpeoplesometimesmistookhimforagentlemanuntiltheysawhishands。Hediscoveredthis,andoneoftheslow,gentlejokesheplayedonsocietywastotalkuponsomeculturedsubjectwithhishandsbehindhisbackandthensuddenlyrevealthem。\"Doyougoinforboating?\"theladywouldask;andthenheexplainedthatthoseparticularwealsaremadebythehandlesoftheplough。Uponwhichshebecameextremelyinterested,butfoundanearlyopportunityoftalkingtosomeoneelse。

  HeplayedthisjokeonMrs。Elliotthefirstevening,notknowingthatsheobservedhimasheenteredtheroom。Hewalkedheavily,liftinghisfeetasifthecarpetwasfurrowed,andhehadnoeveningclothes。Everyonetriedtoputhimathisease,butsherathersuspectedthathewastherealready,andenviedhim。Theywereintroduced,andspokeofByron,whowasstillfashionable。

  Outcamehishands——theonlyroughhandsinthedrawing—room,theonlyhandsthathadeverworked。Shewasfilledwithsomestrangeapproval,andlikedhim。

  Afterdinnertheymetagain,tospeaknotofByronbutofmanure。

  Theotherpeopleweresocleverandsoamusingthatitrelievedhertolistentoamanwhotoldherthreetimesnottobuyartificialmanurereadymade,but,ifshewoulduseit,tomakeitherselfatthelastmoment。Becausetheammoniaevaporated。

  Hereweretwopacketsofpowder。Didtheysmell?No。Mixthemtogetherandpoursomecoffee——Anappallingsmellatonceburstforth,andeveryonebegantocoughandcry。Thiswasgoodfortheearthwhenshefeltsour,forheknewwhentheearthwasill。

  Heknew,too,whenshewashungryhespokeofhertantrums——thestrangeunscientificelementinherthatwillbafflethescientisttotheendoftime。\"Studyaway,Mrs。Elliot,\"hetoldher;\"readallthebooksyoucangetholdof;butwhenitcomestothepoint,strolloutwithapipeinyourmouthanddoabitofguessing。\"Ashetalked,theearthbecamealivingbeing——orratherabeingwithalivingskin,——andmanurenolongerdirtystuff,butasymbolofregenerationandofthebirthoflifefromlife。\"Soitgoesonforever!\"shecriedexcitedly。Hereplied:

  \"Notforever。Intimethefireatthecentrewillcool,andnothingcangoonthen。\"

  Headvancedintolovewithopeneyes,slowly,heavily,justashehadadvancedacrossthedrawingroomcarpet。Butthistimethebridedidnotobservehistread。Shewaslisteningtoherhusband,andtryingnottobesostupid。Whenhewasclosetoher——soclosethatitwasdifficultnottotakeherinhisarms——

  hespoketoMr。Failing,andwasatonceturnedoutofCadover。

  \"I’msorry,\"saidMr。Failing,ashewalkeddownthedrivewithhishandonhisguest’sshoulder。\"Ihadnonotionyouwerethatsort。Anyonewhobehaveslikethathastostopatthefarm。\"

  \"Anyone?\"

  \"Anyone。\"Hesighedheavily,notforanypersonalgrievance,butbecausehesawhowunruly,howbarbaric,isthesoulofman。

  Afterall,thismanwasmorecivilizedthanmost。

  \"Areyouangrywithme,sir?\"Hecalledhim\"sir,\"notbecausehewasricherorclevererorsmarter,notbecausehehadhelpedtoeducatehimandhadlenthimmoney,butforareasonmoreprofound——forthereasonthattherearegradationsinheaven。

  \"Ididthinkyou——thatamanlikeyouwouldn’triskmakingpeopleunhappy。Mysister—in—law——Idon’tsaythistostopyoulovingher;somethingelsemustdothat——mysister—in—law,asfarasI

  know,doesn’tcareforyouonelittlebit。Ifyouhadsaidanything,ifshehadguessedthatachancepersonwasin——thisfearfulstate,youwouldsimply——haveopenedhell。Awomanofhersortwouldhavelostall——\"

  \"Iknewthat。\"

  Mr。Failingremovedhishand。Hewasdispleased。

  \"Butsomethinghere,\"saidRobertincoherently。\"Thishere。\"Hestruckhimselfheavilyontheheart。\"Thishere,doingsomethingsounusual,makesitnotmatterwhatsheloses——I——\"Afterasilenceheasked,\"HaveIquitefollowedyou,sir,inthatbusinessofthebrotherhoodofman?\"

  \"Howdoyoumean?\"

  \"Ithoughtlovewastobringitabout。\"

  \"Loveofanotherman’swife?Sensuallove?Youhaveunderstoodnothing——nothing。\"Thenhewasashamed,andcried,\"Iunderstandnothingmyself。\"Forherememberedthatsensualandspiritualarenoteasywordstouse;thatthereare,perhaps,nottwoAphrodites,butoneAphroditewithaJanusface。\"Ionlyunderstandthatyoumusttrytoforgether。\"

  \"Iwillnottry。\"

  \"Promisemejustthis,then——nottodoanythingcrooked。\"

  \"I’mstraight。Noboasting,butIcouldn’tdoacrookedthing——

  No,notifItried。\"

  Andsoappallinglystraightwasheinafteryears,thatMr。

  Failingwishedthathehadphrasedthepromisedifferently。

  Robertsimplywaited。Hetoldhimselfthatitwashopeless;butsomethingdeeperthanhimselfdeclaredthattherewashope。Hegaveupdrink,andkepthimselfinallwaysclean,forhewantedtobeworthyofherwhenthetimecame。Womenseemedfondofhim,andcausedhimtoreflectwithpleasure,\"Theydorunafterme。

  Theremustbesomethinginme。Good。I’dbedoneforiftherewasn’t。\"ForsixyearsheturneduptheearthofWiltshire,andreadbooksforthesakeofhismind,andtalkedtogentlemenforthesakeoftheirpatois,andeachyearherodetoCadovertotakeoffhishattoMrs。Elliot,and,perhaps,tospeaktoheraboutthecrops。Mr。Failingwasgenerallypresent,anditstruckneithermanthatthosedulllittlevisitsweresomanywordsoutofwhichalonelywomanmightbuildsentences。ThenRobertwenttoLondononbusiness。HechancedtoseeMr。Elliotwithastrangelady。Thetimehadcome。

  Hebecamediplomatic,andcalledatMr。Elliot’sroomstofindthingsout。ForifMrs。Elliotwashappierthanhecouldevermakeher,hewouldwithdraw,andloveherinrenunciation。Butifhecouldmakeherhappier,hewouldloveherinfulfilment。Mr。

  Elliotadmittedhimasafriendofhisbrother—in—law’s,andfeltverybroad—mindedashedidso。Robert,however,wasasuccess。

  Theyoungishmentherefoundhiminteresting,andlikedtoshockhimwithtalesofnaughtyLondonandnaughtierParis。Theyspokeof\"experience\"and\"sensations\"and\"seeinglife,\"andwhenasmileploughedoverhisface,concludedthathispruderywasvanquished。Hesawthattheyweremuchlessviciousthantheysupposed:oneboyhadobviouslyreadhissensationsinabook。

  Buthecouldpardonvice。Whathecouldnotpardonwastriviality,andhehopedthatnodecentwomancouldpardoniteither。Theregrewupinhimacold,steadyangeragainstthesesillypeoplewhothoughtitadvancedtobeshocking,andwhodescribed,assomethingparticularlychoiceandeducational,thingsthathehadunderstoodandfoughtagainstforyears。HeinquiredafterMrs。Elliot,andaboytittered。Itseemedthatshe\"didnotknow,\"thatshelivedinaremotesuburb,takingcareofaskinnybaby。\"Ishallcallsometimeorother,\"saidRobert。\"Do,\"saidMr。Elliot,smiling。Andnexttimehesawhiswifehecongratulatedheronherrusticadmirer。

  Shehadsufferedterribly。Shehadaskedforbread,andhadbeengivennotevenastone。Peopletalkofhungeringfortheideal,butthereisanotherhunger,quiteasdivine,forfacts。Shehadaskedforfactsandhadbeengiven\"views,\"\"emotionalstandpoints,\"\"attitudestowardslife。\"Toawomanwhobelievedthatfactsarebeautiful,thatthelivingworldisbeautifulbeyondthelawsofbeauty,thatmanureisneithergrossnorludicrous,thatafire,noteternal,glowsattheheartoftheearth,itwasintolerabletobeputoffwithwhattheElliotscalled\"philosophy,\"and,ifsherefused,tobetoldthatshehadnosenseofhumour。\"TarryingintotheElliotfamily。\"Ithadsoundedsosplendid,forshewasapennilesschildwithnothingtooffer,andtheElliotsheldtheirheadshigh。Forwhatreason?

  Whathadtheyeverdone,exceptsaysarcasticthings,andlimp,andberefined?Mr。Failingsufferedtoo,butshesufferedmore,inasmuchasFrederickwasmoreimpossiblethanEmily。Hedidnotlikeher,hepracticallylivedapart,hewasnotevenfaithfulorpolite。Theseweregravefaults,buttheywerehumanones:shecouldevenimaginetheminamansheloved。Whatshecouldneverlovewasadilettante。

  Robertbroughtheranarmfulofsweet—peas。Helaiditonthetable,puthishandsbehindhisback,andkeptthemtheretilltheendofthevisit。Sheknewquitewellwhyhehadcome,andthoughshealsoknewthathewouldfail,shelovedhimtoomuchtosnubhimortostareinvirtuousindignation。\"Whyhaveyoucome?\"sheaskedgravely,\"andwhyhaveyoubroughtmesomanyflowers?\"

  \"Mygardenisfullofthem,\"heanswered。\"Sweetpeasneedpickingdown。And,generallyspeaking,flowersareplentifulinJuly。\"

  Shebrokehispresentintobunches——somuchforthedrawing—room,somuchforthenursery,somuchforthekitchenandherhusband’sroom:hewouldbedownforthenight。Themostbeautifulshewouldkeepforherself。Presentlyhesaid,\"Yourhusbandisnogood。I’vewatchedhimforaweek。I’mthirty,andnotwhatyoucallhasty,asIusedtobe,orthinkingthatnothingmattersliketheFrench。No。I’maplainBritisher,yet——

  I——I’vebegunwrongend,Mrs。Elliot;IshouldhavesaidthatI’vethoughtchieflyofyouforsixyears,andthatthoughItalkheresorespectfully,ifIonceunhookedmyhands——\"

  Therewasapause。Thenshesaidwithgreatsweetness,\"Thankyou;Iamgladyouloveme,\"andrangthebell。

  \"Whathaveyoudonethatfor?\"hecried。

  \"Becauseyoumustnowleavethehouse,andneverenteritagain。\"

  \"Idon’tgoalone,\"andhebegantogetfurious。

  Hervoicewasstillsweet,butstrengthlayinittoo,asshesaid,\"Youeithergonowwithmythanksandblessing,orelseyougowiththepolice。IamMrs。Elliot。WeneednotdiscussMr。

  Elliot。IamMrs。Elliot,andifyoumakeonesteptowardsmeI

  giveyouincharge。\"

  Butthemaidansweredthebellnotofthedrawing—room,butofthefrontdoor。TheywerejoinedbyMr。Elliot,whoheldouthishandwithmuchurbanity。Itwasnottaken。Helookedquicklyathiswife,andsaid,\"AmIdetrop?\"Therewasalongsilence。

  Atlastshesaid,\"Frederick,turnthismanout。\"

  \"Mylove,why?\"

  Robertsaidthathelovedher。

  \"ThenIamdetrop,\"saidMr。Elliot,smoothingouthisgloves。

  Hewouldgivethesesoddenbarbariansalesson。\"Myhansomiswaitingatthedoor。Praymakeuseofit。\"

  \"Don’t!\"shecried,almostaffectionately。\"DearFrederick,itisn’taplay。Justtellthismantogo,orsendforthepolice。\"

  \"Onthecontrary;itisFrenchcomedyofthebesttype。Don’tyouagree,sir,thatthepolicewouldbeaninartisticerror?\"Hewasperfectlycalmandcollected,whereastheywereinapitiablestate。

  \"Turnhimoutatonce!\"shecried。\"Hehasinsultedyourwife。

  Saveme,saveme!\"Sheclungtoherhusbandandwept。\"HewasgoingIhadmanagedhim——hewouldneverhaveknown——\"Mr。Elliotrepulsedher。

  \"Ifyoudon’tfeelinclinedtostartatonce,\"hesaidwitheasycivility,\"Letushavealittletea。Mydearsir,doforgivemefornotshootingyou。Nousavonschangetoutcela。Pleasedon’tlooksonervous。Pleasedounclaspyourhands——\"

  Hewasalone。

  \"That’sallright,\"heexclaimed,andstrolledtothedoor。Thehansomwasdisappearingroundthecorner。\"That’sallright,\"herepeatedinmorequaveringtonesashereturnedtothedrawing—

  roomandsawthatitwaslitteredwithsweet—peas。Theircolourgotonhisnerves——magenta,crimson;magenta,crimson。Hetriedtopickthemup,andtheyescaped。Hetrodthemunderfoot,andtheymultipliedanddancedinthetriumphofsummerlikeathousandbutterflies。Thetrainhadleftwhenhegottothestation。HefollowedontoLondon,andtherehelostalltraces。

  Atmidnighthebegantorealizethathiswifecouldneverbelongtohimagain。

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