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  Thesilencewasbrokenbythesoundoffeetonthegravel。Agnessaidhastily,\"Isthatreallytrue——thatheknowsnothing?\"

  \"You,Rickie,andIaretheonlypeoplealivethatknow。Herealizeswhatheis——withaprecisionthatissometimesalarming。

  Whoheis,hedoesn’tknowanddoesn’tcare。IsupposehewouldknowwhenI’mdead。Therearepapers。\"

  \"AuntEmily,beforehecomes,mayIsaytoyouI’msorryIwassorude?\"

  Mrs。Failinghadnotdislikedhercourage。\"Mydear,youmay。

  We’realloffourhingesthisSunday。Sitdownbymeagain。\"

  Agnesobeyed,andtheyawaitedthearrivalofStephen。Theywerecleverenoughtounderstandeachother。Thethingmustbehushedup。Thematronmustrepairtheconsequencesofherpetulance。Thegirlmusthidethestaininherfuturehusband’sfamily。Whynot?

  Whowasinjured?Whatdoesagrown—upmanwantwithagrownbrother?Rickieupstairs,howgratefulhewouldbetothemforsavinghim。

  \"Stephen!\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"I’mtiredofyou。Goandbatheinthesea。\"

  \"Allright。\"

  Andthewholethingwassettled。Shelikednofuss,andsodidhe。Hesatdownonthesteptotightenhisbootlaces。Thenhewouldbeready。Mrs。Failinglaidtwoorthreesovereignsonthestepabovehim。Agnestriedtomakeconversation,andsaid,withavertedeyes,thattheseawasalongwayoff。

  \"Thesea’sdownhill。That’sallIknowaboutit。\"Hesweptupthemoneywithawordofpleasure:hewaskeptlikeababyinsuchthings。Thenhestartedoff,butslowly,forhemeanttowalktillthemorning。

  \"Hewillbegonedays,\"saidMrs。Failing。\"Thecomedyisfinished。Letuscomein。\"

  Shewenttoherroom。Thestormthatshehadraisedhadshatteredher。Yet,becauseitwasstilledforamoment,sheresumedheroldemancipatedmanner,andspokeofitasacomedy。

  AsforMissPembroke,shepretendedtobeemancipatednolonger。

  Peoplelike\"StephenWonham\"weresocialthunderbolts,tobeshunnedatallcosts,oratalmostallcosts。Herjoywasnowunfeigned,andshehurriedupstairstoimpartittoRickie。

  \"Idon’tthinkwearerewardedifwedoright,butwearepunishedifwelie。It’sthefashiontolaughatpoeticjustice,butIdobelieveinhalfofit。Castbitterbreaduponthewaters,andaftermanydaysitreallywillcomebacktoyou。\"

  ThesewerethewordsofMr。Failing。TheywerealsotheopinionsofStewartAnsell,anotherunpracticalperson。Rickiewastryingtowritetohimwhensheenteredwiththegoodnews。

  \"Dear,we’resaved!Hedoesn’tknow,andheneveristoknow。I

  can’ttellyouhowgladIam。Allthetimewesawthemstandingtogetherupthere,shewasn’ttellinghimatall。Shewaskeepinghimoutoftheway,incaseyouletitout。Oh,Ilikeher!Shemaybeunwise,butsheisnice,really。Shesaid,’I’vebeenafoolbutIhaven’tbeenafooltwice。’Youmustforgiveher,Rickie。I’veforgivenher,andsheme;foratfirstIwassoangrywithher。Oh,mydarlingboy,Iamsoglad!\"

  Hewasshiveringallover,andcouldnotreply。Atlasthesaid,\"Whyhasn’tshetoldhim?\"

  \"Becauseshehascometohersenses。\"

  \"Butshecan’tbehavetopeoplelikethat。Shemusttellhim。\"

  \"Becausehemustbetoldsucharealthing。\"

  \"Sucharealthing?\"thegirlechoed,screwingupherforehead。

  \"But——butyoudon’tmeanyou’regladaboutit?\"

  Hisheadbowedovertheletter。\"MyGod——no!Butit’sarealthing。Shemusttellhim。Inearlytoldhimmyself——upthere——

  whenhemademelookattheground,butyouhappenedtopreventme。\"

  HowProvidencehadwatchedoverthem!

  \"Shewon’ttellhim。Iknowthatmuch。\"

  \"Then,Agnes,darling\"——hedrewhertothetable\"wemusttalktogetheralittle。Ifshewon’t,thenweoughtto。\"

  \"WEtellhim?\"criedthegirl,whitewithhorror。\"Tellhimnow,wheneverythinghasbeencomfortablyarranged?\"

  \"Yousee,darling\"——hetookholdofherhand——\"whatonemustdoistothinkthethingoutandsettlewhat’sright,I’mstillalltremblingandstupid。Iseeitmixedupwithotherthings。Iwantyoutohelpme。Itseemstomethathereandthereinlifewemeetwithapersonorincidentthatissymbolical。It’snothinginitself,yetforthemomentitstandsforsomeeternalprinciple。Weacceptit,atwhatevercosts,andwehaveacceptedlife。Butifwearefrightenedandrejectit,themoment,sotospeak,passes;thesymbolisneverofferedagain。Isthisnonsense?Oncebeforeasymbolwasofferedtome——Ishallnottellyouhow;butIdidacceptit,andcherisheditthroughmuchanxietyandrepulsion,andintheendIamrewarded。Therewillbenorewardthistime。Ithink,fromsuchaman——thesonofsuchaman。ButIwanttodowhatisright。\"

  \"Becausedoingrightisitsownreward,\"saidAgnesanxiously。

  \"Idonotthinkthat。Ihaveseenfewexamplesofit。Doingrightissimplydoingright。\"

  \"Ithinkthatallyousayiswonderfullyclever;butsinceyouaskme,itISnonsense,dearRickie,absolutely。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"hesaidhumbly,andbegantostrokeherhand。\"Butallmydisgust;myindignationwithmyfather,mylovefor——\"Hebrokeoff;hecouldnotbeartomentionthenameofhismother。

  \"Iwastryingtosay,Ioughtn’ttofollowtheseimpulsestoomuch。Thereareothersthings。Truth。Ourdutytoacknowledgeeachmanaccurately,howevervileheis。Andapartfromideals\"

  (hereshehadwonthebattle),\"andleavingidealsaside,I

  couldn’tmeethimandkeepsilent。Itisn’tinme。Ishouldblurtitout。\"

  \"Butyouwon’tmeethim!\"shecried。\"It’sallbeenarranged。

  We’vesenthimtothesea。Isn’titsplendid?He’sgone。Myownboywon’tbefantastic,willhe?\"Thenshefoughtthefantasyonitsownground。\"And,byethebye,whatyoucallthe’symbolicmoment’isover。YouhaditupbytheRings。Youtriedtotellhim,Iinterruptedyou。It’snotyourfault。Youdidallyoucould。\"

  Shethoughtthisexcellentlogic,andwassurprisedthathelookedsogloomy。\"Sohe’sgonetothesea。Forthepresentthatdoessettleit。HasAuntEmilytalkedabouthimyet?\"

  \"No。Askhertomorrowifyouwishtoknow。Askherkindly。Itwouldbesodreadfulifyoudidnotpartfriends,and——\"

  \"What’sthat?\"

  ItwasStephencallingupfromthedrive。Hehadcomeback。Agnesthrewoutherhandindespair。

  \"Elliot!\"thevoicecalled。

  Theywerefacingeachother,silentandmotionless。ThenRickieadvancedtothewindow。Thegirldartedinfrontofhim。Hethoughthehadneverseenhersobeautiful。Shewasstoppinghisadvancequitefrankly,withwidespreadarms。

  \"Elliot!\"

  Hemovedforward——intowhat?Hepretendedtohimselfhewouldratherseehisbrotherbeforeheanswered;thatitwaseasiertoacknowledgehimthus。Butatthebackofhissoulheknewthatthewomanhadconquered,andthathewasmovingforwardtoacknowledgeher。\"Ifhecallsmeagain——\"hethought。

  \"Elliot!\"

  \"Well,ifhecallsmeonceagain,Iwillanswerhim,vileasheis。\"

  Hedidnotcallagain。

  Stephenhadreallycomebackforsometobacco,butashepassedunderthewindowshethoughtofthepoorfellowwhohadbeen\"nipped\"(nothingserious,saidMrs。Failing),anddeterminedtoshoutgood—byetohim。Andonceortwice,ashefollowedtheriverintothedarkness,hewonderedwhatitwasliketobesoweak,——nottoride,nottoswim,nottocareforanythingbutbooksandagirl。

  Theyembracedpassionately。Thedangerhadbroughtthemveryneartoeachother。Theybothneededahometoconfrontthemenacingtumultuousworld。Andwhatwearyyearsofwork,ofwaiting,laybetweenthemandthathome!Stillholdingherfast,hesaid,\"I

  waswritingtoAnsellwhenyoucamein。\"

  \"Doyouowehimaletter?\"

  \"No。\"Hepaused。\"Iwaswritingtotellhimaboutthis。Hewouldhelpus。Healwayspicksouttheimportantpoint。\"

  \"Darling,Idon’tliketosayanything,andIknowthatMr。

  Ansellwouldkeepasecret,buthaven’twepickedouttheimportantpointforourselves?\"

  Hereleasedherandtoretheletterup。

  XV

  Thesenseofpurityisapuzzlingandattimesafearfulthing。

  Itseemssonoble,anditstartsasonewithmorality。Butitisadangerousguide,andcanleadusawaynotonlyfromwhatisgracious,butalsofromwhatisgood。Agnes,inthistangle,hadfolloweditblindly,partlybecauseshewasawoman,anditmeantmoretoherthanitcanevermeantoaman;partlybecause,thoughdangerous,itisalsoobvious,andmakesnodemandupontheintellect。ShecouldnotfeelthatStephenhadfullhumanrights。Hewasillicit,abnormal,worsethanamandiseased。AndRickierememberingwhosesonhewas,graduallyadoptedheropinion。He,too,cametobegladthathisbrotherhadpassedfromhimuntried,thatthesymbolicmomenthadbeenrejected。

  Stephenwasthefruitofsin;thereforehewassinful,He,too,becameasexualsnob。

  Andnowhemustheartheunsavourydetails。Thateveningtheysatinthewalledgarden。Agues,accordingtoarrangement,lefthimalonewithhisaunt。Heaskedher,andwasnotanswered。

  \"Youareshocked,\"shesaidinahard,mockingvoice,\"Itisveryniceofyoutobeshocked,andIdonotwishtogrieveyoufurther。Wewillnotalludetoitagain。Letusallgoonjustasweare。Thecomedyisfinished。\"

  Hecouldnottoleratethis。Hisnerveswereshattered,andallthatwasgoodinhimrevoltedaswell。TothehorrorofAgnes,whowaswithinearshot,hereplied,\"Youusedtopuzzleme,AuntEmily,butIunderstandyouatlast。Youhaveforgottenwhatotherpeoplearelike。Continualselfishnessleadstothat。Iamsureofit。Iseenowhowyoulookattheworld。’Niceofmetobeshocked!’Iwanttogotomorrow,ifImay。\"

  \"Certainly,dear。Themorningtrainsarethebest。\"Andsothedisastrousvisitended。

  Ashewalkedbacktothehousehemetacertainpoorwoman,whosechildStephenhadrescuedatthelevel—crossing,andwhohaddecided,aftersomedelay,thatshemustthankthekindgentlemaninperson。\"Hehasgotsomebrutecourage,\"thoughtRickie,\"anditwasdecentofhimnottoboastaboutit。\"Buthehadlabelledtheboyas\"Bad,\"anditwasconvenienttoreverttohisgoodqualitiesasseldomaspossible。Hepreferredtobroodoverhiscoarseness,hiscaddishingratitude,hisirreligion。Outoftheseheconstructedarepulsivefigure,forgettinghowslovenlyhisownperceptionshadbeenduringthepastweek,howdogmaticandintoleranthisattitudetoallthatwasnotLove。

  DuringthepackinghewasobligedtogouptotheattictofindtheDryadmanuscriptwhichhadneverbeenreturned。Leightoncametoo,andforabouthalfanhourtheyhuntedintheflickeringlightofacandle。Itwasastrange,ghostlyplace,andRickiewasquitestartledwhenapictureswungtowardshim,andhesawtheDemeterofCnidus,shimmeringandgrey。Leightonsuggestedtheroof。Mr。Stephensometimesleftthingsontheroof。Sotheyclimbedoutoftheskylight——thenightwasperfectlystill——andcontinuedthesearchamongthegables。Enormousstarshungoverhead,andtheroofwasboundedbychasms,impenetrableandblack。\"Itdoesn’tmatter,\"saidRickie,suddenlyconvincedofthefutilityofallthathedid。\"Oh,letuslookproperly,\"saidLeighton,akindly,pliableman,whohadtriedtoshirkcoming,butwhowasgenuinelysympatheticnowthathehadcome。Theywererewarded:themanuscriptlayinagutter,charredandsmudged。

  TherestoftheyearwasspentbyRickiepartlyinbed,——hehadacuriousbreakdown,——partlyintheattempttogethislittlestoriespublished。Hehadwritteneightornine,andhopedtheywouldmakeupabook,andthatthebookmightbecalled\"PanPipes。\"Hewasveryenergeticoverthis;helikedtowork,forsomeimperceptiblebloomhadpassedfromtheworld,andhenolongerfoundsuchacutepleasureinpeople。Mrs。Failing’soldpublishers,towhomthebookwassubmitted,repliedthat,greatlyastheyfoundthemselvesinterested,theydidnotseetheirwaytomakinganofferatpresent。Theywereverypolite,andsingledoutforspecialpraise\"AndantePastorale,\"whichRickiehadthoughttoosentimental,butwhichAgneshadpersuadedhimtoinclude。Thestoriesweresenttoanotherpublisher,whoconsideredthemforsixweeks,andthenreturnedthem。Afragmentofredcotton,PlacedbyAgnesbetweentheleaves,hadnotshifteditsposition。

  \"Can’tyoutrysomethinglonger,Rickie?\"shesaid;

  \"Ibelievewe’reonthewrongtrack。Tryanout——and——outlove—story。\"

  \"Mynotionjustnow,\"hereplied,\"istoleavethepassionsonthefringe。\"Shenodded,andtappedforthewaiter:theyhadmetinaLondonrestaurant。\"Ican’tsoar;Icanonlyindicate。

  That’swherethemusicianshavethepull,formusichaswings,andwhenshesays’Tristan’andhesays’Isolde,’youareontheheightsatonce。Whatdopeoplemeanwhentheycalllovemusicartificial?\"

  \"Iknowwhattheymean,thoughIcan’texactlyexplain。Orcouldn’tyoumakeyourstoriesmoreobvious?Idon’tseeanyharminthat。UncleWillieflounderedhopelessly。Hedoesn’treadmuch,andhegotmuddled。Ihadtoexplain,andthenhewasdelighted。Ofcourse,towritedowntothepublicwouldbequiteanotherthingandhorrible。Youhavecertainideas,andyoumustexpressthem。Butcouldn’tyouexpressthemmoreclearly?\"

  \"Yousee——\"Hegotnofurtherthan\"yousee。\"

  \"Thesoulandthebody。Thesoul’swhatmatters,\"saidAgnes,andtappedforthewaiteragain。Helookedatheradmiringly,butfeltthatshewasnotaperfectcritic。Perhapsshewastooperfecttobeacritic。Actuallifemightseemtohersorealthatshecouldnotdetecttheunionofshadowandadamantthatmencallpoetry。Hewouldevengofurtherandacknowledgethatshewasnotascleverashimself——andhewasstupidenough!Shedidnotlikediscussinganythingorreadingsolidbooks,andshewasalittleangrywithsuchwomenasdid。Itpleasedhimtomaketheseconcessions,fortheytouchednothinginherthathevalued。Helookedroundtherestaurant,whichwasinSohoanddecidedthatshewasincomparable。

  \"Athalf—pasttwoIcallontheeditorofthe’Holborn。’He’sgotastraystorytolookat,andhe’swrittenaboutit。\"

  \"Oh,Rickie!Rickie!Whydidn’tyouputonaboiledshirt!\"

  Helaughed,andteasedher。\"’Thesoul’swhatmatters。Weliterarypeopledon’tcareaboutdress。\"

  \"Well,yououghttocare。AndIbelieveyoudo。Can’tyouchange?\"

  \"Toofar。\"HehadroomsinSouthKensington。\"AndI’veforgotmycard—case。There’sforyou!\"

  Sheshookherhead。\"Naughty,naughtyboy!Whateverwillyoudo?\"

  \"Sendinmyname,oraskforabitofpaperandwriteit。Hullo!

  that’sTilliard!\"

  Tilliardblushed,partlyonaccountofthefauxpashehadmadelastJune,partlyonaccountoftherestaurant。HeexplainedhowhecametobepigginginSoho:itwassofrightfullyconvenientandsofrightfullycheap。

  \"JustwhyRickiebringsme,\"saidMissPembroke。

  \"AndIsupposeyou’reheretostudylife?\"saidTilliard,sittingdown。

  \"Idon’tknow,\"saidRickie,gazingroundatthewaitersandtheguests。

  \"Doesn’tonewanttoseeagooddealoflifeforwriting?There’slifeofasortinSoho,——Unpeudefaisan,s’ilvowsplait。\"

  Agnesalsograbbedatthewaiter,andpaid。Shealwaysdidthepaying,Rickiemuddledwithhispurse。

  \"I’mcramming,\"pursuedTilliard,\"andsonaturallyIcomeintocontactwithverylittleatpresent。ButlateronIhopetoseethings。\"Heblushedalittle,forhewastalkingforRickie’sedification。\"Itismostfrightfullyimportantnottogetanarroworacademicoutlook,don’tyouthink?ApersonlikeAnsell,whogoesfromCambridge,home——home,Cambridge——itmusttellonhimintime。\"

  \"ButMr。Ansellisaphilosopher。\"

  \"Averykinkyone,\"saidTilliardabruptly。\"Notmyideaofaphilosopher。Howgoeshisdissertation?\"

  \"Heneveranswersmyletters,\"repliedRickie。\"Heneverwould。

  I’veheardnothingsinceJune。\"

  \"It’sapityhesendsinthisyear。Therearesomanygoodpeoplein。He’dhaveafarbetterchanceifhewaited。\"

  \"SoIsaid,buthewouldn’twait。He’ssokeenaboutthisparticularsubject。\"

  \"Whatisit?\"askedAgnes。

  \"Aboutthingsbeingreal,wasn’tit,Tilliard?\"

  \"That’snearenough。\"

  \"Well,goodlucktohim!\"saidthegirl。\"Andgoodlucktoyou,Mr。Tilliard!Lateron,Ihope,we’llmeetagain。\"

  Theyparted。Tilliardlikedher,thoughhedidnotfeelthatshewasquiteinhiscouchesociale。Hissister,forinstance,wouldneverhavebeenluredintoaSohorestaurant——exceptfortheexperienceofthething。Tilliard’scouchesocialepermittedexperiences。Providedhisheartdidnotgoouttothepoorandtheunorthodox,hemightstareatthemasmuchasheliked。Itwasseeinglife。

  AgnesputherloversafelyintoanomnibusatCambridgeCircus。

  Sheshoutedafterhimthathistiewasrisingoverhiscollar,buthedidnothearher。Foramomentshefeltdepressed,andpicturedquiteaccuratelytheeffectthathisappearancewouldhaveontheeditor。Theeditorwasatallneatmanofforty,slowofspeech,slowofsoul,andextraordinarilykind。HeandRickiesatoverafire,withanenormoustablebehindthemwhereonstoodmanybookswaitingtobereviewed。

  \"I’msorry,\"hesaid,andpaused。

  Rickiesmiledfeebly。

  \"Yourstorydoesnotconvince。\"Hetappedit。\"Ihavereaditwithverygreatpleasure。Itconvincesinparts,butitdoesnotconvinceasawhole;andstories,don’tyouthink,oughttoconvinceasawhole?\"

  \"Theyoughtindeed,\"saidRickie,andplungedintoself—depreciation。Buttheeditorcheckedhim。

  \"No——no。Pleasedon’ttalklikethat。Ican’tbeartohearanyonetalkagainstimagination。Therearecountlessopeningsforimagination,——forthemysterious,forthesupernatural,forallthethingsyouaretryingtodo,andwhich,Ihope,youwillsucceedindoing。I’mnotOBJECTINGtoimagination;onthecontrary,I’dadviseyoutocultivateit,toaccentit。Writeareallygoodghoststoryandwe’dtakeitatonce。Or\"——hesuggesteditasanalternativetoimagination——\"oryoumightgetinsidelife。It’sworthdoing。\"

  \"Life?\"echoedRickieanxiously。

  Helookedroundthepleasantroom,asiflifemightbeflutteringtherelikeanimprisonedbird。Thenhelookedattheeditor:

  perhapshewassittinginsidelifeatthisverymoment。

  \"Seelife,Mr。Elliot,andthensendusanotherstory。\"Heheldouthishand。\"IamsorryIhavetosay’No,thankyou’;it’ssomuchnicertosay,’Yes,please。’\"Helaidhishandontheyoungman’ssleeve,andadded,\"Well,theinterview’snotbeensoalarmingafterall,hasit?\"

  \"Idon’tthinkthateitherofusisaveryalarmingperson,\"wasnotRickie’sreply。Itwaswhathethoughtoutafterwardsintheomnibus。Hisreplywas\"Ow,\"deliveredwithaslightgiggle。

  Asherumbledwestward,hisfacewasdrawn,andhiseyesmovedquicklytotherightandleft,asifhewoulddiscoversomethinginthesqualidfashionablestreetssomebirdonthewing,someradiantarchway,thefaceofsomegodbeneathabeaverhat。Heloved,hewasloved,hehadseendeathandotherthings;buttheheartofallthingswashidden。Therewasapasswordandhecouldnotlearnit,norcouldthekindeditorofthe\"Holborn\"teachhim。Hesighed,andthensighedmorepiteously。Forhadhenotknownthepasswordonce——knownitandforgottenitalready?

  ButatthispointhisfortunesbecomeintimatelyconnectedwiththoseofMr。Pembroke。

  PART2SAWSTON

  XVI

  InthreeyearsMr。Pembrokehaddonemuchtosolidifytheday—boysatSawstonSchool。Iftheywerenotsolid,theywereatalleventscurdling,andhisactivitiesmightreasonablyturnelsewhere。Hehadservedtheschoolformanyyears,anditwasreallytimeheshouldbeentrustedwithaboarding—house。Theheadmaster,animpulsivemanwhodartedaboutlikeaminnowandgavehismotheragreatdealoftrouble,agreedwithhim,andalsoagreedwithMrs。JacksonwhenshesaidthatMr。Jacksonhadservedtheschoolformanyyearsandthatitwasreallytimeheshouldbeentrustedwithaboarding—house。Consequently,whenDunwoodHousefellvacanttheheadmasterfoundhimselfinratheradifficultposition。

  DunwoodHousewasthelargestandmostlucrativeoftheboarding—houses。Itstoodalmostoppositetheschoolbuildings。

  Originallyithadbeenavillaresidence——ared—brickvilla,coveredwithcreepersandcrownedwithterracottadragons。Mr。

  Annison,founderofitsglory,hadlivedhere,andhadhadoneortwoboystolivewithhim。Timeschanged。Thefameofthebishopsblazedbrighter,theschoolincreased,theoneortwoboysbecameadozen,andanadditionwasmadetoDunwoodHousethatmorethandoubleditssize。Ahugenewbuilding,repletewitheveryconvenience,wasstuckontoitsrightflank。Dormitories,cubicles,studies,apreparation—room,adining—room,parquetfloors,hot—airpipes——noexpensewasspared,andthetwelveboysroamedoveritlikeprinces。BaizedoorscommunicatedoneveryfloorwithMr。Annison’spart,andhe,ananxiousgentleman,wouldstrollbackwardsandforwards,alittledepressedatthehygienicsplendours,andconsciousofsomevanishedintimacy。

  Somehowhehadknownhisboysbetterwhentheyhadallmuddledtogetherasonefamily,andalgebraslaystrewnuponthedrawingroomchairs。Asthehousefilled,hisinterestinitdecreased。

  Whenheretired——whichhedidthesamesummerthatRickieleftCambridge——ithadalreadypassedthesummitofexcellenceandwasbeginningtodecline。Itsnumberswerestillsatisfactory,andforalittletimeitwouldsubsistonitspastreputation。Butthatmysteriousassetthetonehadlowered,anditwasthereforeofgreatimportancethatMr。Annison’ssuccessorshouldbeafirst—classman。Mr。Coates,whocamenextinseniority,waspassedover,andrightly。ThechoicelaybetweenMr。PembrokeandMr。Jackson,theoneanorganizer,theotherahumanist。Mr。

  JacksonwasmasteroftheSixth,and——withtheexceptionoftheheadmaster,whowastoobusytoimpartknowledge——theonlyfirst—classintellectintheschool。Buthecouldnotorratherwouldnot,keeporder。Hetoldhisformthatifitchosetolistentohimitwouldlearn;ifitdidn’t,itwouldn’t。Onehalflistened。Theotherhalfmadepaperfrogs,andboredholesintheraisedmapofItalywiththeirpenknives。Whenthepenknivesgrittedhepunishedthemwithundueseverity,andthenforgottomakethemshowthepunishmentsup。Yetoutofthischaostwofactsemerged。HalftheboysgotscholarshipsattheUniversity,andsomeofthem——includingseveralofthepaper—frogsort——

  remainedfriendswithhimthroughouttheirlives。Moreover,hewasrich,andhadacompetentwife。HisclaimtoDunwoodHousewasstrongerthanonewouldhavesupposed。

  ThequalificationsofMr。Pembrokehavealreadybeenindicated。

  Theyprevailed——butunderconditions。Ifthingswentwrong,hemustpromisetoresign。

  \"Inthefirstplace,\"saidtheheadmaster,\"youaredoingsosplendidlywiththeday—boys。Yourattitudetowardstheparentsismagnificent。I——don’tknowhowtoreplaceyouthere。Whereas,ofcourse,theparentsofaboarder——\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidMr。Pembroke。

  Theparentofaboarder,whoonlyhadtoremovehissonifhewasdiscontentedwiththeschool,wasnaturallyinamoreindependentpositionthantheparentwhohadbroughtallhisgoodsandchattelstoSawston,andwasrentingahousethere。

  \"Nowtheparentsofboarders——thisismysecondpoint——

  practicallydemandthatthehouse—mastershouldhaveawife。\"

  \"Amostunreasonabledemand,\"saidMr。Pembroke。

  \"Tomymindalsoabrightmotherlymatronisquitesufficient。

  Butthatiswhattheydemand。Andthatiswhy——doyousee?——weHAVEtoregardyourappointmentasexperimental。PossiblyMissPembrokewillbeabletohelpyou。OrIdon’tknowwhetherifever——\"Heleftthesentenceunfinished。TwodayslaterMr。

  PembrokeproposedtoMrs。Orr。

  Hehadalwaysintendedtomarrywhenhecouldaffordit;andoncehehadbeeninlove,violentlyinlove,buthadlaidthepassionaside,andtoldittowaittillamoreconvenientseason。Thiswas,ofcourse,theproperthingtodo,andprudenceshouldhavebeenrewarded。Butwhen,afterthelapseoffifteenyears,hewent,asitwere,tohisspirituallarderandtookdownLovefromthetopshelftoofferhimtoMrs。Orr,hewasratherdismayed。

  Somethinghadhappened。Perhapsthegodhadflown;perhapshehadbeeneatenbytherats。Atallevents,hewasnotthere。

  Mr。Pembrokewasconscientiousandromantic,andknewthatmarriagewithoutloveisintolerable。Ontheotherhand,hecouldnotadmitthatlovehadvanishedfromhim。Toadmitthis,wouldarguethathehaddeteriorated。

  Whereasheknewforafactthathehadimproved,yearbyyear。

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