Thesilencewasbrokenbythesoundoffeetonthegravel。Agnessaidhastily,\"Isthatreallytrue——thatheknowsnothing?\"
\"You,Rickie,andIaretheonlypeoplealivethatknow。Herealizeswhatheis——withaprecisionthatissometimesalarming。
Whoheis,hedoesn’tknowanddoesn’tcare。IsupposehewouldknowwhenI’mdead。Therearepapers。\"
\"AuntEmily,beforehecomes,mayIsaytoyouI’msorryIwassorude?\"
Mrs。Failinghadnotdislikedhercourage。\"Mydear,youmay。
We’realloffourhingesthisSunday。Sitdownbymeagain。\"
Agnesobeyed,andtheyawaitedthearrivalofStephen。Theywerecleverenoughtounderstandeachother。Thethingmustbehushedup。Thematronmustrepairtheconsequencesofherpetulance。Thegirlmusthidethestaininherfuturehusband’sfamily。Whynot?
Whowasinjured?Whatdoesagrown—upmanwantwithagrownbrother?Rickieupstairs,howgratefulhewouldbetothemforsavinghim。
\"Stephen!\"
\"Yes。\"
\"I’mtiredofyou。Goandbatheinthesea。\"
\"Allright。\"
Andthewholethingwassettled。Shelikednofuss,andsodidhe。Hesatdownonthesteptotightenhisbootlaces。Thenhewouldbeready。Mrs。Failinglaidtwoorthreesovereignsonthestepabovehim。Agnestriedtomakeconversation,andsaid,withavertedeyes,thattheseawasalongwayoff。
\"Thesea’sdownhill。That’sallIknowaboutit。\"Hesweptupthemoneywithawordofpleasure:hewaskeptlikeababyinsuchthings。Thenhestartedoff,butslowly,forhemeanttowalktillthemorning。
\"Hewillbegonedays,\"saidMrs。Failing。\"Thecomedyisfinished。Letuscomein。\"
Shewenttoherroom。Thestormthatshehadraisedhadshatteredher。Yet,becauseitwasstilledforamoment,sheresumedheroldemancipatedmanner,andspokeofitasacomedy。
AsforMissPembroke,shepretendedtobeemancipatednolonger。
Peoplelike\"StephenWonham\"weresocialthunderbolts,tobeshunnedatallcosts,oratalmostallcosts。Herjoywasnowunfeigned,andshehurriedupstairstoimpartittoRickie。
\"Idon’tthinkwearerewardedifwedoright,butwearepunishedifwelie。It’sthefashiontolaughatpoeticjustice,butIdobelieveinhalfofit。Castbitterbreaduponthewaters,andaftermanydaysitreallywillcomebacktoyou。\"
ThesewerethewordsofMr。Failing。TheywerealsotheopinionsofStewartAnsell,anotherunpracticalperson。Rickiewastryingtowritetohimwhensheenteredwiththegoodnews。
\"Dear,we’resaved!Hedoesn’tknow,andheneveristoknow。I
can’ttellyouhowgladIam。Allthetimewesawthemstandingtogetherupthere,shewasn’ttellinghimatall。Shewaskeepinghimoutoftheway,incaseyouletitout。Oh,Ilikeher!Shemaybeunwise,butsheisnice,really。Shesaid,’I’vebeenafoolbutIhaven’tbeenafooltwice。’Youmustforgiveher,Rickie。I’veforgivenher,andsheme;foratfirstIwassoangrywithher。Oh,mydarlingboy,Iamsoglad!\"
Hewasshiveringallover,andcouldnotreply。Atlasthesaid,\"Whyhasn’tshetoldhim?\"
\"Becauseshehascometohersenses。\"
\"Butshecan’tbehavetopeoplelikethat。Shemusttellhim。\"
\"Becausehemustbetoldsucharealthing。\"
\"Sucharealthing?\"thegirlechoed,screwingupherforehead。
\"But——butyoudon’tmeanyou’regladaboutit?\"
Hisheadbowedovertheletter。\"MyGod——no!Butit’sarealthing。Shemusttellhim。Inearlytoldhimmyself——upthere——
whenhemademelookattheground,butyouhappenedtopreventme。\"
HowProvidencehadwatchedoverthem!
\"Shewon’ttellhim。Iknowthatmuch。\"
\"Then,Agnes,darling\"——hedrewhertothetable\"wemusttalktogetheralittle。Ifshewon’t,thenweoughtto。\"
\"WEtellhim?\"criedthegirl,whitewithhorror。\"Tellhimnow,wheneverythinghasbeencomfortablyarranged?\"
\"Yousee,darling\"——hetookholdofherhand——\"whatonemustdoistothinkthethingoutandsettlewhat’sright,I’mstillalltremblingandstupid。Iseeitmixedupwithotherthings。Iwantyoutohelpme。Itseemstomethathereandthereinlifewemeetwithapersonorincidentthatissymbolical。It’snothinginitself,yetforthemomentitstandsforsomeeternalprinciple。Weacceptit,atwhatevercosts,andwehaveacceptedlife。Butifwearefrightenedandrejectit,themoment,sotospeak,passes;thesymbolisneverofferedagain。Isthisnonsense?Oncebeforeasymbolwasofferedtome——Ishallnottellyouhow;butIdidacceptit,andcherisheditthroughmuchanxietyandrepulsion,andintheendIamrewarded。Therewillbenorewardthistime。Ithink,fromsuchaman——thesonofsuchaman。ButIwanttodowhatisright。\"
\"Becausedoingrightisitsownreward,\"saidAgnesanxiously。
\"Idonotthinkthat。Ihaveseenfewexamplesofit。Doingrightissimplydoingright。\"
\"Ithinkthatallyousayiswonderfullyclever;butsinceyouaskme,itISnonsense,dearRickie,absolutely。\"
\"Thankyou,\"hesaidhumbly,andbegantostrokeherhand。\"Butallmydisgust;myindignationwithmyfather,mylovefor——\"Hebrokeoff;hecouldnotbeartomentionthenameofhismother。
\"Iwastryingtosay,Ioughtn’ttofollowtheseimpulsestoomuch。Thereareothersthings。Truth。Ourdutytoacknowledgeeachmanaccurately,howevervileheis。Andapartfromideals\"
(hereshehadwonthebattle),\"andleavingidealsaside,I
couldn’tmeethimandkeepsilent。Itisn’tinme。Ishouldblurtitout。\"
\"Butyouwon’tmeethim!\"shecried。\"It’sallbeenarranged。
We’vesenthimtothesea。Isn’titsplendid?He’sgone。Myownboywon’tbefantastic,willhe?\"Thenshefoughtthefantasyonitsownground。\"And,byethebye,whatyoucallthe’symbolicmoment’isover。YouhaditupbytheRings。Youtriedtotellhim,Iinterruptedyou。It’snotyourfault。Youdidallyoucould。\"
Shethoughtthisexcellentlogic,andwassurprisedthathelookedsogloomy。\"Sohe’sgonetothesea。Forthepresentthatdoessettleit。HasAuntEmilytalkedabouthimyet?\"
\"No。Askhertomorrowifyouwishtoknow。Askherkindly。Itwouldbesodreadfulifyoudidnotpartfriends,and——\"
\"What’sthat?\"
ItwasStephencallingupfromthedrive。Hehadcomeback。Agnesthrewoutherhandindespair。
\"Elliot!\"thevoicecalled。
Theywerefacingeachother,silentandmotionless。ThenRickieadvancedtothewindow。Thegirldartedinfrontofhim。Hethoughthehadneverseenhersobeautiful。Shewasstoppinghisadvancequitefrankly,withwidespreadarms。
\"Elliot!\"
Hemovedforward——intowhat?Hepretendedtohimselfhewouldratherseehisbrotherbeforeheanswered;thatitwaseasiertoacknowledgehimthus。Butatthebackofhissoulheknewthatthewomanhadconquered,andthathewasmovingforwardtoacknowledgeher。\"Ifhecallsmeagain——\"hethought。
\"Elliot!\"
\"Well,ifhecallsmeonceagain,Iwillanswerhim,vileasheis。\"
Hedidnotcallagain。
Stephenhadreallycomebackforsometobacco,butashepassedunderthewindowshethoughtofthepoorfellowwhohadbeen\"nipped\"(nothingserious,saidMrs。Failing),anddeterminedtoshoutgood—byetohim。Andonceortwice,ashefollowedtheriverintothedarkness,hewonderedwhatitwasliketobesoweak,——nottoride,nottoswim,nottocareforanythingbutbooksandagirl。
Theyembracedpassionately。Thedangerhadbroughtthemveryneartoeachother。Theybothneededahometoconfrontthemenacingtumultuousworld。Andwhatwearyyearsofwork,ofwaiting,laybetweenthemandthathome!Stillholdingherfast,hesaid,\"I
waswritingtoAnsellwhenyoucamein。\"
\"Doyouowehimaletter?\"
\"No。\"Hepaused。\"Iwaswritingtotellhimaboutthis。Hewouldhelpus。Healwayspicksouttheimportantpoint。\"
\"Darling,Idon’tliketosayanything,andIknowthatMr。
Ansellwouldkeepasecret,buthaven’twepickedouttheimportantpointforourselves?\"
Hereleasedherandtoretheletterup。
XV
Thesenseofpurityisapuzzlingandattimesafearfulthing。
Itseemssonoble,anditstartsasonewithmorality。Butitisadangerousguide,andcanleadusawaynotonlyfromwhatisgracious,butalsofromwhatisgood。Agnes,inthistangle,hadfolloweditblindly,partlybecauseshewasawoman,anditmeantmoretoherthanitcanevermeantoaman;partlybecause,thoughdangerous,itisalsoobvious,andmakesnodemandupontheintellect。ShecouldnotfeelthatStephenhadfullhumanrights。Hewasillicit,abnormal,worsethanamandiseased。AndRickierememberingwhosesonhewas,graduallyadoptedheropinion。He,too,cametobegladthathisbrotherhadpassedfromhimuntried,thatthesymbolicmomenthadbeenrejected。
Stephenwasthefruitofsin;thereforehewassinful,He,too,becameasexualsnob。
Andnowhemustheartheunsavourydetails。Thateveningtheysatinthewalledgarden。Agues,accordingtoarrangement,lefthimalonewithhisaunt。Heaskedher,andwasnotanswered。
\"Youareshocked,\"shesaidinahard,mockingvoice,\"Itisveryniceofyoutobeshocked,andIdonotwishtogrieveyoufurther。Wewillnotalludetoitagain。Letusallgoonjustasweare。Thecomedyisfinished。\"
Hecouldnottoleratethis。Hisnerveswereshattered,andallthatwasgoodinhimrevoltedaswell。TothehorrorofAgnes,whowaswithinearshot,hereplied,\"Youusedtopuzzleme,AuntEmily,butIunderstandyouatlast。Youhaveforgottenwhatotherpeoplearelike。Continualselfishnessleadstothat。Iamsureofit。Iseenowhowyoulookattheworld。’Niceofmetobeshocked!’Iwanttogotomorrow,ifImay。\"
\"Certainly,dear。Themorningtrainsarethebest。\"Andsothedisastrousvisitended。
Ashewalkedbacktothehousehemetacertainpoorwoman,whosechildStephenhadrescuedatthelevel—crossing,andwhohaddecided,aftersomedelay,thatshemustthankthekindgentlemaninperson。\"Hehasgotsomebrutecourage,\"thoughtRickie,\"anditwasdecentofhimnottoboastaboutit。\"Buthehadlabelledtheboyas\"Bad,\"anditwasconvenienttoreverttohisgoodqualitiesasseldomaspossible。Hepreferredtobroodoverhiscoarseness,hiscaddishingratitude,hisirreligion。Outoftheseheconstructedarepulsivefigure,forgettinghowslovenlyhisownperceptionshadbeenduringthepastweek,howdogmaticandintoleranthisattitudetoallthatwasnotLove。
DuringthepackinghewasobligedtogouptotheattictofindtheDryadmanuscriptwhichhadneverbeenreturned。Leightoncametoo,andforabouthalfanhourtheyhuntedintheflickeringlightofacandle。Itwasastrange,ghostlyplace,andRickiewasquitestartledwhenapictureswungtowardshim,andhesawtheDemeterofCnidus,shimmeringandgrey。Leightonsuggestedtheroof。Mr。Stephensometimesleftthingsontheroof。Sotheyclimbedoutoftheskylight——thenightwasperfectlystill——andcontinuedthesearchamongthegables。Enormousstarshungoverhead,andtheroofwasboundedbychasms,impenetrableandblack。\"Itdoesn’tmatter,\"saidRickie,suddenlyconvincedofthefutilityofallthathedid。\"Oh,letuslookproperly,\"saidLeighton,akindly,pliableman,whohadtriedtoshirkcoming,butwhowasgenuinelysympatheticnowthathehadcome。Theywererewarded:themanuscriptlayinagutter,charredandsmudged。
TherestoftheyearwasspentbyRickiepartlyinbed,——hehadacuriousbreakdown,——partlyintheattempttogethislittlestoriespublished。Hehadwritteneightornine,andhopedtheywouldmakeupabook,andthatthebookmightbecalled\"PanPipes。\"Hewasveryenergeticoverthis;helikedtowork,forsomeimperceptiblebloomhadpassedfromtheworld,andhenolongerfoundsuchacutepleasureinpeople。Mrs。Failing’soldpublishers,towhomthebookwassubmitted,repliedthat,greatlyastheyfoundthemselvesinterested,theydidnotseetheirwaytomakinganofferatpresent。Theywereverypolite,andsingledoutforspecialpraise\"AndantePastorale,\"whichRickiehadthoughttoosentimental,butwhichAgneshadpersuadedhimtoinclude。Thestoriesweresenttoanotherpublisher,whoconsideredthemforsixweeks,andthenreturnedthem。Afragmentofredcotton,PlacedbyAgnesbetweentheleaves,hadnotshifteditsposition。
\"Can’tyoutrysomethinglonger,Rickie?\"shesaid;
\"Ibelievewe’reonthewrongtrack。Tryanout——and——outlove—story。\"
\"Mynotionjustnow,\"hereplied,\"istoleavethepassionsonthefringe。\"Shenodded,andtappedforthewaiter:theyhadmetinaLondonrestaurant。\"Ican’tsoar;Icanonlyindicate。
That’swherethemusicianshavethepull,formusichaswings,andwhenshesays’Tristan’andhesays’Isolde,’youareontheheightsatonce。Whatdopeoplemeanwhentheycalllovemusicartificial?\"
\"Iknowwhattheymean,thoughIcan’texactlyexplain。Orcouldn’tyoumakeyourstoriesmoreobvious?Idon’tseeanyharminthat。UncleWillieflounderedhopelessly。Hedoesn’treadmuch,andhegotmuddled。Ihadtoexplain,andthenhewasdelighted。Ofcourse,towritedowntothepublicwouldbequiteanotherthingandhorrible。Youhavecertainideas,andyoumustexpressthem。Butcouldn’tyouexpressthemmoreclearly?\"
\"Yousee——\"Hegotnofurtherthan\"yousee。\"
\"Thesoulandthebody。Thesoul’swhatmatters,\"saidAgnes,andtappedforthewaiteragain。Helookedatheradmiringly,butfeltthatshewasnotaperfectcritic。Perhapsshewastooperfecttobeacritic。Actuallifemightseemtohersorealthatshecouldnotdetecttheunionofshadowandadamantthatmencallpoetry。Hewouldevengofurtherandacknowledgethatshewasnotascleverashimself——andhewasstupidenough!Shedidnotlikediscussinganythingorreadingsolidbooks,andshewasalittleangrywithsuchwomenasdid。Itpleasedhimtomaketheseconcessions,fortheytouchednothinginherthathevalued。Helookedroundtherestaurant,whichwasinSohoanddecidedthatshewasincomparable。
\"Athalf—pasttwoIcallontheeditorofthe’Holborn。’He’sgotastraystorytolookat,andhe’swrittenaboutit。\"
\"Oh,Rickie!Rickie!Whydidn’tyouputonaboiledshirt!\"
Helaughed,andteasedher。\"’Thesoul’swhatmatters。Weliterarypeopledon’tcareaboutdress。\"
\"Well,yououghttocare。AndIbelieveyoudo。Can’tyouchange?\"
\"Toofar。\"HehadroomsinSouthKensington。\"AndI’veforgotmycard—case。There’sforyou!\"
Sheshookherhead。\"Naughty,naughtyboy!Whateverwillyoudo?\"
\"Sendinmyname,oraskforabitofpaperandwriteit。Hullo!
that’sTilliard!\"
Tilliardblushed,partlyonaccountofthefauxpashehadmadelastJune,partlyonaccountoftherestaurant。HeexplainedhowhecametobepigginginSoho:itwassofrightfullyconvenientandsofrightfullycheap。
\"JustwhyRickiebringsme,\"saidMissPembroke。
\"AndIsupposeyou’reheretostudylife?\"saidTilliard,sittingdown。
\"Idon’tknow,\"saidRickie,gazingroundatthewaitersandtheguests。
\"Doesn’tonewanttoseeagooddealoflifeforwriting?There’slifeofasortinSoho,——Unpeudefaisan,s’ilvowsplait。\"
Agnesalsograbbedatthewaiter,andpaid。Shealwaysdidthepaying,Rickiemuddledwithhispurse。
\"I’mcramming,\"pursuedTilliard,\"andsonaturallyIcomeintocontactwithverylittleatpresent。ButlateronIhopetoseethings。\"Heblushedalittle,forhewastalkingforRickie’sedification。\"Itismostfrightfullyimportantnottogetanarroworacademicoutlook,don’tyouthink?ApersonlikeAnsell,whogoesfromCambridge,home——home,Cambridge——itmusttellonhimintime。\"
\"ButMr。Ansellisaphilosopher。\"
\"Averykinkyone,\"saidTilliardabruptly。\"Notmyideaofaphilosopher。Howgoeshisdissertation?\"
\"Heneveranswersmyletters,\"repliedRickie。\"Heneverwould。
I’veheardnothingsinceJune。\"
\"It’sapityhesendsinthisyear。Therearesomanygoodpeoplein。He’dhaveafarbetterchanceifhewaited。\"
\"SoIsaid,buthewouldn’twait。He’ssokeenaboutthisparticularsubject。\"
\"Whatisit?\"askedAgnes。
\"Aboutthingsbeingreal,wasn’tit,Tilliard?\"
\"That’snearenough。\"
\"Well,goodlucktohim!\"saidthegirl。\"Andgoodlucktoyou,Mr。Tilliard!Lateron,Ihope,we’llmeetagain。\"
Theyparted。Tilliardlikedher,thoughhedidnotfeelthatshewasquiteinhiscouchesociale。Hissister,forinstance,wouldneverhavebeenluredintoaSohorestaurant——exceptfortheexperienceofthething。Tilliard’scouchesocialepermittedexperiences。Providedhisheartdidnotgoouttothepoorandtheunorthodox,hemightstareatthemasmuchasheliked。Itwasseeinglife。
AgnesputherloversafelyintoanomnibusatCambridgeCircus。
Sheshoutedafterhimthathistiewasrisingoverhiscollar,buthedidnothearher。Foramomentshefeltdepressed,andpicturedquiteaccuratelytheeffectthathisappearancewouldhaveontheeditor。Theeditorwasatallneatmanofforty,slowofspeech,slowofsoul,andextraordinarilykind。HeandRickiesatoverafire,withanenormoustablebehindthemwhereonstoodmanybookswaitingtobereviewed。
\"I’msorry,\"hesaid,andpaused。
Rickiesmiledfeebly。
\"Yourstorydoesnotconvince。\"Hetappedit。\"Ihavereaditwithverygreatpleasure。Itconvincesinparts,butitdoesnotconvinceasawhole;andstories,don’tyouthink,oughttoconvinceasawhole?\"
\"Theyoughtindeed,\"saidRickie,andplungedintoself—depreciation。Buttheeditorcheckedhim。
\"No——no。Pleasedon’ttalklikethat。Ican’tbeartohearanyonetalkagainstimagination。Therearecountlessopeningsforimagination,——forthemysterious,forthesupernatural,forallthethingsyouaretryingtodo,andwhich,Ihope,youwillsucceedindoing。I’mnotOBJECTINGtoimagination;onthecontrary,I’dadviseyoutocultivateit,toaccentit。Writeareallygoodghoststoryandwe’dtakeitatonce。Or\"——hesuggesteditasanalternativetoimagination——\"oryoumightgetinsidelife。It’sworthdoing。\"
\"Life?\"echoedRickieanxiously。
Helookedroundthepleasantroom,asiflifemightbeflutteringtherelikeanimprisonedbird。Thenhelookedattheeditor:
perhapshewassittinginsidelifeatthisverymoment。
\"Seelife,Mr。Elliot,andthensendusanotherstory。\"Heheldouthishand。\"IamsorryIhavetosay’No,thankyou’;it’ssomuchnicertosay,’Yes,please。’\"Helaidhishandontheyoungman’ssleeve,andadded,\"Well,theinterview’snotbeensoalarmingafterall,hasit?\"
\"Idon’tthinkthateitherofusisaveryalarmingperson,\"wasnotRickie’sreply。Itwaswhathethoughtoutafterwardsintheomnibus。Hisreplywas\"Ow,\"deliveredwithaslightgiggle。
Asherumbledwestward,hisfacewasdrawn,andhiseyesmovedquicklytotherightandleft,asifhewoulddiscoversomethinginthesqualidfashionablestreetssomebirdonthewing,someradiantarchway,thefaceofsomegodbeneathabeaverhat。Heloved,hewasloved,hehadseendeathandotherthings;buttheheartofallthingswashidden。Therewasapasswordandhecouldnotlearnit,norcouldthekindeditorofthe\"Holborn\"teachhim。Hesighed,andthensighedmorepiteously。Forhadhenotknownthepasswordonce——knownitandforgottenitalready?
ButatthispointhisfortunesbecomeintimatelyconnectedwiththoseofMr。Pembroke。
PART2SAWSTON
XVI
InthreeyearsMr。Pembrokehaddonemuchtosolidifytheday—boysatSawstonSchool。Iftheywerenotsolid,theywereatalleventscurdling,andhisactivitiesmightreasonablyturnelsewhere。Hehadservedtheschoolformanyyears,anditwasreallytimeheshouldbeentrustedwithaboarding—house。Theheadmaster,animpulsivemanwhodartedaboutlikeaminnowandgavehismotheragreatdealoftrouble,agreedwithhim,andalsoagreedwithMrs。JacksonwhenshesaidthatMr。Jacksonhadservedtheschoolformanyyearsandthatitwasreallytimeheshouldbeentrustedwithaboarding—house。Consequently,whenDunwoodHousefellvacanttheheadmasterfoundhimselfinratheradifficultposition。
DunwoodHousewasthelargestandmostlucrativeoftheboarding—houses。Itstoodalmostoppositetheschoolbuildings。
Originallyithadbeenavillaresidence——ared—brickvilla,coveredwithcreepersandcrownedwithterracottadragons。Mr。
Annison,founderofitsglory,hadlivedhere,andhadhadoneortwoboystolivewithhim。Timeschanged。Thefameofthebishopsblazedbrighter,theschoolincreased,theoneortwoboysbecameadozen,andanadditionwasmadetoDunwoodHousethatmorethandoubleditssize。Ahugenewbuilding,repletewitheveryconvenience,wasstuckontoitsrightflank。Dormitories,cubicles,studies,apreparation—room,adining—room,parquetfloors,hot—airpipes——noexpensewasspared,andthetwelveboysroamedoveritlikeprinces。BaizedoorscommunicatedoneveryfloorwithMr。Annison’spart,andhe,ananxiousgentleman,wouldstrollbackwardsandforwards,alittledepressedatthehygienicsplendours,andconsciousofsomevanishedintimacy。
Somehowhehadknownhisboysbetterwhentheyhadallmuddledtogetherasonefamily,andalgebraslaystrewnuponthedrawingroomchairs。Asthehousefilled,hisinterestinitdecreased。
Whenheretired——whichhedidthesamesummerthatRickieleftCambridge——ithadalreadypassedthesummitofexcellenceandwasbeginningtodecline。Itsnumberswerestillsatisfactory,andforalittletimeitwouldsubsistonitspastreputation。Butthatmysteriousassetthetonehadlowered,anditwasthereforeofgreatimportancethatMr。Annison’ssuccessorshouldbeafirst—classman。Mr。Coates,whocamenextinseniority,waspassedover,andrightly。ThechoicelaybetweenMr。PembrokeandMr。Jackson,theoneanorganizer,theotherahumanist。Mr。
JacksonwasmasteroftheSixth,and——withtheexceptionoftheheadmaster,whowastoobusytoimpartknowledge——theonlyfirst—classintellectintheschool。Buthecouldnotorratherwouldnot,keeporder。Hetoldhisformthatifitchosetolistentohimitwouldlearn;ifitdidn’t,itwouldn’t。Onehalflistened。Theotherhalfmadepaperfrogs,andboredholesintheraisedmapofItalywiththeirpenknives。Whenthepenknivesgrittedhepunishedthemwithundueseverity,andthenforgottomakethemshowthepunishmentsup。Yetoutofthischaostwofactsemerged。HalftheboysgotscholarshipsattheUniversity,andsomeofthem——includingseveralofthepaper—frogsort——
remainedfriendswithhimthroughouttheirlives。Moreover,hewasrich,andhadacompetentwife。HisclaimtoDunwoodHousewasstrongerthanonewouldhavesupposed。
ThequalificationsofMr。Pembrokehavealreadybeenindicated。
Theyprevailed——butunderconditions。Ifthingswentwrong,hemustpromisetoresign。
\"Inthefirstplace,\"saidtheheadmaster,\"youaredoingsosplendidlywiththeday—boys。Yourattitudetowardstheparentsismagnificent。I——don’tknowhowtoreplaceyouthere。Whereas,ofcourse,theparentsofaboarder——\"
\"Ofcourse,\"saidMr。Pembroke。
Theparentofaboarder,whoonlyhadtoremovehissonifhewasdiscontentedwiththeschool,wasnaturallyinamoreindependentpositionthantheparentwhohadbroughtallhisgoodsandchattelstoSawston,andwasrentingahousethere。
\"Nowtheparentsofboarders——thisismysecondpoint——
practicallydemandthatthehouse—mastershouldhaveawife。\"
\"Amostunreasonabledemand,\"saidMr。Pembroke。
\"Tomymindalsoabrightmotherlymatronisquitesufficient。
Butthatiswhattheydemand。Andthatiswhy——doyousee?——weHAVEtoregardyourappointmentasexperimental。PossiblyMissPembrokewillbeabletohelpyou。OrIdon’tknowwhetherifever——\"Heleftthesentenceunfinished。TwodayslaterMr。
PembrokeproposedtoMrs。Orr。
Hehadalwaysintendedtomarrywhenhecouldaffordit;andoncehehadbeeninlove,violentlyinlove,buthadlaidthepassionaside,andtoldittowaittillamoreconvenientseason。Thiswas,ofcourse,theproperthingtodo,andprudenceshouldhavebeenrewarded。Butwhen,afterthelapseoffifteenyears,hewent,asitwere,tohisspirituallarderandtookdownLovefromthetopshelftoofferhimtoMrs。Orr,hewasratherdismayed。
Somethinghadhappened。Perhapsthegodhadflown;perhapshehadbeeneatenbytherats。Atallevents,hewasnotthere。
Mr。Pembrokewasconscientiousandromantic,andknewthatmarriagewithoutloveisintolerable。Ontheotherhand,hecouldnotadmitthatlovehadvanishedfromhim。Toadmitthis,wouldarguethathehaddeteriorated。
Whereasheknewforafactthathehadimproved,yearbyyear。