XIII
GladasAgneswaswhenherloverreturnedforlunch,shewasatthesametimeratherdismayed:sheknewthatMrs。Failingwouldnotlikeherplansaltered。Andherdismaywasjustified。Theirhostesswasalittlestiff,andaskedwhetherStephenhadbeenobnoxious。
\"Indeedhehasn’t。Hespentthewholetimelookingafterme。\"
\"FromwhichIconcludehewasmoreobnoxiousthanusual。\"
Rickiepraisedhimdiligently。Buthiscandidnatureshowedeverythingthrough。Hisauntsoonsawthattheyhadnotgoton。
Shehadexpectedthis——almostplannedit。Neverthelesssheresentedit,andherresentmentwastofallonhim。
Thestormgatheredslowly,andmanyotherthingswenttoswellit。Weaklypeople,iftheyarenotcareful,hateoneanother,andwhentheweaknessishereditarythetemptationincreases。Elliotshadnevergotonamongthemselves。Theytalkedof\"TheFamily,\"
buttheyalwaysturnedoutwardstothehealthandbeautythatliesopromiscuouslyabouttheworld。Rickie’sfatherhadturned,foratimeatallevents,tohismother。RickiehimselfwasturningtoAgnes。AndMrs。Failingnowwasirritable,andunfairtothenephewwhowaslamelikeherhorriblebrotherandlikeherself。
Shethoughthiminvertebrateandconventional。Shewasenviousofhishappiness。Shedidnottroubletounderstandhisart。Shelongedtoshatterhim,butknowingasshedidthatthehumanthunderboltoftenreboundsandstrikesthewielder,sheheldherhand。
Agneswatchedtheapproachingclouds。Rickiehadwarnedher;nowshebegantowarnhim。Asthevisitworeawaysheurgedhimtobepleasanttohisaunt,andsoconvertitintoasuccess。
Hereplied,\"Whyneeditbeasuccess?\"——areplyinthemannerofAnsell。
Shelaughed。\"Oh,that’ssolikeyoumen——alltheory!Whataboutyourgreattheoryofhatingnoone?Assoonasitcomesinusefulyoudropit。\"
\"Idon’thateAuntEmily。Honestly。ButcertainlyIdon’twanttobenearherorthinkabouther。Don’tyouthinktherearetwogreatthingsinlifethatweoughttoaimat——truthandkindness?
Let’shavebothifwecan,butlet’sbesureofhavingoneortheother。Myauntgivesupbothforthesakeofbeingfunny。\"
\"AndStephenWonham,\"pursuedAgnes。\"There’sanotherpersonyouhate——ordon’tthinkabout,ifyoupreferitputlikethat。\"
\"Thetruthis,I’mchanging。I’mbeginningtoseethattheworldhasmanypeopleinitwhodon’tmatter。Ihadtimeforthemonce。
Notnow。\"Therewasonlyonegatetothekingdomofheavennow。
Agnessurprisedhimbysaying,\"ButtheWonhamboyisevidentlyapartofyouraunt’slife。Shelaughsathim,butsheisfondofhim。\"
\"What’sthattodowithit?\"
\"Yououghttobepleasanttohimonaccountofit。\"
\"Whyonearth?\"
Sheflushedalittle。\"I’mold—fashioned。Oneoughttoconsiderone’shostess,andfallinwithherlife。Afterweleaveit’sanotherthing。ButwhilewetakeherhospitalityIthinkit’sourduty。\"
Hergoodsensetriumphed。HenceforthhetriedtofallinwithAuntEmily’slife。AuntEmilywatchedhimtrying。Thestormbroke,asstormssometimesdo,onSunday。
SundaychurchwasafunctionatCadover,thoughastrangeone。
Thepompouslandaurolleduptothehouseataquartertoeleven。
ThenMrs。Failingsaid,\"WhyamIbeinghurried?\"andafteranintervaldescendedthestepsinherordinaryclothes。Sheregardedthechurchasasortofsitting—room,andrefusedeventowearabonnetthere。Thevillagewasshocked,butatthesametimealittleproud;itwouldpointoutthecarriagetostrangersandgossipaboutthepalesmilingladywhosatinit,alwaysalone,alwayslate,herhairalwaysdrapedinanexpensiveshawl。
ThisSunday,thoughlateasusual,shewasnotalone。MissPembroke,engrandetoilette,satbyherside。Rickie,lookingplainanddevout,perchedopposite。AndStephenactuallycametoo,murmuringthatitwouldbetheBenedicite,whichhehadneverminded。TherewasalsotheLitany,whichdrovehimintotheairagain,muchtoMrs。Failing’sdelight。Sheenjoyedthissortofthing。ItamusedherwhenherProtegeleftthepew,lookingbored,athletic,anddishevelled,andgropingmostobviouslyforhispipe。Shelikedtokeepathoroughbredpagantoshockpeople。
\"He’sgonetoworshipNature,\"shewhispered。Rickiedidnotlookup。\"Don’tyouthinkhe’scharming?\"Hemadenoreply。
\"Charming,\"whisperedAgnesoverhishead。
Duringthesermonsheanalysedherguests。MissPembroke——
undistinguished,unimaginative,tolerable。Rickie——intolerable。
\"Andhowpedantic!\"shemused。\"HesmellsoftheUniversitylibrary。Ifhewasstupidintherightwayhewouldbeadon。\"
Shelookedroundthetinychurch;atthewhitewashedpillars,thehumblepavement,thewindowfullofmagentasaints。Therewasthevicar’swife。AndMrs。Wilbraham’sbonnet。Ugh!Therestofthecongregationwerepoorwomen,withflat,hopelessfaces——shesawthemSundayafterSunday,butdidnotknowtheirnames——
diversifiedwithafewreluctantplough—boys,andthevilelittleschoolchildrenrowuponrow。\"Ugh!whatahole,\"thoughtMrs。
Failing,whoseChristianitywasthetypebestdescribedas\"cathedral。\"\"Whataholeforaculturedwoman!Idon’tthinkithasbluntedmysensations,though;Istillseeitssqualorasclearlyasever。Andmynephewpretendsheisworshipping。Pah!
thehypocrite。\"Aboveherthevicarspokeofthedangerofhurryingfromonedissipationtoanother。Shetreasuredhiswords,andcontinued:\"Icannotstandsmugness。Itistheone,theunpardonablesin。Freshair!ThefreshairthathasmadeStephenWonhamfreshandcompanionableandstrong。Evenifitkills,Iwillletinthefreshair。\"
ThusreasonedMrs。Failing,inthefacileveinofIbsenism。Sheimaginedherselftobeacold—eyedScandinavianheroine。ReallyshewasanEnglisholdlady,whodidnotmindgivingotherpeopleachillprovideditwasnotinfectious。
Agnes,onthewayback,notedthatherhostesswasalittlesnappish。Butoneissohungryaftermorningservice,andeithersohotorsocold,thathewouldbeasaintindeedwhobecomesasaintatonce。Mrs。Failing,afterassertingvindictivelythatitwasimpossibletomakealivingoutofliterature,wascourteouslyleftalone。Roast—beefandmosellemightyetworkmiracles,andAgnesstillhopedfortheintroductions——theintroductionstocertaineditorsandpublishers——onwhichherwholediplomacywasbent。Rickiewouldnotpushhimself。Itwashisbesettingsin。Wellforhimthathewouldhaveawife,andalovingwife,whoknewthevalueofenterprise。
Unfortunatelylunchwasaquarterofanhourlate,andduringthatquarterofanhourtheauntandthenephewquarrelled。Shehadbeeninveighingagainstthemorningservice,andhequietlyanddeliberatelyreplied,\"Iforganizedreligionisanything——anditissomethingtome——itwillnotbewreckedbyaharmoniumandadullsermon。\"
Mrs。Failingfrowned。\"Ienvyyou。Itisagreatthingtohavenosenseofbeauty。\"
\"IthinkIhaveasenseofbeauty,whichleadsmeastrayifIamnotcareful。\"
\"Butthisisagreatrelieftome。Ithoughtthepresentdayyoungmanwasanagnostic!Isn’tagnosticismallthethingatCambridge?\"
\"Nothingisthe’thing’atCambridge。Ifafewmenareagnosticthere,itisforsomegravereason,notbecausetheyareirritatedwiththewaytheparsonsayshisvowels。\"
Agnesintervened。\"Well,IsidewithAuntEmily。Ibelieveinritual。\"
\"Don’t,mydear,sidewithme。Hewillonlysayyouhavenosenseofreligioneither。\"
\"Excuseme,\"saidRickie,perhapshetoowasalittlehungry,——\"I
neversuggestedsuchathing。Ineverwouldsuggestsuchathing。
Whycannotyouunderstandmyposition?Ialmostfeelitisthatyouwon’t。\"
\"Itrytounderstandyourpositionnightanddaydear——whatyoumean,whatyoulike,whyyoucametoCadover,andwhyyoustopherewhenmypresenceissoobviouslyunpleasingtoyou。\"
\"Luncheonisserved,\"saidLeighton,buthesaidittoolate。
Theydiscussedthebeefandthemoselleinsilence。Theairwasheavyandominous。EventheWonhamboywasaffectedbyit,shiveredattimes,chokedonce,andhastenedanewintothesun。
Hecouldnotunderstandcleverpeople。
Agnes,inabriefanxiousinterview,advisedtheculprittotakeasolitarywalk。ShewouldstopnearAuntEmily,andpavethewayforanapology。
\"Don’tworrytoomuch。Itdoesn’treallymatter。\"
\"Isupposenot,dear。Butitseemsapity,consideringwearesoneartheendofourvisit。\"
\"RudenessandGrossnessmatter,andI’veshownboth,andalreadyI’msorry,andIhopeshe’llletmeapologize。Butfromtheselfishpointofviewitdoesn’tmatterastraw。She’snomoretousthantheWonhamboyorthebootboy。\"
\"Whichwaywillyouwalk?\"
\"Ithinktothatentrenchment。Lookatit。\"Theyweresittingonthesteps。HestretchedouthishandtoCadsburyRings,andthenletitrestforamomentonhershoulder。\"You’rechangingme,\"
hesaidgently。\"Godblessyouforit。\"
Heenjoyedhiswalk。Cadfordwasacharmingvillageandforatimehehungoverthebridgebythemill。Soclearwasthestreamthatitseemednotwateratall,butsomeinvisiblequintessenceinwhichthehappyminnowsandtheweedswerevibrating。AndhepausedagainattheRomancrossing,andthoughtforamomentoftheunknownchild。Thelinecurvedsuddenly:certainlyitwasdangerous。Thenheliftedhiseyestothedown。Theentrenchmentshowedliketherimofasaucer,andoveritsnarrowlinepeepedthesummitofthecentraltree。Itlookedinteresting。Hehurriedforward,withthewindbehindhim。
TheRingswerecuriousratherthanimpressive。Neitherembankmentwasovertwelvefeethigh,andthegrassonthemhadnottheexquisitegreenofOldSarum,butwasgreyandwiry。ButNature(ifshearrangesanything)hadarrangedthatfromthem,atallevents,thereshouldbeaview。ThewholesystemofthecountrylayspreadbeforeRickie,andhegainedanideaofitthathenevergotinhiselaborateride。HesawhowallthewaterconvergesatSalisbury;howSalisburyliesinashallowbasin,justatthechangeofthesoil。HesawtothenorththePlain,andthestreamoftheCadflowingdownfromit,withatributarythatbrokeoutsuddenly,asthechalkstreamsdo:onevillagehadclusteredroundthesourceandclotheditselfwithtrees。HesawOldSarum,andhintsoftheAvonvalley,andthelandaboveStoneHenge。Andbehindhimhesawthegreatwoodbeginningunobtrusively,asifthedowntooneededshaving;andintoittheroadtoLondonslipped,coveringthebusheswithwhitedust。
Chalkmadethedustwhite,chalkmadethewaterclear,chalkmadethecleanrollingoutlinesoftheland,andfavouredthegrassandthedistantcoronalsoftrees。Hereistheheartofourisland:theChilterns,theNorthDowns,theSouthDownsradiatehence。ThefibresofEnglanduniteinWiltshire,anddidwecondescendtoworshipher,hereweshoulderectournationalshrine。
Peopleatthattimeweretryingtothinkimperially,Rickiewonderedhowtheydidit,forhecouldnotimagineaplacelargerthanEngland。AndotherpeopletalkedofItaly,thespiritualfatherlandofusall。PerhapsItalywouldprovemarvellous。Butatpresentheconceiveditassomethingexotic,tobeadmiredandreverenced,butnottobelovedliketheseunostentatiousfields。
Hedrewoutabook,itwasnaturalforhimtoreadwhenhewashappy,andtoreadoutloud,——andforalittletimehisvoicedisturbedthesilenceofthatgloriousafternoon。ThebookwasShelley,anditopenedatapassagethathehadcherishedgreatlytwoyearsbefore,andmarkedas\"verygood。\"
\"IneverwasattachedtothatgreatsectWhosedoctrineisthateachoneshouldselectOutoftheworldamistressorafriend,Andalltherest,thoughfairandwise,commendTocoldoblivion,——thoughitisthecodeOfmodernmorals,andthebeatenroadWhichthosepoorslaveswithwearyfootstepstreadWhotraveltotheirhomeamongthedeadBythebroadhighwayoftheworld,——andsoWithonesadfriend,perhapsajealousfoe,Thedreariestandthelongestjourneygo。\"
Itwas\"verygood\"——finepoetry,and,inasense,true。Yethewassurprisedthathehadeverselecteditsovehemently。Thisafternoonitseemedalittleinhuman。Halfamileofftwoloverswerekeepingcompanywhereallthevillagerscouldseethem。Theycaredfornooneelse;theyfeltonlythepressureofeachother,andsoprogressed,silentandoblivious,acrosstheland。HefeltthemtobenearerthetruththanShelley。Eveniftheysufferedorquarrelled,theywouldhavebeennearerthetruth。HewonderedwhethertheywereHenryAdamsandJessicaThompson,bothofthisparish,whosebannshadbeenaskedforthesecondtimeinthechurchthismorning。Whycouldhenotmarryonfifteenshillingsa—week?Andbelookedatthemwithrespect,andwishedthathewasnotacumbersomegentleman。
Presentlyhesawsomethinglesspleasant——hisaunt’sponycarriage。Ithadcrossedtherailway,andwasadvancinguptheRomanroadalongbythestrawsacks。Hisimpulsewastoretreat,butsomeonewavedtohim。ItwasAgnes。Shewavedcontinually,asmuchastosay,\"Waitforus。\"Mrs。Failingherselfraisedthewhipinanonchalantway。StephenWonhamwasfollowingonfoot,somewaybehind。HeputtheShelleybackintohispocketandwaitedforthem。Whenthecarriagestoppedbysomehurdleshewentdownfromtheembankmentandhelpedthemtodismount。Hefeltrathernervous。
Hisauntgavehimoneofherdisquietingsmiles,butsaidpleasantlyenough,\"Aren’ttheRingsalittleimmense?AgnesandIcameherebecausewewantedanantidotetothemorningservice。\"
\"Pang!\"saidthechurchbellsuddenly;\"pang!pang!\"Itsoundedpettyandludicrous。Theyalllaughed。Rickieblushed,andAgnes,withaglancethatsaid\"apologize,\"dartedawaytotheentrenchment,asthoughunabletorestrainhercuriosity。
\"Theponywon’tmove,\"saidMrs。Failing。\"LeavehimforStephentotieup。Willyouwalkmetothetreeinthemiddle?Booh!I’mtired。Givemeyourarm——unlessyou’retiredaswell。\"
\"No。Icameoutpartlyinthehopeofhelpingyou。\"
\"Howsweetofyou。\"ShecontrastedhisblatantunselfishnesswiththehardnessofStephen。Stephennevercameouttohelpyou。
Butifyougotholdofhimhewassomegood。Hedidn’twobbleandbendatthecriticalmoment。HerfancycomparedRickietothecrackedchurchbellsendingforthitsmessageof\"Pang!pang!\"tothecountryside,andStephentotheyoungpaganswhoweresaidtolieunderthisfieldguardingtheirpagangold。
\"Thisplaceisfullofghosties,\"sheremarked;\"haveyouseenanyyet?\"
\"I’vekeptontheouterrimsofar。\"
\"Let’sgotothetreeinthecentre。\"
\"Here’sthepath。\"Thebankofgrasswherehehadsatwasbrokenbyagap,throughwhichchariotshadentered,andfarmcartsenterednow。Thetrack,followingtheancienttrack,ledstraightthroughturnipstoasimilargapinthesecondcircle,andthencecontinued,throughmoreturnips,tothecentraltree。
\"Pang!\"saidthebell,astheypausedattheentrance。
\"Youneedn’tunharness,\"shoutedMrs。Failing,forStephenwasapproachingthecarriage。
\"Yes,Iwill,\"heretorted。
\"Youwill,willyou?\"shemurmuredwithasmile。\"Iwishyourbrotherwasn’tquitesouppish。Let’sgeton。Doesn’tthatchurchdistractyou?\"
\"It’ssofainthere,\"saidRickie。Anditsoundedfainterinside,thoughtheearthworkwasneitherthicknortall;andtheview,thoughnothidden,wasgreatlydiminished。HewasremindedforaminuteofthatchalkpitnearMadingley,whoserampartsexcludedthefamiliarworld。Agneswashere,asshehadoncebeenthere。
Shestoodonthefartherbarrier,waitingtoreceivethemwhentheyhadtraversedtheheartofthecamp。
\"Admiremymangel—wurzels,\"saidMrs。Failing。\"Theyaresaidtogrowsosplendidlyonaccountofthedeadsoldiers。Isn’titasweetthought?NeedIsayitisyourbrother’s?\"
\"Wonham’s?\"hesuggested。Itwasthesecondtimethatshehadmadethelittleslip。Shenodded,andheaskedherwhatkindofghostieshauntedthiscuriousfield。
\"TheD。,\"washerpromptreply。\"Heleansagainstthetreeinthemiddle,especiallyonSundayafternoonsandalltheworshippersrisethroughtheturnipsanddanceroundhim。\"
\"Oh,theseweredecentpeople,\"hereplied,lookingdownwards——
\"soldiersandshepherds。Theyhavenoghosts。TheyworshippedMarsorPan—Erdaperhaps;notthedevil。\"
\"Pang!\"wentthechurch,andwassilent,fortheafternoonservicehadbegun。Theyenteredthesecondentrenchment,whichwasinheight,breadth,andcomposition,similartothefirst,andexcludedstillmoreoftheview。Hisauntcontinuedfriendly。
Agnesstoodwatchingthem。
\"Soldiersmayseemdecentinthepast,\"shecontinued,\"butwaittilltheyturnintoTommiesfromBulfordCamp,whorobthechickens。\"
\"Idon’tmindBulfordCamp,\"saidRickie,looking,thoughinvain,forsignsofitssnowytents。\"Thementherearethesonsofthemenhere,andhavecomebacktotheoldcountry。War’shorrible,yetonelovesallcontinuity。Andnoonecouldmindashepherd。\"
\"Indeed!Whataboutyourbrother——ashepherdifevertherewas?
Lookhowheboresyou!Don’tbesosentimental。\"
\"But——oh,youmean——\"
\"YourbrotherStephen。\"
Heglancedathernervously。Hehadneverknownhersoqueerbefore。Perhapsitwassomeliteraryallusionthathehadnotcaught;butherfacedidnotatthatmomentsuggestliterature。
Inthedifferentialtonesthatoneusestoanoldandinfirmpersonhesaid\"StephenWonhamisn’tmybrother,AuntEmily。\"
\"Mydear,you’rethatprecise。Onecan’tsay’half—brother’everytime。\"
Theyapproachedthecentraltree。
\"Howyoudopuzzleme,\"hesaid,droppingherarmandbeginningtolaugh。\"HowcouldIhaveahalf—brother?\"
Shemadenoanswer。
Thenahorrorleaptstraightathim,andhebeatitbackandsaid,\"Iwillnotbefrightened。\"Thetreeinthecentrerevolved,thetreedisappeared,andhesawaroom——theroomwherehisfatherhadlivedintown。\"Gently,\"hetoldhimself,\"gently。\"Stilllaughing,hesaid,\"I,withabrother—youngerit’snotpossible。\"Thehorrorleaptagain,andheexclaimed,\"It’safoullie!\"
\"Mydear,mydear!\"
\"It’safoullie!Hewasn’t——Iwon’tstand——\"
\"Mydear,beforeyousayseveralnoblethings,rememberthatit’sworseforhimthanforyou——worseforyourbrother,foryourhalf—brother,foryouryoungerbrother。\"
Butheheardhernolonger。Hewasgazingatthepast,whichhehadpraisedsorecently,whichgapedeverwider,likeanunhallowedgrave。Turnwherehewould,itencircledhim。Ittookvisibleform:itwasthisdoubleentrenchmentoftheRings。Hismouthwentcold,andheknewthathewasgoingtofaintamongthedead。Hestartedrunning,missedtheexit,stumbledontheinnerbarrier,fellintodarkness——
\"Gethisheaddown,\"saidavoice。\"Getthebloodbackintohim。
That’sallhewants。Leavehimtome。Elliot!\"——thebloodwasreturning——\"Elliot,wakeup!\"
Hewokeup。Theearthhehaddreadedlayclosetohiseyes,andseemedbeautiful。Hesawthestructureoftheclods。Atinybeetleswungonthegrassblade。Onhisownneckahumanhandpressed,guidingthebloodbacktohisbrain。
Therebrokefromhimacry,notofhorrorbutofacceptance。Foroneshortmomentheunderstood。\"Stephen——\"hebegan,andthenheheardhisownnamecalled:\"Rickie!Rickie!\"Agneshurriedfromherpostonthemargin,and,asifunderstandingalso,caughthimtoherbreast。
Stephenofferedtohelpthemfurther,butfindingthathemadethingsworse,hesteppedasidetoletthempassandthensaunteredinwards。Thewholefield,withconcentriccircles,wasvisible,andthebroadleavesoftheturnipsrustledinthegatheringwind。MissPembrokeandElliotweremovingtowardstheCadoverentrance。Mrs。Failingstoodwatchinginherturnontheoppositebank。Hewasnotaninquisitiveboy;butasheleantagainstthetreehewonderedwhatitwasallabout,andwhetherhewouldeverknow。
XIV
Onthewayback——atthatverylevel—crossingwherehehadpausedonhisupwardroute——Rickiestoppedsuddenlyandtoldthegirlwhyhehadfainted。Hithertoshehadaskedhiminvain。Histonehadgonefromhim,andhetoldherharshlyandbrutally,sothatshestartedawaywithahorrifiedcry。Thenhismanneraltered,andheexclaimed:\"Willyoumind?Areyougoingtomind?\"
\"OfcourseImind,\"shewhispered。Sheturnedfromhim,andsawuponthesky—linetwofiguresthatseemedtobeofenormoussize。
\"They’rewatchingus。Theystandontheedgewatchingus。Thiscountry’ssoopen——you——youcan’ttheywatchuswhereverwego。
Ofcourseyoumind。\"
Theyheardtherumbleofthetrain,andshepulledherselftogether。\"Come,dearest,weshallberunovernext。We’resayingthingsthathavenosense。\"Butonthewaybackherepeated:
\"Theycanstillseeus。Theycanseeeveryinchofthisroad。
Theywatchusforever。\"Andwhentheyarrivedatthestepsthere,sureenough,werestillthetwofiguresgazingfromtheoutercircleoftheRings。
Shemadehimgotohisroomatonce:hewasalmosthysterical。
Leightonbroughtoutsometeaforher,andshesatdrinkingitonthelittleterrace。Ofcoursesheminded。
Againshewasmenacedbytheabnormal。Allhadseemedsofairandsosimple,soinaccordancewithherideas;andthen,likeacorpse,thishorrorroseuptothesurface。Shesawthetwofiguresdescendandpausewhileoneofthemharnessedthepony;
shesawthemdrivedownward,andknewthatbeforelongshemustfacethemandtheworld。Sheglancedatherengagementring。
WhenthecarriagedroveupMrs。Failingdismounted,butdidnotspeak。ItwasStephenwhoinquiredafterRickie。She,scarcelyknowingthesoundofherownvoice,repliedthathewasalittletired。
\"Goandputupthepony,\"saidMrs。Failingrathersharply。
\"Agnes,givemesometea。\"
\"Itisratherstrong,\"saidAgnesasthecarriagedroveoffandleftthemalone。ThenshenoticedthatMrs。Failingherselfwasagitated。Herlipsweretrembling,andshesawtheboydepartwithmanifestrelief。
\"Doyouknow,\"shesaidhurriedly,asiftalkingagainsttime——
\"DoyouknowwhatupsetRickie?\"
\"Idoindeedknow。\"
\"Hashetoldanyoneelse?\"
\"Ibelievenot。\"
\"Agnes——haveIbeenafool?\"
\"Youhavebeenveryunkind,\"saidthegirl,andhereyesfilledwithtears。
ForamomentMrs。Failingwasannoyed。\"Unkind?Idonotseethatatall。Ibelieveinlookingfactsintheface。Rickiemustknowhisghostssometime。Whynotthisafternoon?\"
Sherosewithquietdignity,buthertearscamefaster。\"Thatisnotso。Youtoldhimtohurthim。Icannotthinkwhatyoudiditfor。Isupposebecausehewasrudetoyouafterchurch。Itisamean,cowardlyrevenge。
\"What——whatifit’salie?\"
\"Then,Mrs。Failing,itissickeningofyou。Thereisnootherword。Sickening。Iamsorry——anobodylikemyself——tospeaklikethis。HowCOULDyou,oh,howcouldyoudemeanyourself?Why,notevenapoorperson——Herindignationwasfineandgenuine。Buthertearsfellnolonger。Nothingmenacedheriftheywerenotreallybrothers。
\"Itisnotalie,myclear;sitdown。Iwillswearsomuchsolemnly。Itisnotalie,but——\"
Agneswaited。
\"——wecancallitalieifwechoose。\"
\"Iamnotsochildish。Youhavesaidit,andwemustallsuffer。
Youhavehadyourfun:Iconcludeyoudiditforfun。Youcannotgoback。He——\"Shepointedtowardsthestables,andcouldnotfinishhersentence。
\"Ihavenotbeenafooltwice。\"
Agnesdidnotunderstand。
\"Mydenselady,can’tyoufollow?IhavenottoldStephenonesingleword,neitherbeforenornow。\"
Therewasalongsilence。
Indeed,Mrs。Failingwasinanawkwardposition。
Rickiehadirritatedher,and,inherdesiretoshockhim,shehadimperilledherownpeace。Shehadfeltsounconventionaluponthehillside,whensheloosedthehorroragainsthim;butnowitwasdartingatheraswell。Supposethescandalcameout。
Stephen,whowasabsolutelywithoutdelicacy,wouldtellittothepeopleassoonastellthemthetime。Hispaganismwouldbetooassertive;itmightevenbeinbadtaste。Afterall,shehadaprominentpositionintheneighbourhood;shewastalkedabout,respected,lookedupto。Afterall,shewasgrowingold。Andtherefore,thoughshehadnotrueregardforRickie,norforAgnes,norforStephen,norforStephen’sparents,inwhosetragedyshehadassisted,yetshedidfeelthatifthescandalreviveditwoulddisturbtheharmonyofCadover,andthereforetriedtoretracehersteps。Itiseasytosayshockingthings:itissodifferenttobeconnectedwithanythingshocking。Lifeanddeathwerenotinvolved,butcomfortanddiscomfortwere。