Canyoublamemeforbeinggladtoseeayoungfellow——agentleman——liketheboysIusedtogowith?Itellyouitmakesmefeelfull——Iwanttocry。I’msickforsomebodytotalkto。
Ihavenochildren,thankGod!IfIhadI’dnotstayhere。I’msickofthishole。I’mlonely——\"
Thereappearedtobenodoubtaboutthetruthofallthis。
Genuineemotionchecked,thenhaltedthehurriedspeech。Shebrokedownandcried。ItseemedstrangetoDuanethatanoutlaw’swife——andawomanwhofittedherconsortandthewildnatureoftheirsurroundings——shouldhaveweaknessenoughtoweep。Duanebelievedandpitiedher。
\"I’msorryforyou,\"hesaid。
\"Don’tbeSORRYforme,\"shesaid。\"Thatonlymakesmeseethe——thedifferencebetweenyouandme。Anddon’tpayanyattentiontowhattheseoutlawssayaboutme。They’reignorant。
Theycouldn’tunderstandme。You’llhearthatBlandkilledmenwhoranafterme。Butthat’salie。Bland,likealltheotheroutlawsalongthisriver,isalwayslookingforsomebodytokill。HeSWEARSnot,butIdon’tbelievehim。Heexplainsthatgunplaygravitatestomenwhoaretherealthing——thatitisprovokedbythefour—flushes,thebadmen。Idon’tknow。AllI
knowisthatsomebodyisbeingkilledeveryotherday。HehatedSpencebeforeSpenceeversawme。\"
\"WouldBlandobjectifIcalledonyouoccasionally?\"inquiredDuane。
\"No,hewouldn’t。Helikesmetohavefriends。Askhimyourselfwhenhecomesback。Thetroublehasbeenthattwoorthreeofhismenfellinlovewithme,andwhenhalfdrunkgottofighting。You’renotgoingtodothat。\"
\"I’mnotgoingtogethalfdrunk,that’scertain,\"repliedDuane。
Hewassurprisedtoseehereyesdilate,thenglowwithfire。
BeforeshecouldreplyEuchrereturnedtotheporch,andthatputanendtotheconversation。
Duanewascontenttoletthematterrestthere,andhadlittlemoretosay。EuchreandMrs。Blandtalkedandjoked,whileDuanelistened。Hetriedtoformsomeestimateofhercharacter。Manifestlyshehadsufferedawrong,ifnotworse,atBland’shands。Shewasbitter,morbid,overemotional。Ifshewasaliar,whichseemedlikelyenough,shewasafrankone,andbelievedherself。Shehadnocunning。ThethingwhichstruckDuanesoforciblywasthatshethirstedforrespect。Inthat,betterthaninherweaknessofvanity,hethoughthehaddiscoveredatraitthroughwhichhecouldmanageher。
Once,whilehewasrevolvingthesethoughts,hehappenedtoglanceintothehouse,anddeepintheshadowofacornerhecaughtapalegleamofJennie’sfacewithgreat,staringeyesonhim。Shehadbeenwatchinghim,listeningtowhathesaid。
Hesawfromherexpressionthatshehadrealizedwhathadbeensohardforhertobelieve。Watchinghischance,heflashedalookather;andthenitseemedtohimthechangeinherfacewaswonderful。
Later,afterhehadleftMrs。Blandwithameaning\"Adios——manana,\"andwaswalkingalongbesidetheoldoutlaw,hefoundhimselfthinkingofthegirlinsteadofthewoman,andofhowhehadseenherfaceblazewithhopeandgratitude。
CHAPTERVII
ThatnightDuanewasnottroubledbyghostshauntinghiswakingandsleepinghours。Heawokefeelingbrightandeager,andgratefultoEuchreforhavingputsomethingworthwhileintohismind。Duringbreakfast,however,hewasunusuallythoughtful,workingovertheideaofhowmuchorhowlittlehewouldconfideintheoutlaw。HewasawareofEuchre’sscrutiny。
\"Wal,\"begantheoldman,atlast,\"how’dyoumakeoutwiththekid?\"
\"Kid?\"inquiredDuane,tentatively。
\"Jennie,Imean。What’dyouAn’shetalkabout?\"
\"Wehadalittlechat。Youknowyouwantedmetocheerherup。\"
Euchresatwithcoffee—cuppoisedandnarroweyesstudyingDuane。
\"Reckonyoucheeredher,allright。WhatI’mafearedofismebbeyoudonethejobtoowell。\"
\"Howso?\"
\"Wal,whenIwentintoJenlastnightIthoughtshewashalfcrazy。Shewasburstin’withexcitement,an’thelookinhereyeshurtme。Shewouldn’ttellmeadarnwordyousaid。Butshehungontomyhands,an’showedeverywaywithoutspeakin’
howshewantedtothankmeferbringin’youover。Buck,itwasplaintomethetyou’deithergonethelimitorelseyou’dbeenkinderprodigalofcheeran’hope。I’dhatetothinkyou’dledJennietohopemore’neverwouldcometrue。\"
Euchrepaused,and,asthereseemednoreplyforthcoming,hewenton:
\"Buck,I’veseensomeoutlawswhosewordwasgood。Mineis。Youcantrustme。Itrustedyou,didn’tI,takin’youovertherean’puttin’youwisetomytryin’tohelpthetpoorkid?\"
ThusenjoinedbyEuchre,DuanebegantotelltheconversationswithJennieandMrs。Blandwordforword。LongbeforehehadreachedanendEuchresetdownthecoffee—cupandbegantostare,andattheconclusionofthestoryhisfacelostsomeofitsredcolorandbeadsofsweatstoodoutthicklyonhisbrow。
\"Wal,ifthetdoesn’tfloorme!\"heejaculated,blinkingatDuane。\"Youngman,Ifiggeredyouwassomeswift,an’suretomakeyourmarkonthisriver;butIreckonImissedyourrealcaliber。Sothet’swhatitmeanstobeaman!IguessI’dforgot。Wal,I’mold,an’evenifmyheartwasintherightplaceIneverwasbuiltferbigstunts。Doyouknowwhatit’lltaketodoallyoupromisedJen?\"
\"Ihaven’tanyidea,\"repliedDuane,gravely。
\"You’llhavetopullthewooloverKateBland’seyes,antevenifshefallsinlovewithyou,which’sshorelikely,thetwon’tbeeasy。An’she’dkillyouinaminnit,Buck,ifsheevergotwise。Youain’tmistakenhernone,areyou?\"
\"Notme,Euchre。She’sawoman。I’dfearhermorethananyman。\"
\"Wal,you’llhavetokillBlandan’ChessAllowayan’Rugg,an’
mebbesomeothers,beforeyoucanrideoffintothehillswiththetgirl。\"
\"Why?Can’tweplantobenicetoMrs。Blandandthenatanopportunetimesneakoffwithoutanygun—play?\"
\"Don’tseehowonearth,\"returnedEuchre,earnestly。\"WhenBland’sawayheleavesallkindsofspiesan’scoutswatchin’
thevalleytrails。They’veallgotrifles。Youcouldn’tgitbythem。
Butwhenthebossishomethere’sadifference。Only,ofcourse,himan’Chesskeeptheireyespeeled。Theybothstaytohomeprettymuch,exceptwhenthey’replayin’monteorpokeroveratBenson’s。SoIsaythebestbetistopickoutagoodtimeintheafternoon,driftovercareless—likewithacoupleofhosses,chokeMrs。Blandorknockheronthehead,takeJenniewithyou,an’makearushtogitoutofthevalley。Ifyouhadluckyoumightpullthetstuntwithoutthrowin’agun。
ButIreckonthebestfiggerin’wouldincludedodgin’someleadan’leavin’atleastBlandorAllowaydeadbehindyou。I’mfiggerin’,ofcourse,thetwhentheycomehomean’findoutyou’revisitin’Katefrequentthey’lljestnaturallylookferresults。Chessdon’tlikeyou,fernoreasonexceptyou’reswiftonthedraw——mebbeswifter’nhim。Thet’sthehellofthisgun—playbusiness。Noonecanevertellwho’stheswifteroftwogunmentilltheymeet。Thetfactholdsafascinationmebbeyou’lllearnsomeday。Blandwouldtreatyoucivilonlesstherewasreasonnotto,an’thenIdon’tbelievehe’dinvitehimselftoameetin’withyou。He’dsetChessorRuggtoputyououtoftheway。StillBland’snocoward,an’ifyoucameacrosshimatabadmomentyou’dhavetobequicker’nyouwaswithBosomer。\"
\"Allright。I’llmeetwhatcomes,\"saidDuane,quickly。\"Thegreatpointistohavehorsesreadyandpicktherightmoment,thenrushthetrickthrough。\"
\"Thet’stheONLYchancefersuccess。An’youcan’tdoitalone。\"
\"I’llhaveto。Iwouldn’taskyoutohelpme。Leaveyoubehind!\"
\"Wal,I’lltakemychances,\"repliedEuchre,gruffly。\"I’mgoin’tohelpJennie,youcangambleyourlastpesoonthet。
There’sonlyfourmeninthiscampwhowouldshootme——Bland,an’hisright—handpards,an’thetrabbit—facedBenson。IfyouhappenedtoputoutBlandandChess,I’dstandagoodshowwiththeothertwo。Anyway,I’moldan’tired——what’sthedifferenceifIdogitplugged?Icanriskasmuchasyou,Buck,evenifI
amafraidofgun—play。Yousaidcorrect,’Hossesready,therightminnit,thenrushthetrick。’Thetmuch’ssettled。Nowlet’sfiggerallthelittledetails。\"
Theytalkedandplanned,thoughintruthitwasEuchrewhoplanned,Duanewholistenedandagreed。WhileawaitingthereturnofBlandandhislieutenantsitwouldbewellforDuanetogrowfriendlywiththeotheroutlaws,tositinafewgamesofmonte,orshowawillingnesstospendalittlemoney。ThetwoschemersweretocalluponMrs。Blandeveryday——EuchretocarrymessagesofcheerandwarningtoJennie,Duanetoblindtheelderwomanatanycost。Thesepreliminariesdecidedupon,theyproceededtoputthemintoaction。
Nohardtaskwasittowinthefriendshipofthemostofthosegood—naturedoutlaws。Theywereusedtomenofabetterorderthantheirscomingtothehiddencampsandsoonerorlatersinkingtotheirlowerlevel。Besides,withthemeverythingwaseasycome,easygo。Thatwaswhylifeitselfwentonsocarelesslyandusuallyendedsocheaply。Thereweremenamongthem,however,thatmadeDuanefeelthatterribleinexplicablewrathriseinhisbreast。Hecouldnotbeartobenearthem。Hecouldnottrusthimself。Hefeltthatanyinstantaword,adeed,somethingmightcalltoodeeplytothatinstincthecouldnolongercontrol。JackrabbitBensonwasoneofthesemen。
BecauseofhimandotheroutlawsofhisilkDuanecouldscarcelyeverforgettherealityofthings。Thiswasahiddenvalley,arobbers’den,arendezvousformurderers,awildplacestainedredbydeedsofwildmen。Andbecauseofthattherewasalwaysachargedatmosphere。Themerriest,idlest,mostcarelessmomentmightintheflashofaneyeendinruthlessandtragicaction。Inanassemblageofdesperatecharactersitcouldnotbeotherwise。TheterriblethingthatDuanesensedwasthis。Thevalleywasbeautiful,sunny,fragrant,aplacetodreamin;themountaintopswerealwaysblueorgoldrimmed,theyellowriverslidslowlyandmajesticallyby,thebirdssanginthecottonwoods,thehorsesgrazedandpranced,childrenplayedandwomenlongedforlove,freedom,happiness;theoutlawsrodeinandout,freewithmoneyandspeech;theylivedcomfortablyintheiradobehomes,smoked,gambled,talked,laughed,whiledawaytheidlehours——andallthetimelifetherewaswrong,andthesimplestmomentmightbeprecipitatedbythatevilintothemostawfulofcontrasts。Duanefeltratherthansawadark,broodingshadowoverthevalley。
Then,withoutanysolicitationorencouragementfromDuane,theBlandwomanfellpassionatelyinlovewithhim。Hisconsciencewasnevertroubledaboutthebeginningofthataffair。Shelaunchedherself。Ittooknogreatperspicuityonhisparttoseethat。Andthethingwhichevidentlyheldherincheckwasthenewness,thestrangeness,andforthemomenttheall—satisfyingfactofhisrespectforher。Duaneexertedhimselftoplease,toamuse,tointerest,tofascinateher,andalwayswithdeference。Thatwashisstrongpoint,andithadmadehisparteasysofar。Hebelievedhecouldcarrythewholeschemethroughwithoutinvolvinghimselfanydeeper。
Hewasplayingatagameoflove——playingwithlifeanddeathsSometimeshetrembled,notthathefearedBlandorAllowayoranyotherman,butatthedeepsoflifehehadcometoseeinto。Hewascarriedoutofhisoldmood。NotoncesincethisdaringmotivehadstirredhimhadhebeenhauntedbythephantomofBainbesidehisbed。RatherhadhebeenhauntedbyJennie’ssadface,herwistfulsmile,hereyes。Heneverwasabletospeakawordtoher。WhatlittlecommunicationhehadwithherwasthroughEuchre,whocarriedshortmessages。ButhecaughtglimpsesofhereverytimehewenttotheBlandhouse。
Shecontrivedsomehowtopassdoororwindow,togivehimalookwhenchanceafforded。AndDuanediscoveredwithsurprisethatthesemomentsweremorethrillingtohimthananywithMrs。Bland。OftenDuaneknewJenniewassittingjustinsidethewindow,andthenhefeltinspiredinhistalk,anditwasallmadeforher。Soatleastshecametoknowhimwhileasyetshewasalmostastranger。JenniehadbeeninstructedbyEuchretolisten,tounderstandthatthiswasDuane’sonlychancetohelpkeephermindfromconstantworry,togathertheimportofeverywordwhichhadadoublemeaning。
Euchresaidthatthegirlhadbeguntowitherunderthestrain,toburnupwithintensehopewhichhadflamedwithinher。ButallthedifferenceDuanecouldseewasapalerfaceanddarker,morewonderfuleyes。Theeyesseemedtobeentreatinghimtohurry,thattimewasflying,thatsoonitmightbetoolate。
Thentherewasanothermeaninginthem,alight,astrangefirewhollyinexplicabletoDuane。Itwasonlyaflashgoneinaninstant。Butheremembereditbecausehehadneverseenitinanyotherwoman’seyes。AndallthroughthosewaitingdaysheknewthatJennie’sface,andespeciallythewarm,fleetingglanceshegavehim,wasresponsibleforasubtleandgradualchangeinhim。Thischangehefancied,wasonlythatthroughremembranceofherhegotridofhispale,sickeningghosts。
OnedayacarelessMexicanthrewalightedcigaretteupintothebrushmattingthatservedasaceilingforBenson’sden,andtherewasafirewhichleftlittlemorethantheadobewallsstanding。Theresultwasthatwhilerepairswerebeingmadetherewasnogamblinganddrinking。Timehungveryheavilyonthehandsofsometwo—scoreoutlaws。Dayspassedbywithoutabrawl,andBland’svalleysawmoresuccessivehoursofpeacethaneverbefore。Duane,however,foundthehoursanythingbutempty。HespentmoretimeatMrs。Bland’s;hewalkedmilesonallthetrailsleadingoutofthevalley;hehadacarefortheconditionofhistwohorses。
UponhisreturnfromthelatestofthesetrampsEuchresuggestedthattheygodowntotherivertotheboat—landing。
\"Ferrycouldn’trunashorethismornin’,\"saidEuchre。\"Rivergettin’lowan’sand—barsmakin’ithardferhosses。There’sagreaserfreight—wagonstuckinthemud。Ireckonwemighthearnewsfromthefreighters。Bland’ssupposedtobeinMexico。\"
Nearlyalltheoutlawsincampwereassembledontheriverbank,lollingintheshadeofthecottonwoods。Theheatwasoppressive。Notanoutlawofferedtohelpthefreighters,whoweretryingtodigaheavilyfreightedwagonoutofthequicksand。Fewoutlawswouldworkforthemselves,letaloneforthedespisedMexicans。
DuaneandEuchrejoinedthelazygroupandsatdownwiththem。
Euchrelightedablackpipe,and,drawinghishatoverhiseyes,laybackincomfortafterthemannerofthemajorityoftheoutlaws。ButDuanewasalert,observing,thoughtful。Henevermissedanything。Itwashisbeliefthatanymomentanidlewordmightbeofbenefittohim。Moreover,theseroughmenwerealwaysinteresting。
\"Bland’sbeenchasedacrosstheriver,\"saidone。
\"New,he’sdeliverin’cattletothetCubanship,\"repliedanother。
\"Bigdealon,hey?\"
\"Somebig。Ruggsaysthebosshedanorderferfifteenthousand。\"
\"Say,thatorder’lltakeayeartofill。\"
\"New。HardinisincahootswithBland。Between’emthey’llfillordersbigger’nthet。\"
\"WonderedwhatHardinwasrustlin’inherefer。\"
Duanecouldnotpossiblyattendtoalltheconversationamongtheoutlaws。Heendeavoredtogetthedriftoftalknearesttohim。
\"KidFuller’sgoin’tocash,\"saidasandy—whiskeredlittleoutlaw。
\"SoJimwastellin’me。Blood—poison,ain’tit?Thetholewasn’tbad。Buthetookthefever,\"rejoinedacomrade。
\"DegersaystheKidmightpullthroughifhehednursin’。\"
\"Wal,KateBlandain’tnursin’anyshot—upboysthesedays。Shehasn’tgottime。\"
Alaughfollowedthissally;thencameapenetratingsilence。
Someoftheoutlawsglancedgood—naturedlyatDuane。Theyborehimnoillwill。ManifestlytheywereawareofMrs。Bland’sinfatuation。
\"Pete,’pearstomeyou’vesaidthetbefore。\"
\"Shore。Wal,it’shappenedbefore。\"
ThisremarkdrewlouderlaughterandmoresignificantglancesatDuane。Hedidnotchoosetoignorethemanylonger。
\"Boys,pokeallthefunyoulikeatme,butdon’tmentionanylady’snameagain。Myhandisnervousanditchythesedays。\"
Hesmiledashespoke,andhisspeechwasdrawled;butthegoodhumorinnowiseweakenedit。Thenhislatterremarkwassignificanttoaclassofmenwhofrominclinationandnecessitypracticedatgun—drawinguntiltheyworecallousandsoreplacesontheirthumbsandinculcatedintheverydeepsoftheirnervousorganizationahabitthatmadeeventhesimplestandmostinnocentmotionofthehandendatornearthehip。
Therewassomethingremarkableaboutagun—fighter’shand。Itneverseemedtobegloved,nevertobeinjured,neveroutofsightorinanawkwardposition。
Thereweregrizzledoutlawsinthatgroup,someofwhomhadmanynotchesontheirgun—handles,andthey,withtheircomrades,accordedDuanesilencethatcarriedconvictionoftheregardinwhichhewasheld。
Duanecouldnotrecallanyotherinstancewherehehadletfallafamiliarspeechtothesemen,andcertainlyhehadneverbeforehintedofhispossibilities。Hesawinstantlythathecouldnothavedonebetter。
\"Orfulhot,ain’tit?\"remarkedBillBlack,presently。Billcouldnotkeepquietforlong。HewasatypicalTexasdesperado,hadneverbeenanythingelse。Hewasstoop—shoulderedandbow—leggedfrommuchriding;awirylittleman,allmuscle,withasquarehead,ahardfacepartlyblackfromscrubbybeardandredfromsun,andabright,roving,crueleye。Hisshirtwasopenattheneck,showingagrizzledbreast。
\"Isthereanyguyinthisheahoutfitsportenoughtogoswimmin’?\"heasked。
\"MyGawd,Bill,youain’tagoin’towash!\"exclaimedacomrade。
ThisraisedalaughinwhichBlackjoined。Butnooneseemedeagertojoinhiminabath。
\"LaziestoutfitIeverrustledwith,\"wentonBill,discontentedly。\"Nuthin’todo!Say,ifnobodywantstoswimmaybesomeofyou’llgamble?\"
Heproducedadirtypackofcardsandwavedthematthemotionlesscrowd。
\"Bill,you’retoogoodatcards,\"repliedalankyoutlaw。
\"Now,Jasper,yousaythetpowerfulsweet,an’youlooksweet,erImighttakeittoheart,\"repliedBlack,withasuddenchangeoftone。
Hereitwasagain——thatupflashingpassion。WhatJaspersawfittoreplywouldmollifytheoutlaworitwouldnot。Therewasanevenbalance。
\"Nooffense,Bill,\"saidJasper,placidly,withoutmoving。
BillgruntedandforgotJasper。Butheseemedrestlessanddissatisfied。Duaneknewhimtobeaninveterategambler。AndasBenson’splacewasoutofrunning—order,Blackwaslikeafishondryland。
\"Wal,ifyou—allareafraidofthecairds,whatwillyoubeton?\"heasked,indisgust。
\"Bill,I’llplayyouagameofmumblypegfertwobits。\"
repliedone。
Blackeagerlyaccepted。Bettingtohimwasaseriousmatter。
Thegameobsessedhim,notthestakes。Heenteredintothemumblypegcontestwithathoughtfulmienandacordedbrow。Hewon。Othercomradestriedtheirluckwithhimandlost。
Finally,whenBillhadexhaustedtheirsupplyoftwo—bitpiecesortheirdesireforthatparticulargame,heofferedtobetonanything。
\"Seethetturtle—dovethere?\"hesaid,pointing。\"I’llbethe’llscareatonestoneorhewon’t。Fivepesoshe’llflyorhewon’tflywhensomeonechucksastone。Who’lltakemeup?\"
Thatappearedtobemorethanthegamblingspiritofseveraloutlawscouldwithstand。
\"Takethet。Easymoney,\"saidone。
\"Who’sgoin’tochuckthestone?\"askedanother。
\"Anybody,\"repliedBill。
\"Wal,I’llbetyouIcanscarehimwithonestone,\"saidthefirstoutlaw。
\"We’reinonthet,Jimtofirethedarnick,\"chimedintheothers。
Themoneywasputup,thestonethrown。Theturtle—dovetookflight,tothegreatjoyofalltheoutlawsexceptBill。
\"I’llbetyou—allhe’llcomebacktothettreeinsideoffiveminnits,\"heoffered,imperturbably。
HereupontheoutlawsdidnotshowanylazinessintheiralacritytocoverBill’smoneyasitlayonthegrass。Somebodyhadawatch,andtheyallsatdown,dividingattentionbetweenthetimepieceandthetree。Theminutesdraggedbytotheaccompanimentofvariousjocularremarksanentafoolandhismoney。Whenfourandthree—quarterminuteshadpassedaturtle—dovealightedinthecottonwood。ThenensuedanimpressivesilencewhileBillcalmlypocketedthefiftydollars。
\"Butithadn’tthesamedove!\"exclaimedoneoutlaw,excitedly。
\"This’n’issmaller,dustier,notsopurple。\"
Billeyedthespeakerloftily。
\"Wal,you’llhavetoketchtheotheronetoprovethet。Sabe,pard?NowI’llbetanygentheahthefiftyIwonthetIcanscarethetdovewithonestone。\"
Nooneofferedtotakehiswager。
\"Wal,then,I’llbetanyofyouevenmoneythetyouCAN’Tscarehimwithonestone。\"
Notproofagainstthischance,theoutlawsmadeupapurse,innowisedisconcertedbyBill’scontemptuousallusionstotheirbandingtogether。Thestonewasthrown。Thedovedidnotfly。
Thereafter,inregardtothatbird,Billwasunabletocoaxorscornhiscomradesintoanykindofwager。
Hetriedthemwithamultiplicityofoffers,andinvain。Thenheappearedatalossforsomeunusualandseductivewager。
PresentlyalittleraggedMexicanboycamealongtherivertrail,aparticularlystarvedandpoor—lookinglittlefellow。
Billcalledtohimandgavehimahandfulofsilvercoins。
Speechless,dazed,hewenthiswayhuggingthemoney。
\"I’llbethedropssomebeforehegitstotheroad,\"declaredBill。\"I’llbetheruns。Hurry,youfour—flushgamblers。\"
Billfailedtointerestanyofhiscompanions,andforthwithbecamesullenandsilent。Strangelyhisgoodhumordepartedinspiteofthefactthathehadwonconsiderable。
Duane,watchingthedisgruntledoutlaw,marveledathimandwonderedwhatwasinhismind。Thesemenweremorevariablethanchildren,asunstableaswater,asdangerousasdynamite。
\"Bill,I’llbetyoutenyoucan’tspillwhatever’sinthebucketthetpeon’spackin’,\"saidtheoutlawcalledJim。
Black’sheadcameupwiththeactionofahawkabouttoswoop。
DuaneglancedfromBlacktotheroad,wherehesawacrippledpeoncarryingatinbuckettowardtheriver。Thispeonwasahalf—wittedIndianwholivedinashackanddidoddjobsfortheMexicans。Duanehadmethimoften。
\"Jim,I’lltakeyouup,\"repliedBlack。
Something,perhapsaharshnessinhisvoice,causedDuanetowhirl。Hecaughtaleapinggleamintheoutlaw’seye。
\"Aw,Bill,thet’stoofurashot,\"saidJasper,asBlackrestedanelbowonhiskneeandsightedoverthelong,heavyColt。Thedistancetothepeonwasaboutfiftypaces,toofarforeventhemostexpertshottohitamovingobjectsosmallasabucket。
Duane,marvelouslykeeninthealignmentofsights,waspositivethatBlackheldtoohigh。Anotherlookatthehardface,nowtenseanddarkwithblood,confirmedDuane’ssuspicionthattheoutlawwasnotaimingatthebucketatall。
Duaneleapedandstrucktheleveledgunoutofhishand。
Anotheroutlawpickeditup。
Blackfellbackastounded。Deprivedofhisweapon,hedidnotseemthesameman,orelsehewascowedbyDuane’ssignificantandformidablefront。Sullenlyheturnedawaywithoutevenaskingforhisgun。
CHAPTERVIII
Whatacontrast,Duanethought,theeveningofthatdaypresentedtothestateofhissoul!
ThesunsetlingeredingoldengloryoverthedistantMexicanmountains;twilightcameslowly;afaintbreezeblewfromtherivercoolandsweet;thelatecooingofadoveandthetinkleofacowbellweretheonlysounds;asereneandtranquilpeacelayoverthevalley。
InsideDuane’sbodytherewasstrife。Thisthirdfacingofadesperatemanhadthrownhimoffhisbalance。Ithadnotbeenfatal,butitthreatenedsomuch。Thebettersideofhisnatureseemedtourgehimtodieratherthantogoonfightingoropposingignorant,unfortunate,savagemen。Buttheperversityofhimwassogreatthatitdwarfedreason,conscience。Hecouldnotresistit。Hefeltsomethingdyinginhim。Hesuffered。Hopeseemedfaraway。DespairhadseizeduponhimandwasdrivinghimintoarecklessmoodwhenhethoughtofJennie。
Hehadforgottenher。Hehadforgottenthathehadpromisedtosaveher。Hehadforgottenthathemeanttosnuffoutasmanylivesasmightstandbetweenherandfreedom。Theveryremembrancesheeredoffhismorbidintrospection。Shemadeadifference。Howstrangeforhimtorealizethat!Hefeltgratefultoher。Hehadbeenforcedintooutlawry;shehadbeenstolenfromherpeopleandcarriedintocaptivity。Theyhadmetintheriverfastness,hetoinstilhopeintoherdespairinglife,shetobethemeans,perhaps,ofkeepinghimfromsinkingtothelevelofhercaptors。Hebecameconsciousofastrongandbeatingdesiretoseeher,talkwithher。
ThesethoughtshadrunthroughhismindwhileonhiswaytoMrs。Bland’shouse。HehadletEuchregoonaheadbecausehewantedmoretimetocomposehimself。Darknesshadaboutsetinwhenhereachedhisdestination。Therewasnolightinthehouse。Mrs。Blandwaswaitingforhimontheporch。
Sheembracedhim,andthesudden,violent,unfamiliarcontactsentsuchashockthroughhimthatheallbutforgotthedeepgamehewasplaying。She,however,inheragitationdidnotnoticehisshrinking。Fromherembraceandthetender,incoherentwordsthatflowedwithithegatheredthatEuchrehadacquaintedherofhisactionwithBlack。
\"Hemighthavekilledyour\"shewhispered,moreclearly;andifDuanehadeverheardloveinavoicehehearditthen。Itsoftenedhim。Afterall,shewasawoman,weak,fatedthroughhernature,unfortunateinherexperienceoflife,doomedtounhappinessandtragedy。Hemetheradvancesofarthathereturnedtheembraceandkissedher。Emotionsuchassheshowedwouldhavemadeanywomansweet,andshehadacertaincharm。
Itwaseasy,evenpleasant,tokissher;butDuaneresolvedthat,whateverherabandonmentmightbecome,hewouldnotgofurtherthanthelieshemadehimact。
\"Buck,youloveme?\"shewhispered。
\"Yes——yes,\"heburstout,eagertogetitover,andevenashespokehecaughtthepalegleamofJennie’sfacethroughthewindow。Hefeltashamehewasgladshecouldnotsee。Didsherememberthatshehadpromisednottomisunderstandanyactionofhis?Whatdidshethinkofhim,seeinghimoutthereintheduskwiththisboldwomaninhisarms?SomehowthatdimsightofJennie’spaleface,thebigdarkeyes,thrilledhim,inspiredhimtohishardtaskofthepresent。