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  tanceshipwasentirelyamatterofthedoctor\'sownmaking。

  InthelateafternoonWillHenderson,ownerandeditoroftheEagle,wentovertoTomWilly\'ssaloon。

  Alonganalleywayhewentandslippinginatthebackdoorofthesaloonbegandrinkingadrinkmadeofacombinationofsloeginandsodawater。WillHendersonwasasensualistandhadreachedtheageofforty-five。Heimaginedtheginrenewedtheyouthinhim。Likemostsensualistsheenjoyedtalk-

  ingofwomen,andforanhourhelingeredaboutgossipingwithTomWilly。Thesaloonkeeperwasashort,broad-shoulderedmanwithpeculiarlymarkedhands。Thatflamingkindofbirthmarkthatsome-

  timespaintswithredthefacesofmenandwomenhadtouchedwithredTomWilly\'sfingersandthebacksofhishands。AshestoodbythebartalkingtoWillHendersonherubbedthehandstogether。

  Ashegrewmoreandmoreexcitedtheredofhisfingersdeepened。Itwasasthoughthehandshadbeendippedinbloodthathaddriedandfaded。

  AsWillHendersonstoodatthebarlookingattheredhandsandtalkingofwomen,hisassistant,GeorgeWillard,satintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandlistenedtothetalkofDoctorParcival。

  DoctorParcivalappearedimmediatelyafterWillHendersonhaddisappeared。Onemighthavesup-

  posedthatthedoctorhadbeenwatchingfromhisofficewindowandhadseentheeditorgoingalongthealleyway。Cominginatthefrontdoorandfind-

  inghimselfachair,helightedoneofthestogiesandcrossinghislegsbegantotalk。Heseemedintentuponconvincingtheboyoftheadvisabilityofadopt-

  ingalineofconductthathewashimselfunabletodefine。

  \"IfyouhaveyoureyesopenyouwillseethatalthoughIcallmyselfadoctorIhavemightyfewpatients,\"hebegan。\"Thereisareasonforthat。ItisnotanaccidentanditisnotbecauseIdonotknowasmuchofmedicineasanyonehere。Idonotwantpatients。Thereason,yousee,doesnotappearonthesurface。Itliesinfactinmycharacter,whichhas,ifyouthinkaboutit,manystrangeturns。WhyIwanttotalktoyouofthematterIdon\'tknow。I

  mightkeepstillandgetmorecreditinyoureyes。I

  haveadesiretomakeyouadmireme,that\'safact。

  Idon\'tknowwhy。That\'swhyItalk。It\'sveryamus-

  ing,eh?\"

  Sometimesthedoctorlaunchedintolongtalesconcerninghimself。Totheboythetaleswereveryrealandfullofmeaning。Hebegantoadmirethefatunclean-lookingmanand,intheafternoonwhenWillHendersonhadgone,lookedforwardwithkeeninteresttothedoctor\'scoming。

  DoctorParcivalhadbeeninWinesburgaboutfiveyears。HecamefromChicagoandwhenhearrivedwasdrunkandgotintoafightwithAlbertLong-

  worth,thebaggageman。Thefightconcernedatrunkandendedbythedoctor\'sbeingescortedtothevil-

  lagelockup。Whenhewasreleasedherentedaroomaboveashoe-repairingshopatthelowerendofMainStreetandputoutthesignthatannouncedhimselfasadoctor。Althoughhehadbutfewpa-

  tientsandtheseofthepoorersortwhowereunabletopay,heseemedtohaveplentyofmoneyforhisneeds。HesleptintheofficethatwasunspeakablydirtyanddinedatBiffCarter\'slunchroominasmallframebuildingoppositetherailroadstation。InthesummerthelunchroomwasfilledwithfliesandBiffCarter\'swhiteapronwasmoredirtythanhisfloor。

  DoctorParcivaldidnotmind。Intothelunchroomhestalkedanddepositedtwentycentsuponthecounter。\"Feedmewhatyouwishforthat,\"hesaidlaughing。\"Useupfoodthatyouwouldn\'totherwisesell。Itmakesnodifferencetome。Iamamanofdistinction,yousee。WhyshouldIconcernmyselfwithwhatIeat。\"

  ThetalesthatDoctorParcivaltoldGeorgeWillardbegannowhereandendednowhere。Sometimestheboythoughttheymustallbeinventions,apackoflies。Andthenagainhewasconvincedthattheycontainedtheveryessenceoftruth。

  \"Iwasareporterlikeyouhere,\"DoctorParcivalbegan。\"ItwasinatowninIowa——orwasitinIlli-

  nois?Idon\'trememberandanywayitmakesnodifference。PerhapsIamtryingtoconcealmyiden-

  tityanddon\'twanttobeverydefinite。HaveyoueverthoughtitstrangethatIhavemoneyformyneedsalthoughIdonothing?ImayhavestolenagreatsumofmoneyorbeeninvolvedinamurderbeforeIcamehere。Thereisfoodforthoughtinthat,eh?Ifyouwereareallysmartnewspaperreporteryouwouldlookmeup。InChicagotherewasaDoc-

  torCroninwhowasmurdered。Haveyouheardofthat?Somemenmurderedhimandputhiminatrunk。Intheearlymorningtheyhauledthetrunkacrossthecity。Itsatonthebackofanexpresswagonandtheywereontheseatasunconcernedasanything。Alongtheywentthroughquietstreetswhereeveryonewasasleep。Thesunwasjustcom-

  ingupoverthelake。Funny,eh——justtothinkofthemsmokingpipesandchatteringastheydrovealongasunconcernedasIamnow。PerhapsIwasoneofthosemen。Thatwouldbeastrangeturnofthings,nowwouldn\'tit,eh?\"AgainDoctorParcivalbeganhistale:\"Well,anywaythereIwas,areporteronapaperjustasyouarehere,runningaboutandgettinglittleitemstoprint。Mymotherwaspoor。

  Shetookinwashing。HerdreamwastomakemeaPresbyterianministerandIwasstudyingwiththatendinview。

  \"Myfatherhadbeeninsaneforanumberofyears。

  HewasinanasylumoveratDayton,Ohio。ThereyouseeIhaveletitslipout!AllofthistookplaceinOhio,righthereinOhio。Thereisaclewifyouevergetthenotionoflookingmeup。

  \"Iwasgoingtotellyouofmybrother。That\'stheobjectofallthis。That\'swhatI\'mgettingat。MybrotherwasarailroadpainterandhadajobontheBigFour。YouknowthatroadrunsthroughOhiohere。Withothermenhelivedinaboxcarandawaytheywentfromtowntotownpaintingtherailroadproperty-switches,crossinggates,bridges,andstations。

  \"TheBigFourpaintsitsstationsanastyorangecolor。HowIhatedthatcolor!Mybrotherwasal-

  wayscoveredwithit。Onpaydaysheusedtogetdrunkandcomehomewearinghispaint-coveredclothesandbringinghismoneywithhim。Hedidnotgiveittomotherbutlaiditinapileonourkitchentable。

  \"Aboutthehousehewentintheclothescoveredwiththenastyorangecoloredpaint。Icanseethepicture。Mymother,whowassmallandhadred,sad-lookingeyes,wouldcomeintothehousefromalittleshedattheback。That\'swhereshespenthertimeoverthewashtubscrubbingpeople\'sdirtyclothes。Inshewouldcomeandstandbythetable,rubbinghereyeswithherapronthatwascoveredwithsoap-suds。

  \"\'Don\'ttouchit!Don\'tyoudaretouchthatmoney,\'mybrotherroared,andthenhehimselftookfiveortendollarsandwenttrampingofftothesaloons。Whenhehadspentwhathehadtakenhecamebackformore。Henevergavemymotheranymoneyatallbutstayedaboutuntilhehadspentitall,alittleatatime。Thenhewentbacktohisjobwiththepaintingcrewontherailroad。Afterhehadgonethingsbegantoarriveatourhouse,groceriesandsuchthings。Sometimestherewouldbeadressformotherorapairofshoesforme。

  \"Strange,eh?Mymotherlovedmybrothermuchmorethanshedidme,althoughheneversaidakindwordtoeitherofusandalwaysravedupanddownthreateningusifwedaredsomuchastouchthemoneythatsometimeslayonthetablethreedays。

  \"Wegotalongprettywell。Istudiedtobeaminis-

  terandprayed。Iwasaregularassaboutsayingprayers。Youshouldhaveheardme。Whenmyfa-

  therdiedIprayedallnight,justasIdidsometimeswhenmybrotherwasintowndrinkingandgoingaboutbuyingthethingsforus。IntheeveningaftersupperIkneltbythetablewherethemoneylayandprayedforhours。WhennoonewaslookingIstoleadollarortwoandputitinmypocket。Thatmakesmelaughnowbutthenitwasterrible。Itwasonmymindallthetime。Igotsixdollarsaweekfrommyjobonthepaperandalwaystookitstraighthometomother。ThefewdollarsIstolefrommybrother\'spileIspentonmyself,youknow,fortrifles,candyandcigarettesandsuchthings。

  \"WhenmyfatherdiedattheasylumoveratDay-

  ton,Iwentoverthere。IborrowedsomemoneyfromthemanforwhomIworkedandwentonthetrainatnight。Itwasraining。IntheasylumtheytreatedmeasthoughIwereaking。

  \"ThemenwhohadjobsintheasylumhadfoundoutIwasanewspaperreporter。Thatmadethemafraid。Therehadbeensomenegligence,somecare-

  lessness,yousee,whenfatherwasill。TheythoughtperhapsIwouldwriteitupinthepaperandmakeafuss。Ineverintendedtodoanythingofthekind。

  \"Anyway,inIwenttotheroomwheremyfatherlaydeadandblessedthedeadbody。Iwonderwhatputthatnotionintomyhead。Wouldn\'tmybrother,thepainter,havelaughed,though。ThereIstoodoverthedeadbodyandspreadoutmyhands。Thesuperintendentoftheasylumandsomeofhishelp-

  erscameinandstoodaboutlookingsheepish。Itwasveryamusing。Ispreadoutmyhandsandsaid,\'Letpeacebroodoverthiscarcass。\'That\'swhatI

  said。\"

  Jumpingtohisfeetandbreakingoffthetale,Doc-

  torParcivalbegantowalkupanddownintheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglewhereGeorgeWillardsatlis-

  tening。Hewasawkwardand,astheofficewassmall,continuallyknockedagainstthings。\"WhatafoolIamtobetalking,\"hesaid。\"Thatisnotmyobjectincominghereandforcingmyacquaintance-

  shipuponyou。Ihavesomethingelseinmind。YouareareporterjustasIwasonceandyouhaveat-

  tractedmyattention。Youmayendbybecomingjustsuchanotherfool。Iwanttowarnyouandkeeponwarningyou。That\'swhyIseekyouout。\"

  DoctorParcivalbegantalkingofGeorgeWillard\'sattitudetowardmen。Itseemedtotheboythatthemanhadbutoneobjectinview,tomakeeveryoneseemdespicable。\"Iwanttofillyouwithhatredandcontemptsothatyouwillbeasuperiorbeing,\"hedeclared。\"Lookatmybrother。Therewasafellow,eh?Hedespisedeveryone,yousee。Youhavenoideawithwhatcontempthelookeduponmotherandme。Andwashenotoursuperior?Youknowhewas。YouhavenotseenhimandyetIhavemadeyoufeelthat。Ihavegivenyouasenseofit。Heisdead。Oncewhenhewasdrunkhelaydownonthetracksandthecarinwhichhelivedwiththeotherpaintersranoverhim。\"

  OnedayinAugustDoctorParcivalhadanadven-

  tureinWinesburg。ForamonthGeorgeWillardhadbeengoingeachmorningtospendanhourinthedoctor\'soffice。Thevisitscameaboutthroughade-

  sireonthepartofthedoctortoreadtotheboyfromthepagesofabookhewasintheprocessofwriting。

  TowritethebookDoctorParcivaldeclaredwastheobjectofhiscomingtoWinesburgtolive。

  OnthemorninginAugustbeforethecomingoftheboy,anincidenthadhappenedinthedoctor\'soffice。TherehadbeenanaccidentonMainStreet。

  Ateamofhorseshadbeenfrightenedbyatrainandhadrunaway。Alittlegirl,thedaughterofafarmer,hadbeenthrownfromabuggyandkilled。

  OnMainStreeteveryonehadbecomeexcitedandacryfordoctorshadgoneup。Allthreeoftheactivepractitionersofthetownhadcomequicklybuthadfoundthechilddead。FromthecrowdsomeonehadruntotheofficeofDoctorParcivalwhohadbluntlyrefusedtogodownoutofhisofficetothedeadchild。Theuselesscrueltyofhisrefusalhadpassedunnoticed。Indeed,themanwhohadcomeupthestairwaytosummonhimhadhurriedawaywithouthearingtherefusal。

  Allofthis,DoctorParcivaldidnotknowandwhenGeorgeWillardcametohisofficehefoundthemanshakingwithterror。\"WhatIhavedonewillarousethepeopleofthistown,\"hedeclaredexcitedly。\"DoInotknowhumannature?DoInotknowwhatwillhappen?Wordofmyrefusalwillbewhisperedabout。Presentlymenwillgettogetheringroupsandtalkofit。Theywillcomehere。Wewillquarrelandtherewillbetalkofhanging。Thentheywillcomeagainbearingaropeintheirhands。\"

  DoctorParcivalshookwithfright。\"Ihaveapre-

  sentiment,\"hedeclaredemphatically。\"ItmaybethatwhatIamtalkingaboutwillnotoccurthismorning。ItmaybeputoffuntiltonightbutIwillbehanged。Everyonewillgetexcited。Iwillbehangedtoalamp-postonMainStreet。\"

  Goingtothedoorofhisdirtyoffice,DoctorParci-

  vallookedtimidlydownthestairwayleadingtothestreet。Whenhereturnedthefrightthathadbeeninhiseyeswasbeginningtobereplacedbydoubt。

  ComingontiptoeacrosstheroomhetappedGeorgeWillardontheshoulder。\"Ifnotnow,sometime,\"

  hewhispered,shakinghishead。\"IntheendIwillbecrucified,uselesslycrucified。\"

  DoctorParcivalbegantopleadwithGeorgeWil-

  lard。\"Youmustpayattentiontome,\"heurged。\"IfsomethinghappensperhapsyouwillbeabletowritethebookthatImaynevergetwritten。Theideaisverysimple,sosimplethatifyouarenotcarefulyouwillforgetit。Itisthis——thateveryoneintheworldisChristandtheyareallcrucified。That\'swhatIwanttosay。Don\'tyouforgetthat。Whateverhappens,don\'tyoudareletyourselfforget。\"

  NOBODYKNOWS

  LOOKINGCAUTIOUSLYABOUT,GeorgeWillardarosefromhisdeskintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandwenthurriedlyoutatthebackdoor。Thenightwaswarmandcloudyandalthoughitwasnotyeteighto\'clock,thealleywaybackoftheEagleofficewaspitchdark。Ateamofhorsestiedtoapostsomewhereinthedarknessstampedonthehard-

  bakedground。AcatsprangfromunderGeorgeWil-

  lard\'sfeetandranawayintothenight。Theyoungmanwasnervous。Alldayhehadgoneabouthisworklikeonedazedbyablow。Inthealleywayhetrembledasthoughwithfright。

  InthedarknessGeorgeWillardwalkedalongthealleyway,goingcarefullyandcautiously。ThebackdoorsoftheWinesburgstoreswereopenandhecouldseemensittingaboutunderthestorelamps。

  InMyerbaum\'sNotionStoreMrs。Willythesaloonkeeper\'swifestoodbythecounterwithabasketonherarm。SidGreentheclerkwaswaitingonher。

  Heleanedoverthecounterandtalkedearnestly。

  GeorgeWillardcrouchedandthenjumpedthroughthepathoflightthatcameoutatthedoor。

  Hebegantorunforwardinthedarkness。BehindEdGriffith\'ssaloonoldJerryBirdthetowndrunkardlayasleepontheground。Therunnerstumbledoverthesprawlinglegs。Helaughedbrokenly。

  GeorgeWillardhadsetforthuponanadventure。

  Alldayhehadbeentryingtomakeuphismindtogothroughwiththeadventureandnowhewasact-

  ing。IntheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglehehadbeensittingsincesixo\'clocktryingtothink。

  Therehadbeennodecision。Hehadjustjumpedtohisfeet,hurriedpastWillHendersonwhowasreadingproofintheprintshopandstartedtorunalongthealleyway。

  ThroughstreetafterstreetwentGeorgeWillard,avoidingthepeoplewhopassed。Hecrossedandrecrossedtheroad。Whenhepassedastreetlamphepulledhishatdownoverhisface。Hedidnotdarethink。Inhismindtherewasafearbutitwasanewkindoffear。Hewasafraidtheadventureonwhichhehadsetoutwouldbespoiled,thathewouldlosecourageandturnback。

  GeorgeWillardfoundLouiseTrunnioninthekitchenofherfather\'shouse。Shewaswashingdishesbythelightofakerosenelamp。Thereshestoodbehindthescreendoorinthelittleshedlikekitchenatthebackofthehouse。GeorgeWillardstoppedbyapicketfenceandtriedtocontroltheshakingofhisbody。Onlyanarrowpotatopatchseparatedhimfromtheadventure。Fiveminutespassedbeforehefeltsureenoughofhimselftocalltoher。\"Louise!Oh,Louise!\"hecalled。Thecrystuckinhisthroat。Hisvoicebecameahoarsewhisper。

  LouiseTrunnioncameoutacrossthepotatopatchholdingthedishclothinherhand。\"HowdoyouknowIwanttogooutwithyou,\"shesaidsulkily。

  \"Whatmakesyousosure?\"

  GeorgeWillarddidnotanswer。Insilencethetwostoodinthedarknesswiththefencebetweenthem。

  \"Yougoonalong,\"shesaid。\"Pa\'sinthere。I\'llcomealong。YouwaitbyWilliams\'barn。\"

  Theyoungnewspaperreporterhadreceivedalet-

  terfromLouiseTrunnion。IthadcomethatmorningtotheofficeoftheWinesburgEagle。Theletterwasbrief。\"I\'myoursifyouwantme,\"itsaid。Hethoughtitannoyingthatinthedarknessbythefenceshehadpretendedtherewasnothingbetweenthem。\"Shehasanerve!Well,gracioussakes,shehasanerve,\"hemutteredashewentalongthestreetandpassedarowofvacantlotswherecorngrew。Thecornwasshoulderhighandhadbeenplantedrightdowntothesidewalk。

  WhenLouiseTrunnioncameoutofthefrontdoorofherhouseshestillworetheginghamdressinwhichshehadbeenwashingdishes。Therewasnohatonherhead。Theboycouldseeherstandingwiththedoorknobinherhandtalkingtosomeonewithin,nodoubttooldJakeTrunnion,herfather。

  OldJakewashalfdeafandsheshouted。Thedoorclosedandeverythingwasdarkandsilentinthelittlesidestreet。GeorgeWillardtrembledmorevio-

  lentlythanever。

  IntheshadowsbyWilliams\'barnGeorgeandLouisestood,notdaringtotalk。Shewasnotpartic-

  ularlycomelyandtherewasablacksmudgeonthesideofhernose。Georgethoughtshemusthaverubbedhernosewithherfingeraftershehadbeenhandlingsomeofthekitchenpots。

  Theyoungmanbegantolaughnervously。\"It\'swarm,\"hesaid。Hewantedtotouchherwithhishand。\"I\'mnotverybold,\"hethought。Justtotouchthefoldsofthesoiledginghamdresswould,hede-

  cided,beanexquisitepleasure。Shebegantoquib-

  ble。\"Youthinkyou\'rebetterthanIam。Don\'ttellme,IguessIknow,\"shesaiddrawingclosertohim。

  AfloodofwordsburstfromGeorgeWillard。Herememberedthelookthathadlurkedinthegirl\'seyeswhentheyhadmetonthestreetsandthoughtofthenoteshehadwritten。Doubtlefthim。Thewhisperedtalesconcerningherthathadgoneabouttowngavehimconfidence。Hebecamewhollythemale,boldandaggressive。Inhishearttherewasnosympathyforher。\"Ah,comeon,it\'llbeallright。

  Therewon\'tbeanyoneknowanything。Howcantheyknow?\"heurged。

  Theybegantowalkalonganarrowbricksidewalkbetweenthecracksofwhichtallweedsgrew。Someofthebricksweremissingandthesidewalkwasroughandirregular。Hetookholdofherhandthatwasalsoroughandthoughtitdelightfullysmall。

  \"Ican\'tgofar,\"shesaidandhervoicewasquiet,unperturbed。

  Theycrossedabridgethatranoveratinystreamandpassedanothervacantlotinwhichcorngrew。

  Thestreetended。Inthepathatthesideoftheroadtheywerecompelledtowalkonebehindtheother。

  WillOverton\'sberryfieldlaybesidetheroadandtherewasapileofboards。\"Willisgoingtobuildashedtostoreberrycrateshere,\"saidGeorgeandtheysatdownupontheboards。

  WhenGeorgeWillardgotbackintoMainStreetitwaspastteno\'clockandhadbeguntorain。ThreetimeshewalkedupanddownthelengthofMainStreet。SylvesterWest\'sDrugStorewasstillopenandhewentinandboughtacigar。WhenShortyCrandalltheclerkcameoutatthedoorwithhimhewaspleased。Forfiveminutesthetwostoodintheshelterofthestoreawningandtalked。GeorgeWil-

  lardfeltsatisfied。Hehadwantedmorethanany-

  thingelsetotalktosomeman。AroundacornertowardtheNewWillardHousehewentwhistlingsoftly。

  OnthesidewalkatthesideofWinney\'sDryGoodsStorewheretherewasahighboardfencecoveredwithcircuspictures,hestoppedwhistlingandstoodperfectlystillinthedarkness,attentive,listeningasthoughforavoicecallinghisname。

  Thenagainhelaughednervously。\"Shehasn\'tgotanythingonme。Nobodyknows,\"hemuttereddog-

  gedlyandwentonhisway。

  GODLINESS

  ATaleinFourPartsTHEREWEREALWAYSthreeorfouroldpeoplesittingonthefrontporchofthehouseorputteringaboutthegardenoftheBentleyfarm。ThreeoftheoldpeoplewerewomenandsisterstoJesse。Theywereacolorless,softvoicedlot。ThentherewasasilentoldmanwiththinwhitehairwhowasJesse\'suncle。

  Thefarmhousewasbuiltofwood,aboardouter-

  coveringoveraframeworkoflogs。Itwasinrealitynotonehousebutaclusterofhousesjoinedto-

  getherinaratherhaphazardmanner。Inside,theplacewasfullofsurprises。Onewentupstepsfromthelivingroomintothediningroomandtherewerealwaysstepstobeascendedordescendedinpassingfromoneroomtoanother。Atmealtimestheplacewaslikeabeehive。Atonemomentallwasquiet,thendoorsbegantoopen,feetclatteredonstairs,amurmurofsoftvoicesaroseandpeopleappearedfromadozenobscurecorners。

  Besidestheoldpeople,alreadymentioned,manyotherslivedintheBentleyhouse。Therewerefourhiredmen,awomannamedAuntCallieBeebe,whowasinchargeofthehousekeeping,adull-wittedgirlnamedElizaStoughton,whomadebedsandhelpedwiththemilking,aboywhoworkedinthestables,andJesseBentleyhimself,theownerandoverlordofitall。

  BythetimetheAmericanCivilWarhadbeenoverfortwentyyears,thatpartofNorthernOhiowheretheBentleyfarmslayhadbeguntoemergefrompioneerlife。Jessethenownedmachineryforhar-

  vestinggrain。Hehadbuiltmodernbarnsandmostofhislandwasdrainedwithcarefullylaidtiledrain,butinordertounderstandthemanwewillhavetogobacktoanearlierday。

  TheBentleyfamilyhadbeeninNorthernOhioforseveralgenerationsbeforeJesse\'stime。TheycamefromNewYorkStateandtookuplandwhenthecountrywasnewandlandcouldbehadatalowprice。Foralongtimethey,incommonwithalltheotherMiddleWesternpeople,wereverypoor。Thelandtheyhadsettleduponwasheavilywoodedandcoveredwithfallenlogsandunderbrush。Afterthelonghardlaborofclearingtheseawayandcuttingthetimber,therewerestillthestumpstobereck-

  onedwith。Plowsrunthroughthefieldscaughtonhiddenroots,stoneslayallabout,onthelowplaceswatergathered,andtheyoungcornturnedyellow,sickenedanddied。

  WhenJesseBentley\'sfatherandbrothershadcomeintotheirownershipoftheplace,muchoftheharderpartoftheworkofclearinghadbeendone,buttheyclungtooldtraditionsandworkedlikedrivenanimals。Theylivedaspracticallyallofthefarmingpeopleofthetimelived。InthespringandthroughmostofthewinterthehighwaysleadingintothetownofWinesburgwereaseaofmud。Thefouryoungmenofthefamilyworkedhardalldayinthefields,theyateheavilyofcoarse,greasyfood,andatnightsleptliketiredbeastsonbedsofstraw。

  Intotheirlivescamelittlethatwasnotcoarseandbrutalandoutwardlytheywerethemselvescoarseandbrutal。OnSaturdayafternoonstheyhitchedateamofhorsestoathree-seatedwagonandwentofftotown。Intowntheystoodaboutthestovesinthestorestalkingtootherfarmersortothestorekeepers。Theyweredressedinoverallsandinthewinterworeheavycoatsthatwerefleckedwithmud。Theirhandsastheystretchedthemouttotheheatofthestoveswerecrackedandred。Itwasdif-

  ficultforthemtotalkandsotheyforthemostpartkeptsilent。Whentheyhadboughtmeat,flour,sugar,andsalt,theywentintooneoftheWinesburgsaloonsanddrankbeer。Undertheinfluenceofdrinkthenaturallystronglustsoftheirnatures,keptsuppressedbytheheroiclaborofbreakingupnewground,werereleased。Akindofcrudeandanimal-

  likepoeticfervortookpossessionofthem。Ontheroadhometheystooduponthewagonseatsandshoutedatthestars。Sometimestheyfoughtlongandbitterlyandatothertimestheybrokeforthintosongs。OnceEnochBentley,theolderoneoftheboys,struckhisfather,oldTomBentley,withthebuttofateamster\'swhip,andtheoldmanseemedlikelytodie。FordaysEnochlayhidinthestrawintheloftofthestablereadytofleeiftheresultofhismomentarypassionturnedouttobemurder。Hewaskeptalivewithfoodbroughtbyhismother,whoalsokepthiminformedoftheinjuredman\'scondition。Whenallturnedoutwellheemergedfromhishidingplaceandwentbacktotheworkofclearinglandasthoughnothinghadhappened。

  TheCivilWarbroughtasharpturntothefortunesoftheBentleysandwasresponsiblefortheriseoftheyoungestson,Jesse。Enoch,Edward,Harry,andWillBentleyallenlistedandbeforethelongwarendedtheywereallkilled。ForatimeaftertheywentawaytotheSouth,oldTomtriedtoruntheplace,buthewasnotsuccessful。WhenthelastofthefourhadbeenkilledhesentwordtoJessethathewouldhavetocomehome。

  Thenthemother,whohadnotbeenwellforayear,diedsuddenly,andthefatherbecamealto-

  getherdiscouraged。Hetalkedofsellingthefarmandmovingintotown。Alldayhewentaboutshak-

  inghisheadandmuttering。Theworkinthefieldswasneglectedandweedsgrewhighinthecorn。OldTimhiredmenbuthedidnotusethemintelligently。

  Whentheyhadgoneawaytothefieldsinthemorn-

  inghewanderedintothewoodsandsatdownonalog。Sometimesheforgottocomehomeatnightandoneofthedaughtershadtogoinsearchofhim。

  WhenJesseBentleycamehometothefarmandbegantotakechargeofthingshewasaslight,sensitive-lookingmanoftwenty-two。AteighteenhehadlefthometogotoschooltobecomeascholarandeventuallytobecomeaministerofthePresbyte-

  rianChurch。Allthroughhisboyhoodhehadbeenwhatinourcountrywascalledan\"oddsheep\"andhadnotgotonwithhisbrothers。Ofallthefamilyonlyhismotherhadunderstoodhimandshewasnowdead。Whenhecamehometotakechargeofthefarm,thathadatthattimegrowntomorethansixhundredacres,everyoneonthefarmsaboutandinthenearbytownofWinesburgsmiledattheideaofhistryingtohandletheworkthathadbeendonebyhisfourstrongbrothers。

  Therewasindeedgoodcausetosmile。BythestandardsofhisdayJessedidnotlooklikeamanatall。Hewassmallandveryslenderandwomanishofbodyand,truetothetraditionsofyoungminis-

  ters,worealongblackcoatandanarrowblackstringtie。Theneighborswereamusedwhentheysawhim,aftertheyearsaway,andtheywereevenmoreamusedwhentheysawthewomanhehadmarriedinthecity。

  Asamatteroffact,Jesse\'swifedidsoongounder。

  ThatwasperhapsJesse\'sfault。AfarminNorthernOhiointhehardyearsaftertheCivilWarwasnoplaceforadelicatewoman,andKatherineBentleywasdelicate。Jessewashardwithherashewaswitheverybodyabouthiminthosedays。Shetriedtodosuchworkasalltheneighborwomenaboutherdidandhelethergoonwithoutinterference。Shehelpedtodothemilkinganddidpartofthehouse-

  work;shemadethebedsforthemenandpreparedtheirfood。Forayearsheworkedeverydayfromsunriseuntillateatnightandthenaftergivingbirthtoachildshedied。

  AsforJesseBentley——althoughhewasadelicatelybuiltmantherewassomethingwithinhimthatcouldnoteasilybekilled。Hehadbrowncurlyhairandgreyeyesthatwereattimeshardanddirect,attimeswaveringanduncertain。Notonlywasheslen-

  derbuthewasalsoshortofstature。Hismouthwaslikethemouthofasensitiveandverydeterminedchild。JesseBentleywasafanatic。Hewasamanbornoutofhistimeandplaceandforthishesuf-

  feredandmadeotherssuffer。Neverdidhesucceedingettingwhathewantedoutoffifeandhedidnotknowwhathewanted。WithinaveryshorttimeafterhecamehometotheBentleyfarmhemadeeveryonetherealittleafraidofhim,andhiswife,whoshouldhavebeenclosetohimashismotherhadbeen,wasafraidalso。Attheendoftwoweeksafterhiscoming,oldTomBentleymadeovertohimtheentireownershipoftheplaceandretiredintothebackground。Everyoneretiredintotheback-

  ground。Inspiteofhisyouthandinexperience,Jessehadthetrickofmasteringthesoulsofhispeople。

  Hewassoinearnestineverythinghedidandsaidthatnooneunderstoodhim。Hemadeeveryoneonthefarmworkastheyhadneverworkedbeforeandyettherewasnojoyinthework。IfthingswentwelltheywentwellforJesseandneverforthepeoplewhowerehisdependents。LikeathousandotherstrongmenwhohavecomeintotheworldhereinAmericaintheselatertimes,Jessewasbuthalfstrong。Hecouldmasterothersbuthecouldnotmasterhimself。Therunningofthefarmasithadneverbeenrunbeforewaseasyforhim。WhenhecamehomefromClevelandwherehehadbeeninschool,heshuthimselfofffromallofhispeopleandbegantomakeplans。Hethoughtaboutthefarmnightanddayandthatmadehimsuccessful。

  Othermenonthefarmsabouthimworkedtoohardandweretoofiredtothink,buttothinkofthefarmandtobeeverlastinglymakingplansforitssuccesswasarelieftoJesse。Itpartiallysatisfiedsomethinginhispassionatenature。Immediatelyafterhecamehomehehadawingbuiltontotheoldhouseandinalargeroomfacingthewesthehadwindowsthatlookedintothebarnyardandotherwindowsthatlookedoffacrossthefields。Bythewindowhesatdowntothink。Hourafterhouranddayafterdayhesatandlookedoverthelandandthoughtouthisnewplaceinlife。Thepassionateburningthinginhisnatureflamedupandhiseyesbecamehard。Hewantedtomakethefarmproduceasnofarminhisstatehadeverproducedbeforeandthenhewantedsomethingelse。Itwastheindefinablehungerwithinthatmadehiseyeswaverandthatkepthimalwaysmoreandmoresilentbeforepeople。Hewouldhavegivenmuchtoachievepeaceandinhimwasafearthatpeacewasthethinghecouldnotachieve。

  AlloverhisbodyJesseBentleywasalive。Inhissmallframewasgatheredtheforceofalonglineofstrongmen。Hehadalwaysbeenextraordinarilyalivewhenhewasasmallboyonthefarmandlaterwhenhewasayoungmaninschool。IntheschoolhehadstudiedandthoughtofGodandtheBiblewithhiswholemindandheart。Astimepassedandhegrewtoknowpeoplebetter,hebegantothinkofhimselfasanextraordinaryman,onesetapartfromhisfellows。Hewantedterriblytomakehislifeathingofgreatimportance,andashelookedaboutathisfellowmenandsawhowlikeclodstheyliveditseemedtohimthathecouldnotbeartobecomealsosuchaclod。Althoughinhisabsorptioninhim-

  selfandinhisowndestinyhewasblindtothefactthathisyoungwifewasdoingastrongwoman\'sworkevenaftershehadbecomelargewithchildandthatshewaskillingherselfinhisservice,hedidnotintendtobeunkindtoher。Whenhisfather,whowasoldandtwistedwithtoil,madeovertohimtheownershipofthefarmandseemedcontenttocreepawaytoacornerandwaitfordeath,heshruggedhisshouldersanddismissedtheoldmanfromhismind。

  IntheroombythewindowoverlookingthelandthathadcomedowntohimsatJessethinkingofhisownaffairs。Inthestableshecouldhearthetramp-

  ingofhishorsesandtherestlessmovementofhiscattle。Awayinthefieldshecouldseeothercattlewanderingovergreenhills。Thevoicesofmen,hismenwhoworkedforhim,cameintohimthroughthewindow。Fromthemilkhousetherewasthesteadythump,thumpofachurnbeingmanipulatedbythehalf-wittedgirl,ElizaStoughton。Jesse\'smindwentbacktothemenofOldTestamentdayswhohadalsoownedlandsandherds。HerememberedhowGodhadcomedownoutoftheskiesandtalkedtothesemenandhewantedGodtonoticeandtotalktohimalso。Akindoffeverishboyisheagernesstoinsomewayachieveinhisownlifetheflavorofsignificancethathadhungoverthesementookpossessionofhim。BeingaprayerfulmanhespokeofthematteraloudtoGodandthesoundofhisownwordsstrengthenedandfedhiseagerness。

  \"Iamanewkindofmancomeintopossessionofthesefields,\"hedeclared。\"Lookuponme,OGod,andlookThoualsouponmyneighborsandallthemenwhohavegonebeforemehere!OGod,createinmeanotherJesse,likethatoneofold,toruleovermenandtobethefatherofsonswhoshallberul-

  ers!\"Jessegrewexcitedashetalkedaloudandjumpingtohisfeetwalkedupanddownintheroom。Infancyhesawhimselflivinginoldtimesandamongoldpeoples。Thelandthatlaystretchedoutbeforehimbecameofvastsignificance,aplacepeopledbyhisfancywithanewraceofmensprungfromhimself。Itseemedtohimthatinhisdayasinthoseotherandolderdays,kingdomsmightbecre-

  atedandnewimpulsesgiventothelivesofmenbythepowerofGodspeakingthroughachosenser-

  vant。Helongedtobesuchaservant。\"ItisGod\'sworkIhavecometothelandtodo,\"hedeclaredinaloudvoiceandhisshortfigurestraightenedandhethoughtthatsomethinglikeahaloofGodlyap-

  provalhungoverhim。

  ItwillperhapsbesomewhatdifficultforthemenandwomenofalaterdaytounderstandJesseBent-

  ley。Inthelastfiftyyearsavastchangehastakenplaceinthelivesofourpeople。Arevolutionhasinfacttakenplace。Thecomingofindustrialism,at-

  tendedbyalltheroarandrattleofaffairs,theshrillcriesofmillionsofnewvoicesthathavecomeamongusfromoverseas,thegoingandcomingoftrains,thegrowthofcities,thebuildingoftheinter-

  urbancarlinesthatweaveinandoutoftownsandpastfarmhouses,andnowintheselaterdaysthecomingoftheautomobileshasworkedatremen-

  douschangeinthelivesandinthehabitsofthoughtofourpeopleofMid-America。Books,badlyimag-

  inedandwrittenthoughtheymaybeinthehurryofourtimes,areineveryhousehold,magazinescir-

  culatebythemillionsofcopies,newspapersareev-

  erywhere。Inourdayafarmerstandingbythestoveinthestoreinhisvillagehashismindfilledtoover-

  flowingwiththewordsofothermen。Thenewspa-

  persandthemagazineshavepumpedhimfull。

  Muchoftheoldbrutalignorancethathadinitalsoakindofbeautifulchildlikeinnocenceisgonefor-

  ever。Thefarmerbythestoveisbrothertothemenofthecities,andifyoulistenyouwillfindhimtalkingasgliblyandassenselesslyasthebestcitymanofusall。

  InJesseBentley\'stimeandinthecountrydistrictsofthewholeMiddleWestintheyearsaftertheCivilWaritwasnotso。Menlaboredtoohardandweretootiredtoread。Inthemwasnodesireforwordsprinteduponpaper。Astheyworkedinthefields,vague,half-formedthoughtstookpossessionofthem。TheybelievedinGodandinGod\'spowertocontroltheirlives。InthelittleProtestantchurchestheygatheredonSundaytohearofGodandhisworks。Thechurcheswerethecenterofthesocialandintellectuallifeofthetimes。ThefigureofGodwasbigintheheartsofmen。

  Andso,havingbeenbornanimaginativechildandhavingwithinhimagreatintellectualeagerness,JesseBentleyhadturnedwholeheartedlytowardGod。Whenthewartookhisbrothersaway,hesawthehandofGodinthat。Whenhisfatherbecameillandcouldnolongerattendtotherunningofthefarm,hetookthatalsoasasignfromGod。Inthecity,whenthewordcametohim,hewalkedaboutatnightthroughthestreetsthinkingofthematterandwhenhehadcomehomeandhadgottheworkonthefarmwellunderway,hewentagainatnighttowalkthroughtheforestsandoverthelowhillsandtothinkofGod。

  Ashewalkedtheimportanceofhisownfigureinsomedivineplangrewinhismind。Hegrewavari-

  ciousandwasimpatientthatthefarmcontainedonlysixhundredacres。Kneelinginafencecornerattheedgeofsomemeadow,hesenthisvoiceabroadintothesilenceandlookinguphesawthestarsshiningdownathim。

  Oneevening,somemonthsafterhisfather\'sdeath,andwhenhiswifeKatherinewasexpectingatanymomenttobelaidabedofchildbirth,Jesselefthishouseandwentforalongwalk。TheBentleyfarmwassituatedinatinyvalleywateredbyWineCreek,andJessewalkedalongthebanksofthestreamtotheendofhisownlandandonthroughthefieldsofhisneighbors。Ashewalkedthevalleybroadenedandthennarrowedagain。Greatopenstretchesoffieldandwoodlaybeforehim。Themooncameoutfrombehindclouds,and,climbingalowhill,hesatdowntothink。

  JessethoughtthatasthetrueservantofGodtheentirestretchofcountrythroughwhichhehadwalkedshouldhavecomeintohispossession。Hethoughtofhisdeadbrothersandblamedthemthattheyhadnotworkedharderandachievedmore。Be-

  forehiminthemoonlightthetinystreamrandownoverstones,andhebegantothinkofthemenofoldtimeswholikehimselfhadownedflocksandlands。

  Afantasticimpulse,halffear,halfgreediness,tookpossessionofJesseBentley。HerememberedhowintheoldBiblestorytheLordhadappearedtothatotherJesseandtoldhimtosendhissonDavidtowhereSaulandthemenofIsraelwerefightingthePhilistinesintheValleyofElah。IntoJesse\'smindcametheconvictionthatalloftheOhiofarmerswhoownedlandinthevalleyofWineCreekwerePhilistinesandenemiesofGod。\"Suppose,\"

  hewhisperedtohimself,\"thereshouldcomefromamongthemonewho,likeGoliaththePhilistineofGath,coulddefeatmeandtakefrommemyposses-

  sions。\"InfancyhefeltthesickeningdreadthathethoughtmusthavelainheavyontheheartofSaulbeforethecomingofDavid。Jumpingtohisfeet,hebegantorunthroughthenight。AsheranhecalledtoGod。Hisvoicecarriedfaroverthelowhills。

  \"JehovahofHosts,\"hecried,\"sendtomethisnightoutofthewombofKatherine,ason。LetThygracealightuponme。SendmeasontobecalledDavidwhoshallhelpmetopluckatlastalloftheselandsoutofthehandsofthePhilistinesandturnthemtoThyserviceandtothebuildingofThykingdomonearth。\"

  II

  DAVIDHARDYOFWinesburg,Ohio,wasthegrand-

  sonofJesseBentley,theownerofBentleyfarms。

  WhenhewastwelveyearsoldhewenttotheoldBentleyplacetolive。Hismother,LouiseBentley,thegirlwhocameintotheworldonthatnightwhenJesseranthroughthefieldscryingtoGodthathebegivenason,hadgrowntowomanhoodonthefarmandhadmarriedyoungJohnHardyofWines-

  burg,whobecameabanker。Louiseandherhus-

  banddidnotlivehappilytogetherandeveryoneagreedthatshewastoblame。Shewasasmallwomanwithsharpgreyeyesandblackhair。Fromchildhoodshehadbeeninclinedtofitsoftemperandwhennotangryshewasoftenmoroseandsi-

  lent。InWinesburgitwassaidthatshedrank。Herhusband,thebanker,whowasacareful,shrewdman,triedhardtomakeherhappy。WhenhebegantomakemoneyheboughtforheralargebrickhouseonElmStreetinWinesburgandhewasthefirstmaninthattowntokeepamanservanttodrivehiswife\'scarriage。

  ButLouisecouldnotbemadehappy。Sheflewintohalfinsanefitsoftemperduringwhichshewassometimessilent,sometimesnoisyandquarrelsome。

  Shesworeandcriedoutinheranger。Shegotaknifefromthekitchenandthreatenedherhusband\'slife。Onceshedeliberatelysetfiretothehouse,andoftenshehidherselfawayfordaysinherownroomandwouldseenoone。Herlife,livedasahalfre-

  cluse,gaverisetoallsortsofstoriesconcerningher。

  Itwassaidthatshetookdrugsandthatshehidherselfawayfrompeoplebecauseshewasoftensoundertheinfluenceofdrinkthatherconditioncouldnotbeconcealed。Sometimesonsummerafternoonsshecameoutofthehouseandgotintohercarriage。

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