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  Theyhadonespringdaytogether——onlyone。Itwasthedaybeforethesailing;allthestoreshadbeenshipped,andYannremainedthewholedaywithher。Theystrolledalong,arm-in-arm,throughthelanes,likesweetheartsagain,veryclosetooneanother,murmuringathousandtenderthings。Thegoodfolksmiled,astheysawthempass,saying:

  \"It\'sGaud,withlongYannfromPors-Even。Theyweremarriedonlyt\'otherday!\"

  Thislastdaywasreallyspring。Itwasstrangeandwonderfultobeholdthisuniversalserenity。Notasinglecloudmarredthelatelyfleckedsky。Thewinddidnotblowanywhere。Theseahadbecomequitetranquil,andwasofapale,evenbluetint。Thesunshonewithglaringwhitebrilliancy,andtheroughBretonlandseemedbathedinitslight,asinarare,delicateether;itseemedtobrightenandreviveevenintheutmostdistance。Theairhadadelicious,balmyscent,asofsummeritself,andseemedasifitwerealwaysgoingtoremainso,andneverknowanymoregloomy,thunderousdays。Thecapesandbaysoverwhichthechangefulshadowsofthecloudsnolongerpassed,wereoutlinedinstrongsteadylinesinthesunlight,andappearedtorestalsointhelong-duringcalm。Allthismadetheirlovingfestivalsweeterandlongerdrawnout。Theearlyflowersalreadyappeared:primroses,andfrail,scentlessvioletsgrewalongthehedgerows。

  WhenGaudasked:\"Howlongthenareyougoingtoloveme,Yann?\"

  Heanswered,surprisedly,lookingatherfullinthefacewithhisfrankeyes:\"Why,forever,Gaud。\"

  Thatword,spokensosimplybyhisfiercelips,seemedtohaveitstruesenseofeternity。

  Sheleanedonhisarm。Intheenchantmentofherrealizeddream,shepressedclosetohim,alwaysanxious,feelingthathewasasflightyasawildsea-bird。To-morrowhewouldtakehissoaringontheopensea。Anditwastoolatenow,shecoulddonothingtostophim。

  Fromthecliff-pathswheretheywandered,theycouldseethewholeofthissea-boundcountry;whichseemsalmosttreeless,strewnwithlow,stuntedbushandboulders。Hereandtherefishers\'hutswerescatteredovertherocks,theirhighbatteredthatchesmadegreenbythecroppingupofnewmosses;andintheextremedistance,thesea,likeaboundlesstransparency,stretchedoutinanever-endinghorizon,whichseemedtoencircleeverything。

  SheenjoyedtellinghimaboutallthewonderfulthingsshehadseeninParis,buthewasverycontemptuous,andwasnotinterested。

  \"It\'ssofarfromthecoast,\"saidhe,\"andthereissomuchlandbetween,thatitmustbeunhealthy。Somanyhousesandsomanypeople,too,about!Theremustbelotsofillsandailsinthosebigtowns;

  no,Ishouldn\'tliketolivethere,certainsure!\"

  Shesmiled,surprisedtoseethisgiantsosimpleafellow。

  Sometimestheycameacrosshollowswheretreesgrewandseemedtodefythewinds。Therewasnoviewhere,onlydeadleavesscatteredbeneaththeirfeetandchillydampness;thenarrowway,borderedonbothsidesbygreenreeds,seemedverydismalundertheshadowofthebranches;

  hemmedinbythewallsofsomedark,lonelyhamlet,rottingwitholdage,andslumberinginthishollow。

  Acrucifixaroseinevitablybeforethem,amongthedeadbranches,withitscolossalimageofOurSaviourinweather-wornwood,itsfeatureswrungwithHisendlessagony。

  Thenthepathwayroseagain,andtheyfoundthemselvescommandingtheviewofimmensehorizons——andbreathedthebracingairofsea-heightsoncemore。

  He,tomatchher,spokeofIceland,itspale,nightlesssummersandsunthatneverset。Gauddidnotunderstandandaskedhimtoexplain。

  \"Thesungoesallround,\"saidhe,wavinghisarminthedirectionofthedistantcircleofthebluewaters。\"Italwaysremainsverylow,becauseithasnostrengthtorise;atmidnight,itdragsabitthroughthewater,butsoongetsupandbeginsitsjourneyroundagain。Sometimesthemoonappearstoo,attheothersideofthesky;

  thentheymovetogether,andyoucan\'tverywelltellonefromt\'other,fortheyaremuchalikeinthatqueercountry。\"

  Toseethesunatmidnight!HowveryfaroffIcelandmustbeforsuchmarvelstohappen!Andthefjords?Gaudhadreadthatwordseveraltimeswrittenamongthenamesofthedeadinthechapeloftheshipwrecked,anditseemedtoportendsomegrislything。

  \"Thefjords,\"saidYann,\"theyarenotbroadbays,likePaimpol,forinstance;onlytheyaresurroundedbyhighmountains——sohighthattheyseemendless,becauseofthecloudsupontheirtops。It\'sasorrycountry,Icantellyou,darling。Nothingbutstones。ThepeopleofIcelandknowofnosuchthingsastrees。InthemiddleofAugust,whenourfisheryisover,it\'squitetimetoreturn,forthenightsbeginagainthen,andtheylengthenoutveryquickly;thesunfallsbelowtheearthwithoutbeingabletogetup,andthatnightlastsallthewinterthrough。Talkingofnight,\"hecontinued,\"there\'salittleburying-groundonthecoastinoneofthefjords,forPaimpolmenwhohavediedduringtheseasonorwentdownatsea;it\'sconsecratedearth,justlikeatPors-Even,andthedeadhavewoodencrossesjustlikeourshere,withtheirnamespaintedonthem。ThetwoGoazdiousfromPloubazlanecliethere,andGuillaumeMoan,Sylvestre\'sgrandfather。\"

  Shecouldalmostseethelittlechurchyardatthefootofthesolitarycapes,underthepalerose-colouredlightofthosenever-endingdays,andshethoughtofthosedistantdead,undertheiceanddarkwindingsheetsofthelongnight-likewinters。

  \"Doyoufishthewholetime?\"sheasked,\"withouteverstopping?\"

  \"Thewholetime,thoughwesomehowgetonwithworkondeck,fortheseaisn\'talwaysfineoutthere。Well!ofcoursewe\'redeadbeatwhenthenightcomes,butitgivesamananappetite——blessyou,dearest,weregularlygobbledownourmeals。\"

  \"Doyouneverfeelsickofit?\"

  \"Never,\"returnedhe,withanairofunshakenfaithwhichpainedher;

  \"ondeck,ontheopensea,thetimeneverseemslongtoaman——never!\"

  Shehungherhead,feelingsadderthanever,andmoreandmorevanquishedbyheronlyenemy,thesea。

  PARTV

  THESECONDWEDDING

  CHAPTERI

  THESTART

  Afterthespringdaytheyhadenjoyed,thefallingnightbroughtbacktheimpressionofwinter,andtheyreturnedtodinebeforetheirfire,whichwasflamingwithnewbranches。Itwastheirlastmealtogether;

  buttheyhadsomehoursyet,andwerenotsaddened。

  Afterdinner,theyrecoveredthesweetimpressionofspringagain,outonthePors-Evenroad;fortheairwascalm,almostgenial,andthetwilightstilllingeredovertheland。

  Theywenttoseethefamily——forYanntobidgood-bye——andreturnedearly,astheywishedtorisewithbreakofday。

  ThenextmorningthequayofPaimpolwascrowdedwithpeople。ThedeparturesforIcelandhadbegunthedaybefore,andwitheachtidetherewasafreshfleetoff。Onthisparticularmorning,fifteenvesselsweretostartwiththe/Leopoldine/,andthewivesormothersofthesailorswereallpresentatthegettingundersail。

  Gaud,whowasnowthewifeofanIcelander,wasmuchsurprisedtofindherselfamongthemall,andbroughtthitherforthesamefatefulpurpose。Herpositionseemedtohavebecomesointensifiedwithinthelastfewdays,thatshehadbarelyhadtimetorealizethingsastheywere;glidingirresistiblydownanincline,shehadarrivedatthisinexorableconclusionthatshemustbearupforthepresent,anddoastheothersdid,whowereaccustomedtoit。

  Sheneverbeforehadbeenpresentatthesefarewells;henceallwasnewtoher。Amongthesewomenwasnonelikeher,andshefeltherdifferenceandisolation。Herpastlife,asalady,wasstillremembered,andcausedhertobesetasideasoneapart。

  Theweatherhadremainedfineonthisparting-day;butoutatseaaheavyswellcamefromthewest,foretellingwind,andthesea,lyinginwaitforthesenewadventurers,burstitscrestsafar。

  AroundGaudstoodmanygood-lookingwiveslikeher,andtouching,withtheireyesbigwithtears;otherswerethoughtlessandlively;thesehadnoheartorwerenotinlove。Oldwomen,threatenednearlybydeath,weptastheyclungtotheirsons;sweetheartskissedeachother;half-maudlinsailorssangtocheerthemselvesup,whileotherswentonboardwithgloomylooksastotheirexecution。

  Manysadincidentscouldbemarked;therewerepoorlucklessfellowswhohadsignedtheircontractsunconsciously,wheninliquorinthegrog-shop,andtheyhadtobedraggedonboardbyforce;theirownwiveshelpingthegendarmes。Others,notedfortheirgreatstrength,hadbeendruggedindrinkbeforehand,andwerecarriedlikecorpsesonstretchers,andflungdownintheforecastles。

  Gaudwasfrightenedbyallthis;whatcompanionsweretheseforherYann?andwhatafearfulthingwasthisIceland,toinspiremenwithsuchterrorofit?

  Yetthereweresailorswhosmiled,andwerehappy;who,doubtless,likeYann,lovedtheuntrammelledlifeandhardfishingwork;thosewerethesound,ableseamen,whohadfinenoblecountenances;iftheywereunmarriedtheywentoffrecklessly,merelycastingalastlookonthelasses;andiftheyweremarried,theykissedtheirwivesandlittleones,withferventsadnessanddeephopefulnessastoreturninghomeallthericher。

  Gaudwasalittlecomfortedwhenshesawthatallthe/Leopoldines/

  wereofthelatterclass,formingreallyapickedcrew。

  Thevesselssetofftwobytwo,orfourbyfour,drawnoutbythetugs。Assoonastheymovedthesailorsraisedtheircapsand,full-

  voiced,struckupthehymntotheVirgin:\"/Salut,Etoile-de-la-Mer/!\"

  AllHail!StaroftheSea!,whileonthequay,thewomenwavedtheirhandsforalastfarewell,andtearsfelluponthelacestringsofthecaps。

  Assoonasthe/Leopoldine/started,GaudquicklysetofftowardsthehouseoftheGaoses。Afteranhourandahalf\'swalkalongthecoast,throughthefamiliarpathsofPloubazlanec,shearrivedthere,attheveryland\'send,withinthehomeofhernewfamily。

  The/Leopoldine/wastocastanchoroffPors-Evenbeforestartingdefinitelyintheevening,sothemarriedpairhadmadealastappointmenthere。Yanncametolandintheyawl,andstayedanotherthreehourswithhertobidhergood-byeonfirmland。Theweatherwasstillbeautifulandspring-like,andtheskyserene。

  Theywalkedoutonthehighroadarm-in-arm,anditremindedthemoftheirwalkthedaybefore。TheystrolledontowardsPaimpolwithoutanyapparentobjectinview,andsooncametotheirownhouse,asifunconsciouslydrawnthere;theyenteredtogetherforthelasttime。

  GrandamMoanwasquiteamazedatseeingthemtogetheragain。

  YannleftmanyinjunctionswithGaudconcerningseveralofhisthingsinhiswardrobe,especiallyabouthisfineweddingclothes;shewastotakethemoutoccasionallyandairtheminthesun,andsoon。Onboardshipthesailorslearnallthesehousehold-likematters;butGaudwasamusedtohearit。Herhusbandmighthavebeensure,though,thatallhisthingswouldbekeptandattendedto,withlovingcare。

  Butallthesematterswereverysecondaryforthem;theyspokeofthemonlytohavesomethingtotalkabout,andtohidetheirrealfeelings。

  Theywentonspeakinginlow,softtones,asiffearingtofrightenawaythemomentsthatremained,andsomaketimeflitbymoreswiftlystill。Theirconversationwasasathingthathadinexorablytocometoanend;andthemostinsignificantthingsthattheysaidseemed,onthisday,tobecomewondrous,mysterious,andimportant。

  AttheverylastmomentYanncaughtuphiswifeinhisarms,andwithoutsayingaword,theywereenfoldedinalongandsilentembrace。

  Heembarked;thegraysailswereunfurledandspreadouttothelightwindthatrosefromthewest。He,whomshestillcoulddistinguish,wavedhiscapinaparticularwayagreedonbetweenthem。Andwithherfigureoutlinedagainstthesea,shegazedforalong,longtimeuponherdepartinglove。

  Thattiny,human-shapedspeck,appearingblackagainstthebluishgrayofthewaters,wasstillherhusband,eventhoughalreadyitbecamevagueandindefinable,lostinthedistance,wherepersistentsightbecomesbaffled,andcanseenolonger。

  Asthe/Leopoldine/fadedoutofvision,Gaud,asifdrawnbyamagnet,followedthepathwayallalongthecliffstillshehadtostop,becausethelandcametoanend;shesatdownatthefootofatallcross,whichrisesamidstthegorseandstones。Asitwasratheranelevatedspot,thesea,asseenfromthere,appearedtoberimmed,asinabowl,andthe/Leopoldine/,nowamerepoint,appearedsailinguptheinclineofthatimmensecircle。Thewaterroseingreatslowundulations,liketheupheavalsofasubmarinecombatgoingonsomewherebeyondthehorizon;butoverthegreatspacewhereYannstillwas,alldweltcalm。

  Gaudstillgazedattheship,tryingtofixitsimagewellinherbrain,sothatshemightrecogniseitagainfromafar,whenshereturnedtothesameplacetowatchforitshome-coming。

  Greatswellsnowrolledinfromthewest,oneafteranother,withoutcessation,renewingtheiruselessefforts,andeverbreakingoverthesamerocks,foamingoverthesameplaces,towashthesamestones。Thestifledfuryoftheseaappearedstrange,consideringtheabsolutecalmnessoftheairandsky;itwasasifthebedoftheseaweretoofullandwouldoverflowandswallowupthestrand。

  The/Leopoldine/hadgrownsmallerandsmaller,andwaslostinthedistance。Doubtlesstheunder-towcarriedheralong,forshemovedswiftlyandyettheeveningbreezeswereveryfaint。Nowshewasonlyatiny,graytouch,andwouldsoonreachtheextremehorizonofallvisiblethings,andenterthoseinfiniteregions,whencedarknesswasbeginningtocome。

  Goingonseveno\'clock,nightclosed,andtheboathaddisappeared。

  Gaudreturnedhome,feelingwithalratherbrave,notwithstandingthetearsthatuncontainablyfell。Whatadifferenceitwouldhavebeen,andwhatstillgreaterpain,ifhehadgoneaway,asinthetwoprecedingyears,withoutevenagood-bye!Whilenoweverythingwassoftenedandbetteredbetweenthem。HewasreallyherownYann,andsheknewherselftobesotrulyloved,notwithstandingthisseparation,that,asshereturnedhomealone,shefeltatleastconsoledbythethoughtofthedelightfulwaitingforthat\"soonagain!\"toberealizedtowhichtheyhadpledgedthemselvesfortheautumn。

  CHAPTERII

  THEFIRSTOFTHEFLEET

  Thesummerpassedsadly,beinghotanduneventful。Shewatchedanxiouslyforthefirstyellowedleaves,andthefirstgatheringoftheswallows,andbloomingofthechrysanthemums。ShewrotetoYannseveraltimesbytheboatsboundforRykawyk,andbythegovernmentcruisers,butonenevercanbesureofsuchlettersreachingtheirdestination。

  TowardstheendofJuly,shereceivedaletterfromhim,however。Hetoldherthathishealthwasgood,thatthefishingseasonpromisedtobeexcellent,andthathealreadyhad1500fishforhisshare。Frombeginningtoend,itwaswritteninthesimpleconventionalwayofalltheseIcelanders\'homeletters。MeneducatedlikeYanncompletelyignorehowtowritethethousandthingstheythink,feel,orfancy。

  Beingmorecultivatedthanhe,Gaudcouldunderstandthis,andreadbetweenthelinesthatdeepaffectionthatwasunexpressed。Severaltimesinthefour-pagedletter,hecalledherbythetitleof\"wife,\"

  asifhappyinrepeatingtheword。Andtheaddressabove:\"/AMadameMargueriteGaos,maisonMoan,enPloubazlanec/\"——shewas\"MadameMargueriteGaos\"sincesoshortatime。

  Sheworkedhardduringthesesummermonths。TheladiesofPaimpolhad,atfirst,hardlybelievedinhertalentasanamateurdressmaker,sayingherhandsweretoofine-ladyish;buttheysoonperceivedthatsheexcelledinmakingdressesthatwereverynice-fitting,soshehadbecomealmostafamousdressmaker。

  Shespentallherearningsinembellishingtheirhomeagainsthisreturn。Thewardrobeandold-shelvedbedswerealldoneupafresh,waxedover,andbrightnewfasteningsputon;shehadputapaneofglassintotheirlittlewindowtowardsthesea,andhungupapairofcurtains;andshehadboughtanewcounterpaneforthewinter,withnewchairsandtable。

  ShehadkeptthemoneyuntouchedthatherYannhadlefther,carefullyputbyinasmallChinesebox,toshowhimwhenhereturned。Duringthesummerevenings,bythefadinglight,shesatoutbeforethecottagedoorwithGrannyMoan,whoseheadwasmuchbetterinthewarmweather,andknittedafinenewbluewooljerseyforherYann;roundthecollarandcuffswerewonderfulopen-workembroideries。GrannyYvonnehadbeenaverycleverknitterinherday,andnowshetaughtallsheknewtoGaud。Theworktookagreatdealofwool;forithadtobealargejerseytofitYann。

  Butsoon,especiallyintheevenings,theshorteningofthedayscouldbeperceived。Someplants,whichhadputforthalltheirblossomsinJuly,begantolookyellowanddying,andthevioletscabiousbythewaysidebloomedforthesecondtime,smallernow,andlonger-stalked;

  thelastdaysofAugustdrewnigh,andthefirstreturn-shipfromIcelandhoveinsightoneeveningatthecapeofPors-Even。Thefeastofthereturnersbegan。

  Everyonepressedinacrowdontheclifftowelcomeit。Whichonewasit?

  Itwasthe/Samuel-Azenide/,alwaysthefirsttoreturn。

  \"Surely,\"saidYann\'soldfather,\"the/Leopoldine/won\'tbelongnow;

  Iknowhow\'tisoutyonder:whenoneof\'embeginstostarthomeward,theotherscan\'thangbackinanypeace。\"

  CHAPTERIII

  ALLBUTTWO

  TheIcelanderswereallreturningnow。Twoshipscameinthesecondday,fourthenext,andtwelveduringthefollowingweek。And,allthroughthecountry,joyreturnedwiththem,andtherewashappinessforthewivesandmothers;andjunketsinthetavernswherethebeautifulbarmaidsofPaimpolservedoutdrinktothefishers。

  The/Leopoldine/wasamongthebelated;therewereyetanothertenexpected。Theywouldnotbelongnow,andallowingaweek\'sdelaysoasnottobedisappointed,Gaudwaitedinhappy,passionatejoyforYann,keepingtheirhomebrightandtidyforhisreturn。Wheneverythingwasingoodordertherewasnothingleftforhertodo,andbesidesshecouldthinkofnothingelsebutherhusbandinherimpatience。

  Threemoreshipsappeared;thenanotherfive。Therewereonlytwolackingnow。

  \"Come,come,\"theysaidtohercheerily,\"thisyearthe/Leopoldine/

  andthe/Marie-Jeanne/willbethelast,topickupallthebroomsfallenoverboardfromtheothercraft。\"

  Gaudlaughedalso。Shewasmoreanimatedandbeautifulthanever,inhergreatjoyofexpectancy。

  CHAPTERIV

  STILLATSEA

  Butthedayssucceededoneanotherwithoutresult。Shestilldressedherselfeveryday,andwithajoyfullook,wentdowntotheharbourtogossipwiththeotherwives。Shesaidthatthisdelaywasbutnatural;

  wasitnotthesameeventeveryyear?Theseweresuchsafeboats,andhadsuchcapitalsailors。

  Butwhenathomealone,atnight,anervous,anxiousshiverofanguishwouldrunthroughherwholeframe。

  Wasitrighttobefrightenedalready?Wasthereevenasinglereasontobeso?Butshebegantotrembleatthemereideaofgroundsforbeingafraid。

  CHAPTERV

  SHARINGTHEDREAD

  ThetenthofSeptembercame。Howswiftlythedaysflewby!

  Onemorning,atrueautumnmorning,withcoldmistfallingovertheearth,intherisingsun,shesatundertheporchofthechapeloftheshipwreckedmariners,wherethewidowsgotopray,witheyesfixedandglassy,throbbingtemplestightenedasbyanironhand。

  Thesesadmorningmistshadbeguntwodaysbefore,andonthisparticulardayGaudhadawakenedwithastillmorebitteruneasiness,causedbytheforecastofadvancingwinter。Whydidthisday,thishour,thisverymoment,seemtohermorepainfulthanthepreceding?

  Oftenshipsaredelayedafortnight,evenamonth,forthatmatter。

  Butsurelytherewassomethingdifferentaboutthisparticularmorning,forshehadcometo-dayforthefirsttimetositintheporchofthischapelandreadthenamesofthedeadsailors,perishedintheirprime。

  \"InmemoryofGAOS,YVON,LostatseaNeartheNorden-Fjord。\"

  Likeagreatshudder,agustofwindrosefromthesea,andatthesametimesomethingfelllikerainupontheroofabove。Itwasonlythedeadleavesthough;manywereblowninattheporch;theoldwind-

  tossedtreesofthegraveyardwerelosingtheirfoliageinthisrisinggale,andwinterwasmarchingnearer。

  \"Lostatsea,NeartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,1880。\"

  Shereadmechanicallyunderthearchofthedoorway;hereyessoughttopiercethedistanceoverthesea。Thatmorningitwasuntraceableunderthegraymist,andadraggingdraperyofcloudsoverhungthehorizonlikeamourningveil。

  Anothergustofwind,andotherleavesdancedininwhirls。Astrongerguststill,asifthewesternstormthathadstrewnthosedeadoverthesea,wishedtodefacetheveryinscriptionsthatrememberedtheirnamestotheliving。

  Gaudlookedwithinvoluntarypersistencyatanemptyspaceuponthewallthatseemedtoyawnexpectant。Byaterribleimpressionshewaspursued,thethoughtofafreshslabwhichmightsoon,perhaps,beplacedthere,withanothernamewhichshedidnotevendaretothinkofinsuchaspot。

  Shefeltcold,andremainedseatedonthegranitebench,herheadrecliningagainstthestonewall。

  \"neartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,Attheageof23years,/Requiescatinpace/!\"

  ThenIcelandloomedupbeforeher,withitslittlecemeterylightedupfrombelowthesea-linebythemidnightsunSuddenlyinthesameemptyspaceonthewall,withhorrifyingclearnessshesawthefreshslabshewasthinkingof;aclearwhiteone,withaskullandcross-

  bones,andinaflashofforesight,aname——theworshippednameof\"YannGaos!\"Thenshesuddenlyandfearfullydrewherselfupstraightandstiff,withahoarse,wildcryinherthroatlikeamadcreature。

  Outsidethegraymistofthedawnfellovertheland,andthedeadleaveswereagainblowndancinglyintotheporch。

  Stepsonthefootpath?Somebodywascoming?Sheroseandquicklysmootheddownhercapandcomposedherface。Nearerdrewthesteps。

  Sheassumedtheairofonewhomightbetherebychance;for,aboveall,shedidnotwishtoappearyet,likethewidowofashipwreckedmariner。

  IthappenedtobeFanteFloury,thewifeofthesecondmateofthe/Leopoldine/。SheunderstoodimmediatelywhatGaudwasdoingthere;itwasuselesstodissemblewithher。Atfirsteachwomanstoodspeechlessbeforetheother。Theywereangryandalmosthatedeachotherforhavingmetwithalikesentimentofapprehension。

  \"AllthemenofTreguierandSaintBrieuchavebeenbackthisweek,\"

  saidFanteatlast,inapitiless,muffled,half-irritatedvoice。

  Shecarriedablessedtaperinherhand,toofferupaprayer。Gauddidnotwishyettoresorttothatextremeresourceofdespairingwives。YetsilentlysheenteredthechapelbehindFante,andtheykneltdowntogethersidebyside,liketwosisters。

  Tothe\"StaroftheSea\"theyofferedardentimploringprayers,withtheirwholesoulinthem。Asoundofsobbingwasaloneheard,astheirrapidtearsswiftlyfelluponthefloor。Theyrosetogether,moreconfidentandsoftened。FanteheldupGaud,whostaggered,andtakingherinherarms,kissedher。

  Wipingtheireyes,andsmoothingtheirdishevelledhair,theybrushedoffthesaltdustfromtheflagstones,soilingtheirgowns,andtheywentawayinoppositedirections,withoutanotherword。

  CHAPTERVI

  ALLBUTONE

  ThisendofSeptemberwaslikeanothersummer,onlyalittlelesslively。Theweatherwassobeautiful,thathaditnotbeenforthedeadleavesthatfellupontheroads,onemighthavethoughtthatJunehadcomebackagain。Husbandsandsweetheartshadallreturned,andeverywherewasthejoyofasecondspring-timeoflove。

  Atlast,oneday,oneofthemissingshipswassignalled。Whichonewasit?

  Thegroupsofspeechlessandanxiouswomenhadrapidlyformedonthecliff。Gaud,paleandtrembling,wasthere,bythesideofherYann\'sfather。

  \"I\'malmostsure,\"saidtheoldfisher,\"I\'malmostsureit\'sthem!A

  redrailandatopsailthatclewsup——it\'sverylikethemanyhow。Whatdoyoumakeit,Gaud?

  \"No,itisn\'t,\"hewenton,withsuddendiscouragement;\"we\'vemadeamistakeagain,theboomisn\'tthesame,andourshasajiggersail。

  Well,well,itisn\'tourboatthistime,it\'sonlythe/Marie-Jeanne/。

  Nevermind,mylass,surelythey\'llnotbelongnow。\"

  Butdayfollowedday,andnightsucceedednight,withuninterruptedserenity。

  Gaudcontinuedtodresseverydaylikeapoorcrazedwoman,alwaysinfearofbeingtakenforthewidowofashipwreckedsailor,feelingexasperatedwhenotherslookedfurtivelyandcompassionatelyather,andglancingasidesothatshemightnotmeetthoseglancesthatfrozeherveryblood。

  Shehadfallenintothehabitofgoingintheearlymorningrighttotheendoftheheadland,onthehighcliffsofPors-Even,passingbehindYann\'soldhome,soasnottobeseenbyhismotherorlittlesisters。ShewenttotheextremepointofthePloubazlanecland,whichisoutlinedintheshapeofareindeer\'shornuponthegraywatersofthechannel,andsattherealldaylongatthefootofthelonelycross,whichriseshighabovetheimmensewasteoftheocean。Therearemanyofthesecrosseshereabout;theyaresetuponthemostadvancedcliffsoftheseaboundland,asiftoimploremercyandtocalmthatrestlessmysteriouspowerthatdrawsmenaway,nevertogivethemback,andinpreferenceretainsthebravestandnoblest。

  Aroundthiscrossstretchestheever-greenwaste,strewnwithshortrushes。Atthisgreatheighttheseaairwasverypure;itscarcelyretainedthebrinyodouroftheweeds,butwasperfumedwithalltheexquisiteripenessofSeptemberflowers。

  Faraway,allthebaysandinletsofthecoastwerefirmlyoutlined,risingoneaboveanother;thelandofBrittanyterminatedinraggededges,whichspreadoutfarintothetranquilsurface。

  Nearathandthereefswerenumerous,butoutbeyondnothingbrokeitspolishedmirror,fromwhicharoseasoft,caressingripple,lightandintensifiedfromthedepthsofitsmanybays。Itshorizonseemedsocalm,anditsdepthssosoft!ThegreatbluesepulchreofmanyGaoseshiditsinscrutablemystery,whilethebreezes,faintashumanbreath,waftedtoandfrotheperfumeofthestuntedgorse,whichhadbloomedagaininthelastestautumnsun。

  Atregularhoursthesearetreated,andgreatspaceswereleftuncoveredeverywhere,asiftheChannelwasslowlydryingup;thenwiththesamelazyslowness,thewatersroseagain,andcontinuedtheireverlastingcomingandgoing,withoutanyheedofthedead。

  Atthefootofthecross,Gaudremained,surroundedbythesetranquilmysteries,gazingeverbeforeher,untilthenightfellandshecouldseenomore。

  CHAPTERVII

  THEMOURNER\'SVISION

  Septemberhadpassed。Thesorrowingwifetookscarcelyanynourishment,andcouldnolongersleep。Sheremainedathomenow,crouchinglowwithherhandsbetweenherknees,herheadthrownbackandrestingagainstthewallbehind。Whatwasthegoodofgettinguporgoingtobednow?Whenshewasthoroughlyexhaustedshethrewherself,dressed,uponherbed。Otherwisesheremainedinthesameposition,chilledandbenumbed;inherquiescentstate,onlyherteethchatteredwiththecold;shehadthatcontinualimpressionofabandofironroundherbrows;hercheekslookedwasted;hermouthwasdry,withafeverishtaste,andattimesapainfulhoarsecryrosefromherthroat,andwasrepeatedinspasms,whileherheadbeatbackwardagainstthegranitewall。OrelseshecalledYannbyhisnameinalow,tendervoice,asifhewerequietclosetoher,whisperingwordsoflovetoher。

  Sometimessheoccupiedherbrainwiththoughtsofquiteinsignificantthings;forinstance,sheamusedherselfbywatchingtheshadowofthechinaVirginlengthenslowlyoverthehighwoodworkofthebed,asthesunwentdown。Andthentheagonizedthoughtsreturnedmorehorrible,andherwailingcrybrokeoutagainasshebeatherheadagainstthewall。

  Allthehoursofthedaypassed,andallthehoursofevening,andofnight,andthenthehoursofthemorning。Whenshereckonedthetimeheoughttohavebeenback,shewasseizedwithastillgreaterterror;shewishedtoforgetalldatesandtheverynamesofthedays。

  UsuallythereissomeinformationconcerningthewrecksoffIceland;

  thosewhoreturnhaveseenthetragedyfromafar,orelsehavefoundsomewreckageorbodies,orhaveanindicationtoguesstherest。Butofthe/Leopoldine/nothinghadbeenseen,andnothingwasknown。The/Marie-Jeanne/men,thelasttohaveseenher,onthe2dofAugust,saidthatshewastohavegoneonfishingfarthertowardsthenorth,and,beyondthat,thesecretwasunfathomable。

  Waiting,alwayswaiting,andknowingnothing!Whenwouldthetimecomewhensheneedwaitnolonger?Shedidnotevenknowthat;and,now,shealmostwishedthatitmightbesoon。

  Oh!ifheweredead;letthematleasthavepityenoughtotellherso!Oh!toseeherdarling,ashewasatthisverymoment,thatis,whatwaslefthim!Ifonlythemuch-imploredVirgin,orsomeotherpower,woulddohertheblessingtoshowher,bysecond-sight,herbeloved!eitherlivingandworkinghardtoreturnarichman,orelseasacorpse,surrenderedbythesea,sothatshemightatleastknowacertainty。

  Sometimesshewasseizedwiththethoughtofashipappearingsuddenlyuponthehorizon;the/Leopoldine/hasteninghome。Thenshewouldsuddenlymakeanirreflectedmovementtorise,andrushtolookoutattheocean,toseewhetheritweretrue。

  Butshewouldfallback。Alas!wherewasthis/Leopoldinenow?Wherecouldshebe?Outafar,atthatawfuldistanceofIceland,forsaken,crushed,andlost。

  Allendedbyanever-fadingvisionappearingtoher——anempty,sea-

  tossedwreck,slowlyandgentlyrockedbythesilentgrayandrose-

  streakedsea;almostwithsoftmockery,inthemidstofthevastcalmofdeadenedwaters。

  CHAPTERVIII

  THEFALSEALARM

  Twoo\'clockinthemorning。

  Itwasatnight,especially,thatshekeptattentivetoapproachingfootsteps;attheslightestrumourorunaccustomednoisehertemplesvibrated;bydintofbeingstrainedtooutwardthings,theyhadbecomefearfullysensitive。

  Twoo\'clockinthemorning。Onthisnightasonothers,withherhandsclaspedandhereyeswideopeninthedark,shelistenedtothewind,sweepinginnever-endingtumultovertheheath。

  Suddenlyaman\'sfootstepshurriedalongthepath!Atthishourwhowouldpassnow?Shedrewherselfup,stirredtotheverysoul,herheartceasingtobeat。

  Someonestoppedbeforethedoor,andcameupthesmallstonesteps。

  He!——OGod!——he!Someonehadknocked——itcouldbenootherthanhe!

  Shewasupnow,barefooted;she,sofeebleforthelastfewdays,hadsprungupasnimblyasakitten,withherarmsoutstretchedtowindroundherdarling。Ofcoursethe/Leopoldine/hadarrivedatnight,andanchoredinPors-EvenBay,andhehadrushedhome;shearrangedallthisinhermindwiththeswiftnessoflightning。Shetorethefleshoffherfingersinherexcitementtodrawthebolt,whichhadstuck。

  \"Eh?\"

  Sheslowlymovedbackward,asifcrushed,herheadfallingonherbosom。Herbeautifulinsanedreamwasover。Shejustcouldgraspthatitwasnotherhusband,herYann,andthatnothingofhim,substantialorspiritual,hadpassedthroughtheair;shefeltplungedagainintoherdeepabyss,tothelowestdepthsofherterribledespair。

  PoorFantec,foritwashe,stammeredmanyexcuses,hiswifewasveryill,andtheirchildwasstiflinginitscot,suddenlyattackedwithamalignantsorethroat;sohehadrunovertobegforassistanceontheroadtofetchthedoctorfromPaimpol。

  Whatdidallthismattertoher?Shehadgonemadinherowndistress,andcouldgivenothoughtstothetroublesofothers。Huddledonabench,sheremainedbeforehimwithfixed,glazedeyes,likeadeadwoman\'s;withoutlisteningtohimorevenansweringatrandomorlookingathim。Whattoherwasthespeechthemanwasmaking?

  Heunderstooditall;andguessedwhythedoorhadbeenopenedsoquicklytohim,andfeelingpityforthepainhehadunwittinglycaused,hestammeredoutanexcuse。

  \"Justso;heneverhadoughttohavedisturbedher——herinparticular。\"

  \"I!\"ejaculatedGaud,quickly,\"whyshouldInotbedisturbedparticularly,Fantec?\"

  Lifehadsuddenlycomebacktoher;forshedidnotwishtoappearindespairbeforeothers。Besides,shepitiedhimnow;shedressedtoaccompanyhim,andfoundthestrengthtogoandseetohislittlechild。

  Atfouro\'clockinthemorning,whenshereturnedtothrowherselfonthebed,sleepsubduedher,forshewastiredout。Butthatmomentofexcessivejoyhadleftanimpressiononhermind,which,inspiteofall,waspermanent;sheawokesoonwithashudder,risingalittleandpartiallyrecollecting——sheknewnotwhat。NewshadcometoherconcerningherYann。Inthemidstofherconfusionofideas,shesoughtrapidlyinhermindwhatitcouldbe,buttherewasnothingsaveFantec\'sinterruption。

  Forthesecondtimeshefellbackintoherterribleabyss,nothingchangedinhermorbid,hopelesswaiting。

  Yetinthatshort,hopefulmomentshehadfelthimsoneartoher,thatitwasasifhisspirithadfloatedovertheseauntoher,whatiscalledaforetoken/pressigne/inBretonland;andshelistenedstillmoreattentivelytothestepsoutside,trustingthatsomeonemightcometohertospeakofhim。

  JustasthedaybrokeYann\'sfatherentered。Hetookoffhiscap,andpushedbackhissplendidwhitelocks,whichwereincurlslikeYann\'s,andsatdownbyGaud\'sbedside。

  Hisheartachedfully,too,forYann,histall,handsomeYann,washisfirst-born,hisfavouriteandhispride;buthedidnotdespairyet。

  HecomfortedGaudinhisownblunt,affectionateway;tobeginwith,thosewhohadlastreturnedfromIcelandspokeoftheincreasingdensefogsthatmightwellhavedelayedthevessel;andthen,too,anideastruckhim;theymightpossiblyhavestoppedatthedistantFaroeIslandsontheirhomewardcourse,whencelettersweresolongintravelling。Thishadhappenedtohimoncefortyyearsago,andhisownpoordeadandgonemotherhadhadamasssaidforhissoul。The/Leopoldine/wassuchagoodboat,nexttonew,andhercrewweresuchable-bodiedseamen。

  GrannyMoanstoodbythemshakingherhead;thedistressofhergranddaughterhadalmostgivenherbackherownstrengthandreason;

  shetidieduptheplace,glancingfromtimetotimeatthefadedportraitofSylvestre,whichhunguponthegranitewallwithitsanchoremblemsandmourning-wreathofblackbead-work。Eversincetheseahadrobbedherofherownlastoffspringshebelievednolongerinsafereturns;sheonlyprayedthroughfear,bearingHeavenagrudgeinthebottomofherheart。

  ButGaudlistenedeagerlytotheseconsolingreasonings;herlargesunkeneyeslookedwithdeeptendernessoutuponthisoldsire,whosomuchresembledherbelovedone;merelytohavehimnearherwaslikeahostageagainstdeathhavingtakentheyoungerGaos;andshefeltreassured,nearertoherYann。Hertearsfellsoftlyandsilently,andsherepeatedagainherpassionateprayerstothe\"StaroftheSea。\"

  Adelayoutatthoseislandstorepairdamageswasaverylikelyevent。Sheroseandbrushedherhair,andthendressedasifshemightfairlyexpecthim。Allthenwasnotlost,ifaseaman,hisownfather,didnotyetdespair。Andforafewdays,sheresumedlookingoutforhimagain。

  Autumnatlastarrived,alateautumntoo,itsgloomyeveningsmakingallthingsappeardarkintheoldcottage,andallthelandlookedsombre,too。

  Theverydaylightseemedcrepuscular;immeasurableclouds,passingslowlyoverhead,darkenedthewholecountryatbroadnoon。Thewindblewconstantlywiththesoundofagreatcathedralorganatadistance,butplayingprofane,despairingdirges;atothertimesthenoisecameclosetothedoor,likethehowlingofwildbeasts。

  Shehadgrownpale,aye,blanched,andbentmorethanever,asifoldagehadalreadytouchedherwithitsfeatherlesswing。OftendidshefingertheweddingclothesofherYann,foldingandunfoldingthemagainandagainlikesomemaniac,especiallyoneofhisbluewoolenjerseys,whichstillhadpreservedhisshape;whenshethrewitgentlyonthetable,itfellwiththeshouldersandchestwelldefined;sosheplaceditbyitselfonashelfoftheirwardrobe,andleftitthere,sothatitmightforeverrestunaltered。

  Everynightthecoldmistssankupontheland,asshegazedoverthedepressingheaththroughherlittlewindow,andwatchedthepaltrypuffsofwhitesmokearisefromthechimneysofothercottagesscatteredhereandthereonallsides。Therethehusbandshadreturned,likewanderingbirdsdrivenhomebythefrost。Beforetheirblazinghearthstheeveningspassed,cosyandwarm;forthespring-

  timeoflovehadbegunagaininthislandofNorthSeafishermen。

  Stillclingingtothethoughtofthoseislandswherehemightperhapshavelingered,shewasbuoyedupbyakindhopeandexpectedhimhomeanyday。

  Butheneverreturned。OneAugustnight,outoffgloomyIceland,mingledwiththefuriousclamourofthesea,hisweddingwiththeseawasperformed。Ithadbeenhisnurse;ithadrockedhiminhisbabyhood,andhadafterwardmadehimbigandstrong;then,inhissuperbmanhood,ithadtakenhimbackagainforitselfalone。

  Profoundestmysteryhadsurroundedthisunhallowedunion。Whileitwenton,darkcurtainshungpall-likeoveritasiftoconcealtheceremony,andtheghoulhowledinanawfuldeafeningvoicetostiflehiscries。He,thinkingofGaud,hissole,darlingwife,hadbattledwithgiantstrengthagainstthisdeathlyrival,untilheatlastsurrendered,withadeepdeath-cryliketheroarofadyingbull,throughamouthalreadyfilledwithwater;andhisarmswerestretchedapartandstiffenedforever。

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