Atthedooroccurredoneofthosemomentsofindecisionwhentheheartseemstostopbeating。Thegrandamwentinwithoutturninground,thenGaud,hesitating,andYann,behind,entered,too。
Hewasintheirhouseforthefirsttimeinhislife——probablywithoutanyreason。Whatcouldhewant?Ashepassedoverthethresholdhetouchedhishat,andthenhiseyesfellanddweltuponSylvestre\'sportraitinitssmallblack-beadedframe。Hewentslowlyuptoit,astoatomb。
Gaudremainedstandingwithherhandsrestingonthetable。Helookedaroundhim;shewatchedhimtakeasilentinspectionoftheirpoverty。
Verypoorlookedthiscottageofthetwoforsakenwomen。Atleasthemightfeelsomepityforher,seeingherreducedtothismiseryinsideitsplaingraniteandwhitewash。Onlythefinewhitebedremainedofallpastsplendour,andinvoluntarilyYann\'seyesrestedthere。
Hesaidnothing。Whydidhenotgo?Theoldgrandmother,althoughstillsosharpinherlucidintervals,appearednottonoticehim。Howodd!Sotheyremainedoveragainstoneanother,seemingrespectivelytoquestionwithayearningdesire。Butthemomentswereflitting,andeachsecondseemedtoemphasizethesilencebetweenthem。Theygazedatoneanothermoreandmoresearchingly,asifinsolemnexpectationofsomewonderful,exquisiteevent,whichwastoolongincoming。
\"Gaud,\"hebegan,inalowgravevoice,\"ifyou\'restillofamindnow——\"
Whatwashegoingtosay?Shefeltinstinctivelythathehadsuddenlytakenamightyresolution——rapidlyashealwaysdid,buthardlydaredwordit。
\"Ifyoubestillofamind——d\'yesee,thefishhassoldwellthisyear,andI\'vealittlemoneyahead——\"
\"Ifshewerestillofamind!\"Whatwasheaskingofher?Hadsheheardaright?Shefeltalmostcrushedundertheimmensityofwhatshethoughtshepremised。
Allthewhile,oldYvonne,inhercorner,prickedupherears,feelinghappinessapproach。
\"Wecouldmakeaspliceonit——amarriage,rightoff,MademoiselleGaud,ifyouarestillofthesamemind?\"
Helistenedhereforheranswer,whichdidnotcome。Whatcouldstopherfrompronouncingthat\"yes?\"Helookedastonishedandfrightened,shecouldseethat。Herhandsclutchedthetableedge。Shehadturnedquitewhiteandhereyesweremisty;shewasvoiceless,andlookedlikesomemaiddyinginherflower。
\"Well,Gaud,whydon\'tyouanswer?\"saidGrannyYvonne,whohadrisenandcometowardsthem。\"Don\'tyousee,itrathersurprisesher,MonsieurYann。Youmustexcuseher。She\'llthinkitoverandansweryoulateron。Sityoudownabit,MonsieurYann,andtakeaglassofciderwithus。\"
Itwasnotthesurprise,butecstasythatpreventedGaudfromanswering;nowordsatallcametoherrelief。Soitreallywastruethathewasgoodandkind-hearted。Sheknewhimaright——thesametrueYann,herown,suchassheneverhadceasedtoseehim,notwithstandinghissternnessandhisroughrefusal。Foralongtimehehaddisdainedher,butnowheacceptedher,althoughshewaspoor。
Nodoubtithadbeenhiswishallthrough;hemayhavehadamotiveforsoacting,whichshewouldknowhereafter;but,forthepresent,shehadnointentionofaskinghimhismeaning,orofreproachinghimforhertwoyearsofpining。Besides,allthatwaspast,ay,andforgottennow;inonesinglemomenteverythingseemedcarriedawaybeforethedelightfulwhirlwindthatsweptoverherlife!
Stillspeechless,shetoldhimofhergreatloveandadorationforhimbyhersweetbrimmingeyesalone;shelookeddeeplyandsteadilyathim,whilethecopiousshowerofhappytearspouredadownherroseatecheeks。
\"Welldone!andGodblessyou,mychildren,\"saidGrannyMoan。\"It\'sthankfulIbetoHim,too,forI\'mgladtohavebeenletgrowsooldtoseethishappythingaforeIgo。\"
Stilltheretheyremained,standingbeforeoneanotherwithclaspedhands,findingnowordstoutter;knowingofnowordsweetenough,andnosentenceworthytobreakthatexquisitesilence。
\"Whydon\'tyekissoneanother,mychildren?Lor\'!butthey\'redumb!
Dearme,whatstrangegrandchildrenIhavehere!Pluckup,Gaud;saysome\'attohim,mydear。Inmytimeloverskissedwhentheyplightedtheirtroth。\"
Yannraisedhishat,asifsuddenlyseizedwithavast,heretoforeunfeltreverence,beforebendingdowntokissGaud。Itseemedtohimthatthiswasthefirstkissworthyofthenameheeverhadgiveninhislife。
Shekissedhimalso,pressingherfreshlips,unusedtorefinementsofcaresses,withherwholeheart,tohissea-bronzedcheek。
Amongthestonesthecricketsangofhappiness,beingrightforthistime。AndSylvestre\'spitifulinsignificantportraitseemedtosmileonthemoutofitsblackframe。Allthings,infact,seemedsuddenlytothrobwithlifeandwithjoyintheblightedcottage。Theverysilenceapparentlyburstintoexquisitemusic;andthepalewintertwilight,creepinginatthenarrowwindow,becameawonderful,unearthlyglow。
\"Sowe\'llgototheweddingwhentheIcelandersreturn;eh,mydearchildren?\"
Gaudhungherhead。\"Iceland,\"the\"/Leopoldine/\"——soitwasallreal!
whileshehadalreadyforgottentheexistenceofthoseterriblethingsthataroseintheirway。
\"WhentheIcelandersreturn。\"
Howlongthatanxioussummerwaitingwouldseem!
Yanndrummedonthefloorwithhisfootfeverishlyandrapidly。Heseemedtobeinagreathurrytobeoffandback,andwastellingthedaystoknowif,withoutlosingtime,theywouldbeabletogetmarriedbeforehissailing。Somanydaystogettheofficialpapersfilledandsigned;somanyforthebanns:thatwouldonlybringthemuptothetwentiethortwenty-fifthofthemonthforthewedding,andifnothingroseintheway,theycouldhaveawholehoneymoonweektogetherbeforehesailed。
\"I\'mgoingtostartbytellingmyfather,\"saidhe,withasmuchhasteasifeachmomentoftheirliveswerenownumberedandprecious。
PARTIV
YANN\'SFIRSTWEDDING
CHAPTERI
THECOURTINGBYTHESEA
Allsweetheartsliketositonthebenchattheircottagedoor,whennightfalls。
YannandGauddidthatlikewise。EveryeveningtheysatouttogetherbeforetheMoans\'cottage,ontheoldgraniteseat,andtalkedlove。
Othershavethespring-time,thesoftshadowofthetrees,balmyevenings,andfloweringrosebushes;theyhadonlytheFebruarytwilight,whichfelloverthesea-beatenland,strewnwitheel-grassandstones。Therewasnobranchofverdureabovetheirheadsoraroundthem;nothingbuttheimmensesky,overwhichpassedtheslowlywanderingmists。Andtheirflowerswerebrownsea-weeds,drawnupfromthebeachbythefishers,astheydraggedtheirnetsalong。
Thewintersarenotverysevereinthispartofthecountry,beingtemperedbycurrentsofthesea;but,notwithstandingthat,thegloamingwasoftenladenwithinvisibleicyrain,whichfellupontheirshouldersastheysattogether。Buttheyremainedthere,feelingwarmandhappy。Thebench,whichwasmorethanahundredyearsold,didnotseemintheleastsurprisedattheirlove,havingseenmanyotherpairsinitstime;ithadlistenedtomanysoftwords,whicharealwaysthesameonthelipsoftheyoung,fromgenerationtogeneration;andithadbecomeusedtoseeingloverssituponitagain,whentheyreturnedtoitoldandtrembling;butinthebroadday,thistime,towarmthemselvesinthelastsuntheywouldsee。
FromtimetotimeGrannyMoanwouldputherheadoutatthedoortohavealookatthem,andtrytoinducethemtocomein。\"You\'llcatchcold,mygoodchildren,\"saidshe,\"andthenyou\'llfallill——Lordknows,itreallyisn\'tsensibletoremainoutsolate。\"
Cold!theycold?Weretheyconsciousofanythingelsebesidestheblissofbeingtogether。
Thepassers-byintheeveningdowntheirpathway,heardthesoftmurmuroftwovoicesminglingwiththevoiceofthesea,downbelowatthefootofthecliffs。Itwasamostharmoniousmusic;Gaud\'ssweet,freshvoicealternatedwithYann\'s,whichhadsoft,caressingnotesinthelowertones。Theirprofilescouldbeclearlydistinguishedonthegranitewallagainstwhichtheyreclined;Gaudwithherwhiteheadgearandslenderblack-robedfigure,andbesideherthebroad,squareshouldersofherbeloved。Behindandaboverosetheraggeddomeofthestrawthatch,andthedarkening,infinite,andcolourlesswasteoftheseaandskyfloatedoverall。
Finally,theydidgointositdownbythehearth,whereuponoldYvonneimmediatelynoddedofftosleep,anddidnottroublethetwoloversverymuch。Sotheywentoncommuninginalowvoice,havingtomakeupfortwoyearsofsilence;theyhadtohurryontheircourtshipbecauseitwastolastsoshortatime。
ItwasarrangedthattheyweretolivewithGrannyMoan,whowouldleavethemthecottageinherwill;forthepresent,theymadenoalterationsinit,forwantoftime,andputofftheirplanforembellishingtheirpoorlonelyhomeuntilthefisherman\'sreturnfromIceland。
CHAPTERII
THESEAMAN\'SSECRET
OneeveningYannamusedhimselfbyrelatingtohisaffiancedathousandthingsshehaddone,orwhichhadhappenedtohersincetheirfirstmeeting;heevenenumeratedtoherthedifferentdressesshehadhad,andthejollificationstowhichshehadbeen。
Shelistenedingreatsurprise。Howdidheknowallthis?Whowouldhavethoughtofamaneverpayinganyattentiontosuchmatters,andbeingcapableofrememberingsoclearly?
Butheonlysmiledatherinamysteriousway,andwentonmentioningotherfactstoherthatshehadaltogetherforgotten。
Shedidnotinterrupthim;nay,shebutlethimcontinue,whileanunexpecteddeliciousjoywelledupinherheart;shebegan,atlength,todivineandunderstandeverything。He,too,hadloved——lovedher,throughthatwearytime。Shehadbeenhisconstantthought,ashewasguilelesslyconfessing。But,inthiscase,whathadbeenhisreasonforrepellingheratfirstandmakinghersuffersolong?
Therealwaysremainedthismysterythathehadpromisedtoexplaintoher——yetstillseemedtoelude——withaconfused,incomprehensiblesmile。
CHAPTERIII
THEOMINOUSWEDDING-DRESS
Onefineday,thelovingpairwentovertoPaimpol,withGrannyMoan,tobuythewedding-dress。
Gaudcouldveryeasilyhavedoneoveroneofherformertown-lady\'sdressesfortheoccasion。ButYannhadwantedtomakeherthispresent,andshehadnotresistedtoolongthehavingadressgivenbyherbetrothed,andpaidforbythemoneyhehadearnedathisfishing;
itseemedasifshewerealreadyhiswifebythisact。
Theychoseblack,forGaudhadnotyetleftoffmourningforherfather;butYanndidnotfindanyofthestuffstheyplacedbeforethemgoodenough。Hewasnotalittleoverbearingwiththeshopman;
he,whoformerlyneverwouldhavesethisfootinsideashop,wantedtomanageeverythinghimself,eventotheveryfashionofthedress。
Hewisheditadornedwithbroadbeadsofvelvet,sothatitwouldbeveryfine,inhismind。
CHAPTERIV
FLOWEROFTHETHORN
Oneeveningastheseloverssatoutontheirstonebenchinthesolitudeoverwhichthenightfell,theysuddenlyperceivedahawthornbush,whichgrewsolitarilybetweentherocks,bythesideoftheroad,coveredwithtinyfloweredtufts。
\"Itlooksasif\'twasinbloom,\"saidYann。
Theydrewneartoinspectit。Itwasinfullflower,indeed。Astheycouldnotseeverywellinthetwilight,theytouchedthetinyblooms,wetwithmist。Thenthefirstimpressionofspringcametothematthesametimetheynoticedthis;thedayshadalreadylengthened,theairwaswarmer,andthenightmoreluminous。Buthowforwardthisparticularbushwas!Theycouldnotfindanotherlikeitanywherearound,notone!Ithadblossomed,yousee,expresslyforthem,forthecelebrationoftheirlovingplight。
\"Oh!letusgathersomemore,\"saidYann。
Gropinginthedark,hecutanosegaywiththestoutsailor\'sknifethathealwaysworeinhisbelt,andparingoffallthethorns,heplaceditinGaud\'sbosom。
\"Youlooklikeabridenow,\"saidhe,steppingbacktojudgeoftheeffect,notwithstandingthedeepeningdusk。
Attheirfeetthecalmsearoseandfellovertheshinglewithanintermittentswash,regularasthebreathingofasleeper;foritseemedindifferentoreverfavourabletothelove-makinggoingonhardby。
Inexpectationoftheseeveningsthedaysappearedlongtothem,andwhentheybadeeachothergood-byeatteno\'clock,theyfeltakindofdiscouragement,becauseitwasallsosoonover。
Theyhadtohurrywiththeofficialdocumentsforfearofnotbeingreadyintime,andoflettingtheirhappinessslipbyuntiltheautumn,orevenuncertainty。
Theireveningcourtshipinthatmournfulspot,lulledbythecontinualevenwashofthesea,withthatfeverishimpressionoftheflightoftime,wasalmostgloomyandominous。Theywerelikenolovers;moreseriousandrestlessweretheyintheirlovethanthecommonrun。
YetYannnevertoldherwhatmysteriousthinghadkepthimawayfromherforthesetwolonelyyears;andafterhereturnedhomeofanight,Gaudgrewuneasyasbefore,althoughhelovedherperfectly——thissheknew。Itistruethathehadlovedherallalong,butnotasnow;lovegrewstrongerinhisheartandmind,likeatiderisingandoverbrimming。Heneverhadknownthiskindoflovebefore。
Sometimesontheirstoneseathelaydown,restinghisheadinGaud\'slaplikeacaressingchild,till,suddenlyrememberingpropriety,hewoulddrawhimselfuperect。Hewouldhavelikedtolieontheverygroundatherfeet,andremaintherewithhisbrowpressedtothehemofhergarments。Exceptingthebrotherlykisshegaveherwhenhecameandwent,hedidnotdaretoembraceher。Headoredthatinvisiblespiritinher,whichappearedintheverysoundofherpure,tranquilvoice,theexpressionofhersmile,andinhercleareye。
CHAPTERV
THECOSTOFOBSTINACY
Onerainyeveningtheyweresittingsidebysidenearthehearth,andGrannyMoanwasasleepoppositethem。Thefireflames,dancingoverthebranchesonthehearth,projectedtheirmagnifiedshadowsonthebeamsoverhead。
Theyspoketooneanotherinthatlowvoiceofalllovers。Butuponthisparticulareveningtheirconversationwasnowandagainbrokenbylongtroubledsilence。He,inparticular,saidverylittleandloweredhisheadwithafaintsmile,avoidingGaud\'sinquiringeyes。Forshehadbeenpressinghimwithquestionsalltheeveningconcerningthatmysterythathepositivelywouldnotdivulge;andthistimehefelthimselfcornered。Shewastooquickforhim,andhadfullymadeuphermindtolearn;nopossibleshiftscouldgethimoutoftellinghernow。
\"Wasitanybadtalestoldaboutme?\"sheasked。
Hetriedtoanswer\"yes,\"andfaltered:\"Oh!therewasalwaysplentyofrubbishbabbledinPaimpolandPloubazlanec。\"
Sheaskedwhat,buthecouldnotanswerher;sothenshethoughtofsomethingelse。\"Wasitaboutmystyleofdress,Yann?\"
Yes,ofcourse,thathadhadsomethingtodowithit;atonetimeshehaddressedtoograndlytobethewifeofasimplefisherman。Buthewasobligedtoacknowledgethatthatwasnotall。
\"Wasitbecauseatthattimewepassedforveryrichpeople,andyouwereafraidofbeingrefused?\"
\"Oh,no!notthat。\"HesaidthiswithsuchsimpleconfidencethatGaudwasamused。
Thenfellanothersilence,duringwhichthemoaningofthesea-windswasheardoutside。Lookingattentivelyathim,afreshideastruckher,andherexpressionchanged。
\"Ifnotanythingofthatsort,Yann,/what/wasit?\"demandedshe,suddenly,lookingathimfairintheeyes,withtheirresistiblequestioninglookofonewhoguessesthetruth,andcoulddispensewithconfirmation。
Heturnedaside,laughingoutright。
Soatlastshehad,indeed,guessedaright;henevercouldgiveherarealreason,becausetherewasnonetogive。Hehadsimply\"playedthemule\"asSylvestrehadsaidlongago。ButeverybodyhadteasedhimsomuchaboutthatGaud,hisparents,Sylvestre,hisIcelandmates,andevenGaudherself。Hencehehadstubbornlysaid\"no,\"butknewwellenoughinthebottomofhisheartthatwhennobodythoughtanymoreaboutthehollowmysteryitwouldbecome\"yes。\"
SoitwasonaccountofYann\'schildishnessthatGaudhadbeenlanguishing,forsakenfortwolongyears,andhadlongedtodie。
AtfirstYannlaughed,butnowhelookedatGaudwithkindeyes,questioningdeeply。Wouldsheforgivehim?Hefeltsuchremorseforhavingmadehersuffer。Wouldsheforgivehim?
\"It\'smytemperthatdoesit,Gaud,\"saidhe。\"Athomewithmyfolks,it\'sthesamething。Sometimes,whenI\'mstubborn,Iremainawholeweekangeredagainstthem,withoutspeakingtoanybody。YetyouknowhowIlovethem,andIalwaysendbydoingwhattheywish,likeaboy。
IfyouthinkthatIwashappytoliveunmarried,you\'remistaken。No,itcouldn\'thavelastedanyway,Gaud,youmaybesure。\"
Ofcourse,sheforgavehim。Asshefeltthesofttearsfall,sheknewtheyweretheoutflowofherlastpangsvanishingbeforeYann\'sconfession。Besides,thepresentneverwouldhavebeensohappywithoutallhersuffering;thatbeingover,shewasalmostpleasedathavinggonethroughthattimeoftrial。
Everythingwasfinallyclearedupbetweenthem,inaveryunexpectedthoughcompletemanner;thereremainednocloudsbetweentheirsouls。
Hedrewhertowardshim,andtheyremainedsometimewiththeircheekspressedclose,requiringnofurtherexplanations。Sochastewastheirembrace,thattheoldgrandamsuddenlyawaking,theyremainedbeforeherastheywerewithoutanyconfusionorembarrassment。
CHAPTERVI
THEBRIDAL
ItwassixdaysbeforethesailingforIceland。TheirweddingprocessionwasreturningfromPloubazlanecChurch,drivenbeforeafuriouswind,underasombre,rain-ladensky。
Theylookedveryhandsome,nevertheless,astheywalkedalongasinadream,arm-in-arm,likekingandqueenleadingalongcortege。Calm,reserved,andgrave,theyseemedtoseenothingaboutthem;asiftheywereaboveordinarylifeandeverybodyelse。Theverywindseemedtorespectthem,whilebehindthemtheir\"train\"wasajollymedleyoflaughingcouples,tumbledandbuffetedbytheangrywesterngale。
Manypeoplewerepresent,overflowingwithyounglife;othersturninggray,butthesestillsmiledastheythoughtof/their/wedding-dayandyoungeryears。GrannyYvonnewasthereandfollowing,too,pantingalittle,butsomethinglikehappy,hangingonthearmofanolduncleofYann\'s,whowaspayingherold-fashionedcompliments。Sheworeagrandnewcap,boughtfortheoccasion,andhertinyshawl,whichhadbeendyedathirdtime,andblack,becauseofSylvestre。
Thewindworriedeverybody;dressesandskirts,bonnetsand/coiffes/,weresimilarlytossedaboutmercilessly。
Atthechurchdoor,thenewlymarriedcouple,pursuanttocustom,hadboughttwonosegaysofartificialflowers,tocompletetheirbridalattire。Yannhadfastenedhisonanyhowuponhisbroadchest,buthewasoneofthosemenwhomanythingbecomes。AsforGaud,therewasstillsomethingoftheladyaboutthemannerinwhichshehadplacedtherudeflowersinherbodice,asofoldveryclosefittingtoherunrivalledform。
Theviolinplayer,wholedthewholeband,bewilderedbythewind,playedatrandom;histuneswereheardbyfitsandstartsbetwixtthenoisygusts,androseasshrillasthescreamingofasea-gull。AllPloubazlanechadturnedouttolookatthem。Thismarriageseemedtoexcitepeople\'ssympathy,andmanyhadcomefromfararound;ateachturnoftheroadthereweregroupsstationedtoseethempass。NearlyallYann\'smates,theIcelandersofPaimpol,werethere。Theycheeredthebrideandbridegroomastheypassed;Gaudreturnedtheirgreeting,bowingslightlylikeatownlady,withseriousgrace;andallalongthewayshewasgreatlyadmired。
Thedarkestandmostsecludedhamletsaround,eventhoseinthewoods,hadbeenemptiedofalltheirbeggars,cripples,wastrels,poor,andidiotsoncrutches;thesewretchesscatteredalongtheroad,withaccordionsandhurdy-gurdies;theyheldouttheirhandsandhatstoreceivethealmsthatYannthrewtothemwithhisownnoblelookandGaudwithherbeautifulqueenlysmile。Someofthesepoorwaifswereveryoldandworegraylocksonheadsthathadneverheldmuch;
crouchinginthehollowsoftheroadside,theywereofthesamecolourastheearthfromwhichtheyseemedtohavesprung,butsounformedassoontobereturnedwithouteverhavinghadanyhumanthoughts。Theirwanderingglanceswereasindecipherableasthemysteryoftheirabortiveanduselessexistences。Withoutcomprehending,theylookedatthemerrymakers\'linepassby。ItwentonbeyondPors-EvenandtheGaoses\'home。TheymeanttofollowtheancientbridaltraditionofPloubazlanecandgotothechapelofLaTrinite,whichissituatedattheveryendoftheBretoncountry。
Atthefootoftheoutermostcliff,itrestsonathresholdoflow-
lyingrocksclosetothewater,andseemsalmosttobelongtotheseaalready。Anarrowgoat\'spathleadsdowntoitthroughmassesofgranite。
Theweddingpartyspreadovertheinclineoftheforsakencapehead;
andamongtherocksandstones,happywordswerelostintheroarofthewindandthesurf。
Itwasuselesstotryandreachthechapel;inthisboisterousweatherthepathwasnotsafe,theseacametooclosewithitshighrollers。
Itswhite-crestedspoutssprangupintheair,soastobreakovereverythinginaceaselessshower。
Yann,whohadadvancedthefarthestwithGaudonhisarm,wasthefirsttoretreatbeforethespray。Behind,hisweddingpartyhadremainedstrewnabouttherocks,inasemicircle;itseemedasifhehadcometopresenthiswifetothesea,whichreceivedherwithscowling,ill-bodingaspect。
Turninground,hecaughtsightoftheviolinistperchedonagrayrock,tryingvainlytoplayhisdancetunesbetweengustsofwind。
\"Putupyourmusic,mylad,\"saidYann;\"oldNeptuneisplayingusaliveliertunethanyours。\"
Aheavilybeatingshower,whichhadthreatenedsincemorning,begantofall。Therewasamadrushthen,accompaniedbyoutcriesandlaughter,toclimbupthebluffandtakerefugeattheGaoses\'。
CHAPTERVII
THEDISCORDANTNOTE
TheweddingbreakfastwasgivenatYann\'sparents\',becauseGaud\'shomewassopoor。Ittookplaceupstairsinthegreatnewroom。Five-
and-twentyguestssatdownroundthenewlymarriedpair——sistersandbrothers,cousinGaosthepilot,Guermeur,Keraez,YvonDuff,alloftheold/Marie\'s/crew,whowerenowthe/Leopoldine\'s/;fourveryprettybridesmaids,withtheirhair-plaitswoundroundtheirears,liketheempresses\'inancientByzantium,andtheirmodernwhitecaps,shapedlikesea-shells;andfourbestmen,allbroad-shoulderedIcelanders,withlargeproudeyes。
Downstairs,ofcourse,therewaseatingandcookinggoingon;thewholetrainoftheweddingprocessionhadgatheredthereindisorder;
andtheextraservants,hiredfromPaimpol,well-nighlosttheirsensesbeforethemightylumberingupofthecapacioushearthwithpotsandpans。
Yann\'sparentswouldhavewishedaricherwifefortheirson,naturally,butGaudwasknownnowasagood,courageousgirl;andthen,inspiteofherlostfortune,shewasthegreatestbeautyinthecountry,anditflatteredthemtoseethecouplesowellmatched。
Theoldfatherwasinclinedtobemerryafterthesoup,andspokeofthebringingupofhisfourteenlittleGaoses;buttheywerealldoingwell,thankstothetenthousandfrancsthathadmadethemwelloff。
NeighbourGuermeurrelatedthetricksheplayedinthenavy,yarnsaboutChina,theWestIndies,andBrazil,makingtheyoungoneswhowouldbeoffsomeday,opentheireyesinwonderment。
\"Thereisacryagainstthesea-service,\"saidtheoldsailor,laughing,\"butamancanhavefinefuninit。\"
Theweatherdidnotclearup;onthecontrary,thewindandrainragedthroughthegloomynight;andinspiteofthecaretaken,someoftheguestswerefidgetyabouttheirsmacksanchoredintheharbour,andspokeofgettinguptogoandseeifallwasright。Buthereamorejovialsoundthaneverwasheardfromdownstairs,wheretheyoungermembersofthepartyweresuppingtogether;cheersofjoyandpealsoflaughterascended。Thelittlecousinswerebeginningtofeelexhilaratedbythecider。
Boiledandroastedmeatshadbeenservedupwithpoultry,differentkindsoffish,omeletsandpancakes。
Thedebatehadturneduponfisheryandsmuggling,andthebestmeansoffoolingthecoast-guardsmen,who,asweallknow,aretheswornenemiesofhonestseafarers。
Upstairs,atthegrandtable,oldcircumnavigatorswentsofarastorelatedrollstories,inthevernacular。
Butthewindwasragingaltogethertoostrong;forthewindowsshookwithaterribleclatter,andthemantellingthetalehadhurriedlyendedtogoandseetohissmack。
Thenanotherwenton:\"WhenIwasbo\'s\'n\'smateaboardofthe/Zenobie/,a-lyingatAden,anda-doingthedutyofacorporalofmarines,bythesametoken,yououghttoha\'seentheostridgefeathertradersa-tryingtoscrambleupovertheside。[/Imitatingthebrokentalk/]\'Bon-joo,cap\'n!we\'renotthiefs——we\'rehonestmerchants\'——
Honest,myeye!withasweepofthebucket,apurtendingtodrawsomewaterup,Isent\'emallflyingbackanoar\'slength。\'Honestmerchants,areye,\'saysI,\'thensendusupabunchofhonestfeathersfirst——withaharddollarortwointhecoreofit,d\'yesee,andthenI\'llbelieveinyourhonesty!\'Why,Icouldha\'mademyfortun\'outofthembeggars,ifIhadn\'tbeenbornandbroughtuphonestmyself,andbutasucking-doveinwisdom,sayingnothingofmyhavingasweetheartatTouloninthemillineryline,whocouldhaveusedanyquantityoffeathers——\"
Ha!here\'soneofYann\'slittlebrothers,afutureIcelandfisherman,withafreshpinkfaceandbrighteyes,whoissuddenlytakenillfromhavingdrunktoomuchcider。SolittleLaumechastobecarriedoff,whichcutsshortthestoryofthemillinerandthefeathers。
Thewindwailedinthechimneylikeanevilspiritintorment;withfearfulstrength,itshookthewholehouseonitsstonefoundation。
\"Itstrikesmethewindisstirredup,acoswe\'reenjoyingofourselves,\"saidthepilotcousin。
\"No,it\'stheseathat\'swrathy,\"correctedYann,smilingatGaud,\"becauseI\'dpromisedI\'dbeweddedto/her/。\"
Astrangelanguorseemedtoenvelopthemboth;theyspoketooneanotherinalowvoice,apart,inthemidstofthegeneralgaiety。
Yann,knowingthoroughlytheeffectofwine,didnotdrinkatall。Nowandthenheturneddulltoo,thinkingofSylvestre。Itwasanunderstoodthingthattherewastobenodancing,onaccountofhimandofGaud\'sdeadfather。
Itwasthedessertnow;thesingingwouldsoonbegin。Butfirstthereweretheprayerstosay,forthedeadofthefamily;thisformisneveromitted,atallwedding-feasts,andisasolemnduty。SowhenoldGaosroseanduncoveredhiswhitehead,therewasadeadsilencearound。
\"This,\"saidhe,\"isforGuillaumeGaos,myfather。\"Makingthesignofthecross,hebegantheLord\'sprayerinLatin:\"/Paternoster,quiesincoelis,sanctificeturnomentumm/——\"
Thesilenceincludedall,eventothejoyfullittleonesdownstairs,andeveryvoicewasrepeatinginanundertonethesameeternalwords。
\"ThisisforYvesandJeanGaos,mytwobrothers,whowerelostintheSeaofIceland。ThisisforPierreGaos,myson,shipwreckedaboardthe/Zelie/。\"WhenallthedeadGaoseshadhadtheirprayers,heturnedtowardsgrandmotherMoan,saying,\"ThisoneisforSylvestreMoan。\"
Yannweptasherecitedanotherprayer。
\"/Sedliberanosamalo。Amen/!\"
Thenthesongsbegan;sea-songslearnedinthenavy,ontheforecastle,whereweallknowthereareraregoodvocalists。
\"/Unnoblecorps,pasmoinsqueceluidesZouaves/,\"etc。
AnobleandagallantladTheZouaveis,weknow,But,cappinghimforbravery,Thesailorstands,Itrow。
Hurrah,hurrah!longlifetohim,Whoseglorynevercangrowdim!
Thiswassungbyoneofthebride\'ssupporters,inafeelingtonethatwenttothesoul;andthechoruswastakenupbyotherfine,manlyvoices。
Butthenewlyweddedpairseemedtolistenasfromadistance。Whentheylookedatoneanother,theireyesshonewithdulledbrilliance,likethatoftransparentlyshadedlamps。Theyspokeinevenalowervoice,andstillheldeachother\'shands。Gaudbentherhead,too,graduallyovercomebyavast,delightfulterror,beforehermaster。
Thepilotcousinwentaroundthetable,servingoutawineofhisown;
hehadbroughtitwithmuchcare,huggingandpattingthebottle,whichoughtnottobeshaken,hesaid。Hetoldthestoryofit。Onedayoutfishingtheysawacaska-floating;itwastoobigtohaulonboard,sotheyhadstoveintheheadandfilledallthepotsandpanstheyhad,withmostofitscontents。Itwasimpossibletotakeall,sotheyhadsignalledtootherpilotsandfishers,andallthesailsinsighthadflockedroundtheflotsam。
\"AndIknowmorethanoneoldsobersideswhowasgloriouslytopheavywhenwegotbacktoPors-Evenatnight!\"hechuckledliquorishly。
Thewindstillwentonwithitsfearfuldin。
Downstairsthechildrenweredancinginrings;exceptsomeoftheyoungest,senttobed;buttheothers,whowererompingabout,ledbylittleFantecFrancisandLaumecGuillaume,wantedtogoandplayoutside。Everyminutetheywereopeningthedoorandlettinginfuriousgusts,whichblewoutthecandles。
Thepilotcousinwentonwithhisstory。Fortybottleshadfallentohislot,hesaid。Hebeggedthemalltosaynothingaboutit,becauseof\"/MonsieurleCommissairedel\'InscriptionMaritime/,\"whowouldsurelymakeafussovertheundeclaredfind。
\"But,d\'yesee,\"hewenton,\"itsarvedthelubbersrighttoheaveoversuchavallyblecaskorletit\'scapethelashings,forit\'ssuperiorquality,withsartinlymorejinywinegrape-juiceinitthaninallthewine-merchants\'cellarsofPaimpol。Goodnessknowswhenceitcame——thisherecastawayliquor。\"
Itwasverystrongandrichincolour,dashedwithsea-water,andhadtheflavourofcod-pickle,butinspiteofthat,relishable;andseveralbottleswereemptied。
Someheadsbegantospin;theBabelofvoicesbecamemoreconfused,andtheladskissedthelasseslesssurreptitiously。
Thesongsjoyouslycontinued;butthewindswouldnotmoderate,andtheseamenexchangedtokensofapprehensionaboutthebadweatherincreasing。
Thesinisterclamourwithoutwasindeedworsethanever。Ithadbecomeonecontinuoushowl,deepandthreatening,asifathousandmadcreatureswereyellingwithfullthroatsandout-stretchednecks。
Onemightimagineheavysea-gunsshootingouttheirdeafeningboominthedistance,butthatwasonlytheseahammeringthecoastofPloubazlaneconallpoints;undoubtedlyitdidnotappearcontented,andGaudfeltherheartshrinkatthisdismalmusic,whichnoonehadorderedfortheirwedding-feast。
Towardsmidnight,duringacalm,Yann,whohadrisensoftly,beckonedhiswifetocometospeakwithhim。
Itwastogohome。Sheblushed,filledwithshame,andconfusedathavingleftherseatsopromptly。Shesaiditwouldbeimpolitetogoawaydirectlyandleavetheothers。
\"Notabitonit,\"repliedYann,\"myfatherallowsit;wemaygo,\"andawayhecarriedher。
Theyhurriedawaystealthily。Outsidetheyfoundthemselvesinthecold,thebitterwind,andthemiserable,agitatednight。Theybegantorunhand-in-hand。
Fromtheheightofthecliff-path,onecouldimagine,withoutseeingit,thefuriousopensea,whencearoseallthishubbub。Theyranalong,thewindcuttingtheirfaces,bothbowedbeforetheangrygusts,andobligedtoputtheirhandsovertheirmouthstocovertheirbreathing,whichthewindhadcompletelytakenawayatfirst。
Heheldherupbythewaistattheoutset,tokeepherdressfromtrailingontheground,andherfinenewshoesfrombeingspoiledinthewater,whichstreamedabouttheirfeet,andnextheheldherroundtheneck,too,andcontinuedtorunonstillfaster。Hecouldhardlyrealizethathelovedhersomuch!Tothinkthatshewasnowtwenty-
threeandhenearlytwenty-eight;thattheymighthavebeenmarriedtwoyearsago,andashappythenasto-night!
Atlasttheyarrivedathome,thatpoorlodging,withitsdampflooringandmoss-grownroof。Theylitthecandle,whichthewindblewouttwice。
OldgrandamMoan,whohadbeentakenhomebeforethesingingbegan,wasthere。Shehadbeensleepingforthelasttwohoursinherbunk,theflapsofwhichwereshut。Theydrewnearwithrespectandpeepedthroughthefretworkofherpress,tobidhergood-night,ifbychanceshewerenotasleep。Buttheyonlyperceivedherstillvenerablefaceandclosedeyes;sheslept,orshefeignedtodoso,nottodisturbthem。
Theyfelttheywerealonethen。Bothtrembledastheyclaspedhands。
Hebentforwardtokissherlips;butGaudturnedthemaside,throughignoranceofthatkindofkiss;andaschastelyasontheeveningoftheirbetrothal,shepressedherstoYann\'scheek,whichwaschilled,almostfrozen,bythewind。
Itwasbitterlycoldintheirpoor,low-roofedcottage。IfGaudhadonlyremainedrich,whathappinessshewouldhavefeltinarrangingaprettyroom,notlikethisoneonthebareground!Shewasscarcelyyetusedtotheseruggedgranitewalls,andtheroughlookofallthingsaround;butherYannwastherenow,andbyhispresenceeverythingwaschangedandtransfigured。Shesawonlyherhusband。
Theirlipsmetnow;noturningaside。Stillstandingwiththeirarmsintertwinedtightlytodrawthemselvestogether,theyremaineddumb,intheperfectecstasyofanever-endingkiss。Theirflutteringbreathcommingled,andbothquiveredasifinaburningfever。Theyseemedwithoutpowertotearthemselvesapart,andknewnothinganddesirednothingbeyondthatlongkissofconsecratedlove。
Shedrewherselfaway,suddenlyagitated。\"Nay,Yann!GrannyYvonnemightseeus,\"shefaltered。
Buthe,withasmile,soughthiswife\'slipsagainandfastenedhisownuponthem,likeathirstymanwhosecupoffreshwaterhadbeentakenfromhim。
Themovementtheyhadmadebrokethecharmofdelightfulhesitation。
Yann,who,atthefirst,wasgoingtokneeltoherasbeforeasaint,felthimselffiredagain。Heglancedstealthilytowardstheoldoakenbunk,irritatedatbeingsoclosetotheoldwoman,andseekingsomewaynottobespiedupon,buteverwithoutbreakingawayfromthoseexquisitelips。
Hestretchedforthhisarmbehindhim,andwiththebackofhishanddashedoutthelight,asifthewindhaddoneit。Thenhesnatchedherupinhisarms。Stillholdingherclose,withhismouthcontinuallypressedtohers,heseemedlikeawildlionwithhisteethembeddedinhisprey。Forherpartshegaveherselfupentirely,tothatbodyandsoulseizurethatwasimperiousandwithoutpossibleresistance,eventhoughitremainedsoftasagreatall-comprisingembrace。
Aroundthem,fortheirweddinghymn,thesameinvisibleorchestra,playedon——\"Hoo-ooh-hoo!\"Attimesthewindbellowedoutinitsdeepnoise,witha/tremolo/ofrage;andagainrepeateditsthreats,asifwithrefinedcruelty,inlowsustainedtones,flute-likeasthehootofanowl。
Thebroad,fathomlessgraveofallsailorslaynightothem,restlessandravenous,drummingagainstthecliffswithitsmuffledboom。
OnenightoranotherYannwouldhavetobecaughtinthatmaw,andbattlewithitinthemidstoftheterroroficeaswell。Bothknewthisplainly。
Butwhatmatteredthatnowtothemonland,shelteredfromthesea\'sfutilefury。Intheirpoorgloomycottage,overwhichtempestrushed,theyscornedallthatwashostile,intoxicatedanddelightfullyfortifiedagainstthewholebytheeternalmagicoflove。
CHAPTERVIII
THEBLISSFULWEEK
Forsixdaystheywerehusbandandwife。Inthistimeofleave-takingthepreparationsfortheIcelandseasonoccupiedeverybody。Thewomenheapedupthesaltforthepickleintheholdsofthevessels;themensawtothemastsandrigging。Yann\'smotherandsistersworkedfrommorningtillnightatthemakingofthesou\'westersandoilskinwaterproofs。
Theweatherwasdull,andthesea,forefeelingtheapproachoftheequinoctialgales,wasrestlessandheaving。
Gaudwentthroughtheseinexorablepreparationswithagony;countingthefleetinghoursoftheday,andlookingforwardtothenight,whentheworkwasover,andshewouldhaveherYanntoherself。
Wouldheleavehereveryyearinthisway?
Shehopedtobeabletokeephimback,butshedidnotdaretospeaktohimaboutthiswishasyet。Helovedherpassionately,too;heneverhadknownanythinglikethisaffectionbefore;itwassuchafresh,trustingtendernessthatthesamecaressesandfondlingsalwaysseemedasifnovelandunknownheretofore;andtheirintoxicationoflovecontinuedtoincrease,andneverseemed——neverwassatiated。
Whatcharmedandsurprisedherinhermatewashistendernessandboyishness。ThistheYanninlove,whomshehadsometimesseenatPaimpolmostcontemptuoustowardsthegirls。Onthecontrary,toherhealwaysmaintainedthatkindlycourtesythatseemednaturaltohim,andsheadoredthatbeautifulsmilethatcametohimwhenevertheireyesmet。Amongthesesimplefolkthereexiststhefeelingofabsoluterespectforthedignityofthewife;thereisanoceanbetweenherandthesweetheart。Gaudwasessentiallythewife。Shewassorelytroubledinherhappiness,however,foritseemedsomethingtoounhopedfor,asunstableasajoyfuldream。Besides,wouldthislovebelastinginYann?Sherememberedsometimeshisformerflames,hisfanciesanddifferentloveadventures,andthenshegrewfearful。Wouldhealwayscherishthatinfinitetendernessandsweetrespectforher?
Sixdaysofaweddedlife,forsuchaloveastheirs,wasnothing;
onlyafeveredinstalmenttakenfromthemarriedlifeterm,whichmightbesolongbeforethemyet!Theyhadscarcelyhadleisuretobetogetheratallandunderstandthattheyreallybelongedtooneanother。Alltheirplansoflifetogether,ofpeacefuljoy,andsettlingdown,wasforcedlyputofftillthefisherman\'sreturn。
No!atanypriceshewouldstophimfromgoingtothisdreadfulIcelandanotheryear!Buthowshouldshemanage?Andwhatcouldtheydoforalivelihood,beingbothsopoor?Thenagainhesodearlylovedthesea。Butinspiteofall,shewouldtryandkeephimhomeanotherseason;shewoulduseallherpower,intelligence,andhearttodoso。
WasshetobethewifeofanIcelander,towatcheachspring-tideapproachwithsadness,andpassthewholesummerinpainfulanxiety?
no,nowthatshelovedhim,aboveeverythingthatshecouldimagine,shefeltseizedwithanimmenseterroratthethoughtofyearstocomethusrobbedofthebetterpart。