第3章
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  Goodorder,cleanliness,andcomfort,pervadedeverycornerofthebuilding。Thevariousclasses,whoweregatheredroundtheirteachers,answeredthequestionsputtothemwithreadinessandintelligence,andinaspiritofcheerfulcontestforprecedencewhichpleasedmeverymuch。Thosewhowereatplay,weregleesomeandnoisyasotherchildren。Morespiritualandaffectionatefriendshipsappearedtoexistamongthem,thanwouldbefoundamongotheryoungpersonssufferingundernodeprivation;butthisI

  expectedandwaspreparedtofind。ItisapartofthegreatschemeofHeaven\'smercifulconsiderationfortheafflicted。

  Inaportionofthebuilding,setapartforthatpurpose,arework-

  shopsforblindpersonswhoseeducationisfinished,andwhohaveacquiredatrade,butwhocannotpursueitinanordinarymanufactorybecauseoftheirdeprivation。Severalpeoplewereatworkhere;makingbrushes,mattresses,andsoforth;andthecheerfulness,industry,andgoodorderdiscernibleineveryotherpartofthebuilding,extendedtothisdepartmentalso。

  Ontheringingofabell,thepupilsallrepaired,withoutanyguideorleader,toaspaciousmusic-hall,wheretheytooktheirseatsinanorchestraerectedforthatpurpose,andlistenedwithmanifestdelighttoavoluntaryontheorgan,playedbyoneofthemselves。Atitsconclusion,theperformer,aboyofnineteenortwenty,gaveplacetoagirl;andtoheraccompanimenttheyallsangahymn,andafterwardsasortofchorus。Itwasverysadtolookuponandhearthem,happythoughtheirconditionunquestionablywas;andIsawthatoneblindgirl,whobeingforthetimedeprivedoftheuseofherlimbs,byillnesssatclosebesidemewithherfacetowardsthem,weptsilentlythewhileshelistened。

  Itisstrangetowatchthefacesoftheblind,andseehowfreetheyarefromallconcealmentofwhatispassingintheirthoughts;

  observingwhich,amanwitheyesmayblushtocontemplatethemaskhewears。Allowingforoneshadeofanxiousexpressionwhichisneverabsentfromtheircountenances,andthelikeofwhichwemayreadilydetectinourownfacesifwetrytofeelourwayinthedark,everyidea,asitriseswithinthem,isexpressedwiththelightning\'sspeedandnature\'struth。Ifthecompanyatarout,ordrawing-roomatcourt,couldonlyforonetimebeasunconsciousoftheeyesuponthemasblindmenandwomenare,whatsecretswouldcomeout,andwhataworkerofhypocrisythissight,thelossofwhichwesomuchpity,wouldappeartobe!

  ThethoughtoccurredtomeasIsatdowninanotherroom,beforeagirl,blind,deaf,anddumb;destituteofsmell;andnearlysooftaste:beforeafairyoungcreaturewitheveryhumanfaculty,andhope,andpowerofgoodnessandaffection,inclosedwithinherdelicateframe,andbutoneoutwardsense-thesenseoftouch。

  Thereshewas,beforeme;builtup,asitwere,inamarblecell,impervioustoanyrayoflight,orparticleofsound;withherpoorwhitehandpeepingthroughachinkinthewall,beckoningtosomegoodmanforhelp,thatanImmortalsoulmightbeawakened。

  LongbeforeIlookeduponher,thehelphadcome。Herfacewasradiantwithintelligenceandpleasure。Herhair,braidedbyherownhands,wasboundaboutahead,whoseintellectualcapacityanddevelopmentwerebeautifullyexpressedinitsgracefuloutline,anditsbroadopenbrow;herdress,arrangedbyherself,wasapatternofneatnessandsimplicity;theworkshehadknitted,laybesideher;herwriting-bookwasonthedesksheleanedupon-Fromthemournfulruinofsuchbereavement,therehadslowlyrisenupthisgentle,tender,guileless,grateful-heartedbeing。

  Likeotherinmatesofthathouse,shehadagreenribbonboundroundhereyelids。Adollshehaddressedlaynearupontheground。Itookitup,andsawthatshehadmadeagreenfilletsuchassheworeherself,andfasteneditaboutitsmimiceyes。

  Shewasseatedinalittleenclosure,madebyschool-desksandforms,writingherdailyjournal。Butsoonfinishingthispursuit,sheengagedinananimatedconversationwithateacherwhosatbesideher。Thiswasafavouritemistresswiththepoorpupil。Ifshecouldseethefaceofherfairinstructress,shewouldnotloveherless,Iamsure。

  Ihaveextractedafewdisjointedfragmentsofherhistory,fromanaccount,writtenbythatonemanwhohasmadeherwhatsheis。Itisaverybeautifulandtouchingnarrative;andIwishIcouldpresentitentire。

  HernameisLauraBridgman。\'ShewasborninHanover,NewHampshire,onthetwenty-firstofDecember,1829。Sheisdescribedashavingbeenaverysprightlyandprettyinfant,withbrightblueeyes。Shewas,however,sopunyandfeebleuntilshewasayearandahalfold,thatherparentshardlyhopedtorearher。Shewassubjecttoseverefits,whichseemedtorackherframealmostbeyondherpowerofendurance:andlifewasheldbythefeeblesttenure:butwhenayearandahalfold,sheseemedtorally;thedangeroussymptomssubsided;andattwentymonthsold,shewasperfectlywell。

  \'Thenhermentalpowers,hithertostintedintheirgrowth,rapidlydevelopedthemselves;andduringthefourmonthsofhealthwhichsheenjoyed,sheappearsmakingdueallowanceforafondmother\'saccounttohavedisplayedaconsiderabledegreeofintelligence。

  \'Butsuddenlyshesickenedagain;herdiseaseragedwithgreatviolenceduringfiveweeks,whenhereyesandearswereinflamed,suppurated,andtheircontentsweredischarged。Butthoughsightandhearingweregoneforever,thepoorchild\'ssufferingswerenotended。Thefeverragedduringsevenweeks;forfivemonthsshewaskeptinbedinadarkenedroom;itwasayearbeforeshecouldwalkunsupported,andtwoyearsbeforeshecouldsitupallday。

  Itwasnowobservedthathersenseofsmellwasalmostentirelydestroyed;and,consequently,thathertastewasmuchblunted。

  \'Itwasnotuntilfouryearsofagethatthepoorchild\'sbodilyhealthseemedrestored,andshewasabletoenteruponherapprenticeshipoflifeandtheworld。

  \'Butwhatasituationwashers!Thedarknessandthesilenceofthetombwerearoundher:nomother\'ssmilecalledforthheransweringsmile,nofather\'svoicetaughthertoimitatehissounds:-they,brothersandsisters,werebutformsofmatterwhichresistedhertouch,butwhichdifferednotfromthefurnitureofthehouse,saveinwarmth,andinthepoweroflocomotion;andnotevenintheserespectsfromthedogandthecat。

  \'Buttheimmortalspiritwhichhadbeenimplantedwithinhercouldnotdie,norbemaimednormutilated;andthoughmostofitsavenuesofcommunicationwiththeworldwerecutoff,itbegantomanifestitselfthroughtheothers。Assoonasshecouldwalk,shebegantoexploretheroom,andthenthehouse;shebecamefamiliarwiththeform,density,weight,andheat,ofeveryarticleshecouldlayherhandsupon。Shefollowedhermother,andfeltherhandsandarms,asshewasoccupiedaboutthehouse;andherdispositiontoimitate,ledhertorepeateverythingherself。Sheevenlearnedtosewalittle,andtoknit。\'

  Thereaderwillscarcelyneedtobetold,however,thattheopportunitiesofcommunicatingwithher,werevery,verylimited;

  andthatthemoraleffectsofherwretchedstatesoonbegantoappear。Thosewhocannotbeenlightenedbyreason,canonlybecontrolledbyforce;andthis,coupledwithhergreatprivations,mustsoonhavereducedhertoaworseconditionthanthatofthebeaststhatperish,butfortimelyandunhoped-foraid。

  \'Atthistime,Iwassofortunateastohearofthechild,andimmediatelyhastenedtoHanovertoseeher。Ifoundherwithawell-formedfigure;astrongly-marked,nervous-sanguinetemperament;alargeandbeautifully-shapedhead;andthewholesysteminhealthyaction。TheparentswereeasilyinducedtoconsenttohercomingtoBoston,andonthe4thofOctober,1837,theybroughthertotheInstitution。

  \'Forawhile,shewasmuchbewildered;andafterwaitingabouttwoweeks,untilshebecameacquaintedwithhernewlocality,andsomewhatfamiliarwiththeinmates,theattemptwasmadetogiveherknowledgeofarbitrarysigns,bywhichshecouldinterchangethoughtswithothers。

  \'Therewasoneoftwowaystobeadopted:eithertogoontobuildupalanguageofsignsonthebasisofthenaturallanguagewhichshehadalreadycommencedherself,ortoteachherthepurelyarbitrarylanguageincommonuse:thatis,togiveherasignforeveryindividualthing,ortogiveheraknowledgeoflettersbycombinationofwhichshemightexpressherideaoftheexistence,andthemodeandconditionofexistence,ofanything。Theformerwouldhavebeeneasy,butveryineffectual;thelatterseemedverydifficult,but,ifaccomplished,veryeffectual。Ideterminedthereforetotrythelatter。

  \'Thefirstexperimentsweremadebytakingarticlesincommonuse,suchasknives,forks,spoons,keys,&c。,andpastinguponthemlabelswiththeirnamesprintedinraisedletters。Theseshefeltverycarefully,andsoon,ofcourse,distinguishedthatthecrookedlinesSPOON,differedasmuchfromthecrookedlinesKEY,asthespoondifferedfromthekeyinform。

  \'Thensmalldetachedlabels,withthesamewordsprinteduponthem,wereputintoherhands;andshesoonobservedthattheyweresimilartotheonespastedonthearticles。\'SheshowedherperceptionofthissimilaritybylayingthelabelKEYuponthekey,andthelabelSPOONuponthespoon。Shewasencouragedherebythenaturalsignofapprobation,pattingonthehead。

  \'Thesameprocesswasthenrepeatedwithallthearticleswhichshecouldhandle;andsheveryeasilylearnedtoplacetheproperlabelsuponthem。Itwasevident,however,thattheonlyintellectualexercisewasthatofimitationandmemory。SherecollectedthatthelabelBOOKwasplaceduponabook,andsherepeatedtheprocessfirstfromimitation,nextfrommemory,withonlythemotiveofloveofapprobation,butapparentlywithouttheintellectualperceptionofanyrelationbetweenthethings。

  \'Afterawhile,insteadoflabels,theindividuallettersweregiventoherondetachedbitsofpaper:theywerearrangedsidebysidesoastospellBOOK,KEY,&c。;thentheyweremixedupinaheapandasignwasmadeforhertoarrangethemherselfsoastoexpressthewordsBOOK,KEY,&c。;andshedidso。

  \'Hitherto,theprocesshadbeenmechanical,andthesuccessaboutasgreatasteachingaveryknowingdogavarietyoftricks。Thepoorchildhadsatinmuteamazement,andpatientlyimitatedeverythingherteacherdid;butnowthetruthbegantoflashuponher:herintellectbegantowork:sheperceivedthatherewasawaybywhichshecouldherselfmakeupasignofanythingthatwasinherownmind,andshowittoanothermind;andatoncehercountenancelightedupwithahumanexpression:itwasnolongeradog,orparrot:itwasanimmortalspirit,eagerlyseizinguponanewlinkofunionwithotherspirits!Icouldalmostfixuponthemomentwhenthistruthdawneduponhermind,andspreaditslighttohercountenance;Isawthatthegreatobstaclewasovercome;andthathenceforwardnothingbutpatientandpersevering,butplainandstraightforward,effortsweretobeused。

  \'Theresultthusfar,isquicklyrelated,andeasilyconceived;butnotsowastheprocess;formanyweeksofapparentlyunprofitablelabourwerepassedbeforeitwaseffected。

  \'Whenitwassaidabovethatasignwasmade,itwasintendedtosay,thattheactionwasperformedbyherteacher,shefeelinghishands,andthenimitatingthemotion。

  \'Thenextstepwastoprocureasetofmetaltypes,withthedifferentlettersofthealphabetcastupontheirends;alsoaboard,inwhichweresquareholes,intowhichholesshecouldsetthetypes;sothatthelettersontheirendscouldalonebefeltabovethesurface。

  \'Then,onanyarticlebeinghandedtoher,forinstance,apencil,orawatch,shewouldselectthecomponentletters,andarrangethemonherboard,andreadthemwithapparentpleasure。

  \'Shewasexercisedforseveralweeksinthisway,untilhervocabularybecameextensive;andthentheimportantstepwastakenofteachingherhowtorepresentthedifferentlettersbythepositionofherfingers,insteadofthecumbrousapparatusoftheboardandtypes。Sheaccomplishedthisspeedilyandeasily,forherintellecthadbeguntoworkinaidofherteacher,andherprogresswasrapid。

  \'Thiswastheperiod,aboutthreemonthsaftershehadcommenced,thatthefirstreportofhercasewasmade,inwhichitwasstatedthat\"shehasjustlearnedthemanualalphabet,asusedbythedeafmutes,anditisasubjectofdelightandwondertoseehowrapidly,correctly,andeagerly,shegoesonwithherlabours。Herteachergivesheranewobject,forinstance,apencil,firstletsherexamineit,andgetanideaofitsuse,thenteachesherhowtospellitbymakingthesignsfortheletterswithherownfingers:

  thechildgraspsherhand,andfeelsherfingers,asthedifferentlettersareformed;sheturnsherheadalittleononesidelikeapersonlisteningclosely;herlipsareapart;sheseemsscarcelytobreathe;andhercountenance,atfirstanxious,graduallychangestoasmile,asshecomprehendsthelesson。Shethenholdsuphertinyfingers,andspellsthewordinthemanualalphabet;next,shetakeshertypesandarrangesherletters;andlast,tomakesurethatsheisright,shetakesthewholeofthetypescomposingtheword,andplacesthemuponorincontactwiththepencil,orwhatevertheobjectmaybe。\"

  \'Thewholeofthesucceedingyearwaspassedingratifyinghereagerinquiriesforthenamesofeveryobjectwhichshecouldpossiblyhandle;inexercisingherintheuseofthemanualalphabet;inextendingineverypossiblewayherknowledgeofthephysicalrelationsofthings;andinpropercareofherhealth。

  \'Attheendoftheyearareportofhercasewasmade,fromwhichthefollowingisanextract。

  \'\"Ithasbeenascertainedbeyondthepossibilityofdoubt,thatshecannotseearayoflight,cannotheartheleastsound,andneverexerciseshersenseofsmell,ifshehaveany。Thusherminddwellsindarknessandstillness,asprofoundasthatofaclosedtombatmidnight。Ofbeautifulsights,andsweetsounds,andpleasantodours,shehasnoconception;nevertheless,sheseemsashappyandplayfulasabirdoralamb;andtheemploymentofherintellectualfaculties,ortheacquirementofanewidea,givesheravividpleasure,whichisplainlymarkedinherexpressivefeatures。Sheneverseemstorepine,buthasallthebuoyancyandgaietyofchildhood。Sheisfondoffunandfrolic,andwhenplayingwiththerestofthechildren,hershrilllaughsoundsloudestofthegroup。

  \'\"Whenleftalone,sheseemsveryhappyifshehaveherknittingorsewing,andwillbusyherselfforhours;ifshehavenooccupation,sheevidentlyamusesherselfbyimaginarydialogues,orbyrecallingpastimpressions;shecountswithherfingers,orspellsoutnamesofthingswhichshehasrecentlylearned,inthemanualalphabetofthedeafmutes。Inthislonelyself-communionsheseemstoreason,reflect,andargue;ifshespellawordwrongwiththefingersofherrighthand,sheinstantlystrikesitwithherleft,asherteacherdoes,insignofdisapprobation;ifright,thenshepatsherselfuponthehead,andlookspleased。Shesometimespurposelyspellsawordwrongwiththelefthand,looksroguishforamomentandlaughs,andthenwiththerighthandstrikestheleft,asiftocorrectit。

  \'\"Duringtheyearshehasattainedgreatdexterityintheuseofthemanualalphabetofthedeafmutes;andshespellsoutthewordsandsentenceswhichsheknows,sofastandsodeftly,thatonlythoseaccustomedtothislanguagecanfollowwiththeeyetherapidmotionsofherfingers。

  \'\"Butwonderfulasistherapiditywithwhichshewritesherthoughtsupontheair,stillmoresoistheeaseandaccuracywithwhichshereadsthewordsthuswrittenbyanother;graspingtheirhandsinhers,andfollowingeverymovementoftheirfingers,asletterafterletterconveystheirmeaningtohermind。Itisinthiswaythatsheconverseswithherblindplaymates,andnothingcanmoreforciblyshowthepowerofmindinforcingmattertoitspurposethanameetingbetweenthem。Forifgreattalentandskillarenecessaryfortwopantomimestopainttheirthoughtsandfeelingsbythemovementsofthebody,andtheexpressionofthecountenance,howmuchgreaterthedifficultywhendarknessshroudsthemboth,andtheonecanhearnosound。

  \'\"WhenLauraiswalkingthroughapassage-way,withherhandsspreadbeforeher,sheknowsinstantlyeveryoneshemeets,andpassesthemwithasignofrecognition:butifitbeagirlofherownage,andespeciallyifitbeoneofherfavourites,thereisinstantlyabrightsmileofrecognition,atwiningofarms,agraspingofhands,andaswifttelegraphinguponthetinyfingers;

  whoserapidevolutionsconveythethoughtsandfeelingsfromtheoutpostsofonemindtothoseoftheother。Therearequestionsandanswers,exchangesofjoyorsorrow,therearekissingsandpartings,justasbetweenlittlechildrenwithalltheirsenses。\"

  \'Duringthisyear,andsixmonthsaftershehadlefthome,hermothercametovisither,andthesceneoftheirmeetingwasaninterestingone。

  \'Themotherstoodsometime,gazingwithoverflowingeyesuponherunfortunatechild,who,allunconsciousofherpresence,wasplayingabouttheroom。PresentlyLauraranagainsther,andatoncebeganfeelingherhands,examiningherdress,andtryingtofindoutifsheknewher;butnotsucceedinginthis,sheturnedawayasfromastranger,andthepoorwomancouldnotconcealthepangshefelt,atfindingthatherbelovedchilddidnotknowher。

  \'ShethengaveLauraastringofbeadswhichsheusedtowearathome,whichwererecognisedbythechildatonce,who,withmuchjoy,putthemaroundherneck,andsoughtmeeagerlytosaysheunderstoodthestringwasfromherhome。

  \'Themothernowsoughttocaressher,butpoorLaurarepelledher,preferringtobewithheracquaintances。

  \'Anotherarticlefromhomewasnowgivenher,andshebegantolookmuchinterested;sheexaminedthestrangermuchcloser,andgavemetounderstandthatsheknewshecamefromHanover;sheevenenduredhercaresses,butwouldleaveherwithindifferenceattheslightestsignal。Thedistressofthemotherwasnowpainfultobehold;for,althoughshehadfearedthatsheshouldnotberecognised,thepainfulrealityofbeingtreatedwithcoldindifferencebyadarlingchild,wastoomuchforwoman\'snaturetobear。

  \'Afterawhile,onthemothertakingholdofheragain,avagueideaseemedtoflitacrossLaura\'smind,thatthiscouldnotbeastranger;shethereforefeltherhandsveryeagerly,whilehercountenanceassumedanexpressionofintenseinterest;shebecameverypale;andthensuddenlyred;hopeseemedstrugglingwithdoubtandanxiety,andneverwerecontendingemotionsmorestronglypainteduponthehumanface:atthismomentofpainfuluncertainty,themotherdrewherclosetoherside,andkissedherfondly,whenatoncethetruthflasheduponthechild,andallmistrustandanxietydisappearedfromherface,aswithanexpressionofexceedingjoysheeagerlynestledtothebosomofherparent,andyieldedherselftoherfondembraces。

  \'Afterthis,thebeadswereallunheeded;theplaythingswhichwereofferedtoherwereutterlydisregarded;herplaymates,forwhombutamomentbeforeshegladlyleftthestranger,nowvainlystrovetopullherfromhermother;andthoughsheyieldedherusualinstantaneousobediencetomysignaltofollowme,itwasevidentlywithpainfulreluctance。Sheclungclosetome,asifbewilderedandfearful;andwhen,afteramoment,Itookhertohermother,shesprangtoherarms,andclungtoherwitheagerjoy。

  \'Thesubsequentpartingbetweenthem,showedaliketheaffection,theintelligence,andtheresolutionofthechild。

  \'Lauraaccompaniedhermothertothedoor,clingingclosetoheralltheway,untiltheyarrivedatthethreshold,whereshepaused,andfeltaround,toascertainwhowasnearher。Perceivingthematron,ofwhomsheisveryfond,shegraspedherwithonehand,holdingonconvulsivelytohermotherwiththeother;andthusshestoodforamoment:thenshedroppedhermother\'shand;putherhandkerchieftohereyes;andturninground,clungsobbingtothematron;whilehermotherdeparted,withemotionsasdeepasthoseofherchild。

  \'Ithasbeenremarkedinformerreports,thatshecandistinguishdifferentdegreesofintellectinothers,andthatshesoonregarded,almostwithcontempt,anew-comer,when,afterafewdays,shediscoveredherweaknessofmind。Thisunamiablepartofhercharacterhasbeenmorestronglydevelopedduringthepastyear。

  \'Shechoosesforherfriendsandcompanions,thosechildrenwhoareintelligent,andcantalkbestwithher;andsheevidentlydislikestobewiththosewhoaredeficientinintellect,unless,indeed,shecanmakethemserveherpurposes,whichsheisevidentlyinclinedtodo。Shetakesadvantageofthem,andmakesthemwaituponher,inamannerthatsheknowsshecouldnotexactofothers;

  andinvariouswaysshowsherSaxonblood。

  \'Sheisfondofhavingotherchildrennoticedandcaressedbytheteachers,andthosewhomsherespects;butthismustnotbecarriedtoofar,orshebecomesjealous。Shewantstohavehershare,which,ifnotthelion\'s,isthegreaterpart;andifshedoesnotgetit,shesays,\"MYMOTHERWILLLOVEME。\"

  \'Hertendencytoimitationissostrong,thatitleadshertoactionswhichmustbeentirelyincomprehensibletoher,andwhichcangivehernootherpleasurethanthegratificationofaninternalfaculty。Shehasbeenknowntositforhalfanhour,holdingabookbeforehersightlesseyes,andmovingherlips,asshehasobservedseeingpeopledowhenreading。

  \'Sheonedaypretendedthatherdollwassick;andwentthroughallthemotionsoftendingit,andgivingitmedicine;shethenputitcarefullytobed,andplacedabottleofhotwatertoitsfeet,laughingallthetimemostheartily。WhenIcamehome,sheinsisteduponmygoingtoseeit,andfeelitspulse;andwhenI

  toldhertoputablisteronitsback,sheseemedtoenjoyitamazingly,andalmostscreamedwithdelight。

  \'Hersocialfeelings,andheraffections,areverystrong;andwhensheissittingatwork,oratherstudies,bythesideofoneofherlittlefriends,shewillbreakofffromhertaskeveryfewmoments,tohugandkissthemwithanearnestnessandwarmththatistouchingtobehold。

  \'Whenleftalone,sheoccupiesandapparentlyamusesherself,andseemsquitecontented;andsostrongseemstobethenaturaltendencyofthoughttoputonthegarboflanguage,thatsheoftensoliloquizesintheFINGERLANGUAGE,slowandtediousasitis。

  Butitisonlywhenalone,thatsheisquiet:forifshebecomessensibleofthepresenceofanyonenearher,sheisrestlessuntilshecansitclosebesidethem,holdtheirhand,andconversewiththembysigns。

  \'Inherintellectualcharacteritispleasingtoobserveaninsatiablethirstforknowledge,andaquickperceptionoftherelationsofthings。Inhermoralcharacter,itisbeautifultobeholdhercontinualgladness,herkeenenjoymentofexistence,herexpansivelove,herunhesitatingconfidence,hersympathywithsuffering,herconscientiousness,truthfulness,andhopefulness。\'

  SuchareafewfragmentsfromthesimplebutmostinterestingandinstructivehistoryofLauraBridgman。Thenameofhergreatbenefactorandfriend,whowritesit,isDr。Howe。Therearenotmanypersons,Ihopeandbelieve,who,afterreadingthesepassages,caneverhearthatnamewithindifference。

  AfurtheraccounthasbeenpublishedbyDr。Howe,sincethereportfromwhichIhavejustquoted。Itdescribesherrapidmentalgrowthandimprovementduringtwelvemonthsmore,andbringsherlittlehistorydowntotheendoflastyear。Itisveryremarkable,thataswedreaminwords,andcarryonimaginaryconversations,inwhichwespeakbothforourselvesandfortheshadowswhoappeartousinthosevisionsofthenight,soshe,havingnowords,usesherfingeralphabetinhersleep。Andithasbeenascertainedthatwhenherslumberisbroken,andismuchdisturbedbydreams,sheexpressesherthoughtsinanirregularandconfusedmanneronherfingers:justasweshouldmurmurandmutterthemindistinctly,inthelikecircumstances。

  IturnedovertheleavesofherDiary,andfounditwritteninafairlegiblesquarehand,andexpressedintermswhichwerequiteintelligiblewithoutanyexplanation。OnmysayingthatIshouldliketoseeherwriteagain,theteacherwhosatbesideher,badeher,intheirlanguage,signhernameuponaslipofpaper,twiceorthrice。Indoingso,Iobservedthatshekeptherlefthandalwaystouching,andfollowingup,herright,inwhich,ofcourse,sheheldthepen。Nolinewasindicatedbyanycontrivance,butshewrotestraightandfreely。

  Shehad,untilnow,beenquiteunconsciousofthepresenceofvisitors;but,havingherhandplacedinthatofthegentlemanwhoaccompaniedme,sheimmediatelyexpressedhisnameuponherteacher\'spalm。Indeedhersenseoftouchisnowsoexquisite,thathavingbeenacquaintedwithapersononce,shecanrecognisehimorherafteralmostanyinterval。Thisgentlemanhadbeeninhercompany,Ibelieve,butveryseldom,andcertainlyhadnotseenherformanymonths。Myhandsherejectedatonce,asshedoesthatofanymanwhoisastrangertoher。Butsheretainedmywife\'swithevidentpleasure,kissedher,andexamedherdresswithagirl\'scuriosityandinterest。

  Shewasmerryandcheerful,andshowedmuchinnocentplayfulnessinherintercoursewithherteacher。Herdelightonrecognisingafavouriteplayfellowandcompanion-herselfablindgirl-whosilently,andwithanequalenjoymentofthecomingsurprise,tookaseatbesideher,wasbeautifultowitness。Itelicitedfromheratfirst,asotherslightcircumstancesdidtwiceorthriceduringmyvisit,anuncouthnoisewhichwasratherpainfultohear。Butofherteachertouchingherlips,sheimmediatelydesisted,andembracedherlaughinglyandaffectionately。

  Ihadpreviouslybeenintoanotherchamber,whereanumberofblindboyswereswinging,andclimbing,andengagedinvarioussports。

  Theyallclamoured,asweentered,totheassistant-master,whoaccompaniedus,\'Lookatme,Mr。Hart!Please,Mr。Hart,lookatme!\'evincing,Ithought,eveninthis,ananxietypeculiartotheircondition,thattheirlittlefeatsofagilityshouldbeSEEN。

  Amongthemwasasmalllaughingfellow,whostoodaloof,entertaininghimselfwithagymnasticexerciseforbringingthearmsandchestintoplay;whichheenjoyedmightily;especiallywhen,inthrustingouthisrightarm,hebroughtitintocontactwithanotherboy。LikeLauraBridgman,thisyoungchildwasdeaf,anddumb,andblind。

  Dr。Howe\'saccountofthispupil\'sfirstinstructionissoverystriking,andsointimatelyconnectedwithLauraherself,thatI

  cannotrefrainfromashortextract。Imaypremisethatthepoorboy\'snameisOliverCaswell;thatheisthirteenyearsofage;andthathewasinfullpossessionofallhisfaculties,untilthreeyearsandfourmonthsold。Hewasthenattackedbyscarletfever;

  infourweeksbecamedeaf;inafewweeksmore,blind;insixmonths,dumb。Heshowedhisanxioussenseofthislastdeprivation,byoftenfeelingthelipsofotherpersonswhentheyweretalking,andthenputtinghishanduponhisown,asiftoassurehimselfthathehadthemintherightposition。

  \'Histhirstforknowledge,\'saysDr。Howe,\'proclaimeditselfassoonasheenteredthehouse,byhiseagerexaminationofeverythinghecouldfeelorsmellinhisnewlocation。Forinstance,treadingupontheregisterofafurnace,heinstantlystoopeddown,andbegantofeelit,andsoondiscoveredthewayinwhichtheupperplatemoveduponthelowerone;butthiswasnotenoughforhim,solyingdownuponhisface,heappliedhistonguefirsttoone,thentotheother,andseemedtodiscoverthattheywereofdifferentkindsofmetal。

  \'Hissignswereexpressive:andthestrictlynaturallanguage,laughing,crying,sighing,kissing,embracing,&c。,wasperfect。

  \'Someoftheanalogicalsignswhichguidedbyhisfacultyofimitationhehadcontrived,werecomprehensible;suchasthewavingmotionofhishandforthemotionofaboat,thecircularoneforawheel,&c。

  \'Thefirstobjectwastobreakuptheuseofthesesignsandtosubstituteforthemtheuseofpurelyarbitraryones。

  \'ProfitingbytheexperienceIhadgainedintheothercases,I

  omittedseveralstepsoftheprocessbeforeemployed,andcommencedatoncewiththefingerlanguage。Taking,therefore,severalarticleshavingshortnames,suchaskey,cup,mug,&c。,andwithLauraforanauxiliary,Isatdown,andtakinghishand,placeditupononeofthem,andthenwithmyown,madethelettersKEY。Hefeltmyhandseagerlywithbothofhis,andonmyrepeatingtheprocess,heevidentlytriedtoimitatethemotionsofmyfingers。

  Inafewminuteshecontrivedtofeelthemotionsofmyfingerswithonehand,andholdingouttheotherhetriedtoimitatethem,laughingmostheartilywhenhesucceeded。Laurawasby,interestedeventoagitation;andthetwopresentedasingularsight:herfacewasflushedandanxious,andherfingerstwininginamongourssocloselyastofolloweverymotion,butsoslightlyasnottoembarrassthem;whileOliverstoodattentive,hisheadalittleaside,hisfaceturnedup,hislefthandgraspingmine,andhisrightheldout:ateverymotionofmyfingershiscountenancebetokenedkeenattention;therewasanexpressionofanxietyashetriedtoimitatethemotions;thenasmilecamestealingoutashethoughthecoulddoso,andspreadintoajoyouslaughthemomenthesucceeded,andfeltmepathishead,andLauraclaphimheartilyupontheback,andjumpupanddowninherjoy。

  \'Helearnedmorethanahalf-dozenlettersinhalfanhour,andseemeddelightedwithhissuccess,atleastingainingapprobation。

  Hisattentionthenbegantoflag,andIcommencedplayingwithhim。

  Itwasevidentthatinallthishehadmerelybeenimitatingthemotionsofmyfingers,andplacinghishanduponthekey,cup,&c。,aspartoftheprocess,withoutanyperceptionoftherelationbetweenthesignandtheobject。

  \'WhenhewastiredwithplayItookhimbacktothetable,andhewasquitereadytobeginagainhisprocessofimitation。HesoonlearnedtomakethelettersforKEY,PEN,PIN;andbyhavingtheobjectrepeatedlyplacedinhishand,heatlastperceivedtherelationIwishedtoestablishbetweenthem。Thiswasevident,because,whenImadethelettersPIN,orPEN,orCUP,hewouldselectthearticle。

  \'Theperceptionofthisrelationwasnotaccompaniedbythatradiantflashofintelligence,andthatglowofjoy,whichmarkedthedelightfulmomentwhenLaurafirstperceivedit。Ithenplacedallthearticlesonthetable,andgoingawayalittledistancewiththechildren,placedOliver\'sfingersinthepositionstospellKEY,onwhichLaurawentandbroughtthearticle:thelittlefellowseemedmuchamusedbythis,andlookedveryattentiveandsmiling。IthencausedhimtomakethelettersBREAD,andinaninstantLaurawentandbroughthimapiece:hesmelledatit;putittohislips;cockeduphisheadwithamostknowinglook;seemedtoreflectamoment;andthenlaughedoutright,asmuchastosay,\"Aha!Iunderstandnowhowsomethingmaybemadeoutofthis。\"

  \'Itwasnowclearthathehadthecapacityandinclinationtolearn,thathewasapropersubjectforinstruction,andneededonlyperseveringattention。Ithereforeputhiminthehandsofanintelligentteacher,nothingdoubtingofhisrapidprogress。\'

  Wellmaythisgentlemancallthatadelightfulmoment,inwhichsomedistantpromiseofherpresentstatefirstgleameduponthedarkenedmindofLauraBridgman。Throughouthislife,therecollectionofthatmomentwillbetohimasourceofpure,unfadinghappiness;norwillitshinelessbrightlyontheeveningofhisdaysofNobleUsefulness。

  Theaffectionwhichexistsbetweenthesetwo-themasterandthepupil-isasfarremovedfromallordinarycareandregard,asthecircumstancesinwhichithashaditsgrowth,areapartfromthecommonoccurrencesoflife。Heisoccupiednow,indevisingmeansofimpartingtoher,higherknowledge;andofconveyingtohersomeadequateideaoftheGreatCreatorofthatuniverseinwhich,darkandsilentandscentlessthoughitbetoher,shehassuchdeepdelightandgladenjoyment。

  Yewhohaveeyesandseenot,andhaveearsandhearnot;yewhoareasthehypocritesofsadcountenances,anddisfigureyourfacesthatyemayseemuntomentofast;learnhealthycheerfulness,andmildcontentment,fromthedeaf,anddumb,andblind!Self-electedsaintswithgloomybrows,thissightless,earless,voicelesschildmayteachyoulessonsyouwilldowelltofollow。Letthatpoorhandofhersliegentlyonyourhearts;fortheremaybesomethinginitshealingtouchakintothatoftheGreatMasterwhosepreceptsyoumisconstrue,whoselessonsyoupervert,ofwhosecharityandsympathywithalltheworld,notoneamongyouinhisdailypracticeknowsasmuchasmanyoftheworstamongthosefallensinners,towhomyouareliberalinnothingbutthepreachmentofperdition!

  AsIrosetoquittheroom,aprettylittlechildofoneoftheattendantscamerunningintogreetitsfather。Forthemoment,achildwitheyes,amongthesightlesscrowd,impressedmealmostaspainfullyastheblindboyintheporchhaddone,twohoursago。

  Ah!howmuchbrighterandmoredeeplyblue,glowingandrichthoughithadbeenbefore,wasthescenewithout,contrastingwiththedarknessofsomanyyouthfulliveswithin!

  AtSOUTHBOSTON,asitiscalled,inasituationexcellentlyadaptedforthepurpose,severalcharitableinstitutionsareclusteredtogether。Oneofthese,istheStateHospitalfortheinsane;admirablyconductedonthoseenlightenedprinciplesofconciliationandkindness,whichtwentyyearsagowouldhavebeenworsethanheretical,andwhichhavebeenacteduponwithsomuchsuccessinourownpauperAsylumatHanwell。\'Evinceadesiretoshowsomeconfidence,andreposesometrust,eveninmadpeople,\'

  saidtheresidentphysician,aswewalkedalongthegalleries,hispatientsflockingroundusunrestrained。Ofthosewhodenyordoubtthewisdomofthismaximafterwitnessingitseffects,iftherebesuchpeoplestillalive,IcanonlysaythatIhopeImayneverbesummonedasaJurymanonaCommissionofLunacywhereoftheyarethesubjects;forIshouldcertainlyfindthemoutoftheirsenses,onsuchevidencealone。

  Eachwardinthisinstitutionisshapedlikealonggalleryorhall,withthedormitoriesofthepatientsopeningfromitoneitherhand。Heretheywork,read,playatskittles,andothergames;andwhentheweatherdoesnotadmitoftheirtakingexerciseoutofdoors,passthedaytogether。Inoneoftheserooms,seated,calmly,andquiteasamatterofcourse,amongathrongofmad-women,blackandwhite,werethephysician\'swifeandanotherlady,withacoupleofchildren。Theseladiesweregracefulandhandsome;anditwasnotdifficulttoperceiveataglancethateventheirpresencethere,hadahighlybeneficialinfluenceonthepatientswhoweregroupedaboutthem。

  Leaningherheadagainstthechimney-piece,withagreatassumptionofdignityandrefinementofmanner,satanelderlyfemale,inasmanyscrapsoffineryasMadgeWildfireherself。Herheadinparticularwassostrewnwithscrapsofgauzeandcottonandbitsofpaper,andhadsomanyqueeroddsandendsstuckallaboutit,thatitlookedlikeabird\'s-nest。Shewasradiantwithimaginaryjewels;worearichpairofundoubtedgoldspectacles;andgracefullydroppeduponherlap,asweapproached,averyoldgreasynewspaper,inwhichIdaresayshehadbeenreadinganaccountofherownpresentationatsomeForeignCourt。

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