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  Ifoundmyselfstanding,whenagleamofconsciousnesscameuponme,holdingontosomething。Idon\'tknowwhat。Ithinkitwastheboatswain:oritmayhavebeenthepump:orpossiblythecow。

  Ican\'tsayhowlongIhadbeenthere;whetheradayoraminute。

  Irecollecttryingtothinkaboutsomethingaboutanythinginthewholewideworld,Iwasnotparticularwithoutthesmallesteffect。Icouldnotevenmakeoutwhichwasthesea,andwhichthesky,forthehorizonseemeddrunk,andwasflyingwildlyaboutinalldirections。Eveninthatincapablestate,however,I

  recognisedthelazygentlemanstandingbeforeme:nauticallycladinasuitofshaggyblue,withanoilskinhat。ButIwastooimbecile,althoughIknewittobehe,toseparatehimfromhisdress;andtriedtocallhim,Iremember,PILOT。Afteranotherintervaloftotalunconsciousness,Ifoundhehadgone,andrecognisedanotherfigureinitsplace。ItseemedtowaveandfluctuatebeforemeasthoughIsawitreflectedinanunsteadylooking-glass;butIknewitforthecaptain;andsuchwasthecheerfulinfluenceofhisface,thatItriedtosmile:yes,eventhenItriedtosmile。Isawbyhisgesturesthatheaddressedme;

  butitwasalongtimebeforeIcouldmakeoutthatheremonstratedagainstmystandinguptomykneesinwater-asIwas;ofcourseI

  don\'tknowwhy。Itriedtothankhim,butcouldn\'t。Icouldonlypointtomyboots-orwhereverIsupposedmybootstobe-andsayinaplaintivevoice,\'Corksoles:\'atthesametimeendeavouring,Iamtold,tositdowninthepool。FindingthatIwasquiteinsensible,andforthetimeamaniac,hehumanelyconductedmebelow。

  ThereIremaineduntilIgotbetter:suffering,wheneverIwasrecommendedtoeatanything,anamountofanguishonlysecondtothatwhichissaidtobeenduredbytheapparentlydrowned,intheprocessofrestorationtolife。OnegentlemanonboardhadaletterofintroductiontomefromamutualfriendinLondon。Hesentitbelowwithhiscard,onthemorningofthehead-wind;andI

  waslongtroubledwiththeideathathemightbeup,andwell,andahundredtimesadayexpectingmetocalluponhiminthesaloon。

  Iimaginedhimoneofthosecast-ironimages-Iwillnotcallthemmen-whoask,withredfaces,andlustyvoices,whatsea-sicknessmeans,andwhetheritreallyisasbadasitisrepresentedtobe。

  Thiswasverytorturingindeed;andIdon\'tthinkIeverfeltsuchperfectgratificationandgratitudeofheart,asIdidwhenIheardfromtheship\'sdoctorthathehadbeenobligedtoputalargemustardpoulticeonthisverygentleman\'sstomach。Idatemyrecoveryfromthereceiptofthatintelligence。

  Itwasmateriallyassistedthough,Ihavenodoubt,byaheavygaleofwind,whichcameslowlyupatsunset,whenwewereabouttendaysout,andragedwithgraduallyincreasingfuryuntilmorning,savingthatitlulledforanhouralittlebeforemidnight。Therewassomethingintheunnaturalreposeofthathour,andintheaftergatheringofthestorm,soinconceivablyawfulandtremendous,thatitsburstingintofullviolencewasalmostarelief。

  ThelabouringoftheshipinthetroubledseaonthisnightIshallneverforget。\'Williteverbeworsethanthis?\'wasaquestionI

  hadoftenheardasked,wheneverythingwasslidingandbumpingabout,andwhenitcertainlydidseemdifficulttocomprehendthepossibilityofanythingafloatbeingmoredisturbed,withouttopplingoverandgoingdown。Butwhattheagitationofasteam-

  vesselis,onabadwinter\'snightinthewildAtlantic,itisimpossibleforthemostvividimaginationtoconceive。Tosaythatsheisflungdownonhersideinthewaves,withhermastsdippingintothem,andthat,springingupagain,sherollsoverontheotherside,untilaheavyseastrikesherwiththenoiseofahundredgreatguns,andhurlsherback-thatshestops,andstaggers,andshivers,asthoughstunned,andthen,withaviolentthrobbingatherheart,dartsonwardlikeamonstergoadedintomadness,tobebeatendown,andbattered,andcrushed,andleapedonbytheangrysea-thatthunder,lightning,hail,andrain,andwind,areallinfiercecontentionforthemastery-thateveryplankhasitsgroan,everynailitsshriek,andeverydropofwaterinthegreatoceanitshowlingvoice-isnothing。Tosaythatallisgrand,andallappallingandhorribleinthelastdegree,isnothing。Wordscannotexpressit。Thoughtscannotconveyit。

  Onlyadreamcancallitupagain,inallitsfury,rage,andpassion。

  Andyet,intheverymidstoftheseterrors,Iwasplacedinasituationsoexquisitelyridiculous,thateventhenIhadasstrongasenseofitsabsurdityasIhavenow,andcouldnomorehelplaughingthanIcanatanyothercomicalincident,happeningundercircumstancesthemostfavourabletoitsenjoyment。Aboutmidnightweshippedasea,whichforceditswaythroughtheskylights,burstopenthedoorsabove,andcameragingandroaringdownintotheladies\'cabin,totheunspeakableconsternationofmywifeandalittleScotchlady-who,bytheway,hadpreviouslysentamessagetothecaptainbythestewardess,requestinghim,withhercompliments,tohaveasteelconductorimmediatelyattachedtothetopofeverymast,andtothechimney,inorderthattheshipmightnotbestruckbylightning。Theyandthehandmaidbeforementioned,beinginsuchecstasiesoffearthatIscarcelyknewwhattodowiththem,Inaturallybethoughtmyselfofsomerestorativeorcomfortablecordial;andnothingbetteroccurringtome,atthemoment,thanhotbrandy-and-water,Iprocuredatumblerfullwithoutdelay。Itbeingimpossibletostandorsitwithoutholdingon,theywereallheapedtogetherinonecornerofalongsofa-afixtureextendingentirelyacrossthecabin-wheretheyclungtoeachotherinmomentaryexpectationofbeingdrowned。

  WhenIapproachedthisplacewithmyspecific,andwasabouttoadministeritwithmanyconsolatoryexpressionstothenearestsufferer,whatwasmydismaytoseethemallrollslowlydowntotheotherend!AndwhenIstaggeredtothatend,andheldouttheglassoncemore,howimmenselybaffledweremygoodintentionsbytheshipgivinganotherlurch,andtheirallrollingbackagain!I

  supposeIdodgedthemupanddownthissofaforatleastaquarterofanhour,withoutreachingthemonce;andbythetimeIdidcatchthem,thebrandy-and-waterwasdiminished,byconstantspilling,toateaspoonful。Tocompletethegroup,itisnecessarytorecogniseinthisdisconcerteddodger,anindividualverypalefromsea-

  sickness,whohadshavedhisbeardandbrushedhishair,last,atLiverpool:andwhoseonlyarticleofdresslinennotincluded

  wereapairofdreadnoughttrousers;abluejacket,formerlyadmiredupontheThamesatRichmond;nostockings;andoneslipper。

  Oftheoutrageousanticsperformedbythatshipnextmorning;whichmadebedapracticaljoke,andgettingup,byanyprocessshortoffallingout,animpossibility;Isaynothing。ButanythingliketheutterdrearinessanddesolationthatmetmyeyeswhenI

  literally\'tumbledup\'ondeckatnoon,Ineversaw。Oceanandskywereallofonedull,heavy,uniform,leadcolour。Therewasnoextentofprospectevenoverthedrearywastethatlayaroundus,forthesearanhigh,andthehorizonencompasseduslikealargeblackhoop。Viewedfromtheair,orsometallbluffonshore,itwouldhavebeenimposingandstupendous,nodoubt;butseenfromthewetandrollingdecks,itonlyimpressedonegiddilyandpainfully。Inthegaleoflastnightthelife-boathadbeencrushedbyoneblowofthesealikeawalnut-shell;andthereithungdanglingintheair:amerefaggotofcrazyboards。Theplankingofthepaddle-boxeshadbeentornsheeraway。Thewheelswereexposedandbare;andtheywhirledanddashedtheirsprayaboutthedecksatrandom。Chimney,whitewithcrustedsalt;

  topmastsstruck;storm-sailsset;riggingallknotted,tangled,wet,anddrooping:agloomierpictureitwouldbehardtolookupon。

  Iwasnowcomfortablyestablishedbycourtesyintheladies\'cabin,where,besidesourselves,therewereonlyfourotherpassengers。

  First,thelittleScotchladybeforementioned,onherwaytojoinherhusbandatNewYork,whohadsettledtherethreeyearsbefore。

  Secondlyandthirdly,anhonestyoungYorkshireman,connectedwithsomeAmericanhouse;domiciledinthatsamecity,andcarryingthitherhisbeautifulyoungwifetowhomhehadbeenmarriedbutafortnight,andwhowasthefairestspecimenofacomelyEnglishcountrygirlIhaveeverseen。Fourthy,fifthly,andlastly,anothercouple:newlymarriedtoo,ifonemightjudgefromtheendearmentstheyfrequentlyinterchanged:ofwhomIknownomorethanthattheywereratheramysterious,run-awaykindofcouple;

  thattheladyhadgreatpersonalattractionsalso;andthatthegentlemancarriedmoregunswithhimthanRobinsonCrusoe,woreashooting-coat,andhadtwogreatdogsonboard。Onfurtherconsideration,Irememberthathetriedhotroastpigandbottledaleasacureforsea-sickness;andthathetooktheseremediesusuallyinbeddayafterday,withastonishingperseverance。I

  mayadd,fortheinformationofthecurious,thattheydecidedlyfailed。

  Theweathercontinuingobstinatelyandalmostunprecedentedlybad,weusuallystraggledintothiscabin,moreorlessfaintandmiserable,aboutanhourbeforenoon,andlaydownonthesofastorecover;duringwhichinterval,thecaptainwouldlookintocommunicatethestateofthewind,themoralcertaintyofitschangingto-morrowtheweatherisalwaysgoingtoimproveto-

  morrow,atsea,thevessel\'srateofsailing,andsoforth。

  Observationstherewerenonetotellusof,fortherewasnosuntotakethemby。Butadescriptionofonedaywillserveforalltherest。Hereitis。

  Thecaptainbeinggone,wecomposeourselvestoread,iftheplacebelightenough;andifnot,wedozeandtalkalternately。Atone,abellrings,andthestewardesscomesdownwithasteamingdishofbakedpotatoes,andanotherofroastedapples;andplatesofpig\'sface,coldham,saltbeef;orperhapsasmokingmessofrarehotcollops。Wefalltouponthesedainties;eatasmuchaswecanwehavegreatappetitesnow;andareaslongaspossibleaboutit。

  IfthefirewillburnitWILLsometimesweareprettycheerful。

  Ifitwon\'t,weallremarktoeachotherthatit\'sverycold,rubourhands,coverourselveswithcoatsandcloaks,andliedownagaintodoze,talk,andreadprovidedasaforesaid,untildinner-time。Atfive,anotherbellrings,andthestewardessreappearswithanotherdishofpotatoes-boiledthistime-andstoreofhotmeatofvariouskinds:notforgettingtheroastpig,tobetakenmedicinally。Wesitdownattableagainrathermorecheerfullythanbefore;prolongthemealwitharathermouldydessertofapples,grapes,andoranges;anddrinkourwineandbrandy-and-water。Thebottlesandglassesarestilluponthetable,andtheorangesandsofortharerollingaboutaccordingtotheirfancyandtheship\'sway,whenthedoctorcomesdown,byspecialnightlyinvitation,tojoinoureveningrubber:

  immediatelyonwhosearrivalwemakeapartyatwhist,andasitisaroughnightandthecardswillnotlieonthecloth,weputthetricksinourpocketsaswetakethem。Atwhistweremainwithexemplarygravitydeductingashorttimeforteaandtoastuntileleveno\'clock,orthereabouts;whenthecaptaincomesdownagain,inasou\'-westerhattiedunderhischin,andapilot-coat:makingthegroundwetwherehestands。Bythistimethecard-playingisover,andthebottlesandglassesareagainuponthetable;andafteranhour\'spleasantconversationabouttheship,thepassengers,andthingsingeneral,thecaptainwhonevergoestobed,andisneveroutofhumourturnsuphiscoatcollarforthedeckagain;shakeshandsallround;andgoeslaughingoutintotheweatherasmerrilyastoabirthdayparty。

  Astodailynews,thereisnodearthofthatcommodity。ThispassengerisreportedtohavelostfourteenpoundsatVingt-et-uninthesaloonyesterday;andthatpassengerdrinkshisbottleofchampagneeveryday,andhowhedoesitbeingonlyaclerk,nobodyknows。Theheadengineerhasdistinctlysaidthatthereneverwassuchtimes-meaningweather-andfourgoodhandsareill,andhavegivenin,deadbeat。Severalberthsarefullofwater,andallthecabinsareleaky。Theship\'scook,secretlyswiggingdamagedwhiskey,hasbeenfounddrunk;andhasbeenplayeduponbythefire-engineuntilquitesober。Allthestewardshavefallendown-stairsatvariousdinner-times,andgoaboutwithplastersinvariousplaces。Thebakerisill,andsoisthepastry-cook。Anewman,horriblyindisposed,hasbeenrequiredtofilltheplaceofthelatterofficer;andhasbeenproppedandjammedupwithemptycasksinalittlehouseupondeck,andcommandedtorolloutpie-crust,whichheprotestsbeinghighlybiliousitisdeathtohimtolookat。News!Adozenmurdersonshorewouldlacktheinterestoftheseslightincidentsatsea。

  Dividedbetweenourrubberandsuchtopicsasthese,wewererunningaswethoughtintoHalifaxHarbour,onthefifteenthnight,withlittlewindandabrightmoon-indeed,wehadmadetheLightatitsouterentrance,andputthepilotincharge-whensuddenlytheshipstruckuponabankofmud。Animmediaterushondecktookplaceofcourse;thesideswerecrowdedinaninstant;

  andforafewminuteswewereinaslivelyastateofconfusionasthegreatestloverofdisorderwoulddesiretosee。Thepassengers,andguns,andwater-casks,andotherheavymatters,beingallhuddledtogetheraft,however,tolightenherinthehead,shewassoongotoff;andaftersomedrivingontowardsanuncomfortablelineofobjectswhosevicinityhadbeenannouncedveryearlyinthedisasterbyaloudcryof\'Breakersa-head!\'andmuchbackingofpaddles,andheavingoftheleadintoaconstantlydecreasingdepthofwater,wedroppedanchorinastrangeoutlandish-lookingnookwhichnobodyonboardcouldrecognise,althoughtherewaslandallaboutus,andsoclosethatwecouldplainlyseethewavingbranchesofthetrees。

  Itwasstrangeenough,inthesilenceofmidnight,andthedeadstillnessthatseemedtobecreatedbythesuddenandunexpectedstoppageoftheenginewhichhadbeenclankingandblastinginourearsincessantlyforsomanydays,towatchthelookofblankastonishmentexpressedineveryface:beginningwiththeofficers,tracingitthroughallthepassengers,anddescendingtotheverystokersandfurnacemen,whoemergedfrombelow,onebyone,andclusteredtogetherinasmokygroupaboutthehatchwayoftheengine-room,comparingnotesinwhispers。Afterthrowingupafewrocketsandfiringsignalgunsinthehopeofbeinghailedfromtheland,oratleastofseeingalight-butwithoutanyothersightorsoundpresentingitself-itwasdeterminedtosendaboatonshore。Itwasamusingtoobservehowverykindsomeofthepassengerswere,involunteeringtogoashoreinthissameboat:

  forthegeneralgood,ofcourse:notbyanymeansbecausetheythoughttheshipinanunsafeposition,orcontemplatedthepossibilityofherheelingoverincasethetidewererunningout。

  Norwasitlessamusingtoremarkhowdesperatelyunpopularthepoorpilotbecameinoneshortminute。HehadhadhispassageoutfromLiverpool,andduringthewholevoyagehadbeenquiteanotoriouscharacter,asatellerofanecdotesandcrackerofjokes。

  Yethereweretheverymenwhohadlaughedtheloudestathisjests,nowflourishingtheirfistsinhisface,loadinghimwithimprecations,anddefyinghimtohisteethasavillain!

  Theboatsoonshovedoff,withalanternandsundrybluelightsonboard;andinlessthananhourreturned;theofficerincommandbringingwithhimatolerablytallyoungtree,whichhehadpluckedupbytheroots,tosatisfycertaindistrustfulpassengerswhosemindsmisgavethemthattheyweretobeimposeduponandshipwrecked,andwhowouldonnoothertermsbelievethathehadbeenashore,orhaddoneanythingbutfraudulentlyrowalittlewayintothemist,speciallytodeceivethemandcompasstheirdeaths。

  OurcaptainhadforeseenfromthefirstthatwemustbeinaplacecalledtheEasternpassage;andsowewere。Itwasaboutthelastplaceintheworldinwhichwehadanybusinessorreasontobe,butasuddenfog,andsomeerroronthepilot\'spart,werethecause。Weweresurroundedbybanks,androcks,andshoalsofallkinds,buthadhappilydrifted,itseemed,upontheonlysafespeckthatwastobefoundthereabouts。Easedbythisreport,andbytheassurancethatthetidewaspasttheebb,weturnedinatthreeo\'clockinthemorning。

  Iwasdressingabouthalf-pastninenextday,whenthenoiseabovehurriedmeondeck。WhenIhadleftitovernight,itwasdark,foggy,anddamp,andtherewerebleakhillsallroundus。Now,wewereglidingdownasmooth,broadstream,attherateofelevenmilesanhour:ourcoloursflyinggaily;ourcrewriggedoutintheirsmartestclothes;ourofficersinuniformagain;thesunshiningasonabrilliantAprildayinEngland;thelandstretchedoutoneitherside,streakedwithlightpatchesofsnow;whitewoodenhouses;peopleattheirdoors;telegraphsworking;flagshoisted;wharfsappearing;ships;quayscrowdedwithpeople;

  distantnoises;shouts;menandboysrunningdownsteepplacestowardsthepier:allmorebrightandgayandfreshtoourunusedeyesthanwordscanpaintthem。Wecametoawharf,pavedwithupliftedfaces;gotalongside,andweremadefast,aftersomeshoutingandstrainingofcables;darted,ascoreofusalongthegangway,almostassoonasitwasthrustouttomeetus,andbeforeithadreachedtheship-andleapeduponthefirmgladearthagain!

  IsupposethisHalifaxwouldhaveappearedanElysium,thoughithadbeenacuriosityofuglydulness。ButIcarriedawaywithmeamostpleasantimpressionofthetownanditsinhabitants,andhavepreservedittothishour。NorwasitwithoutregretthatIcamehome,withouthavingfoundanopportunityofreturningthither,andoncemoreshakinghandswiththefriendsImadethatday。

  IthappenedtobetheopeningoftheLegislativeCouncilandGeneralAssembly,atwhichceremonialtheformsobservedonthecommencementofanewSessionofParliamentinEnglandweresocloselycopied,andsogravelypresentedonasmallscale,thatitwaslikelookingatWestminsterthroughthewrongendofatelescope。Thegovernor,asherMajesty\'srepresentative,deliveredwhatmaybecalledtheSpeechfromtheThrone。Hesaidwhathehadtosaymanfullyandwell。Themilitarybandoutsidethebuildingstruckup\"GodsavetheQueen\"withgreatvigourbeforehisExcellencyhadquitefinished;thepeopleshouted;thein\'srubbedtheirhands;theout\'sshooktheirheads;theGovernmentpartysaidthereneverwassuchagoodspeech;theOppositiondeclaredthereneverwassuchabadone;theSpeakerandmembersoftheHouseofAssemblywithdrewfromthebartosayagreatdealamongthemselvesanddoalittle:and,inshort,everythingwenton,andpromisedtogoon,justasitdoesathomeuponthelikeoccasions。

  Thetownisbuiltonthesideofahill,thehighestpointbeingcommandedbyastrongfortress,notyetquitefinished。Severalstreetsofgoodbreadthandappearanceextendfromitssummittothewater-side,andareintersectedbycrossstreetsrunningparallelwiththeriver。Thehousesarechieflyofwood。Themarketisabundantlysupplied;andprovisionsareexceedinglycheap。Theweatherbeingunusuallymildatthattimefortheseasonoftheyear,therewasnosleighing:buttherewereplentyofthosevehiclesinyardsandby-places,andsomeofthem,fromthegorgeousqualityoftheirdecorations,mighthave\'goneon\'

  withoutalterationastriumphalcarsinamelodramaatAstley\'s。

  Thedaywasuncommonlyfine;theairbracingandhealthful;thewholeaspectofthetowncheerful,thriving,andindustrious。

  Welaytheresevenhours,todeliverandexchangethemails。Atlength,havingcollectedallourbagsandallourpassengersincludingtwoorthreechoicespirits,who,havingindulgedtoofreelyinoystersandchampagne,werefoundlyinginsensibleontheirbacksinunfrequentedstreets,theengineswereagainputinmotion,andwestoodoffforBoston。

  EncounteringsquallyweatheragainintheBayofFundy,wetumbledandrolledaboutasusualallthatnightandallnextday。Onthenextafternoon,thatistosay,onSaturday,thetwenty-secondofJanuary,anAmericanpilot-boatcamealongside,andsoonafterwardstheBritanniasteam-packet,fromLiverpool,eighteendaysout,wastelegraphedatBoston。

  TheindescribableinterestwithwhichIstrainedmyeyes,asthefirstpatchesofAmericansoilpeepedlikemolehillsfromthegreensea,andfollowedthem,astheyswelled,byslowandalmostimperceptibledegrees,intoacontinuouslineofcoast,canhardlybeexaggerated。Asharpkeenwindblewdeadagainstus;ahardfrostprevailedonshore;andthecoldwasmostsevere。Yettheairwassointenselyclear,anddry,andbright,thatthetemperaturewasnotonlyendurable,butdelicious。

  HowIremainedondeck,staringaboutme,untilwecamealongsidethedock,andhow,thoughIhadhadasmanyeyesasArgus,Ishouldhavehadthemallwideopen,andallemployedonnewobjects-aretopicswhichIwillnotprolongthischaptertodiscuss。NeitherwillImorethanhintatmyforeigner-likemistakeinsupposingthatapartyofmostactivepersons,whoscrambledonboardattheperiloftheirlivesasweapproachedthewharf,werenewsmen,answeringtothatindustriousclassathome;whereas,despitetheleathernwalletsofnewsslungaboutthenecksofsome,andthebroadsheetsinthehandsofall,theywereEditors,whoboardedshipsinpersonasonegentlemaninaworstedcomforterinformedme,\'becausetheylikedtheexcitementofit。\'Sufficeitinthisplacetosay,thatoneoftheseinvaders,withareadycourtesyforwhichIthankhimheremostgratefully,wentonbeforetoorderroomsatthehotel;andthatwhenIfollowed,asIsoondid,I

  foundmyselfrollingthroughthelongpassageswithaninvoluntaryimitationofthegaitofMr。T。P。Cooke,inanewnauticalmelodrama。

  \'Dinner,ifyouplease,\'saidItothewaiter。

  \'When?\'saidthewaiter。

  \'Asquickaspossible,\'saidI。

  \'Rightaway?\'saidthewaiter。

  Afteramoment\'shesitation,Ianswered\'No,\'athazard。

  \'NOTrightaway?\'criedthewaiter,withanamountofsurprisethatmademestart。

  Ilookedathimdoubtfully,andreturned,\'No;Iwouldratherhaveitinthisprivateroom。Ilikeitverymuch。\'

  Atthis,Ireallythoughtthewaitermusthavegoneoutofhismind:asIbelievehewouldhavedone,butfortheinterpositionofanotherman,whowhisperedinhisear,\'Directly。\'

  \'Well!andthat\'safact!\'saidthewaiter,lookinghelplesslyatme:\'Rightaway。\'

  Isawnowthat\'Rightaway\'and\'Directly\'wereoneandthesamething。SoIreversedmypreviousanswer,andsatdowntodinnerintenminutesafterwards;andacapitaldinneritwas。

  ThehotelaveryexcellentoneiscalledtheTremontHouse。Ithasmoregalleries,colonnades,piazzas,andpassagesthanIcanremember,orthereaderwouldbelieve。

  CHAPTERIII-BOSTON

  INallthepublicestablishmentsofAmerica,theutmostcourtesyprevails。MostofourDepartmentsaresusceptibleofconsiderableimprovementinthisrespect,buttheCustom-houseaboveallotherswoulddowelltotakeexamplefromtheUnitedStatesandrenderitselfsomewhatlessodiousandoffensivetoforeigners。TheservilerapacityoftheFrenchofficialsissufficientlycontemptible;butthereisasurlyboorishincivilityaboutourmen,alikedisgustingtoallpersonswhofallintotheirhands,anddiscreditabletothenationthatkeepssuchill-conditionedcurssnarlingaboutitsgates。

  WhenIlandedinAmerica,IcouldnothelpbeingstronglyimpressedwiththecontrasttheirCustom-housepresented,andtheattention,politenessandgoodhumourwithwhichitsofficersdischargedtheirduty。

  AswedidnotlandatBoston,inconsequenceofsomedetentionatthewharf,untilafterdark,IreceivedmyfirstimpressionsofthecityinwalkingdowntotheCustom-houseonthemorningafterourarrival,whichwasSunday。Iamafraidtosay,bytheway,howmanyoffersofpewsandseatsinchurchforthatmorningweremadetous,byformalnoteofinvitation,beforewehadhalffinishedourfirstdinnerinAmerica,butifImaybeallowedtomakeamoderateguess,withoutgoingintonicercalculation,Ishouldsaythatatleastasmanysittingswereprofferedus,aswouldhaveaccommodatedascoreortwoofgrown-upfamilies。Thenumberofcreedsandformsofreligiontowhichthepleasureofourcompanywasrequested,wasinveryfairproportion。

  Notbeingable,intheabsenceofanychangeofclothes,togotochurchthatday,wewerecompelledtodeclinethesekindnesses,oneandall;andIwasreluctantlyobligedtoforegothedelightofhearingDr。Channing,whohappenedtopreachthatmorningforthefirsttimeinaverylonginterval。ImentionthenameofthisdistinguishedandaccomplishedmanwithwhomIsoonafterwardshadthepleasureofbecomingpersonallyacquainted,thatImayhavethegratificationofrecordingmyhumbletributeofadmirationandrespectforhishighabilitiesandcharacter;andfortheboldphilanthropywithwhichhehaseveropposedhimselftothatmosthideousblotandfouldisgrace-Slavery。

  ToreturntoBoston。WhenIgotintothestreetsuponthisSundaymorning,theairwassoclear,thehousesweresobrightandgay:

  thesignboardswerepaintedinsuchgaudycolours;thegildedlettersweresoverygolden;thebricksweresoveryred,thestonewassoverywhite,theblindsandarearailingsweresoverygreen,theknobsandplatesuponthestreetdoorssomarvellouslybrightandtwinkling;andallsoslightandunsubstantialinappearance-

  thateverythoroughfareinthecitylookedexactlylikeasceneinapantomime。Itrarelyhappensinthebusinessstreetsthatatradesman,ifImayventuretocallanybodyatradesman,whereeverybodyisamerchant,residesabovehisstore;sothatmanyoccupationsareoftencarriedoninonehouse,andthewholefrontiscoveredwithboardsandinscriptions。AsIwalkedalong,Ikeptglancingupattheseboards,confidentlyexpectingtoseeafewofthemchangeintosomething;andIneverturnedacornersuddenlywithoutlookingoutfortheclownandpantaloon,who,Ihadnodoubt,werehidinginadoorwayorbehindsomepillarcloseathand。AstoHarlequinandColumbine,Idiscoveredimmediatelythattheylodgedtheyarealwayslookingafterlodgingsinapantomime

  ataverysmallclockmaker\'sonestoryhigh,nearthehotel;which,inadditiontovarioussymbolsanddevices,almostcoveringthewholefront,hadagreatdialhangingout-tobejumpedthrough,ofcourse。

  Thesuburbsare,ifpossible,evenmoreunsubstantial-lookingthanthecity。Thewhitewoodenhousessowhitethatitmakesonewinktolookatthem,withtheirgreenjalousieblinds,aresosprinkledanddroppedaboutinalldirections,withoutseemingtohaveanyrootatallintheground;andthesmallchurchesandchapelsaresoprim,andbright,andhighlyvarnished;thatI

  almostbelievedthewholeaffaircouldbetakenuppiecemeallikeachild\'stoy,andcrammedintoalittlebox。

  Thecityisabeautifulone,andcannotfail,Ishouldimagine,toimpressallstrangersveryfavourably。Theprivatedwelling-housesare,forthemostpart,largeandelegant;theshopsextremelygood;andthepublicbuildingshandsome。TheStateHouseisbuiltuponthesummitofahill,whichrisesgraduallyatfirst,andafterwardsbyasteepascent,almostfromthewater\'sedge。Infrontisagreenenclosure,calledtheCommon。Thesiteisbeautiful:andfromthetopthereisacharmingpanoramicviewofthewholetownandneighbourhood。Inadditiontoavarietyofcommodiousoffices,itcontainstwohandsomechambers;inonetheHouseofRepresentativesoftheStateholdtheirmeetings:intheother,theSenate。SuchproceedingsasIsawhere,wereconductedwithperfectgravityanddecorum;andwerecertainlycalculatedtoinspireattentionandrespect。

  ThereisnodoubtthatmuchoftheintellectualrefinementandsuperiorityofBoston,isreferabletothequietinfluenceoftheUniversityofCambridge,whichiswithinthreeorfourmilesofthecity。Theresidentprofessorsatthatuniversityaregentlemenoflearningandvariedattainments;andare,withoutoneexceptionthatIcancalltomind,menwhowouldshedagraceupon,anddohonourto,anysocietyinthecivilisedworld。ManyoftheresidentgentryinBostonanditsneighbourhood,andIthinkIamnotmistakeninadding,alargemajorityofthosewhoareattachedtotheliberalprofessionsthere,havebeeneducatedatthissameschool。WhateverthedefectsofAmericanuniversitiesmaybe,theydisseminatenoprejudices;rearnobigots;diguptheburiedashesofnooldsuperstitions;neverinterposebetweenthepeopleandtheirimprovement;excludenomanbecauseofhisreligiousopinions;aboveall,intheirwholecourseofstudyandinstruction,recogniseaworld,andabroadonetoo,lyingbeyondthecollegewalls。

  Itwasasourceofinexpressiblepleasuretometoobservethealmostimperceptible,butnotlesscertaineffect,wroughtbythisinstitutionamongthesmallcommunityofBoston;andtonoteateveryturnthehumanisingtastesanddesiresithasengendered;theaffectionatefriendshipstowhichithasgivenrise;theamountofvanityandprejudiceithasdispelled。ThegoldencalftheyworshipatBostonisapigmycomparedwiththegianteffigiessetupinotherpartsofthatvastcounting-housewhichliesbeyondtheAtlantic;andthealmightydollarsinksintosomethingcomparativelyinsignificant,amidstawholePantheonofbettergods。

  Aboveall,IsincerelybelievethatthepublicinstitutionsandcharitiesofthiscapitalofMassachusettsareasnearlyperfect,asthemostconsideratewisdom,benevolence,andhumanity,canmakethem。Ineverinmylifewasmoreaffectedbythecontemplationofhappiness,undercircumstancesofprivationandbereavement,thaninmyvisitstotheseestablishments。

  ItisagreatandpleasantfeatureofallsuchinstitutionsinAmerica,thattheyareeithersupportedbytheStateorassistedbytheState;orintheeventoftheirnotneedingitshelpinghand

  thattheyactinconcertwithit,andareemphaticallythepeople\'s。Icannotbutthink,withaviewtotheprincipleanditstendencytoelevateordepressthecharacteroftheindustriousclasses,thataPublicCharityisimmeasurablybetterthanaPrivateFoundation,nomatterhowmunificentlythelattermaybeendowed。Inourowncountry,whereithasnot,untilwithintheselaterdays,beenaverypopularfashionwithgovernmentstodisplayanyextraordinaryregardforthegreatmassofthepeopleortorecognisetheirexistenceasimprovablecreatures,privatecharities,unexampledinthehistoryoftheearth,havearisen,todoanincalculableamountofgoodamongthedestituteandafflicted。Butthegovernmentofthecountry,havingneitheractnorpartinthem,isnotinthereceiptofanyportionofthegratitudetheyinspire;and,offeringverylittleshelterorreliefbeyondthatwhichistobefoundintheworkhouseandthejail,hascome,notunnaturally,tobelookeduponbythepoorratherasasternmaster,quicktocorrectandpunish,thanakindprotector,mercifulandvigilantintheirhourofneed。

  Themaximthatoutofevilcomethgood,isstronglyillustratedbytheseestablishmentsathome;astherecordsofthePrerogativeOfficeinDoctors\'Commonscanabundantlyprove。Someimmenselyricholdgentlemanorlady,surroundedbyneedyrelatives,makes,uponalowaverage,awilla-week。Theoldgentlemanorlady,neververyremarkableinthebestoftimesforgoodtemper,isfullofachesandpainsfromheadtofoot;fulloffanciesandcaprices;

  fullofspleen,distrust,suspicion,anddislike。Tocanceloldwills,andinventnewones,isatlastthesolebusinessofsuchatestator\'sexistence;andrelationsandfriendssomeofwhomhavebeenbredupdistinctlytoinheritalargeshareoftheproperty,andhavebeen,fromtheircradles,speciallydisqualifiedfromdevotingthemselvestoanyusefulpursuit,onthataccountaresooftenandsounexpectedlyandsummarilycutoff,andreinstated,andcutoffagain,thatthewholefamily,downtotheremotestcousin,iskeptinaperpetualfever。Atlengthitbecomesplainthattheoldladyorgentlemanhasnotlongtolive;andtheplainerthisbecomes,themoreclearlytheoldladyorgentlemanperceivesthateverybodyisinaconspiracyagainsttheirpoorolddyingrelative;whereforetheoldladyorgentlemanmakesanotherlastwill-positivelythelastthistime-concealsthesameinachinateapot,andexpiresnextday。Thenitturnsout,thatthewholeoftherealandpersonalestateisdividedbetweenhalf-a-

  dozencharities;andthatthedeadandgonetestatorhasinpurespitehelpedtodoagreatdealofgood,atthecostofanimmenseamountofevilpassionandmisery。

  ThePerkinsInstitutionandMassachusettsAsylumfortheBlind,atBoston,issuperintendedbyabodyoftrusteeswhomakeanannualreporttothecorporation。Theindigentblindofthatstateareadmittedgratuitously。ThosefromtheadjoiningstateofConnecticut,orfromthestatesofMaine,Vermont,orNewHampshire,areadmittedbyawarrantfromthestatetowhichtheyrespectivelybelong;or,failingthat,mustfindsecurityamongtheirfriends,forthepaymentofabouttwentypoundsEnglishfortheirfirstyear\'sboardandinstruction,andtenforthesecond。

  \'Afterthefirstyear,\'saythetrustees,\'anaccountcurrentwillbeopenedwitheachpupil;hewillbechargedwiththeactualcostofhisboard,whichwillnotexceedtwodollarsperweek;\'atriflemorethaneightshillingsEnglish;\'andhewillbecreditedwiththeamountpaidforhimbythestate,orbyhisfriends;alsowithhisearningsoverandabovethecostofthestockwhichheuses;sothatallhisearningsoveronedollarperweekwillbehisown。Bythethirdyearitwillbeknownwhetherhisearningswillmorethanpaytheactualcostofhisboard;iftheyshould,hewillhaveitathisoptiontoremainandreceivehisearnings,ornot。Thosewhoproveunabletoearntheirownlivelihoodwillnotberetained;

  asitisnotdesirabletoconverttheestablishmentintoanalms-

  house,ortoretainanybutworkingbeesinthehive。Thosewhobyphysicalormentalimbecilityaredisqualifiedfromwork,aretherebydisqualifiedfrombeingmembersofanindustriouscommunity;andtheycanbebetterprovidedforinestablishmentsfittedfortheinfirm。\'

  Iwenttoseethisplaceoneveryfinewintermorning:anItalianskyabove,andtheairsoclearandbrightoneveryside,thatevenmyeyes,whicharenoneofthebest,couldfollowtheminutelinesandscrapsoftraceryindistantbuildings。LikemostotherpublicinstitutionsinAmerica,ofthesameclass,itstandsamileortwowithoutthetown,inacheerfulhealthyspot;andisanairy,spacious,handsomeedifice。Itisbuiltuponaheight,commandingtheharbour。WhenIpausedforamomentatthedoor,andmarkedhowfreshandfreethewholescenewas-whatsparklingbubblesglanceduponthewaves,andwelledupeverymomenttothesurface,asthoughtheworldbelow,likethatabove,wereradiantwiththebrightday,andgushingoverinitsfulnessoflight:whenIgazedfromsailtosailawayuponashipatsea,atinyspeckofshiningwhite,theonlyclouduponthestill,deep,distantblue-and,turning,sawablindboywithhissightlessfaceaddressedthatway,asthoughhetoohadsomesensewithinhimofthegloriousdistance:Ifeltakindofsorrowthattheplaceshouldbesoverylight,andastrangewishthatforhissakeitweredarker。Itwasbutmomentary,ofcourse,andamerefancy,butIfeltitkeenlyforallthat。

  Thechildrenwereattheirdailytasksindifferentrooms,exceptafewwhowerealreadydismissed,andwereatplay。Here,asinmanyinstitutions,nouniformisworn;andIwasverygladofit,fortworeasons。Firstly,becauseIamsurethatnothingbutsenselesscustomandwantofthoughtwouldreconcileustotheliveriesandbadgeswearesofondofathome。Secondly,becausetheabsenceofthesethingspresentseachchildtothevisitorinhisorherownpropercharacter,withitsindividualityunimpaired;notlostinadull,ugly,monotonousrepetitionofthesameunmeaninggarb:

  whichisreallyanimportantconsideration。Thewisdomofencouragingalittleharmlessprideinpersonalappearanceevenamongtheblind,orthewhimsicalabsurdityofconsideringcharityandleatherbreechesinseparablecompanions,aswedo,requiresnocomment。

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