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  ItstruckmethatmysafestwayofintroducingmyselfwouldbetotellDoctorDulciferthatIhadcometotheneighborhoodforalittlefishing,andsotopreventhimfromfancyingthatIwassuspiciouslypromptinavailingmyselfofhisofferedhospitality。Iputup,ofcourse,attheinn——stuckalargeparchmentbookofflieshalfinandhalfoutofthepocketofmyshooting-jacket——andsetoffatoncetothedoctor\'s。ThewaiterofwhomIaskedmywaystareddistrustfullywhilehedirectedme。

  Thepeopleattheinnhadevidentlyheardofmynewfriend,andwerenotfavorablydisposedtowardthecauseofscientificinvestigation。

  Thehousestoodaboutamileoutofthetown,inadipofgroundnearthefamousfishing-stream。Itwasalonely,old-fashionedred-brickbuilding,surroundedbyhighwalls,withagardenandplantationbehindit。

  AsIrangatthegate-bell,Ilookedupatthehouse。Sureenoughallthetopwindowsinfrontwereclosedwithshuttersandbarred。Iwasletinbyamaninlivery;who,however,inmannersandappearance,lookedmuchmorelikeaworkmanindisguisethanafootman。Hehadaverysuspiciouseye,andhefixeditonmeunpleasantlywhenIhandedhimmycard。

  Iwasshownintoamorning-roomexactlylikeothermorning-roomsincountryhouses。

  Afteralongdelaythedoctorcamein,withscientificbutchers\'

  sleevesonhisarms,andanaprontiedroundhisportlywaist。Heapologizedforcomingdowninhisworkingdress,andsaideverythingthatwascivilandproperaboutthepleasureofunexpectedlyseeingmeagainsosoon。Therewassomethingratherpreoccupied,Ithought,inthosebrightlyresoluteeyesofhis;

  butInaturallyattributedittotheengrossinginfluenceofhisscientificinquiries。HewasevidentlynotatalltakeninbymystoryaboutcomingtoBarkinghamtofish;buthesaw,aswellasIdid,thatitwoulddotokeepupappearances,andcontrivedtolookhighlyinterestedimmediatelyinmyparchment-book。Iaskedafterhisdaughter。Hesaidshewasinthegarden,andproposedthatweshouldgoandfindher。Wedidfindher,withapairofscissorsinherhand,outbloomingtheflowersthatshewastrimming。Shelookedreallygladtoseeme——herbrowneyesbeamedclearandkindly——shegavemyhandanotherinestimableshake——thesummerbreezeswavedherblackcurlsgentlyupwardfromherwaist——shehadonastrawhatandabrownHollandgardeningdress。Ieyeditwithallthepracticalinterestofalinendraper。OBrownHollandyouarebutacoarseandcheapfabric,yethowsoftandpricelessyoulookwhenclothingthefigureofAlicia!

  Ilunchedwiththem。Thedoctorrecurredtothesubjectofmyanglingintentions,andaskedhisdaughterifshehadheardwhatpartsofthestreamatBarkinghamwerebestforfishingin。

  Shereplied,withamixtureofmodestevasivenessandadorablesimplicity,thatshehadsometimesseengentlemenanglingfromameadow-bankaboutaquarterofamilebelowherflower-garden。I

  riskedeverythinginmyusualventuresomeway,andaskedifshewouldshowmewheretheplacewas,incaseIcalledthenextmorningwithmyfishing-rod。Shelookeddutifullyatherfather。

  Hesmiledandnodded。Inestimableparent!

  Onrisingtotakeleave,Iwasrathercurioustoknowwhetherhewouldoffermeabedinthehouse,ornot。Hedetectedthedirectionofmythoughtsinmyfaceandmanner,andapologizedfornothavingabedtoofferme;everyspareroominthehousebeingoccupiedbyhischemicalassistants,andbythelumberoflaboratories。Evenwhilehewasspeakingthosefewwords,Alicia\'sfacechangedjustasIhadseenitchangeatourfirstinterview。Thedowncast,gloomyexpressionoverspreaditagain。

  Herfather\'seyewanderedtowardherwhenminedid,andsuddenlyassumedthesamedistrustfullookwhichIremembereddetectinginit,undersimilarcircumstances,atDuskydale。Whatcouldthismean?

  Thedoctorshookhandswithmeinthehall,leavingtheworkman-likefootmantoopenthedoor。

  Istoppedtoadmireafinepairofstag\'santlers。Thefootmancoughedimpatiently。Istilllingered,hearingthedoctor\'sfootstepsascendingthestairs。Theysuddenlystopped;andthentherewasalowheavyclang,likethesoundofaclosingdoormadeofiron,orofsomeotherunusuallystrongmaterial;thentotalsilence,interruptedbyanotherimpatientcoughfromtheworkman-likefootman。Afterthat,Ithoughtmywisestproceedingwouldbetogoawaybeforemymysteriousattendantwasdriventopracticalextremities。

  BetweenthoughtsofAlicia,andinquisitiveyearningstoknowmoreaboutthedoctor\'sexperiments,Ipassedratherarestlessnightatmyinn。

  Thenextmorning,Ifoundthelovelymistressofmydestiny,withthesoftestofshawlsonhershoulders,thebrightestofparasolsinherhand,andthesmartlittlestrawhatofthedaybeforeonherhead,readytoshowmethewaytothefishing-place。IfI

  couldbesurebeforehandthatthesepageswouldonlybereadbypersonsactuallyoccupiedinthemakingoflove——thatoldestandlongest-establishedofallbranchesofmanufacturingindustry——I

  couldgointosomeverytenderandinterestingparticularsonthesubjectofmyfirstday\'sfishing,undertheadorableauspicesofAlicia。ButasIcannothopeforawhollysympatheticaudience——astheremaybemonks,misogynists,politicaleconomists,andotherprofessedlyhard-heartedpersonspresentamongthosewhomInowaddress——Ithinkitbesttokeeptosafegeneralities,andtodescribemylove-makinginasfewsentencesasthevast,thoughsoft,importanceofthesubjectwillallowmetouse。

  Letmeconfess,then,thatIassumedthecharacterofafastidiousangler,andmanagedtobeaweekindiscoveringtherightplacetofishin——always,itisunnecessarytosay,underAlicia\'sguidance。Wewentupthestreamanddownthestream,ononeside。Wecrossedthebridge,andwentupthestreamanddownthestreamontheother。Wegotintoapunt,andwentupthestreamwithgreatdifficulty,anddownthestreamwithgreatease。Welandedonalittleisland,andwalkedallroundit,andinspectedthestreamattentivelyfromacentralpointofview。Wefoundtheislanddamp,andwentbacktothebank,andupthestream,andoverthebridge,anddownthestreamagain;andthen,forthefirsttime,thesweetgirlturnedappealinglytome,andconfessedthatshehadexhaustedherartlessknowledgeofthelocality。ItwasexactlyaweekfromthedaywhenIhadfirstfollowedherintothefieldswithmyfishing-rodovermyshoulder;andIhadneveryetcaughtanythingbutAlicia\'shand,andthatnotwithmyhook。

  Wesatdownclosetogetheronthebank,entirelyinconsequenceofourdespairatnotfindingagoodfishing-place。Ilookedatthebrowneyes,andtheyturnedawayobservantlydownthestream。

  Ifollowedthem,andtheyturnedawayinquiringlyupthestream。

  Wasthisangelofpatienceandkindnessstilllookingforafishingplace?Andwasit_up_thestream,afterall?No!——shesmiledandshookherheadwhenIaskedthequestion,andthebrowneyessuddenlystolealookatme。IcouldholdoutnolongerInonebreathlessmomentIcaughtholdofbothherhands——inonestammeringsentenceIaskedherifshewouldbemywife。

  Shetriedfaintlytofreeherhands——gaveuptheattempt——smiled——madeanefforttolookgrave——gavethatup,too——sighedsuddenly——checkedherselfsuddenly——saidnothing。

  PerhapsIoughttohavetakenmyanswerforgranted;buttheleastbusiness-likemanthateverlivedbecomesaneminentlypracticalcharacterinmattersoflove。Irepeatedmyquestion。

  Shelookedawayconfusedly;hereyelightedonacornerofherfather\'sred-brickhouse,peepingthroughagapintheplantationalreadymentioned;andherblushingcheekslosttheircolorinstantly。Ifeltherhandsgrowcold;shedrewthemresolutelyoutofmine,androsewiththetearsinhereyes。HadIoffendedher?

  \"No,\"shesaidwhenIaskedherthequestion,andturnedtomeagain,andheldoutherhandwithsuchfrank,fearlesskindness,thatIalmostfellonmykneestothankherforit。

  MightIhopeevertohearhersay\"Yes\"tothequestionthatI

  hadaskedontheriverbank?

  Shesighedbitterly,andturnedagaintowardthered-brickhouse。

  Wasthereanyfamilyreasonagainsthersaying\"Yes\"?AnythingthatImustnotinquireinto?Anyoppositiontobedreadedfromherfather?

  ThemomentImentionedherfather,sheshrankawayfrommeandburstintoaviolentfitofcrying。

  \"Don\'tspeakofitagain!\"shesaidinabrokenvoice。\"I

  mustn\'t——youmustn\'t——ah,don\'t,don\'tsayawordmoreaboutit!

  I\'mnotdistressedwithyou——itisnotyourfault。Don\'tsayanything——leavemequietforaminute。Ishallsoonbebetterityouleavemequiet。”

  Shedriedhereyesdirectly,withashiverasifitwascold,andtookmyarm。Iledherbacktothehouse-gate;andthen,feelingthatIcouldnotgointolunchasusual,afterwhathadhappened,saidIwouldreturntothefishing-place。

  \"ShallIcometodinnerthisevening?\"Iasked,asIrangthegate-bellforher。

  \"Oh,yes——yes!——docome,orhe——\"

  Themysteriousman-servantopenedthedoor,andwepartedbeforeshecouldsaythenextwords。

  CHAPTERVIII。

  IWENTbacktothefishing-placewithaheavyheart,overcomebymournfulthoughts,forthefirsttimeinmylife。Itwasplainthatshedidnotdislikeme,andequallyplainthattherewassomeobstacleconnectedwithherfather,whichforbadehertolistentomyofferofmarriage。Fromthetimewhenshehadaccidentallylookedtowardthered-brickhouse,somethinginhermannerwhichitisquiteimpossibletodescribe,hadsuggestedtomymindthatthisobstaclewasnotonlysomethingshecouldnotmention,butsomethingthatshewaspartlyashamedof,partlyafraidof,andpartlydoubtfulabout。Whatcoulditbe?Howhadshefirstknownit?Inwhatwaywasherfatherconnectedwithit?

  Inthecourseofourwalksshehadtoldmenothingaboutherselfwhichwasnotperfectlysimpleandunsuggestive。

  HerchildhoodhadbeenpassedinEngland。Afterthat,shehadlivedwithherfatherandmotheratParis,wherethedoctorhadmanyfriends——forallofwhomsherememberedfeelingmoreorlessdislike,withoutbeingabletotellwhy。TheyhadthencometoEngland,andhadlivedinlodgingsinLondon。Foratimetheyhadbeenmiserablypoor。But,afterhermother\'sdeath——asuddendeathfromheartdisease——therehadcomeachangeintheiraffairs,whichshewasquiteunabletoexplain。Theyhadremovedtotheirpresentabode,togivethedoctorfullaccommodationforthecarryingonofhisscientificpursuits。HeoftenhadoccasiontogotoLondon;butnevertookherwithhim。Theonlywomanathomenow,besideherself,wasanelderlyperson,whoactedascookandhousekeeper,andwhohadbeenintheirserviceformanyyears。Itwasverylonelysometimesnothavingacompanionofherownageandsex;butshehadgottolerablyusedtobearit,andtoamuseherselfwithherbooks,andmusic,andflowers。

  Thusfarshechattedaboutherselfquitefreely;butwhenI

  tried,eveninthevaguestmanner,toleadherintodiscussingthecausesofherstrangelysecludedlife,shelookedsodistressed,andbecamesosuddenlysilent,thatInaturallyrefrainedfromsayinganotherwordonthattopic。Oneconclusion,however,IfelttolerablysurethatIhaddrawncorrectlyfromwhatshesaid:herfather\'sconducttowardher,thoughnotabsolutelyblamableorgrosslyneglectfulonanypoint,hadstillneverbeenofanaturetomakeherardentlyfondofhim。Heperformedtheordinaryparentaldutiesrigidlyandrespectablyenough;buthehadapparentlynotcaredtowinallthefiliallovewhichhisdaughterwouldhavebestowedonamoreaffectionateman。

  When,afterreflectingonwhatAliciahadtoldme,IbegantocalltomindwhatIhadbeenabletoobserveformyself,Ifoundamplematerialstoexcitemycuriosityinrelationtothedoctor,ifnotmydistrust。

  IhavealreadydescribedhowIheardtheclangoftheheavydoor,ontheoccasionofmyfirstvisittothered-brickhouse。Thenextday,whenthedoctoragaintookleaveofmeinthehall,I

  hitonaplanforseeingthedooraswellashearingit。I

  dawdledonmywayout,tillIheardtheclangagain;thenpretendedtoremembersomeimportantmessagewhichIhadforgottentogivetothedoctor,andwithalookofinnocenthurryranupstairstoovertakehim。Thedisguisedworkmanranaftermewithashoutof\"Stop!\"Iwasconvenientlydeaftohim——reachedthefirstfloorlanding——andarrivedatadoorwhichshutoffthewholestaircasehigherup;anirondoor,assolidasifitbelongedtoabanker\'sstrong-room,andguardedmillionsofmoney。Ireturnedtothehall,inattentivetotheservant\'snotover-civilremonstrances,and,sayingthatIwouldwaittillI

  sawthedoctoragain,leftthehouse。

  Thenextdaytwopale-lookingmen,inartisancostume,cameuptothegateatthesametimeasIdid,eachcarryingalongwoodenboxunderhisarm,stronglyboundwithiron。Itriedtomakethemtalkwhilewewerewaitingforadmission,butneitherofthemwouldgobeyond\"Yes,\"or\"No\";andbothhad,tomyeyes,someunmistakablysinisterlinesintheirfaces。Thenextdaythehouskeepingcookcametothedoor——abuxomoldwomanwithalookandareadysmile,andsomethinginhermannerwhichsuggestedthatshehadnotbegunlifequitesorespectablyasshewasnowendingit。Sheseemedtobedecidedlysatisfiedwithmypersonalappearance;talkedtomeonindifferentmatterswithgreatglibness;butsuddenlybecamesilentanddiplomaticthemomentI

  lookedtowardthestairandaskedinnocentlyifshehadtogoupanddownthemofteninthecourseoftheday。Asforthedoctorhimselfhewasunapproachableonthesubjectofthemysteriousupperregions。IfIintroducedchemistryingeneralintotheconversationhebeggedmenottospoilhishappyholidayhourswithhisdaughterandme,byleadinghimbacktohiswork-a-daythoughts。IfIreferredtohisownexperimentsinparticularhealwaysmadeajokeaboutbeingafraidofmychemicalknowledge,andofmywishingtoanticipatehiminhisdiscoveries。Inbrief,afteraweek\'srunofthelowerregions,theupperpartofthered-brickhouseandtheactualnatureofitsowner\'soccupationsstillremainedimpenetrablemysteriestome,pry,ponder,andquestionasImight。

  Thinkingofthisontheriver-bank,inconnectionwiththedistressingscenewhichIhadjusthadwithAlicia,Ifoundthatthemysteriousobstacleatwhichshehadhinted,themysteriouslifeledbyherfather,andthemysterioustopofthehousethathadhithertodefiedmycuriosity,allthreeconnectedthemselvesinmymindaslinksofthesamechain。TheobstacletomymarryingAliciawasthethingthatmosttroubledme。IfIonlyfoundoutwhatitwas,andifImadelightofitwhichIwasresolvedbeforehandtodo,letitbewhatitmight,Ishouldmostprobablyendbyovercomingherscruples,andtakingherawayfromtheominousred-brickhouseinthecharacterofmywife。ButhowwasItomaketheall-importantdiscovery?

  Cudgelingmybrainsforananswertothisquestion,Ifellatlastintoreasoninguponit,byaprocessofnaturallogic,somethingafterthisfashion:Themysterioustopofthehouseisconnectedwiththedoctor,andthedoctorisconnectedwiththeobstaclewhichhasmadewretchednessbetweenAliciaandme。IfI

  canonlygettothetopofthehouse,Imaygetalsototherootoftheobstacle。Itisadangerousandanuncertainexperiment;

  but,comewhatmayofit,Iwilltryandfindout,ifhumaningenuitycancompassthemeans,whatDoctorDulcifer\'soccupationreallyis,ontheothersideofthatirondoor。

  Havingcometothisresolutionandderiving,letmeadd,parenthetically,greatconsolationfromit,thenextsubjectofconsiderationwasthebestmethodofgettingsafelyintothetopregionsofthehouse。

  Pickingthelockoftheirondoorwasoutofthequestion,fromtheexposednatureofthesituationwhichthatmysteriousironbarrieroccupied。Myonlypossiblewaytothesecondfloorlaybythebackofthehouse。Ihadlookedupatittwoorthreetimes,whilewalkinginthegardenafterdinnerwithAlicia。WhathadI

  broughtawayinmymemoryastheresultofthatcasualinspectionofmyhost\'sbackpremises?Severalfragmentsofusefulinformation。

  Inthefirstplace,oneofthemostmagnificentvinesIhadeverseengrewagainstthebackwallofthehouse,trainedcarefullyonastrongtrellis-work。Inthesecondplace,themiddlefirst-floorbackwindowlookedoutonalittlestonebalcony,builtonthetopoftheporchoverthegardendoor。Inthethirdplace,thebackwindowsofthesecondfloorhadbeenopen,oneachoccasionwhenIhadseenthem——mostprobablytoairthehouse,whichcouldnotbeventilatedfromthefrontduringthehotsummerweather,inconsequenceoftheshut-upconditionofallthewindowsthereabouts。Inthefourthplace,hardbythecoach-houseinwhichDoctorDulcifer\'sneatgigwasputup,therewasatool-shed,inwhichthegardenerkepthisshortpruning-ladder。Inthefifthandlastplace,outsidethestableinwhichDoctorDulcifer\'sbloodmarelivedinluxurioussolitude,wasadog-kennelwithalargemastiffchainedtoitnightandday。IfIcouldonlyridmyselfofthedog——agaunt,half-starvedbrute,madesavageandmangybyperpetualconfinement——Ididnotseeanyreasontodespairofgettinginundiscoveredatoneofthesecond-floorwindows——providedI

  waiteduntilasufficientlylatehour,andsucceededinscalingthegardenwallatthebackofthehouse。

  LifewithoutAliciabeingnotworthhaving,Ideterminedtoriskthethingthatverynight。

  GoingbackatoncetothetownofBarkingham,Iprovidedmyselfwithashortbitofrope,alittlebull\'s-eyelantern,asmallscrewdriver,andanicebitofbeefchemicallyadaptedforthesoothingoftroublesomedogs。Ithendressed,disposedofthesethingsneatlyinmycoatpockets,andwenttothedoctor\'stodinner。Inonerespect,Fortunefavoredmyaudacity。Itwasthesultriestdayofthewholeseason——surelytheycouldnotthinkofshuttingupthesecond-floorbackwindowsto-night!

  Aliciawaspaleandsilent。Thelovelybrowneyes,whentheylookedatme,saidasplainlyasinwords,\"Wehavebeencryingagreatdeal,Frank,sincewesawyoulast。”Thelittlewhitefingersgavemineasignificantsqueeze——andthatwasallthereferencethatpassedbetweenustowhathappenedinthemorning。

  Shesatthroughthedinnerbravely;but,whenthedessertcame,leftusforthenight,withafewshy,hurriedwordsabouttheexcessiveheatoftheweatherbeingtoomuchforher。Irosetoopenthedoor,andexchangedalastmeaninglookwithher,asshebowedandwentbyme。LittledidIthinkthatIshouldhavetoliveuponnothingbuttheremembranceofthatlookformanywearydaysthatwereyettocome。

  Thedoctorwasinexcellentspirits,andalmostoppressivelyhospitable。Wesatsociablychattingoverourclarettillpasteighto\'clock。Thenmyhostturnedtohisdesktowritealetterbeforethepostwantout;andIstrolledawaytosmokeacigarinthegarden。

  Second-floorbackwindowsallopen,atmosphereassultryasever,gardener\'spruning-ladderquitesafeinthetool-shed,savagemastiffinhiskennelcrunchinghisbonesforsupper。Good。Thedogwillnotbevisitedagaintonight:Imaythrowmymedicatedbitofbeefatonceintohiskennel。Iactedontheideaimmediately;thedogseizedhispieceofbeef;Iheardasnap,awheeze,achoke,andagroan——andtherewasthemastiffdisposedof,insidethekennel,wherenobodycouldfindoutthathewasdeadtillthetimecameforfeedinghimthenextmorning。

  Iwentbacktothedoctor;wehadasocialglassofcoldbrandy-and-watertogether;Ilightedanothercigar,andtookmyleave。Myhostbeingtoorespectableamannottokeepearlycountryhours,Iwentaway,asusual,aboutten。Themysteriousman-servantlockedthegatebehindme。IsaunteredontheroadbacktoBarkinghamforaboutfiveminutes,thenstruckoffsharpfortheplantation,lightedmylanternwiththehelpofmycigarandabrimstonematchofthatbarbarousperiod,shutdowntheslideagain,andmadeforthegardenwall。

  Itwasformidablyhigh,andgarnishedhorriblywithbrokenbottles;butitwasalsoold,andwhenIcametopickatthemortarwithmyscrew-driver,Ifounditreasonablyrottenwithageanddamp。

  Iremovedfourbrickstomakefootholesindifferentpositionsupthewall。Itwasdesperatelyhardandlongwork,easyasitmaysoundindescription——especiallywhenIhadtoholdonbythetopofthewall,withmyflatoperahatasweusedtocallitinthosedayslaid,asaguard,betweenmyhandandtheglass,whileIclearedawaythroughthesharpbottle-endsformyotherhandandmyknees。Thisdone,mygreatdifficultywasvanquished;

  andIhadonlytodropluxuriouslyintoaflower-bedontheothersideofthewall。

  Perfectstillnessinthegarden:nosignofalightanywhereatthebackofthehouse:first-floorwindowsallshut:second-floorwindowsstillopen。Ifetchedthepruning-ladder;putitagainstthesideoftheporch;tiedoneendofmybitofropetothetoproundofit;tooktheotherendinmymouth,andpreparedtoclimbtothebalconyovertheporchbythethickvinebranchesandthetrellis-work。

  Nomanwhohashadanyrealexperienceoflifecanhavefailedtoobservehowamazinglyclose,incriticalsituations,thegrotesqueandtheterrible,thecomicandtheserious,contrivetotreadoneachother\'sheels。Atsuchtimes,thelastthingweoughtproperlytothinkofcomesintoourheads,ortheleastconsistenteventthatcouldpossiblybeexpectedtohappendoesactuallyoccur。WhenIputmylifeindangeronthatmemorablenight,byputtingmyfootonthetrellis-work,Iabsolutelythoughtofthenever-dyingLadyMalkinshawplungedinrefreshingslumber,andofthefranticexclamationsMr。Batterburywouldutterifhesawwhatherladyship\'sgrandsonwasdoingwithhispreciouslifeandlimbsatthatcriticalmoment。Iamnohero——I

  wasfullyawareofthedangertowhichIwasexposingmyself;andyetIprotestthatIcaughtmyselflaughingundermybreath,withthemostoutrageousinconsistency,attheinstantwhenIbegantheascentofthetrellis-work。

  Ireachedthebalconyovertheporchinsafety,dependingmoreuponthetoughvinebranchesthanthetrellis-workduringmyascent。Mynextemploymentwastopullupthepruning-ladder,assoftlyaspossible,bytheropewhichIheldattachedtoit。Thisdone,Iputtheladderagainstthehousewall,listened,measuredthedistancetotheopensecond-floorwindowwithmyeye,listenedagain——and,findingallquiet,beganmysecondandlastascent。Theladderwascomfortablylong,andIwasconvenientlytall;myhandwasonthewindow-sill——Imountedanothertworounds——andmyeyeswerelevelwiththeinterioroftheroom。

  Supposeanyoneshouldbesleepingthere!

  IlistenedatthewindowattentivelybeforeIventuredontakingmylanternoutofmycoatpocket。Thenightwassoquiteandairlessthattherewasnotthefaintestrustleamongtheleavesinthegardenbeneathmetodistractmyattention。Ilistened。

  Thebreathingofthelightestofsleepersmusthavereachedmyear,throughthatintensestillness,iftheroomhadbeenabedroom,andthebedwereoccupied。Iheardnothingbutthequickbeatofmyownheart。Theminutesofsuspensewerepassingheavily——Ilaidmyotherhandoverthewindow-sill,thenamomentofdoubtcame——doubtwhetherIshouldcarrytheadventureanyfurther。Imasteredmyhesitationdirectly——itwastoolateforsecondthoughts。\"Nowforit!\"Iwhisperedtomyself,andgotinatthewindow。

  Towait,listeningagain,inthedarknessofthatunknownregion,wasmorethanIhadcouragefor。ThemomentIwasdownonthefloor,Ipulledthelanternoutofmypocketandraisedtheshade。

  Sofar,sogood——Ifoundmyselfinadirtylumber-room。Largepans,someofthemcrackedandmoreofthembroken;emptyboxesboundwithiron,ofthesamesortasthoseIhadseentheworkmenbringinginatthefrontgate;oldcoalsacks;apacking-casefullofcoke;andahuge,cracked,mouldyblacksmith\'sbellows——theseweretheprincipalobjectsthatIobservedinthelumber-room。Theonedoorleadingoutofitwasopen,asIhadexpecteditwouldbe,inordertolettheairthroughthebackwindowintothehouse。Itookoffmyshoes,andstoleintothepassage。Myfirstimpulse,themomentIlookedalongit,wastoshutdownmylantern-shade,andlistenagain。

  StillIheardnothing;butatthefarendofthepassageIsawabrightlightpouringthroughthehalf-openeddoorofoneofthemysteriousfrontrooms。

  Icreptsoftlytowardit。Adecidedlychemicalsmellbegantostealintomynostrils——and,listeningagain,IthoughtIheardaboveme,andinsomedistantroom,anoiselikethelowgrowlofalargefurnace,muffledinsomepeculiarmanner。ShouldI

  retracemystepsinthatdirection?No——nottillIhadseensomethingoftheroomwiththebrightlight,outsideofwhichI

  wasnowstanding。Ibentforwardsoftly;lookingbylittleandlittlefurtherandfurtherthroughtheopeningofthedoor,untilmyheadandshoulderswerefairlyinsidetheroom,andmyeyeshadconvincedmethatnolivingsoul,sleepingorwaking,wasinanypartofitatthatparticularmoment。Impelledbyafatalcuriosity,Ienteredimmediately,andbegantolookaboutmewitheagereyes。

  Isawironladles,pansfullofwhitesand,fileswithwhitemetalleftglitteringintheirteeth,moldsofplasterofParis,bagscontainingthesamematerialinpowder,apowerfulmachinewiththenameanduseofwhichIwastheoreticallynotunacquainted,whitemetalinapartially-fusedstate,bottlesofaquafortis,diesscatteredoveradresser,crucibles,sandpaper,barsofmetal,andedgedtoolsinplenty,ofthestrangestconstruction。Iwasnotatallascrupulousman,asthereaderknowsbythistime;butwhenIlookedattheseobjects,andthoughtofAlicia,Icouldnotforthelifeofmehelpshuddering。Therewasnottheleastdoubtaboutit,evenafterthelittleIhadseen:theimportantchemicalpursuitstowhichDoctorDulciferwasdevotinghimself,meant,inplainEnglishandinoneword——Coining。

  DidAliciaknowwhatIknewnow,ordidsheonlysuspectit?

  WhicheverwayIansweredthatquestioninmyownmind,Icouldbenolongeratanylossforanexplanationofherbehaviorinthemeadowbythestream,orofthatunnaturallygloomy,downcastlookwhichoverspreadherfacewhenherfather\'spursuitswerethesubjectofconversation。DidIfalterinmyresolutiontomarryher,nowthatIhaddiscoveredwhattheobstaclewaswhichhadmademysteryandwretchednessbetweenus?Certainlynot。I

  wasaboveallprejudices。Iwastheleastparticularofmankind。

  Ihadnofamilyaffectioninmyway——and,greatestfactofall,I

  wasinlove。UnderthosecircumstanceswhatRogueofanyspiritwouldhavefaltered?Afterthefirstshockofthediscoverywasover,myresolutiontobeAlicia\'shusbandwassettledmorefirmlythanever。

  Therewasalittleroundtableinacorneroftheroomfurthestfromthedoor,whichIhadnotyetexamined。Afeverishlongingtolookateverythingwithinmyreach——topenetratetotheinnermostrecessesofthelabyrinthinwhichIhadinvolvedmyself——consumedme。Iwenttothetable,andsawuponit,rangedsymmetricallysidebyside,fourobjectswhichlookedlikethickrulerswrappedupinsilverpaper。Iopenedthepaperattheendofoneoftherulers,andfoundthatitwascomposedofhalf-crowns。Ihadclosedthepaperagain,andwasjustraisingmyheadfromthetableoverwhichithadbeenbent,whenmyrightcheekcameincontactwithsomethinghardandcold。Istartedback——lookedup——andconfrontedDoctorDulcifer,holdingapistolatmyrighttemple。

  CHAPTERIX。

  THEdoctorlikemehadhisshoesoff。Thedoctorlikemehadcomeinwithoutmakingtheleastnoise。Hecockedthepistolwithoutsayingaword。IfeltthatIwasprobablystandingfacetofacewithdeath,andItoosaidnotaword。WetwoRogueslookedeachothersteadilyandsilentlyintheface——he,themightyandprosperousvillain,withmylifeinhishands:I,theabjectandpoorscamp,waitinghismercy。

  ItmusthavebeenatleastaminuteafterIheardtheclickofthecockedpistolbeforehespoke。

  \"Howdidyougethere?\"heasked。

  Thequietcommonplacetermsinwhichheputhisquestion,andtheperfectcomposureandpolitenessofhismanner,remindedmealittleofGentlemanJones。Butthedoctorwasmuchthemorerespectable-lookingmanofthetwo;hisbaldnesswasmoreintellectualandbenevolent;therewasadelicacyandproprietyinthepulpinessofhisfatwhitechin,ablandbagginessinhisunwhiskeredcheeks,areverentroughnessabouthiseyebrowsandafullnessinhislowereyelids,whichraisedhimfarhigher,physiognomicallyspeaking,inthesocialscale,thanmyoldprisonacquaintance。Putashovel-hatonGentlemanJones,andtheeffectwouldonlyhavebeeneccentric;putthesamecoveringontheheadofDoctorDulcifer,andtheeffectwouldhavebeenstrictlyepiscopal。

  \"Howdidyougethere?\"herepeated,stillwithoutshowingtheleastirritation。

  ItoldhimhowIhadgotinatthesecond-floorwindow,withoutconcealingawordofthetruth。Thegravityofthesituation,andthesharpnessofthedoctor\'sintellects,asexpressedinhiseyes,madeanythinglikeasuppressionoffactsonmypartadesperatelydangerousexperiment。

  \"YouwantedtoseewhatIwasaboutuphere,didyou?\"saidhe,whenIhadendedmyconfession。\"Doyouknow?\"

  Thepistolbarreltouchedmycheekashesaidthelastwords。I

  thoughtofallthesuspiciousobjectsscatteredabouttheroom,oftheprobabilitythathewasonlyputtingthisquestiontotrymycourage,oftheverylikelychancethathewouldshootmeforthwith,ifIbegantoprevaricate。Ithoughtofthesethings,andboldlyanswered:

  \"Yes,Idoknow。”

  Helookedatmereflectively;thensaid,inlow,thoughtfultones,speaking,nottome,butentirelytohimself:

  \"SupposeIshoothim?\"

  Isawinhiseye,thatifIflinched,hewoulddrawthetrigger。

  \"Supposeyoutrustme?\"Isaid,withoutmovingamuscle。

  \"Itrustedyou,asanhonestman,downstairs,andIfindyou,likeathief,uphere,\"returnedthedoctor,withaself-satisfiedsmileattheneatnessofhisownretort。\"No,\"hecontinued,relapsingintosoliloquy:\"thereisriskeveryway;

  buttheleastriskperhapsistoshoothim。”

  \"Wrong,\"saidI。\"Therearerelationsofminewhohaveapecuniaryinterestinmylife。Iamthemainconditionofacontingentreversionintheirfavor。IfIammissed,Ishallbeinquiredafter。”Ihavewonderedsinceatmyowncoolnessinthefaceofthedoctor\'spistol;butmylifedependedonmykeepingmyself-possession,andthedesperatenatureofthesituationlentmeadesperatecourage。

  \"HowdoIknowyouarenotlying?\"heasked。

  \"HaveInotspokenthetruth,hitherto?\"

  Thosewordsmadehimhesitate。Heloweredthepistolslowlytohisside。Ibegantobreathefreely。

  \"Trustme,\"Irepeated。\"Ifyoudon\'tbelieveIwouldholdmytongueaboutwhatIhaveseenhere,foryoursake,youmaybecertainthatIwouldfor——\"

  \"Formydaughter\'s,\"heinterposed,withasarcasticsmile。

  Ibowedwithallimaginablecordiality。Thedoctorwavedhispistolintheaircontemptuously。

  \"Therearetwowaysofmakingyouholdyourtongue,\"hesaid。

  \"Thefirstisshootingyou;thesecondismakingafelonofyou。

  Onconsideration,afterwhatyouhavesaid,theriskineithercaseseemsaboutequal。Iamnaturallyahumaneman;yourfamilyhavedonemenoinjury;Iwillnotbethecauseoftheirlosingmoney;Iwon\'ttakeyourlife,I\'llhaveyourcharacter。Weareallfelonsonthisfloorofthehouse。Youhavecomeamongus——youshallbeoneofus。Ringthatbell。”

  Hepointedwiththepistoltoabell-handlebehindme。Ipulleditinsilence。

  Felon!Thewordhasanuglysound——averyuglysound。But,consideringhowneartheblackcurtainhadbeentofallingovertheadventurousdramaofmylife,hadIanyrighttocomplainoftheprolongationofthescene,howeverdarklyitmightlookatfirst?Besides,someofthebestfeelingsofourcommonnatureputtingoutofallquestionthevaluewhichmensounaccountablypersistinsettingontheirownlives,impelledme,ofnecessity,tochoosethealternativeoffeloniousexistenceinpreferencetothatofrespectabledeath。LoveandHonorbademelivetomarryAlicia;andasenseoffamilydutymademeshrinkfromoccasioningalossofthreethousandpoundstomyaffectionatesister。Perishthefar-fetchedscrupleswhichwouldbreaktheheartofonelovelywoman,andscattertothewindsthepin-moneyofanother!

  \"IfyouutteronewordincontradictionofanythingIsaywhenmyworkmencomeintotheroom,\"saidthedoctor,uncockinghispistolassoonasIhadrungthebell,\"Ishallchangemymindaboutleavingyourlifeandtakingyourcharacter。Rememberthat;

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