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  \'WewereoutintheEastwhenIwrotetohim.Everythinghadseemedtogowrongwithme.Justaftermyletterhadgonewewereorderedhome.That\'showitisyouseemehere.AssoonaswegotintobarracksatCasterbridgeIheardo\'thisDamnme!I\'lldaretofollowmyfather,andmakeawaywithmyself,too.Itistheonlythinglefttodo!\'

  \'Don\'tyeberash,LukeHolway,Isayagain;buttrytomakeamendsbyyourfuturelife.Andmaybeyourfatherwillsmileasmiledownfromheavenupon\'eefor\'t.\'

  Heshookhishead.\'Idon\'tknowaboutthat!\'heansweredbitterly.

  \'Tryandbeworthyofyourfatherathisbest.\'Tisnottoolate.\'

  \'D\'yethinknot?Ifancyitis!Well,I\'llturnitover.

  Thankyouforyourgoodcounsel.I\'llliveforonething,atanyrate.I\'llmovefather\'sbodytoadecentChristianchurchyard,ifI

  doitwithmyownhands.Ican\'tsavehislife,butIcangivehimanhonourablegrave.Heshan\'tlieinthisaccursedplace!\'

  \'Ay,asourpa\'sonsays,\'tisabarbarouscustomtheykeepupatSidlinch,andoughttobedoneawaywi\'.Themana\'oldsoldier,too.Yousee,ourpa\'sonisnotlikeyoursatSidlinch.\'

  \'Hesaysitisbarbarous,doeshe?Soitis!\'criedthesoldier.

  \'Nowhearken,myfriends.\'Thenheproceededtoinquireiftheywouldincreasehisindebtednesstothembyundertakingtheremoval,privately,ofthebodyofthesuicidetothechurchyard,notofSidlinch,aparishhenowhated,butofChalk-Newton.Hewouldgivethemallhepossessedtodoit.

  LotaskedEzraCattstockwhathethoughtofit.

  Cattstock,the\'celloplayer,whowasalsothesexton,demurred,andadvisedtheyoungsoldiertosoundtherectoraboutitfirst.\'Midbehewouldobject,andyet\'amid\'nt.Thepa\'sono\'Sidlinchisahardman,Iownye,and\'asaidiffolkwillkilltheirselvesinhotbloodtheymusttaketheconsequences.Butoursdon\'tthinklikethatatall,andmightallowit.\'

  \'What\'shisname?\'

  \'ThehonourableandreverentMr.Oldham,brothertoLordWessex.Butyouneedn\'tbeafeardo\'enonthataccount.He\'lltalkto\'eelikeacommonman,ifsobeyouhaven\'thadenoughdrinktogie\'eebadbreath.\'

  \'O,thesameasformerly.I\'llaskhim.Thankyou.Andthatdutydone——\'

  \'Whatthen?\'

  \'There\'swarinSpain.Ihearournextmoveisthere.I\'lltrytoshowmyselftobewhatmyfatherwishedme.Idon\'tsupposeIshall——

  butI\'lltryinmyfeebleway.ThatmuchIswear——hereoverhisbody.SohelpmeGod.\'

  Lukesmackedhispalmagainstthewhitehand-postwithsuchforcethatitshook.\'Yes,there\'swarinSpain;andanotherchanceformetobeworthyoffather.\'

  Sothematterendedthatnight.Thattheprivateactedinonethingashehadvowedtodosoonbecameapparent,forduringtheChristmasweektherectorcameintothechurchyardwhenCattstockwasthere,andaskedhimtofindaspotthatwouldbesuitableforthepurposeofsuchaninterment,addingthathehadslightlyknownthelatesergeant,andwasnotawareofanylawwhichforbadehimtoassenttotheremoval,theletteroftherulehavingbeenobserved.ButashedidnotwishtoseemmovedbyoppositiontohisneighbouratSidlinch,hehadstipulatedthattheactofcharityshouldbecarriedoutatnight,andasprivatelyaspossible,andthatthegraveshouldbeinanobscurepartoftheenclosure.\'Youhadbetterseetheyoungmanaboutitatonce,\'addedtherector.

  ButbeforeEzrahaddoneanythingLukecamedowntohishouse.Hisfurloughhadbeencutshort,owingtonewdevelopmentsofthewarinthePeninsula,andbeingobligedtogobacktohisregimentimmediately,hewascompelledtoleavetheexhumationandreintermenttohisfriends.Everythingwaspaidfor,andheimploredthemalltoseeitcarriedoutforthwith.

  Withthisthesoldierleft.ThenextdayEzra,onthinkingthematterover,againwentacrosstotherectory,struckwithsuddenmisgiving.Hehadrememberedthatthesergeanthadbeenburiedwithoutacoffin,andhewasnotsurethatastakehadnotbeendriventhroughhim.Thebusinesswouldbemoretroublesomethantheyhadatfirstsupposed.

  \'Yes,indeed!\'murmuredtherector.\'Iamafraiditisnotfeasibleafterall.\'

  Thenexteventwasthearrivalofaheadstonebycarrierfromthenearesttown;tobeleftatMr.EzraCattstock\'s;allexpensespaid.

  Thesextonandthecarrierdepositedthestoneintheformer\'southouse;andEzra,leftalone,putonhisspectaclesandreadthebriefandsimpleinscription:-

  HERELYETHTHEBODYOFSAMUELHOLWAY,LATESERGEANTINHISMAJESTY\'S——

  DREGIMENTOFFOOT,WHODEPARTEDTHISLIFEDECEMBERTHE20TH,180.

  ERECTEDBYL.H.

  \'IAMNOTWORTHYTOBECALLEDTHYSON.\'

  Ezraagaincalledattheriversiderectory.\'Thestoneiscome,sir.

  ButI\'mafeardwecan\'tdoitnohow.\'

  \'Ishouldliketoobligehim,\'saidthegentlemanlyoldincumbent.

  \'AndIwouldforegoallfeeswillingly.Still,ifyouandtheothersdon\'tthinkyoucancarryitout,Iamindoubtwhattosay.\'

  Well,sir;I\'vemadeinquiryofaSidlinchwomanastohisburial,andwhatIthoughtseemstrue.Theyburiedenwi\'anewsix-foothurdle-sauldrough\'sbody,fromthesheep-penupinNorthEweleasethoughtheywon\'towntoitnow.Andthequestionis,Isthemovingworthwhile,consideringtheawkwardness?\'

  \'Haveyouheardanythingmoreoftheyoungman?\'

  EzrahadonlyheardthathehadembarkedthatweekforSpainwiththerestoftheregiment.\'Andifhe\'sasdesperateas\'aseemed,weshallneverseehimhereinEnglandagain.\'

  \'Itisanawkwardcase,\'saidtherector.

  Ezratalkeditoverwiththechoir;oneofwhomsuggestedthatthestonemightbeerectedatthecrossroads.Thiswasregardedasimpracticable.Anothersaidthatitmightbesetupinthechurchyardwithoutremovingthebody;butthiswasseentobedishonest.Sonothingwasdone.

  TheheadstoneremainedinEzra\'southousetill,growingtiredofseeingitthere,heputitawayamongthebushesatthebottomofhisgarden.Thesubjectwassometimesrevivedamongthem,butitalwaysendedwith:\'Consideringhow\'awasburied,wecanhardlymakeajobo\'t.\'

  TherewasalwaystheconsciousnessthatLukewouldnevercomeback,animpressionstrengthenedbythedisasterswhichwererumouredtohavebefallenthearmyinSpain.Thistendedtomaketheirinertnesspermanent.TheheadstonegrewgreenasitlayonitsbackunderEzra\'sbushes;thenatreebytheriverwasblowndown,and,fallingacrossthestone,crackeditinthreepieces.Ultimatelythepiecesbecameburiedintheleavesandmould.

  LukehadnotbeenbornaChalk-Newtonman,andhehadnorelationsleftinSidlinch,sothatnotidingsofhimreachedeithervillagethroughoutthewar.ButafterWaterlooandthefallofNapoleontherearrivedatSidlinchonedayanEnglishsergeant-majorcoveredwithstripesand,asitturnedout,richinglory.ForeignservicehadsototallychangedLukeHolwaythatitwasnotuntilhetoldhisnamethattheinhabitantsrecognizedhimasthesergeant\'sonlyson.

  HehadservedwithunswervingeffectivenessthroughthePeninsularcampaignsunderWellington;hadfoughtatBusaco,Fuentesd\'Onore,CiudadRodrigo,Badajoz,Salamanca,Vittoria,QuatreBras,andWaterloo;andhadnowreturnedtoenjoyamorethanearnedpensionandreposeinhisnativedistrict.

  HehardlystayedinSidlinchlongerthantotakeamealonhisarrival.ThesameeveninghestartedonfootoverthehilltoChalk-

  Newton,passingthehand-post,andsayingasheglancedatthespot,\'ThankGod:he\'snotthere!\'Nightfallwasapproachingwhenhereachedthelattervillage;buthemadestraightforthechurchyard.

  Onhisenteringitthereremainedlightenoughtodiscerntheheadstonesby,andthesehenarrowlyscanned.Butthoughhesearchedthefrontpartbytheroad,andthebackpartbytheriver,whathesoughthecouldnotfind——thegraveofSergeantHolway,andamemorialbearingtheinscription:\'IAMNOTWORTHYTOBECALLEDTHY

  SON.\'

  Heleftthechurchyardandmadeinquiries.Thehonourableandreverendoldrectorwasdead,andsoweremanyofthechoir;butbydegreesthesergeant-majorlearntthathisfatherstilllayatthecross-roadsinLongAshLane.

  Lukepursuedhiswaymoodilyhomewards,todowhich,inthenaturalcourse,hewouldbecompelledtorepassthespot,therebeingnootherroadbetweenthetwovillages.Buthecouldnotnowgobythatplace,vociferouswithreproachesinhisfather\'stones;andhegotoverthehedgeandwandereddeviouslythroughtheploughedfieldstoavoidthescene.ThroughmanyafightandfatigueLukehadbeensustainedbythethoughtthathewasrestoringthefamilyhonourandmakingnobleamends.Yethisfatherlaystillindegradation.Itwasratherasentimentthanafactthathisfather\'sbodyhadbeenmadetosufferforhisownmisdeeds;buttohissuper-sensitivenessitseemedthathiseffortstoretrievehischaracterandtopropitiatetheshadeoftheinsultedonehadendedinfailure.

  Heendeavoured,however,toshakeoffhislethargy,and,notlikingtheassociationsofSidlinch,hiredasmallcottageatChalk-Newtonwhichhadlongbeenempty.Herehelivedalone,becomingquiteahermit,andallowingnowomantoenterthehouse.

  TheChristmasaftertakinguphisabodehereinhewassittinginthechimneycornerbyhimself,whenheheardfaintnotesinthedistance,andsoonamelodyburstforthimmediatelyoutsidehisownwindow,itcamefromthecarol-singers,asusual;andthoughmanyoftheoldhands,EzraandLotincluded,hadgonetotheirrest,thesameoldcarolswerestillplayedoutofthesameoldbooks.Thereresoundedthroughthesergeant-major\'swindow-shuttersthefamiliarlinesthatthedeceasedchoirhadrenderedoverhisfather\'sgrave:-

  Hecomes\'thepri\'-sonersto\'re-lease\',InSa\'-tan\'sbon\'-dageheld\'.

  Whentheyhadfinishedtheywentontoanotherhouse,leavinghimtosilenceandlonelinessasbefore.

  Thecandlewantedsnuffing,buthedidnotsnuffit,andhesatontillithadburntdownintothesocketandmadewavesofshadowontheceiling.

  TheChristmascheerfulnessofnextmorningwasbrokenatbreakfast-

  timebytragicintelligencewhichwentdownthevillagelikewind.

  Sergeant-MajorHolwayhadbeenfoundshotthroughtheheadbyhisownhandatthecross-roadsinLongAshLanewherehisfatherlayburied.

  Onthetableinthecottagehehadleftapieceofpaper,onwhichhehadwrittenhiswishthathemightbeburiedattheCrossbesidehisfather.Butthepaperwasaccidentallyswepttothefloor,andoverlookedtillafterhisfuneral,whichtookplaceintheordinarywayinthechurchyard.

  Christmas1897.

  ENTERADRAGOON

  Ilatelyhadamelancholyexperiencesaidthegentlemanwhoisanswerableforthetruthofthisstory.ItwasthatofgoingoveradoomedhousewithwhoseoutsideaspectIhadlongbeenfamiliar——ahouse,thatis,whichbyreasonofageanddilapidationwastobepulleddownduringthefollowingweek.Someofthethatch,brownandrottenasthegillsofoldmushrooms,had,indeed,beenremovedbeforeIwalkedoverthebuilding.Seeingthatitwasonlyaverysmallhouse——whichisusuallycalleda\'cottage-residence\'——situatedinaremotehamlet,andthatitwasnotmorethanahundredyearsold,ifsomuch,Iwasledtothinkinmyprogressthroughthehollowrooms,withtheircrackedwallsandslopingfloors,whatanexceptionalnumberofabruptfamilyincidentshadtakenplacetherein——toreckononlythosewhichhadcometomyownknowledge.

  AndnodoubtthereweremanymoreofwhichIhadneverheard.

  Itstoodatthetopofagardenstretchingdowntothelaneorstreetthatranthroughahermit-groupofdwellingsinMellstockparish.

  Fromagreengateatthelowerentrance,overwhichthethornhedgehadbeenshapedtoanarchbyconstantclippings,agravelpathascendedbetweentheboxedgesofoncetrimraspberry,strawberry,andvegetableplots,towardsthefrontdoor.Thiswasincolouranancientandbleachedgreenthatcouldberubbedoffwiththefinger,anditboreasmalllong-featuredbrassknockercoveredwithverdigrisinitscrevices.Forsomeyearsbeforethiseveofdemolitionthehomesteadhaddegenerated,andbeendividedintotwotenementstoserveascottagesforfarmlabourers;butinitsprimeithadindisputableclaimtobeconsideredneat,pretty,andgenteel.

  Thevarietyofincidentsabovealludedtowasmainlyowingtothenatureofthetenure,wherebytheplacehadbeenoccupiedbyfamiliesnotquiteofthekindcustomaryinsuchspots——peoplewhosecircumstances,position,orantecedentsweremoreorlessofacriticalhappy-go-luckycast.AndoftheseresidentsthefamilywhosetermcomprisedthestoryIwishtorelatewasthatofMr.JacobPaddockthemarket-gardener,whodweltthereforsomeyearswithhiswifeandgrown-updaughter.

  I

  Anevidentcommotionwasagitatingthepremises,whichjerkedbusysoundsacrossthefrontplot,resemblingthoseofadisturbedhive.

  Ifamemberofthehouseholdappearedatthedooritwaswithacountenanceofabstractionandconcern.

  Eveningbegantobendoverthescene;andtheotherinhabitantsofthehamletcameouttodrawwater,theircommonwellbeinginthepublicroadoppositethegardenandhouseofthePaddocks.Havingwounduptheirbucketsfullrespectivelytheylingered,andspokesignificantlytogether.Fromtheirwordsanycasuallistenermighthavegatheredinformationofwhathadoccurred.

  Thewoodmanwholivednearestthesiteofthestorytoldmostofthetale.Selina,thedaughterofthePaddocksopposite,hadbeensurprisedthatafternoonbyreceivingaletterfromheronceintendedhusband,thenacorporal,butnowasergeant-majorofdragoons,whomshehadhithertosupposedtobeoneoftheslainintheBattleoftheAlmatwoorthreeyearsbefore.

  \'Shepickedupwi\'enagainstherfather\'swish,asweknow,andbeforehegothisstripes,\'theirinformantcontinued.\'Notbutthatthemanwasasheartyafellerasyou\'dmeetthissideo\'London.

  ButJacob,yousee,wishedhertodobetter,andonecanunderstandit.However,shewasdeterminedtosticktohimatthattime;andforwhathappenedshewasnotmuchtoblame,sonearastheyweretomatrimonywhenthewarbrokeoutandspoiledall.\'

  \'Eventheverypighadbeenkilledforthewedding,\'saidawoman,\'andthebarrelo\'beerorderedin.O,themanmeanthonourableenough.Buttobeoffintwodaystofightinaforeigncountry——

  \'twasnaturalofherfathertosaytheyshouldwaittillhegotback.\'

  \'Andhenevercame,\'murmuredoneintheshade.

  \'Thewarendedbuthermanneverturnedupagain.Shewasnotsurehewaskilled,butwastooproud,ortootimid,togoandhuntforhim.\'

  \'Onereasonwhyherfatherforgaveherwhenhefoundouthowmattersstoodwas,ashesaidplainatthetime,thathelikedtheman,andcouldseethathemeanttoactstraight.Sotheoldfolksmadethebestofwhattheycouldn\'tmend,andkepthertherewith\'em,whensomewouldn\'t.Timehasprovedseeminglythathedidmeantoactstraight,nowthathehaswrittoherthathe\'scoming.She\'dhavestucktohimallthroughthetime,\'tismybelief;ift\'otherhadn\'tcomealong.\'

  \'Atthetimeofthecourtship,\'resumedthewoodman,\'theregimentwasquarteredinCasterbridgeBarracks,andheandshegotacquaintedbyhiscallingtobuyapenn\'orthofrathe-ripesoffthattreeyonderinherfather\'sorchard——though\'twassaidheseedHERoverhedgeaswellastheapples.Hedeclared\'twasakindofapplehemuchfancied;andhecalledforapenn\'ortheverydaytillthetreewascleared.Itendedinhiscallingforher.\'

  \'\'Twasathousandpitiestheydidn\'tjineupatonceandha\'donewi\'

  it.

  \'Well;betterlatethannever,ifsobehe\'llhavehernow.But,Lord,she\'dthatfaithin\'enthatshe\'dnomorebeliefthathewasalive,whena\'didn\'tcome,thanthattheundermostmaninourchurchyardwasalive.She\'dneverhavethoughtofanotherbutforthat——Ono!\'

  \'\'Tisawkward,altogether,forhernow.\'

  \'Stillshehadn\'tmarriedwi\'thenewman.Thoughtobesureshewouldhavecommitteditnextweek,eventhelicencebeinggot,theysay,forshe\'dhavenobannsthistime,thefirstbeingsounfortunate.\'

  \'Perhapsthesergeant-majorwillthinkhe\'sreleased,andgoashecame.\'

  \'O,notasIreckon.Soldiersbain\'tparticular,andshe\'satidypieceo\'furniturestill.Whatwillhappenisthatshe\'llhavehersoldier,andbreakoffwiththemaster-wheelwright,licenceorno——

  dazemeifshewon\'t.\'

  Intheprogressofthesedesultoryconjecturestheformofanotherneighbouraroseinthegloom.Shenoddedtothepeopleatthewell,whoreplied\'G\'dnight,Mrs.Stone,\'asshepassedthroughMr.

  Paddock\'sgatetowardshisdoor.Shewasanintimatefriendofthelatter\'shousehold,andthegroupfollowedherwiththeireyesupthepathandpastthewindows,whichwerenowlightedupbycandlesinside.

  II

  Mrs.Stonepausedatthedoor,knocked,andwasadmittedbySelina\'smother,whotookhervisitoratonceintotheparlouronthelefthand,whereatablewaspartlyspreadforsupper.Onthe\'beaufet\'

  againstthewallstoodprobablytheonlyobjectwhichwouldhaveattractedtheeyeofalocalstrangerinanotherwiseordinarilyfurnishedroom,agreatplum-cakeguardedasifitwereacuriositybyaglassshadeofthekindseeninmuseums——square,withawoodenbacklikethoseenclosingstuffedspecimensofrarefeatherorfur.

  Thiswasthemummyofthecakeintendedinearlierdaysforthewedding-feastofSelinaandthesoldier,whichhadbeenreligiouslyandlovinglypreservedbytheformerasatestimonytoherintentionalrespectabilityinspiteofanuntowardsubsequentcircumstance,whichwillbementioned.Thisrelicwasnowasdryasabrick,andseemedtobelongtoapre-existentcivilization.Tillquiterecently,Selinahadbeeninthehabitofpausingbeforeitdaily,andrecallingtheaccidentwhoseconsequenceshadthrownashadowoverherlifeeversince——thatofwhichthewater-drawershadspoken——thesuddennewsonemorningthattheRoutehadcomeforthe——

  thDragoons,twodaysonlybeingtheintervalbeforedeparture;thehurriedconsultationastowhatshouldbedone,thesecondtimeofaskingbeingpastbutnotthethird;andthedecisionthatitwouldbeunwisetosolemnizematrimonyinsuchhaphazardcircumstances,evenifitwerepossible,whichwasdoubtful.

  Beforethefiretheyoungwomaninquestionwasnowseatedonalowstool,inthestillnessofreverie,andatoddlingboyplayedabouttheflooraroundher.

  \'Ah,Mrs.Stone!\'saidSelina,risingslowly.\'Howkindofyoutocomein.You\'llbidetosupper?Motherhastoldyouthestrangenews,ofcourse?\'

  \'No.ButIhearditoutside,thatis,thatyou\'dhadaletterfromMr.Clark——Sergeant-MajorClark,astheysayheisnow——andthathe\'scomingtomakeitupwith\'ee.\'

  \'Yes;comingto-night——allthewayfromthenorthofEnglandwherehe\'squartered.Idon\'tknowwhetherI\'mhappyor——frightenedatit.

  OfcourseIalwaysbelievedthatifhewasalivehe\'dcomeandkeephissolemnvowtome.Butwhenitisprintedthatamaniskilled——

  whatcanyouthink?\'

  \'ItWASprinted?\'

  \'Why,yes.AftertheBattleoftheAlmathebookofthenamesofthekilledandwoundedwasnailedupagainstCasterbridgeTownHalldoor.

  \'TwasonaSaturday,andIwalkedthereo\'purposetoreadandseeformyself;forI\'dheardthathisnamewasdown.Therewasacrowdofpeopleroundthebook,lookingforthenamesofrelations;andI

  canmindthatwhentheysawmetheymadewayforme——knowingthatwe\'dbeenjustgoingtobemarried——andthat,asyoumaysay,I

  belongedtohim.Well,Ireachedupmyarm,andturnedoverthefarrelsofthebook,andunderthe\"killed\"Ireadhissurname,butinsteadof\"John\"they\'dprinted\"James,\"andIthought\'twasamistake,andthatitmustbehe.Whocouldhaveguessedthereweretwonearlyofonenameinoneregiment.\'

  \'Well——he\'scomingtofinishtheweddingof\'eeasmaybesaid;sonevermind,mydear.All\'swellthatendswell.\'

  \'That\'swhatheseemstosay.ButthenhehasnotheardyetaboutMr.Miller;andthat\'swhatratherterrifiesme.Luckilymymarriagewithhimnextweekwastohavebeenbylicence,andnotbanns,asinJohn\'scase;anditwasnotsowellknownonthataccount.Still,I

  don\'tknowwhattothink.\'

  \'Everythingseemstocomejust\'twixtcupandlipwith\'ee,don\'titnow,MissPaddock.Twoweddingsbrokeoff——\'tisodd!HowcameyoutoacceptMr.Miller,mydear?\'

  \'He\'sbeensogoodandfaithful!Notmindingaboutthechildatall;

  forheknewtherightsofthestory.He\'sdearlyfondo\'Johnny,youknow——justasif\'twerehisown——isn\'the,myduck?DoMr.Millerloveyouordon\'the?\'

  \'Iss!An\'IloveMr.Miller,\'saidthetoddler.

  \'Well,yousee,Mrs.Stone,hesaidhe\'dmakemeacomfortablehome;

  andthinking\'twouldbeagoodthingforJohnny,Mr.Millerbeingsomuchbetteroffthanme,Iagreedatlast,justasawidowmight——

  whichiswhatIhavealwaysfeltmyself;eversinceIsawwhatI

  thoughtwasJohn\'snameprintedthere.IhopeJohnwillforgiveme!\'

  \'Sohewillforgive\'ee,since\'twasnomannerofwrongtohim.Heoughttohavesent\'eealine,saying\'twasanotherman.\'

  Selina\'smotherentered.\'We\'venotknownofthisanhour,Mrs.

  Stone,\'shesaid.\'TheletterwasbroughtupfromLowerMellstockPost-officebyoneoftheschoolchildren,onlythisafternoon.Mr.

  Millerwascomingherethisverynighttosettleabouttheweddingdoings.Hark!Isthatyourfather?OrisitMr.Milleralreadycome?\'

  Thefootstepsenteredtheporch;therewasabrushingonthemat,andthedooroftheroomsprungbacktodisclosearubicundmanaboutthirtyyearsofage,ofthrivingmaster-mechanicappearanceandobviouslycomfortabletemper.Onseeingthechild,andbeforetakinganynoticewhateveroftheelders,thecomermadeanoiselikethecrowingofacockandflappedhisarmsasiftheywerewings,amethodofentrywhichhadtheunqualifiedadmirationofJohnny.

  \'Yes——itishe,\'saidSelinaconstrainedlyadvancing.

  \'What——wereyoualltalkingaboutme,mydear?\'saidthegenialyoungmanwhenhehadfinishedhiscrowingandresumedhumanmanners.\'Whywhat\'sthematter,\'hewenton.\'Youlookstruckallofaheap.\'

  Mr.Millerspreadanaspectofconcernoverhisownface,anddrewachairuptothefire.

  \'Omother,wouldyoutellMr.Miller,ifhedon\'tknow?\'

  \'MISTERMiller!andgoingtobemarriedinsixdays!\'heinterposed.

  \'Ah——hedon\'tknowityet!\'murmuredMrs.Paddock.

  \'Knowwhat?\'

  \'Well——JohnClark——nowSergeant-MajorClark——wasn\'tshotatAlmaafterall.\'Twasanotherofalmostthesamename.\'

  \'Nowthat\'sinteresting!Therewereseveralcaseslikethat.\'

  \'Andhe\'shomeagain;andhe\'scominghereto-nighttoseeher.\'

  \'WhatevershallIsay,thathemaynotbeoffendedwithwhatI\'vedone?\'interposedSelina.

  \'Butwhyshoulditmatterifhebe?\'

  \'O!Imustagreetobehiswifeifheforgivesme——ofcourseI

  must.\'

  \'Must!Butwhynotsaynay,Selina,evenifhedoforgive\'ee?\'

  \'Ono!HowcanIwithoutbeingwicked?Youwereveryverykind,Mr.

  Miller,toaskmetohaveyou;noothermanwouldhavedoneitafterwhathadhappened;andIagreed,eventhoughIdidnotfeelhalfsowarmasIought.Yetitwasentirelyowingtomybelievinghiminthegrave,asIknewthatifhewerenothewouldcarryouthispromise;andthisshowsthatIwasrightintrustinghim.\'

  \'YesHemustbeagoodishsortoffellow,\'saidMr.Miller,foramomentsoimpressedwiththeexcellentlyfaithfulconductofthesergeant-majorofdragoonsthathedisregardeditseffectuponhisownposition.Hesighedslowlyandadded,\'Well,Selina,\'tisforyoutosay.Iloveyou,andIlovetheboy;andthere\'smychimney-

  cornerandstickso\'furniturereadyfor\'eeboth.\'

  \'Yes,Iknow!ButImustn\'thearitanymorenow,\'murmuredSelinaquickly.\'Johnwillbeheresoon.Ihopehe\'llseehowitallwaswhenItellhim.IfsobeIcouldhavewrittenittohimitwouldhavebeenbetter.\'

  \'Youthinkhedoesn\'tknowasinglewordaboutourhavingbeenonthebrinko\'t.Butperhapsit\'stheotherway——he\'sheardofitandthatmayhavebroughthim.

  \'Ah——perhapshehas!\'shesaidbrightening.\'Andalreadyforgivesme.\'

  \'Ifnot,speakoutstraightandfair,andtellhimexactlyhowitfellout.Ifhe\'samanhe\'llseeit.\'

  \'Ohe\'samantrueenough.ButIreallydothinkIshan\'thavetotellhimatall,sinceyou\'veputittomethatway!\'

  AsitwasnowJohnny\'sbedtimehewascarriedupstairs,andwhenSelinacamedownagainhermotherobservedwithsomeanxiety,\'I

  fancyMr.Clarkmustbeheresoonifhe\'scoming;andthatbeingso,perhapsMr.Millerwouldn\'tmind——wishingusgood-night!sinceyouaresodeterminedtosticktoyoursergeant-major.\'Alittlebitternessbubbledamidtheclosingwords.\'Itwouldbelessawkward,Mr.Millernotbeinghere——ifhewillallowmetosayit.\'

  \'Tobesure;tobesure,\'themaster-wheelwrightexclaimedwithinstantconviction,risingalertlyfromhischair.\'Lordblessmysoul,\'hesaid,takinguphishatandstick,\'andwetohavebeenmarriedinsixdays!ButSelina——you\'reright.Youdobelongtothechild\'sfathersincehe\'salive.I\'lltrytomakethebestofit.\'

  BeforethegenerousMillerhadgotfurthertherecameaknocktothedooraccompaniedbythenoiseofwheels.

  \'IthoughtIheardsomethingdrivingup!\'saidMrsPaddock.

  TheyheardMr.Paddock,whohadbeensmokingintheroomopposite,riseandgotothedoor,andinamomentavoicefamiliarenoughtoSelinawasaudiblysaying,\'AtlastIamhereagain——notwithoutmanyinterruptions!Howisitwith\'ee,Mr.Paddock?Andhowisshe?

  Thoughtnevertoseemeagain,Isuppose?\'

  Astepwithaclinkofspursinitstruckupontheentryfloor.

  \'DangedifIbain\'tcatched!\'murmuredMr.Miller,forgettingcompany-speech.\'Nevermind——Imayaswellmeethimhereaselsewhere;andIshouldliketoseethechap,andmakefriendswithen,asheseemsoneo\'therightsort.\'Hereturnedtothefireplacejustasthesergeant-majorwasusheredin.

  III

  Hewasagoodspecimenofthelong-servicesoldierofthosedays;anotunhandsomeman,withacertainundemonstrativedignity,whichsomemighthavesaidtobepartlyowingtothestiffnessofhisuniformabouthisneck,thehighstockbeingstillworn.HewasmuchstouterthanwhenSelinahadpartedfromhim.Althoughshehadnotmeanttobedemonstrativesheranacrosstohimdirectlyshesawhim,andheheldherinhisarmsandkissedher.

  Theninmuchagitationshewhisperedsomethingtohim,atwhichheseemedtobemuchsurprised.

  \'He\'sjustputtobed,\'shecontinued.\'Youcangoupandseehim.

  Iknewyou\'dcomeifyouwerealive!ButIhadquitegi\'dyouupfordead.You\'vebeenhomeinEnglandeversincethewarended?\'

  \'Yes,dear.\'

  \'Whydidn\'tyoucomesooner?\'

  \'That\'sjustwhatIaskmyself!WhywasIsuchasappyasnottohurryherethefirstdayIsetfootonshore!Well,who\'dhavethoughtit——youareasprettyasever!\'

  Herelinquishedhertopeepupstairsalittleway,where,bylookingthroughtheballusters,hecouldseeJohnny\'scotjustwithinanopendoor.OnhissteppingdownagainMr.Millerwaspreparingtodepart.

  \'Now,what\'sthis?IamsorrytoseeanybodygoingthemomentI\'vecome,\'expostulatedthesergeant-major.\'Ithoughtwemightmakeaneveningofit.There\'saninegalloncasko\'\"Phoenix\"beeroutsideinthetrap,andaham,andhalfarawmil\'cheese;forIthoughtyoumightbeshorto\'forageinalonelyplacelikethis;anditstruckmewemightliketoaskinaneighbourortwo.Butperhapsitwouldbetakingaliberty?\'

  \'Ono,notatall,\'saidMr.Paddock,whowasnowintheroom,inajudicialmeasuredmanner.\'Verythoughtfulof\'ee,only\'twasnotnecessary,forwehadjustlaidinanextrystockofeatablesanddrinkablesinpreparationforthecomingevent.\'

  \'\'Twasverykind,uponmyheart,\'saidthesoldier,\'tothinkmeworthsuchajocundpreparation,sinceyoucouldonlyhavegotmyletterthismorning.\'

  Selinagazedatherfathertostophim,andexchangedembarrassedglanceswithMiller.ContrarytoherhopesSergeant-MajorClarkplainlydidnotknowthatthepreparationsreferredtowereforsomethingquiteotherthanhisownvisit.

  Themovementofthehorseoutside,andtheimpatienttappingofawhip-handleuponthevehicleremindedthemthatClark\'sdriverwasstillinwaiting.Theprovisionswerebroughtintothehouse,andthecartdismissed.Miller,withverylittlepressureindeed,acceptedaninvitationtosupper,andafewneighbourswereinducedtocomeintomakeupacheerfulparty.

  Duringthelayingofthemeal,andthroughoutitscontinuance,Selina,whosatbesideherfirstintendedhusband,triedfrequentlytobreakthenewstohimofherengagementtotheother——nowterminatedsosuddenly,andsohappilyforherheart,andhersenseofwomanlyvirtue.Butthetalkranentirelyuponthelatewar;andthoughfortifiedbyhalfahornofthestrongalebroughtbythesergeant-majorshedecidedthatshemighthaveabetteropportunitywhensupperwasoverofrevealingthesituationtohiminprivate.

  Havingsupped,Clarkleanedbackateaseinhischairandlookedaround.\'Weusedsometimestohaveadanceinthatotherroomaftersupper,Selinadear,Irecollect.Weusedtoclearoutallthefurnitureintothisroombeforebeginning.Haveyoukeptupsuchgoingson?\'

  \'No,notatall!\'saidhissweetheart,sadly.

  \'Wewerenotunlikelytoreviveitinafewdays,\'saidMr.Paddock.

  \'But,howsomever,there\'sseeminglymanyaslip,asthesayingis.\'

  \'Yes,I\'lltellJohnallaboutthatbyandby!\'interposedSelina;atwhich,perceivingthatthesecretwhichhedidnotlikekeepingwastobekeptevenyet,herfatherheldhistonguewithsomeshowoftestiness.

  Thesubjectofadancehavingbeenbroached,toputthethoughtinpracticewasthefeelingofall.Soonafterthetablesandchairswerebornefromtheoppositeroomtothisbyzealoushands,andtwoofthevillagerssenthomeforafiddleandtambourine,whenthemajoritybegantotreadameasurewellknowninthatsecludedvale.

  Selinanaturallydancedwiththesergeant-major,notaltogethertoherfather\'ssatisfaction,andtotherealuneasinessofhermother,bothofwhomwouldhavepreferredapostponementoffestivitiestilltherashlyanticipatedrelationshipbetweentheirdaughterandClarkinthepasthadbeenmadefactbythechurch\'sordinances.Theydidnot,however,expressapositiveobjection,Mr.Paddockremembering,withself-reproach,thatitwasowingtohisoriginalstronglyexpresseddisapprovalofSelina\'sbeingasoldier\'swifethattheweddinghadbeendelayed,andfinallyhindered——withworseconsequencesthanwereexpected;andeversincethemisadventurebroughtaboutbyhisgovernmenthehadallowedeventstosteertheirowncourses.

  \'Mytailswillsurelycatchinyourspurs,John!\'murmuredthedaughterofthehouse,asshewhirledarounduponhisarmwiththeraptsoulandlookofasomnambulist.\'Ididn\'tknowweshoulddance,orIwouldhaveputonmyotherfrock.\'

  \'I\'lltakecare,mylove.We\'vedancedherebefore.Doyouthinkyourfatherobjectstomenow?I\'veriseninrank.Ifancyhe\'sstillalittleagainstme.\'

  \'Hehasrepented,timesenough.\'

  \'AndsohaveI!IfIhadmarriedyouthen\'twouldhavesavedmanyamisfortune.IhavesometimesthoughtitmighthavebeenpossibletorushtheceremonythroughsomehowbeforeIleft;thoughwewereonlyinthesecondasking,werewe?AndevenifIhadcomebackstraightherewhenwereturnedfromtheCrimea,andmarriedyouthen,howmuchhappierIshouldhavebeen!\'

  \'DearJohn,tosaythat!Whydidn\'tyou?\'

  \'O——dilatorinessandwantofthought,andafearoffacingyourfatheraftersolong.Iwasinhospitalagreatwhile,youknow.

  Buthowfamiliartheplaceseemsagain!What\'sthatIsawonthebeaufetintheotherroom?Itneverusedtobethere.Asortofwitheredcorpseofacake——notanoldbride-cakesurely?\'

  \'Yes,John,ours.\'Tistheveryonethatwasmadeforourweddingthreeyearsago.\'

  \'Sakesalive!Why,timeshutsuptogether,andallbetweenthenandnowseemsnottohavebeen!Whatbecameofthatwedding-gownthattheyweremakinginthisroom,Iremember——abluish,whitish,frothything?\'

  \'Ihavethattoo.\'

  \'Really!Why,Selina——\'

  \'Yes!\'

  \'Whynotputitonnow?\'

  \'Wouldn\'titseem.Andyet,OhowIshouldliketo!Itwouldremindthemall,ifwetoldthemwhatitwas,howwereallymeanttobemarriedonthatbygoneday!\'Hereyeswereagainladenwithwet.

  \'YesThepitythatwedidn\'t——thepity!\'Moodymournfulnessseemedtoholdsilentawhileonenotnaturallytaciturn.\'Well——willyou?\'hesaid.

  \'Iwill——thenextdance,ifmotherdon\'tmind.\'

  Accordingly,justbeforethenextfigurewasformed,Selinadisappeared,andspeedilycamedownstairsinacreasedandbox-worn,butstillairyandpretty,muslingown,whichwasindeedtheveryonethathadbeenmeanttograceherasabridethreeyearsbefore.

  \'Itisdreadfullyold-fashioned,\'sheapologized.

  \'Notatall.Whatagrandthoughtofmine!Now,let\'sto\'tagain.\'

  Sheexplainedtosomeofthem,asheledhertotheseconddance,whatthefrockhadbeenmeantfor,andthatshehadputitonathisrequest.Andagainathwartandaroundtheroomtheywent.

  \'Youseemthebride!\'hesaid.

  \'ButIcouldn\'twearthisgowntobemarriedinnow!\'shereplied,ecstatically,\'orIshouldn\'thaveputitonandmadeitdusty.Itisreallytooold-fashioned,andsofoldedandfrettedout,youcan\'tthink.Thatwaswithmytakingitoutsomanytimestolookat.I

  haveneverputiton——never——tillnow!\'

  \'Selina,Iamthinkingofgivingupthearmy.WillyouemigratewithmetoNewZealand?I\'veanuncleouttheredoingwell,andhe\'dsoonhelpmetomakingalargerincome.TheEnglisharmyisglorious,butitain\'taltogetherenriching.\'

  \'Ofcourse,anywherethatyoudecideupon.IsithealthythereforJohnny?\'

  \'Alovelyclimate.AndIshallneverbehappyinEnglandAha!\'

  heconcludedagain,withabitternessofunexpectedstrength,\'wouldtoHeavenIhadcomestraightbackhere!\'

  Asthedancebroughtroundoneneighbourafteranotherthere-unitedpairwerethrownintojuxtapositionwithBobHeartallamongtherestwhohadbeencalledin;onewhosechronicexpressionwasthathecarriedinsidehimajokeonthepointofburstingwithitsownvastness.Hetookoccasionnowtoletoutalittleofitsquality,shakinghisheadatSelinaasheaddressedherinanundertone-

  \'Thisisabitofatoppertothebridegroom,hoho!\'Twillteachenthelibertyyou\'llexpectwhenyou\'vemarrieden!\'

  \'Whatdoeshemeanbya\"topper,\"\'thesergeant-majorasked,who,notbeingoflocalextraction,despisedthevenerablelocallanguage,andalsoseemedtosuppose\'bridegroom\'tobeananticipatorynameforhimself.\'IonlyhopeIshallneverbeworsetreatedthanyou\'vetreatedmeto-night!\'

  Selinalookedfrightened.\'Hedidn\'tmeanyou,dear,\'shesaidastheymovedon.\'Wethoughtperhapsyouknewwhathadhappened,owingtoyourcomingjustatthistime.Hadyou——heardanythingabout——

  whatIintended?\'

  \'Notabreath——howshouldI——awayupinYorkshire?ItwasbythemerestaccidentthatIcamejustatthisdatetomakepeacewithyouformydelay.\'

  \'IwasengagedtobemarriedtoMr.BartholomewMiller.That\'swhatitis!Iwouldhavelet\'eeknowbyletter,buttherewasnotime,onlyhearingfrom\'eethisafternoonYouwon\'tdesertmeforit,willyou,John?Because,asyouknow,Iquitesupposedyoudead,and——and——\'Hereyeswerefulloftearsoftrepidation,andhemighthavefeltasobheavingwithinher.

  IV

  Thesoldierwassilentduringtwoorthreedoublebarsofthetune.

  \'WhenwereyoutohavebeenmarriedtothesaidMr.BartholomewMiller?\'heinquired.

  \'Quitesoon.\'

  \'Howsoon?\'

  \'Nextweek——Oyes——justthesameasitwaswithyouandme.There\'sastrangefateofinterruptionhangingoverme,Isometimesthink!

  Hehadboughtthelicence,whichIpreferredsothatitmightn\'tbelike——ours.Butitmadenodifferencetothefateofit.\'

  \'Hadboughtthelicence!Thedevil!\'

  \'Don\'tbeangry,dearJohn.Ididn\'tknow!\'

  \'No,no,I\'mnotangry.\'

  \'Itwassokindofhim,considering!\'

  \'YesIsee,ofcourse,hownaturalyouractionwas——neverthinkingofseeingmeanymore!IsittheMr.Millerwhoisinthisdance?\'

  \'Yes.\'

  ClarkglancedrounduponBartholomewandwassilentagain,forsomelittlewhile,andshestolealookathim,tofindthatheseemedchanged.\'John,youlookill!\'shealmostsobbed.\'\'Tisn\'tme,isit?\'

  \'Odear,no.ThoughIhadn\'t,somehow,expectedit.Ican\'tfindfaultwithyouforamoment——andIdon\'tThisisadeuceofalongdance,don\'tyouthink?We\'vebeenatittwentyminutesifasecond,andthefiguredoesn\'tallowonemuchrest.I\'mquiteoutofbreath.\'

  \'Theylikethemsodreadfullylonghere.Shallwedropout?OrI\'llstopthefiddler.\'

  \'Ono,no,IthinkIcanfinish.ButalthoughIlookhealthyenoughIhaveneverbeensostrongasIformerlywas,sincethatlongillnessIhadinthehospitalatScutari.\'

  \'AndIknewnothingaboutit!\'

  \'Youcouldn\'t,dear,asIdidn\'twrite.WhatafoolIhavebeenaltogether!\'Hegaveatwitch,asofoneinpain.\'Iwon\'tdanceagainwhenthisoneisover.ThefactisIhavetravelledalongwayto-day,anditseemstohaveknockedmeupabit.\'

  Therecouldbenodoubtthatthesergeant-majorwasunwell,andSelinamadeherselfmiserablebystillbelievingthatherstorywasthecauseofhisailment.Suddenlyhesaidinachangedvoice,andsheperceivedthathewaspalerthanever:\'Imustsitdown.\'

  Lettinggoherwaisthewentquicklytotheotherroom.Shefollowed,andfoundhiminthenearestchair,hisfacebentdownuponhishandsandarms,whichwererestingonthetable.

  \'What\'sthematter?\'saidherfather,whosattheredozingbythefire.

  \'Johnisn\'twellWearegoingtoNewZealandwhenwearemarried,father.Alovelycountry!John,wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?\'

  \'Adropo\'thatSchiedamofoldOwlett\'s,that\'sunderstairs,perhaps,\'suggestedherfather.\'Notthatnowadays\'tismuchbetterthanlicensedliquor.\'

  \'John,\'shesaid,puttingherfaceclosetohisandpressinghisarm.

  \'Willyouhaveadropofspiritsorsomething?\'

  Hedidnotreply,andSelinaobservedthathisearandthesideofhisfacewerequitewhite.Convincedthathisillnesswasserious,agrowingdismayseizedholdofher.Thedanceended;hermothercamein,andlearningwhathadhappened,lookednarrowlyatthesergeant-

  major.

  \'Wemustnotlethimlielikethat,lifthimup,\'shesaid.\'Lethimrestinthewindow-benchonsomecushions.\'

  Theyunfoldedhisarmsandhandsastheylayclaspeduponthetable,andonliftinghisheadfoundhisfeaturestobeartheveryimpressofdeathitself.BartholomewMiller,whohadnowcomein,assistedMr.Paddocktomakeacomfortablecouchinthewindow-seat,wheretheystretchedoutClarkuponhisback.

  Stillheseemedunconscious.\'Wemustgetadoctor,\'saidSelina.

  \'O,mydearJohn,howisityoubetakenlikethis?\'

  \'Myimpressionisthathe\'sdead!\'murmuredMr.Paddock.\'Hedon\'tbreatheenoughtomoveatomtit\'sfeather.\'

  Therewereplentytovolunteertogoforadoctor,butasitwouldbeatleastanhourbeforehecouldgettherethecaseseemedsomewhathopeless.Thedancing-partyendedasunceremoniouslyasithadbegun;buttheguestslingeredroundthepremisestillthedoctorshouldarrive.Whenhedidcomethesergeant-major\'sextremitieswerealreadycold,andtherewasnodoubtthatdeathhadovertakenhimalmostatthemomentthathehadsatdown.

  ThemedicalpractitionerquiterefusedtoaccepttheunhappySelina\'stheorythatherrevelationhadinanywayinducedClark\'ssuddencollapse.Bothheandthecoronerafterwards,whofoundtheimmediatecausetobeheart-failure,heldthatsuchasuppositionwasunwarrantedbyfacts.Theyassertedthatalongday\'sjourney,ahurrieddrive,andthenanexhaustingdance,weresufficientforsucharesultuponaheartenfeebledbyfattydegenerationaftertheprivationsofaCrimeanwinterandothertryingexperiences,thecoincidenceofthesadeventwithanydisclosureofhersbeingapureaccident.

  Thisconclusion,however,didnotdislodgeSelina\'sopinionthattheshockofherstatementhadbeentheimmediatestrokewhichhadfelledaconstitutionsoundermined.

  V

  AtthisdatetheCasterbridgeBarrackswerecavalryquarters,theiradaptationtoartilleryhavingbeeneffectedsomeyearslater.Ithadbeenowingtothefactthatthe——thDragoons,inwhichJohnClarkhadserved,happenedtobelyingtherethatSelinamadehisacquaintance.AtthetimeofhisdeaththebarrackswereoccupiedbytheScotsGreys,butwhenthepatheticcircumstancesofthesergeant-

  major\'sendbecameknowninthetowntheofficersoftheGreysofferedtheservicesoftheirfinereedandbrassband,thathemighthaveafuneralmarkedbyduemilitaryhonours.Hisbodywasaccordinglyremovedtothebarracks,andcarriedthencetothechurchyardintheDurnoverquarteronthefollowingafternoon,oneoftheGreys\'mostancientanddocilechargersbeingblackeduptorepresentClark\'shorseontheoccasion.

  EverybodypitiedSelina,whosestorywaswellknown.Shefollowedthecorpseastheonlymourner,Clarkhavingbeenwithoutrelationsinthispartofthecountry,andacommunicationwithhisregimenthavingbroughtnonefromadistance.Shesatinalittleshabbybrown-blackmourningcarriage,squeezingherselfupinacornertobeasmuchaspossibleoutofsightduringtheslowanddramaticmarchthroughthetowntothetunefromSaul.Whentheintermenthadtakenplace,thevolleysbeenfired,andthereturnjourneybegun,itwaswithsomethinglikeashockthatshefoundthemilitaryescorttobemovingataquickmarchtothelivelystrainsof\'Offshegoes!\'asifallcareforthesergeant-majorwasexpectedtobeendedwiththelatedischargeofthecarbines.Itwas,bychance,theverytunetowhichtheyhadbeenfootingwhenhedied,andunabletobearitsnotes,shehastilytoldherdrivertodropbehind.ThebandandmilitarypartydiminisheduptheHighStreet,andSelinaturnedoverSwanbridgeandhomewardtoMellstock.

  Thenrecommencedforheralifewhoseincidentswerepreciselyofasuitwiththosewhichhadprecededthesoldier\'sreturn;buthowdifferentinherappreciationofthem!Hernarrowmissoftherecoveredrespectabilitytheyhadhopedforfromthattardyeventworkeduponherparentsasanirritant,andafterthefirstweekortwoofhermourningherlifewiththemgrewalmostinsupportable.

  Shehadimpulsivelytakentoherselftheweedsofawidow,forsuchsheseemedtoherselftobe,andclothedlittleJohnnyinsableslikewise.Thisassumptionofamoralrelationshiptothedeceased,whichsheassertedtobeonlynotalegalonebytwomostunexpectedaccidents,ledtheoldpeopletoindulgeinsarcasmatherexpensewhenevertheybeheldherattire,thoughallthewhileitcostthemmorepaintoutterthanitgavehertohearit.Havingbecomeaccustomedbyherresidenceathometothebusinesscarriedonbyherfather,shesurprisedthemonedaybygoingoffwiththechildtoChalk-Newton,inthedirectionofthetownofIvell,andopeningaminiaturefruitandvegetableshop,attendingIvellmarketwithherproduce.Herbusinessgrewsomewhatlarger,anditwassoonsufficienttoenablehertosupportherselfandtheboyincomfort.

  Shecalledherself\'Mrs.JohnClark\'fromthedayofleavinghome,andpaintedthenameonhersignboard——nomanforbiddingher.

  Bydegreesthepainofherstatewasforgotteninhernewcircumstances,andgettingtobegenerallyacceptedasthewidowofasergeant-majorofdragoons——anassumptionwhichhermodestandmournfuldemeanourseemedtosubstantiate——herlifebecameaplacidone,hermindbeingnourishedbythemelancholyluxuryofdreamingwhatmighthavebeenherfutureinNewZealandwithJohn,ifhehadonlylivedtotakeherthere.HeronlytravelsnowwereajourneytoIvellonmarket-days,andonceafortnighttothechurchyardinwhichClarklay,theretotend,withJohnny\'sassistance,aswidowsarewonttodo,theflowersshehadplanteduponhisgrave.

  Onadayabouteighteenmonthsafterhisunexpecteddecease,SelinawassurprisedinherlodgingoverherlittleshopbyavisitfromBartholomewMiller.Hehadcalledonheronceortwicebefore,onwhichoccasionshehadusedwithoutawordofcommentthenamebywhichshewasknown.

  \'I\'vecomethistime,\'hesaid,\'lessbecauseIwasinthisdirectionthantoaskyou,Mrs.Clark,whatyoumidwellguess.I\'vecomeo\'

  purpose,inshort.\'

  Shesmiled.

  \'\'Tistoaskmeagaintomarryyou?\'

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