第16章
加入书架 A- A+
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  Simpleandsincereinallthings,MacgaveRoseanewsurprisebykeepinghispromisetotheletter­askednothingofher,saidnothingofhishope,andwentonasifnothinghadhappened,quiteintheoldfriendlyway。No,notquite,fornowandthen,whensheleastexpectedit,shesawagaintheindescribableexpressiononhisface,alookthatseemedtoshedasuddensunshineoverher,makinghereyesfallinvoluntarily,hercolorrise,andherheartbeatquickerforamoment。Notaworddidhesay,butshefeltthatanewatmospheresurroundedherwhenhewasby,andalthoughheusednoneofthelittledevicesmostloversemploytokeeptheflamealight,itwasimpossibletoforgetthatunderneathhisquietudetherewasahiddenworldoffireandforcereadytoappearatatouch,awordfromher。

  ThiswasratherdangerousknowledgeforRose,andshesoonbegantofeelthatthereweremoresubtletemptationsthanshehadexpected,foritwasimpossibletobeunconsciousofherpower,oralwaystoresistthetrialsofitwhichdailycameunsought。Shehadneverfeltthisdesirebefore,forCharliewastheonlyonewhohadtouchedherheart,andhewasconstantlyaskingaswellasgiving,andweariedherbydemandingtoomuchoroppressedherbyofferingmorethanshecouldaccept。

  Macdidneither;heonlylovedher,silently,patiently,hopefully,andthisgeneroussortoffidelitywasveryeloquenttoanaturelikehers。

  Shecouldnotrefuseorchide,sincenothingwasaskedorurged;therewasnoneedofcoldness,forheneverpresumed;nocallforpity,sincehenevercomplained。Allthatcouldbedonewastotryandbeasjustandtrueashewas,andtowaitastrustfullyfortheend,whateveritwastobe。

  Foratimeshelikedthenewinterestitputintoherlife,yetdidnothingtoencourageitandthoughtthatifshegavethislovenofooditwouldsoonstarvetodeath。Butitseemedtothriveonair,andpresentlyshebegantofeelasifaverystrongwillwasslowlybutsteadilyinfluencingherinmanyways。IfMachadnevertoldherthathemeantto\"makeherlovehim,\"shemighthaveyieldedunconsciously,butnowshemistooktheimpulsetoobeythisundercurrentforcompassionandresistedstoutly,notcomprehendingyetthereasonfortheunrestwhichtookpossessionofheraboutthistime。

  ShehadasmanymoodsasanAprilday,andwouldhavemuchsurprisedDr。Alecbyhervagarieshadheknownthemall。Hesawenough,however,toguesswhatwasthematter,buttooknonotice,forheknewthisfevermustrunitscourse,andmuchmedicineonlydoesharm。Theotherswerebusyabouttheirownaffairs,andAuntPlentywastoomuchabsorbedinherrheumatismtothinkoflove,forthecoldweathersetinearly,andthepoorladykeptherroomfordaysatatimewithRoseasnurse。

  MachadspokenofgoingawayinNovember,andRosebegantohopehewould,forshedecidedthatthissilentsortofadorationwasbadforher,asitpreventedherfromsteadilypursuingtheemploymentsshehadmarkedoutforthatyear。Whatwastheuseoftryingtoreadusefulbookswhenherthoughtscontinuallywanderedtothosecharmingessayson\"Love\"and\"Friendship\"?Tocopyantiquecasts,whenallthemasculineheadslookedlikeCupidandthefeminineoneslikethePsycheonhermantelpiece?TopracticethebestmusicifitendedinsingingoverandovertheprettyspringsongwithoutPhebe\'sbirdchorus?Dulce\'scompanywaspleasantestnow,forDulceseldomtalked,somuchmeditationwaspossible。EvenAuntPlenty\'sredflannel,camphor,andPond\'sExtractwerepreferabletogeneralsociety,andlongsolitaryridesonRosaseemedtheonlythingtoputherintuneafteroneofherattemptstofindoutwhatsheoughttodoorleaveundone。

  Shemadeuphermindatlast,andarmingherselfwithanunmadepen,likeFannySqueers,sheboldlywentintothestudytoconferwithDr。AlecatanhourwhenMacwasusuallyabsent。

  \"Iwantapenformarking­canyoumakemeone,Uncle?\"sheasked,poppingherheadintobesurehewasalone。

  \"Yes,mydear,\"answeredavoicesolikethedoctor\'sthatsheenteredwithoutdelay。

  Butbeforeshehadtakenthreestepsshestopped,lookingratherannoyed,fortheheadthatrosefrombehindthetalldeskwasnotroughandgray,butbrownandsmooth,andMac,notUncleAlec,sattherewriting。Lateexperiencehadtaughtherthatshehadnothingtofearfromatête—à—têteand,havingwithdifficultytakenaresolution,shedidnotliketofailofcarryingitout。

  \"Don\'tgetup,Iwon\'ttroubleyouifyouarebusy,thereisnohurry,\"

  shesaid,notquitesurewhetheritwerewisertostayorrunaway。

  Macsettledthepointbytakingthepenoutofherhandandbeginningtocutit,asquietlyasNicholasdidonthat\"thrilling\"occasion。Perhapshewasthinkingofthat,forhesmiledasheasked,\"Hardorsoft?\"

  RoseevidentlyhadforgottenthatthefamilyofSqueerseverexisted,forsheanswered:\"Hard,please,\"inavoicetomatch。\"I\'mgladtoseeyoudoingthat,\"sheadded,takingcouragefromhiscomposureandgoingasstraighttoherpointascouldbeexpectedofawoman。

  \"AndIamverygladtodoit。\"

  \"Idon\'tmeanmakingpens,buttheromanceIadvised,\"andshetouchedthecloselywrittenpagebeforehim,lookingasifshewouldliketoreadit。

  \"Thatismyabstractonalectureonthecirculationoftheblood,\"

  heanswered,kindlyturningitsothatshecouldsee。\"Idon\'twriteromances­I\'mlivingone,\"andheglancedupwiththehappy,hopefulexpressionwhichalwaysmadeherfeelasifhewasheapingcoalsoffireonherhead。

  \"Iwishyouwouldn\'tlookatmeinthatway­itfidgetsme,\"shesaidalittlepetulantly,forshehadbeenoutriding,andknewthatshedidnotpresenta\"spiritual\"appearanceafterthefrostyairhadreddenednoseaswellascheeks。

  \"I\'lltrytoremember。ItdoesitselfbeforeIknowit。Perhapsthismaymendmatters。\"And,takingouttheblueglasseshesometimesworeinthewind,hegravelyputthemon。

  Rosecouldnothelplaughing,buthisobedienceonlyaggravatedher,forsheknewhecouldobserveherallthebetterbehindhisuglyscreen。

  \"No,itwon\'t­theyarenotbecoming,andIdon\'twanttolookbluewhenIdonotfeelso,\"shesaid,findingitimpossibletoguesswhathewoulddonextortohelpenjoyinghispeculiarities。

  \"Butyoudon\'ttome,forinspiteofthegoggleseverythingisrose—colorednow。\"Andhepocketedtheglasseswithoutamurmuratthecharminginconsistencyofhisidol。

  \"Really,Mac,I\'mtiredofthisnonsense,itworriesmeandwastesyourtime。\"

  \"Neverworkedharder。ButdoesitreallytroubleyoutoknowIloveyou?\"heaskedanxiously。

  \"Don\'tyouseehowcrossitmakesme?\"Andshewalkedaway,feelingthatthingswerenotgoingassheintendedtohavethematall。

  \"Idon\'tmindthethornsifIgettheroseatlast,andIstillhopeImay,sometenyearshence,\"saidthispersistentsuitor,quiteundauntedbytheprospectofa\"longwait。\"

  \"IthinkitisratherhardtobelovedwhetherIlikeitornot,\"objectedRose,atalosshowtomakeanyheadwayagainstsuchindomitablehopefulness。

  \"Butyoucan\'thelpit,norcanI­soImustgoondoingitwithallmyhearttillyoumarry,andthen­well,thenI\'mafraidImayhatesomebodyinstead,\"andMacspoiltthepenbyaninvoluntaryslashofhisknife。

  \"Pleasedon\'t,Mac!\"

  \"Dowhich,loveorhate?\"

  \"Don\'tdoeither­goandcareforsomeoneelse;thereareplentyofnicegirlswhowillbegladtomakeyouhappy,\"saidRose,intentuponendingherdisquietinsomeway。

  \"Thatistooeasy。Ienjoyworkingformyblessings,andtheharderIhavetowork,themoreIvaluethemwhentheycome。\"

  \"ThenifIsuddenlygrewverykind,wouldyoustopcaringaboutme?\"

  askedRose,wonderingifthattreatmentwouldfreeherfromapassionwhichbothtouchedandtormentedher。

  \"Tryandsee。\"ButtherewasatraitorousglimmerinMac\'seyeswhichplainlyshowedwhatafailureitwouldbe。

  \"No,I\'llgetsomethingtodo,soabsorbingIshallforgetallaboutyou。\"

  \"Don\'tthinkaboutmeifittroublesyou,\"hesaidtenderly。

  \"Ican\'thelpit。\"Rosetriedtocatchbackthewords,butitwastoolate,andsheaddedhastily,\"Thatis,Icannothelpwishingyouwouldforgetme。ItisagreatdisappointmenttofindIwasmistakenwhenIhopedsuchfinethingsofyou。\"

  \"Yes,youwereverysurethatitwaslovewhenitwaspoetry,andnowyouwantpoetrywhenI\'venothingonhandbutlove。Willbothtogetherpleaseyou?\"

  \"Tryandsee。\"

  \"I\'lldomybest。Anythingelse?\"heasked,forgettingthesmalltaskshehadgivenhiminhiseagernesstoattemptthegreater。

  \"Tellmeonething。I\'veoftenwantedtoknow,andnowyouspeakofitI\'llventuretoask。DidyoucareaboutmewhenyoureadKeatstomelastsummer?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Whendidyoubegin?\"askedRose,smilinginspiteofherselfathisunflatteringhonesty。

  \"HowcanItell?Perhapsitdidbeginupthere,though,forthattalksetuswriting,andthelettersshowedmewhatabeautifulsoulyouhad。

  Ilovedthatfirst­itwassoquicktorecognizegoodthings,tousethemwhentheycame,andgivethemoutagainasunconsciouslyasaflowerdoesitsbreath。Ilongedforyoutocomehome,andwantedyoutofindmealteredforthebetterinsomewayasIhadfoundyou。AndwhenyoucameitwasveryeasytoseewhyIneededyou­toloveyouentirely,andtotellyouso。That\'sall,Rose。\"

  Ashortstory,butitwasenough­thevoicethattolditwithsuchsimpletruthmadethefewwordssoeloquent,RosefeltstronglytemptedtoaddthesequelMacdesired。Buthereyeshadfallenashespoke,forsheknewhiswerefixeduponher,darkanddilated,withthesamerepressedemotionthatputsuchfervorintohisquiettones,andjustasshewasabouttolookup,theyfellonashabbylittlefootstool。Triflesaffectwomencuriously,andoftenmostirresistiblywhensomeagitationswaysthem。ThesightoftheoldhassockvividlyrecalledCharlie,forhehadkickeditonthenightsheneverlikedtoremember。Likeasparkitfiredalongtrainofrecollections,andthethoughtwentthroughhermind:\"I

  fanciedIlovedhim,andlethimseeit,butIdeceivedmyself,andhereproachedmeforasinglelookthatsaidtoomuch。Thisfeelingisverydifferent,buttoonewandsuddentobetrusted。I\'llneitherlooknorspeaktillIamquitesure,forMac\'sloveisfardeeperthanpoorCharlie\'s,andImustbeverytrue。\"

  Notinwordsdidtheresolveshapeitself,butinaquickimpulse,whichsheobeyed­certainthatitwasright,sinceitwashardtoyieldtoit。Onlyaninstant\'ssilencefollowedMac\'sanswerasshestoodlookingdownwithfingersintertwinedandcolorvaryinginhercheeks。Afoolishattitude,butMacthoughtitasweetpictureofmaidenhesitationandbegantohopethatamonth\'swooingwasabouttoendinwinningforalifetime。

  Hedeceivedhimself,however,andcoldwaterfelluponhisflame,subduingbutbynomeansquenchingit,whenRoselookedupwithanairofdeterminationwhichcouldnotescapeeyesthatweregrowingwonderfullyfarsightedlately。

  \"IcameinheretobegUncletoadviseyoutogoawaysoon。Youareverypatientandforbearing,andIfeelitmorethanIcantell。Butitisnotgoodforyoutodependonanyonesomuchforyourhappiness,Ithink,andIknowitisbadformetofeelthatIhavesomuchpoweroverafellowcreature。Goaway,Mac,andseeifthisisn\'tallamistake。Don\'tletafancyformechangeordelayyourwork,becauseitmayendassuddenlyasitbegan,andthenweshouldbothreproachourselvesandeachother。

  Pleasedo!Irespectandcareforyousomuch,Ican\'tbehappytotakeallandgivenothing。Itryto,butI\'mnotsure­Iwanttothink­itistoosoontoknowyet­\"

  Rosebeganbravely,butendedinaflutteredsortofwayasshemovedtowardthedoor,forMac\'sfacethoughitfellatfirst,brightenedasshewenton,andatthelastword,utteredalmostinvoluntarily,heactuallylaughedlowtohimself,asifthisorderintoexilepleasedhimmuch。

  \"Don\'tsaythatyougivenothing,whenyou\'vejustshownmethatI\'mgettingon。I\'llgo;I\'llgoatonce,andseeifabsencewon\'thelpyou\'tothink,toknow,andtobesure\'asitdidme。IwishIcoulddosomethingmoreforyou。AsIcan\'t,good—bye。\"

  \"Areyougoingnow?\"AndRosepausedinherretreattolookbackwithastartledfaceasheofferedherabadlymadepenandopenedthedoorforherjustasDr。Alecalwaysdid;for,inspiteofhimself,Macdidresemblethebestofuncles。

  \"Notyet,butyouseemtobe。\"

  Roseturnedasredasapoppy,snatchedthepen,andflewupstairs,tocallherselfhardnamesassheindustriouslyspoiledallAuntPlenty\'snewpockethandkerchiefsbymarkingthem\"A。M。C。\"

  ThreedayslaterMacsaid\"good—bye\"inearnest,andnoonewassurprisedthatheleftsomewhatabruptly,suchbeinghisway,andacourseoflecturesbyafamousphysiciantheostensiblereasonforatriptoL?UncleAlecdesertedmostshamefullyatthelastmomentbysendingwordthathewouldbeatthestationtoseethetraveleroff,AuntPlentywasstillinherroom,sowhenMaccamedownfromhisfarewelltoher,Rosemethiminthehall,asifanxiousnottodelayhim。Shewasalittleafraidofanothertête—à—tête,asshefaredsobadlyatthelast,andhadassumedacalmandcousinlyairwhichsheflatteredherselfwouldplainlyshowonwhattermsshewishedtopart。

  Macapparentlyunderstood,andnotonlytookthehint,butsurpassedherincheerfulcomposure,for,merelysaying\"Good—bye,Cousin;writewhenyoufeellikeit,\"heshookhandsandwalkedoutofthehouseastranquillyasifonlyadayinsteadofthreemonthsweretopassbeforetheymetagain。

  Rosefeltasifasuddenshowerbathhadchilledherandwasabouttoretire,sayingtoherselfwithdisdainfuldecision:\"There\'snoloveaboutitafterall,onlyoneoftheeccentricitiesofgenius,\"whenarushofcoldairmadeherturntofindherselfinwhatappearedtobetheembraceofanimpetuousovercoat,whichwrappedhercloseforaninstant,thenvanishedassuddenlyasithadcome,leavinghertohideinthesanctumandconfidetoPsychewithatendersortoftriumphinherbreathlessvoice:\"No,no,itisn\'tgenius­thatmustbelove!\"Chapter19。Chapter19。19BEHINDTHEFOUNTAINTwodaysafterChristmasayoungmanofseriousaspectmighthavebeenseenenteringoneofthelargechurchesatL?Beingshowntoaseat,hejoinedintheserviceswithpraiseworthydevotion,especiallythemusic,towhichhelistenedwithsuchevidentpleasurethatagentlemanwhosatnearbyfeltmovedtoaddressthisappreciativestrangerafterchurch。

  \"Finesermontoday。Everheardourministerbefore,sir?\"hebegan,astheywentdowntheaisletogetheramongthelast,fortheyoungmanhadlingeredasifadmiringtheancientbuilding。

  \"Veryfine。No,sir,Ihaveneverhadthatpleasure。I\'veoftenwishedtoseethisoldplace,andamnotatalldisappointed。Yourchoir,too,isunusuallygood,\"answeredthestranger,glancingupatseveralbonnetsbobbingaboutbehindthehalf—drawncurtainsabove。

  \"Finestinthecity,sir。Weprideourselvesonourmusic,andalwayshavethebest。Peopleoftencomeforthatalone。\"Andtheoldgentlemanlookedassatisfiedasifachoirofcherubimandseraphim\"continuallydidcry\"inhisorganloft。

  \"Whoisthecontralto?Thatsolowasbeautifullysung,\"observedtheyoungerman,pausingtoreadatabletonthewall。

  \"ThatisMissMoore。Beenhereaboutayear,andisuniversallyadmired。

  Excellentyounglady­couldn\'tdowithouther。Singssuperblyinoratorios。

  Everheardher?\"

  \"Never。ShecamefromX?Ibelieve?

  \"Yes,highlyrecommended。Shewasbroughtupbyoneofthefirstfamiliesthere。Campbellisthename。IfyoucomefromX?youdoubtlessknowthem。\"

  \"Ihavemetthem。Goodmorning。\"Andwithbowsthegentlemenparted,foratthatinstanttheyoungmancaughtsightofatallladygoingdownthechurchstepswithadevoutexpressioninherfineeyesandaprayer—bookinherhand。

  Hasteningafterher,theserious—mindedyoungmanaccostedherjustassheturnedintoaquietstreet。

  \"Phebe!\"

  Onlyaword,butitwroughtamarvelouschange,forthedevoutexpressionvanishedinthedrawingofabreath,andthequietfaceblossomedsuddenlywithcolor,warmth,and\"thelightthatneverwasonseaorland\"assheturnedtomeetherloverwithanansweringwordaseloquentashis。

  \"Archie!\"

  \"Theyearisouttoday。ItoldyouIshouldcome。Haveyouforgotten?\"

  \"No­Iknewyou\'dcome。\"

  \"Andareyouglad?\"

  \"HowcanIhelpit?\"

  \"Youcan\'t­don\'ttry。Comeintothislittleparkandletustalk。\"

  Anddrawingherhandthroughhisarm,Archieledherintowhattoothereyeswasaverydismalsquare,withaboarded—upfountaininthemiddle,soddengrassplots,anddeadleavesdancinginthewintrywind。

  ButtothemitwasasummeryParadise,andtheywalkedtoandfrointhepalesunshine,quiteunconsciousthattheywereobjectsofinteresttoseveralladiesandgentlemenwaitinganxiouslyfortheirdinneroryawningoverthedullbookskeptforSundayreading。

  \"Areyoureadytocomehomenow,Phebe?\"askedArchietenderlyashelookedatthedowncastfacebesidehimandwonderedwhyallwomendidnotweardelightfullittleblackvelvetbonnetswithonedeepredfloweragainsttheirhair。

  \"Notyet。Ihaven\'tdoneenough,\"beganPhebe,findingitveryhardtokeeptheresolutionmadeayearago。

  \"Youhaveprovedthatyoucansupportyourself,makefriends,andearnaname,ifyouchoose。Noonecandenythat,andweareallgettingproudofyou。Whatmorecanyouask,mydearest?\"

  \"Idon\'tquiteknow,butIamveryambitious。Iwanttobefamous,todosomethingforyouall,tomakesomesacrificeforRose,and,ifIcan,tohavesomethingtogiveupforyoursake。Letmewaitandworklonger­I

  knowIhaven\'tearnedmywelcomeyet,\"pleadedPhebesoearnestlythatherloverknewitwouldbeinvaintotryandturnher,sowiselycontentedhimselfwithhalf,sincehecouldnothavethewhole。

  \"Suchaproudwoman!YetIloveyouallthebetterforit,andunderstandyourfeeling。Rosemademeseehowitseemstoyou,andIdon\'twonderthatyoucannotforgettheunkindthingsthatwerelooked,ifnotsaid,bysomeofmyamiableaunts。I\'lltrytobepatientononecondition,Phebe。\"

  \"Andwhatisthat?\"

  \"YouaretoletmecomesometimeswhileIwait,andwearthislestyoushouldforgetme,\"hesaid,pullingaringfromhispocketandgentlydrawingawarm,barehandoutofthemuffwhereitlayhidden。

  \"Yes,Archie,butnothere­notnow!\"criedPhebe,glancingaboutherasifsuddenlyawarethattheywerenotalone。

  \"Noonecanseeushere­Ithoughtofthat。Givemeonehappyminute,afterthislong,longyearofwaiting,\"answeredArchie,pausingjustwherethefountainhidthemfromalleyes,fortherewerehousesonlyononeside。

  PhebesubmittedandneverdidaplaingoldringslipmoreeasilytoitsplacethantheoneheputoninsuchahurrythatcoldDecemberday。

  Thenonehandwentbackintothemuffredwiththegrasphegaveit,andtheothertoitsoldplaceonhisarmwithaconfidinggesture,asifithadarightthere。

  \"NowIfeelsureofyou,\"saidArchieastheywentonagain,andnoonethewiserforthattendertransactionbehindtheuglypyramidofboards。

  \"Macwrotemethatyouweremuchadmiredbyyourchurchpeople,andthatcertainwealthybachelorsevidentlyhaddesignsontheretiringMissMoore。

  Iwashorriblyjealous,butnowIdefyeverymanofthem。\"

  Phebesmiledwiththeairofproudhumilitythatwassobecomingandansweredbriefly:\"Therewasnodanger­kingscouldnotchangeme,whetheryouevercameornot。ButMacshouldnothavetoldyou。\"

  \"Youshallberevengedonhim,then,for,ashetoldsecretsaboutyou,I\'lltellyouoneabouthim。Phebe,helovesRose!\"AndArchielookedasifheexpectedtomakeagreatsensationwithhisnews。

  \"Iknowit。\"AndPhebelaughedathissuddenchangeofcountenanceasheaddedinquiringly,\"Shetoldyou,then?\"

  \"Notaword。Iguesseditfromherletters,forlatelyshesaysnothingaboutMac,andbeforetherewasagooddeal,soIsuspectedwhatthesilencemeantandaskednoquestions。\"

  \"Wisegirl!Thenyouthinkshedoescareforthedearoldfellow?\"

  \"Ofcourseshedoes。Didn\'thetellyouso?\"

  \"No,heonlysaidwhenhewentaway,\'TakecareofmyRose,andI\'lltakecareofyourPhebe,\'andnotanotherthingcouldIgetoutofhim,forIdidaskquestions。Hestoodbymelikeahero,andkeptAuntJanefromdrivingmestarkmadwithher\'advice。\'Idon\'tforgetthat,andburnedtolendhimahandsomewhere,buthebeggedmetolethimmanagehiswooinginhisownway。AndfromwhatIsee,Ishouldsayheknewhowtodoit,\"addedArchie,findingitverydelightfultogossipaboutloveaffairswithhissweetheart。

  \"Dearlittlemistress!Howdoesshebehave?\"askedPhebe,longingfornews,buttoogratefultoaskatheadquarters,rememberinghowgenerouslyRosehadtriedtohelpher,evenbysilence,thegreatestsacrificeawomancanmakeatsuchinterestingperiods。

  \"Verysweetandshyandcharming。Itrynottowatch­butuponmywordIcannothelpitsometimes,sheisso\'cunning,\'asyougirlssay。

  WhenIcarryheraletterfromMacshetriessohardnottoshowhowgladsheisthatIwanttolaughandtellherIknowallaboutit。ButIlookassoberasajudgeandasstupidasanowlbydaylight,andsheenjoysherlettersinpeaceandthinksI\'msoabsorbedinmyownpassionthatI\'mblindtohers。\"

  \"ButwhydidMaccomeaway?Hesayslecturesbroughthim,andhegoes,butIamsuresomethingelseisinhismind,helookssohappyattimes。

  Idon\'tseehimveryoften,butwhenIdoI\'mconsciousthatheisn\'ttheMacIleftayearago,\"saidPhebe,leadingArchieaway,forinexorableproprietyforbadealongerstay,evenifprudenceanddutyhadnotgivenheraremindingnudge,asitwasverycold,andafternoonchurchcameinanhour。

  \"Well,youseeMacwasalwayspeculiar,andhecannotevengrowuplikeotherfellows。Idon\'tunderstandhimyet,andamsurehe\'sgotsomeplaninhisheadthatnoonesuspects,unlessitisUncleAlec。Lovemakesusallcutqueercapers,andI\'veanideathattheDonwilldistinguishhimselfinsomeuncommonway。Sobepreparedtoapplaudwhateveritis。Weowehimthat,youknow。\"

  \"Indeedwedo!IfRoseeverspeaksofhimtoyou,tellherIshallseethathecomestonoharm,andshemustdothesameformyArchie。\"

  ThatunusualdemonstrationoftendernessfromreservedPhebeverynaturallyturnedtheconversationintoamorepersonalchannel,andArchiedevotedhimselftobuildingcastlesintheairsosuccessfullythattheypassedthematerialmansionwithouteitherbeingawareofit。

  \"Willyoucomein?\"askedPhebewhenthemistakewasrectifiedandshestoodonherownstepslookingdownatherescort,whohaddiscreetlyreleasedherbeforeapullatthebellcausedfiveheadstopopupatfivedifferentwindows。

  \"No,thanks。Ishallbeatchurchthisafternoon,andtheoratoriothisevening。Imustbeoffearlyinthemorning,soletmemakethemostofprecioustimeandcomehomewithyoutonightasIdidbefore,\"answeredArchie,makinghisbestbow,andquitesureofconsent。

  \"Youmay。\"AndPhebevanished,closingthedoorsoftly,asifshefoundithardtoshutoutsomuchloveandhappinessasthatintheheartofthesedateyounggentlemanwhowentbrisklydownthestreethummingaverseofold\"Clyde\"likeatunefulbassviol:\"Oh,letourminglingvoicesriseIngratefulrapturetotheskies,Wherelovehashaditsbirth。

  LetsongsofjoythisdaydeclareThatspiritscometheirblisstoshareWithallthesonsofearth。\"ThatafternoonMissMooresangremarkablywell,andthateveningquiteelectrifiedevenherbestfriendsbytheskillandpowerwithwhichsherendered\"Inflammatus\"intheoratorio。

  \"Ifthatisnotgenius,Ishouldliketoknowwhatitis?\"saidoneyoungmantoanotherastheywentoutjustbeforethegeneralcrushattheend。

  \"Somegeniusandagreatdealoflove。Theyareagrandteam,and,whenwelldriven,astonishtheworldbythetimetheymakeinthegreatrace,\"

  answeredthesecondyoungmanwiththelookofoneinclinedtotryhishandatdrivingthatimmortalspan。

  \"Daresayyouareright。Can\'tstopnow­she\'swaitingforme。Don\'tsitup,Mac。\"

  \"Thegodsgowithyou,Archie。\"

  Andthecousinsseparated­onetowritetillmidnight,theothertobidhisPhebegood—bye,littledreaminghowunexpectedlyandsuccessfullyshewastoearnherwelcomehome。Chapter20。Chapter20。20WHATMACDIDRose,meantime,wastryingtofindoutwhatthesentimentwaswithwhichsheregardedhercousinMac。Shecouldnotseemtoreconcilethecharactershehadknownsolongwiththenewonelatelyshownher,andtheideaoflovingthedroll,bookish,absentmindedMacofformertimesappearedquiteimpossibleandabsurd,butthenewMac,wideawake,fulloftalent,ardentandhigh—handed,wassuchasurprisetoher,shefeltasifherheartwasbeingwonbyastranger,anditbecamehertostudyhimwellbeforeyieldingtoacharmwhichshecouldnotdeny。

  Affectioncamenaturally,andhadalwaysbeenstrongfortheboy;regardforthestudiousyoutheasilydeepenedtorespectfortheintegrityoftheyoungman,andnowsomethingwarmerwasgrowingupwithinher;butatfirstshecouldnotdecidewhetheritwasadmirationfortherapidunfoldingoftalentofsomesortorloveansweringtolove。

  Asiftosettlethatpoint,MacsentheronNewYear\'sDayalittlebookplainlyboundandmodestlyentitledSongsandSonnets。Afterreadingthiswithever—growingsurpriseanddelight,Roseneverhadanotherdoubtaboutthewriter\'sbeingapoet,forthoughshewasnocritic,shehadreadthebestauthorsandknewwhatwasgood。Unpretentiousasitwas,thishadthetruering,anditsverysimplicityshowedconsciouspowerfor,unlikesomanyfirstattempts,thebookwasnotfullof\"MyLady,\"

  neitherdiditindulgeinSwinburnianconvulsionsabout\"Theliliesandlanguorsofpeace,Therosesandrapturesoflove。\";orcontainanyofthehighlycoloredmedievalwordpicturessomuchinvogue。\"Mybookshouldsmellofpines,andresoundwiththehumofinsects,\"

  mighthavebeenitsmotto,sosweetandwholesomewasitwithaspringlikesortoffreshnesswhichplainlybetrayedthattheauthorhadlearnedsomeofNature\'sdeepestsecretsandpossessedtheskilltotellthemintunefulwords。Thesongswentringingthroughone\'smemorylongaftertheywereread,andthesonnetswerefullofthesubtlebeauty,insight,andhalf—unconsciouswisdom,whichseemtoprovethat\"geniusisdivinewhenyoung。\"

  Manyfaultsithad,butwassofullofpromisethatitwasevidentMachadnot\"keptgoodcompany,readgoodbooks,lovedgoodthings,andcultivatedsoulandbodyasfaithfullyashecould\"invain。Italltoldnow,fortruthandvirtuehadblossomedintocharacterandhadalanguageoftheirownmoreeloquentthanthepoetrytowhichtheywerewhatthefragranceistotheflower。WisercriticsthanRosefeltandadmiredthis;lesspartialonescouldnotdenytheirpraisetoafirsteffort,whichseemedasspontaneousandaspiringasalark\'ssong;and,whenoneortwooftheseJupitershadgivenanodofapproval,Macfoundhimself,notexactlyfamous,butmuchtalkedabout。Onesetabused,theothersetpraised,andthelittlebookwassadlymauledamongthem,foritwastoooriginaltobeignored,andtoorobusttobekilledbyhardusage,soitcameoutofthefraynonetheworsebutratherbrighter,ifanything,forthefrictionwhichprovedthegoldgenuine。

  Thistooktime,however,andRosecouldonlysitathomereadingallthenoticesshecouldget,aswellastheliterarygossipPhebesenther,forMacseldomwrote,andneverawordabouthimself,soPhebeskillfullyextractedfromhimintheiroccasionalmeetingsallthepersonalnewsherfemininewitcouldcollectandfaithfullyreportedit。

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