WIVES AND DAUGHTERS

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WIVES AND DAUGHTERS Elizabeth Gaskell

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  thisbasinofwater—liliesgivesonetheidea,ifnotthesensation,ofcoolness;besides—itseemssolongsinceIsawyou,andIhaveamessagefrommyfathertogiveyou。Heisveryangrywithyou。’’Angrywithme?’saidMolly,insurprise。’Yes!Heheardthatyouhadcomehereforchangeofair;andhewasoffendedthatyouhadnotcometous—totheHall,instead。Hesaidthatyoushouldhaverememberedoldfriends!’Mollytookallthisquitegravely,anddidnotatfirstnoticethesmileonhisface。’Oh!Iamsosorry!’saidshe。’Butwillyoupleasetellhimhowitallhappened。LadyHarrietcalledtheverydaywhenitwassettledthatIwasnottogoto—’Cynthia’sweddingshewasgoingtoadd,butshesuddenlystoppedshort,and,blushingdeeply,changedtheexpression,—’gotoLondon,andsheplanneditallinaminute,andconvincedmammaandpapa,andhadherownway。Therewasreallynoresistingher。’’Ithinkyouwillhavetotellallthistomyfatheryourself,ifyoumeantomakeyourpeace。WhycanyounotcomeontotheHallwhenyouleavetheTowers?’Togointhecoolmannersuggestedfromonehousetoanother,afterthemannerofaroyalprogress,wasnotatallaccordingtoMolly’sprimitivehome—keepingnotions。Shemadeanswer,—’Ishouldlikeitverymuch,sometime。ButImustgohomefirst。Theywillwantmemorethanevernow——’Againshefeltherselftouchingonasoresubject,andstoppedshort。RogerbecameannoyedathersoconstantlyconjecturingwhathemustbefeelingonthesubjectofCynthia’smarriage。Withsympatheticperceptionshehaddiscernedthattheideamustgivehimpain;andperhapsshealsoknewthathewoulddisliketoshowthepain:butshehadnotthepresenceofmindorreadywittogiveaskilfulturntotheconversation。AllthisannoyedRoger,hecouldhardlytellwhy。Hedeterminedtotakethemetaphoricalbullbythehorns。Untilthatwasdone,hisfootingwithMollywouldalwaysbeinsecure;asitalwaysisbetweentwofriends,whomutuallyavoidasubjecttowhichtheirthoughtsperpetuallyrecur。’Ah,yes!’saidhe。’OfcourseyoumustbeofdoubleimportancenowMissKirkpatrickhasleftyou。IsawhermarriageinTheTimesyesterday。’Histoneofvoicewaschangedinspeakingofher,buthernamehadbeennamedbetweenthem,andthatwasthegreatthingtoaccomplish。’Still,’hecontinued,’IthinkImusturgemyfather’sclaimforashortvisit,andallthemore,becauseIcanreallyseetheapparentimprovementinyourhealthsinceIcame,—onlyyesterday。Besides,Molly,’itwastheoldfamiliarRogerofformerdayswhospokenow,’Ithinkyoucouldhelpusathome。Aiméeisshyandawkwardwithmyfather,andhehasnevertakenquitekindlytoher,—yetIknowtheywouldlikeandvalueeachother,ifsomeonecouldbutbringthemtogether,—anditwouldbesuchacomforttomeifthiscouldtakeplacebeforeIhavetoleave。’’Toleave—areyougoingawayagain?’’Yes。Haveyounotheard?Ididnotcompletemyengagement。IamgoingagaininSeptemberforsixmonths。’’Iremember。ButsomehowIfancied—youseemedtohavesettleddownintotheoldwaysattheHall。’’Somyfatherappearstothink。ButitisnotlikelyIshallevermakeitmyhomeagain;andthatispartlythereasonwhyIwantmyfathertoadoptthenotionofAimée’slivingwithhim。Ah,hereareallthepeoplecomingbackfromtheirwalk。However,Ishallseeyouagain:perhapsthisafternoonwemaygetalittlequiettime,forIhaveagreatdealtoconsultyouabout。’Theyseparatedthen,andMollywentupstairsveryhappy,veryfullandwarmatherheart;itwassopleasanttohaveRogertalkingtoherinthisway,likeafriend;shehadoncethoughtthatshecouldneverlookuponthegreatbrown—beardedcelebrityintheformerlightofalmostbrotherlyintimacy,butnowitwasallcomingright。Therewasnoopportunityforrenewedconfidencesthatafternoon。Mollywentaquietdecorousdriveasfourthwithtwodowagersandonespinster;butitwasverypleasanttothinkthatsheshouldseehimagainatdinner,andagainto—morrow。OntheSundayevening,astheyallweresittingandloiteringonthelawnbeforedinner,Rogerwentonwithwhathehadtosayaboutthepositionofhissister—in—lawinhisfather’shouse:themutualbondbetweenthemotherandgrandfatherbeingthechild;whowasalso,throughjealousy,theboneofcontentionandtheseverance。ThereweremanylittledetailstobegiveninordertomakeMollyquiteunderstandthedifficultyofthesituationsonbothsides;andtheyoungmanandthegirlbecameabsorbedinwhattheyweretalkingabout,andwanderedawayintotheshadeofthelongavenue。LadyHarrietseparatedherselffromagroupandcameuptoLordHollingford,whowassaunteringalittleapart,andputtingherarmwithinhiswiththefamiliarityofafavouritesister,shesaid,—’Don’tyouthinkthatyourpatternyoungman,andmyfavouriteyoungwomanarefindingouteachother’sgoodqualities?’Hehadnotbeenobservingasshehadbeen。’Whodoyoumean?’saidhe。’Lookalongtheavenue;whoarethose?’’MrHamleyand—isitnotMissGibson?Ican’tquitemakeout。Oh!ifyou’relettingyourfancyrunoffinthatdirection,Icantellyouit’squitewasteoftime。RogerHamleyisamanwhowillsoonhaveanEuropeanreputation!’’That’sverypossible,andyetitdoesnotmakeanydifferenceinmyopinion。

  MollyGibsoniscapableofappreciatinghim。’’Sheisaverypretty,goodlittlecountry—girl。Idon’tmeantosayanythingagainsther,but——’’RemembertheCharityBall;youcalledher\"unusuallyintelligent\"afteryouhaddancedwithherthere。ButafterallwearelikethegenieandthefairyintheArabianNights’Entertainment,whoeachcriedupthemeritsofthePrinceCaramalzamanandthePrincessBadoura。’’Hamleyisnotamarryingman。’’Howdoyouknow?’’Iknowthathehasverylittleprivatefortune,andIknowthatscienceisnotaremunerativeprofession,ifprofessionitcanbecalled。’’Oh,ifthat’sall—ahundredthingsmayhappen—someonemayleavehimafortune—orthistiresomelittleheirthatnobodywanted,maydie。’’Hush,Harriet,that’stheworstofallowingyourselftoplanfaraheadforthefuture;youaresuretocontemplatethedeathofsomeone,andtoreckonuponthecontingencyasaffectingevents。’’Asiflawyerswerenotalwaysdoingsomethingofthekind!’’Leaveittothosetowhomitisnecessary。Idislikeplanningmarriagesorlookingforwardtodeathsaboutequally。’’Youaregettingveryprosaicandtiresome,Hollingford!’’Onlygetting!’saidhesmiling。’Ithoughtyouhadalwayslookeduponmeasatiresomematter—of—factfellow。’’Now,ifyou’regoingtofishforacompliment,Iamgone。Onlyremembermyprophecywhenmyvisioncomestopass;ormakeabet,andwhoeverwinsshallspendthemoneyonapresenttoPrinceCaramalzamanorPrincessBadoura,asthecasemaybe。’LordHollingfordrememberedhissister’swordsasheheardRogersaytoMollyashewasleavingtheTowersonthefollowingday,—’ThenImaytellmyfatherthatyouwillcomeandpayhimavisitnextweek?Youdon’tknowwhatpleasureitwillgivehim。’Hehadbeenonthepointofsaying’willgiveus,’buthehadaninstinctwhichtoldhimitwasaswelltoconsiderMolly’spromisedvisitasexclusivelymadetohisfather。ThenextdayMollywenthome;shewasastonishedatherselfforbeingsosorrytoleavetheTowers;andfounditdifficult,ifnotimpossible,toreconcilethelong—fixedideaofthehouseasaplacewhereintosufferallachild’storturesofdismayandforlornnesswithhernewandfreshconception。Shehadgainedhealth,shehadhadpleasure,thefaintfragranceofanewandunacknowledgedhopehadstolenintoherlife。NowonderthatMrGibsonwasstruckwiththeimprovementinherlooks,andMrsGibsonimpressedwithherincreasedgrace。’Ah,Molly,’saidshe,’it’sreallywonderfultoseewhatalittlegoodsocietywilldoforagirl。EvenaweekofassociationwithsuchpeopleasonemeetswithattheTowersis,assomebodysaidofaladyofrankwhosenameIhaveforgotten,\"apoliteeducationinitself。\"Thereissomethingquitedifferentaboutyou—ajenesçaisquoi—thatwouldtellmeatoncethatyouhavebeenminglingwiththearistocracy。Withallhercharms,itwaswhatmydarlingCynthiawanted;notthatMrHendersonthoughtso,foramoredevotedlovercanhardlybeconceived。Heabsolutelyboughtheraparureofdiamonds,IwasobligedtosaytohimthatIhadstudiedtopreservehersimplicityoftaste,andthathemustnotcorruptherwithtoomuchluxury。ButIwasratherdisappointedattheirgoingoffwithoutamaid。Itwastheoneblemishinthearrangements,thespotinthesun。DearCynthia,whenIthinkofher,Idoassureyou,Molly,ImakeitmynightlyprayerthatImaybeabletofindyoujustsuchanotherhusband。AndallthistimeyouhavenevertoldmewhoyoumetattheTowers?’Mollyranoveralistofnames。RogerHamley’scamelast。’Uponmyword!Thatyoungmanispushinghiswayup!’’TheHamleysareafarolderfamilythantheCumnors,’saidMolly,flushingup。’Now,Molly,Ican’thaveyoudemocratic。Rankisagreatdistinction。

  Itisquiteenoughtohavedearpapawithdemocratictendencies。Butwewon’tbegintoquarrel。NowthatyouandIareleftaloneweoughttobebosomfriends,andIhopeweshallbe。RogerHamleydidnotsaymuchaboutthatunfortunatelittleOsborneHamley,Isuppose。’’Onthecontrary。Hesayshisfatherdotesonthechild;andheseemedveryproudofhim,himself。’’Ithoughtthesquiremustbegettingverymuchinfatuatedwithsomething。

  IdaresaytheFrenchmothertakescareofthat。Why!hehasscarcelytakenanynoticeofyouforthismonthormore,andbeforethatyouwereeverything。’ItwasaboutsixweekssinceCynthia’sengagementhadbecomepubliclyknown,andthatmighthavehadsomethingtodowiththesquire’sdesertion,Mollythought。Butshesaid,—’Thesquirehassentmeaninvitationtogoandstaytherenextweekifyouhavenoobjection,mamma。TheyseemtowantacompanionforMrsOsborneHamley,whoisnotverystrong。’’Icanhardlytellwhattosay,—Idon’tlikeyourhavingtoassociatewithaFrenchwomanofdoubtfulrank;andIcan’tbearthethoughtoflosingmychild—myonlydaughternow。IdidaskHelenKirkpatrick,butshecan’tcomeforsometime;andthehouseisgoingtobealtered。Papahasconsentedtobuildmeanotherroomatlast,forCynthiaandMrHendersonwill,ofcourse,comeandseeus;weshallhavemanymorevisitors,Iexpect,andyourbedroomwillmakeacapitallumber—room;andMariawantsaweek’sholiday。Iamalwayssounwillingtoputanyobstaclesinthewayofanyone’spleasure,—weaklyunwilling,Ibelieve,—butitcertainlywouldbeveryconvenienttohaveyououtofthehouseforafewdays;so,foronce,Iwillwaivemyownwishforyourcompanionship,andpleadyourcausewithpapa。’TheMissBrowningscametocallandhearthedoublebatchofnews。MrsGoodenoughhadcometheverydayonwhichtheyhadreturnedfromMissHornblower’s,totellthemtheastoundingfactofMollyGibsonhavinggoneonavisittotheTowers;nottocomebackatnight,buttosleepthere,tobetherefortwoorthreedays,justasifshewasayoungladyofquality。SotheMissBrowningscametohearallthedetailsoftheweddingfromMrsGibson,andthehistoryofMolly’svisitattheTowersaswell。ButMrsGibsondidnotlikethisdividedinterest,andsomeofheroldjealousyofMolly’sintimacyattheTowershadreturned。’Now,Molly,’saidMissBrowning,’letushearhowyoubehavedamongthegreatfolks。Youmustnotbesetupwithalltheirattention;rememberthattheypayittoyouforyourgoodfather’ssake。’’Mollyis,Ithink,quiteaware,’putinMrsGibson,inhermostsoftandlanguidtone,’thatsheowesherprivilegeofvisitingatsuchahousetoLadyCumnor’skinddesiretosetmymindquiteatlibertyatthetimeofCynthia’smarriage。AssoonaseverIhadreturnedhome,Mollycameback;indeedIshouldnothavethoughtitrighttoletherintrudeupontheirkindnessbeyondwhatwasabsolutelynecessary。’Mollyfeltextremelyuncomfortableatallthis,althoughperfectlyawareoftheentireinaccuracyofthestatement。’Well,but,Molly!’saidMissBrowning,’nevermindwhetheryouwentthereonyourownmerits,oryourworthyfather’smerits,orMrsGibson’smerits;

  buttelluswhatyoudidwhenyouwerethere。’SoMollybegananaccountoftheirsayingsanddoings,whichshecouldhavemadefarmoreinterestingtoMissBrowningandMissPhoebeifshehadnotbeenconsciousofherstepmother’scriticallistening。Shehadtotellitallwithamentalsquint;thesurestwaytospoilanarration。

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