Slowly,outoftheawfulshadows,theGhostsofMemoryroseaboutme。Thedeadpopulationofavanishedworldcamebacktoliferoundme,alivingman。Menandwomenwhoseearthlypilgrimagehadendedlongsince,returneduponmefromtheunknownspheres,andfond,familiarvoicesbursttheirwaybacktomyearsthroughtheheavysilenceofthegrave。Movingbymeinthenamelessinnerlight,whichnoeyesawbutmine,thedeadprocessionofimmaterialscenesandbeingsunrolleditssilentlength。Isawoncemorethepleadingfaceofafriendofearlydays,withthehauntingvisionthathadtorturedhimthroughlifebyhissideagain——withthelong—forgottendespairinhiseyeswhichhadoncetouchedmyheart,andboundmetohim,tillIhadtrackedhisdestinythroughitsdarkestwindingstotheend。Isawthefigureofaninnocentwomanpassingtoandfroinanancientcountryhouse,withtheshadowofastrangesuspicionstealingafterherwherevershewent。Isawamanwornbyhardshipandoldage,stretcheddreamingonthestrawofastable,andmutteringinhisdreamtheterriblesecretofhislife。
Otherscenesandpersonsfollowedthese,lessvividintheirrevival,butstillalwaysrecognizableanddistinct;ayounggirlalonebynight,andinperilofherlife,inacottageonadrearymoor——anupperchamberofaninn,withtwobedsinit;thecurtainsofonebedclosed,andamanstandingbythem,waiting,yetdreadingtodrawthemback——ahusbandsecretlyfollowingthefirsttracesofamysterywhichhiswife’sanxiouslovehadfatallyhiddenfromhimsincethedaywhentheyfirstmet;these,andothervisionslikethem,shadowyreflectionsofthelivingbeingsandtherealeventsthathadbeenonce,peopledthesolitudeandtheemptinessaroundme。TheyhauntedmestillwhenItriedtobreakthechainofthoughtwhichmyowneffortshadwoundaboutmymind;theyfollowedmetoandfrointheroom;andtheycameoutwithmewhenIleftit。IhadliftedtheveilfromthePastformyself,andIwasnowtorestnomoretillIhadlifteditforothers。
Iwentatoncetomyeldestbrotherandshowedhimmyson’sletter,andtoldhimallthatIhavewrittenhere。Hiskindheartwastouchedasminehadbeen。Hefeltformysuspense;hesharedmyanxiety;helaidasidehisownoccupationonthespot。
\"Onlytellme,\"hesaid,\"howIcanhelp,andIwillgiveeveryhourinthedaytoyouandtoGeorge。\"
Ihadcometohimwithmymindalmostasfullofhispastlifeasofmyown;IrecalledtohismemoryeventsinhisexperienceasaworkingclergymaninLondon;Isethimlookingamongpaperswhichhehadpreservedforhalfhislifetime,andtheveryexistenceofwhichhehadforgottenlongsince;Irecalledtohimthenamesofpersonstowhosenecessitieshehadministeredinhissacredoffice,andwhosestorieshehadheardfromtheirownlipsorreceivedundertheirownhandwriting。Whenwepartedhewascertainofwhathewaswantedtodo,andwasresoluteonthatverydaytobeginthework。