SIR,Youdidnotsupposethatanybodywouldhavethecuriositytoknowwhowewere;butitseemstherearepeoplewhoaretryingtomakeitout,thoughtheyarenotveryhappyintheirconjectures。SometakemeforadoctoroftheSorbonne;othersascribemyletterstofourorfivepersons,who,likeme,areneitherpriestsnorChurchmen。
AllthesefalsesurmisesconvincemethatIhavesucceededprettywellinmyobject,whichwastoconcealmyselffromallbutyourselfandtheworthymonk,whostillcontinuestobearwithmyvisits,whileI
stillcontrive,thoughwithconsiderabledifficulty,tobearwithhisconversations。Iamobliged,however,torestrainmyself;for,werehetodiscoverhowmuchIamshockedathiscommunications,hewoulddiscontinuethemandthusputitoutofmypowertofulfilthepromiseIgaveyou,ofmakingyouacquaintedwiththeirmorality。
YououghttothinkagreatdealoftheviolencewhichIthusdotomyownfeelings。Itisnoeasymatter,Icanassureyou,tostandstillandseethewholesystemofChristianethicsunderminedbysuchasetofmonstrousprinciples,withoutdaringtoputinawordofflatcontradictionagainstthem。But,afterhavingbornesomuchforyoursatisfaction,IamresolvedIshallburstoutformyownsatisfactionintheend,whenhisstockofinformationhasbeenexhausted。Meanwhile,IshallrepressmyfeelingsasmuchasI
possiblycanforIfindthatthemoreIholdmytongue,heisthemorecommunicative。ThelasttimeIsawhim,hetoldmesomanythingsthatIshallhavesomedifficultyinrepeatingthemall。Onthepointofrestitutionyouwillfindtheyhavesomemostconvenientprinciples。