Suchpracticalloveitwas——loveforhernephew,forherniece,forhersister,forLubovSergievna,andevenformyself,becauseIlovedDimitri——thatshoneintheeyes,aswellasintheeverywordandmovement,ofSophiaIvanovna。
OnlylongafterwardsdidIlearntovalueherathertrueworth。
Yetevennowthequestionoccurredtome:\"WhathasmadeDimitri——
whothroughouthastriedtounderstandlovedifferentlytootheryoungfellows,andhasalwayshadbeforehiseyesthegentle,lovingSophiaIvanovna——suddenlyfallsodeeplyinlovewiththeincomprehensibleLubovSergievna,anddeclarethatinhisaunthecanonlyfindgoodQUALITIES?Verilyitisatruesayingthat’aprophethathnohonourinhisowncountry。’Oneoftwothings:
eithereverymanhasinhimmoreofbadthanofgood,oreverymanismorereceptivetobadthantogood。LubovSergievnahehasnotknownforlong,whereashisaunt’slovehehasknownsincethedayofhisbirth。\"