Iamsincerelysorrytosaythatitwasseriouslymade。Phillotsonlookedmoredisturbedthanbefore,andthemeeting-placeofhisbrowstwitchedagain。Intenminuteshecalledupthechildhehadjustsenttoher,anddispatchedanothermissive:
GodknowsIdon’twanttothwartyouinanyreasonableway。
Mywholethoughtistomakeyoucomfortableandhappy。ButIcannotagreetosuchapreposterousnotionasyourgoingtolivewithyourlover。Youwouldloseeverybody’srespectandregard;andsoshouldI!Afteranintervalasimilarpartwasenactedintheclass-room,andananswercame:
Iknowyoumeanmygood。ButIdon’twanttoberespectable!
Toproduce`Humandevelopmentinitsrichestdiversity’toquoteyourHumboldtistomymindfaraboverespectability。Nodoubtmytastesarelow-inyourview-hopelesslylow!Ifyouwontletmegotohim,willyougrantmethisonerequest-allowmetoliveinyourhouseinaseparateway?Tothishereturnednoanswer。