`Ihavebeentooweak,Ithink!’shejerkedoutassheprancedon,shakingdowntear-dropsnowandthen。`Itwasburning,likealover’s-oh,itwas!AndIwon’twritetohimanymore,oratleastforalongtime,toimpresshimwithmydignity!AndIhopeitwillhurthimverymuch-expectingaletterto-morrowmorning,andthenext,andthenext,andnolettercoming。He’llsufferthenwithsuspense-won’the,that’sall!-andIamverygladofit!’-TearsofpityforJude’sapproachingsufferingsatherhandsmingledwiththosewhichhadsurgedupinpityforherself。
Thentheslimlittlewifeorahusbandwhosepersonwasdisagreeabletoher,theethereal,fine-nerved,sensitivegirl,quiteunfittedbytemperamentandinstincttofulfiltheconditionsofthematrimonialrelationwithPhillotson,possiblywithscarceanyman,walkedfitfullyalong,andpanted,andbroughtwearinessintohereyesbygazingandworryinghopelessly。
Phillotsonmetheratthearrivalstation,and,seeingthatshewastroubled,thoughtitmustbeowingtothedepressingeffectofheraunt’sdeathandfuneral。Hebegantellingherofhisday’sdoings,andhowhisfriendGillingham,aneighbouringschoolmasterwhomhehadnotseenforyears,hadcalleduponhim。Whileascendingtothetown,seatedonthetopoftheomnibusbesidehim,shesaidsuddenlyandwithanairofself-chastisement,regardingthewhiteroadanditsborderingbushesofhazel:
`Richard-IletMr。Fawleyholdmyhandalongwhile。Idon’tknowwhetheryouthinkitwrong?’
He,wakingapparentlyfromthoughtsoffardifferentmould,saidvaguely,`Oh,didyou?Whatdidyoudothatfor?’