’Butthisisnot,’sheadded,withthequieteffortagain,’whatI
havecometotroubleyouwith,sir。Mysister’shavingfoundafriend,aladyshehastoldmeofandmademeratheranxiousabout,wasthefirstcauseofmycomingawayfromhome。Andbeingaway,andcomingonpurposeroundbywhereyoulivedandseeingalightinthewindow——’
Notforthefirsttime。No,notforthefirsttime。InLittleDorrit’seyes,theoutsideofthatwindowhadbeenadistantstaronothernightsthanthis。Shehadtoiledoutofherway,tiredandtroubled,tolookupatit,andwonderaboutthegrave,browngentlemanfromsofaroff,whohadspokentoherasafriendandprotector。
’Therewerethreethings,’saidLittleDorrit,’thatIthoughtI
wouldliketosay,ifyouwerealoneandImightcomeup-stairs。