Hecouldnotdwellonanythingbutherwords,tellingofherpassionatelove;allelsewasindistinct,norcouldhestrivetomakeitotherwise。
Shelovedhim。AndLife,nowfulloftenderimages,suddenlybrightwithallexquisitepromises,hungonabreath,theslenderestgossamerchance。Hetriedtothinkthattheknowledgeofherlovewouldsoothehimeveninhisdyinghours;butthephantomsofwhatlifewithhermightbe,wouldobtrude,andmadehimalmostgasandreelundertheuncertaintyhewasenduring。
Will’sappearancehadonlyaddedtotheintensityofthissuspense。Thefullmeaningoftheverdictcouldnotatoncepenetratehisbrain。
Hestooddizzyandmotionless。Someonepulledhiscoat。Heturned,andsawJobLegh,thetearsstealingdownhisbrownfurrowedcheeks,whilehetriedinvaintocommandvoiceenoughtospeak。HekeptshakingJembythehand,asthebestandnecessaryexpressionofhisfeeling。“Here,makeyourselfscarce!Ishouldthinkyou’dbegladtogetoutofthat!“exclaimedthegaoler,ashebroughtupanotherlividprisoner,fromoutwhoseeyescametheanxietywhichhewouldnotallowanyotherfeaturetodisplay。JobLeghpressedoutofcourt,andJemfollowedunreasoningly。Thecrowdmadeway,andkepttheirgarmentstightaboutthem,asJempassed,forabouthimtherestillhungthetaintofthemurderer。Hewasintheopenair,andfreeoncemore!Althoughmanylookedonhimwithsuspicion,faithfulfriendsclosedroundhim;hisarmwasunresistinglypumpedupanddownbyhiscousinandJob;whenonewastired,theothertookupthewholesomeexercise,whenBenSturgiswasworkingoffhisinterestinthescenebyscoldingCharleyforwalkingonhisheadroundandroundMary’ssweetheart,forasweethearthewasnowsatisfactorilyascertainedtobe,inspiteofherassertiontothecontrary。AndallthistimeJemhimselffeltbewilderedanddazzled;hewouldhavegivenanythingforanhour’suninterruptedthoughtontheoccurrencesofthepastweek,andthenewvisionsraisedupduringthemorning;aye,eventhoughthattranquilhourweretobepassedinthehermitageofhisquietprisoncell。Thefirstquestionsobbedoutbyhischokingvoice,oppressedwithemotion,was,“Whereisshe?“Theyledhimtotheroomwherehismothersat。Theyhadtoldherofherson’sacquittal,andnowshewaslaughing,andcrying,andtalking,andgivingwaytoallthosefeelingswhichshehadrestrainedwithsucheffortduringthelastfewdays。Theybroughthersontoher,andshethrewherselfuponhisneck,weepingthere。Hereturnedherembrace,butlookedaround,beyond。Exceptinghismother,therewasnooneintheroombutthefriendswhohadenteredwithhim。“Eh,lad!“shesaid,whenshefoundvoicetospeak。“Seewhatitistohavebehavedthysel!Icouldputinagoodwordforthee,andthejurycouldnagoandhangtheeinthefaceofth’characterIgavethee。WasnaitagoodthingtheydidnakeepmefromLiverpool?ButIwouldcome;
IknewIcoulddotheegood,blessthee,mylad。Butthou’rtverywhite,andallofatremble。“Hekissedheragainandagain,butlookingroundasifsearchingforsomeonehecouldnotfind,thefirstwordsheutteredwerestill——“Whereisshe?“