Andtherehealwayswastobeseen,lookingandlisteningwithallhismight。Hiswifefelteasythathewouldnotbewantingherathomeuntilthetrialwasended。Maryneverletgoherclutchedholdontherails。Shewantedthemtosteadyher,inthatheaving,whirlingcourt。Shethoughtthefeelingofsomethinghardcompressedwithinherhandwouldhelphertolisten,foritwassuchpain,suchwearypaininherhead,tostrivetoattendtowhatwasbeingsaid。Theywereallatsea,sailingawayonbillowywaves,andeveryonespeakingatonce,andnooneheedingherfather,whowascallingonthemtobesilent,andlistentohim。Thenagain,forabriefsecond,thecourtstoodstill,andshecouldseethejudge,sittingupthere,likeanidol,withhistrappings,sorigidandstiff;andJem,opposite,lookingather,asiftosay,amItodieforwhatyouknowyour。Thenshecheckedherself,andbyagreatstrugglebroughtherselfroundtoaninstant’ssanity。Buttheroundofthoughtneverstoodstill;andoffshewentagain;
andeverytimeherpowerofstrugglingagainstthegrowingdeliriumgrewfainterandfainter。Shemutteredlowtoherself,butnooneheardherexceptherneighbour,MrsSturgis;allweretoocloselyattendingtothecasefortheprosecution,whichwasnowbeingwoundup。Thecounselfortheprisonerhadavoidedmuchcross-examination,reservingtohimselftherightofcallingthewitnessesforwardagain;forhehadreceivedsolittle,andsuchvagueinstructions,anunderstoodthatsomuchdependedontheevidenceofonewhowasnotforthcoming,thatinfacthehadlittlehopeofestablishinganythinglikeashowofadefence,andcontentedhimselfwithwatchingthecase,andlyinginwaitforanylegalobjectionsthatmightofferthemselves。Helaybackontheseat,occasionallytakingapinchofsnuff,inamannerintendedtobecontemptuous;nowandthenelevatinghiseyebrows,andsometimesexchangingalittlenotewithMrBridgenorthbehindhim。Theattorneyhadfarmoreinterestinthecasethanthebarrister,towhichhewasperhapsexcitedbyhispooroldfriendJobLegh;whohadedgedandwedgedhimselfthroughthecrowdclosetoMrBridgenorth’selbow,sentthitherbyBenSturgis,towhomhehadbeen“introduced“
byCharleyJones,andwhohadaccountedforMary’sdisappearanceontheprecedingday,andspokenoftheirchase,theirfears,theirhopes。AllthiswastoldinafewwordstoMrBridgenorth——sofew,thattheygavehimbutaconfusedidea,thattimewasofvalue;andthisbenamedtohiscounsel,whonowrosetospeakforthedefence。JobLeghlookedaboutforMary,nowhehadgained,andgiven,someideaofthepositionofthings。Atlasthesawher,standingbyadecent-lookingwoman,lookingflushedandanxious,andmovingherlipsincessantlyasifeagerlytalking;hereyesneverrestingonanyobject,butwanderingaboutasifinsearchofsomething。Jobthoughtitwasforhimshewasseeking,andhestruggledtogetroundtoher。Whenhehadsucceeded,shetooknonoticeofhim,althoughhespoke,toher,butstillkeptlookingroundandroundinthesamewild,restlessmanner。Hetriedtohearthelowquickmutteringsofhervoice,ashecaughttherepetitionofthesamewordsoverandoveragain。“Imustnotgomad。Imustnot,indeed。Theysaypeopletellthetruthwhenthey’remad;butIdon’t。Iwasalwaysaliar。Iwas,indeed;butI’mnotmad。Imustnotgomad。Imustnot,indeed。“SuddenlysheseemedtobecomeawarehowearnestlyJobwaslisteningwithmournfulattentiontoherwords,andturningsharprounduponhim,withupbraiding,forhiseaves-dropping,onherlips,shecaughtsightofsomething,——orsomeone,——who,eveninthatstate,hadpowertoarrestherattention;
andthrowingupherarmswithwildenergy,sheshriekedaloud,“Oh,Jem!Jem!you’resaved;andIammad——“andwasinstantlyseizedwithconvulsions。Withmuchcommiserationshewastakenoutofcourt,whiletheattentionofmanywasdivertedfromher,bythefierceenergywithwhichasailorforcedhiswayoverrailsandseats,againstturnkeysandpolicemen。Theofficersofthecourtopposedthisforciblemannerofentrance,buttheycouldhardlyinducetheoffendertoadoptanyquieterwayofattaininghisobject,andtellinghistaleinthewitness-box,thelegitimateplace。ForWillhaddweltsoimpatientlyonthedangerinwhichhisabsencewouldplacehiscousin,thatevenyetheseemedtofearthatbemightseetheprisonercarriedoff,andhung,beforehecouldpouroutthenarrativewhichwouldexculpatehim。AsforJobLegh,hisfeelingswereallbutuncontrollable;asyoumayjudgebytheindifferencewithwhichhesawMaryborne,stiffandconvulsedoutofcourt,inthechargeofthekindMrsSturgis,who,youwillremember,wasanutterstrangertohim。“She’llkeep!I’llnottroublemyselfabouther,“saidhetohimself,ashewrotewithtremblinghandsalittlenoteofinformationtoMrBridgenorth,whohadconjectured,whenWillhadfirstdisturbedtheawfultranquillityofthelife-and-deathcourt,thatthewitnesshadarrivedbetterlatethanneveronwhoseevidencerestedalltheslightchanceyetremainingtoJemWilsonofescapingdeath。Duringthecommotioninthecourt,amongallthecriesandcommands,thedismayandthedirections,consequentuponWill’sentrance,andpoorMary’sfearfulattackofillness,MrBridgenorthhadkepthislawyer-likepresenceofmind;andlongbeforeJobLegh’salmostillegiblenotewaspokedhim,hehadrecapitulatedthefactsonwhichWillhadtogiveevidence,andthemannerinwhichhehadbeenpursued,afterhisshiphadtakenherleaveoftheland。ThebarristerwhodefendedJemtooknewheartwhenhewasputinpossessionofthesestrikingpointstobeadduced,notsomuchoutofearnestnesstosavetheprisoner,ofwhoseinnocencehewasstilldoubtful,asbecausehesawtheopportunitiesforthedisplayofforensiceloquencewhichwerepresentedbythefacts;“agallanttarbroughtbackfromthepathlessoceanbyagirl’snobledaring,“thedangersoftoohastilyjudgingfromcircumstantialevidence,“etc。,etc。;whilethecounsellorfortheprosecutionpreparedhimselfbyfoldinghisarms,elevatinghiseyebrows,andputtinghislipsintheforminwhichtheymightbestwhistledownthewindsuchevidenceasmightbeproducedbyasubornedwitness,whodaredtoperjurehimself。
For,ofcourse,itisetiquettetosupposethatsuchevidenceasmaybegivenagainsttheopinionwhichlawyersarepaidtouphold,isanythingbutbasedontruth;and’“perjury,““conspiracy,“and“perilofyourimmortalsoul,“arelightexpressionstorowattheheadsofthosewhomayprovenotthespeaker,therewouldthenbesomeexcuseforthehastywordsofpersonalanger,butthehirerofthespeakertobewrong,ormistaken。ButwhenonceWillhadattainedhisend,andfeltthathistale,orpartofatale,wouldbeheardbyjudgeorjury;whenoncehesawJemstandingsafeandwellbeforehimeventhoughhesawhimpaleandcare-wornatthefelon’sbar,hiscouragetooktheshapeofpresenceofmind,andheawaitedtheexaminationwithacalm,unflinchingintelligence,whichdictatedtheclearestandmostpertinentanswers。Hetoldthestoryyouknowsowellhowhisleaveofabsencebeingnearlyexpired,hehadresolvedtofulfilhispromise,andgotoseeanuncleresidingintheIsleofMan;