ToulankissedthebeamingeyesofhisMargueritewithdeepfooling,thankedherforhertrue-heartedresignation,andtoldherthathehadneverlovedhersomuchasinthishourwhenhewasleavinghertomeethisdeath,itmightbe,intheserviceofanotherlady。
“Atthishourofparting,“hesaid,“IwillgiveyouthedearestandmostsacredthingthatIpossess。Takethislittlegoldsmelling-
bottle。Thequeengaveittome,anduponthebitofpaperthatlieswithinitMarieAntoinettewrotewithherownhand,’RemembrancerforFidele。’
FiddleisthetitleofhonorwhichmyqueenhasgivenmeforthelittleservicewhichIhavebeenabletodoforher。Ileavethislittlegiftforyouasthatwhich,nexttoyourlove,isthemostsacredandpreciousthingtomeonearth。IfIdie,preserveitforourson,andgiveittohimonthedaywhenhereacheshismajority。
TellhimofthetimewhenImadethisbequesttohim,inthehopethathewouldmakehimselfworthyofit,andliveanddieasabravesonofhiscountry,afaithfulsubjectandservantofhisking,who,Godwilling,willbethesonofMarieAntoinette。Tellhimofhisfather;saytohimthatIdearlylovedyouandhim,butthatIhaddevotedmylifetotheserviceofthequeen,andthatIgaveitfreelyandgladly,inconformitywithmyoath。Ihavenottoldyouaboutthesethingsbefore,dearMarguerite——notbecauseIdoubtedyourfidelity,butbecauseIdidnotwantyoutohavetobearthedreadfulburdenofexpectation,andbecauseIdidnotwanttotroubleyournoblesoulwiththesethings。AndnowIonlytellyouthismuch:Iamgoingawaytotrytosavethequeen。IfIsucceed,I