`Thelittleengineerwhimperedlikeachild,butbrokenarmandall,heturnedouttheleastcravenofthelotasitseems,and,actually,musteredenoughplucktorunanerrandtotheengine-room。Notrifle,itmustbeownedinfairnesstohim。Jimtoldmehedarteddesperatelookslikeacorneredman,gaveonelowwail,anddashedoff。Hewasbackinstantlyclambering,hammerinhand,andwithoutapauseflunghimselfatthebolt。
TheothersgaveupJimatonceandranofftoassist。Heheardthetap,tapofthehammer,thesoundofthereleasedchockfallingover。Theboatwasclear。Onlythenheturnedtolook——onlythen。Buthekepthisdistance——hekepthisdistance。Hewantedmetoknowhehadkepthisdistance;thattherewasnothingincommonbetweenhimandthesemen——whohadthehammer。
Nothingwhatever。Itismorethanprobablehethoughthimselfcutofffromthembyaspacethatcouldnotbetraversed,byanobstaclethatcouldnotbeovercome,byachasmwithoutbottom。Hewasasfarashecouldgetfromthem——thewholebreadthoftheship。
`Hisfeetweregluedtothatremotespotandhiseyestotheirindistinctgroupbowedtogetherandswayingstrangelyinthecommontormentoffear。
Ahand-lamplashedtoastanchionabovealittletableriggeduponthebridge——thePatnahadnochart-roomamidships——threwalightontheirlabouringshoulders,ontheirarchedandbobbingbacks。Theypushedatthebowoftheboat;theypushedoutintothenight;theypushed,andwouldnomorelookbackathim。Theyhadgivenhimupasifindeedhehadbeentoofar,toohopelesslyseparatedfromthemselves,tobeworthanappealingword,aglance,orasign。Theyhadnoleisuretolookbackuponhispassiveheroism,tofeelthestingofhisabstention。Theboatwasheavy;theypushedatthebowwithnobreathtospareforanencouragingword:buttheturmoilofterrorthathadscatteredtheirself-controllikechaffbeforethewind,convertedtheirdesperateexertionsintoabitoffooling,uponmywordfitforknockaboutclownsinafarce。Theypushedwiththeirhands,withtheirheads,theypushedfordearlifewithalltheweightoftheirbodies,theypushedwithallthemightoftheirsouls——onlynosoonerhadtheysucceededincantingthestemclearofthedavitthantheywouldleaveofflikeonemanandstartawildscrambleintoher。Asanaturalconsequencetheboatwouldswinginabruptly,drivingthemback,helplessandjostlingagainsteachother。Theywouldstandnonplussedforawhile,exchanginginfiercewhispersalltheinfamousnamestheycouldcalltomind,andgoatitagain。Threetimesthisoccurred。Hedescribedittomewithmorosethoughtfulness。Hehadn’tlostasinglemovementofthatcomicbusiness。“Iloathedthem。Ihatedthem。Ihadtolookatallthat,“hesaidwithoutemphasis,turninguponmeasombrelywatchfulglance。