andwitheverywordmyheart,searchedbythelightofhisabsurdity,wasgrowingheavierinmybreast。Ihadnomindtolaugh,andlestIshouldsmileImadeformyselfastolidface。Hegavesignsofirritation。
“`Itisalwaystheunexpectedthathappens,“Isaidinapropitiatorytone。Myobtusenessprovokedhimintoacontemptuous“Pshaw!“Isupposehemeantthattheunexpectedcouldn’ttouchhim;nothinglessthantheunconceivableitselfcouldgetoverhisperfectstateofpreparation。Hehadbeentakenunawares——andhewhisperedtohimselfamale-dictionuponthewatersandthefirmament,upontheship,uponthemen。Everythinghadbetrayedhim!Hehadbeentrickedintothatsortofhigh-mindedresignationwhichpreventedhimliftingasmuchashislittlefinger,whiletheseotherswhohadaveryclearperceptionoftheactualnecessityweretumblingagainsteachotherandsweatingdesperatelyoverthatboatbusiness。Somethinghadgonewrongthereatthelastmoment。Itappearsthatintheirflurrytheyhadcontrivedinsomemysteriouswaytogettheslidingboltoftheforemostboat-chockjammedtight,andforthwithhadgoneoutoftheremnantsoftheirmindsoverthedeadlynatureofthataccident。Itmusthavebeenaprettysight,thefierceindustryofthesebeggarstoilingonamotionlessshipthatfloatedquietlyinthesilenceofaworldasleep,fightingagainsttimeforthefreeingofthatboat,grovellingonallfours,standingupindespair,tugging,pushing,snarlingateachothervenomously,readytokill,readytoweep,andonlykeptfromflyingateachother’sthroatsbythefearofdeaththatstoodsilentbehindthemlikeaninflexibleandcold-eyedtaskmaster。Oh,yes!Itmusthavebeenaprettysight。Hesawitall,hecouldtalkaboutitwithscornandbitterness;hehadaminuteknowledgeofitbymeansofsomesixthsense,Iconclude,becausehesworetomehehadremainedapartwithoutaglanceatthemandattheboat——withoutonesingleglance。AndIbelievehim。Ishouldthinkhewastoobusywatchingthethreateningslantoftheship,thesuspendedmenacediscoveredinthemidstofthemostperfectsecurity——fascinatedbytheswordhangingbyahairoverhisimaginativehead。
`Nothingintheworldmovedbeforehiseyes,andhecoulddepicttohimselfwithouthindrancethesuddenswingupwardsofthedarksky-line,thesuddentiltupofthevastplainofthesea,theswiftstillrise,thebrutalfling,thegraspoftheabyss,thestrugglewithouthope,thestarlightclosingoverhisheadforeverlikethevaultofatomb——therevoltofhisyounglife——theblackend。Hecould!ByJove!whocouldn’t?
Andyoumustrememberhewasafinishedartistinthatpeculiarway,hewasagiftedpoordevilwiththefacultyofswiftandforestallingvision。
Thesightsitshowedhimhadturnedhimintocoldstonefromthesolesofhisfeettothenapeofhisneck;buttherewasahotdanceofthoughtsinhishead,adanceoflame,blind,mutethoughts——awhirlofawfulcripples。