Chapter15
ATTHEENDofJanuaryPierrearrivedinMoscowandsettledinthelodgeofhismansion,asthathadescapedthefire。HecalledonCountRastoptchinandseveralacquaintances,andwasintendinginthreedaystosetofftoPetersburg。Everyonewastriumphantatvictory;theruinedandrevivingcitywasbubblingoverwithlife。EveryonewasgladtoseePierre;everybodywaseagertoseehim,andtoaskhimaboutallhehadseen。Pierrehadaparticularlyfriendlyfeelingtowardseveryonehemet。Butunconsciouslyhewasalittleonhisguardwithpeopletoavoidfetteringhisfreedominanyway。Toallthequestionsputtohim—importantortrivial—whethertheyaskedhimwherehemeanttolive,whetherheweregoingtobuild,whenhewasstartingforPetersburg,orwhetherhecouldtakeaparcelthereforsomeone,heanswered,“Yes,verypossibly,”“IdaresayImay,”andsoon。
HeheardthattheRostovswereinKostroma,andthethoughtofNatashararelycametohismind,andwhenitdidoccurtohimitwasasapleasantmemoryoftimelongpast。Hefelthimselfsetfree,notonlyfromthecaresofdailylife,butalsofromthatfeelingwhich,itseemedtohim,hehadvoluntarilybroughtuponhimself。
ThethirddayafterhisarrivalinMoscowhelearntfromtheDrubetskoysthatPrincessMaryawasinMoscow。Thedeath,thesufferings,andthelastdaysofPrinceAndreyhadoftenengagedPierre’sthoughts,andnowrecurredtohimwithfreshvividness。HeheardatdinnerthatPrincessMaryawasinMoscow,andlivinginherownhouseinVosdvizhenka,whichhadescapedthefire,andhewenttocalluponherthesameevening。
OnthewaytoPrincessMarya’sPierre’smindwasfullofPrinceAndrey,ofhisfriendshipforhim,ofthedifferentoccasionswhentheyhadmet,andespeciallyoftheirlastinterviewatBorodino。