`Allaprejudice,Helen——amerewoman’santipathy。’
`No;Ihavesolidgroundsformydislike。Andisthatall?’
`Why,yes,Ithinkso。Hattersleywillbetoobusybillingandcooingwithhisbridetohavemuchtimetospareforgunsanddogs,atpresent,’hereplied——AndthatremindsmethatIhavehadseverallettersfromMilicentsincehermarriage,andthatsheeitherisorpretendstobequitereconciledtoherlot。Sheprofessestohavediscoverednumberlessvirtuesandperfectionsinherhusband,someofwhich,Ifear,lesspartialeyeswouldfailtodistinguish,thoughtheysoughtthemcarefullywithtears;andnowthatsheisaccustomedtohisloudvoiceandabrupt,uncourteousmanners,sheaffirmsshefindsnodifficultyinlovinghimasawifeshoulddo,andbegsIwillburnthatletterwhereinshespokesounadvisedlyagainsthim。SothatItrustshemayyetbehappy;butifsheis,itwillheentirelytherewardofherowngoodnessofheart;forhadshechosentoconsiderherselfthevictimoffate,orofhermother’sworldlywisdom,shemighthavebeenthoroughlymiserable;and,if,forduty’ssake,shehadnotmadeeveryefforttoloveherhusband,shewoulddoubtlesshavehatedhimtotheendofherdays。
TheTenantofWildfellHall:Chapter26CHAPTER26TheGuestsSept。23rd。Ourguestsarrivedaboutthreeweeksago。LordandLadyLowboroughhavenowbeenmarriedaboveeightmonths;andIwilldotheladythecredittosaythatherhusbandisquiteanalteredman:hislooks,hisspirits,andhistemperareallperceptiblychangedforthebettersinceIlastsawhim。Butthereisroomforimprovementstill。Heisnotalwayscheerfulnoralwayscontented,andsheoftencomplainsofhisillhumour,which,however,ofallpersons,sheoughttobethelasttoaccusehimof,asheneverdisplaysitagainsther,exceptforsuchconductaswouldprovokeasaintHeadoresherstill,andwouldgototheworld’sendtopleaseher,Sheknowsherpower,andsheusesittoo;butwellknowingthattowheedleandcoaxissaferthantocommand,shejudiciouslytempersherdespotismwithflatteryandblandishmentsenoughtomakehimdeemhimselfafavouredandahappyman。Andyet,attimes,asombreshadowovercloudshisbrowevenInherpresence,butevidentlytheresultofdespondencyratherthanofillhumour,andgenerallyoccasionedbysomedisplayofherill-regulatedtemperormisguidedmind——somewantontramplinguponhismostcherishedopinions——somesecklessdisregardofprinciplethatmakeshimbitterlyregretthatsheisnotasgoodassheischarmingandbeloved。Ipityhimfrommyheart,forIknowthemiseryofsuchregrets。
Butshehasanotherwayoftormentinghim,InwhichIamafellow-sufferer——ormightbe,ifIchosetoregardmyselfassuch。ThisisbyopenlybutnottooglaringlycoquettingwithMrHuntingdon,whoisquitewillingtobeherpartnerinthegame;butIdon’tcareforit,becausewithhim,Iknowthereisnothingbutpersonalvanityandamischievousdesiretoexcitemyjealousy,andperhapstotormenthisfriend;andshe,nodoubt,isactuatedbymuchthesamemotives;onlythereismoreofmaliceandlessofplayfulnessinhermanoeuvres。Itisobviously,therefore,myinteresttodisappointthemboth,asfarasIamconcerned,bypreservingacheerful,undisturbedserenitythroughout;andaccordinglyIendeavourtoshowthefullestconfidenceInmyhusbandandthegreatestindifferencetotheartsofmyattractiveguest。Ihaveneverreproachedtheformerbutonce,andthatwasforlaughingatLordLowborough’sdepressedandanxiouscountenanceoneevening,whentheyhadbothbeenparticularlyprovoking;andthen,indeed,Isaidagooddealonthesubject,andrebukedhimsternlyenough;butheonlylaughed,andsaid——