Wewereonthetransport。Therewasnohardlabortodo;andtheprisonconsistedofanothercow-puncherwhokeptguardoverhimwithhiscarbine,evidentlydividedinhisfeelingsastowhetherhewouldlikemosttoshoothimortolethimgo。Whenwelanded,somebodytoldtheprisonerthatIintendedtopunishhimbykeepinghimwiththebaggage。Heatoncecametomeingreatagitation,saying:“Colonel,theysayyou’regoingtoleavemewiththebaggagewhenthefightison。Colonel,ifyoudothat,IwillnevershowmyfaceinArizonaagain。Colonel,ifyouwillletmegotothefront,IpromiseIwillobeyanyoneyousay;anyoneyousay,Colonel。”withtheevidentfeelingthat,afterthisconcession,Icouldnot,asagentleman,refusehisrequest。AccordinglyIanswered:“Shields,thereisnooneinthisregimentmoreentitledtobeshotthanyouare,andyoushallgotothefront。”Hisgratitudewasgreat,andhekeptrepeating,“I’llneverforgetthis,Colonel,never。”Nordidhe。Whenwegotveryhardup,hewouldnowandthenmanagetogetholdofsomeflourandsugar,andwouldcookadoughnutandbringitroundtome,andwatchmewithadelightedsmileasIateit。Hebehavedextremelywellinbothfights,andafterthesecondoneIhadhimformallybeforemeandremittedhissentence——somethingwhichofcourseIhadnottheslightestpowertodo,althoughatthetimeitseemednaturalandpropertome。
Whenwecametobemusteredout,theregularofficerwhowasdoingthemustering,afterallthemenhadbeendischarged,finallyaskedmewheretheprisonerwas。Isaid,“Whatprisoner?”Hesaid,“Theprisoner,themanwhowassentencedtoayear’simprisonmentwithhardlaboranddishonorabledischarge。”Isaid,“Oh!Ipardonedhim“;towhichheresponded,“Ibegyourpardon;youdidwhat?”ThismademegraspthefactthatIhadexceededauthority,andIcouldonlyanswer,“Well,Ididpardonhim,anyhow,andhehasgonewiththerest“;
whereuponthemustering-outofficersankbackinhischairandremarked,“Hewassentencedbyacourtmartial,andthesentencewasapprovedbythemajor-generalcommandingthedivision。Youwerealieutenant-colonel,andyoupardonedhim。Well,itwasnervy,that’sallI’llsay。”
Thesimplefactwasthatunderthecircumstancesitwasnecessaryformetoenforcedisciplineandcontroltheregiment,andthereforetorewardandpunishindividualsinwhateverwaytheexigenciesdemanded。
Ioftenexplainedtothemenwhatthereasonsforanorderwere,thefirsttimeitwasissued,iftherewasanytroubleontheirpartinunderstandingwhattheywererequiredtodo。Theywereveryintelligentandveryeagertodotheirduty,andIhardlyeverhadanydifficultythesecondtimewiththem。If,however,therewastheslightestwillfulshirkingofdutyorinsubordination,Ipunishedinstantlyandmercilessly,andthewholeregimentcordiallybackedmeup。Tohavepunishedmenforfaultsandshortcomingswhichtheyhadnoopportunitytoknowweresuchwouldhavebeenasunwiseastohavepermittedanyoftheoccasionalbadcharacterstoexercisetheslightestlicense。Itwasaregimentwhichwassensitiveaboutitsdignityandwasverykeenlyalivetojusticeandtocourtesy,butwhichcordiallyapprovedabsenceofmollycoddling,insistenceupontheperformanceofduty,andsummarypunishmentofwrong-doing。