BurnamycameawayfromseeingthepivotalgirlandhermotheroffonthetrainwhichtheyweretakingthateveningforFrankfortandHombourg,andstrolledbackthroughtheWeimarstreetslittleateasewithhimself。
Whilehewaswiththegirlandnearherhehadfelttheattractionbywhichyouthimpersonallydrawsyouth,thecharmwhichmeremaidhasformereman;butoncebeyondtherangeofthishefeltsickatheartandashamed。Hewasawareofhavingusedherfollyasananodyneforthepainwhichwasalwaysgnawingathim,andhehadmanagedtoforgetitinherfolly,butnowitcameback,andthesensethathehadbeenrecklessofherrightscamewithit。Hehaddonehisbesttomakeherthinkhiminlovewithher,byeverythingbutwords;hewonderedhowhecouldbesuchanass,suchawickedass,astotrymakingherpromisetowritetohimfromFrankfort;hewishednevertoseeheragain,andhewishedstilllesstohearfromher。Itwassomecomforttoreflectthatshehadnotpromised,butitwasnotcomfortenoughtorestorehimtosuchfragmentaryself-respectashehadbeenenjoyingsincehepartedwithAgathaTriscoeinCarlsbad;hecouldnotevengetbacktotheresentmentwithwhichhehadbeenstayinghimselfsomewhatbeforethepivotalgirlunexpectedlyappearedwithhermotherinWeimar。
ItwasSedanDay,buttherewasapparentlynoofficialobservanceoftheholiday,perhapsbecausetheGrand-Dukewasawayatthemanoeuvres,withalltheotherGermanprinces。Burnamyhadhopedforsomevoluntaryexcitementamongthepeople,atleastenoughtowarranthiminmakingapaperaboutSedanDayinWeimar,whichhecouldsellsomewhere;butthenightwasfalling,andtherewasstillnosignofpopularrejoicingovertheFrenchhumiliationtwenty-eightyearsbefore,exceptinthemultitudeofJapaneselanternswhichthechildrenwereeverywherecarryingattheendsofsticks。Babieshadthemintheircarriages,andtheeffectofthefloatinglightsinthewinding,up-and-down-hillstreetswascharmingeventoBurnamy’slack-lustreeyes。Hewentbyhishotelandontoacaf?withagarden,wheretherewasapatriotic,concertpromised;hesuppedthere,andthensatdreamilybehindhisbeer,whilethemusicbangedandbrayedroundhimunheeded。
PresentlyheheardavoiceoffriendlybantersayinginEnglish,“MayI
sitatyourtable?”andhesawanironicalfacelookingdownonhim。