andifthingswentwellwithus,wemightrealisefifteenpercentofthefirstoutlay。Wewerenotmerelybankrupt,wewerecomicbankrupts:afairbuttforjeeringinthestreets。IhopeI
boretheblowwithagoodcountenance;indeed,mymindhadlongbeenquitemadeup,andsincethedaywefoundtheopiumIhadknowntheresult。ButthethoughtofJimandMamieachedinmelikeaphysicalpain,andIshrankfromspeechandcompanionship。
Iwasinthisframeofmindwhenthecaptainproposedthatweshouldlandupontheisland。Isawhehadsomethingtosay,andonlyfeareditmightbeconsolation;forIcouldjustbearmygrief,notbunglingsympathy;andyetIhadnochoicebuttoaccedetohisproposal。
Wewalkedawhilealongthebeachinsilence。Thesunoverheadreverberatedraysofheat;thestaringsand,theglaringlagoon,torturedoureyes;andthebirdsandtheboomofthefar-awaybreakersmadeasavagesymphony。
“Idon’trequiretotellyouthegame’sup?”Naresasked。