CHAPTER71
THELADIESATLONGBARNSDOUBT。
ItcameatlasttobedecidedamongthemthatwhenoldMrWhartonreturnedtotown,——andhehadnowbeenatWhartonlongerthanhehadeverbeenknowntoremaintherebefore,——EmilyshouldstillremaininHertfordshire,andthatatsomeperiodnotthenfixedsheshouldgoforamonthtoLongbarns。Therewerevariousreasonswhichinducedhertoconsenttothischangeofplans。Inthefirstplaceshefoundherselftobeinfinitelymorecomfortableinthecountrythaninthetown。Shecouldgooutandmoveaboutandbestirherself,whereasinManchesterSquareshecouldonlysitathome。Herfatherhadassuredherthathethoughtthatitwouldbebetterthatsheshouldbeawayfromthereminiscencesofthehouseintown。AndthenwhenthefirstweekofFebruarywaspastArthurwouldbeupintown,andshewouldbefarawayfromhimatLongbarns,whereasinLondonshewouldbeclosewithinhisreach。Manylittleschemeswerelaidandstrugglesmadebothbyherselfandtheothersbeforeatlasttheirplansweresettled。MrWhartonwastoreturntoLondoninthemiddleofJanuary。ItwasquiteimpossiblethathecouldremainlongerawayeitherfromStoneBuildingsorfromtheEldon,andthenatthesametime,oradayortwofollowing,MrsFletcherwastogobacktoLongbarns。JohnFletcherandhiswifeandchildrenwerealreadygone——andArthuralsohadbeenatLongbarns。ThetwobrothersandEveretthadbeenbackwardsandforwards。EmilywasanxioustoremainatWhartonatanyratetillParliamentshouldhavemet,sothatshemightnotbeathomewithArthurinhisownhouse。Butmatterswouldnotarrangethemselvesexactlyasshewished。ItwasatlastsettledthatsheshouldgotoLongbarnswithMaryWhartonunderthechargeofJohnFletcherinthefirstweekinFebruary。AsarrangementswerealreadyinprogressforthepurchaseofBarntonSpinnies,SirAluredcouldnotpossiblyleavehisownhouse。NottohavewalkedthroughthewoodonthefirstdayitbecamepartoftheWhartonpropertywouldtohimhavebeentreasontotheestate。
Hisexperienceoughttohavetoldhimthattherewasnochanceofalawyerandacollegedealingtogetherwithsuchrapidity。butinthepresentstateofthingshecouldnotbeartoabsenthimself。Ordershadalreadybeengivenforthecuttingdownofcertaintreeswhichcouldnothavebeentouchedhadthereprobatelived,anditwasindispensablethatifatreefellatWhartonheshouldseethefall。ItthuscametopassthattherewasaweekduringwhichEmilywouldbeforcedtoliveundertheroofoftheFletcherstogetherwithArthurFletcher。
TheweekcameandshewasabsolutelyreceivedbyArthuratthedoorofLongbarns。ShehadnotbeenatthehousesinceithadfirstbeenintimatedtotheFletchersthatshewasdisposedtoreceivewithfavourtheaddressesofFerdinandLopez。Assherememberedthisitseemedtohertobeanageagosincethatmanhadinducedhertobelievethatofallthemenshehadevermethewasthenearesttoahero。Sheneverspokeofhimnow,butofcourseherthoughtsofhimwereneverending,——asalsoofherselfinthatshehadallowedherselftobesodeceived。Shewouldrecalltohermindwithbitterinwardsobbingsallthoselessonsofiniquitywhichhehadstriventoteachher,andwhichhadfirstopenedhereyestohistruecharacter——howsedulouslyhehadendeavouredtopersuadeherthatitwasherdutytorobherfatheronhisbehalf,howcontinuallyhehadendeavouredtomakeherthinkthatappearanceintheworldwaseverything,andthat,beingintruthpooradventurers,itbehovedthemtocheattheworldintothinkingthemrichandrespectable。Everyhintthathadbeensogivenhadbeenawoundtoher,andthosewoundswereallnowremembered。Thoughsincehisdeathshehadneverallowedawordtobespokeninherpresenceagainsthim,shecouldnotbuthatehismemory。Howgloriouswasthatothermaninhereyes,ashestoodthereatthedoorwelcominghertoLongbarns,fair-haired,open-eyed,withbronzedbrowandcheek,andsurlythehonestestfacethatalovingwomaneverlovedtogazeon。Duringthevariouslessonsshehadlearnedinhermarriedlife,shehadbecomegraduallybutsurelyawarethatthefaceofthatothermanhadbeendishonest。Shehadlearnedthefalsemeaningofeveryglanceofhiseyes,thesubtletyofhismouth,thecounterfeitmanoeuvresofhisbody,——thedeceitevenofhisdress。Hehadbeenallaliefromheadtofoot,andhehadthrownherloveasideasuselesswhenshealsowouldnotbealiar。Andherewasthisman,——spotlessinherestimation,compoundedofallgoodqualities,whichshecouldnowseeandtakeattheirpropervalue。Shehatedherselfforthesimplicitywithwhichshehadbeencheatedbysoftwordsandafalsedemeanourintosogreatasacrifice。