So,afterourlittlesonwasborn,welefthiminmysister’scare,andsecretlyreturnedtoParis。Afewdayslater,intheearlymorning,havingkeptournocturnalvigilofprayerunknowntoallinacertainchurch,wewereunitedthereinthebenedictionofwedlockheruncleandafewfriendsofhisandminebeingpresent。Wedepartedforthwithstealthilyandbyseparateways,northereafterdidweseeeachothersaverarelyandinprivate,thusstrivingourutmosttoconcealwhatwehaddone。Butheruncleandthoseofhishousehold,seekingsolacefortheirdisgrace,begantodivulgethestoryofourmarriage,andtherebytoviolatethepledgetheyhadgivenmeonthispoint。Heloise,onthecontrary,denouncedherownkinandsworethattheywerespeakingthemostabsolutelies。Heruncle,arousedtofurythereby,visitedherrepeatedlywithpunishments。
NosoonerhadIlearnedthisthanIsenthertoaconventofnunsatArgenteuil,notfarfromParis,wheresheherselfhadbeenbroughtupandeducatedasayounggirl。Ihadthemmakereadyforherallthegarmentsofanun,suitableforthelifeofaconvent,exceptingonlytheveil,andtheseIbadeherputon。
Whenheruncleandhiskinsmenheardofthis,theywereconvincedthatnowIhadcompletelyplayedthemfalseandhadridmyselfforeverofHeloisebyforcinghertobecomeanun。Violentlyincensed,theylaidaplotagainstme,andonenightwhileIallunsuspectingwasasleepinasecretroominmylodgings,theybrokeinwiththehelpofoneofmyservantswhomtheyhadbribed。Theretheyhadvengeanceonmewithamostcruelandmostshamefulpunishment,suchasastoundedthewholeworld;fortheycutoffthosepartsofmybodywithwhichIhaddonethatwhichwasthecauseoftheirsorrow。Thisdone,straightwaytheyfled,buttwoofthemwerecapturedandsufferedthelossoftheireyesandtheirgenitalorgans。Oneofthesetwowastheaforesaidservant,whoevenwhilehewasstillinmyservice,hadbeenledbyhisavaricetobetrayme。CHAPTERVIIIOFTHESUFFERINGOFHISBODYOFHOWHEBECAMEAMONKINTHEMONASTERYOFST。DENISANDHELOISE
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WHENmorningcamethewholecitywasassembledbeforemydwelling。Itisdifficult,nay,impossible,forwordsofminetodescribetheamazementwhichbewilderedthem,thelamentationstheyuttered,theuproarwithwhichtheyharassedme,orthegriefwithwhichtheyincreasedmyownsuffering。