WhileIwasfeelingthesethings,Iwasgroping,withoutknowingit,towardanunderstandingofwhatthespelliswhichpeoplefindintheAlps,andinnoothermountains——thatstrange,deep,namelessinfluence,which,oncefelt,cannotbeforgotten——oncefelt,leavesalwaysbehinditarestlesslongingtofeelitagain——alongingwhichislikehomesickness;agrieving,hauntingyearningwhichwillplead,implore,andpersecutetillithasitswill。
Imetdozensofpeople,imaginativeandunimaginative,cultivatedanduncultivated,whohadcomefromfarcountriesandroamedthroughtheSwissAlpsyearafteryear——theycouldnotexplainwhy。Theyhadcomefirst,theysaid,outofidlecuriosity,becauseeverybodytalkedaboutit;
theyhadcomesincebecausetheycouldnothelpit,andtheyshouldkeeponcoming,whiletheylived,forthesamereason;
theyhadtriedtobreaktheirchainsandstayaway,butitwasfutile;now,theyhadnodesiretobreakthem。
Otherscamenearerformulatingwhattheyfelt;theysaidtheycouldfindperfectrestandpeacenowhereelsewhentheyweretroubled:allfretsandworriesandchafingssanktosleepinthepresenceofthebenignantserenityoftheAlps;