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  ’ButIwouldn’tlether,’saidMrsGibson。’YouweremuchbetterinLondonthanhere,foryoucouldhavedonemenogood;andyourletterswereveryagreeabletoread;andnowHelenisbetter,andI’mnearlywell,andyou’vecomehomejustattherighttime,foreverybodyisfulloftheCharityBall。’

  ’Butwearenotgoingthisyear,mamma,’saidCynthiadecidedly。’Itisonthe25th,isn’tit?andI’msureyou’llneverbewellenoughtotakeus。’

  ’YoureallyseemdeterminedtomakemeoutworsethanIam,child,’

  saidMrsGibson,ratherquerulously,shebeingoneofthosewho,whentheirmaladyisonlytrifling,exaggerateit,butwhenitisreallyofsomeconsequence,areunwillingtosacrificeanypleasuresbyacknowledgingit。Itwaswellforherinthisinstancethatherhusbandhadwisdomandauthorityenoughtoforbidhergoingtothisball,onwhichshehadsetherheart;buttheconsequenceofhisprohibitionwasanincreaseofdomesticplaintivenessandlowspirits,whichseemedtotellonCynthia—thebrightgayCynthiaherself—anditwasoftenhardworkforMollytokeepupthespiritsoftwootherpeopleaswellasherown。Ill—healthmightaccountforMrsGibson’sdespondency,butwhywasCynthiasosilent,nottosaysosighing?Mollywaspuzzledtoaccountforit;andallthemoreperplexedbecausefromtimetotimeCynthiakeptcallinguponherforpraiseforsomeunknownandmysteriousvirtuethatshehadpractised;andMollywasyoungenoughtobelievethat,afteranyexerciseofvirtue,thespiritsrose,cheeredupbyanapprovingconscience。SuchwasnotthecasewithCynthia,however。

  Shesometimessaidsuchthingsasthese,whenshehadbeenparticularlyinertanddesponding,—

  ’Ah,Molly,youmustletmygoodnessliefallowforawhile!Ithasbornesuchawonderfulcropthisyear。Ihavebeensopretty—behaved—

  ifyouknewall!’Or,’Really,Molly,myvirtuemustcomedownfromtheclouds!ItwasstrainedtotheutmostinLondon—andIfinditislikeakite—aftersoaringaloftforsometime,itsuddenlycomesdown,andgetstangledinallsortsofbriarsandbrambles;whichthingsareanallegory,unlessyoucanbringyourselftobelieveinmyextraordinarygoodnesswhileIwasaway—givingmeasortofrighttofallfoulofallmamma’sbriarsandbramblesnow。’

  ButMollyhadhadsomeexperienceofCynthia’swhimofperpetuallyhintingatamysterywhichshedidnotmeantorevealintheMrPrestondays,and,althoughshewasoccasionallypiquedintocuriosity,Cynthia’sallusionsatsomethingmoreinthebackgroundfellingeneralonratherdeafears。

  Onedaythemysteryburstitsshell,andcameoutintheshapeofanoffermadetoCynthiabyMrHenderson—andrefused。Underallthecircumstances,Mollycouldnotappreciatetheheroicgoodnesssooftenalludedto。Therevelationofthesecretatlasttookplaceinthisway。MrsGibsonbreakfastedinbed:shehaddonesoeversinceshehadhadtheinfluenza;and,consequently,herownprivatelettersalwayswentuponherbreakfast—tray。Onemorningshecameintothedrawing—roomearlierthanusual,withanopenletterinherhand。

  ’I’vehadaletterfromauntKirkpatrick,Cynthia。Shesendsmemydividends,—youruncleissobusy。Butwhatdoesshemeanbythis,Cynthia’(holdingoutthelettertoher,withacertainparagraphindicatedbyherfinger)。

  Cynthiaputhernettingononeside,andlookedatthewriting。Suddenlyherfaceturnedscarlet,andthenbecameofadeadlywhite。ShelookedatMolly,asiftogaincouragefromthestrongserenecountenance。

  ’Itmeans—mamma,Imayaswelltellyouatonce—MrHendersonofferedtomewhileIwasinLondon,andIrefusedhim。’

  ’Refusedhim—andyounevertoldme,butletmehearitbychance!

  Really,Cynthia,Ithinkyou’reveryunkind。AndpraywhatmadeyourefuseMrHenderson?Suchafineyoungman,—andsuchagentleman!Youruncletoldmehehadaverygoodprivatefortunebesides。’

  ’Mamma,doyouforgetthatIhavepromisedtomarryRogerHamley?’saidCynthiaquietly。

  ’No!ofcourseIdon’t—howcanI,withMollyalwaysdinningtheword\"engagement\"intomyears?Butreally,whenoneconsidersalltheuncertainties,—andafterallitwasnotadistinctpromise,—heseemedalmostasifhemighthavelookedforwardtosomethingofthissort。’

  ’Ofwhatsort,mamma?’saidCynthiasharply。

  ’Why,ofamoreeligibleoffer。Hemusthaveknownyoumightchangeyourmind,andmeetwithsomeoneyoulikedbetter:solittleasyouhadseenoftheworld。’Cynthiamadeanimpatientmovement,asiftostophermother。

  ’IneversaidIlikedhimbetter,—howcanyoutalkso,mamma?I’mgoingtomarryRoger,andthere’sanendofit。Iwillnotbespokentoaboutitagain。’Shegotupandlefttheroom。

  ’GoingtomarryRoger!That’sallveryfine。Butwhoistoguaranteehiscomingbackalive!Andifhedoes,whathavetheytomarryupon,I

  shouldliketoknow?Idon’twishhertohaveacceptedMrHenderson,thoughIamsureshelikedhim;andtrueloveoughttohaveitscourse,andnotbethwarted;butsheneednothavequitefinallyrefusedhimuntil—well,untilwehadseenhowmattersturnout。SuchaninvalidasIamtoo!Ithasgivenmequiteapalpitationattheheart。IdocallitquiteunfeelingofCynthia。’

  ’Certainly,’beganMolly;butthensherememberedthatherstepmotherwasfarfromstrong,andunabletobearaprotestinfavouroftherightcoursewithoutirritation。Soshechangedherspeechintoasuggestionofremediesforpalpitation;andcurbedherimpatiencetospeakoutherindignationatthecontemplatedfalsehoodtoRoger。Butwhentheywerealone,andCynthiabeganuponthesubject,Mollywaslessmerciful。Cynthiasaid,—

  ’Well,Molly,andnowyouknowall!I’vebeenlongingtotellyou—

  andyetsomehowIcouldnot。’

  ’IsupposeitwasarepetitionofMrCoxe,’saidMollygravely。’Youwereagreeable,—andhetookitforsomethingmore。’

  ’Idon’tknow,’sighedCynthia。’ImeanIdon’tknowifIwasagreeableornot。Hewasverykind—verypleasant—butIdidnotexpectitalltoendasitdid。However,itisofnousethinkingofit。’

  ’No!’saidMolly,simply;fortohermindthepleasantestandkindestpersonintheworldputincomparisonwithRogerwasasnothing;hestoodbyhimself。Cynthia’snextwords,—andtheydidnotcomeverysoon,—

  wereonquiteadifferentsubject,andspokeninratherapettishtone。

  Nordidshealludeagaininjestingsadnesstoherlateeffortsatvirtue。

  InalittlewhileMrsGibsonwasabletoaccepttheoften—repeatedinvitationfromtheTowerstogoandstaythereforadayortwo。LadyHarriettoldherthatitwouldbeakindnesstoLadyCumnortocomeandbearhercompanyinthelifeofseclusionthelatterwasstillcompelledtolead;andMrsGibsonwasflatteredandgratifiedwithadimunconscioussenseofbeingreallywanted,notmerelydeludingherselfintoapleasingfiction。LadyCumnorwasinthatstateofconvalescencecommontomanyinvalids。Thespringoflifehadbegunagaintoflow,andwiththeflowreturnedtheolddesiresandprojectsandplans,whichhadallbecomemeremattersofindifferenceduringtheworstpartofherillness。Butasyetherbodilystrengthwasnotsufficienttobeanagenttoherenergeticmind,andthedifficultyofdrivingtheill—matchedpairofbodyandwill—oneweakandlanguid,theotherstrongandstern,—madeherladyshipoftenveryirritable。MrsGibsonherselfwasnotquitestrongenoughfora’souffre—douleur;\"

  andthevisittotheTowerswasnot,onthewhole,quitesohappyaoneasshehadanticipated。LadyCuxhavenandLadyHarriet,eachawareoftheirmother’sstateofhealthandtemper,butonlyalludingtoitasslightlyaswasabsolutelynecessaryintheirconversationswitheachother,tookcarenottoleave’Clare’toolongwithLadyCumnor;butseveraltimeswhenoneortheotherwenttorelieveguardtheyfoundClareintears,andLadyCumnorholdingforthonsomepointonwhichshehadbeenmeditatingduringthesilenthoursofherillness,andonwhichsheseemedtoconsiderherselfborntosettheworldtorights。MrsGibsonwasalwaysapttoconsidertheseremarksasaddressedwithapersonaldirectionatsomeerrorofherown,anddefendedthefaultinquestionwithasenseofpropertyinit,whateveritmighthappentobe。ThesecondandthelastdayofherstayattheTowers,LadyHarrietcamein,andfoundhermotherharanguinginanexcitedtoneofvoice,andClarelookingsubmissiveandmiserableandoppressed。

  ’What’sthematter,dearmamma?Arenotyoutiringyourselfwithtalking?’

  ’No,notatall!Iwasonlyspeakingofthefollyofpeopledressingabovetheirstation。IbeganbytellingClareofthefashionsofmygrandmother’sdays,wheneveryclasshadasortofcostumeofitsown,—andservantsdidnotapetradespeople,nortradespeopleprofessionalmen,andsoon,—andwhatmustthefoolishwomandobutbegintojustifyherowndress,asifIhadbeenaccusingher,oreventhinkingaboutheratall。Suchnonsense!Really,Clare,yourhusbandhasspoiltyousadly,ifyoucan’tlistentoanyonewithoutthinkingtheyarealludingtoyou!Peoplemayflatterthemselvesjustasmuchbythinkingthattheirfaultsarealwayspresenttootherpeople’sminds,asiftheybelievethattheworldisalwayscontemplatingtheirindividualcharmsandvirtues。’

  ’Iwastold,LadyCumnor,thatthissilkwasreducedinprice。IboughtitatWaterlooHouse’aftertheseasonwasover,’saidMrsGibson,touchingtheveryhandsomegownsheworeindeprecationofLadyCumnor’sangryvoice,andblunderingontotheverysourceofirritation。

  ’Again,Clare!HowoftenmustItellyouIhadnothoughtofyouoryourgowns,orwhethertheycostmuchorlittle;yourhusbandhastopayforthem,anditishisconcernifyouspendmoreonyourdressthanyououghttodo。’

  ’Itwasonlyfiveguineasforthewholedress,’pleadedMrsGibson。

  ’Andveryprettyitis,’saidLadyHarriet,stoopingtoexamineit,andsohopingtosoothethepooraggrievedwoman。ButLadyCumnorwenton,—

  ’No!yououghttohaveknownmebetterbythistime。WhenIthinkathingIsayitout。Idon’tbeataboutthebush。Iusestraightforwardlanguage。IwilltellyouwhereIthinkyouhavebeeninfault,Clare,ifyouliketoknow。’Likeitornot,theplain—speakingwascomingnow。

  ’Youhavespoiltthatgirlofyourstillshedoesnotknowherownmind。

  ShehasbehavedabominablytoMrPreston;anditisallinconsequenceofthefaultsinhereducation。Youhavemuchtoanswerfor。’

  ’Mamma,mamma!’saidLadyHarriet,’MrPrestondidnotwishitspokenabout。’AndatthesamemomentMrsGibsonexclaimed,’Cynthia—MrPreston!’

  insuchatoneofsurprise,thatifLadyCumnorhadbeeninthehabitofobservingtherevelationsmadebyotherpeople’stonesandvoices,shewouldhavefoundoutthatMrsGibsonwasignorantoftheaffairtowhichshewasalluding。

  ’AsforMrPreston’swishes,IdonotsupposeIamboundtoregardthemwhenIfeelitmydutytoreproveerror,’saidLadyCumnorloftilytoLadyHarriet。’And,Clare,doyoumeantosaythatyouarenotawarethatyourdaughterhasbeen。engagedtoMrPrestonforsometime—years,Ibelieve,—andhasatlastchosentobreakitoff,—andhasusedtheGibsongirl—Iforgethername,—asacat’s—paw,andmadebothherandherselfthetown’stalk—thebuttforallthegossipofHollingford?IrememberwhenIwasyoungtherewasagirlcalledJiltingJessy。You’llhavetowatchoveryouryounglady,orshewillgetsomesuchname。Ispeaktoyoulikeafriend,Clare,whenItellyouit’smyopinionthatgirlofyourswillgetherselfintosomemoremischiefyetbeforeshe’ssafelymarried。NotthatIcareonestrawforMrPreston’sfeelings。Idon’tevenknowifhe’sgotfeelingsornot;butIknowwhatisbecominginayoungwoman,andjiltingisnot。Andnowyoumaybothgoaway,andsendBradleytome,forI’mtired,andwanttohavealittlesleep。’

  ’Indeed,LadyCumnor—willyoubelieveme?—IdonotthinkCynthiawaseverengagedtoMrPreston。Therewasanoldflirtation。Iwasafraid——’

  ’RingthebellforBradley,’saidLadyCumnor,wearily:hereyesclosed。

  LadyHarriethadtoomuchexperienceofhermother’smoodsnottoleadMrsGibsonawayalmostbymainforce,sheprotestingallthewhilethatshedidnotthinktherewasanytruthinthestatement,thoughitwasdearLadyCumnorthatsaidit。

  Onceinherownroom,LadyHarrietsaid,’Now,Clare,I’lltellyouallaboutit;andIthinkyou’llhavetobelieveit,foritwasMrPrestonhimselfwhotoldme。IheardofagreatcommotioninHollingfordaboutMrPreston;andImethimridingout,andaskedhimwhatitwasallabout;

  hedidnotwanttospeakaboutit,evidently。Nomandoes,Isuppose,whenhe’sbeenjilted;andhemadebothpapaandmepromisenottotell;butpapadid—andthat’swhatmammahasforafoundation;yousee,areallygoodone。’

  ’ButCynthiaisengagedtoanotherman—shereallyis。Andanother—averygoodmatchindeed—hasjustbeenofferingtoherinLondon。MrPrestonisalwaysattherootofmischief。’

  ’Nay!IdothinkinthiscaseitmustbethatprettyMissCynthiaofyourswhohasdrawnononemantobeengagedtoher,—nottosaytwo,—andanothertomakeheranoffer。Ican’tendureMrPreston,butIthinkit’sratherhardtoaccusehimofhavingcalleduptherivals,whoare,Isuppose,theoccasionofhisbeingjilted。’

  ’Idon’tknow;Ialwaysfeelasifheowedmeagrudge,andmenhavesomanywaysofbeingspiteful。YoumustacknowledgethatifhehadnotmetyouIshouldnothavehaddearLadyCumnorsoangrywithme。’

  ’SheonlywantedtowarnyouaboutCynthia。Mammahasalwaysbeenveryparticularaboutherowndaughters。Shehasbeenverysevereontheleastapproachtoflirting,andMarywillbelikeher!’

  ’ButCynthiawillflirt,andIcan’thelpit。Sheisnotnoisy,orgiggling;

  sheisalwaysalady—thateverybodymustown。Butshehasawayofattractingmen,shemusthaveinheritedfromme,Ithink。’Andhereshesmiledfaintly,andwouldnothaverejectedaconfirmatorycompliment,butnonecame。’However,Iwillspeaktoher;Iwillgettothebottomofthewholeaffair。PraytellLadyCumnorthatithassoflutteredmethewayshespoke,aboutmydressandall。Anditonlycostfiveguineasafterall,reducedfromeight!’

  ’Well,nevermindnow。Youarelookingverymuchflushed;quitefeverish!

  Ileftyoutoolonginmamma’shotroom。Butdoyouknowsheissomuchpleasedtohaveyouhere?’AndsoLadyCumnorreallywas,inspiteofthecontinuallectureswhichshegave’Clare,’andwhichpoorMrsGibsonturnedunderashelplesslyasthetypicalworm。Stillitwassomethingtohaveacountesstoscoldher;andthatpleasurewouldendurewhentheworrywaspast。AndthenLadyHarrietpettedhermorethanusualtomakeupforwhatshehadtogothroughintheconvalescent’sroom;andLadyCuxhaventalkedsensetoher,withdashesofscienceanddeepthoughtintermixed,whichwasveryflattering,althoughgenerallyunintelligible;andLordCumnor,good—natured,good—tempered,kind,andliberal,wasfullofgratitudetoherforherkindnessincomingtoseeLadyCumnor,andhisgratitudetookthetangibleshapeofahaunchofvenison,tosaynothingoflessergame。WhenshelookedbackuponhervisitasshedrovehomeinthesolitarygrandeuroftheTowers’carriage,therehadbeenbutonegreatenduringrub—LadyCumnor’scrossness—andshechosetoconsiderCynthiaasthecauseofthat,insteadofseeingthetruth,whichhadbeensooftensetbeforeherbythemembersofherladyship’sfamily,thatittookitsorigininherstateofhealth。MrsGibsondidnotexactlymeantovisitthisonediscomfortuponCynthia,nordidshequitemeantoupbraidherdaughterforconductasyetunexplained,andwhichmighthavesomejustification;

  but,findingherquietlysittinginthedrawing—room,shesatedowndespondinglyinherownlittleeasychair,andinreplytoCynthia’squick,pleasantgreetingof,—

  ’Well,mamma,howareyou?Wedidnotexpectyousoearly!Letmetakeoffyourbonnetandshawl!’shereplieddolefully,—

  ’IthasnotbeensuchahappyvisitthatIshouldwishtoprolongit。’

  Hereyeswerefixedonthecarpet,andherfacewasasirresponsivetothewelcomeofferedasshecouldmakeit。

  ’Whathasbeenthematter?’askedCynthia,inallgoodfaith。

  ’You!Cynthia—you!IlittlethoughtwhenyouwerebornhowIshouldhavetobeartohearyouspokenabout。’

  Cynthiathrewbackherhead,andangrylightcameintohereyes。

  ’Whatbusinesshavetheywithme?Howcametheytotalkaboutmeinanyway?’

  ’Everybodyistalkingaboutyou;itisnowondertheyare。LordCumnorissuretohearabouteverythingalways。Youshouldtakemorecareaboutwhatyoudo,Cynthia,ifyoudon’tlikebeingtalkedabout。’

  ’Itratherdependsuponwhatpeoplesay,’saidCynthia,affectingalightnesswhichshedidnotfeel;forshehadaprovisionofwhatwascoming。

  ’Well!Idon’tlikeit,atanyrate。Itisnotpleasanttometohearfirstofmydaughter’smisdoingsfromLadyCumnor,andthentobelecturedabouther,andherflirting,andherjilting,asifIhadhadanythingtodowithit。Icanassureyouithasquitespoiltmyvisit。No!don’ttouchmyshawl。WhenIgotomyroomIcantakeitmyself。’

  Cynthiawasbroughttobay,andsatedown;remainingwithhermother,whokeptsighingostentatiouslyfromtimetotime。

  ’Wouldyoumindtellingmewhattheysaid?Ifthereareaccusationsabroadagainstme,itisaswellIshouldknowwhattheyare。Here’sMolly’

  (asthegirlenteredtheroom,freshfromamorning’swalk)。’Molly,mammahascomebackfromtheTowers,andmylordandmyladyhavebeendoingmethehonourtotalkovermycrimesandmisdemeanors,andIamaskingmammawhattheyhavesaid。Idon’tsetupformorevirtuethanotherpeople,butIcan’tmakeoutwhatanearlandacountesshavetodowithpoorlittleme。’

  ’Itwasnotforyoursake!’saidMrsGibson。’Itwasformine。Theyfeltforme,foritisnotpleasanttohaveone’schild’snameineverybody’smouth。’

  ’AsIsaidbefore,thatdependsuponhowitisineverybody’smouth。

  IfIweregoingtomarryLordHollingford,Imakenodoubteveryonewouldbetalkingaboutme,andneitheryounorIshouldminditintheleast。’

  ’ButthisisnomarriagewithLordHollingford,soitisnonsensetotalkasifitwas。Theysayyou’vegoneandengagedyourselftoMrPreston,andnowrefusetomarryhim;andtheycallthatjilting。’

  ’Doyouwishmetomarryhim,mamma?’askedCynthia,herfaceinaflame,hereyescastdown。Mollystoodby,veryhot,notfullyunderstandingit;

  andonlykeptwhereshewasbythehopeofcominginassweetenerorpeacemaker,orhelperofsomekind。

  ’No,’saidMrsGibson,evidentlydiscomfitedbythequestion。’OfcourseIdon’t;youhavegoneandentangledyourselfwithRogerHamley,averyworthyyoungman;butnobodyknowswhereheis,andifhe’sdeadoralive;

  andhehasnotapennyifheisalive。’

  ’Ibegyourpardon。Iknowthathehassomefortunefromhismother;

  itmaynotbemuch,butheisnotpenniless;andheissuretoearnfameandgreatreputation,andwithitmoneywillcome,’saidCynthia。

  ’You’veentangledyourselfwithhim,andyou’vedonesomethingofthesortwithMrPreston,andgotyourselfintosuchanimbroglio’(MrsGibsoncouldnothavesaid’mess’fortheworld,althoughthewordwaspresenttohermind),’thatwhenareallyeligiblepersoncomesforward—handsome,agreeable,andquitethegentleman—andagoodprivatefortuneintothebargain,youhavetorefusehim。You’llendasanoldmaid,Cynthia,anditwillbreakmyheart。’

  ’IdaresayIshall,’saidCynthia,quietly。’IsometimesthinkIamthekindofpersonofwhicholdmaidsaremade!’Shespokeseriously,andalittlesadly。

  MrsGibsonbeganagain。’Idon’twanttoknowyoursecretsaslongastheyaresecrets;butwhenallthetownistalkingaboutyou,IthinkI

  oughttobetold。’

  ’But,mamma,IdidnotknowIwassuchasubjectofconversation;andevennowIcan’tmakeouthowithascomeabout。’

  ’NomorecanI。Ionlyknowthattheysayyou’vebeenengagedtoMrPreston,andoughttohavemarriedhim,andthatIcan’thelpit,ifyoudidnotchoose,anymorethanIcouldhavehelpedyourrefusingMrHenderson;

  andyetIamconstantlyblamedforyourmisconduct。Ithinkit’sveryhard。’

  MrsGibsonbegantocry。Justthenherhusbandcamein。

  ’Youhere,mydear!Welcomeback,’saidhe,cominguptohercourteously,andkissinghercheek。’Why,what’sthematter?Tears?’andheheartilywishedhimselfawayagain。

  ’Yes!’saidshe,raisingherselfup,andclutchingaftersympathyofanykind,atanyprice。’I’mcomehomeagain,andI’mtellingCynthiahowLadyCumnorhasbeensocrosstome,andallthroughher。DidyouknowshehadgoneandengagedherselftoMrPreston,andthenbrokenitoff?

  Everybodyistalkingaboutit,andtheyknowitupattheTowers。’

  ForonemomenthiseyesmetMolly’s,andhecomprehendeditall。Hemadehislipsupintoawhistle,butnosoundcame。CynthiahadquitelostherdefiantmannersincehermotherhadspokentoMrGibson。Mollysatedownbyher。

  ’Cynthia,’saidhe,veryseriously。

  ’Yes!’sheanswered,softly。

  ’Isthistrue?Ihadheardsomethingofitbefore—notmuch;butthereisscandalenoughabouttomakeitdesirablethatyoushouldhavesomeprotector—somefriendwhoknowsthewholetruth。’

  Noanswer。Atlastshesaid,’Mollyknowsitall。’

  MrsGibson,too,hadbeenawedintosilencebyherhusband’sgravemanner,andshedidnotliketogiveventtothejealousthoughtinhermindthatMollyhadknownthesecretofwhichshewasignorant。MrGibsonrepliedtoCynthiawithsomesternness,—

  ’Yes!IknowthatMollyknowsitall,andthatshehashadtobearslanderandillwordsforyoursake,Cynthia。Butsherefusedtotellmemore。’

  ’Shetoldyouthatmuch,didshe?’saidCynthia,aggrieved。

  ’Icouldnothelpit,’saidMolly。

  ’Shedidnotnameyourname,’saidMrGibson。’AtthetimeIbelieveshethoughtshehadconcealedit—buttherewasnomistakingwhoitwas。’

  ’Whydidshespeakaboutitatall?’saidCynthia,withsomebitterness。

  Hertone—herquestionstirredupMrGibson’spassion。

  ’Itwasnecessaryforhertojustifyherselftome—Iheardmydaughter’sreputationattackedfortheprivatemeetingsshehadgiventoMrPreston—Icametoherforanexplanation。Thereisnoneedtobeungenerous,Cynthia,becauseyouhavebeenaflirtandajilteventothedegreeofdraggingMolly’snamedownintothesamemire。’

  Cynthialiftedherbowed—downhead,andlookedathim。

  ’Yousaythatofme,MrGibson。Notknowingwhatthecircumstancesare,yousaythat!’

  Hehadspokentoostrongly:heknewit。Buthecouldnotbringhimselftoownitjustatthatmoment。ThethoughtofhissweetinnocentMolly,whohadbornesomuchpatiently,preventedanyretractationofhiswordsatthetime。

  ’Yes!’hesaid,’Idosayit。Youcannottellwhatevilconstructionsareputuponactionseversoslightlybeyondtheboundsofmaidenlypropriety。

  IdosaythatMollyhashadagreatdealtobear,inconsequenceofthisclandestineengagementofyours,Cynthia—theremaybeextenuatingcircumstances,Iacknowledge—butyouwillneedtorememberthemalltoexcuseyourconducttoRogerHamley,whenhecomeshome。Iaskedyoutotellmethefulltruth,inorderthatuntilhecomes,andhasalegalrighttoprotectyou,Imaydoso。’Noanswer。’Itcertainlyrequiresexplanation,’continuedhe。’Hereareyou,—engagedtotwomenatoncetoallappearances!’Stillnoanswer。

  ’Tobesure,thegossipsofthetownhavenotyetpickedoutthefactofRogerHamley’sbeingyouracceptedlover;butscandalhasbeenrestingonMolly,andoughttohaverestedonyou,Cynthia—foraconcealedengagementtoMrPreston—necessitatingmeetingsinallsortsofplacesunknowntoyourfriends。’

  ’Papa,’saidMolly,’ifyouknewallyouwouldnotspeaksotoCynthia。

  Iwishshewouldtellyouherselfallthatshehastoldme。’

  ’Iamreadytohearwhatevershehastosay,’saidhe。ButCynthiasaid,—

  ’No!youhaveprejudgedme;youhavespokentomeasyouhadnorighttospeak。Irefusetogiveyoumyconfidence,oracceptyourhelp。Peopleareverycrueltome’—hervoicetrembledforamoment,—’Ididnotthinkyouwouldhavebeen。ButIcanbearit。’

  Andthen,inspiteofMolly,whowouldhavedetainedherbyforce,shetoreherselfaway,andhastilylefttheroom。

  ’Oh,papa!’saidMolly,crying,andclingingtohim,’doletmetellyouall。’AndthenshesuddenlyrecollectedtheawkwardnessoftellingsomeofthedetailsofthestorybeforeMrsGibson,andstoppedshort。

  ’Ithink,MrGibson,youhavebeenveryveryunkindtomypoorfatherlesschild,’saidMrsGibson,emergingfrombehindherpocket—handkerchief。

  ’Ionlywishherpoorfatherhadbeenalive,andallthiswouldneverhavehappened。’

  ’Veryprobably。StillIcannotseeofwhateithersheoryouhavetocomplain。Inasmuchaswecould,Iandminehaveshelteredher;Ihavelovedher;Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild—aswellasMolly,Idonotpretendtodo。’

  ’That’sit,MrGibson!youdonottreatherlikeyourownchild。’ButinthemidstofthiswrangleMollystoleout,andwentinsearchofCynthia。

  Shethoughtsheboreanolive—branchofhealinginthesoundofherfather’sjustspokenwords:’Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild。’

  ButCynthiawaslockedintoherroom,andrefusedtoopenthe’door。

  ’Opentome,please,’pleadedMolly。’Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou—Iwanttoseeyou—doopen!’

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