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  CHAPTERXLIIICYNTHIA’SCONFESSION

  ’YousaidImightcome,’saidMolly,’andthatyouwouldtellmeall。’

  ’Youknowall,Ithink,’saidCynthiaheavily。’Perhapsyoudon’tknowwhatexcusesIhave,butatanyrateyouknowwhatascrapeIamin。’

  ’I’vebeenthinkingagreatdeal,’saidMollytimidlyanddoubtfully。

  ’AndIcan’thelpfancyingifyoutoldpapa——’

  Beforeshecouldgoon,Cynthiahadstoodup。

  ’No!’saidshe。’ThatIwon’t。UnlessI’mtoleavehereatonce。AndyouknowIhavenotanotherplacetogoto—withoutwarningImean。I

  daresaymyunclewouldtakemein,he’sarelation,andwouldbeboundtostandbymeinwhateverdisgraceImightbe;orperhapsImightgetagoverness’ssituation;aprettygovernessIshouldbe!’

  ’Fray,please,Cynthia,don’tgooffintosuchwildtalking。Idon’tbelieveyou’vedonesoverywrong。Yousayyouhavenot,andIbelieveyou。Thathorridmanhasmanagedtogetyouinvolvedinsomeway;butI’msurepapacouldsetittorights,ifyouwouldonlymakeafriendofhimandtellhimall——’

  ’No,Molly,’saidCynthia,’Ican’t,andthere’sanendofit。Youmayifyoulike,onlyletmeleavethehousefirst;givemethatmuchtime。’

  ’YouknowIwouldnevertellanythingyouwishedmenottotell,Cynthia,’

  saidMolly,deeplyhurt。

  ’Wouldyounot,darling?’saidCynthia,takingherhand。’Willyoupromisemethat?quiteasacredpromise?—foritwouldbesuchacomforttometotellyouall,nowyouknowsomuch。’

  ’Yes!I’llpromisenottotell。Youshouldnothavedoubtedme,’saidMolly,stillalittlesorrowfully。

  ’Verywell。Itrusttoyou。IknowImay。’

  ’Butdothinkoftellingpapa,andgettinghimtohelpyou,’perseveredMolly。

  ’Never,’saidCynthiaresolutely,butmorequietlythanbefore。’DoyouthinkIforgetwhathesaidatthetimeofthatwretchedMrCoxe;howseverehewas,andhowlongIwasindisgrace,ifindeedI’moutofitnow?Iamoneofthosepeople,asmammasayssometimes—Icannotlivewithpersonswhodon’tthinkwellofme。Itmaybeaweakness,orasin,IamsureIdon’tknowandIdon’tcare;butIreallycannotbehappyinthesamehousewithanyonewhoknowsmyfaults,andthinksthattheyaregreaterthanmymerits。Nowyouknowyourfatherwoulddothat。Ihaveoftentoldyouthathe(andyoutoo,Molly,)hadahigherstandardthanIhadeverknown。Oh,Icouldnotbearit—ifheweretoknowhewouldbesoangrywithme—hewouldnevergetoverit,andIhavesolikedhim!

  Idosolikehim。’

  ’Well,nevermind,dear;heshallnotknow,’saidMolly,forCynthiawasagainbecominghysterical,—’atleastwe’llsaynomoreaboutitnow。’

  ’Andyou’llneversayanymore—never—promiseme,’saidCynthia,takingherhandeagerly。

  ’Nevertillyougivemeleave。NowdoletmeseeifIcannothelpyou。

  Liedownonthebed,andIwillsitbyyou,andletustalkitover。’

  ButCypthiasatedownagaininthechairbythedressing—table。

  ’Whendiditallbegin?’saidMolly,afteralongpauseofsilence。

  ’Longago—fourorfiveyears。Iwassuchachildtobeleftalltomyself。Itwastheholidays,andmammawasawayvisiting,andtheDonaldsonsaskedmetogowiththemtotheWorcesterFestival。Youcan’tfancyhowpleasantitallsounded,especiallytome。IhadbeenshutupinthatgreatdrearyhouseatAshcombe,wheremammahadherschool;itbelongedtoLordCumnor,andMrPrestonashisagenthadtoseeitallpaintedandpapered;

  butbesidesthathewasveryintimatewithus:Ibelievemammathought—no,I’mnotsureaboutthat,andIhaveenoughblametolayatherdoor,topreventmytellingyouanythingthatmaybeonlyfancy——’

  Thenshepaused,andsatestillforaminuteortwo,recallingthepast。

  Mollywasstruckbytheagedandcarewornexpressionwhichhadtakentemporaryholdofthebrilliantandbeautifulface;shecouldseefromthathowmuchCynthiamusthavesufferedfromthishiddentroubleofhers。

  ’Well!atany,ratewewereintimatewithhim,andhecameagreatdealaboutthehouse,andknewasmuchasanyoneofmamma’saffairs,andalltheinsandoutsofherlife。I’mtellingyouthatinorderthatyoumayunderstandhownaturalitwasformetoanswerhisquestionswhenhecameonedayandfoundme,notcrying,foryouknowI’mnotmuchgiventothat,inspiteofto—day’sexposureofmyself;butfrettingandfumingbecause,thoughmammahadwrittenwordImightgowiththeDonaldsons,shehadneversaidhowIwastogetanymoneyforthejourney,muchlessforanythingofdress,andIhadoutgrownallmylastyear’sfrocks,andasforglovesandboots—inshort,Ireallyhadhardlyclothesdecentenoughforchurch——’

  ’Whydidnotyouwritetoherandtellherallthis?’saidMolly,halfafraidofappearingtocastblamebyherverynaturalquestion。

  ’IwishIhadherlettertoshowyou;youmusthaveseensomeofmamma’sletters,though;don’tyouknowhowshealwaysseemstoleaveoutjusttheimportantpointofeveryfact?Inthiscaseshedescantedlargelyontheenjoymentshewashaving,andthekindnessshewasreceiving,andherwishthatIcouldhavebeenwithher,andhergladnessthatItoowasgoingtohavesomepleasure,buttheonlythingthatwouldhavebeenofrealusetomesheleftout,andthatwaswhereshewasgoingtonext。Shementionedthatshewasleavingthehouseshewasstoppingatthedayaftershewrote,andthatsheshouldbeathomebyacertaindate;butIgottheletteronaSaturday,andthefestivalbeganonthenextTuesday——’

  ’PoorCynthia!’saidMolly。’Still,ifyouhadwritten,yourlettermighthavebeenforwarded。Idon’tmeantobehard,onlyIdosodislikethethoughtofyoureverhavingmadeafriendofthatman。’

  ’Ah!’saidCynthia,sighing。’Howeasyitistojudgerightlyafteroneseeswhatevilcomesfromjudgingwrongly:Iwasonlyayounggirl,hardlymorethanachild,andhewasafriendtousthen;exceptingmamma,theonlyfriendIknew;theDonaldsonswereonlykindandgood—naturedacquaintances。’

  ’Iamsorry,’saidMollyhumbly,’Ihavebeensohappywithpapa。I

  hardlycanunderstandhowdifferentitmusthavebeenwithyou。’

  ’Different!Ishouldthinkso。Theworryaboutmoneymademesickofmylife。Wemightnotsaywewerepoor,itwouldhaveinjuredtheschool,butIwouldhavestintedandstarvedifmammaandIhadgotonashappilytogetheraswemighthavedone—asyouandMrGibsondo。Itwasnotthepoverty;itwasthatsheneverseemedtocaretohavemewithher。Assoonastheholidayscameround,shewasofftosomegreathouseoranother,andIdaresayIwasataveryawkwardagetohavemeloungingaboutinherdrawing—roomwhencallerscame。GirlsattheageIwasthenaresoterriblykeenatscentingoutmotives,andputtingintheirawkwardquestionsastothelittletwistingsandtwirlingsandvanishingsofconversation;

  they’venodistinctnotionofwhatarethetruthsandfalsehoodsofpolitelife。AtanyrateIwasverymuchinmamma’sway,andIfeltit。MrPrestonseemedtofeelittooforme;andIwasverygratefultohimforkindwordsandsympatheticlooks—crumbsofkindnesswhichwouldhavedroppedunderyourtableunnoticed。Sothisday,whenhecametoseehowtheworkmenweregettingon,hefoundmeinthedesertedschoolroom,lookingatmyfadedsummerbonnetandsomeoldribbonsIhadbeenspongingout,andhalf—worn—outgloves—asortofrag—fairspreadoutonthedealtable。Iwasinaregularpassionwithonlylookingatthatshabbiness。HesaidhewassogladtohearIwasgoingtothisfestivalwiththeDonaldsons;oldBetty,ourservant,hadtoldhimthenews,Ibelieve。ButIwassoperplexedaboutmoney,andmyvanitywassoputoutaboutmyshabbydress,thatIwasinapet,andsaidIshouldnotgo。Hesatedownonthetable,andlittlebylittlehemademetellhimallmytroubles。Idosometimesthinkhewasveryniceinthosedays。SomehowIneverfeltasifitwaswrongorfoolishoranythingtoaccepthisofferofmoneyatthetime。Hehadtwentypoundsinhispocket,hesaid,andreallydidnotknowwhat。todowithit,shouldnotwantitformonths;Icouldrepayit,orrathermammacould,whenitsuitedher。

  ShemusthaveknownIshouldwantmoney,andmostlikelythoughtIshouldapplytohim。Twentypoundswouldnotbetoomuch,Imusttakeitall,andsoon。Iknew,atleastIthoughtIknew,thatIshouldneverspendtwentypounds;butIthoughtIcouldgivehimbackwhatIdidnotwant,andso—well,thatwasthebeginning!Itdoesnotsoundsoverywrong,doesit,Molly?’

  ’No,’saidMolly,hesitatingly。Shedidnotwishtomakeherselfintoahardjudge,andyetshedidsodislikeMrPreston。Cynthiawenton,—

  ’Well,whatwithbootsandgloves,andabonnetandamantle,andawhitemuslingown,whichwasmadeformebeforeIleftontheTuesday,andasilkgownthatfollowedtotheDonaldsons’,andmyjourneys,andall,therewasverylittleleftofthetwentypounds,especiallywhenI

  foundImustgetaball—dressinWorcester,forwewerealltogototheBall。MrsDonaldsongavememyticket,butsheratherlookedgraveatmyideaofgoingtotheBallinmywhitemuslin,whichIhadalreadyworntwoeveningsattheirhouse。Ohdear!howpleasantitmustbetoberich!

  Youknow,’continuedCynthia,smilingaverylittle,’Ican’thelpbeingawarethatIampretty,andthatpeopleadmiremeverymuch。IfounditoutfirstattheDonaldsons’。IbegantothinkIdidlookprettyinmyfinenewclothes,andIsawthatotherpeoplethoughtsotoo。Iwascertainlythebelleofthehouse,anditwasverypleasanttofeelmypower。ThelastdayortwoofthatgayweekMrPrestonjoinedourparty。ThelasttimehehadseenmewaswhenIwasdressedinshabbyclothestoosmallforme,half—cryinginmysolitude,neglectedandpenniless。AttheDonaldsons’

  Iwasalittlequeen;andasIsaid,finefeathersmakefinebirds,allthepeopleweremakingmuchofme;andatthatball,whichwasthefirstnighthecame,IhadmorepartnersthanIknewwhattodowith。Isupposehereallydidfallinlovewithmethen。Idon’tthinkhehaddonesobefore。

  AndthenIbegantofeelhowawkwarditwastobeinhisdebt。IcouldnotgivemyselfairstohimasIdidtoothers。Oh!itwassoawkwardanduncomfortable!ButIlikedhim,andfelthimasafriendallthetime。

  ThelastdayIwaswalkinginthegardenalongwiththeothers,andIthoughtIwouldtellhimhowmuchIhadenjoyedmyself,andhowhappyIhadbeen,allthankstohistwentypounds(IwasbeginningtofeellikeCinderellawhentheclockwasstrikingtwelve),andtotellhimitshouldberepaidtohimassoonaspossible,thoughIturnedsickatthethoughtoftellingmamma,andknewenoughofouraffairstounderstandhowverydifficultitwouldbetomusterupthemoney。Theendofourtalkcameverysoon,foralmosttomyterrorhebegantotalkviolentlovetome,andtobegmetopromisetomarryhim。Iwassofrightened,thatIranawaytotheothers。ButthatnightIgotaletterfromhim,apologizingforstartlingme,renewinghisoffer,hisentreatiesforapromiseofmarriage,tobefulfilledatanydateIwouldpleasetoname—infactamosturgentlove—letter,andinitareferencetomyunluckydebt,whichwastobeadebtnolonger,onlyanadvanceofthemoneytobehereaftermineifonly——Youcanfancyitall,Molly,betterthanIcanrememberittotellityou。’

  ’Andwhatdidyousay?’askedMolly,breathless。

  ’Ididnotansweritatalluntilanotherlettercame,entreatingforareply。Bythattimemammahadcomehome,andtheolddailypressureandplaintofpovertyhadcomeon。MaryDonaldsonwrotetomeoften,singingthepraisesofMrPrestonasenthusiasticallyasifshehadbeenbribedtodoit。Ihadseenhimaverypopularmanintheirset,andIlikedhimwellenough,andfeltgratefultohim。SoIwroteandgavehimmypromisetomarryhimwhenIwastwenty,butitwastobeasecrettillthen。AndItriedtoforgetIhadeverborrowedmoneyofhim,butsomehowassoonasIfeltpledgedtohimIbegantohatehim。Icouldnotendurehiseagernessofgreetingifeverhefoundmealone;andmammabegantosuspect,Ithink。

  Icannottellyoualltheinsandouts,infactIdidnotunderstandthematthetime,andIdon’trememberclearlyhowitallhappenednow。ButIknowthatLadyCuxhavensentmammasomemoneytobeappliedtomyeducationasshecalledit,andmammaseemedverymuchputoutandinverylowspirits,andsheandIdidnotgetonatalltogether。SoofcourseIneverventuredtonamethehatefultwentypoundstoher,butwentontryingtothinkthatifIwastomarryMrPreston,itneedneverbepaid—verymeanandwickedIdaresay,butoh,Molly,I’vebeenpunishedforit,forhowIabhorthatman。’

  ’Butwhy?Whendidyoubegintodislikehim?Youseemtohavetakenitverypassivelyallthistime。’

  ’Idon’tknow。ItwasgrowinguponmebeforeIwenttothatschoolatBoulogne。HemademefeelasifIwasinhispower;andbytoooftenremindingmeofmyengagementtohim,hemademecriticalofhiswordsandways。

  Therewasaninsolenceinhismannertomamma,too。Ah!you’rethinkingthatI’mnottoorespectfuladaughter—andperhapsnot;butIcouldnotbearhiscovertsneersatherfaults,andIhatedhiswayofshowingwhathecalledhis\"love\"forme。Then,afterIhadbeenasemestreatMadameLefevre’s,anewEnglishgirlcame—acousinofhis,whoknewbutlittleofme。Now,Molly,youmustforgetassoonasIhavetoldyouwhatIamgoingtosay—andsheusedtotalkmuchandperpetuallyabouthercousinRobert—hewasthegreatmanofthefamily,evidently—andhowhewassohandsome,andeveryladyofthelandinlovewithhim,—aladyoftitleintothebargain。’

  ’LadyHarriet!Idaresay,’saidMolly,indignantly。

  ’Idon’tknow,’saidCynthia,wearily。’Ididn’tcareatthetime,andIdon’tcarenow;forshewentontosaytherewasaveryprettywidowtoo,whomadedesperatelovetohim。Hehadoftenlaughedwiththematallherlittleadvances,whichshethoughthedidnotseethrough,—and—oh,—andthiswasthemanIhadpromisedtomarry,andgoneintodebtto,andwrittenlove—lettersto。Sonowyouunderstanditall,Molly。’

  ’No,Idon’tyet。Whatdidyoudoonhearinghowhehadspokenaboutyourmother?’

  ’Therewasbutonethingtodo。IwroteandtoldhimIhatedhim,andwouldnever,nevermarryhim,andwouldpayhimbackhismoneyandtheinterestofitassoonaseverIcould。’

  ’Well?’

  ’AndMadameLefevrebroughtmebackmyletter,—unopened,Iwillsay;

  andtoldmethatshedidnotallowletterstogentlementobesentbythepupilsofherestablishmentunlessshehadpreviouslyseentheircontents。

  Itoldherhewasafamilyfriend,theagentwhomanagedmamma’saffairs—Ireallycouldnotstickatthetruth;butshewouldnotletitgo;andIbadtoseeherburnit,andtogivehermypromiseIwouldnotwriteagainbeforeshewouldconsentnottotellmamma。SoIhadtocalmdown,andwaittillIcamehome。’

  ’Butyoudidnotseehimthen;atleast,notforsometime。’

  ’No,butIcouldwrite;andIbegantotryandsaveupmymoneytopayhim。’

  ’Whatdidhesaytoyourletter?’

  ’Oh,atfirsthepretendednottobelieveIcouldbeinearnest;hethoughtitwasonlypique,oratemporaryoffencetobeapologizedforandcoveredoverwithpassionateprotestations。’

  ’Andafterwards?’

  ’Hecondescendedtothreats;and,whatisworse,thenIturnedcoward。

  Icouldnotbeartohaveitallknownandtalkedabout,andmysillylettersshown—oh,suchletters—Icannotbeartothinkofthem,beginning,\"MydearestRobert,\"tothatman——’

  ’But,oh,Cynthia,howcouldyougoandengageyourselftoRoger?’askedMolly。

  ’Whynot?’saidCynthia,sharplyturningrounduponher。’Iwasfree—Iamfree;itseemedawayofassuringmyselfthatIwasquitefree;

  andIdidlikeRoger—itwassuchacomforttobebroughtintocontactwithpeoplewhocouldbereliedupon;andIwasnotastockorastonethatIcouldfailtobetouchedwithhistender,unselfishlove,sodifferenttoMrPreston’s。Iknowyoudon’tthinkmegoodenoughforhim;and,ofcourse,ifallthiscomesout,hewon’tthinkmegoodenougheither’(fallingintoaplaintivetoneverytouchingtohear);’andsometimesIthinkI

  willgivehimup,andgoofftosomefreshlifeamongststrangers;andonceortwiceIhavethoughtIwouldmarryMrPrestonoutofpurerevenge,andhavehimforeverinmypower—onlyIthinkIshouldhavetheworstofit。forheiscruelinhisverysoul—tigerish,withhisbeautifulstripedskinandrelentlessheart。Ihavesobeggedandbeggedhimtoletmegowithoutexposure。’

  ’Nevermindtheexposure,’saidMolly。’Itwillrecoilfarmoreonhimthanharmyou。’

  Cynthiawentalittlepaler。’ButIsaidthingsinthoselettersaboutmamma。Iwasquick—eyedenoughtoallherfaults,andhardlyunderstoodtheforceofhertemptations;andhesayshewillshowthoseletterstoyourfather,unlessIconsenttoacknowledgeourengagement。’

  ’Heshallnot!’saidMolly,risingupinherindignation,andstandingbeforeCynthiaalmostasresolutelyfierceasifshewereintheverypresenceofMrPrestonhimself。’Iamnotafraidofhim。Hedarenotinsultme,orifhedoes,Idonotcare。Iwillaskhimforthoseletters,andseeifhewilldaretorefuseme。’

  ’Youdon’tknowhim,’saidCynthia,shakingherhead。’Hehasmademanyanappointmentwithme,justasifhewouldtakebackthemoney—whichhasbeensealedupreadyforhimthisfourmonths;orasifhewouldgivemebackmyletters。Poor,poorRoger!Howlittlehethinksofallthis。

  WhenIwanttowritewordsoflovetohimIpullmyselfup,forIhavewrittenwordsasaffectionatetothatotherman。AndifMrPrestoneverguessedthatRogerandIwereengagedhewouldmanagetoberevengedonbothhimandmebygivingusasmuchpainashecouldwiththoseunluckyletters—writtenwhenIwasnotsixteen,Molly,—onlysevenofthem!

  Theyarelikeamineundermyfeet,whichmayblowupanyday;anddownwillcomefatherandmotherandall。’Sheendedbitterlyenough,thoughherwordsweresolight。

  ’HowcanIgetthem?’saidMolly,thinking,—’forgetthemIwill。

  Withpapatobackme,hedarenotrefuse。’

  ’Ah!Butthat’sjustthething。HeknowsI’mafraidofyourfather’shearingofitall,morethanofanyoneelse。’

  ’Andyethethinkshelovesyou!’

  ’Itishiswayofloving。Hesaysoftenenoughhedoesnotcarewhathedoessothathegetsmetobehiswife;andthatafterthatheissurehecanmakemelovehim。’Cynthiabegantocry,outofwearinessofbodyanddespairofmind。Molly’sarmswereroundherinaminute,andshepressedthebeautifulheadtoherbosom,andlaidherowncheekuponit,andhushedherupwithlullingwords,justasifCynthiawerealittlechild。

  ’Oh,itissuchacomforttohavetoldyouall!’murmuredshe。AndMollymadereply,—’Iamsurewehaverightonourside;andthatmakesmecertainhemustandshallgiveuptheletters。’

  ’Andtakethemoney?’addedCynthia,liftingherhead,andlookingeagerlyintoMolly’sface。’Hemusttakethemoney。Oh,Molly,youcannevermanageitallwithoutitscomingouttoyourfather!AndIwouldfarrathergoouttoRussiaasagoverness。IalmostthinkIwouldrather—no,notthat,’

  saidshe,shudderingawayfromwhatshewasgoingtosay。’Buthemustnotknow—please,Molly,hemustnotknow。Icouldnotbearit。Idon’tknowwhatImightnotdo。You’llpromisemenevertotellhim,ormamma?’

  ’Ineverwill。YoudonotthinkIwouldforanythingshortofsaving——’Shewasgoingtohavesaid,’savingyouandRogerfrompain。’ButCynthiabrokein,—

  ’Fornothing。Noreasonwhatevermustmakeyoutellyourfather。Ifyoufail,youfail,andIwillloveyouforeverfortrying;butIshallbenoworsethanbefore。Better,indeed;forIshallhavethecomfortofyoursympathy。ButpromisemenottotellMrGibson。’

  ’Ihavepromisedonce,’saidMolly,’butIpromiseagain;sonowdogotobed,andtryandrest。Youarelookingaswhiteasasheet;you’llbeillifyoudon’tgetsomerest;andit’spasttwoo’clock,andyou’reshiveringwithcold。’

  Sotheywishedeachothergood—night。ButwhenMollygotintoherroomallherspiritlefther;andshethrewherselfdownonherbed,dressedasshewas,forshehadnoheartleftforanything。IfRogereverheardofitallbyanychance,shefelthowitwoulddisturbhisloveforCynthia。

  Andyetwasitrighttoconcealitfromhim?ShemusttryandpersuadeCynthiatotellitallstraightouttohimassoonashereturnedtoEngland。

  Afullconfessiononherpartwouldwonderfullylessenanypainhemighthaveonfirsthearingofit。ShelostherselfinthoughtsofRoger—howhewouldfeel,whathewouldsay,howthatmeetingwouldcometopass,wherehewasatthatverytime,andsoon,tillshesuddenlypluckedherselfup,andrecollectedwhatsheherselfhadofferedandpromisedtodo。Nowthatthefirstfervourwasover,shesawthedifficultiesclearly;andtheforemostofallwashowshewastomanagetohaveatête—?têtewithMrPreston?HowhadCynthiamanaged?andthelettersthathadpassedbetweenthemtoo?Unwillingly,MollywascompelledtoperceivethattheremusthavebeenagreatdealofunderhandworkgoingoningbeneathCynthia’sapparentIopennessofbehaviour;andstillmoreunwillinglyshebegantobeafraidthatsheherselfwouldbeledintothepractice。Butshewouldtryandwalkinastraightpath;andifshedidwanderoutofit,itshouldonlybetosavepaintothosewhomsheloved。

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  CHAPTERXLIVMOLLYGIBSONTOTHERESCUE

  Itseemedcuriousenough,afterthestormsofthenight,tomeetinsmoothtranquillityatbreakfast。Cynthiawaspale;butshetalkedasquietlyasusualaboutallmannerofindifferentthings,whileMollysatesilent,watchingandwondering,andbecomingconvincedthatCynthiamusthavegonethroughalongexperienceofconcealingherrealthoughtsandsecrettroublesbeforeshecouldhavebeenabletoputonsuchasemblanceofcomposure。

  AmongthelettersthatcameinthatmorningwasonefromtheLondonKirkpatricks;

  butnotfromHelen,Cynthia’sownparticularcorrespondent。HersisterwrotetoapologizeforHelen,whowasnotwell,shesaid:hadhadtheinfluenza,whichhadleftherveryweakandpoorly。

  ’Lethercomedownhereforchangeofair,’saidMrGibson。’ThecountryatthistimeoftheyearisbetterthanLondon,exceptingwhentheplaceissurroundedbytrees。Nowourhouseiswelldrained,highup,gravelsoil,andI’llundertaketodoctorherfornothing。’

  ’Itwouldbecharming,’saidMrsGibson,rapidlyrevolvinginhermindthechangesnecessaryinherhouseholdeconomybeforereceivingayoungladyaccustomedtosuchahouseholdasMrKirkpatrick’s,andcalculatingtheconsequentinconveniencesinherownmind,weighingthemagainsttheprobableadvantagesevenwhileshespoke。

  ’Shouldnotyoulikeit,Cynthia?andMollytoo。Youtoo,dear,wouldbecomeacquaintedwithoneofthegirls,andIhavenodoubtyouwouldbeaskedbackagain,whichwouldbesoverynice!’

  ’AndIshouldnotlethergo,’saidMrGibson,whohadacquiredanunfortunatefacilityofreadinghiswife’sthoughts。

  ’DearHelen!’wentonMrsGibson,’Ishouldsoliketonurseher,wewouldmakeyourconsulting—roomintoherownprivatesitting—room,mydear。’

  —(Itishardlynecessarytosaythatthescaleshadbeenweigheddownbytheinconveniencesofhavingapersonbehindthescenesforseveralweeks)。’Forwithaninvalidsomuchdependsontranquillity。Inthedrawing—room,forinstance,shemightconstantlybedisturbedbycallers;andthedining—roomisso—sowhatshallIcallit?sodinnery,—thesmellofmealsneverseemstoleaveit;itwouldhavebeendifferentifdearpapahadallowedmetothrowoutthatwindow——’

  ’Whycan’tshehavethedressing—roomforherbed—room,andthelittleroomopeningoutofthedrawing—roomforhersitting—room?’askedMrGibson。

  ’Thelibrary,’forbythisnameMrsGibsonchosetodignifywhathadformerlybeencalledthebook—closet,—’why,itwouldhardlyholdasofa,besidesthebooksandthewriting—table,andtherearedraughtseverywhere。

  No,mydear,wehadbetternotaskheratall,herownhomeiscomfortableatanyrate!’

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