第17章
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  Shesmiled,and,afteralast,longglance,gavemebackthephotographandtheminiature,sayingasshedeliveredthelatter:

  \"Irejoicetoseethatyouarefaithful,Humphrey,andwearthispictureonyourheart,aswellasinit。\"

  \"Thenyoumustbeaveryremarkablewoman,\"saidBickley。

  \"NeverbeforedidIhearoneofyoursexrejoicebecauseamanwasfaithfultosomebodyelse。\"

  \"HasBickleybeendisappointedinhislove—heart,thatheissoangrytouswomen?\"askedYvainnocentlyofme。Then,withoutwaitingforananswer,sheinquiredofhimwhetherhehadbeensuccessfulinhisanalysisoftheLife—water。

  \"HowdoyouknowwhatIwasdoingwiththeLife—water?DidBastintellyou?\"exclaimedBickley。

  \"Bastintoldmenothing,exceptthathewasafraidofthedescenttoNyo;thathehatedNyowhenhereachedit,asindeedI

  do,andthathethoughtthatmyfather,theLordOro,wasadevilorevilspiritfromsomeUnder—worldwhichhecalledhell。\"

  \"Bastinhasanopenheartandanopenmouth,\"saidBickley,\"forwhichIrespecthim。Followhisexampleifyouwill,LadyYva,andtelluswhoandwhatistheLordOro,andwhoandwhatareyou。\"

  \"Havewenotdonesoalready?Ifnot,Iwillrepeat。TheLordOroandIaretwowhohavelivedonfromtheoldtimewhentheworldwasdifferent,andyet,Ithink,thesame。Heisamanandnotagod,andIamawoman。Hispowersaregreatbecauseofhisknowledge,whichhehasgatheredfromhisforefathersandinalifeofathousandyearsbeforehewenttosleep。Hecandothingsyoucannotdo。Thus,hecanpassthroughspaceandtakeotherswithhim,andreturnagain。Hecanlearnwhatishappeninginfar—offpartsoftheworld,ashedidwhenhetoldyouofthewarinwhichyourcountryisconcerned。Hehasterriblepowers;

  forinstance,hecankill,ashekilledthosesavages。Also,heknowsthesecretsoftheearth,and,ifitpleaseshim,canchangeitsturningsothatearthquakeshappenandseabecomesland,andlandsea,andtheplacesthatwerehotgrowcold,andthosethatwerecoldgrowhot。\"

  \"Allofwhichthingshavehappenedmanytimeinthehistoryoftheglobe,\"saidBickley,\"withoutthehelpoftheLordOro。\"

  \"Othershadknowledgebeforemyfather,andothersdoubtlesswillhaveknowledgeafterhim。EvenI,Yva,havesomeknowledge,andknowledgeisstrength。\"

  \"Yes,\"Iinterposed,\"butsuchpowersasyouattributetoyourfatherarenotgiventoman。\"

  \"Youmeantomanasyouknowhim,manlikeBickley,whothinksthathehaslearnedeverythingthatwaseverlearned。Butitisnotso。Hundredsofthousandsofyearsagomenknewmorethanitseemstheydotoday,tentimesmore,astheylivedtentimeslonger,orsoyoutellme。\"

  \"Men?\"Isaid。

  \"Yes,men,notgodsorspirits,astheuninstructednationssupposedthemtobe。Myfatherisamansubjecttothehopesandterrorsofman。Hedesirespowerwhichisambition,andwhentheworldrefusedhisrule,hedestroyedthatpartofitwhichrebelled,whichisrevenge。Moreover,aboveallthingshedreadsdeath,whichisfear。Thatiswhyhesuspendedlifeinhimselfandmefortwohundredandfiftythousandyears,ashisknowledgegavehimstrengthtodo,becausedeathwasnearandhethoughtthatsleepwasbetterthandeath。\"

  \"Whyshouldhedreadtodie,\"askedBickley,\"seeingthatsleepanddeatharethesame?\"

  \"BecausehisknowledgetellshimthatSleepandDeatharenotthesame,asyou,inyourfoolishness,believe,forthereBastiniswiserthanyou。BecauseforallhiswisdomheremainsignorantofwhathappenstomanwhentheLightofLifeisblownoutbythebreathofFate。ThatiswhyhefearstodieandwhyhetalkswithBastinthePreacher,whosayshehasthesecretofthefuture。\"

  \"Anddoyoufeartodie?\"Iasked。

  \"No,Humphrey,\"sheansweredgently。\"BecauseIthinkthatthereisnodeath,and,havingdonenowrong,Idreadnoevil。I

  haddreamswhileIwasasleep,OHumphrey,anditseemedtomethat——\"

  Heresheceasedandglancedatwheresheknewtheminiaturewashanginguponmybreast。

  \"Now,\"shecontinued,afteralittlepause,\"tellmeofyourworld,ofitshistory,ofitslanguages,ofwhathappensthere,forIlongtoknow。\"

  Sothenandthere,assistedbyBickley,IbegantheeducationoftheLadyYva。Idonotsupposethattherewaseveramoreaptpupilinthewholeearth。Tobeginwith,shewasbetteracquaintedwitheverysubjectonwhichItouchedthanIwasmyself;allshelackedwasinformationastoitsmodernaspect。

  Herknowledgeendedtwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,atwhichdate,however,itwouldseemthatcivilisationhadalreadytouchedahigherwater—markthanithaseversinceattained。

  Thus,thisvanishedpeopleunderstoodastronomy,naturalmagnetism,theforceofgravity,steam,alsoelectricitytosomesubtleuseofwhich,Igathered,thelightingoftheirundergroundcitywastobeattributed。Theyhadmasteredarchitectureandthearts,astheirbuildingsandstatuesshowed;

  theycouldflythroughtheairbetterthanwehavelearnedtodowithinthelastfewyears。

  More,they,orsomeofthem,hadlearnedtheuseoftheFourthDimension,thatistheirmostinstructedindividuals,couldmovethroughopposingthings,aswellasoverthem,upintothemandacrossthem。Thispowerthesepossessedinatwo—foldform。I

  mean,thattheycouldeitherdisintegratetheirbodiesatonespotandcausethemtointegrateagainatanother,ortheycouldprojectwhattheoldEgyptianscalledtheKaorDouble,andmodernTheosophistsnametheAstralShape,toanydistance。

  Moreover,thisDouble,orAstralShape,whileitselfinvisible,still,sotospeak,hadtheuseofitssenses。Itcouldsee,itcouldhear,anditcouldremember,and,onreturningtothebody,itcouldavailitselfoftheexperiencethusacquired。

  Thus,atleast,saidYva,whileBickleycontemplatedherwithacoldandunbelievingeye。Sheevenwentfurtherandallegedthatincertaininstances,individualsofherextinctracehadbeenabletopassthroughtheetherandtovisitotherworldsinthedepthsofspace。

  \"Haveyoueverdonethat?\"askedBickley。

  \"OnceortwiceIdreamedthatIdid,\"sherepliedquietly。

  \"Wecanalldream,\"heanswered。

  Asitwasmylottomakeacquaintancewiththisstrangeanduncannypoweratalaterdate,Iwillsaynomoreofitnow。

  Telepathy,shedeclared,wasalsoadevelopedgiftamongtheSonsofWisdom;indeed,theyseemtohaveuseditasweusewirelessmessages。Only,intheircase,thesendingandreceivingstationswereskilledandsusceptiblehumanbeingswhowentondutyforsomanyhoursatatime。Thusintelligencewastransmittedwithaccuracyanddespatch。Thosewhohadthisfacultywere,shesaid,alsoveryaptatreadingthemindsofothersandthereforenoteasytodeceive。

  \"IsthathowyouknowthatIhadbeentryingtoanalyseyourLife—water?\"askedBickley。

  \"Yes,\"sheanswered,withherunvaryingsmile。\"AtthemomentI

  spokethereofyouwerewonderingwhethermyfatherwouldbeangryifheknewthatyouhadtakenthewaterinalittleflask。\"Shestudiedhimforamoment,thenadded:\"Nowyouarewondering,first,whetherIdidnotseeyoutakethewaterfromthefountainandguessthepurpose,and,secondly,whetherperhapsBastindidnottellmewhatyouweredoingwithitwhenwemetinthesepulchre。\"

  \"Lookhere,\"saidtheexasperatedBickley,\"Iadmitthattelepathyandthought—readingarepossibletoacertainlimitedextent。Butsupposingthatyoupossessthosepowers,asIthinkinEnglish,andyoudonotknowEnglish,howcanyouinterpretwhatispassinginmymind?\"

  \"PerhapsyouhavebeenteachingmeEnglishallthiswhilewithoutknowingit,Bickley。Inanycase,itmatterslittle,seeingthatwhatIreadisthethought,notthelanguagewithwhichitisclothed。Thethoughtcomesfromyourmindtomine——

  thatis,ifIwishit,whichisnotoften——andIinterpretitinmyownorothertongues。\"

  \"Iamgladtohearitisnotoften,LadyYva,sincethoughtsaregenerallyconsideredprivate。\"

  \"Yes,andthereforeIwillreadyoursnomore。WhyshouldI,whentheyaresofullofdisbeliefofallItellyou,andsometimesofotherthingsaboutmyselfwhichIdonotseektoknow?\"

  \"Nowonderthat,accordingtothestoryinthepictures,thoseNations,whomyounamedBarbarians,madeanendofyourpeople,LadyYva。\"

  \"Youaremistaken,Bickley;theLordOromadeanendoftheNations,thoughagainstmyprayer,\"sheaddedwithasighThenBickleydepartedinarage,anddidnotappearagainforanhour。

  \"Heisangry,\"shesaid,lookingafterhim;\"nordoIwonder。

  ItishardfortheverycleverlikeBickley,whothinkthattheyhavemasteredallthings,tofindthatafteralltheyarequiteignorant。Iamsorryforhim,andIlikehimverymuch。\"

  \"Thenyouwouldbesorryformealso,LadyYva?\"

  \"Why?\"sheaskedwithadazzlingsmile,\"whenyourheartisathirstforknowledge,gapingforitlikeafledgling’smouthforfood,and,asitchances,thoughIamnotverywise,Icansatisfysomethingofyoursoul—hunger。\"

  \"Notverywise!\"Irepeated。

  \"No,Humphrey。IthinkthatBastin,whoinmanywaysissostupid,hasmoretruewisdomthanIhave,becausehecanbelieveandacceptwithoutquestion。Afterall,thewisdomofmypeopleisalloftheuniverseanditswonders。Whatyouthinkmagicisnotmagic;itisonlygatheredknowledgeandthefindingoutofsecrets。Bickleywilltellyouthesame,althoughasyethedoesnotbelievethatthemindofmancanstretchsofar。\"

  \"Youmeanthatyourwisdomhasinitnothingofthespirit?\"

  \"Yes,Humphrey,thatiswhatImean。Idonotevenknowifthereissuchathingasspirit。OurgodwasFate;Bastin’sgodisaspirit,andIthinkyoursalso。\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Therefore,IwishyouandBastintoteachmeofyourgod,asdoesOro,myfather。Iwant——oh!somuch,Humphrey,tolearnwhetherweliveafterdeath。\"

  \"You!\"Iexclaimed。\"Youwho,accordingtothestory,havesleptfortwohundredandfiftythousandyears!You,whohave,unlessImistake,hintedthatduringthatsleepyoumayhavelivedinothershapes!Doyoudoubtwhetherwecanliveafterdeath?\"

  \"Yes。Sleepinducedbysecretartsisnotdeath,andduringthatsleeptheIwithinmightwanderandinhabitothershapes,becauseitisforbiddentobeidle。Moreover,whatseemstobedeathmaynotbedeath,onlyanotherformofsleepfromwhichtheIawakesagainupontheworld。Butatlastcomestherealdeath,whentheIisextinguishedtotheworld。ThatmuchIknow,becausemypeoplelearnedit。\"

  \"Youmean,youknowthatmenandwomenmayliveagainandagainupontheworld?\"

  \"Yes,Humphrey,Ido。Forintheworldthereisonlyacertainstoreoflifewhichinmanyformstravelsonandon,tillthelotofeachIisfulfilled。Thencomestherealdeath,andafterthat——what,oh!——what?\"

  \"YoumustaskBastin,\"Isaidhumbly。\"Icannotdaretoteachofsuchmatters。\"

  \"No,butyoucananddobelieve,andthathelpsme,Humphrey,whoamintunewithyou。Yes,ithelpsmemuchmorethandoBastinandhisnewreligion,becausesuchiswoman’sway。Now,I

  thinkBickleywillsoonreturn,soletustalkofothermatters。

  Tellmeofthehistoryofyourpeople,Humphrey,thatmyfathersaysarenowatwar。\"

  ChapterXVIII

  TheAccidentBickleydidreturn,havingrecoveredhistemper,sinceafterallitwasimpossibleforanyonetoremainangrywiththeLadyYvaforlong,andwespentaveryhappytimetogether。Weinstructedandshewasthehumblepupil。

  Howswiftandnimblewasherintelligence!Inthatonemorningshelearnedallouralphabetandhowtowriteourletters。Itappearedthatamongherpeople,atanyrateintheirlaterperiods,theonlyformofwritingthatwasusedwasahighlyconcentratedshorthandwhichsavedlabour。Theyhadnojournals,sincenewswhicharrivedtelepathicallyorbysomeformofwirelesswasproclaimedtothosewhocaredtolisten,andonitallformedtheirownjudgments。Inthesamewaypoemsandevenromanceswererepeated,asinHomer’sdayorinthetimeoftheNorsesagas,bywordofmouth。Noneoftheirsecretknowledgewaswrittendown。LiketheritualofFreemasonryitwasconsideredtoosacred。

  Moreover,whenmenlivedforhundredsofyearsthiswasnotsonecessary,especiallyastheirgreatfearwaslestitshouldfallintothehandsoftheoutsidenations,whomtheycalledBarbarians。For,beitremembered,theseSonsofWisdomwerealwaysaverysmallpeoplewhoruledbytheweightoftheirintelligenceandthestrengthoftheiraccumulatedlore。Indeed,theycouldscarcelybecalledapeople;ratherweretheyafewfamilies,allofthemmoreorlessconnectedwiththeoriginalrulingDynastywhichconsidereditselfhalfdivine。Thesefamilieswerewaiteduponbyamultitudeofservantsorslavesdrawnfromthesubjectnations,forthemostpartskilledinoneartoranother,orperhaps,remarkablefortheirpersonalbeauty。

  Stilltheyremainedoutsidethepale。

  TheSonsofWisdomdidnotintermarrywiththemorteachthemtheirlearning,orevenallowthemtodrinkoftheirLife—water。

  Theyruledthemasmenruledogs,treatingthemwithkindness,butnomore,andasmanydogsruntheircourseanddieinthelifetimeofonemaster,sodidmanyoftheseslavesinthatofoneoftheSonsofWisdom。Therefore,theslavescametoregardtheirlordsnotasmen,butgods。Theylivedbutthreescoreyearsandtenliketherestofus,andwenttheirway,they,whosegreat—great—grandfathershadservedthesamemasterandwhosegreat—great—great—grandchildrenwouldstillservehim。WhatshouldwethinkofalordwhoweknewwasalreadyadultinthetimeofWilliamtheConqueror,andwhoremainedstillvigorousandall—powerfulinthatofGeorgeV?One,moreover,whocommandedalmostinfiniteknowledgetowhichweweredeniedthekey?Wemighttremblebeforehimandlookuponhimashalf—

  divine,butshouldwenotlongtokillhimandpossesshisknowledgeandtherebyprolongourownexistencetohiswondrousmeasure?

  Such,saidYva,wasthecasewiththeirslavesandthepeoplesfromwhencethesesprang。Theygrewmadwithjealoushate,tillatlengthcametheendweknew。

  Thuswetalkedonforhourstillthetimecameforustoeat。

  AsbeforeYvapartookoffruitandweofsuchmeatsaswehadathand。These,wenoticed,disgustedher,because,assheexplained,theChildrenofWisdom,unlessdriventheretobynecessity,touchednoflesh,butlivedonthefruitsoftheearthandwinealone。OnlytheslavesandtheBarbariansateflesh。IntheseviewsBickleyforonceagreedwithher,thatis,exceptasregardsthewine,forintheory,ifnotinpractice——hewasavegetarian。

  \"IwillbringyoumoreoftheLife—water,\"shesaid,\"andthenyouwillgrowtohatethesedeadthings,asIdo。Andnowfarewell。Myfathercallsme。Ihearhimthoughyoudonot。To—

  morrowIcannotcome,butthedayafterIwillcomeandbringyoutheLife—water。Nay,accompanymenot,butasIseehewishesit,letTommygowithme。Iwillcareforhim,andheisafriendinallthatlonelyplace。\"

  Soshewent,andwithherTommy,rejoicing。

  \"Ungratefullittledevil!\"saidBickley。\"Herewe’vefedandpettedhimfrompuppyhood,oratleastyouhave,andyetheskipsoffwiththefirststranger。Ineversawhimbehavelikethattoanywoman,exceptyourpoorwife。\"

  \"Iknow,\"Ianswered。\"Icannotunderstandit。Hullo!herecomesBastin。\"

  Bastinitwas,dishevelledandlookingmuchtheworseforwear,alsominushisBibleinthenativetongue。

  \"Well,howhaveyoubeengettingon?\"saidBickley。

  \"Ishouldlikesometea,alsoanythingthereistoeat。\"

  Wesuppliedhimwiththesenecessaries,andafterawhilehesaidslowlyandsolemnly:

  \"IcannothelpthinkingofachildishstorywhichBickleytoldorinventedonenightatyourhouseathome。Irememberhehadanargumentwithmywife,whichhesaidputhiminmindofit,IamsureIdon’tknowwhy。Itwasaboutamonkeyandaparrotthatwerelefttogetherunderasofaforalongwhile,wheretheyweresoquietthateverybodyforgotthem。Thentheparrotcameoutwithonlyonefeatherleftinitstailandnoneatallonitsbody,saying,’I’vehadnoendofatime!’afterwhichitdroppeddownanddied。Doyouknow,Ifeeljustlikethatparrot,onlyI

  don’tmeantodie,andIthinkIgavethemonkeyquiteasgoodashegaveme!\"

  \"Whathappened?\"Iasked,intenselyinterested。

  \"Oh!theGlitteringLadytookmeintothatpalacehallwhereOrowassittinglikeaspiderinaweb,andleftmethere。Igottoworkatonce。HewasmuchinterestedintheOldTestamentstoriesandsaidtherewerepointsoftruthaboutthem,althoughtheyhadevidentlycomedowntothemodernwriter——hecalledhimamodernwriter——inalegendaryform。Ithoughthisremarksimpertinentandwithdifficultyrefrainedfromsayingso。LeavingthestoryoftheDelugeandallthat,Ispokeofothermatters,tellinghimofeternallifeandHeavenandHell,ofwhichthepoorbenightedmanhadneverheard。Ipointedoutespeciallythatunlessherepented,hislife,byallaccounts,hadbeensowicked,thathewascertainlydestinedtothelatterplace。\"

  \"Whatdidhesaytothat?\"Iasked。

  \"Doyouknow,Ithinkitfrightenedhim,ifonecouldimagineOrobeingfrightened。AtanyrateheremarkedthatthetruthorfalsityofwhatIsaidwasanurgentmatterforhim,ashecouldnotexpecttolivemorethanafewhundredyearslonger,thoughperhapshemightprolongtheperiodbyanotherspellofsleep。

  ThenheaskedmewhyIthoughthimsowicked。Irepliedbecausehehimselfsaidthathehaddrownedmillionsofpeople,whichshowedanevilheartandintentionevenifitwerenotafact。Hethoughtalongwhileandaskedwhatcouldbedoneinthecircumstances。Irepliedthatrepentanceandreparationweretheonlycoursesopentohim。\"

  \"Reparation!\"Iexclaimed。

  \"Yes,reparationwaswhatIsaid,thoughIthinkImadeamistakethere,asyouwillsee。AsnearlyasIcanremember,heansweredthathewasbeginningtorepent,asfromallhehadlearnedfromus,hegatheredthattheraceswhichhadarisenasaconsequenceofhisaction,wereworsethanthosewhichhehaddestroyed。Asregardsreparation,whathehaddoneoncehecoulddoagain。Hewouldthinkthematteroverseriously,andseeifitwerepossibleandadvisabletoraisethosepartsoftheworldwhichhadbeensunk,andsinkthosewhichhadbeenraised。Ifso,hethoughtthatwouldmakeveryhandsomeamendstothedepartednationsandsethimquiterightwithanysuperiorPower,ifsuchathingexisted。Whatareyoulaughingat,Bickley?Idon’tthinkitalaughingmatter,sincesuchremarksdonotseemtometoindicateanyrealchangeinOro’sheart,whichiswhatIwastryingtoeffect。\"

  Bickley,whowasconvulsedwithmerriment,wipedhiseyesandsaid:

  \"Youdearolddonkey,don’tyouseewhatyouhavedone,orratherwouldhavedoneiftherewereawordoftruthinallthisridiculousstoryaboutadeluge?Youwouldbeinthewayofmakingyourpreciouspupil,whocertainlyisthemostmasterlyoldliarintheworld,repeathisoffenceandsendEuropetothebottomofthesea。\"

  \"Thatdidoccurtome,butitdoesn’tmuchmatterasIamquitecertainthatsuchathingwouldneverbeallowed。Ofcoursetherewasarealdelugeonce,butOrohadnomoretodowithitthanI

  had。Don’tyouagree,Arbuthnot?\"

  \"Ithinkso,\"Iansweredcautiously,\"butreallyinthisplaceIambeginningtolosecountofwhatisorisnotpossible。Also,ofcourse,theremayhavebeenmanydeluges;indeedthehistoryoftheworldshowsthatthiswasso;itiswritteninitsgeologicalstrata。Whatwastheendofit?\"

  \"TheendwasthathetooktheSouthSeaBibleand,afterIhadexplainedalittleaboutourletters,seemedtobeabletoreaditatonce。Isupposehewasacquaintedwiththeartofprintinginhisyouth。Atanyratehesaidthathewouldstudyit,Idon’tknowhow,unlesshecanread,andthatintwodays’timehewouldletmeknowwhathethoughtaboutthematterofmyreligion。Thenhetoldmetogo。IsaidthatIdidnotknowthewayandwasafraidoflosingmyself。Thereuponhewavedhishand,andI

  reallycan’tsaywhathappened。\"

  \"Didyoulevitateuphere,\"askedBickley,\"likethelatelamentedMr。Homeatthespiritualisticseances?\"

  \"No,Ididnotexactlylevitate,butsomethingorsomeoneseemedtogetaholdofme,andIwasjustrushedalonginamosttumultuousfashion。ThenextthingIknewwasthatIwasstandingatthedoorofthatsepulchre,thoughIhavenorecollectionofgoingupinthelift,orwhateveritis。Ibelievethosebeastlycavesarefullofghosts,ordevils,andtheworstofitisthattheyhavekeptmysolar—tope,whichIputonthismorningforgettingthatitwouldbeuselessthere。\"

  \"TheLadyYva’sFourthDimensioninaction,\"Isuggested,\"onlyitwouldn’tworkonsolar—topes。\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyouaretalkingabout,\"saidBastin,\"butifmyhathadtobeleft,whynotmybootsandothergarments?

  Pleasestopyournonsenseandpassthetea。ThankgoodnessI

  haven’tgottogodowntheretomorrow,asheseemstohavehadenoughofmeforthepresent,soIvoteweallpayavisittotheship。Itwillbeaverypleasantchange。Icouldn’tstandtwodaysrunningwiththatoldfiend,andhisghostsordevilsinthecave。\"

  Nextmorningaccordingly,fearingnoharmfromtheOrofenans,wetookthecanoeandrowedtothemainisland。Maramahadevidentlyseenuscoming,forheandanumberofhispeoplemetuswitheverydemonstrationofdelight,andescortedustotheship。Herewefoundthingsjustaswehadleftthem,fortherehadbeennoattemptattheftorothermischief。

  WhilewewereinthecabinafitofmoralweaknessseemedtoovercomeBickley,thefirstandImayaddthelastfromwhichI

  eversawhimsuffer。

  \"Doyouknow,\"hesaid,addressingus,\"Ithinkthatweshoulddowelltotrytogetoutofthisplace。Eliminatingagreatdealofthemarvelouswithwhichweseemtohavecomeintouchhere,itisstillobviousthatwefindourselvesinverypeculiarandunhealthysurroundings。Imeanmentallyunhealthy,indeedIthinkthatifwestayheremuchlongerweshallprobablygooffourheads。Nowthatboatonthedeckremainssoundandseaworthy。Whyshouldnotweprovisionherandtakeourchance?Weknowmoreorlesswhichwaytosteer。\"

  BastinandIlookedateachother。Itwashewhospokefirst。

  \"Wouldn’titberatherariskyjobinanopenboat?\"heasked。

  \"However,thatdoesn’tmattermuchbecauseIdon’ttakeanyaccountofrisks,knowingthatIamofmorevaluethanasparrowandthatthehairsofmyheadareallnumbered。\"

  \"Theymightbenumberedunderwateraswellasaboveit,\"

  mutteredBickley,\"andIfeelsurethatonyourownshowing,youwouldbeasvaluabledeadasalive。\"

  \"WhatIseemtofeel,\"wentonBastin,\"isthatIhaveworktomyhandhere。Also,thelocumtenensatFulcombenodoubtrunstheparishaswellasIcould。IndeedIconsiderhimabettermanfortheplacethanIam。ThatoldOroisatoughproposition,butIdonotdespairofhimyet,andbesideshimthereistheGlitteringLady,amostopen—mindedperson,whomIhavenotyethadanyrealopportunityofapproachinginaspiritualsense。

  Thenthereareallthesenativeswhocannotlearnwithoutateacher。SoonthewholeIthinkIwouldratherstaywhereIamuntilProvidencepointsoutsomeotherpath。\"

  \"Iamofthesameopinion,ifforsomewhatdifferentreasons,\"

  Isaid。\"Idonotsupposethatithasoftenbeenthefortuneofmentocomeintouchwithsuchthingsaswehavefounduponthisisland。Theymaybeillusions,butatleasttheyareveryinterestingillusions。Onemightlivetenlifetimesandfindnothingelseofthesort。ThereforeIshouldliketoseetheendofthedream。\"

  Bickleyreflectedalittle,thensaid:

  \"OnthewholeIagreewithyou。OnlymybraintottersandIamterriblyafraidofmadness。IcannotbelievewhatIseemtohearandsee,andthatwaymadnesslies。Itisbettertodiethantogomad。\"

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