\"If,\"saidthegirlslowly,\"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——\"
\"If!\"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——\"if!Why,hetoldmehimself!
Lookhowheliesthere,\"addedtheGermanpathetically,\"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,\"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。\"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink;
betterthannothing,Ithink,\"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,\"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。\"
Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。
Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。
\"Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,\"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。
LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。
Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。
\"Poorlambie,poorlambie!\"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear—
likehead;\"tiredishe!\"
Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。
\"Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,\"heread。
Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。
\"Iwasastranger。\"
Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。\"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!\"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,\"ItistheLord!\"
Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。
Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。
\"Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,\"saidtheoldman。
\"Haveyoubeenupallnight?\"askedtheboy。
\"Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。\"
Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。
Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。
BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。
Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan:
\"Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。\"
\"Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,\"saidtheGermanmeekly。
\"Beingastudentofhistorythen,\"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,\"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?\"
\"Yes,yes,\"saidtheGerman,lookingup。
\"I,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。
Yes,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。\"
TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。
\"Theconnection,\"saidBonaparte,\"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees;
buttheconnectionisclose。\"
\"Isitpossible!\"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。\"NapoleonanIrishman!\"
\"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,\"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——\"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,\"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,\"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin——
daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!\"
TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。
Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。
\"Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!\"hebrokeforthsuddenly;\"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。
GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,\"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,\"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?\"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。
\"No,no,\"saidtheoldmanhumbly。\"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。\"
\"I,myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I
wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit——
cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere——
coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。
\"’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。
\"’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’
\"There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。
\"’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’
\"’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’
He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。
\"’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。
\"’Four,’saidI。
\"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
\"’Eight,’saidI。
\"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
\"’Ten,’saidI。
\"’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。
\"’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’
\"’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’
\"’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’
\"’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。
\"’Godblessyou,’saidI。
\"Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。
Yes,\"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,\"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。
Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。
Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim;
thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall——
theleader,youmaysay。
\"’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold;
thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。
\"’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!\"
BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。
\"Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,\"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。\"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。\"TheGermanlookedup。\"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’
\"Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout——
wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings?
Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved!
\"MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto;
shediditwithoutmyknowledge。
\"WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。
\"Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’\"
Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。
\"Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,\"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。
Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。
\"Ithink,\"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,\"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。\"
Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork:
\"Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!\"
Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。
\"UncleOtto,\"saidthechildinthedoorway,\"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?\"
\"Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,\"saidtheGerman。\"Amanofsuchcourage,too!
Terribleexperiencethat!\"
\"Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?\"
TheGerman’sirewasroused。
\"ThatiswhatIdohate!\"hecried。\"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit?
ThatiswhatIhate!\"
Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。
Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。
WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。
\"Whatdostsee,chicken?\"heasked。
Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。
\"Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!\"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf—
grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。
\"Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!\"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。\"Ah,myfriend,\"hesaidtremulously,\"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord!
Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!\"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。
\"Dear,dear,dear!\"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,\"youhavehadafright。
Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。
Ah,dear,dear!\"
\"WhenIlookedround,\"saidBonaparte,\"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,\"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,\"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?\"
TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。
Bonapartedrainediteagerly。
\"Howdoyoufeelnow?\"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。
\"Alittle,slightly,better。\"
TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。
\"Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,\"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。
\"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,\"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I
believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!\"
\"Youareverykind,\"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,\"youareverykind。\"
\"Don’tmentionit,\"saidBonaparte。
Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。
\"Ah,myoldfriend,\"hethusapostrophizedthehat,\"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!\"
AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。
\"It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,\"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,\"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。\"
\"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。\"
\"No,no,no!\"criedtheGermanenergetically。\"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。\"
\"ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,\"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。\"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,\"headded;\"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。\"
\"Ihopenot,Ihopenot,\"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。
\"Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,\"saidtheGermanpresently。\"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——\"
\"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,\"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!\"
Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。
AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。
Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid:
\"ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。\"
\"TheblessedSabbath!\"saidBonaparte。
Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。
\"YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,\"addedBonaparte。\"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!\"
\"Well,wedo;yes,\"saidtheGerman;\"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。\"
\"Strangecoincidence,\"saidBonaparte;\"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI
calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,\"saidBonaparte;\"wouldtheymightreturn。\"
TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice!
Afteragoodwhilehesaid:
\"ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——\"
\"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!\"
Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。
\"It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!\"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。
Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。
\"Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。\"
Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。
Chapter1。V。SundayServices。