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  \"If,\"saidthegirlslowly,\"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——\"

  \"If!\"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——\"if!Why,hetoldmehimself!

  Lookhowheliesthere,\"addedtheGermanpathetically,\"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,\"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。\"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink;

  betterthannothing,Ithink,\"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,\"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。\"

  Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。

  Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。

  \"Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,\"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。

  LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。

  Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。

  \"Poorlambie,poorlambie!\"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear—

  likehead;\"tiredishe!\"

  Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。

  \"Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,\"heread。

  Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。

  \"Iwasastranger。\"

  Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。\"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!\"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,\"ItistheLord!\"

  Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。

  Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。

  \"Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,\"saidtheoldman。

  \"Haveyoubeenupallnight?\"askedtheboy。

  \"Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。\"

  Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。

  Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。

  BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。

  Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan:

  \"Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。\"

  \"Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,\"saidtheGermanmeekly。

  \"Beingastudentofhistorythen,\"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,\"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?\"

  \"Yes,yes,\"saidtheGerman,lookingup。

  \"I,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。

  Yes,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。\"

  TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。

  \"Theconnection,\"saidBonaparte,\"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees;

  buttheconnectionisclose。\"

  \"Isitpossible!\"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。\"NapoleonanIrishman!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,\"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——\"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,\"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,\"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin——

  daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!\"

  TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。

  Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。

  \"Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!\"hebrokeforthsuddenly;\"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。

  GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,\"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,\"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?\"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。

  \"No,no,\"saidtheoldmanhumbly。\"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。\"

  \"I,myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I

  wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit——

  cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere——

  coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。

  \"’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。

  \"’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’

  \"There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。

  \"’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’

  \"’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’

  He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。

  \"’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。

  \"’Four,’saidI。

  \"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。

  \"’Eight,’saidI。

  \"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。

  \"’Ten,’saidI。

  \"’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。

  \"’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’

  \"’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’

  \"’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’

  \"’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。

  \"’Godblessyou,’saidI。

  \"Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。

  Yes,\"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,\"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。

  Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。

  Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim;

  thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall——

  theleader,youmaysay。

  \"’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold;

  thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。

  \"’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!\"

  BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。

  \"Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,\"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。\"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。\"TheGermanlookedup。\"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’

  \"Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout——

  wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings?

  Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved!

  \"MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto;

  shediditwithoutmyknowledge。

  \"WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。

  \"Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’\"

  Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。

  \"Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,\"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。

  Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。

  \"Ithink,\"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,\"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。\"

  Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork:

  \"Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!\"

  Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。

  \"UncleOtto,\"saidthechildinthedoorway,\"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?\"

  \"Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,\"saidtheGerman。\"Amanofsuchcourage,too!

  Terribleexperiencethat!\"

  \"Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?\"

  TheGerman’sirewasroused。

  \"ThatiswhatIdohate!\"hecried。\"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit?

  ThatiswhatIhate!\"

  Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。

  Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。

  WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。

  \"Whatdostsee,chicken?\"heasked。

  Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。

  \"Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!\"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf—

  grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。

  \"Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!\"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。\"Ah,myfriend,\"hesaidtremulously,\"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord!

  Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!\"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。

  \"Dear,dear,dear!\"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,\"youhavehadafright。

  Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。

  Ah,dear,dear!\"

  \"WhenIlookedround,\"saidBonaparte,\"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,\"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,\"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?\"

  TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。

  Bonapartedrainediteagerly。

  \"Howdoyoufeelnow?\"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。

  \"Alittle,slightly,better。\"

  TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。

  \"Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,\"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。

  \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,\"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I

  believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!\"

  \"Youareverykind,\"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,\"youareverykind。\"

  \"Don’tmentionit,\"saidBonaparte。

  Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。

  \"Ah,myoldfriend,\"hethusapostrophizedthehat,\"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!\"

  AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。

  \"It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,\"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,\"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。\"

  \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。\"

  \"No,no,no!\"criedtheGermanenergetically。\"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。\"

  \"ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,\"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。\"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,\"headded;\"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。\"

  \"Ihopenot,Ihopenot,\"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。

  \"Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,\"saidtheGermanpresently。\"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——\"

  \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,\"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!\"

  Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。

  AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。

  Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid:

  \"ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。\"

  \"TheblessedSabbath!\"saidBonaparte。

  Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。

  \"YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,\"addedBonaparte。\"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!\"

  \"Well,wedo;yes,\"saidtheGerman;\"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。\"

  \"Strangecoincidence,\"saidBonaparte;\"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI

  calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,\"saidBonaparte;\"wouldtheymightreturn。\"

  TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice!

  Afteragoodwhilehesaid:

  \"ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——\"

  \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!\"

  Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。

  \"It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!\"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。

  Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。

  \"Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。\"

  Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。

  Chapter1。V。SundayServices。

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