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  \"Well,there’ssomethingturriblequeer’boutthismarryin’

  business,\"andCephasdrewasighfromtheheelsofhisboots。

  \"Itseems’sifamanhedn’tnonatcheraldrawin’towardsagirlwithagoodfarm’n’stockthatwaswillin’tohavehim!Seemsjestasifitsethimag’in’hersomehow!Andyet,ifyou’vegottosingouto’thesamebookwithagirlyourwholelifetime,itdoesseem’sifyou’doughttohaveakindofafancyforheratthestart,anyhow!\"

  \"Youmayfeeldif’rentastimegoeson,Cephas,an’cometoseeFeeble——IwouldsayPhoebe——asyourmotherdoes。’Thebestfiredon’tflareupthesoonest,’youknow。\"ButoldUncleBartsawthathisson’sheartwasheavyandforboretopressthesubject。

  AnnabelFranklinhadreturnedtoBostonafteramonth’svisitandtohersurprisehadreturnedasdisengagedasshecame。MarkWilson,thoroughlyboredbyhervacuitiesofmind,longednowformoreintercoursewithPattyBaxter,Patty,sogayandunexpected;

  solivelytotalkwith,sopiquingtothefancy,soskittishanddifficulttomanage,sotemptinglypretty,withabeautyallherown,andnevertwodaysalike。

  Thereweremanylionsinthewayandtheseonlyaddedtothezestofpursuit。Withalltheothergirlsofthevillageopportunitiesmultiplied,buthecouldscarcelygettenminutesalonewithPatty。TheDeacon’sorderswereabsoluteinregardtoyoungmen。

  Hisdaughterswerenevertodriveorwalkalonewiththem,nevergotodancesor\"routs\"ofanysort,andneverreceivethematthehouse;thislastmandatebeingquiteunnecessary,asnoyouthinhisrightmindwouldhavegonea—courtin’undertheDeacon’sforbiddinggaze。Andstillthereweresudden,deliciouschancestobeseizednowandthenifonehadhiseyesopenandhiswitsabouthim。Therewasthewalktoorfromthesinging—school,whenasentimentalcouplecoulddropafewfeet,atleast,behindtherestandexchangeawordortwoincomparativeprivacy;therewerethechurch\"circles\"andprayer—meetings,andtheintervalsbetweenSundayserviceswhenMarkcoulddetachPattyamomentfromthegrouponthemeeting—housesteps。Morevaluablethanallthese,acompletescheduleofPatty’svariousmovementshereandthere,togetherwithaprofoundstudyofDeaconBaxter’shabits,whichwereordinarilyaspunctualastheyweredisagreeable,permittedMarkmanystoleninterviews,assweetastheywerebrief。Therewasneverasecondkiss,however,inthesecasualmeetingsandpartings。Thefirst,inspringtime,hadfoundPattyachild,surprised,unprepared。Shewasawomannow;foritdoesnottakeyearstoachievethatmiracle;monthswilldoit,ordays,orevenhours。Hersummer’sexperiencewithCephasColehadwonderfullybroadenedherpowers,givingheranassurancesadlylackingbefore,aswellasaknowledgeofdetail,acertainfinishedskillinthemanagementofalover,whichshecouldablyuseonanyonewhohappenedtocomealong。And,atthemoment,anyonewhohappenedtocomealongservedthepurposeadmirably,PhilipPerryaswellasMarquisWilson。

  YoungPerry’sinterestinPatty,aswehaveseen,beganwithhisalienationfromEllenWilson,thefirstobjectofhisaffections,anditwasnotattheoutsetatallofasentimentalnature。

  Philipwasapillarofthechurch,andEllenhadprovedsoentirelylackinginthereligioussense,soself—satisfiedastoherstandingwiththeheavenlypowers,thatPhilipdarednotexposehimselflongertohersociety,lesthefindhimself\"unequallyyokedtogetherwithanunbeliever,\"thusdefyingthescripturaladmonitionastomarriage。

  Patty,thoughsomewhatlackinginthequalitiesthatgotothemakingoftrustworthysaints,wasnot,likeEllen,whollygivenovertothefleshpotsandwouldproveavaluableconvert,Philipthought;onewhowouldreflectgreatcredituponhimifhesucceededininducinghertosubscribetothesterncreedoftheday。

  Philipwasaverystrenuousandslightlygloomybeliever,dwellingconsiderablyonthewrathofGodandthedoctrineofeternalpunishment。Therewasanold\"pennyroyal\"hymnmuchinusewhichdescribesthegeneraltenorofhismeditation:——

  \"Mythoughtsonawfulsubjectsroll,Damnationandthedead。

  WhathorrorsseizetheguiltysoulUponadyingbed。\"

  (NowonderthatJacobCochrane’slivelysongs,cheerful,hopeful,militant,andbracing,fellwithapleasingsoundupontheearofthebelieverofthatepoch。)TheloveofGodhad,indeed,enteredPhilip’ssoul,butinsomemysteriouswayhadbeenossifiedafteritgotthere。Hehadintenselyblackhair,darkskin,andaliverthatdisposedhimconstitutionallytoanardentbeliefinthenecessityofhellformostofhisneighbors,andthehopeofspendinghisowngloriousimmortalityinasmall,properlyrestricted,andprudentlymanagedheaven。Hewaseloquentatprayer—meetingandPatty’sonlyobjectiontohimtherewasinhisdispositiontoalludetohimselfasa\"rebelworm,\"withfrequentreferencestohis\"vilebody。\"Otherwise,andwhennotengagedintheologicaldiscussion,PattylikedPhilipverymuch。Hisownfather,althoughanorthodoxmemberofthefoldingoodandregularstanding,had\"doctored\"Philconscientiouslyforhisliverfromhisyouthup,hopingintimetoinciteinhimasunnierviewoflife,forthedoctorwassomewhatskilledinadaptinghisremediestospiritualmaladies。JedMorrillhadalwayssaidthatwhenoldMrs。Buxton,thechampionconvertofJacobCochrane,wasatherworst,——keepingherwholefamilyawakenightsbyherhystericalfearsfortheirfuture,——Dr。Perryhadgivenheratwelfthofagrainoftartaremetic,fivetimesadayuntilshehadentirementalreliefandheranxietyconcerningthesalvationofherhusbandandchildrenwassetcompletelyatrest。

  Thegooddoctornotedwithsecretpleasurehisson’sgrowingfondnessforthesocietyofhisprimefavorite,MissPatienceBaxter。\"He’llbeginbytryingtosavehersoul,\"hethought;

  \"Philalwaysbeginsthatway,butwhenPattygetshiminhandhe’llremembertheexistenceofhisheart,anorganhehasnevertakenintoconsideration。Aloveaffairwithaprettygirl,goodbutnottoopious,willhelpPhilconsiderable,howeveritturnsout。\"

  ThereisnodoubtbutthatPhilwastakinghischancesandthatunderPatty’stutelagehewasgrowingmellower。AsforPatty,shewasonlyamusingherself,andfrisking,likeayounglamb,inpastureswhereshehadneverstrayedbefore。HerfancyflewfromMarktoPhilandfromPhilbacktoMarkagain,foratthemomentshewasjustavesselofemotion,readytoemptyherselfonsheknewnotwhat。Temperamentally,shewouldtakeadvantageofcurrentsratherthansteeratanytime,anditwouldbethestrongestcurrentthatwouldfinallybearheraway。Herideahadalwaysbeenthatshecouldplaywithfirewithoutburningherownfingers,andthattheflamesshekindledweresoinnocentandmildthatnoonecouldbeharmedbythem。Shehadfancied,uptonow,thatshecouldcontrol,urgeon,orcooldownaman’sfeelingforeverandaday,ifshechose,andremainmistressofthesituation。Now,aftersomeweeksofweighingandbalancinghertwoswains,shefoundherselfconfrontingachoice,onceandforall。Eachofthemseemedtobeapproachingthestateofmindwherehewaslikelytosay,somewhatviolently:\"Takemeorleaveme,oneortheother!\"Butshedidnotwishtotakethem,andstilllessdidshewishtoleavethem,withnootherloverinsightbutCephasCole,whowasalmost,thoughnotquite,worsethannone。

  Ifmatters,bylackofmasculinepatienceandself—control,didcometoacrisis,whatshouldshesaydefinitelytoeitherofhersuitors?HerfatherdespisedMarkWilsonatriflemorethananyyoungmanontheriver,andwhilehecouldhavenoobjectiontoPhilPerry’scharacterorpositionintheworld,hishatredofoldDr。Perryamountedtoadisease。WhenthedoctorhadclosedtheeyesofthethirdMrs。Baxter,hehadmadesomeplainandunwelcomestatementsthatwouldrankleintheDeacon’sbreastaslongashelived。Pattyknew,therefore,thatthechanceofherfather’sblessingfallinguponherunionwitheitherofherpresentloverswasmorethanuncertain,andofwhatusewasanengagement,iftherecouldnotbeamarriage?

  IfPatty’smindinclinedtoasomewhatspeedydeparturefromherfather’shousehold,shecanhardlybeblamed,butshefeltthatshecouldnotcarryanyofherindecisionsandfearstohersisterforsettlement。WhocouldlookinWaitstill’sclear,steadfasteyesandsay:\"Ican’tmakeupmymindwhichtomarry\"?

  NotPatty。Shefelt,instinctively,thatWaitstill’sheart,ifitmovedatall,wouldrushoutlikeagreatrivertoloseitselfintheocean,andlosingitselfforgetthenarrowbanksthroughwhichithadflowedbefore。Pattyknewthatherownlovewasatthemomentnothingmorethanthenoteofachild’spennyflute,andthatWaitstillwasperhapsvibratingsecretlywithadeeper,richermusicthancouldevercometoher。Still,musicofsomesortshemeanttofeel。\"EveniftheymakemedecideonewayoranotherbeforeIamready,\"shesaidtoherself,\"I’llneversay’yes’tillI’mmoreinlovethanIamnow!\"

  TherewereotherreasonswhyshedidnotwanttoaskWaitstill’sadvice。Notonlydidsheshrinkfromthelovingscrutinyofhersister’seyes,andthegentleprobingofherquestions,whichwouldfixherownmotivesonapin—pointandholdthemupunbecominglytothelight;butshehadafoolish,generousloyaltythaturgedhertokeepWaitstillquitealooffromherownlittleprivateperplexities。

  \"Shewillonlyworryherselfsick,\"thoughtPatty。\"Shewon’tletmemarrywithoutaskingfather’spermission,andshe’dthinksheoughtnottoaidmeindeceivinghim,andthetempestwouldbetwiceasdreadfulifitfelluponusboth!Now,ifanythinghappens,IcantellfatherthatIdiditallmyselfandthatWaitstillknewnothingaboutitwhatever。Then,oh,joy!iffatheristooterrible,IshallbeamarriedwomanandIcanalwayssay:’Iwillnotpermitsuchcruelty!Waitstillisdependentuponyounolonger,sheshallcomeatoncetomyhusbandandme!

  ThislatterphrasealmostintoxicatedPatty,sothatthereweremomentswhenshecouldhaverunuptoMilliken’sMillsandpurchasedherselfahusbandatanycost,hadherslendersavingespermittedthebestinthemarket;andthemoreimpersonalthehusbandthemoredelightedlyPattyrolledthephraseunderhertongue。

  \"Icanneverbe’published’inchurch,\"shethought,\"andperhapsnobodywillevercareenoughaboutmetobravefather’sdispleasureandinsistonrunningawaywithme。Idowishsomebodywouldcare’frightfully’aboutme,enoughforthat;

  enoughtohelpmemakeupmymind;sothatIcouldjustdriveuptofather’sstoresomedayandsay:’Goodafternoon,father!I

  knewyou’dneverletmemarry——’\"(therewasalwaysadashhere,inPatty’simaginarydiscourses,adashthatcouldbefilledinwithanyChristiannameaccordingtohermoodofthemoment)\"’soIjustmarriedhimanyway;andyouneedn’tbeangrywithmysister,forsheknewnothingaboutit。MyhusbandandIaresorryifyouaredispleased,butthere’snohelpforit;andmyhusband’shomewillalwaysbeopentoWaitstill,whateverhappens。’\"

  Patty,withallherlatentloveoffineryandease,didnotweightheworldlycircumstancesofthetwomen,thoughthereflectionthatshewouldhavemoreamusementwithMarkthanwithPhilipmayhavecrossedhermind。ShetrustedPhilip,andrespectedhissteady—going,seriousviewoflife;itpleasedhervanity,too,tofeelhowhernonsenseandfunlightenedhistemperamentalgravity,playinginandoutandoveritlikeabutterflyinasmokebush。ShewouldbesafewithPhilipalways,butsafetyhadnospecialcharmforoneofherage,whohadneverbeeninperil。

  Mark’ssuperiorknowledgeoftheworld,moreover,hiscareless,buoyantmannerofcarryinghimself,hisgay,boyishaudacity,allhadaverydistinctcharmforher;——andyet——

  Buttherewouldbeno\"andyet\"alittlelater。Patty’sheartwouldblazequicklyenoughwhensufficientheatwasappliedtoit,andMarkwasfallingmoreandmoredeeplyinloveeveryday。

  AsPattyvacillated,hispurposestrengthened;themoresheweighed,themoreheceasedtoweigh,thedifficultiesofthesituation;themoresheunfoldedherselftohim,themorehelovedandthemoreherespectedher。Shebeganbydelightinghissenses;sheendedbywinningallthattherewasinhim,andcreatingcontinuallythequalitieshelacked,afterthemanneroftruewomenevenwhentheyareveryyoungandfoolish。

  XVIII

  ASTATEO’MAINEPROPHET

  SUMMERwasdyinghard,foralthoughithadpassed,bythecalendar,MotherNaturewasstillkeepinguphercustomaryattitude。

  Therehadbeenasoftraininthenightandeveryspearofgrasswasbrilliantlygreenandtippedwithcrystal。Thesmokebushesinthegardenplot,andtheasparagusbedbeyondthem,lookedmistyasthesunrosehigher,dryingthesoakedearthanddrippingbranches。Spiders’webs,marvelsoflace,dottedtheshortgrassundertheappletrees。Everyflowerthathadafragrancewaspouringitgratefullyintotheair;everybirdwithajoyousnoteinitsvoicegaveitmorejoyouslyfromaburstingthroat;andtheriverlaughedandrippledinthedistanceatthefootofTownHouseHill。ThendawngrewintofullmorningandstreamsofbluesmokerosehereandtherefromtheEdgewoodchimneys。Theworldwasalive,andsobeautifulthatWaitstillfeltlikegoingdownonherkneesingratitudeforhavingbeenbornintoitandgivenachanceofservingitinanyhumblewaywhatsoever。

  Wherevertherewasabarn,inRiverboroorEdgewood,onecouldhaveheardthethree—leggedstoolsbeingliftedfromthepegs,andthenwouldbeginthemusicofthemilk—pails;firsttheresonantsoundofthestreamonthebottomofthetinpail,thenthesoftdeliciouspurringofthecascadeintothefullbucket,whilethecowsserenelychewedtheircudsandwhiskedawaytheflieswithswingingtails。

  DeaconBaxterwastakinghiscowstoapasturefaroverthehill,thefeedhavinggrowntooshortinhisownfields。PattywaswashingdishesinthekitchenandWaitstillwasinthedairy—houseatthebutter—making,oneofherchiefdelights。Sheworkedwithspeedandwithbeautifulsureness,patting,squeezing,rollingthegoldenmass,likethetrueartistshewas,thenturningthesweet—scentedwaxenballsoutofthemouldontothebigstone—chinaplatterthatstoodwaiting。Shehadbeenupearlyandforthelasthourshehadtoiledwithdevouringeagernessthatshemighthavealittletimetoherself。Itwashersnow,forPattywouldbebusywiththebedsaftershefinishedthedishes,soshedrewafoldedpaperfromherpocket,thefirstcommunicationshehadeverreceivedinIvory’shandwriting,andsatdowntoreadit。

  MYDEARWAITSTILL:——

  Rodmanwilltakethispacketandleaveitwithyouwhenhefindsopportunity。Itisnotinanyrealsensealetter,soIaminnodangerofincurringyourfather’sdispleasure。Youwillprobablyhaveheardnewrumorsconcerningmyfatherduringthepastfewdays,forPeterMorrillhasbeentoEnfield,NewHampshire,wherehesayslettershavebeenreceivedstatingthatmyfatherdiedinCortland,Ohio,morethanfiveyearsago。IshalldowhatIcantosubstantiatethisfreshreportasIhavealwaysdonewithallthepreviousones,butIhavelittlehopeofsecuringreliableinformationatthisdistance,andafterthislengthoftime。IdonotknowwhenIcaneverstartonapersonalquestmyself,forevenhadIthemoneyIcouldnotleavehomeuntilRodmanismucholder,andfittedforgreaterresponsibility。Oh!Waitstill,howyouhavehelpedmypoor,dearmother!WouldthatIwerefreetotellyouhowIvalueyourfriendship!Itissomethingmorethanmerefriendship!Whatyouaredoingislikethrowingalife—linetoasinkinghumanbeing。Twoorthreetimes,oflate,motherhasforgottentosetoutthesupperthingsformyfather。Hertenyears’incessantwaitingforhimseemstohavesubsidedalittle,andinitsplaceshewatchesforyou。[Ivoryhadwritten\"watchesforherdaughter\"butcarefullyerasedthelasttwowords。]Youcomebutseldom,butherheartfeedsonthesightofyou。Whatsheneeded,itseems,wasthemagicaltouchofyouthandhealthandstrengthandsympathy,thequalitiesyoupossessinsuchgreatmeasure。

  IfIhadproofofmyfather’sdeathIthinknow,perhaps,thatI

  mighttrytobreakitgentlytomymother,asifitwerefreshnews,andseeifpossiblyImightthusremoveherprincipalhallucination。Youseenow,doyounot,howsanesheisinmany,indeedinmostways,——howsweetandlovable,evenhowsensible?

  Tohelpyoubettertounderstandtheinfluencethathasrobbedmeofbothfatherandmotherandmademeandminethesubjectoftownandtaverngossipforyearspast,Ihavewrittenforyoujustasketchofthe\"Cochranecraze\";theromanticstoryofamanwhoswayedthewillsofhisfellow—creaturesinatrulymarvellousmanner。Somelocalhistorianofhistimewilldoubtlessgivehimmorespace;mywishistohaveyouknowsomethingmoreofthecircumstancesthathavemademeaprisonerinlifeinsteadofafreeman;butprisonerasIamatthemoment,Iamsustainedjustnowbyanewcourage。IreadinmycopyofOvidlastnight:\"Thebestofweaponsistheundauntedheart。\"Thiswillhelpyou,too,inyourhardlife,foryoursisthemostundauntedheartinalltheworld。

  IVORYBOYNTON

  ThechronicleofJacobCochrane’scareerinthelittlevillagesneartheSacoRiverhasnosuchinterestforthegeneralreaderasithadforWaitstillBaxter。ShehunguponeverywordthatIvoryhadwrittenandrealizedmoreclearlythaneverbeforetheshadowthathadfollowedhimsinceearlyboyhood;thesameshadowthathadfallenacrosshismother’smindandleft,continualtwilightthere。

  Noonereallyknew,itseemed,whyorfromwhenceJacobCochranehadcometoEdgewood。Hesimplyappearedattheoldtavern,astranger,withsatchelinhand,toseekentertainment。UncleBarthadoftendescribedthisscenetoWaitstill,forhewasoneofthosesittingaboutthegreatopenfireatthetime。Themaneasilyslippedintothegroupandsoontooktheleadinconversation,delightingallwithhisagreeablepersonality,hisnimbletongueandgracefulspeech。Atsupper—timethehostessandtherestofthefamilytooktheirplacesatthelongtable,aswasthecustom,andheastonishedthembyhisknowledgenotonlyoftownhistory,butofvillagematterstheyhadsupposedunknowntoanyone。

  Whenthestrangerhadfinishedhissupperandreturnedtothebar—room,hehadtopassthroughalongentry,andthelandlady,whisperingtoherdaughter,said:——

  \"Betsy,yougouptothechamberclosetandgetthesilverandbringitdown。ThismanisgoingtosleepthereandIamafraidofhim。Hemustbeafortune—teller,andtheLordonlyknowswhatelse!\"

  Ingoingtothechamberthedaughterhadtopassthroughthebar—room。Asshewasmovingquietlythrough,hopingtoescapethenoticeofthenewcomer,heturnedinhischair,andlookingherfullintheface,suddenlysaid:——

  \"Madam,youneedn’ttouchyoursilver。Idon’twantit。Iamagentleman。\"

  WhereuponthebewilderedBetsyscuttledbacktohermotherandtoldherthestrangeguestwasindeedafortune—teller。

  OfCochrane’sinitialappearanceasapreacherIvoryhadtoldWaitstillintheirtalkinthechurchyardearlyinthesummer。Itwasatachild’sfuneralthatthenewprophetcreatedhisfirstsensationandthere,too,thatAaronandLoisBoyntonfirstcameunderhisspell。ThewholecountrysidehadbeenjustthenwroughtuptoastateofreligiousexcitementbyrevivalmeetingsandCochranegainedthebenefitofthisdefinitepreparationforhiswork。HeclaimedthatallhissayingswerefromdivineinspirationandthatthosewhoembracedhisdoctrinereceiveddirectcommunicationfromtheAlmighty。Hedisdainedformalcreedsandallmannerofchurchorganizations,declaringsectariannamestobemarksofthebeastandallchurchmemberstobeinBabylon。Heintroducedre—baptismasasymboliccleansingfromsectarianstains,andaftersomemonthsadvancedapropositionthathisflockholdallthingsincommon。Heputasuddenendtothesolemn\"deaconing—out\"anddroningofpsalmtunesandgraftedontohisformofworshiplivelysingingandmarchingaccompaniedbyclappingofhandsandwhirlingincircles;duringtheprogressofwhichthemosthystericalconverts,orthemostfullyCochranized,\"wouldswoonuponthefloor;or,inobeyingtheirleader’sinstructionsto\"becomeaslittlechildren,\"wouldsometimesgothroughthemostextraordinaryandunmeaningantics。

  Itwasnotuntilhehadconvertedhundredstothenewfaiththatheaddedmorestartlingrevelationstohisgospel。Hewasinturnbold,mystical,eloquent,audacious,persuasive,autocratic;andevenwhenhisself—styledcommunicationsfromtheAlmighty\"

  controvertedallthathishearershadformerlyheldtoberight,hestillmagnetizedorhypnotizedthemintoanunwillingassenttohisbeliefs。Therewasfinallyaproclamationtotheeffectthatmarriagevowsweretobeannulledwhenadvisableandthatcompletespirituallibertywastofollow;alibertyinwhichanewaffinitymightbesought,andaspiritualunionbegunuponearth,aunionasnearlyapproximatetoGod’sstandardsasfaultyhumanbeingscouldmanagetoattain。

  Someofthefaithfulfellawayatthistime,beingunabletoacceptthefulldoctrine,butretainedtheirfaithinCochrane’soriginalpowertoconvertsinnersandsavethemfromthewrathofGod。Storm—cloudsbegantogatherintheskyhowever,asthedelusionspread,monthbymonthandlocalministerseverywheresoughttominimizetheinfluenceofthedangerousorator,whorosesuperiortoeveryattackandcarriedhimselflikesomemagnificentmartyr—at—willamongthecrowdsthatnowcriticizedhimhereorthereinprivateandinpublic。

  \"Whatapictureofsplendidaudacityhemusthavebeen,\"wroteIvory,\"whenheenteredtheorthodoxmeeting—houseatahugegatheringwhereheknewthatthespeakersweretodenouncehisteachings。OldParsonBuzzellgaveouthistextfromthehighpulpit:MarkXIII,37,’ANDWHATISAYUNTOYOUISAYUNTOALL,WATCH!’JusthereCochranesteppedinattheopendoorofthechurchandheardthewarning,meant,heknew,forhimself,andseizingthemomentofsilencefollowingthereadingofthetext,hecriedinhissplendidsonorousvoice,withoutsomuchasstirringfromhisplacewithinthedoor—frame:\"’BeholdIstandatthedoorandknock。IfanymanhearmyvoiceIwillcomeintohimandwillsupwithhim,——Icometopreachtheeverlastinggospeltoeveryonethatheareth,andallthatIwanthereismybignessonthefloor。’\"

  \"Icannotfind,\"continuedIvoryonanotherpage,\"thatmyfatherormothereverengagedinanyofthefoolishandchildishpracticeswhichdisgracedthemeetingsofsomeofCochrane’smostfanaticalfollowersandconverts。Bymymother’sconversations(someofwhichIhaverepeatedtoyou,butwhichmaybefulloferrors,becauseofherconfusionofmind),Ibelieveshemusthavehadadifferenceofopinionwithmyfatheronsomeoftheseviews,butIhavenomeansofknowingthistoacertainty;nordoIknowthatthequestionofchoosingspiritualconsorts’evercamebetweenordividedthem。ThispartofthedelusionalwaysfillsmewithsuchunspeakabledisgustthatIhaveneverlikedtoseekadditionallightfromanyoftheoldermenandwomenwhomightrevelingivingit。Thatmymotherdidnotsympathizewithmyfather’sgoingouttopreachCochrane’sgospelthroughthecountry,thisIknow,andshewassotrulyreligious,soburningwithzeal,thathadshefullybelievedinmyfather’smissionshewouldhavespurredhimon,insteadofendeavoringtodetainhim。\"

  \"YouknowtheretributionthatovertookCochraneatlast,\"wroteIvoryagain,whenhehadshowntheman’searlyvictoriesandhisenormousinfluence。\"Therebegantobeindignantprotestsagainsthisdoctrinesbylawyersanddoctors,aswellasbyministers;

  notfromallsideshowever;forremember,inextenuationofmyfather’sandmymother’sespousalofthisstrangebelief,thatmanyofthestrongestandwisestmen,aswellasthepurestandfinestwomeninYorkcountycameunderthisman’sspellforatimeandbelievedinhimimplicitly,someofthemevenuntotheend。

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